First Time Hearing Drive by Incubus | Suicide Survivor Reacts
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- Опубликовано: 10 сен 2024
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Today I react to Drive by Incubus from the Make Yourself album. High vibes AND a 90's feel. That's right up my alley! I'm actually excited to introduce my son to this song as it relates to a mental health encouragement I often give him!
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It's good to not just focus on the bad but to also acknowledge it and show a way out? From Lancelot 😁
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Incubus and mental health go hand and hand. Anna Molly and Pardon Me are good ones too.
Incubus - Pardon Me / IncubusVEVO
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Incubus - Anna Molly / IncubusVEVO
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Incubus does a lot of songs about mental health. “Dig” and “Pardon Me” are both excellent selections.
Dig is my life anthem.
Dig is definitely my favorite song by these guys. 🤘
PARDON ME will never fail to reduce me to a sobbing mess
Nice to Know You like me every single time too.
“To obtain a bird’s eye is to turn a blizzard to a breeze”
Ugh
I saw this band with 25,000 people in audience. They did this song last. And just cut the lights and all music on the chorus and 25,000 people sang it.
Was very special.
Drive and Dig are the two Incubus songs that have helped me on my journey through this crazy world.
For some reason, as Dig was my motivation, now that I'm alone, I don't want to dig anymore. At least not in the way Incubus talks about. I want to dig my grave and lay in it. Time is my only friend right now.
@@wallacehardiniii9038 felt that honestly
@@inaminute1826 wow. As cliche as it seems, I thought I was the only one. Thank you for replying. How did you stop feeling that way?
@@wallacehardiniii9038 not sure.
Incubus is so under-rated. They have so many amazing songs, both musically and lyrically. Take a trip down this rabbit hole starting with Dig, Love Hurts, Pardon Me, 11am, etc....
This song was really popular back in the day, even here in the south. This is such a great band and for some reason I've been listening this song a lot during the last couple of weeks. I really loved your reaction! And your advice is really useful, just what I need right now. Thanks!
Man this brings back memories. This was my high school graduation class song.
The music of Incubus has and have always been appealing to some who consider themselves outsiders in society, especially the song "Drive." My middle school years were spent taking into their music and inhaling them like candy, figuratively speaking. That was my anthem and still is. Your overall reaction is adorable and priceless. But having control of your ownership can be difficult as a kid, but the journey is worth the time to build the life you want to create for yourself. I'm 35 now and still exploring everything around me through art and music, regarding my mental health journey. I'm grateful for that. That bus metaphor is brilliant, btw. ❤️
I saw Incubus live only once, it was in my hometown here in germany and it was the middle of summer, they played a quite small and it was PACKED, one of the hottest shows i have ever been to, to the extent of sweat dripping from the quite high ceiling, I initially didnt wanna go that day cause during that time i was in a pretty dark corner of my mind myself and wasnt THAT big of a fan of them back then but i went cause a friend just picked me up and i really really enjoyed the show, the atmosphere was just so uplifiting, during the concert it had rained outside, like..... POURED... the parking lot was flooded about half calf height, all the people tried to avoid the water, not to get their shoes wet, not to fall....etc, you know.... my friend who was the driver was like "damn how do we get to the car...." and i just took my shoes and socks off and danced into the flooded parking lot, slowly people started to do the same like "hey... hes right. its just damn water!"
one of the best concerts.
The entire album “make yourself” was fantastic! So much of it was all about finding your own way, taking care of yourself, not letting others push you into bad places. ❤️
I've never been super into Incubus but when I took business law back in college my dissertation was on a legal case involving this band. There was another band in America called Incubus (a death metal band) that formed 5 years before this Incubus, and were making and releasing music before this Incubus and just by happenstance of not hearing about the other Incubus, they were both marketing and releasing music in the same country at the same time under the same name. It eventually went to court, and despite the other Incubus being around first it was determined that they did not have a substantial share of the market, so this Incubus won the right to continue marketing and advertising under the name Incubus. The death metal band changed their name to Opprobrium and are still active to this day.
Damn I got the death metal band in my RUclips shorts feed and I was so confused lol this explains all of it
One of my favorite Incubus songs. So many good memories involving this band in the late 90s early 2000s. 🤘
I find it hard to believe that there are people who haven’t heard Incubus. But then I have the sad realization that over 20 years has passed.
Don’t Stop Believing by Journey or Be Yourself by Audioslave/Chris Cornell.
I would love to see your inner empath react to either one.
Thanks for doing this! I know what it's like to be different and trying to fit in as an autistic guy and it never ends up well so I'm just being myself again!
Fitting in is overrated! Most of the most successful people were outcasts. I say find your tribe who loves YOU!
Yeah, me too Justin! I'm letting my freak flag fly cuz it takes too much to suppress my true self. There's no cure for being yourself.
Another great reaction Amanda. Keep up the great work. I never heard this song but it did hit close to home. Sorry no one ever made you a mixed tape. I can relate because I never had a girlfriend to make a mixed tape for. Luckily in the 80s the metal fans were a very united group so we were all outcasts but we were outcasts together. There is a song that you should listen to, maybe not a reaction song but you should hear it. The song is Panic Attack by Biohazard. They are a NY hardcore band. I learned more about panic attacks from this song than I did going to doctors for almost a decade. If you choose to listen to it, find a version with the lyrics. It gave me an understanding of the symptoms and mental turmoil of a panic attack. Also I ended up in the ER because of a panic attack back in August 92 when I was away at boat mechanic school in Daytona Beach, FL. Back then no one had answers to my questions. Glad to see you so upbeat. Keep fighting the good fight.
OK UPDATE. because of a mix up on the album, 2 song titles got switched. So Panic Attack is listed as Pain and Pain is listed as Panic Attack. So although the song is Panic Attack it is called and listed as Pain. So listen to Pain because the song is actually Panic Attack. Sorry, I know it's confusing.
It's funny you mentioned that in the video he's drawing or creating himself - there's a great Incubus song called Make Yourself! If you haven't heard it by now, I highly recommend. Mexico and 11am are my other Incubus favorites that I'd recommend; long time fan here. Hope you've listened to more Incubus since this video! They're an amazing band, the sound and lyrics both drawing you in perfectly.
One of my favorite Incubus tracks! I highly recommend another one of their songs, Dig.
Another "y2k" song with this sort of uplifting message and feel is "Meant to Live" by Switchfoot.
Pretty good and makes you want to go after those things you dream of doing.
Fun fact switchfoot is a Christian band ...
@@disgruntledgrunt7944being Christian and being in a band is different from being a Christian band
I'll say this. I opened for them one night. These guys are so freaking nice. It just makes all their music that much better. Talk about down to earth!!!!!!!!!
I'm a metal head and I love Incubus they touched my heart . this music has helped so much . Standing out is not a bad thing . Just be your self .
My brother in-law died by suicide on
April 25 2021. Five months after their mom died of cancer In November 2020. Life forever changed for my family on those days. My wife lost both of the people who have always been there. My children lost a friend in their uncle. Dying from cancer we expect the death but we don’t want to accept it. The thing with suicide is there’s no answers, there’s just a finality that you have to sit with. The should of would of could of is always there. The song that gets me every time is Snuff or Goodbye by Slipknot. It’s an amazing song.
It is a very unique grief. That is so much loss. I'm very proud of you for continuing to fight! Here if you or your family needs to talk or even just share memories!
God bless you, Amanda, for being so upfront with this song and straightforward! We need to be honest with ourselves. Thanks for sharing!
I first heard this song when I was in 1st grade, didn't know it was a positive message, it was just a good song that was on the radio non stop
I can remember a time where I was in deep depression...to the point where I questioned if I was going to want to see tomorrow. Later I was diagnosed with social anxiety. I learnt how to over come. I still have my bad habits of being a loner tho. But I can say depression isn't really a issue for me anymore. There is hope if you can get the drive. Doctor told me I was lucky I never picked up a bad addiction like drinking alcohol. But I never cared to start.
Thank you for sticking around ❤
Incubus is one of my favorites
Your perspective was so interesting to watch, Amanda. I've not dealt with suicide myself, however I had a friend (who survived) go the full way to swallowing a lethal amount of pills. It was only passing out and being taken to the hospital (and a very intuitive emergency nurse) that saved his life, and he has definitely come out the other side of it.
When I saw the title of this video being a "survivor reacts" and knowing the song very well, I'm not sure what I expected, maybe teary and feeling validated, but instead to see you almost euphoric at the lyrics really changed the "hollywood" image I have in my head of a survivor. It was nice to see you pick up on the imagery and subtlety of the words.
I went and watched a few of your other videos, including your recent filing for divorce (sorry) and your first video the "It gets better" one from 8 years ago. It's hard to believe you're the same person compared to those, it's really inspiring and energising to see someone dealing with some of those dark points coming back out into the light and being this happy.
It sounds like your son has a good mentor in you. I was bullied every day at school and so glad to get home. One of the "cheat codes" to life I found later in my life is "I don't care about the opinions of people I don't care about.". So someone taking issue with my sandwich is instantly someone I don't care about, and the words mean nothing. It's harder when you're younger, everything is big, it's the first time, and bullying is not that easy to shrug off. But once you have this mindset, it's like a layer of armour.
Lovely video, great work :)
Thanks for all the support and love! I was bullied for a LONG time as a kid. And let's be real, bullying just wears a different mask now but still is very much a problem in adulthood. I did an interview early this year with Sean Kanan (Mike Barnes from the Karate Kid franchise) about bullying:
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Awww. The urge to make you a mix tape is strong 😆
Love your intelligent analysis of the lyrics. My interpretation of water over wine would be being “myself, rather than ‘under the influence’”, so being honest with yourself rather than hiding behind a “drug” (in the softest sense). Of course there’s also the interesting angle of DUI with wine too…
I suffered bullying at school from my unusual lunchbox ingredients too. I can empathise with not wanting to repeat that.
Aww, you're so sweet. And I love these interpretations!
Super band that my wife and I saw in 2003. They sound the same live as they do on their album. His voice was spot on!
This is one of my all time favorite songs. It got me through some of my darkest years. This along with Carry On Wayward Son and Fight Fire With Fire both by Kansas.
There was a big change in my life when I shifted my focus to doing what was best for me. It's not about being selfish. You can't help anyone if you don't take care of yourself. A staff member in a substance abuse program liked to say "Two dead batteries won't start a car." He was mainly talking about early recovery relationships but that applies to so much more.
I really love your perspective love, it’s great ❤
I grew up listening to Incubus and this song is most fans number one of all time.
It’s a great message to all of us to remind us all of the true reasoning, we all create our own reality from day one
The no T shirt vibe was normal back then,
Soo much has changed but I suppose that’s vital lesson for the greater good they say lol 4:29
Aroha nui 4:29
Yes beautiful …I love this band keep your heads up🔥🔥🎸
Stress recently put me in hospital. We recently had a severe storm in the uk and i lost my roof. I began a prolonged and retracted battle with the insurance company who were dragging there heels and possibly not going to cover it. Within days i felt the very real bodily effects of having and immovable stressor that i spoke to my manager about as i knew i wasnt myself and as helpful and understanding they was and i was able to articulate; they could not remove or help in anyway with my stressor. Being at work somedays and further heavy rain just pouring in my home in nothing i could do was unbearable. I also had the risk that many lose roof tiles remained a constant threat to my, my family and neihbours with high winds continuing. Mental health immediatly effect bowel health and gut bacteria leaving us prone to infection and reduced immunity. The gut stops absorbing nutrients and a viscious downward spiral can take hold whereby poor gut health then effects your mental health and a viscous cycle begins. Besides the anxiety ,nausea, vomiting, headaches , stomach cramps and diarioah that i was experiencing on the daily my first next stage symtom manifested as a UTI with all those additional symtoms. Pain grew further with testicular cramps vomiting and complete loss of appetite . I was eating a small amount just to take some painkillers. The pain took me off my legs as being stood or walking upright was unbearable . I was in hell and at this point unable to walk or go to work . Over the next few days i became accutely aware that i had not passed a stool in nearly 15 days. Back and forth to a dr , i had many symtoms yet no diagnosis and they put me on broad spectrum antibiotics and anal suppository along with drinking copiuis amounts of a laxitive and still no movement. The whole digestive system was bloked and no longer working and that was scary. I went into hospital where a ct scan revealed an internal abcess blocking my colon and a perforated bowel. My infection markers were through the roof and and i was not far from sepsis which can be fatal if they cant get the internal infection under control. I was put on a cocktail of antibiotics and luckily for me in a way , when reaching for a call bell to get a nurse i rumptured my own abcess which then drained over the next few days. I was very sick and the time in hospital is a very surreal blur of long days and even longer nights but finally i was on the mend . Luckily i got away with not needing surgery ( the body being a great healer had walled off the perforation ) and it was the last thing they wanted to do with so much infection all ready present. Im much better now and thankfully my roof got fixed. Im usually pretty good at managing both my anxieties and depression and have learnt through painful experience to keep your mental health in good check . This event was an exception to the rule but a huge lesson for anyone to take a slipping mental health seriously as it can take very drastic effects on the body if left unchecked for prolonged amount of time. A great visual that i try live by is we all tend to stack our worries on top of each other( vertically) quickly becoming overwhelmed by the weight of tasks/ situation weighing us down. Remove one and you still have 10 overheard bearing down . Now take those tasks and put them in front of you. Like walls of plasterboard. Now you can punch through them one at a time. Concentrating on moving ahead one step or worry at a time . BUT your moving forward . One foot goes in front of the other. Nothing to it, but to do it! Anyways sorry for the long post but hopefully someone may find this helpful
Her first catching the glimpse of a young shirtless Brandon Boyd lmfao! So awesome. I remember seeing them in high school and thinking "okay so I'm like 99.99% straight then..."
This song reminds me of a Buddhist story I heard that helped me with fear around decisions, especially hard ones. Im going to loosely quote it.
There was a man who lived in a village near a mountain. This man wanted to climb the mountain, it was his aspiration. So he set out on his journey. Reaching the foot of the mountain he saw travellers coming down the mountain, after their journey. He approached them and asked how it was. The travellers shared their experience in detail. He decided to ask more travellers, spending a week coming back to the mountain daily, asking 100 people. He noticed each experience was slightly different, but they eventually ended up repeating from traveller. The man started walking away as a wise old man approached him and asked him if he was going to climb. The man said he heard every possibility that he didn’t need to climb it, he knows all he needed to know about climbing the mountain. The old man smiled and explained that the man missed the most important part. He missed the experience of actually being there and actually experiencing every hardship, that eventually leads to the beautiful view when you reach the top.
Life is about the journey.
idk how i found your channel but i am grateful that i am still around..... good luck on finding happiness
I am grateful you are too!
I watch your channel from time to time and applaud your efforts to help people in their journey . One song that helped me most while I was in an IPU for suicidal ideation was Greg Holden's Lost Boy . It is a very powerful song, I would love to see your reaction to this song .
Your reactions are so good that it makes me wonder why you are the only one who does them this way. Why are people even listening to songs if they aren't going to find ways the song's message touches their past and can inform their future? Thank you for being "behind the wheel" and showing us all what we were missing.
Re: water over wine. Yes everything you said. Also, one other meaning is choosing sobriety over intoxication, whether literally escaping an addiction, or (more in keeping with the song's overall message) keeping yourself in a place where you're making your own decisions thoughtfully instead of just going along for the ride.
Let me put in one more vote for Dimash singing SOS; he just rerecorded it this week so now would be a great moment to start down that rabbit hole. And we know how you like all things rabbit. :)
Incubus super underrated band, thank you for posting this.
The drummer and the singer met in art school. The lyrics are pretty Zen-like.
Most of Linkin Park songs are about mental health that Chester Bennington had and why his singing was so deep... I'm like you gotta make ourselves better best we can and never give up .
Linkin Park has been my security blanket for 20 years AND it was a LP song that came on just outside my hotel room and kept me from jumping. I did an interview and a reaction with Chester's son Jaime here on the channel!
@@MentalAmanda I will look watch it
incubus music almost all of them brings you to another level of self fighting.. was like you're in another dimension but in a good way..
LOVE this band!!! This song got a lot of airplay so it's not one of my favorites, but I don't dislike the track either. Incubus has inspired me as a singer, and to some degree lyrics that I write. If you're looking for something more recent by them, "State of the Art" is a really good one to check out by Incubus. Again though; one of those bands where no matter where you land, it's hard to go wrong with them.
Incubus does a live show called Morning Sessions. It so good. This is one of the songs. It's better though, because he adds things. Love Incubus.
This was off their second album in '99. Incubus started in '97 I believe. They were pretty big in the 2000's. I loved this song growing up, heard it all the time. Great band, great song, great reaction!
They formed in '91, but their debut album Science was released in '97!
I'm pretty sure this is their 3rd album unless Fungus Amongus was just an EP
@@Ennui.What about Fungus Amongus?
@@WFly101 you right, came out in '95...
I keep forgetting about it because it never appears on Spotify for me (might be geo blocked or somethin)...
Your comment on fear immediately made me think of the litany of the bene gesserit from Dune. A quote I love.
"I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past, I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain."
Unto thine own self be true. XX
Love that "happy" reaction :)
It's been awhile since my last comment but incubus is a good story band.glad to see you happy and improving for last time I saw you the song was vet tribute and mad e you extremely sad
I would recommend Say it Ain't So by Weezer. About dealing with his fathers alcoholism
this is one of the most underrated songs of that time
Be yourselves..no matter what
Yeah, I love some INCUBUS ! Hey, you can fall but never give up! I have picked myself hundreds of times, dusted myself of and went at it again! !! Meaning, went out in life to succeed!
This song actually helped me to feel better & more clear-headed after 9/11
Very unique! Thanks for sharing!
The Shadows and the Monsters.
As a man lies in bed, The Shadows inform him that he is a monster who must die in order to cross over. The monsters in his closet invite him to join them. As he starts to reach for the monster's hand, he starts to realize that he was the monster in the closet. Then he heard his father's voice from beyond the grave saying, "You're not a monster, you're my son, and I need you to keep on fighting. So take my hand and live your life, my son." "My Father is always pulling me away from the closet of darkness."
This album was fantastic..."Make Yourself" Such a good message that I never really picked up as a 15 year old. I was a mess. I let the fear drive me...Didnt do things that I wanted to and hurt the one person that's ever mattered to me...Now im sitting here 20 years later a shell of the person I should be. Get Help guys. Im finally doing it now but I've lost the most important part of me...#Fear #Anxiety #itsokaytonotbeokay #Helpisoutthere #Dontwait
You will find that part that you misplaced if you keep trying and keep looking!
Can't wait for you to listen to 'The warmth' and 'Dig'.
Fellow suicide (tylenol) survivor here and this is the first time I'm mentioning it in public all my friends and family know, but might as well go on blast publicly on your channel, Thanks!
I will say, Make Yourself by incubus, that saved my life. Just throwing that out there (may want the lyric video for it).
I am humbled to be the person you share your story with and that you are choosing this platform. We are here for you!
This song reminds me a girl that I couldn’t take the leap with, and I didn’t know if it was from fear or intuition (of something); I guess I’ll never know but she was really cute with hazel eyes 🤷🏻♂️😊
I'm glad you survived...now the real work begins...
amen and the rest of us
You are very bright, presence and mentalwise
Based on what you say you're about, another relevant Incubus song is Warning.
One of my faves from my childhood, I'm a total 90's kid. Hey Amanda would you be interested in doing a reaction to Motionless In White - Voices? Keep up the good work 🖤🖤🖤
Great reaction. Great song. I’ve always taken “water over wine” to be less religious and more worldly (using religious references as a metaphor). Wine is good and flavorful and where the “hive” will naturally gravitate to. But are you willing to settle for water - which in comparison is bland, but necessary - in and effort to break from the hive and be your own individual. Just my personal interpretation.
BTW, I have NO social media and I LOVE it. I was born in '72 and grew up without it and have NO desire to. I just wish kids today could experience that bc they would be out and about instead of glued to a device that seems to shape their souls... it is sad IMHO
The lead singer also did the artwork in the video. I agree with some others and feel that you would like 'Dig' as well.
My favorite band ever! ❤
Incubus are great, one of my favorite bands, you should give it a try to another song called Warning, beautiful lyrics.
Some people say they have never gone crazy, what truly horrible lives they must live.
I think the "Water over wine" part is taken from anti drunk driving messaging from the time. If you choose wine you have to let someone else drive. If you choose water you can drive yourself. You also have the idea of drinking to artificially suppress fear and be briefly carefree, whereas dealing with fear sober can actually work long-term. I think the specific words were also used because they are familiar from Christian stories and they are alliterative, which songwriters love to use.
There's a few songs I would be interested in your reaction to. Skyclad 'Jumping My Shadow', Nevermore 'Believe in Nothing', and Guns 'N Roses 'Coma'
Water over wine... do you give into peer pressure and drink alcohol or do whats best for you and drink water before you drive
Listen to:
Sixx A.M. - 'Life is Beautiful'
Depeche Mode - 'Blasphemous Rumors'
For a great song with a great message you'll love Tremonti - Marching in Time. It will give people resolve. Keep fighting girl for those with mental health needs
❤️❤️love this band
Shine on girl☀️
You really need to check out Badflower. Their songs “ghost”and “Don’t hate me”you would really enjoy them
You need to listen to Aaron Lewis, So Far Away live at Lake Tahoe. Such a beautiful rendition of the song ;
Great song. Great video.
All of their stuff is pretty decent. Dig by them is an excellent one for context.
Listen to “the warmth” from their cd science
Really nice reaction ! You should do more Incubus song they are great
The need to be needed is a hard thing to navigate. It can push you far away from...something. I don't know how to express the idea.
Self? Center? Health?
Finding the "core" of your being?
Been on this ride half a century now, think I got a handle on it, mostly.
But I can't put it in the right words.
For me, I can feel the desire to be needed, then push people away when I fear they will abandon me because it's easier than accepting that they might not want or need me.
I was looking up brandon boyd. Never thought he is mexican. The more you know.
Freepression by Mesus...you should check it out.
Han pasado 25 años y te sorprendes. No se
Another great video.
Right fear invites retreat
The pack you choose is what will make or break you
it is not about being validated. it is about wriying your own story an validate yourself.
90´feel is correct, it is from 99. And as an oldschooler i really hope that likes and shit is validation of you! Be awkward, be a crow left of a murder. Just be you.
If the heart is at its right place, be weird and nerdy. That is where the purest hearts are.
this is really mellow for them but he's so cute
Hey I just wanted to put out a song that I think you should listen to just my opinion you probably see me On on a couple of the comments that I've sent to you but there's a song that I really would like you to listen to it's by the used and the song is called I believe bird from a worm and it is an incredibly under the cylinder rated and I think that it should be listening to anyway I'm happy you're doing good me too thank God keep doing what you doing you're helping a lot of people
Can you please react to "Black Orchid" by Blue October (Live from Argue with a Tree.) It's always been my go to song when my mental health isn't great. Also, the lead singer wrote this when he was 14 and has been struggling with depression and addiction. He's doing much better now but damn, this song just really encompasses how I've felt in the past.
Have you ever heard, "Doesn't Remind Me" by Chris Cornell?
I have my own perspective of the song and would love to hear yours. I think on the surface it just seems like a song, even a happy tone to it, but I think with several hints dropped in the video, it has a very deep meaning.
Don't blindly trust. Figured that out the hard way. Tell you what my ex fiance used an abused that trust. She was sleeping with her Co worker I was warned what was happening. But I trust her over everyone else. Till she had his kid, then my world was gone. I'm not being a part of this. Last 5 years on my feet were at her side. I tried. Now I'm just that cripple that's always around.
You are so much more than that. She just didn't see it.
@@MentalAmanda you should ask my last girlfriend's parents. What kinda future can I provide in a wheelchair. Not even giving me a chance at a hand shake.
@@goodluck-sx8zf Stephen Hawking was one of the world's most intelligent people and was in a wheelchair. Daryl Mitchell continued acting after being wheelchair bound and has since acted in Law & Order: Criminal, NCIS and Fear the Walking Dead. Charles Krauthammer was wheelchair bound and was a news commentator, journalist, author, and the recipient of a Pulitzer Prize winner. Should I go on?
@@MentalAmanda I hear you. My swimming teacher in high school was in a chair. I can't force others to see tho.
Wake up-mad season. It's Layne Staley last album before he ended his fight due to a O.D. you can hear it in the whole album not just that one. "For 10 long years the leafs to rake up, slow suicide is no way to go"
This song is how I feel most days.
If you like this song try listening to a reason to fight by disturbed
Already ahead of you!
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Please react to Fear by Blue October
Good morning !!