Getting the truth was a long, exhausting process that brought me to the edge of the cliff in 2022/23. I almost didn't survive. In fact, a big part of my soul died in the process. Now, a year later and on psychotropic medication to control the depression, we had come a long way in healing and finding ourselves and reshaping and healing our relationship. I also started to trust him again. And now something happened again that I found out by chance. And again he showed the whole range of defense mechanisms. I realized that I can't keep up with his addiction. That the person he has become is making me sicker and sicker. This morning I threw away my wedding ring. There is nothing left that I want to rebuild our relationship on.
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Getting the truth was a long, exhausting process that brought me to the edge of the cliff in 2022/23. I almost didn't survive. In fact, a big part of my soul died in the process.
Now, a year later and on psychotropic medication to control the depression, we had come a long way in healing and finding ourselves and reshaping and healing our relationship.
I also started to trust him again.
And now something happened again that I found out by chance. And again he showed the whole range of defense mechanisms.
I realized that I can't keep up with his addiction. That the person he has become is making me sicker and sicker.
This morning I threw away my wedding ring.
There is nothing left that I want to rebuild our relationship on.