Urgent emergency please join me in prayer for all those affected families children animals state of emergency massive flooding in southern Florida they desperately need your prayers please pray for them God bless you all....
Lord please pour Your generous provisions and Almighty protection and Your compassionate peace over each soul that has been affected by the flooding in Florida And thank you for using this person to bring awareness to those in need of prayer, please bless them with Your provisions and protection and peace. In Jesus name we pray, amen
Jesus is the bread of life. Without Jesus Life is nothing! Without Jesus man is incomplete! Amen! Jesus is LORD! Jesus is a Living GOD!Thank you Lord!☦️🧎♀️🙏
I recieve the healing Jesus gave us on the cross and believe that I am healed, regardless or how I look or feel and my body will refect that ♡ nothing is too far gone, there's nothing God can't do! No condition is too far for God to heal, if people can be raised from the dead and the people being made whole and alive on the road of bones, I not only CAN be healed, but I AM healed and so are you ♡ with God, nothing is impossible! Jesus already paid the price! He already carried all of our sicknesses and diseases! All of our sins, past and future, we have been forgiven and given such a beautiful grace! let's pray together in agreement,as well as in the spirit! Through Jesus, we are healed! praise the Lord! We have the Holy Spirit with us too! In our spirit ♡ I'm so excited to live a long and healthy life ♡ God bless you all! 🙏🏻 Jesus loves you and the Holy Spirit loves you! We are free from the shackles of the enemy and we are freed by the Lord!! ♡ God is so good! ♡
Jesus Christ died for our Sins according to the scriptures and that he was Buried and he rose Again the third day praise God praying For Everyone everyday God bless you all
Hello sisters and brothers of Abide. I hope you had a wonderful day today... getting ready for the upcoming premier when I had a thought...no waiting in line to see the premier. 😊 Lol 🎉
Urgent emergency please join me in prayer for all those affected families children animals massive wildfires in Arizona California new Mexico Colorado Washington Wyoming Utah please pray for them God bless you all
Dear everyone, I wish you peace inside your soul. We are all light and all connected, don’t be scare, all gonna be ok. Your future gonna be fantastic because you are fantastic. Thank you so much for your reading.
Thank you abide for these wonderful night devotions.I have recently gone through several cancer surgery’s and chemotherapy Abide helps me to relax and gives me comfort and peace of the Lord.
Hi kee. I just started watching your channel and I can relate to some of the things your going through I'm 52 and im not sure where I want to live. I'm also single and doing everything myself. I agree with one of the other subscribers that you can get paid to take care of your mom. My daughter was doing it for her dad and it paid weekly. Check with your local family services I'm not sure what it's called in your state but maybe a social worker can get that Info for you. Or Medicare or Medicare office can give you that info. Also girl you could also get temporary disability until your back gets better. You deserve to be able to not be struggling and relax and enjoy your life. Maybe you can open up a home daycare and get paid to take care of your grand kids through the state. There are so many hustles out there you can do to get you a bag girl. I know because I have do e it. Also you can do door dash and Spark Driver for walmart.
Please pray for my sister gita and her family,as she suffering with past she was rich once but after her husband died she lost everything,her 2 daughters are struggling son came very difficult violent person,she came to know lord but do she struggle her children she jealous to alls family who is living successfully
The voice or AI does not sound good , Abide do not like the sound and voice of this peace and comfort ! Please do it right next time! I pay for the abide app and they never sound like this! Super scary !sounds too robotic! Just my opinion. The abide app voices like Taylor boss and James seawood, and Melissa Disney! Have such beautiful and calming voices this was not even close to that ! This was definitely AI !
Speak for yourself, I enjoyed this voice a lot and found it very comforting! ^-^ this voice doesn't even remotely sound like AI, regardless, it's such a comforting, seething deep voice, it feels safe to me, I'm sorry you felt scared by it, but maybe there's another reason for it? This fear seems unreasonable, I pray that God helps you with your fear, we shouldn't live in fear (I have struggled with it a lot) I suggest you listen to other videos of theirs if you don't like Jonathan's voice! Joseph Prince might help deliver a message to you as well ♡ Anyway, God bless you ♡ I hope you can sleep in peace soon. X x
@@freedomfasting James and Tyler sound the best to me ^_^ I like this one as well What scares me is when they change the person speaking mid way through the video, it wakes me up every time lol
Dear people I want to say may your day be a good day and for those who don't like certain voices, there's a simple solution, just passed up that voice and look for another one. Abide has many fine voices to choose from. Or better yet...ask God to help you choose a voice for you. Anyway may God bless you.💟🙏🪻
IT EVEN SAYS IN THE BIBLE , DO NOT CHANGE ANY WORDS OR TAKE AWAY ANY WORDS FROM WHAT IS WRITTEN DOWN !!!!!!!!!!!! IDR HOW EXACTLY THE WORDS WERE SAID, BUT YOU KNOW WHAT IM SAYING I'M SURE, AND WHOEVER DARE CHANGE OR TAKE AWAY ANY WORDS THAT HE WROTE DOWN, OHHHHHHH BOY, THERE WILL BE SOME VERY VERY SERIOUS CONSEQUENCES!!!!IDC WHAT THEY DO, K WILL NOT OBEY ONE THING THEY SAY!!!!!!!! MY ORDERS COME FROM THE LORD ABOVE IN HEAVEN NOT WHAT OTHER PPL THAT THINK THEY HAVE MORE POWER THEN THE LORD HIMSELF BUT THEY DON'T!!!!!!!!! I KNEW THIS WAS COMING AND WORSE BUT I WILL NOT EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER LISTEN OR OBEY ONE DANG THING THEY SAY AND I WILL NOT OBSERVE A DIFFERENT DAY FOR MY SABBATH DAY! ITS SAT. AND THAT'S THAT! AND EVEN THOUGH I WAS BROUGHT UP CHRISTIAN, AND GOD FEARING. WE WENT TO CHURCH WEDS NIGHT, SAT NIGHT WE HAD TEEN ACTIVITIES, AND WENT TO CHURCH ON SUNDAY AND SUNDAY EVENING , SOMETIMES WE ONLY WENT SUNDAY MORNINGS BECAUSE IT WAS MOSTLY FOR ADULTS AND I WAS ONLY 11 BUT I LOVED THOSE BROKEN DOWN ,DILAPIDATED BUILDINGS ! ONE WAS FOR ADULTS , THE OTHER FOR KIDS AND TEENS AND THEY WERE NOT GREEDY NOR DID THEY CRITICIZE WHAT YOU WORE AS LONG AS IT WAS DECENT AND NOT REVEALING. MY GRAM OFCORSE DRESSED US UP EVERY TIME AND I LOVED PUTTING ON MY SUNDAY SCHOOL DRESSES AND LOVED LOVED SO MUCH THAT CHURCH AND PASTORS THERE WERE SO NICE AND PICKED US UP FOR SUNDAY MORNING SERVICES AND WEDS. AND TEEN NIGHT ON SATS. IF YOU WANTED CHURCH ON SUNDAY EVENING, I THINK YOU HAD TO GET THERE YOURSELF BECAUSE THEY DIDN'T HAVE ENOUGH TO DO ALL THE DRIVING ,IDR . BUT THEY DIDN'T CARE IF YOU GAVE THEM 2 PENNIES BUT WE GAVE MORE THEN THAT OFCORSE! BUT THEY WERE NOT FORCEFUL AND DIDN'T SAY YOU CAN'T ATTEND OUR CHURCH IF YOU DON'T DRESS TO THE NINES, DO NOT GIVE AT LEAST A CERTAIN HUGE AMOUNT EVEN IF IT BROKE THE FAMILY FOR THE WEEK OR TWO , OR WANT TO SIT AND CHAT LIKE WE WERE IN A DANG BAR INSTEAD OF A CHURCH ! AND O TRIED TO GO TO A CHURCH BUT THEY FROWNED ON MY CLEAN SLACKS AND NICE BLOUSE AND THAT I BROUGHT MY BABY THAT WAS NEWBORN .I WAS VERY YOUNG AND DIDN'T HAVE MANY CLOTHES AT THAT POINT BUT THEY WERE CLEAN AND I NEVER EVER WAS SLOPPY LOOKING NEITHER WAS MY BABY. BUT I GOT ASKED DIDN'T I HAVE A DRESS TO WEAR? AND SAID SOMETHING ABOUT HOW MUCH I PUT IN THE BASKET, WELL I ONLY HAD 50 CENTS TO MY NAME BECAUSE I WAS A SINGLE MOM AT 19 AND I CERTAINLY WAS NOT GOING TO KILL MY BABY THAT WAS NOT A OPTION FOR ME! NO WAY! BUT I FELT MORE WELCOMED AT THE LAUNDROMAT THEN THAT SUPPOSED CHURCH ! SBOBBY WOMEN THAT WERE LOOKING AND WHISPERING ABOUT ME BEING SO YOUNG HAVING A BABY AND WAS NOT VERY QUITE ABOUT IT! SO I NOT ONE TO TAKE NO BULL , SAID, DON'T WORRY, THIS IS NOT WHAT I CALL A CHURCH AND I'M NOT COMING BACK HERE! SO I NEVER FELT COMFORTABLE TRYING TO FIND ANOTHER CHURCH ,I JUST PRAYED AT HOME AND READ MY BIBLE .I HAD CHURCH IN MY HEART! AND I KNEW ALL THIS WAS COMING WE ALL DID, BUT IT'S COMING SO QUICKLY, AFTER COVID SHUT DOWN THERE WAS A VERY THICK EVILNESS THAT WENT THROUGH THIS WORLD AND EVEN I HAD A VERY HARD TIME PRAYING AND BEFORE THAT I GOT SO I COULD HEAR HIM TALKING TO ME AND I TALKED TO HIM ALL THROUGH THE DAY AND DIDN'T MISS MY PRAYERS IN MY CLOSET. BUT FOR SEVERAL WEEKS , TURNED INTO MONTHS OF SOMEHOW I HAD FORGOTTEN TO PRAY BECAUSE MY GRANDSON'S LIVED WITH ME AND THEY WERE DOING SCHOOL WORK HERE OR TRYING , IT WAS VERY VERY HARD TO GET TWO YOUNG TEENS TO ATTEND SCHOOL OVER A PC ! AND OUR WIFI DIDN'T ALWAYS WORK BECAUSE WE LIVE BETWEEN A VALLEY, AND I REFUSED THE SHOTS FOR MYSELF AND MY GRANDSON'S NO WAY! I DID NOT FORGET MY LORD, BUT I DID FORGET TO PRAY ALL THE TIME AND IT SEEMS I FELL ASLEEP QUICKLY AND I FELT SO INCREDIBLY GUILTY AND CRIED SO MANY DEEP TEARS FOR THAT. IT TOOK ME A WHILE TO GET BACK INTO MY PRAYING , AND I STILL FEEL LIKE I DON'T PRAY ENOUGH OR LONG ENOUGH AND FEEL LIKE MY PRAYERS ARE STUPID , BUT THEY AREA THE SAME PRAYERS I ALWAYS PRAYED ,I MEAN THE WAY I PRAYED ,I ALWAYS FORGAVE MY ENIMIES, AND THOSE WHO HURT ME, I PRAYED FOR ISRAEL, AND MY ENIMIES, NEIGHBORS, AND THOSE IN JAIL AND THAT ARE KIDNAPPED AND KEPT AS SLAVES FOR ALL KINDS OF HORRIFIC WAYS! AND THOSE INNOCENT BABIES AND OTHERS WHO WERE BEING SACRIFICED EVERY DAY FOR SICK REASONS! AND I KNOW I SAID ALL THE RIGHT STUFF. AND I ALWAYS ASKED FOR HELP TO BE MORE LIKE HER WANTS ME TO BE AND OFCORSE I REPENTED EVERY NIGHT..I LOVE MY FATHER AND ALWAYS ALWAYS SEEMED LIKE I KNEW JESUS BECAUSE I WAS BROUGHT UP THAT WAY TO AND NEVER DID I EVER FORGET MY FATHER DURING MY GROWING UP YEARS EXCEPT I WASN'T ALWAYS LIVING A VERY GODLY LIFE BUT I STILL TRIED TO HE GOOD AND ALWAYS ALWAYS BEEN A GIVING PERSON AND NEVER EVER GREEDY OR SELFISH AND WOULD GIVE MY CLOTHES OFF MY BACK IF SOMEONE NEEDED THEM MORE THEN I DID AND HOPE I GOT HOME BEFORE I GOT CAUGHT WITHOUT CLOTHES ON LOL . BUT SERIOUSLY THAT'S HOW I AM AND ONLY GOT MORE GIVING AS I GREW UP. NOW I'M 62 AND I WAS BAPTIZED AT 13 , BUT I WANT TO GET BAPTIZED AGAIN AND MY GRANDSON WANTS TO BE ALSO. SO I'M GOING TO SEE ABOUT GETTING THAT DONE QUICKLY! BUT TY AND GOD BLESS AND KEEP YOU SAFE❤
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LORD GOD WE PRAY FOR WORLD PEACE AND WORLD PROTECTION AMEN.
Amen 🙏
I could use prayer been going through a really rough time. Need to come back to a deeper connection with God!
Praying for you❤
Urgent emergency please join me in prayer for all those affected families children animals state of emergency massive flooding in southern Florida they desperately need your prayers please pray for them God bless you all....
🙏🏻 praying
Prayers going up 🙏🏽🤴🏽👸🏽🙏🏽✝️❣️
Praying ❤
Lord please pour Your generous provisions and Almighty protection and Your compassionate peace over each soul that has been affected by the flooding in Florida
And thank you for using this person to bring awareness to those in need of prayer, please bless them with Your provisions and protection and peace.
In Jesus name we pray, amen
Praying 🙏 ❤
Jesus is the bread of life. Without Jesus Life is nothing! Without Jesus man is incomplete! Amen! Jesus is LORD! Jesus is a Living GOD!Thank you Lord!☦️🧎♀️🙏
Amen 🙏
Amen!
Prayers for protection and healing in the name of Jesus. Amen 🙏🙏🙏🙌❤
Happy day everyone... looking forward to "Rest without Fear" premier. 🎉
Have a blessed day people and God Bless those who are in need!🙏🪻💟
Amen to that! 🙌
I recieve the healing Jesus gave us on the cross and believe that I am healed, regardless or how I look or feel and my body will refect that ♡ nothing is too far gone, there's nothing God can't do! No condition is too far for God to heal, if people can be raised from the dead and the people being made whole and alive on the road of bones, I not only CAN be healed, but I AM healed and so are you ♡ with God, nothing is impossible! Jesus already paid the price! He already carried all of our sicknesses and diseases! All of our sins, past and future, we have been forgiven and given such a beautiful grace! let's pray together in agreement,as well as in the spirit! Through Jesus, we are healed! praise the Lord! We have the Holy Spirit with us too! In our spirit ♡ I'm so excited to live a long and healthy life ♡ God bless you all! 🙏🏻 Jesus loves you and the Holy Spirit loves you! We are free from the shackles of the enemy and we are freed by the Lord!! ♡ God is so good! ♡
Amen
Thank you, Amen.
@@alexb7092 Amen🙏🙏🙏
I come into agreement with you. Amen.
Jesus Christ died for our Sins according to the scriptures and that he was Buried and he rose Again the third day praise God praying For Everyone everyday God bless you all
Thankyou! God bless you!!!! ♡♡♡
Hello sisters and brothers of Abide. I hope you had a wonderful day today... getting ready for the upcoming premier when I had a thought...no waiting in line to see the premier. 😊 Lol 🎉
Urgent emergency please join me in prayer for all those affected families children animals massive wildfires in Arizona California new Mexico Colorado Washington Wyoming Utah please pray for them God bless you all
May the peace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you tonight! Rest in His presence, He is PEACE 🕊️✨
Amen! 🙏
May peace of God be with you as well.🙏🌻
Thank you Lord Jesus Christ for giving me and my family peace and comfort in you.
Amen to Gods plans for all of us in the world.
Dear everyone, I wish you peace inside your soul. We are all light and all connected, don’t be scare, all gonna be ok. Your future gonna be fantastic because you are fantastic. Thank you so much for your reading.
Thank you my friend, same to you
Thank you!!
@jenniferpiercy8305 Thanks, May God bless and prosper you.
Thanx u God 🙏🙌 Praise the Lord 🙏🙌 N Jesus name 🙏🙌 Amen 🙏🙌
God I need you
Praying for God's unfailing provision to sustain and BLESS you beyond measure. 🌿
@@AbideMeditationApp Thank you. Love Abide.
He knows. He is with you. Take heart and trust that promise. He is with you, He will guide you 🤍
Thank you Jonathan for reading this story. God bless you 🙏🌻🫶
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Please pray for Mary, in missouri, God knows the need, thanks
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Praying for all of you to be safe, warm and of good spirits.
Amen to that! 🙌
I really enjoyed this. Thank you Abide and Jonathan. Listening again tonight for the third time!
Thank you for being here!
Glory be unto God in the highest.
Thank you LORD JESUS CHRIST for you are the Peace and Joy of the world
Good meditation realy enjoying it, like the voice of Jonathon and really good bible references. It is peaceful thank you Abide ❤
Glad to hear that it helped you. Thanks for watching Abide! 🕊️
Thank you abide for these wonderful night devotions.I have recently gone through several cancer surgery’s and chemotherapy Abide helps me to relax and gives me comfort and peace of the Lord.
Amen! Thank you for this!!
Great voice I think 😊😂
It is ❤
Amen thank you 🙏
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Please pray for Jane in north carolina, God knows her need, thanks
Prayed for Jane, God bless and comfort you and Jane ❤ ❤ ❤
❤AMen❤
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Lord 🙏🥲
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Hi kee. I just started watching your channel and I can relate to some of the things
your going through
I'm 52 and im not sure where I want to live. I'm also single and doing everything myself.
I agree with one of the other subscribers that you can get paid to take care of your mom. My daughter was doing it for her dad and it paid weekly. Check with your local family services I'm not sure what it's called in your state but maybe a social worker can get that Info for you. Or Medicare or Medicare office can give you that info. Also girl you could also get temporary disability until your back gets better. You deserve to be able to not be struggling and relax and enjoy your life. Maybe you can open up a home daycare and get paid to take care of your grand kids through the state. There are so many hustles out there you can do to get you a bag girl. I know because I have do e it. Also you can do door dash and Spark Driver for walmart.
Why don't the audios on abide don't have relaxing music in background of stories?
Hi! Within the Abide app, you should be able to pick your own choice of music as well as adjust music levels in the background of our meditations.
Why don't these abide sleep videos play more than a few seconds anymore? I relied on these and now they don't work unless the screen is on.
I believe if you have RUclips Premium, it'll be able to play with the screen off. You can also do this in our App as well! abide.com/download
@@AbideMeditationApp I do have premium. 😕
Please pray for my sister gita and her family,as she suffering with past she was rich once but after her husband died she lost everything,her 2 daughters are struggling son came very difficult violent person,she came to know lord but do she struggle her children she jealous to alls family who is living successfully
Miss the other voice 😢
autoplay will play these videos but it wont play actual KJV
I hope they aren't using ai how upsetting 😢God help us with this new age stuff the enemy is using.🙏
Thanks for the comment. All Abide recordings are from live narrators. All comments responded to by live people. God bless!
The voice or AI does not sound good , Abide do not like the sound and voice of this peace and comfort ! Please do it right next time! I pay for the abide app and they never sound like this! Super scary !sounds too robotic! Just my opinion. The abide app voices like Taylor boss and James seawood, and Melissa Disney! Have such beautiful and calming voices this was not even close to that ! This was definitely AI !
Speak for yourself, I enjoyed this voice a lot and found it very comforting! ^-^ this voice doesn't even remotely sound like AI, regardless, it's such a comforting, seething deep voice, it feels safe to me, I'm sorry you felt scared by it, but maybe there's another reason for it? This fear seems unreasonable, I pray that God helps you with your fear, we shouldn't live in fear (I have struggled with it a lot) I suggest you listen to other videos of theirs if you don't like Jonathan's voice! Joseph Prince might help deliver a message to you as well ♡ Anyway, God bless you ♡ I hope you can sleep in peace soon. X x
I’ve actually thought some videos v o sounded scary too
I like James the best but this voice is good also ❤
@@freedomfasting James and Tyler sound the best to me ^_^ I like this one as well
What scares me is when they change the person speaking mid way through the video, it wakes me up every time lol
Dear people I want to say may your day be a good day and for those who don't like certain voices, there's a simple solution, just passed up that voice and look for another one. Abide has many fine voices to choose from. Or better yet...ask God to help you choose a voice for you. Anyway may God bless you.💟🙏🪻
my crush
IT EVEN SAYS IN THE BIBLE , DO NOT CHANGE ANY WORDS OR TAKE AWAY ANY WORDS FROM WHAT IS WRITTEN DOWN !!!!!!!!!!!! IDR HOW EXACTLY THE WORDS WERE SAID, BUT YOU KNOW WHAT IM SAYING I'M SURE, AND WHOEVER DARE CHANGE OR TAKE AWAY ANY WORDS THAT HE WROTE DOWN, OHHHHHHH BOY, THERE WILL BE SOME VERY VERY SERIOUS CONSEQUENCES!!!!IDC WHAT THEY DO, K WILL NOT OBEY ONE THING THEY SAY!!!!!!!! MY ORDERS COME FROM THE LORD ABOVE IN HEAVEN NOT WHAT OTHER PPL THAT THINK THEY HAVE MORE POWER THEN THE LORD HIMSELF BUT THEY DON'T!!!!!!!!! I KNEW THIS WAS COMING AND WORSE BUT I WILL NOT EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER LISTEN OR OBEY ONE DANG THING THEY SAY AND I WILL NOT OBSERVE A DIFFERENT DAY FOR MY SABBATH DAY! ITS SAT. AND THAT'S THAT! AND EVEN THOUGH I WAS BROUGHT UP CHRISTIAN, AND GOD FEARING. WE WENT TO CHURCH WEDS NIGHT, SAT NIGHT WE HAD TEEN ACTIVITIES, AND WENT TO CHURCH ON SUNDAY AND SUNDAY EVENING , SOMETIMES WE ONLY WENT SUNDAY MORNINGS BECAUSE IT WAS MOSTLY FOR ADULTS AND I WAS ONLY 11 BUT I LOVED THOSE BROKEN DOWN ,DILAPIDATED BUILDINGS ! ONE WAS FOR ADULTS , THE OTHER FOR KIDS AND TEENS AND THEY WERE NOT GREEDY NOR DID THEY CRITICIZE WHAT YOU WORE AS LONG AS IT WAS DECENT AND NOT REVEALING. MY GRAM OFCORSE DRESSED US UP EVERY TIME AND I LOVED PUTTING ON MY SUNDAY SCHOOL DRESSES AND LOVED LOVED SO MUCH THAT CHURCH AND PASTORS THERE WERE SO NICE AND PICKED US UP FOR SUNDAY MORNING SERVICES AND WEDS. AND TEEN NIGHT ON SATS. IF YOU WANTED CHURCH ON SUNDAY EVENING, I THINK YOU HAD TO GET THERE YOURSELF BECAUSE THEY DIDN'T HAVE ENOUGH TO DO ALL THE DRIVING ,IDR . BUT THEY DIDN'T CARE IF YOU GAVE THEM 2 PENNIES BUT WE GAVE MORE THEN THAT OFCORSE! BUT THEY WERE NOT FORCEFUL AND DIDN'T SAY YOU CAN'T ATTEND OUR CHURCH IF YOU DON'T DRESS TO THE NINES, DO NOT GIVE AT LEAST A CERTAIN HUGE AMOUNT EVEN IF IT BROKE THE FAMILY FOR THE WEEK OR TWO , OR WANT TO SIT AND CHAT LIKE WE WERE IN A DANG BAR INSTEAD OF A CHURCH ! AND O TRIED TO GO TO A CHURCH BUT THEY FROWNED ON MY CLEAN SLACKS AND NICE BLOUSE AND THAT I BROUGHT MY BABY THAT WAS NEWBORN .I WAS VERY YOUNG AND DIDN'T HAVE MANY CLOTHES AT THAT POINT BUT THEY WERE CLEAN AND I NEVER EVER WAS SLOPPY LOOKING NEITHER WAS MY BABY. BUT I GOT ASKED DIDN'T I HAVE A DRESS TO WEAR? AND SAID SOMETHING ABOUT HOW MUCH I PUT IN THE BASKET, WELL I ONLY HAD 50 CENTS TO MY NAME BECAUSE I WAS A SINGLE MOM AT 19 AND I CERTAINLY WAS NOT GOING TO KILL MY BABY THAT WAS NOT A OPTION FOR ME! NO WAY! BUT I FELT MORE WELCOMED AT THE LAUNDROMAT THEN THAT SUPPOSED CHURCH ! SBOBBY WOMEN THAT WERE LOOKING AND WHISPERING ABOUT ME BEING SO YOUNG HAVING A BABY AND WAS NOT VERY QUITE ABOUT IT! SO I NOT ONE TO TAKE NO BULL , SAID, DON'T WORRY, THIS IS NOT WHAT I CALL A CHURCH AND I'M NOT COMING BACK HERE! SO I NEVER FELT COMFORTABLE TRYING TO FIND ANOTHER CHURCH ,I JUST PRAYED AT HOME AND READ MY BIBLE .I HAD CHURCH IN MY HEART! AND I KNEW ALL THIS WAS COMING WE ALL DID, BUT IT'S COMING SO QUICKLY, AFTER COVID SHUT DOWN THERE WAS A VERY THICK EVILNESS THAT WENT THROUGH THIS WORLD AND EVEN I HAD A VERY HARD TIME PRAYING AND BEFORE THAT I GOT SO I COULD HEAR HIM TALKING TO ME AND I TALKED TO HIM ALL THROUGH THE DAY AND DIDN'T MISS MY PRAYERS IN MY CLOSET. BUT FOR SEVERAL WEEKS , TURNED INTO MONTHS OF SOMEHOW I HAD FORGOTTEN TO PRAY BECAUSE MY GRANDSON'S LIVED WITH ME AND THEY WERE DOING SCHOOL WORK HERE OR TRYING , IT WAS VERY VERY HARD TO GET TWO YOUNG TEENS TO ATTEND SCHOOL OVER A PC ! AND OUR WIFI DIDN'T ALWAYS WORK BECAUSE WE LIVE BETWEEN A VALLEY, AND I REFUSED THE SHOTS FOR MYSELF AND MY GRANDSON'S NO WAY! I DID NOT FORGET MY LORD, BUT I DID FORGET TO PRAY ALL THE TIME AND IT SEEMS I FELL ASLEEP QUICKLY AND I FELT SO INCREDIBLY GUILTY AND CRIED SO MANY DEEP TEARS FOR THAT. IT TOOK ME A WHILE TO GET BACK INTO MY PRAYING , AND I STILL FEEL LIKE I DON'T PRAY ENOUGH OR LONG ENOUGH AND FEEL LIKE MY PRAYERS ARE STUPID , BUT THEY AREA THE SAME PRAYERS I ALWAYS PRAYED ,I MEAN THE WAY I PRAYED ,I ALWAYS FORGAVE MY ENIMIES, AND THOSE WHO HURT ME, I PRAYED FOR ISRAEL, AND MY ENIMIES, NEIGHBORS, AND THOSE IN JAIL AND THAT ARE KIDNAPPED AND KEPT AS SLAVES FOR ALL KINDS OF HORRIFIC WAYS! AND THOSE INNOCENT BABIES AND OTHERS WHO WERE BEING SACRIFICED EVERY DAY FOR SICK REASONS! AND I KNOW I SAID ALL THE RIGHT STUFF. AND I ALWAYS ASKED FOR HELP TO BE MORE LIKE HER WANTS ME TO BE AND OFCORSE I REPENTED EVERY NIGHT..I LOVE MY FATHER AND ALWAYS ALWAYS SEEMED LIKE I KNEW JESUS BECAUSE I WAS BROUGHT UP THAT WAY TO AND NEVER DID I EVER FORGET MY FATHER DURING MY GROWING UP YEARS EXCEPT I WASN'T ALWAYS LIVING A VERY GODLY LIFE BUT I STILL TRIED TO HE GOOD AND ALWAYS ALWAYS BEEN A GIVING PERSON AND NEVER EVER GREEDY OR SELFISH AND WOULD GIVE MY CLOTHES OFF MY BACK IF SOMEONE NEEDED THEM MORE THEN I DID AND HOPE I GOT HOME BEFORE I GOT CAUGHT WITHOUT CLOTHES ON LOL . BUT SERIOUSLY THAT'S HOW I AM AND ONLY GOT MORE GIVING AS I GREW UP. NOW I'M 62 AND I WAS BAPTIZED AT 13 , BUT I WANT TO GET BAPTIZED AGAIN AND MY GRANDSON WANTS TO BE ALSO. SO I'M GOING TO SEE ABOUT GETTING THAT DONE QUICKLY! BUT TY AND GOD BLESS AND KEEP YOU SAFE❤