I love this. The studio version is great because it has that haunting feeling that comes with depression, but this version brings the humanization of how it actually feels.
this video is a microcosm of the world. a man stands up and screams "i'm going to kill myself" on repeat over and over again, and everyone around him continues on with their own chattering.
What do you want them to do? Stop his performance and beg for him not to do something crazy, maybe he just made it to show how he felt. If he was really depressed he wouldn't even be singing that in front of them. The most you can do here is respect that man's art and enjoy his singing.
@@bartoszeisenhower2505 Him expressing his emotions to his audience has nothing to do with him being really depressed or not, if anything the fact that he wrote a song this direct seems to me as a cry for help or a coping method. The least that the audience can do is respect how deep and personal this song is and shut the fuck up.
I hate when normie shitheads do this at concerts. None of them come for the music, they’re just there to socialize. It’s disrespectful to the artists and the ones who actually came here for the music.
i really appreciate his courage singing a song which has an intense meaning like this in front of the people who probably wont really care and keep chattering. And i truly adore his ability to define his depressive feelings into chords and words. I felt really depressive last two years. I remember i was listening to this song aloud for hours and hours. And this song was one of the few things that understands how i really feel. The people who didnt know how i feel inside that time who kept on living their own life with joy did cause me another hurt that time. When i watch this video i remember those times because people are chattering in this video too without care, at least in the begining. However, i made an "edited video" to this song which includes the scenes from different movies that i like. That was my first editting a video. And after 3 years i still editting videos when i feel "that feeling" come again and i didnt know when it will go away. They are not professional or even beautiful or even in sync maybe. But i wasnt feeling good and a depressive person couldnt do sth beautiful because she/he doesnt have any willing to anything i guess. Editting was just a behaviour to express my feelings somehow so that maybe the pain will go away or at least shrink. In short, thank you for posting this video likelaurels. It meant a lot. I hope anyone who felt depressed onetime, or now or in the future wouldn't give up on themselves and knows that it will be better. I hope everyone will have a joyful life, i really hope. It will be better, eventually it will ! Hold on a bit more. Dont give up on yourself. Eventually when this pain shrinks and disappear, and when you begin enjoying things, you will be glad that you continue. (And going to a therapy probably speed up the healing process i guess.)
I relate to your comment so much it's scary. Last night, I blasted this song and cried and cried, and cried. I'm scared of living but scared of dying. I just don't want to exist anymore. I'm 35 and have been fighting with this nightmare since I was 13. Nothing works anymore. Even when I'm "okay," I know it's going to come back with a vengeance. I will continue to take the medication that just barely keeps my head above water, but I know I will always come back to this terrifying feeling. No one could ever hate me more than I hate myself. I would give anything to be happy.
@@1m2a3t4t5 maybe lol. I used the term Chad kinda badly tbh. I just thought giles corey was more muscular and manly looking like in the album art. But this guy who's name i believe is Tim he's just a normal kinda scrawny looking dude
hey thanks Bren, this comment reminded me of this footage, & that I have some more from the set I didn't upload 5 years ago cause it's vertical-video. I think I'll post those later today, since the world has become more forgiving of sideways video, ha.
I'm not the greatest with chords but I fucked around for a bit and got this e|---------------- B|--0--0---------- G|--5--4--0------ D|--2--2--5--2--- A|--3--3--2--2--- E|--0--0--3--0-- Can't get the picking right just yet, but that seems to be what he's playing in the video
The capo is either blocking the brand name on the headstock, or by judging by the headstock itself, could be a takamine or a jasmine with the logo rubbed off or something given the fact that he bought it used Edit: or maybe an epiphone because of the truss rod opening on the headstock
I love this. The studio version is great because it has that haunting feeling that comes with depression, but this version brings the humanization of how it actually feels.
I don't understand how you can be brave enough to sing this in front of a room of people.
Cian I’d probably have to leave the stage for quite a while after performing such a heavy song.
Same. This guy is a fucking legend
Dan is a god. That’s why.
Same lol
a room full of people who wont shut the fuck up
this video is a microcosm of the world. a man stands up and screams "i'm going to kill myself" on repeat over and over again, and everyone around him continues on with their own chattering.
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What do you want them to do? Stop his performance and beg for him not to do something crazy, maybe he just made it to show how he felt.
If he was really depressed he wouldn't even be singing that in front of them.
The most you can do here is respect that man's art and enjoy his singing.
@@bartoszeisenhower2505 True but the things is, they were just talking over his performance, which imo was very disrespectful
@@bartoszeisenhower2505 Him expressing his emotions to his audience has nothing to do with him being really depressed or not, if anything the fact that he wrote a song this direct seems to me as a cry for help or a coping method. The least that the audience can do is respect how deep and personal this song is and shut the fuck up.
@@ania2683 lol thank you
People won't shut up, so disrespectful
fuckers LAUGHING during it.
I hate when normie shitheads do this at concerts. None of them come for the music, they’re just there to socialize. It’s disrespectful to the artists and the ones who actually came here for the music.
the whole "...i'm going to kill myself, to remove myself..." while there's shatters and laughs sounds pretty good though
I could never hold a conversation while this beautiful soul performed this song.
i really appreciate his courage singing a song which has an intense meaning like this in front of the people who probably wont really care and keep chattering. And i truly adore his ability to define his depressive feelings into chords and words. I felt really depressive last two years. I remember i was listening to this song aloud for hours and hours. And this song was one of the few things that understands how i really feel. The people who didnt know how i feel inside that time who kept on living their own life with joy did cause me another hurt that time. When i watch this video i remember those times because people are chattering in this video too without care, at least in the begining. However, i made an "edited video" to this song which includes the scenes from different movies that i like. That was my first editting a video. And after 3 years i still editting videos when i feel "that feeling" come again and i didnt know when it will go away. They are not professional or even beautiful or even in sync maybe. But i wasnt feeling good and a depressive person couldnt do sth beautiful because she/he doesnt have any willing to anything i guess. Editting was just a behaviour to express my feelings somehow so that maybe the pain will go away or at least shrink.
In short, thank you for posting this video likelaurels. It meant a lot.
I hope anyone who felt depressed onetime, or now or in the future wouldn't give up on themselves and knows that it will be better. I hope everyone will have a joyful life, i really hope.
It will be better, eventually it will ! Hold on a bit more. Dont give up on yourself. Eventually when this pain shrinks and disappear, and when you begin enjoying things, you will be glad that you continue.
(And going to a therapy probably speed up the healing process i guess.)
Are u ok? My instagram is: @finny_p if u need to talk, I care, you matter ❤️
Thank you for writing this, i hope you feel better too.
origin of corecore
I relate to your comment so much it's scary. Last night, I blasted this song and cried and cried, and cried. I'm scared of living but scared of dying. I just don't want to exist anymore. I'm 35 and have been fighting with this nightmare since I was 13. Nothing works anymore. Even when I'm "okay," I know it's going to come back with a vengeance. I will continue to take the medication that just barely keeps my head above water, but I know I will always come back to this terrifying feeling. No one could ever hate me more than I hate myself. I would give anything to be happy.
Bro really said “thanks” lol
This the funniest comment by far 😂
Wait, whoa. This is THE guy? THE Giles Corey? Whoa
I always thought he looked like a Chad cuz of the album cover haha
Everything In The Universe sarcasm?
@@1m2a3t4t5lmao nope. I thought the album cover was him
Everything In The Universe The one with a bandage over his head? Hed look like a chad because hes wearing a suit?
@@1m2a3t4t5 maybe lol. I used the term Chad kinda badly tbh. I just thought giles corey was more muscular and manly looking like in the album art. But this guy who's name i believe is Tim he's just a normal kinda scrawny looking dude
I hope that Dan is doing well.
He is
He is married and has two beautiful children, so yeah, he definitely is doing well
@@ShanghaiWall Depression never goes away for good though. It's always there. The black dog.
@@gutterdandy9173I guess you would know that having depression typical loser American with incurable depression and will never be happy 😂
The guitar he bought was used but bought it new and it is relatively used but new to him
@G.L I had a feeling he bought it used but bought it he’s and it’s relatively new to him
@@RaveInHell6030 Lmfao
This breaks my fucking heart. :(
Same
i hate these kind of days
every day still feels like shit, i feel more hopeless everyday
Me too
Are u 2 ok? My instagram is: @finny_p if u need to talk, I care, you matter ❤️
@@bastalio2360 you good brother?
Me too
I honestly dig this more than the studio version
I would kill for an accoustic Giles Corey album. Seriously I would kill you dude.
Agreed
@@nihilist_lol check out hinterkaifeck by giles corey its pretty much acoustic
This is a piece of history.
That was just a phenomenal performance. As expected from the mastermind Dan Barrett.
i love dan so much
i love it so much
hey thanks Bren, this comment reminded me of this footage, & that I have some more from the set I didn't upload 5 years ago cause it's vertical-video. I think I'll post those later today, since the world has become more forgiving of sideways video, ha.
likelaurels you certainly should!
@@faitttth when I dig up my old dead macbook, I should! Swear I'll actually do it this time. This show is such a fond and extreme memory
@@likelaurels I would love to see the rest of it
you can hear someone say get outta here in the end 😭😭😭
4:12
so relatable lyrics
I love Dan Barrett
Who doesn't
I'm in so much fucking pain
I hope you're okay :(
@@charlesholderofficial he litterly said he's not. Jesus Christ..... hows your fake empathy gonna change that?
@@nihilist_lol ok nihilist 6008
@@nihilist_lolI think this was a little uncalled for
@@nihilist_lolhow are u to decide whether the empathy is fake lol
Love this sm
wait, is this Dan Barrett?
what are the chords anyone
I'm not the greatest with chords but I fucked around for a bit and got this
e|----------------
B|--0--0----------
G|--5--4--0------
D|--2--2--5--2---
A|--3--3--2--2---
E|--0--0--3--0--
Can't get the picking right just yet, but that seems to be what he's playing in the video
@@g0dzilla_au thank you so much!
What guitar is he using?
The capo is either blocking the brand name on the headstock, or by judging by the headstock itself, could be a takamine or a jasmine with the logo rubbed off or something given the fact that he bought it used
Edit: or maybe an epiphone because of the truss rod opening on the headstock
oh wow
Wish the crowd would shut up but other than that brave live performance
kay why and ess
huh
@@SomeRandoQuackokys
@@i2ottenBannana sure!
@@SomeRandoQuacko no that’s what it means lol
@@i2ottenBannana oh damn it i just bought the c4
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