first ballet performance back after quitting

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  • Опубликовано: 16 окт 2019
  • In this video I walk you through my process in preparing for my first ballet performance back after I decided to take a 4 month break. Excited to be back and glad to say I have a whole new relationship with ballet again. Can't wait for the future! Love you guys so so much.
    Xoxo,
    Luna Montana
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  • @moongirl-7584
    @moongirl-7584 4 года назад +825

    Imagine being so good that the director asks you specifically to come back in and dance for a show.

  • @user-hq9dv6tl5o
    @user-hq9dv6tl5o 4 года назад +2271

    luna is so stunning and kind-hearted, she is like everyone's older sister

    • @elliemaree99
      @elliemaree99 4 года назад +25

      E she’s like my litter sister but the sentiment is still there

    • @karlae4799
      @karlae4799 4 года назад +4

      I just lover her so much 🥺😍🥰

    • @simplyshelly5985
      @simplyshelly5985 3 года назад +2

      My sister calls me a rat. You’ve obviously never had an older sibling 😅😂😂😂

    • @pippaschroeder9660
      @pippaschroeder9660 3 года назад

      Not my older sister

  • @agbsunrise
    @agbsunrise 4 года назад +3036

    if you feel comfortable enough i think it would be interesting if you went into depth with the reasons why you struggle with ballet because as someone who just admires it from the outside i would love to know more about why it is so psychologically as well as physically challenging

    • @ivannama8289
      @ivannama8289 4 года назад +246

      She has said in the past how ballet basically formed her body dysmorphia since it's a very beauty-based sport. She has been very open about her struggles with how her body looked because of that. Just scroll through her channel and I'm sure you'll find some videos of her talking about it.

    • @ashley-wk3zl
      @ashley-wk3zl 4 года назад +59

      Ivanna MA as a ballet dancer, there are also other reasons besides body dysmorphia

    • @lauragueyraud7712
      @lauragueyraud7712 4 года назад +103

      Since the way you look is so important in ballet, it can be very stressful because you get much pressure from the environment you are in. When you become a teenager, your body is changing, you gain weight, it often makes you feel ashamed, especially when it happens to you before most of the other girls in your class. Plus, if you naturally aren't very skinny, even thought you still are thin in the eyes of other people, you feel like a whale because being 5 times a week surrounded by skinny people makes you compare yourself to them. Also, in ballet, you have to look happy and like everything is super easy even if your feet are bleeding inside of your pointe shoes. It also damages your body, it can cause body dysmorphia, and can make people fall into anorexia or bulimia very easily.
      I've done ballet for 10 years and had to stop for several reasons, including health, and even if I miss it very much, I cannot deny that it had many consequences on my mental health and that quitting helped me a lot with my body image.

    • @rebekahb584
      @rebekahb584 4 года назад +41

      I am a ballerina and our jobs in preparation to shows is to take a ballet classes where we are there to analyze our bodies. So it creates a self image that we are not perfect enough because our job is to fix the things we see that we are doing wrong.

    • @Mej111
      @Mej111 4 года назад +28

      On top of everything that other people have said in this thread, a lot of dancers end up quitting because of reoccurring injuries. I thought that I was going to try and go pro before I got injury after injury and I decided that I’d rather not be in pain for the rest of my life. Ballet is demanding both on the body and on the mind, and there are many reasons why people can no longer pursue it

  • @sara-ec3ol
    @sara-ec3ol 4 года назад +482

    “It’s funny cause that actually your name”
    “NOO really?!?!?”
    😂😂🤣🤣

  • @jannie3968
    @jannie3968 4 года назад +416

    “ive never been nervous for fouettes on flat in my LIFE.”
    we said cant relate😚✌️✌️

  • @kateh7484
    @kateh7484 4 года назад +753

    Your headpiece is gorgeous just like your dancing

    • @sarahro1141
      @sarahro1141 4 года назад +5

      Kate H I swear I’ve seen it before...maybe from fairytale creators? So pretty!

    • @rafaelasabchucalovato9439
      @rafaelasabchucalovato9439 4 года назад +5

      Aliexpress 😂 I have been considering this headpiece for my wedding 😂

    • @vvvviiiicccc100
      @vvvviiiicccc100 4 года назад +1

      Kate H and her

    • @hannahmclaren2562
      @hannahmclaren2562 4 года назад +1

      Rafaela Sabchuca what did u search to find it?

    • @agustinacastellano5784
      @agustinacastellano5784 4 года назад +1

      @@sarahro1141 she reminds me of that girl from sharkboy and lavagirl, I think she was the snow princess or something, her crown was just like that one! Maybe that's what you're thinking too!

  • @cuhlayer
    @cuhlayer 4 года назад +77

    when that girl in the back said “why are you so bad at makeup” i lost it

  • @na-ki5fy
    @na-ki5fy 4 года назад +430

    soooo we’re not talking about how attractive the guy she was dancing with is? are we not doing that?

    • @AM-nv5ww
      @AM-nv5ww 3 года назад +1

      @@peralez2383 how do you know that?

    • @lorebelle6623
      @lorebelle6623 3 года назад

      @@peralez2383 that has nothing to do with the way he looks but ok

  • @baileycarlucci7498
    @baileycarlucci7498 4 года назад +240

    3:17 when they were talking about if they thought a boy was gay LMAOOO

    • @marceline_mk936
      @marceline_mk936 4 года назад +7

      Omg I didn't notice until I saw your comment😂😂

  • @hannah_harpist
    @hannah_harpist 4 года назад +187

    casually stops dancing and returns to it like it's nobody's business

  • @finnwolfhardismybaby6523
    @finnwolfhardismybaby6523 Год назад +7

    Im 13, im about to join ballet again soon starting this November. My last time having connection with ballet was probably around 5 or 6. And watching all these video make me understand ballet a lot more, some thing a ballerina has to go through, how does ballet rehearsal looks, etc, and i feely very inspired by these, you make me see ballet as a whole new aesthetic and i feel amazing watching your vlogs. Keep it up, Luna!

  • @smithcarlin8934
    @smithcarlin8934 3 года назад +5

    i can't imagine dancing with luna. she's so powerfully feminine

  • @dabigail
    @dabigail 4 года назад +72

    As someone who also used to do regular ballet performances and was constantly performing or rehearsing, I felt your nerves through the screen. I totally understand how it feels to want to take a break from ballet and I applaud you for prioritizing yourself because it isn't an easy thing to do. Love you and your videos Luna!! Thanks for sharing

  • @moiradavis8364
    @moiradavis8364 2 года назад +10

    Yooooo I actually teared up watching the performance as the coffee princess. You've worked so hard and I'm so proud omg

  • @emmaaddison7074
    @emmaaddison7074 4 года назад +411

    WHO LOVES LUNA👇🏻❤️

  • @whatkindofnameisella682
    @whatkindofnameisella682 4 года назад +9

    oh my god just watching you in the dressing room getting ready with ur friend... all that adrenaline and excitement and the ritual of putting makeup on... everyone getting ready and making jokes and shouting and its absolute chaos and!! ugh. definitely what I miss the most rn :( please take me back to performance season

  • @hereitszara1497
    @hereitszara1497 4 года назад +235

    Lunas that girl that looks out for you when you fall out with your friends

    • @trinilernoud8619
      @trinilernoud8619 4 года назад

      “Yerba mate” my Argentinian side 🇦🇷🤩🤩

  • @oliviapeters8090
    @oliviapeters8090 4 года назад +19

    I’m living for this dressing room banter going on in the background

  • @Julibeansreads
    @Julibeansreads 4 года назад +171

    YAY im so happy that you are rekindling your relationship w ballet!

  • @AnnaMichel
    @AnnaMichel 4 года назад +26

    Thank you for being so raw with us ❤️

  • @BoazsCrown222
    @BoazsCrown222 4 года назад +170

    They didn’t even give you time to get reacclammated to it after 5 months of being away! You did awesome! So proud of you!
    Btw, where did you get your gold hoops in beginning of vid? SO cute!

  • @engagedfig7144
    @engagedfig7144 3 года назад +3

    This is so beautiful!! I did a show a couple of years after quitting ballet. The nervousness etc was so real - knowing that you have been better and can do better with better preparation etc. but -- that JOY! of being back onstage! and just being able to enjoy dancing without worrying about how perfect I was was priceless. xxx

  • @ashleybradford7469
    @ashleybradford7469 4 года назад +2

    Love your videos, I’ve literally been binge watching them all. Congrats on going back!!!

  • @shenisenunez
    @shenisenunez 4 года назад +7

    Luna moreeeee you’re dancing is just so natural and beautiful

  • @annapan1978
    @annapan1978 4 года назад

    She’s so graceful I’m full of admiration

  • @kianajanetzki
    @kianajanetzki 4 года назад +7

    you are literally the most gorgeous human being I have ever seen! love from Australia! xx

  • @nataliaalexa
    @nataliaalexa 4 года назад +1

    luna i’m so proud of u! ilysm!

  • @aq9327
    @aq9327 4 года назад +3

    watching luna get nervous b4 her performance made me so nervous

  • @ncat-joyjohnston6485
    @ncat-joyjohnston6485 4 года назад +1

    I love you and your channel! I’m so glad you came back to ballet! ❤️

  • @jettwashed
    @jettwashed 4 года назад +3

    performing is EVERYTHING

  • @celestegoldes
    @celestegoldes 4 года назад +15

    i had so much fun filming you lol you’re the best 🥰

  • @pointeshoegal38
    @pointeshoegal38 4 года назад +5

    The fact that you got to dance on stage with the orchestra is amazing! My goal in life is to be able to dance to live music

  • @erikacolman6212
    @erikacolman6212 Год назад

    Luna, you are so inspirational for me due to fact I struggle day to day with my image. So thank you for your videos!

  • @jadajonesoldchannel
    @jadajonesoldchannel 4 года назад +6

    always obsessed with the dance vlogs babe✨👏🏽

  • @LaurenSum
    @LaurenSum 4 года назад +3

    aw yay! glad to see you're back dancing! i've never been trained in dance, but i literally looooove watching your dance videos

  • @airikfit2818
    @airikfit2818 4 года назад +1

    love your videos Luna!! so inspiring

  • @abbeywyrrick
    @abbeywyrrick 4 года назад +23

    Love this !! So wired to think this was happening backstage when I was watching. ❤️💕

  • @zeynepsar8803
    @zeynepsar8803 4 года назад

    I am so happy for you that you back at ballet. Always do what you want and whats right for you 💛

  • @arianna6184
    @arianna6184 4 года назад +1

    wow Luna you did amazing! Can't wait to see you back on points!! Love you

  • @erintheegg4819
    @erintheegg4819 4 года назад +1

    it’s so good to see you dancing again you are so good

  • @elisa0200
    @elisa0200 4 года назад

    Extremely proud of you! You were stunning💛 and super brave for throwing yourself back into ballett

  • @mariaferre7843
    @mariaferre7843 4 года назад

    You are literally a princess, like how???!!!

  • @sandy2299
    @sandy2299 4 года назад

    so happy the ballet videos are back!!!

  • @sara-ec3ol
    @sara-ec3ol 4 года назад +6

    I love your ballet videos. I don’t know anything about ballet but I still love them 😂

  • @monbbg5429
    @monbbg5429 4 года назад +1

    I love watching you dance!!! You are such a great performer! 😍😍

  • @giovannaperazolo7674
    @giovannaperazolo7674 4 года назад

    So happy for you! It looked beautiful!!!

  • @mackenziemitchell2559
    @mackenziemitchell2559 4 года назад +2

    I love you Luna! 🥰

  • @katieamison
    @katieamison 4 года назад +1

    you're such an inspiration

  • @trixielimm
    @trixielimm 4 года назад +1

    I’ve been waiting for you to post

  • @Dani-hr3zn
    @Dani-hr3zn 4 года назад

    great job luna!!! you danced beautifully!!!

  • @ballet4294
    @ballet4294 4 года назад +4

    Wow that is amazing for you. I took 3 weeks off during the summer after my intensive and it’s taken me nearly 3 months to rebuild the strength I lost in just those 3 weeks I took off

  • @sixpoems
    @sixpoems 4 года назад

    Well done. Positivity and bravery won out. You are victorious! And now the journey can begin again. 🤗

  • @UnknownUser-ns2gh
    @UnknownUser-ns2gh 3 года назад +1

    Your so pretty and like an idol for so many people 💞

  • @bellasylvester6217
    @bellasylvester6217 4 года назад

    We’re so proud of you ❤️

  • @carsonwinters6699
    @carsonwinters6699 4 года назад

    The first part of the song on the second dance the red and green dresses we used that song for the beginning of one of our western shows this year!

  • @antheajohnson4234
    @antheajohnson4234 4 года назад +7

    The last time I was this earlier or even better here, you still did ballet.

  • @kseniyapak3086
    @kseniyapak3086 4 года назад

    missed u performing! u look happier and i m happy for u!!!!

  • @saiwenya
    @saiwenya 4 года назад +10

    You are so talented I love this video 🥺 also the fact that it was a ballet AND orchestra performance is so cool

  • @johanak9267
    @johanak9267 4 года назад +3

    Luna not dancing for four months: majestic and beautiful
    Me not dancing for four months: *constantly falls on face*

  • @sammyrae7509
    @sammyrae7509 4 года назад

    you look so stunning on stage luna!!!😍😍❤️❤️❤️

  • @mxngos7493
    @mxngos7493 4 года назад

    I am getting back into things too! I had surgery back in May and my dance studio is putting on the nutcracker so my first performance back is in less than a month. Also, today is the day i get pointe shoes back so i am super pumped and excited.

  • @jadeivlogs1556
    @jadeivlogs1556 4 года назад +1

    Omg I love you so much!😍

  • @sandy2299
    @sandy2299 4 года назад +12

    could you please do a video on what you bring to the studio with you!!!

  • @randomnessaroo16
    @randomnessaroo16 4 года назад

    you honestly look so much more free and happy dancing now!!

  • @MelissaMartinez-kq6dk
    @MelissaMartinez-kq6dk 4 года назад +18

    Omg your hair looks so beautiful :’) do you have a hair tutorial or can you make one?

  • @jessicarizzardi4183
    @jessicarizzardi4183 4 года назад

    Proud of u bby!! Ur incredible

  • @jocelynortega8000
    @jocelynortega8000 4 года назад +1

    It’s cool u guys have liveee musicccc

  • @kathleenvanams5221
    @kathleenvanams5221 4 года назад

    omg yes i love these!💖

  • @ameliegagnon8562
    @ameliegagnon8562 4 года назад

    It’s like you never left ❤️

  • @chelseakeough31
    @chelseakeough31 4 года назад +1

    Omg your performance was unbelievable!! I was nervous for you to go on too!

  • @mj-vu5uo
    @mj-vu5uo 3 года назад

    i'm low key on a binge of your videos but i'm not even mad about it tbh haha, ps you are a beautiful dancer!

  • @wilddaisyprincess
    @wilddaisyprincess 4 года назад +45

    I can hear The Prince of Egypt in the background of the dressing room lol so random

    • @SheLivesHerDream
      @SheLivesHerDream 4 года назад +2

      alexloveslife123 yes that’s what I just commented! I adore that song and the person singing it has a gorgeous voice!

  • @katiemajowicz2267
    @katiemajowicz2267 4 года назад

    ahhhh you inspire me sooo much

  • @saraaghbal275
    @saraaghbal275 4 года назад

    Aaaah i love your videos! I’m not into ballet (i did it when i was younger) but i loveee your vlogs and just vids! Love from denmark☺️🙋‍♀️

  • @erinc492
    @erinc492 4 года назад +6

    I’m watching this while sewing my first pair of pointe shoes 💗💗

    • @danorose9746
      @danorose9746 3 года назад

      erin XO I’m so happy for you!!!!!!

  • @cordeliasharp8889
    @cordeliasharp8889 4 года назад +1

    the dressing room is so nice omg

  • @marianalover69
    @marianalover69 4 года назад +1

    I love watching you dance luna I can watch you dance forever lol

  • @katiemajowicz2267
    @katiemajowicz2267 4 года назад

    you are literally so beautiful

  • @hollyariana1280
    @hollyariana1280 4 года назад

    Love you Luna

  • @maraatchason
    @maraatchason 4 года назад

    I love the video!! Ur such a pretty dancer :)

  • @BiaArcher
    @BiaArcher 4 года назад +6

    Your performance was so good, you looked beautiful and your moves looked so effortlessly (even tho they are damn hard 😂) ❤️

  • @agnieszkacarrillo1095
    @agnieszkacarrillo1095 4 года назад

    YAYAYAYAYAYA NEW VIDEOOOOOO

  • @victoriavictoria982
    @victoriavictoria982 4 года назад

    You're so pretty, I miss ballet so much

  • @dumbfounder24
    @dumbfounder24 4 года назад

    yes! New video!

  • @desh7264
    @desh7264 4 года назад +1

    You’re so beautiful 💕

  • @isabellachavez5009
    @isabellachavez5009 3 года назад

    being a competitive dancer, THIS GAVE ME SUCH ANZIETY LIKE MY STOMACH HAD BUTTERFLIES AS SHE WAS GETTING READY TO GO ON STAGE, but she's a beautiful dancer soo she does beautify

  • @GingerKraus
    @GingerKraus 4 года назад

    so proud of u

  • @marina_schwab
    @marina_schwab 4 года назад

    That was amazing!

  • @chloefonglip7688
    @chloefonglip7688 4 года назад

    OMG I MISSED YOU 🤩🤩

  • @stefannyurdaneta5440
    @stefannyurdaneta5440 4 года назад

    Luna te amo 💕

  • @AmandaMoen
    @AmandaMoen 4 года назад

    This is quite interesting. I remember being in a similar place, dance class wise when I was your age. I danced at the same dance school from fall of 2nd grade (09/1993) through the end of my senior year of high school (06/2004). By June of that year, my dance teacher closed her dance school. So, for the first time in 11 years, I didn't have dance classes scheduled for the summer, or even fall. Thankfully, we were able to convince our dance teacher to turn her garage in to a small dance studio, and several of us returned to dancing with our teacher out of her garage. So, I danced until June 2008, when my dance teacher truly retired, due to health issues. May 2008 was the last time I was in a dance performance. Since then, I have just taken open ballet classes when I could find them, and when I had time. Sadly, I damaged my right gracilis overworking side splits at the end of a week of dance classes during summer 2009. I didn't discover that I'd injured myself until after the muscle had healed, several months later. (Scar tissue is evil!)

  • @danimalloy9569
    @danimalloy9569 3 года назад

    3:50 the voice of an angel in the background

  • @faithy1299
    @faithy1299 4 года назад +8

    Clicked as soon as I got this notification.

  • @zoehill200
    @zoehill200 4 года назад +2

    luna you looked so pretty in the pink tank top. u rock pink girl.

  • @valentina4896
    @valentina4896 4 года назад +1

    You are amazing! When i see your hair i wanna cry. I had same lenght hair as yours and i cut off half of it and i miss it badly 😅😢😢

  • @mackenziegriffin303
    @mackenziegriffin303 4 года назад +2

    Omg I got butterflies for you when you were about to go on stage! 😂 so good though!

  • @sandhyasunuwar6494
    @sandhyasunuwar6494 4 года назад +1

    You're so pretty❤

  • @analuisacosta7273
    @analuisacosta7273 3 года назад

    Imagine being as beautiful as Luna is

  • @imseungkwan
    @imseungkwan 4 года назад

    ur so underrated😩

  • @nadiabarmasse5294
    @nadiabarmasse5294 4 года назад

    Seriously you're an amazing dancer #goal ❤️