The Law of Attraction and Tip of the Iceberg
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- Опубликовано: 16 окт 2024
- I hope you are having a joyous holiday season. I am busy at home, writing my third book, and enjoying some time off from traveling at the moment.
In this week's video I get into my understanding of the Law of Attraction. There are times when people ask me to clarify my take on the law of attraction. In the new video I do just that. I share clarity about what I learned on the other side, and I offer words of compassion and encouragement for anyone struggling, who might feel like they've somehow failed at the LOA.
I go on to share an analogy about how what we see with our physical eyes is just the tip of the iceberg. I also answer questions and comments from viewers such as:
What if I have a really big desire? Should I focus on it using the Law Of Attraction?
Can I practice speaking to our greater selves with my children?
How can I truly KNOW that I am more than what I see with my eyes?
What if you are describing a fantasy world?
How can I overcome debilitating chronic illness?
How can I escape my inner fears so I stop creating obstacles for myself?
On another note, I receive emails and messages from many of you asking when and where I will be speaking near your city or in your country. Please check out my events page on my website which is at anitamoorjani.... which gets updated every time an event is confirmed.
During 2019, I will be speaking in London, Switzerland, in the US on the East Coast, as well as the West Coast. I'm excited to tell you that I will also be rolling out longer retreats that run 5-7 days, including a cruise, so that we can truly do some deep work, away from your home environment.
I look forward to seeing you at an event in the near future!
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Anita ❤️❤️
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When the student is ready, the teacher appears. I have been devouring your content. Thank you.
Anita I'm about to face a serious, high risk heart surgery. Thank you for your love. No matter the outcome, I'm going to be okay. What a beautiful soul you are.
❤I hope you stayed on Earth. How'd surgery go? ❤
This video is 2 years old, and I'm seeing it now for the first time, and I love it. I keep rewinding to hear parts over again. It's exactly what I need to become aware of now. I'm ready to learn, and the teacher has appeared! ❤️
I have the same experience right now , thanks for Anita 🙏🎶
As well as I have, I have seen her in other talk shows and webinar that Dr. Wayne Dyer had done years ago and have her book that I purchased years ago which I still haven’t read but will soon!
Great thing about the Universe, is that it will give us whatever we need, to crack us open. No need to worry about attracting this or that, just embracing whatever comes, even if painful, as an invitation to express our joyful beauty.
I now only care about manifesting the kind of honest, wise and compassionate human being that I would love to meet and hang out with.
This is so helpful to someone who is in the depth of grief and depression - it is so difficult to think cheerful thoughts, but to learn to love yourself is doable💕
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From someone who has been exactly where you have been, life can, and will get better, Someone that you might find worth reading is Michael Singer, author of the untethered soul🙏
‘Follow your highest excitement every moment to the best of your ability, with integrity and without expectation or insistence on the outcome” Bashar
"We don't attract by our thoughts,we attract by who we are at any given time." On fire! I love this Anita. That resonates so strongly and I've had this as a topic of conversation many times, but I love having this quote to refer to, it is right on. Thank you!
Yes because we attract from an unconscious level, which makes up over 95% of our being and contains multiple personalities, therefore we create and attract from emotion not thought.
I find that thoughts do turn into things. Neville Goddard has a great lecture in controlling your inner conversations. You attract what you’re vibrating. As we have 70,000 thoughts a day and most are negative (due to limiting beliefs, people binge watching the news etc) we need to limit these thoughts and switch them into gratitude. 🧡
Thank you Lisa Marie.So many intuitively get what Anita says but dumb clunky males like me just are out in the cold looking in thinking what am I missing.70,000 thoughts a day? How many I waste on low vibration dark unloving I have, from the news,social media etc. that aren’t briight hi vibration or loving. I’ll stop resentful complaining unloving thoughts and replace them with gratitude like you said.We live only 80-100 yrs but after life a gazillion times a gazillion years with God. Even if we had all gratitude 70,000 thoughts every day of our life it still wouldn’t be enough gratitude ,for we are loved& cherished as if we were the only person in all creation.Thank you for helping me understand.God Bless us All,esp you Lisa Marie!
Hi! I am pretty new to the teachings of Neville Goddard. I find it so fascinating! Do you mind sharing what all you've manifested using Neville's teachings.?
When I started with law of attraction, I went through a really difficult me scarring time.
I learned, that I had to be in the right vibration, feeling good, to attract.
I wanted to feel good, but fear were burning through my gut, poisoning my body.
And this intention to feel good, joyful and happy, even for no reason, was a vacation from my fear.
Stay joyful and relaxed taught me everything.
This time it was so easy, to stick to scary thoughts, drama, or sink into my poor self.
I had to learn, where I focus on and give my attention too. To which thoughts or even void if it was helping me to feel good.
I had to learn to feel good, in the present of a reality before me, which doesn’t.
I had to lear, not to go in discussion with my own limited thoughts. It never worked.
I had to learn, not to focus on my fears, the abyss. I had to walk the tide rope to the other side of the cannon, being present, step by step,
focus where I want to be, even making something up which felt good in this moment, or dreaming my reality, to feel good; like indigenous people do.. The danger was real, but fear was a choice.
I had to learn to love myself, and not judge myself, for no reason, unconditional, until I became my best friend and start to shine.
I couldn’t judge others. It’s not feeling good, judge them or getting angry.
Feeling good is a teacher.
And, law of attraction. Is it not to follow the path what I am attracted to ?
That’s a direction, follow what feels good.
And don’t resist when reality hits a dislike, find the way to feel good.
As more dislikes you have, as more reality can hit them. I had to learn to stay with my heart open in the face of a reality before me, I didn’t like. I know, dislikes are sticky stuff. If I stick to something and it caught my attention, I had to return to the present, let it stream through. Open my heart. Like in meditation, return to your breath, relax, let thoughts stream through, get not in motion, emotional, about anything.
Again, staying calm, feeling good, whatever is happening out there.
I have intentions, things I like to attract.
But all this path in between is about life unfolding of this intention and it is unfolding me., getting me ready.
It is amazing to see,, observe, how life is orchestering. To be aware of is the most amazing thing.
Life likes to prepare me and the unfolding.
If I resist the unfolding, and want to control how it has to unfold from my point of view,
I interfere with something, which is already perfect.,....
That is not the way. I go on the path, life unfolds for me and trust it.
I have to trust the unfolding, be open without filter to let it in.
Follow my intuition, hunches, open for the unknown, surprises and updates...
Navigating with no resistance against whatever is likes to unfold.
For me it is navigating.
I agree with Anita, it is about being authentic, in tune with your inherent nature,
and trust, whatever you are. There is a life for you, where you can fully be yourself.
Wooow. This is "THE VIDEO".I will be watsching it again and again and again. I'd love to go to with you on the tour 😍....and I will ask my inner 80% to make my wish come true 😁.
Your book has changed my life a lot.
I realized how much I value myself.
After a while, I read your book again.
And again I had a new realization.
Thank you so much for coming back alive.
Your idea of changing the medical system to manifest looking at the whole self, not just the tip of the iceberg, our physical self and soul, really resonated with me. I think you have an amazing idea there. Please continue on with you great ideas, thoughts and inspirations. I love it!
When you said "good Sunday" I had to smile bc I am watching this on a Sunday in 2019
Melo Earth oh my God me too today sunday😍
Melo Earth Me too 💁🏻♀️ Sunday March 1, 2020 #timeless
2020 mar 22, Coronavirus has nyc on lockdown.
It is good to see you
日本語字幕をつけて下さって本当にありがとうございます😊大変助かります☺️
Whenever my high days are gone because I let everything flow in my awareness and the low period comes, I always go back to this poem. It gives me comfort because of its truth. I try to master not choosing whatever is arising whether it is good or bad. Instead, if it is bad, I appreciate it even more and see it as a gift, peeling every layer of me to get to purity of my core and being. Magically, because I don't view it as bad, it becomes naturally good.
The Guest House
This being human is a guest house.
Every morning a new arrival.
A joy, a depression, a meanness,
some momentary awareness comes
as an unexpected visitor.
Welcome and entertain them all!
Even if they are a crowd of sorrows,
who violently sweep your house
empty of its furniture,
still, treat each guest honorably.
He may be clearing you out
for some new delight.
The dark thought, the shame, the malice.
meet them at the door laughing and invite them in.
Be grateful for whatever comes.
because each has been sent
as a guide from beyond.
- Jellaludin Rumi,
Wow, that poem,, profound. Thank you for sharing it.
That's so true!!! I also had my years of doubt with the law of attraction, because I didn't get the grades in uni i wanted and tried to attract. I was depressed at that time and I lost all my hope for the law of attraction. But now I know, that failing at uni was the best thing that could happen to me, because it was the only way it could work out. Uni is nothing for me, being a scientist will not be my path, because the lifestyle would probably make me sick. I really think the law of attraction is of expressing your true self and helping other people by finding your own path. Only through the depressive period I have figured out, what I truly want to become and having good grades to become a phd was never what i actually wanted deep in my heart.
The first time I hear someone speak sense about the “law of attraction!” Thank you so much.
Beautifully delivered! You have the most gorgeous pure energy. I love your heart! You bless as all with your dharma. Thank ypu soo much!
Anita, in 50 years of spiritual searching I've not heard any of the "masters" tackle this question and you've given the best explanation (clarification) I've ever heard! Thank you!!
Thank you Anita! "Your thoughts create your reality" is so Painful for those who are in grief or trauma. "Your thoughts create reality" is so oversimplified and shortsighted, it is the anus of the Unicorn of Enlightenment! Thank you for teaching me that it is not about our thoughts, but about tapping into our essence of who we are. I cannot express how much healing it has brought me already. - Victoria Loveland
LOVE your comment so so much!!! Have had to assist people walking through grief and illness release what I call "Curses" put on them by the Perfectly Perfect Positive People. xo!
I really appreciate your viewpoint on our thoughts as they relate to our reality. I have found myself at times fearing my own thoughts...afraid to be afraid. Afraid to be sad. Afraid to feel unsure about my future. That cycle felt so awful. It amplified the feelings and made me feel physically ill. Your message is a gift to this Earth. Thank you for sharing your light. 💜
This is one of the best explanations of the so-called law of attraction I have heard. Overall, this video emanates so much wisdom based on personal experience. Thank you so much.
I'm surprised because I have never felt that Anita's message contradicts the law of attraction. It's just that "Thoughts create reality" is a very simplistic and confusing way of understanding this law. The magnificent speaker Esther Hicks has already explained it all so beautifully. And now I hear similar ideas only with the use of different wording, which feels to me like revision of the learnt stuff and is also immensely helpful. Especially because Anita's own story is so moving. Thank you from all my heart!
Yes this was great information. Nobody wants to think they attracted their illness. My son got cancer and passed away I have so many things go thru my head how did he get it, why did he get it. This helps thank you. Something he always told me was Love yourself mom. I find hearts as signs all the time. 💚
I'm so sorry 😢
Thank you, Anita! This is such an insightful talk. I've been wondering why I don't make goals, and yet I live an amazing life.
Just started watching this video. Better late than never I suppose!
I've not allowed myself to be authentic for YEARS and YEARS.
You have made me Very aware that I have Reaped a lot of what I've sown.
Thankfully now, im at Peace with it and have said lots of prayers to heal the situation. I am listening to who I am and changing the outcome.
I have learned to think and behave differently and to ask my higher self to allow me to be present and conscious of what I think say and do every day now.
It's not been easy but the way i see myself and others has really changed for the better. I hope others will wake up soon 🙏 🌈🦋💐🤗❤🌈
Wow, I'm so glad this video came my way. Very grateful
Authentic fantastic person which has completely transformed her life and now helpings others to get idea it's all achievable for each of us.That's what our nature is.Real treasure hidden deep inside ,not outside!
God bless you for what you are doing ♥️💯🙏
I just watched you at London Real, video from 2015. I love your story, and one thing you said totally opened my mind, there are only two things you live by, LOVE or FEAR. So many people doing things because they fear something, and many times they do it unconsciously. I feel much better for learning that. I've been watching many videos of people who had NDE, it's amazing how my mind has been opened in the last few days. Thank you so much for your words. God bless you!
Amazing - dispels the confusion.Louise Hay always said self love takes care of everything, but many law of attraction leaders had us fighting against authenticity while we tried to be positive all the time.This resonates - attracting what we are, not just what we think.
My issue is depression. So I listen to you to get encouraged. I look up to you as very heroic as to how you faced death's door of such a horrible disease and with God's grace you conquered. Your voice beings us hope so keep up the great work.
Amazing..the more i listen the more i feel happy n elevated n peaceful.. thanks for coming back..
This totally is wonderful about the law of attraction! I too was told I attracted negative things because I was negative! LOVE is the answer! Being who I am , loving who I am has changed my life!! Thank you Anita!!!💗🦋
Thank you, Anita. Your teaching is really helpful. The abundance is in me, not in my thoughts. I also struggled with exterminating negative thoughts. it's good to learn to accept them as part of me. Now I don't feel so fearful of them.
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I'm so glad someone wrote in saying she was distracted by the wonderful energy around you. These were my thoughts as well before you read that comment. You are such a beautiful soul. It's such a radiant light moving at a very high frequency. I'm so thankful to have found your videos. Love to you!
Thank you. When I was sleeping in my car w a sick dog and a special needs son it wasnt until i got mad that things immediately changed for the better. It was as if God said honesty is what i wanted to hear
Oh I just listened to you on inspire nation I scored a 33 in your quiz too it didn’t suprised me- everything you said resonated thank so much 💜
Anita I just want to say I love you so much and I have been learning from you for many years now!!!! My life has been wonderful because of you and Dany!!! And all your team!!! Thank you very much indeed!!! It such an honor to have had you all this time in my life!!!!
this is such an amazing analogy I never heard from anywhere else. Thank you Anita for sharing this!
Your story, your message, is such a wonderful gift to all. Your willingness to share your story, has blessed and continues to bless. The mere fact that your cancer had vanished by 70 percent so quickly, is so powerful, and aligns with what Abraham Hicks, ( Abe )… shares in so many talks. Thank you dear Anita.
Thank you so much Anita. I am a person who has OCD parts who are getting caught in loops of fear. Your words resonate so strongly x
Less than 5 minutes in, and I am LOVING this! This is a very interesting perspective that I personally haven't heard before; it makes a lot of sense. Truly loving oneself raises our confidence, raises our vibration in turn and then the universe delivers based on that.
I absolutely love this video! Thank you so much Anita! Such clarity over such a confusing Law of Attraction concept. How can we love yourselves more IS the answer! Brilliant! ❤❤❤
The first time I heard your conversation, it felt like I was looking for that conversation. May you be safe. Lots of love for you and your selfless lovers. I would be very grateful if any of your devotees would like to guide me in my spiritual development . ❤️🙏❤️
I can feel the love coming from your voice. It is so beautiful and so humbling. Thank you for sharing the love to all of us. May you be blessed beyond measure. ♥️🦋
I think what you said was the best explanation for law of attraction.
Hi, this is Vaishali & It's so so wonderful to hear you...I have recently started to write my blogs on word press & uploading my videos on RUclips & Facebook...& I'm so so grateful that I came across this talk of yours apart from the many others, I have posted something along the same lines...It's so humbling to hear you...I rather describe the feeling as being warm, listening to you...
It finally sank in just now when you said we can send ourselves the message that there are parts of us that we don't accept or that we deem unlovable, so we try to control or suppress them, and that's where conflict/dis-ease/alienation arises. Thank you.
Thank you and all who help you post. Sending love, light, joy and peace to everyone.
Anita, I purchased your audiobook, "WHAT IF THIS IS HEAVEN?", 3 years ago. But only recently listened to it. It is utterly profound! And it is what I have been sensing for the past 12 or most months!
Negative thoughts don't attract negative situations!hey I loved that one
Years, and years ago. I said my prayers every night. One night in middle of it the thought occurred to me I'm talking to myself. One of those moments I have never forgotten. And wondered about. Now I know I am because God is apart of me and I apart of Him. We are the whole. You, me, God we are one in reality.
Thanks, Anita, this is the best explanation of what loving yourself means that I've ever heard. I usually descriptions are pretty vague. Yours is one that I can really relate to. Thank you for what you do in the world.
Love you Anita, thank you for being you. You bring so much hope, comfort and love to so many ❤️
I can't believe I've found your chanel for only a few weeks and the difference I feel is unbelievable.
Love your content 💖 xxx
This was absolutely clarifying on the law of attraction. And I wholeheartedly agree ! Thank you Anita !
Much love from Ireland. Here with my boyfriend he is an angel and your words are helping me love more deeply
Thank you Anita! I resonate so much with what you are saying! And especially when you describe what you were feeling or going through with cancer, and before, a lot of is the same I felt or did before getting cancer. I was guided to you by Love, and I can't thank you enough for the clarity and inspirations your videos bring to me on my journey of learning who am I and learning of loving myself. Thank you for all you do! Love you! ❤💞❤
Hi Anita. Suraiya from South Africa. I can't begin to express how happy I am to be listening to you now. I've always had a problem with creating a vision board and you've just cleared that up for me now. Thank you.
I love you, Anita! Thank you for being such a profound support by being yourself. You are delightful! I regularly share your videos with my daughters who are 16 and 10 and I am so grateful to have these messages to expose them to as they develop into themselves more and more. Peace and Love!
I can't thank you enough for spreading so much love and kindness. It feels so good to hear genuine truth.
"We attract by who we are ! " I must absolutely remember it.
I spent a long moment in prayers today at the beautiful Montreal Oratory, thinking of what you said...and got a nice feeling of empowerment afterwards. I needed it after a week of sadness and struggle. Gratitude, Anita.
Thank you so much I have struggled so much with worrying about negative thoughts scared it will attract a negative reality! Wow! this is wonderful to here that just focus on love! Epiphany for me ! xxx
My husband who passed is Archie, and that was also a message from him. He is free now! Thank you for being the channel for his message:)- How sweet I am watching this on Valentines Day. Love!
This is Hot Stuff - never limit your life with Vision Boards! So true, new and uplifting. Be Yourself - YES and recieve what you had never thought of...because your mind is limited. I TOTALLY love your medicine. Thanks!
Love this comment. Just wondering if you could help me clarify something.. what happens if what is “truly ours” is limited? Did Anita address this? I get so fearful about “what if this isn’t meant to be mine or my path is limited”. Thank you for the help 💓
I love when u say u get yr answers in the shower - I do too!! it is a moment of peace and relaxation that brings me great intuitions, ideas and answers ❤️.
Anita thank you so much for all the information that you share with us! I’m from Colombia but I live in the UK, I really love everything that you teach us and I hope you’ll continue helping the people with all your important messages.
I arrived here from a link in an mail and this is just what I needed to hear today! I had to listen several times on the first minutes, to get it, because it sounds soo true to my ears. Thank you for explaining LOA!
Just listening to your voice is uplifting. Thank you for all that you do 💜
I just received word, while watching this video, that a friend passed away. I was immediately very distraught and crying and not knowing what to do with how I felt. I know from your videos that she is in wonderful state of being right now. I started to think about the 80% of my being and I was suddenly calmed, like I finally could see and feel the awe of where my dear friend is and what she might be experiencing. I think I was meant to be watching this video when I got the news. Sail on, Sylva, love is all around you.
Hi Anita! Congratulations on the growth of your channel. We have watched your Ted Talk many times. Also purchased your children's book and gave it to a friend's son who is 4. He LOVES it. His Mum reads it to him and he shouts "Again Mummy!". Thank you for being a light.
Love is the pulse of the universe ❤
Thank you Anita. This massage is full of love, care, knowledge and compassion. Greetings from Croatia:)
I literally cannot give this video enough likes - the information coming through is just pure gold - and yes her energy is so radiant too ❤️❤️❤️
Anita, you are an amazing person. You tell us exactly what I’ve learned in my past, and I’m so grateful to you for explaining how the law of attraction really works and means. Unfortunately too many people listen on internet other people who explain the law of attraction in a wrong way. I love you, Anita and I admire you a lot!!! A big kiss.
I’m greatful to have found you too🙏🏼👑🥰💜
One of the best explanations of "SELF" I ever heard Anita, so clear , a 4 years old child could get it easily :) Thank you, much Love, a Merry Christmas and a Wonderful Year !
IHi Anita. I read your first book as soon as it came out. It changed my life. I am so happy I found you on RUclips. I watch your videos regularly by this has been my very favorite. So many things resonated with me. Thank you for your positivity and the lessons you share. I look forward to watching your videos and I will certainly watch this video again.
Ma’am I love your loud and clear voice in all videos. Thanks 🙏🏻 so much for this video I really needed to hear it
I regret not going to 1440 Multiversity when you were here! I live in Scotts Valley! When travel gets back to normal, I hope you’ll return 🌲 it is so beautiful and peaceful here in the redwood forest 🌲
This video is soooo rich! Thank you so much for being you and showing us how to be us. Will listen many many more times.
Hi dear Anita
I deeply thankful for everything you experience and say . You make everything easy and more clearer than I heard before ,
I’m so happy to find you . I keep listening to you and love you 🙏🏼❤️
Thank u Anita, have been listening Wayne dayer for years but don’t know how I missed your story,am happy to find u now, God bless u, wish the world gets your message and we all healed 🙏
Anita I love your messages. So simple and pure and real. One of the only teachers that talks about love and it’s power.
So beautiful........Thank you for all you to continue to share as it is sooooo powerful and transforming to those of us who need it.
Anita, your wisdom blows me away! Thank you for all the loving energy you radiate, we all bask in it 💕
From my experiences I need to agree with you totally. I met many LOA people who really attracted wealth and business ventures to their lives as they trained themselves to "attract" their desires. And not long after they lost all wealth or even worse, their business went bankruptcy. Some I know went to jail because they did something wrong about their business or wealth (some unintentionally, due to their naivety). These true encounters make me study deeper WHY. And the wisest and truest answer is WHO THEY ARE caused these, not what they think.
And for vision boards, I agree with you that our future may be much greater and grandeur than we ever imagine. Anyway, IMHO, little people who dare not to "dream" need vision boards as an early guidance, otherwise they would get stuck with what they know. Vision Boards help you, not only "clarify" your goals, but to encourage you to *dream the wildest* and to extend your being and your belief *to be the best version you can be.* If your VBs are the reflection of you know you can be, you don't do it right.
Thankyou🥰 I could listen to you all day.
Thank you Anita. It is always so good to see/hear you. You impart light, love and warm feelings.
It was nice to see you and Danny together. How loving you are, how positive toward him. This helps him shine, and vice versa, no doubt. Beautiful couple.
Hi Anita,
I really want to thank you for all the kindness you put in doing what you're doing, and, in fact, in helping people like me to find a way to help out my teenager to reach who he really is. I can tell you that all yours words are so full of truth, they really are helpful. SOuellet from Canada
Revisited this video after 2 years it is still so empowering and enlightening 🌞🌞🌞Wish you all well💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐
Thank you so much for this important and impactful message. I have been having so many negative self-afflicted thoughts, and I learned it's damaging my self-esteem and my confidence. Thank you for sharing your gift!
To listen you talking about your Retreats and wonder about the reality of an older person living on a pension, loss of money being thru criminal trauma abuse, ever having the chance of the Healing from chronic pain thru your teaching. To be present in the living energy Gratitude 🌱✨🙏🏻
you are the sweetest!! the pure love in shining so brightly from and throu you.thank you so much!!
Oh wow, I really needed to hear this today. That’s exactly what I was doing to myself. I wanted to crawl out of my skin; so restless. I guess I was starting to recognize when I suppress my feelings. Thank you for clarification on this subject ❤️
Anita, thank you for Living from your 80% too. By shining your light, you are inspiring us to wake up to our Souls. God bless you
LOA is a universal law. Whether one believes in it or not. You either create by default or by design. Feelings are how we create. Feelings stem from our thought patterns. I don't see any contradiction here. When you feel good about yourself, Source energy can flow.
Love listening to you! There is such a comfortable wisdom coming from you that radiates deeply and widely. Thank you for dedicating your time to share it with others. 🙏🏻💚✨
Your message just comes in time, I'm in state of anxios, confused and judging myself for negative thought.
Thank you Anita!
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Thanks for clarifying many things,Anita!I will listen to this many times until I get it!Love to all!!
I just love you Anita - thank you for your knowledge and wisdom, you are so comforting to listen to.
I've lived most of my life in fear & it truly is a waste to live that way.
That being said my life I'm living now is so much better then I could have ever imagined growing up. ❤️❤️❤️