Day in the Life of Fibro Fog | Anxiety & Depression | Mental Health Rant

Ello Everyone 👋🏽
As always, I’m late to the party lol but Happy New Year! 🥳 I hope it is treating you well ❤️
Firstly, thank you to all my subscribers. I’ve had a fair few over the past couple of weeks too and I’m so grateful 😊 Thank you!
I’ve wanted to post before now but my Mental Health was at an all time low, I didn’t have the “space” for it. I have however been vlogging in the background so I will be posting them over the next week to catch up. Vlogs from December & January. Then I shall be posting a weekly vlog, to be published on Sundays at 5pm.. Eeekkk! Making that commitment scares me but I CAN do this 🫣 lol.
Sorry this vlog is so choppy and, well.. All over the place. But it does reflect how I was feeling at the time. Thank you for your lovely comments. I look forward to getting to know you all better, and as one subscriber said, I look forward to sharing more ‘Human Moments’ with you 💜
Please leave any comments below so we can interact.. I hope you enjoy my Vlog and taking care of yourselves 💜
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If you're interested in anything Borderline Personality Disorder related, (BPD). I wrote a poem about it, in MY personal experience, some years ago when I was first diagnosed.
TRIGGER WARNING
• Broken Mind Of Mine | ... gvd.

[@sos6809]

I've just bumped into your channel. THE most authentic, genuine, and, for me, near identical account of life with pain, with the bleeping crisis teams, and all the rest.
I hardly ever write comments, but I wanted to say thank you. It's actually lovely listening to somebody who says 'where am I going with this?' about as much as I do. I also want to say even in the 18 minutes I've watched so far, there is not one thing that comes across as negative. Nothing about you seems negative at all. Quite the opposite. You can hear it in your humour. You are just somebody, like a bunch of us out there, bombarded with this stuff. And, far braver than most, sharing what that is like.
So thank you. Sincerely. I've been in and out of MHTs for flipping years, have severe Fibro, and a bunch of other things. And you've described my world in a way I haven't seen or heard before. Keep doing what you do when you are able to do it. You do it brilliantly. :)

[@ellochaos]

Wow your beautiful comment took me by surprise! You made me cry 😩😂
I can be nothing but myself and no matter how tough it gets my humour will always peek through that little bit more than the pain, it’s what’s kept me going. So it’s amazing that you can see this 😃 Picking the camera up isn’t always easy but it has been my life saver! Sounds dramatic but it’s true! I felt I was disappearing more so than I’d already felt most of my life and it dawned on me that they’re others out there feeling the same way. Hence starting my channel.. What did I have to lose! So although I’m not happy you’re going through it too, I’m glad my video gave you some kind of reassurance that you’re not in this alone ❤️
‘Where was I going with this?’ 😝
Oh yeah 😂..
I was overwhelmed by your comment which is why I’ve taken a few days to reply as I was pretty lost for words! I appreciate you taking the time out to comment, especially when it’s not something you usually do. Thank you so much, I’m touched ☺️💜 xx

[@Truerealism747]

Have you found anything what helps your conditions for me ldn for fatigue but awaiting to try ADHD meds

[@ThatWoman77]

Watched a couple of your vlogs & they are wonderfully authentic. L’Oréal has a serum tint that’s amazing. I also can’t stand the way makeup feels but this was nice😊

[@ellochaos]

Thank you for watching 😃 I believe I am and appreciate you saying so, thank you!
I will have to look up the L’Oréal Tinted Serum. My trouble is shade matching.. I just can’t seem to get it right 😂

[@kimvisiblefree6213]

Hi. OMG! Yes I hav dayz like this.

[@BVArmstrong]

Thank you for sharing all of this. Hope you are doing a bit better now.

[@ellochaos]

I am doing a lot better thank you 😃 I hope all is well with you 💜

[@gracep9368]

"This is why i don't vlog, cos who wants to see this?" I do ! Love it...subcribed.

[@ellochaos]

Awww, I’m glad you enjoyed it! Thank you ☺️

[@sarahlewis7829]

Lavender/camomile mix is meant to help people relax which may help anxiety, although each person different. Anxiety is horrid, I get it if the door knocks/mobile rings/texts comes through/before opening an email/letter, its the unexpected I can't stand. I get a vibe you are really creative, maybe you could drawa and express how you feel doing that, or paint? unless you do it already. You'd be fantastic working in a fashion retail shop.

[@ellochaos]

Hi 👋🏽 Yes I’ve tried all things Natural with no success or relief unfortunately. But thank you for your suggestions 😃
I’m very much the same anxiety wise.. On tender hooks about everything, ALL the time. Horrid it certainly is!
What gave you the vibe I’m creative? Because I am, or at least I like to think so 😂 I’m not one for drawing but I do like doing Nail Art and Makeup.. Does that count? Lol. I like to write poetry too. I love editing as well! Do you Draw/Paint?
Aw thanks! Why a Retail Shop? 💜