You think you’re gonna be happy after you make a decision but in hindsight its just thinking back on the decision making process, at least for me. Im not happy right now and i don’t know how to cheer myself up, my friends temporarily helped, and i was able to genuinely smile but they are just as temporary as the happiness is, everyone leaves me, but no-one tells me what i did wrong... what did i do wrong, why does everyone distance from me? Will i be lonely forever? For what would i live for if everyone left? I don’t know.....
One day we will be happy... trust me (update) i have finally found a person that makes me feel way better, and the best part of it is that i do the same to her... just be patient, be nice to others and life will gift you apples instead of lemons... love y'all, peace x another edit that i forgot: she cheated on me and we broke up, bitches ain’t shit
I hope. Im praying. We all need help. I feel emtpy. Im only 10-11. And feel suicidal. And empty. I have a therapist. And went toa mental hospital. I cant trust anyone anymore. Can i even trust him?. Hes in groupchats with other people making him laugh. I get jealous. I feel sad. No its mot depression 😑
i feel the same and no matter what i do to try improving and making them happy this bugging feeling that i’m not good enough and they hate me is always at the back of my mind, it feels so shitty :(
i felt exactly like you, don’t worry, don’t do it. i almost did. but i gave life another chance. sometimes u gotta go through the storm to find a rainbow ❤️
update: i broke up with my girlfriend after a hugo fight with her and all my other friends except one (i haven’t really considered her as a friend) and found out after she was laughing about it and was already planning on breaking up with me on our anniversary. all my friends or now ex friends hate me because i said pretty mean stuff to my now ex girlfriend and a little to my other friend while in the fight. the last friend acted as she was on my side and felt bad for me then commented “periodt” on another comment of the other friend saying it’s my loss and fault and also called me things in her bio so i got pretty hurt. i cried for hours on end feeling so betrayed by them, i know what i did was wrong but i felt like they had took it to far by hating me and shading me all the time and making fun of me. i’m still kind of sad over it but i’m trying to keep my head up, as a side note she got a new girlfriend only 2 days after we broke up on our anniversary which broke my heart even more but whatever i guess. i’m not going to keep acting like everything is my fault all the time just to please them, i hope i’m not sounding to self i just had to get it off my chest, sorry if this is messy everything was messy so i wouldn’t be surprised
I listen to this song in memory of my close cousin who got in a terrible skateboarding accident. RIP Tyler 1999-2018, we miss you. 💕 Edit (2021): Thank you all for the kindness and support, it means a lot to see how caring people can be. I'm also apart of an awareness group for helmet safety for skating of all types, it's called " Helmets For Tyler ". Again, I won't judge any of you for wearing a helmet or not, just be safe always when you skate, you never know what may happen. I hope you all have a blessed day. -Freckle Face
Since i cant really talk to anyone about this..i rather just say it here yknow... I feel like a part of be has been ...broken, i miss her so much..but its my fault shes gone...i lied to her..but i really loved her .and now she erased me from her life..and i wanna try to do the same..but ITS JUST SO DAMN HARD , i think about her everyday..and it makes me feel terrible the more i think about it... I miss her..i miss texting her everyday...i miss seeing her smile everytime we would vc..and miss hearing her voice...i can never get those moments back now...
Keep your head up man😟u don’t need her u will find someone who will be happy with u and forgive u even if it was the worst mistake you had ever made but it’s ok ..just I’m there for u and I love you even if I don’t know and it’s will be ok I know it gonna be sad but u will get over her and u don’t need her if u take her back and be happy but think again ,what if I hurt her again and she doesn’t forgive me ..so I’m here for u I love you
Dear Iris I am in the same boat but I know things are hard now but You know you are a very important and capable person I promise one day she’ll look back to see that she messed up if you feel the way you do there is no doubt that you were truly in love with her keep your head up champ everything will work out in the end if it was meant to be she’ll be back if not you can’t truly have something that never belonged to you in the first place I promise.
I don't feel the same as I used to, like I don't rly get excited anymore about anything, sleep for longer, less emotion, and I can't figure out why, but I'm just sad all the time Edit: it hasn’t gotten better
same man, i'm sure many people experience the same thing, but it's okay, we all just need a break sometimes to figure ourselves out, don't give up yet 🥰🥰🥺🥺💗💗☺☺😘😘
i have no idea what to do. (possible TW) a few weeks ago i stopped myself from suiciding. i don't know why. maybe it was because im cowardly. maybe because it'll hurt. and i dont know what to do now. im trying to tidy up my life but its so hard because i just make my mess messier i've dug myself into a self harm hole. i've gained a bunch of pounds and i feel so worthless because i truly cannot do a single thing right. im such a joke that its hard to tell the line between reality and the internet its all so blurred. i've been looking all over for some good advice because lately i've really felt like i should've jumped
@@charlotte.671 i am still here, actually. i surprised myself a bit. i've tried to make a change and im now 6 days sober of nicotine and cocaine, im changing my life for the better. im not doing the best but its better than before by miles, thank you for checking in. hope you have a good one as well
Hey ik I am late hear but I hope u are still in this world cuz we care abt you and it’s good that u managed to stopped yourself from suicide and just take each step at a time no matter how small the step can be it will slowly add up to be something big so I hope you have a nice day we.Know that there’s people u may not know you that care for you.
I was banging my head on the wall hard I was tired of it all my brother saw me and pulled me away hugging me .....heh... I wished that happen he just pulled me away holding me down calling me stupid what are you doing your fu*king crazy 😀
I miss when everything was normal. I wish I never met her. I've been mentally and emotionally abused by my dad and stepmom and stepsister basically all of my life, mentally abused by my closest friend and used by my ex girlfriend, the only person I thought cared. I got manipulated, my ex best friend treated me like I was her little pet. she manipulated my extreme fear and paranoia to the point of me having to sleep with a knife in my room. I got used by my ex girlfriend in multiple different ways, am constantly getting yelled at by my dad and stepmom, my stepsister being an asshole, my triggers constantly not being respected, along with my triggers my pronouns don't get respected either, and my sexuality is "just a phase" even though my ex best friend was so awful to me I still want her back. I miss her so much. I have extreme abandoment and attachment issues and I think everybody hates me whether they do or not. I have so much more I could say but I just want everything to be over. I'm tired of hurting but I don't want to die. I want the feeling of happiness back, considering I havent felt it in 9 months.
why am i still in pain? Why am i crying uncontrollably.WHY DO I HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS?My birthday passed,They threw a party for me.But why am i still in pain? Why am i crying uncontrollably, My boyfriend came and stayed.he’s in a toxic household like me.My uncle is being abusive to his mom. Why do i feel like i’ve done something wrong?I really need a therapist don’t I? I was happy with him and he’s going to his grand parents’ place,he shares his location with me so? but im so scared.no,im TERRIFIED. I dont want to loose my Lover,I love him so much and i want to show him that but i have no experience of loving. He’s my first ever committed relationship. it was our 8th month together,I’m glad he remembered.i dont know how he loves me.I dont know how to show him all my love.I really miss him.
Don't sleep too long, you wont know if you die. Don't stay awake for too long, you'll exhaust yourself. Don't cry, they'll call you weak. Don't toughen up, you'll have no friends. I dont get what to do.
I hate when I tell my parents that I'm in a dark place they say you're fine you're just stressed then when I tell my friends they say oh its going to be okay I've been got told that for 2 years but it just gets worse...
100 Reasons why you should stay alive. 1. We would miss you. 2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself, if you failed or just simply left scars or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you. 3. It does get better. Believe it or not, it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow. 4. There's so much you would miss out on doing. 5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there. 6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself. 7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise. 8. You are amazing. 9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better. 10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead. 11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive. 12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die. 13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about. 14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me. 15. You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born. 16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died? 17. You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect. 18. Think about your favorite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again... 19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day 20. Listening to incredibly loud music 21. Being alive is just really good. 22. Not being alive is really bad. 23. Finding your soulmate. 24. Red pandas 25. Going to diners at three in the morning. 26. Really soft pillows. 27. Eating pizza in New York City. 28. Proving people wrong with your success. 29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life. 30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can. 31. Being able to help other people. 32. Bonfires. 33. Sitting on rooftops. 34. Seeing every single country in the world. 35. Going on road trips. 36. You might win the lottery someday. 37. Listening to music on a record player. 38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower. 39. Taking really cool pictures. 40. Literally meeting thousands of new people. 41. Hearing crazy stories. 42. Telling crazy stories. 43. Eating ice cream on a hot day. 44. Talking bad about people that deserve it to your best friend and ranting all-day 45. Traveling to another planet someday. 46. Having an underwater house. 47. Randomly running into your hero on the street. 48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel. 49. Trampolines. 50. Think about your favorite movie, you'll never watch it again. 51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke, 52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more. 53. People do care. 54. Treehouses 55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse 55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees 56. I don't even know you and I love you. 57. I don't even know you and I care about you. 58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness! 59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor. 60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS! 61. Starbucks. 62. Hugs. 63. Stargazing. 64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is. 65. You've changed somebody's life. 66. Now you could change the world. 67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you. 68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you. 69. You have the chance to save somebody's life. 70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things. 71. Making snow angels. 72. Making snowmen. 73. Snowball fights. 74. Life is what you make of it. 75. Everybody has talent. 76. Laughing until you cry. 77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy.
78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist. 79. It's possible to turn frowns, upside down 80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive. 81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero. 82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections. 83. One day your smile will be real. 84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day. 85. Lying on the grass and laughing at the clouds. 86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends. 87. Eating crazy food. 88. Staying up all night watching your favorite films with a loved one.
89. Sleeping in all day. 90. Creating something you're proud of. 91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit 92. Being able to meet your Internet friends. 93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate 94. The new season of Sherlock 95. Cuddling under the stars. 96. Being stupid in public because you just can. 97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile? 98. being able to hug that one person you haven't seen in years 99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this. 100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally, anything could happen love u.
I looked at you and said, oh oh oh Don't hate me, am I crazy? So tenderly you watch me burn, you watch me burn, oh So tell me, am I crazy? 'Cause I do, 'cause I do 'Cause I do, 'cause I do 'Cause I do, 'cause I do Ooh La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la (goddamn) Ooh (oh) I don't wanna die I don't wanna die I don't wanna die
The song that comes into my mind whenever I remember how happy we were as kids, playing with our 3DS with friends, taking our legos to school and crying after because we lost them, playing soccer at our usual place and playing videogames and watching tv when we got home... the saddest thing isn't that we cannot do all those things anymore, it's that we were so happy, so full of life... we would have a million problems but we would ignore them, and then they'd fade away...
tw: sensitive words i hate tiktok, its sick watching furries, gacha players, fortnite players, charli fans, small artists, flamingo fans, lgbtq+ members and more get hated on, because people cant let others enjoy themselves its almost like... they need to grow up, i remember me standing up for people including me friend, i didnt know how bad it is to be cyber bullied until my friend got so addicted to tiktok she bullied me, she made me c*t, she makes me wanna d!3, i got into a fight for her, yet she lacks the common sense, im pulling me family apart, i caused myself to be insecure, i know im over weight and ugly, i know im the person you feel embarrassed to be around, i know i act like a six year old, i can be a furry if i want, my own friends mimic me for being depressed i just laugh along, the generation is f*£#3d up.. anyway enough about me, more about the prettiest person i have ever seen (*thats you the the way*) no matter what people do/say you have a right to be what you wanna be! love yourself, no matter what i will always be by your side! your amazing alright, and dont let anybody say the opposite, enjoy your day/night/morning/evening/afternoon, i love you, keep going, and remember, a random 12 year old loves you, no matter what xx
sometimes i hate myself,i become a victim and enemy for no reason,when i become too happy and confident...there will be a feeling of bad things will happen to me,i looks tough...but deep inside,i just a shredded no longer happy paper heart
I woke up the other day and began tearing up and I said quietly “I’m going to feel a lot of pain today...” I couldn’t feel my back hurt So I knew... My mind would be stormy... And I knew... It would hurt
I hope you are okay, and that you feel better because this pain we experience is so intense and hard. It causes lack of motivation and you just feel useless. I want you to know you are doing the best you can and I’m so proud of you. You matter, and I love you. Take care, friend
listening to this song make me feel comfortable, even if i'm being eaten by my depression cuz i have schizofrenia... nobody wanna talk to me cuz i'm not "perfect" or something like that... my dad keeps yelling me that i'm nothing, i'm useless and it's probably better if i die. so i'm here: a depressed suicidal 15 yo boy who wants just a happy life, knowing i't's just a dream... don't hate plz
I have a boyfriend and it's just gotten harder. He's been so much more busier and he sounds like he doesn't want to spend time with me. Am I doing something wrong? Do you not want to be with me anymore? Did I break your heart?.
Actually I can't even talk about my fellings in comment section like this, maybe nobody wants to hear how I fell in my family and friends because they will say to go to sleep I know I'm an idiot but I can't even express myself on internet even when people don't know who I am and how I really feel then they will post comments like " I'm 14 AnD THis iS sO dEeP"
hi- I know how that feels and it really sucks... do you maybe need a friend? I'm here and I'll let you vent. you seem really nice and I feel like we could vent to each other maybe- it's okay if you don't want to
i frequently look through my comment sections (yt notifies me) and i block users from interacting with my channel if they post mockery n shit. Go ahead and vent if you want
hey guys few days ago i find a real friend who helped me a lot im feelling better now thank you for supporting me by this comments im really feeling better when i talk to him then he talked to me about his problem once again thanks for support and making my day a lil better have a nice day luv u :) (edited* a mean a few days ago by this that i talked to him yesterday we were knowing us for a long time but not as close as we are now even 2 hours ago i was with him all day talking and having fun i think my life now will be going better and better I'm really happy now thanks)
I'll say it here cuz I don't have the courage to tell them --- do you really think that the kids you abandonned are going to respect you? ---- I know you have an old mind but please stop saying I should have a husband, I want a wife. ------- I know sometimes it can be rough but we're here for you, please don't do anything stupid. ---------- I've always loved you but I'm scared to ruin our friendship... ------- you know I don't mean it when I say I hate you? --------, -------------, ---------, I don't hate you I just hate myself. I always cry for nothing I always smile for nothing I'm always angry at litle things I don't know what to feel anymore I guess? but it's not your fault, it's mine. I am the problem, I am the mean friend and the rebelious daughter. I am the one who doesn't care anymore
Do you ever just see something that reminds you of a terrible time, and no matter how much you talk about it, no one understands? So you decide to feel absolutely nothing, and feel no remorse or empathy over feeling amplified emotions that make you want to lay down and not get up? I feel nothing because I hurt, and I hurt because I feel nothing.
Does anyone feel just so left yout recently? That youre always here for your friends and would do anything for them but when it comes to you needing help, they all just act like they are busy or something and just doesnt help you at all, but youre still giving them all of your time and love because you love them very much. I have irl friends and they are all like funny and stuff but i met two girls online and they are... just different then my friends in real life. Im excited all day to talk to them and sad when they have to go. I really dont know what is about them that i love them so much... i just do and i hate the fact that they just feel that way that we are gonna stop talking in a few weeks. But i dont wanna let them go and i hate that i cant do anything about it, they are gonna leave me.. i know it but i just dont wanna let them leave... please
The first part of this song always gets me because it reminds me of my parents fighting, being unhappy, and being even bigger a-holes to me because they’re unhappy in their relationship void of new experiences and love. They take it out on me sometimes and honestly I feel so don’t with the world sometimes. It’s usually only when they drink, but I can’t help but feel it’s my fault. It’s my fault they’re still together and unhappy, but I know it isn’t at the same time. The fighting only caused trauma and aggression and I just wish they’d leave each other. They’re both angry at themselves and each other so they would be better off. So would I.
i listen to this when i’m sad but when i get sad the itches on my eyelids and neck just jump out and i end up hurting myself so idk what to do w myself now
Mom:Stop faking, your life is so perfect Dad: Stop crying, Your an adult now Friends: We want nothing to do with you anymore School: Your deppresed? Have another assignment than Music: *I got your back*
i wish i could just log out for a week or so, go back to the times i was happy. i may be sad but im not depressed. my whole life i had this dog names komet, and she was my pride and soul. she was the reason i smiled everyday, i know it may seem dumb crying about a dog but she loved me and i loved her. we did everything together, till december 18th, 2017, she decided it was time to go. rip komet 2002-2017. i also lost my bestfriend, she didnt pass away, but she left and moved to Mississippi. its been 5 years since ive heard her voice, seen her face or heard of her, her grandpa lives next to me still but he isnt that social. she was my neighbor too...! i miss her so much, she promised to come visit me, but she didnt. 2015, wow. i miss you riley! and if you see this! please come visit me again!
I can’t feel anything I want to cry But I can’t I want to try But I can’t I can’t do it anymore I can’t feel anything I want to feel something I don’t care what it is Just some sort of an emotion so I don’t feel like I’m going insane I keep hurting myself Everything is so hard now I’m scared to move on I just want a fresh start I just want something new I don’t want to disappoint anyone But if anyone knew what I’ve been doing to myself I know they’d be disappointed and probably just think I’m attention seeking Whatever I guess it’s just gonna be like this for awhile
i've made a big mistake and i want to take it back but can't, everyone is fighting, my fathers stressed, my mother is overwhelmed, and its all because of me. i sometimes think about how much better the world would be without me. i don't know what to think of without feeling sad or useless, everything is messed up because of me and i just want to end every ones suffering and pain by ending myself...-
Im trusting to not get judged here but i feel like i cant be myself anymore. tbh i dont even know who i am anymore. When i be myself i get called annoying and when i be someone else i still get called annoying :/ I also get bodyshamed for being skinny and not being able to gain weight when its not my fault my body doesnt want to put on any fat. Life is so unfair and sad ;(
I over think so much It ruins everything. I hate it. I hate myself. I’m tired. I just wanna be his #1 but i’m always the “side one” or the “second choice”. I just wanna be picked once. Please god just ONCE. I really really like him but he doesn’t feel the same
Im so lonely that l've never gotten a single invite to anywhere or anything, have no idea how to interact with people and never had anyone to talk to. In elementary I would sit at the playground and do nothing but sit, I never had friends growing up. Now I'm 17 still don't. I’ve been lonely all my life, I sit and watch people hangout. I wish I had friends
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hey guys lets keep the comments positive to others and not make fun of others being 'edgy'
You think you’re gonna be happy after you make a decision but in hindsight its just thinking back on the decision making process, at least for me. Im not happy right now and i don’t know how to cheer myself up, my friends temporarily helped, and i was able to genuinely smile but they are just as temporary as the happiness is, everyone leaves me, but no-one tells me what i did wrong... what did i do wrong, why does everyone distance from me? Will i be lonely forever? For what would i live for if everyone left? I don’t know.....
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@@christophersolt4673 life is like an errection, it gets hard sometimes but it always goes back to normal
One day we will be happy... trust me
(update) i have finally found a person that makes me feel way better, and the best part of it is that i do the same to her... just be patient, be nice to others and life will gift you apples instead of lemons... love y'all, peace x
another edit that i forgot: she cheated on me and we broke up, bitches ain’t shit
I hope so...
I wish...
hope so
I really hope so man
I hope. Im praying. We all need help. I feel emtpy. Im only 10-11. And feel suicidal. And empty. I have a therapist. And went toa mental hospital. I cant trust anyone anymore. Can i even trust him?. Hes in groupchats with other people making him laugh. I get jealous. I feel sad. No its mot depression 😑
I feel like all my friends hate me. I feel like im the toxic one.
I hate myself.
i feel the same and no matter what i do to try improving and making them happy this bugging feeling that i’m not good enough and they hate me is always at the back of my mind, it feels so shitty :(
i felt exactly like you, don’t worry, don’t do it. i almost did. but i gave life another chance. sometimes u gotta go through the storm to find a rainbow ❤️
update: i broke up with my girlfriend after a hugo fight with her and all my other friends except one (i haven’t really considered her as a friend) and found out after she was laughing about it and was already planning on breaking up with me on our anniversary. all my friends or now ex friends hate me because i said pretty mean stuff to my now ex girlfriend and a little to my other friend while in the fight. the last friend acted as she was on my side and felt bad for me then commented “periodt” on another comment of the other friend saying it’s my loss and fault and also called me things in her bio so i got pretty hurt. i cried for hours on end feeling so betrayed by them, i know what i did was wrong but i felt like they had took it to far by hating me and shading me all the time and making fun of me. i’m still kind of sad over it but i’m trying to keep my head up, as a side note she got a new girlfriend only 2 days after we broke up on our anniversary which broke my heart even more but whatever i guess. i’m not going to keep acting like everything is my fault all the time just to please them, i hope i’m not sounding to self i just had to get it off my chest, sorry if this is messy everything was messy so i wouldn’t be surprised
Let me tell you something I came up with if I don’t even love myself why would I Expect someone else to
@@elifyah9870 U deserve better friends keep your head up and try again, It will become better
I listen to this song in memory of my close cousin who got in a terrible skateboarding accident. RIP Tyler 1999-2018, we miss you. 💕
Edit (2021):
Thank you all for the kindness and support, it means a lot to see how caring people can be. I'm also apart of an awareness group for helmet safety for skating of all types, it's called " Helmets For Tyler ". Again, I won't judge any of you for wearing a helmet or not, just be safe always when you skate, you never know what may happen. I hope you all have a blessed day.
-Freckle Face
RIP we are given trials and tribulations brother just gotta get past it
Very sorry for u... Rip Tyler 😔
Sorry for your loss😟
I’m sorry 🥺
Sorry for your loss
The one person who disliked probably couldn’t see through their tears
I disliked because you're are all posers
What they saw: 😟👍down 😄👎up
Since i cant really talk to anyone about this..i rather just say it here yknow...
I feel like a part of be has been ...broken, i miss her so much..but its my fault shes gone...i lied to her..but i really loved her .and now she erased me from her life..and i wanna try to do the same..but ITS JUST SO DAMN HARD , i think about her everyday..and it makes me feel terrible the more i think about it... I miss her..i miss texting her everyday...i miss seeing her smile everytime we would vc..and miss hearing her voice...i can never get those moments back now...
@Calvin Johnson thank you so much..you have no idea how much i needed to hear that...i really appreciate it
Keep your head up man😟u don’t need her u will find someone who will be happy with u and forgive u even if it was the worst mistake you had ever made but it’s ok ..just I’m there for u and I love you even if I don’t know and it’s will be ok I know it gonna be sad but u will get over her and u don’t need her if u take her back and be happy but think again ,what if I hurt her again and she doesn’t forgive me ..so I’m here for u I love you
Dear Iris I am in the same boat but I know things are hard now but You know you are a very important and capable person I promise one day she’ll look back to see that she messed up if you feel the way you do there is no doubt that you were truly in love with her keep your head up champ everything will work out in the end if it was meant to be she’ll be back if not you can’t truly have something that never belonged to you in the first place I promise.
@Ki a stop
@Ki a well they most likely did..you never know..and um..for your information..im a girl...but YES guys do feel pain
Joji worldstar money its mood but when its slowed and you understand the words its hits on a different level
The dislike is a karen
Till this day it still only has one dislike
I find that somewhat amazinh
.......unknown
@@blueemojisad yes
It has 8 now...
I don't feel the same as I used to, like I don't rly get excited anymore about anything, sleep for longer, less emotion, and I can't figure out why, but I'm just sad all the time
Edit: it hasn’t gotten better
No one said that to me but i love u
same man, i'm sure many people experience the same thing, but it's okay, we all just need a break sometimes to figure ourselves out, don't give up yet 🥰🥰🥺🥺💗💗☺☺😘😘
No one's excited for Christmas
Same. I just grew cold. My friends and family think I’m ok but that’s just a façade that I put on. They don’t know how I rlly feel
hey! i hope you’re doing better :)) if you need anyone to vent or talk to i’m someone ahha
My best friend committed suicide in 2018. And I'm listening to this now, seeing the fact this was made in 2018. 😓💔
I just want to sleep and never wake up.
I just want to log out for a week
me too
2:03 ur welcome
🖤
I came here to listen to the whole song
Coolstuff27 ok
thanks ig
Thank bro
i have no idea what to do. (possible TW)
a few weeks ago i stopped myself from suiciding. i don't know why. maybe it was because im cowardly. maybe because it'll hurt. and i dont know what to do now. im trying to tidy up my life but its so hard because i just make my mess messier i've dug myself into a self harm hole. i've gained a bunch of pounds and i feel so worthless because i truly cannot do a single thing right. im such a joke that its hard to tell the line between reality and the internet its all so blurred. i've been looking all over for some good advice because lately i've really felt like i should've jumped
hey, i hope you are doing okay, i know times are tough, but i hope you are still here, if you left i would miss you
@@charlotte.671 you wouldn’t miss me but thank you so much :,)
@@charlotte.671 i am still here, actually. i surprised myself a bit. i've tried to make a change and im now 6 days sober of nicotine and cocaine, im changing my life for the better. im not doing the best but its better than before by miles, thank you for checking in. hope you have a good one as well
@@eliana9316try to improve in yourself that should be ur main focus and don’t worry about other things it’ll be ok trust me ❤️
Hey ik I am late hear but I hope u are still in this world cuz we care abt you and it’s good that u managed to stopped yourself from suicide and just take each step at a time no matter how small the step can be it will slowly add up to be something big so I hope you have a nice day we.Know that there’s people u may not know you that care for you.
This makes me feel emotions i never thought i had
Mhm and it’s scares me.
First time?
This makes me feel emotions I locked away to keep myself from.. very bad things
I love this. Thank you.
This was the first song I heard after losing my brother, now I listen to it all the time crying🥺
My grandfather passed away an hour ago, my condolences to you 🤧💕
hope god bless all of yall
*Am I crazy?*
cheated on by my first at 15, cried to this song with an old bass guitar
y’all ever just - cry and hit your head hard before breaking down into sobs and feeling numb a few minutes later?
yeah-
I was banging my head on the wall hard I was tired of it all my brother saw me and pulled me away hugging me .....heh... I wished that happen he just pulled me away holding me down calling me stupid what are you doing your fu*king crazy 😀
I miss when everything was normal. I wish I never met her. I've been mentally and emotionally abused by my dad and stepmom and stepsister basically all of my life, mentally abused by my closest friend and used by my ex girlfriend, the only person I thought cared. I got manipulated, my ex best friend treated me like I was her little pet. she manipulated my extreme fear and paranoia to the point of me having to sleep with a knife in my room. I got used by my ex girlfriend in multiple different ways, am constantly getting yelled at by my dad and stepmom, my stepsister being an asshole, my triggers constantly not being respected, along with my triggers my pronouns don't get respected either, and my sexuality is "just a phase" even though my ex best friend was so awful to me I still want her back. I miss her so much. I have extreme abandoment and attachment issues and I think everybody hates me whether they do or not. I have so much more I could say but I just want everything to be over. I'm tired of hurting but I don't want to die. I want the feeling of happiness back, considering I havent felt it in 9 months.
why am i still in pain? Why am i crying uncontrollably.WHY DO I HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS?My birthday passed,They threw a party for me.But why am i still in pain? Why am i crying uncontrollably, My boyfriend came and stayed.he’s in a toxic household like me.My uncle is being abusive to his mom. Why do i feel like i’ve done something wrong?I really need a therapist don’t I? I was happy with him and he’s going to his grand parents’ place,he shares his location with me so? but im so scared.no,im TERRIFIED. I dont want to loose my Lover,I love him so much and i want to show him that but i have no experience of loving. He’s my first ever committed relationship. it was our 8th month together,I’m glad he remembered.i dont know how he loves me.I dont know how to show him all my love.I really miss him.
Don't sleep too long, you wont know if you die.
Don't stay awake for too long, you'll exhaust yourself.
Don't cry, they'll call you weak.
Don't toughen up, you'll have no friends.
I dont get what to do.
2:04
I hate when I tell my parents that I'm in a dark place they say you're fine you're just stressed then when I tell my friends they say oh its going to be okay
I've been got told that for 2 years but it just gets worse...
you´re not alone, contact me, please...
100 Reasons
why you should stay alive.
1. We would miss you.
2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself, if you failed or just simply left scars or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you.
3. It does get better. Believe it or not, it will eventually get better.
Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow.
4. There's so much you would miss out on doing.
5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now,
but it is always there.
6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself.
7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise.
8. You are amazing.
9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better.
10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead.
11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason
to stay alive.
12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die.
13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and
all the people you care about.
14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me.
15. You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born.
16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died?
17. You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect.
18. Think about your favorite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again...
19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a
cold day
20. Listening to incredibly loud music
21. Being alive is just really good.
22. Not being alive is really bad.
23. Finding your soulmate.
24. Red pandas
25. Going to diners at three in the morning.
26. Really soft pillows.
27. Eating pizza in New York City.
28. Proving people wrong with your success.
29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life.
30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can.
31. Being able to help other people.
32. Bonfires.
33. Sitting on rooftops.
34. Seeing every single country in the world.
35. Going on road trips.
36. You might win the lottery someday.
37. Listening to music on a record player.
38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower.
39. Taking really cool pictures.
40. Literally meeting thousands of new people.
41. Hearing crazy stories.
42. Telling crazy stories.
43. Eating ice cream on a hot day.
44. Talking bad about people that deserve it to your best friend and
ranting all-day
45. Traveling to another planet someday.
46. Having an underwater house.
47. Randomly running into your hero on the street.
48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel.
49. Trampolines.
50. Think about your favorite movie, you'll never watch it again.
51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place
because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke,
52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more.
53. People do care.
54. Treehouses
55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse
55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees
56. I don't even know you and I love you.
57. I don't even know you and I care about you.
58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your
uniqueness!
59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor.
60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM
THINGS!
61. Starbucks.
62. Hugs.
63. Stargazing.
64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is.
65. You've changed somebody's life.
66. Now you could change the world.
67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you.
68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you.
69. You have the chance to save somebody's life.
70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great
things.
71. Making snow angels.
72. Making snowmen.
73. Snowball fights.
74. Life is what you make of it.
75. Everybody has talent.
76. Laughing until you cry.
77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy.
78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist.
79. It's possible to turn frowns, upside down
80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive.
81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be
your own hero.
82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that
you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.
83. One day your smile will be real.
84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day.
85. Lying on the grass and laughing at the clouds.
86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends.
87. Eating crazy food.
88. Staying up all night watching your favorite films with a loved one.
89. Sleeping in all day.
90. Creating something you're proud of.
91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you
didn't commit
92. Being able to meet your Internet friends.
93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate
94. The new season of Sherlock
95. Cuddling under the stars.
96. Being stupid in public because you just can.
97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason
to smile?
98. being able to hug that one person you haven't seen in years
99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100
reasons for you not to do this.
100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right
now, literally, anything could happen
love u.
She left me
I’m sorry about that😔😖💔
she left me too
beautiful
listening to this masterpiece while reading all the meaningful comments😌❤
if you like joji type music you can see my channel (: ❤️
this has helped me sleep thank u uwu
So sad :c
I just imagine myself riding a bike listening to this song on my way to have a nice little picnic with my love ones .
I looked at you and said, oh oh oh
Don't hate me, am I crazy?
So tenderly you watch me burn, you watch me burn, oh
So tell me, am I crazy?
'Cause I do, 'cause I do
'Cause I do, 'cause I do
'Cause I do, 'cause I do
Ooh
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la (goddamn)
Ooh (oh)
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die
I hate myself:/
People always make fun of me for online dating but I have social anxiety and get really nervous around people 😖
look people can be real jerks, but you do whatever you wanna do! its your life, not theirs
:/
im schizophrenic and everybody hates me
The song that comes into my mind whenever I remember how happy we were as kids, playing with our 3DS with friends, taking our legos to school and crying after because we lost them, playing soccer at our usual place and playing videogames and watching tv when we got home... the saddest thing isn't that we cannot do all those things anymore, it's that we were so happy, so full of life... we would have a million problems but we would ignore them, and then they'd fade away...
This song hits hard because I live in a big family that just so happens so be struggling with money but mentally I’m not fine either-
I pray you're still there. I may not know you but i love you.
I’m not depressed, this song is just a bop
tw: sensitive words
i hate tiktok, its sick watching furries, gacha players, fortnite players, charli fans, small artists, flamingo fans, lgbtq+ members and more get hated on, because people cant let others enjoy themselves its almost like... they need to grow up, i remember me standing up for people including me friend, i didnt know how bad it is to be cyber bullied until my friend got so addicted to tiktok she bullied me, she made me c*t, she makes me wanna d!3, i got into a fight for her, yet she lacks the common sense, im pulling me family apart, i caused myself to be insecure, i know im over weight and ugly, i know im the person you feel embarrassed to be around, i know i act like a six year old, i can be a furry if i want, my own friends mimic me for being depressed i just laugh along, the generation is f*£#3d up..
anyway enough about me, more about the prettiest person i have ever seen (*thats you the the way*)
no matter what people do/say you have a right to be what you wanna be! love yourself, no matter what i will always be by your side! your amazing alright, and dont let anybody say the opposite, enjoy your day/night/morning/evening/afternoon,
i love you, keep going, and remember, a random 12 year old loves you, no matter what xx
sometimes i hate myself,i become a victim and enemy for no reason,when i become too happy and confident...there will be a feeling of bad things will happen to me,i looks tough...but deep inside,i just a shredded no longer happy paper heart
I woke up the other day and began tearing up and I said quietly
“I’m going to feel a lot of pain today...”
I couldn’t feel my back hurt
So I knew...
My mind would be stormy...
And I knew...
It would hurt
I hope you are okay, and that you feel better because this pain we experience is so intense and hard. It causes lack of motivation and you just feel useless. I want you to know you are doing the best you can and I’m so proud of you. You matter, and I love you. Take care, friend
listening to this song make me feel comfortable, even if i'm being eaten by my depression cuz i have schizofrenia... nobody wanna talk to me cuz i'm not "perfect" or something like that... my dad keeps yelling me that i'm nothing, i'm useless and it's probably better if i die. so i'm here: a depressed suicidal 15 yo boy who wants just a happy life, knowing i't's just a dream... don't hate plz
Hey, im 17 years old and I would love to talk to you. Im a girl from Latvia. Please add me on snapchat- cookiemonstaha
Hope your ok
I have a boyfriend and it's just gotten harder. He's been so much more busier and he sounds like he doesn't want to spend time with me. Am I doing something wrong? Do you not want to be with me anymore? Did I break your heart?.
HOW IS THE SATAN HOW DISLIKED THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can listen to this and get in my roof look at the moon and stars and think about my cousin..... I miss u
I wanna be okay. But I’m not. No matter how much I try to hide it from myself. I’m scared. I’m mad. I’m alone. I wanna be happy not only for glimpses
Actually I can't even talk about my fellings in comment section like this, maybe nobody wants to hear how I fell in my family and friends because they will say to go to sleep I know I'm an idiot but I can't even express myself on internet even when people don't know who I am and how I really feel then they will post comments like " I'm 14 AnD THis iS sO dEeP"
hi-
I know how that feels and it really sucks... do you maybe need a friend? I'm here and I'll let you vent. you seem really nice and I feel like we could vent to each other maybe- it's okay if you don't want to
i frequently look through my comment sections (yt notifies me) and i block users from interacting with my channel if they post mockery n shit. Go ahead and vent if you want
hey guys few days ago i find a real friend who helped me a lot im feelling better now thank you for supporting me by this comments im really feeling better when i talk to him then he talked to me about his problem once again thanks for support and making my day a lil better have a nice day luv u :) (edited* a mean a few days ago by this that i talked to him yesterday we were knowing us for a long time but not as close as we are now even 2 hours ago i was with him all day talking and having fun i think my life now will be going better and better I'm really happy now thanks)
@@nadiz5876 that's awesome! I'm so happy you feel better!
@@silliestnightinthewoodsfan thank you
Who broke this Guy is heart?
if you like joji type music you can see my channel (: ❤️
0:39 - here’s when scary fight noises end :)
yessssss
this song helps and idk why
I'll say it here cuz I don't have the courage to tell them
--- do you really think that the kids you abandonned are going to respect you?
---- I know you have an old mind but please stop saying I should have a husband, I want a wife.
------- I know sometimes it can be rough but we're here for you, please don't do anything stupid.
---------- I've always loved you but I'm scared to ruin our friendship...
------- you know I don't mean it when I say I hate you?
--------, -------------, ---------, I don't hate you I just hate myself.
I always cry for nothing
I always smile for nothing
I'm always angry at litle things
I don't know what to feel anymore I guess? but it's not your fault, it's mine. I am the problem, I am the mean friend and the rebelious daughter. I am the one who doesn't care anymore
Do you ever just see something that reminds you of a terrible time, and no matter how much you talk about it, no one understands? So you decide to feel absolutely nothing, and feel no remorse or empathy over feeling amplified emotions that make you want to lay down and not get up? I feel nothing because I hurt, and I hurt because I feel nothing.
Does anyone feel just so left yout recently? That youre always here for your friends and would do anything for them but when it comes to you needing help, they all just act like they are busy or something and just doesnt help you at all, but youre still giving them all of your time and love because you love them very much. I have irl friends and they are all like funny and stuff but i met two girls online and they are... just different then my friends in real life. Im excited all day to talk to them and sad when they have to go. I really dont know what is about them that i love them so much... i just do and i hate the fact that they just feel that way that we are gonna stop talking in a few weeks. But i dont wanna let them go and i hate that i cant do anything about it, they are gonna leave me.. i know it but i just dont wanna let them leave... please
i’m just so lonely
Come unto Me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I Will Give you Rest. Mathew 11:28
i miss my best friend
xXWinter R0seXx leave me alone I’m sad >:,(
@@scarlettcherry9626 hey dont say that :/ we're here to comfort each other not make fun
what happened
to everyone doing bad in these comments. it gets better. I promise. stay strong. for me. please
🖤💔𝕾𝖔 𝖙𝖊𝖑𝖑 𝖒𝖊, 𝖆𝖒 𝕴 𝖈𝖗𝖆𝖟𝖞💔🖤
I'm just here I don't know what to do what to feel what to say where to go I'm just here alone
2:04 is what youre here for.
Bruh believe me Or not I'm not a good person
The first part of this song always gets me because it reminds me of my parents fighting, being unhappy, and being even bigger a-holes to me because they’re unhappy in their relationship void of new experiences and love. They take it out on me sometimes and honestly I feel so don’t with the world sometimes. It’s usually only when they drink, but I can’t help but feel it’s my fault. It’s my fault they’re still together and unhappy, but I know it isn’t at the same time. The fighting only caused trauma and aggression and I just wish they’d leave each other. They’re both angry at themselves and each other so they would be better off. So would I.
It's not your fault. Dont you ever think like that
Omg I love this sm
1k likes with only 1 dislike + relaxing song with lyrics!! 😌
"so tenderly you watch me burn, oh."
Such a song can really make people look back at what they have done bad
0:44 This part
This hits much different
My friend commited suicide in 2021, and now I got his phone, I miss you very much John ...
damn
This song literally just help me study thank lord this exists thank you
me: *crying*
youtube: do you want youtube premium?
Me after: 👁💧👄💧👁
De verdad que sola estoy 😔😔😔
so tell me am i crazy? 💔💔
Oh dad..
I miss you🙂💔
i listen to this when i’m sad but when i get sad the itches on my eyelids and neck just jump out and i end up hurting myself so idk what to do w myself now
this song is not even sad wow
Why do I hate myself
Wait where is Etika?
today i got told that the world would be a better place without me..
well that cant be true
@@jesterbomb6763 thank you :)
they're lying
@@christinefarhat5179 ye they are.
I don't know why but this song always Made feel nostalgic.
Like there was something i will always miss.
Is this image from an anime?
Mom:Stop faking, your life is so perfect
Dad: Stop crying, Your an adult now
Friends: We want nothing to do with you anymore
School: Your deppresed? Have another assignment than
Music: *I got your back*
It hurts me but gotta keep on going🙂
i wish i could just log out for a week or so, go back to the times i was happy. i may be sad but im not depressed.
my whole life i had this dog names komet, and she was my pride and soul. she was the reason i smiled everyday, i know it may seem dumb crying about a dog but she loved me and i loved her. we did everything together, till december 18th, 2017, she decided it was time to go. rip komet 2002-2017.
i also lost my bestfriend, she didnt pass away, but she left and moved to Mississippi. its been 5 years since ive heard her voice, seen her face or heard of her, her grandpa lives next to me still but he isnt that social. she was my neighbor too...! i miss her so much, she promised to come visit me, but she didnt. 2015, wow. i miss you riley! and if you see this! please come visit me again!
La extraño :"(
I can’t feel anything
I want to cry
But I can’t
I want to try
But I can’t
I can’t do it anymore
I can’t feel anything
I want to feel something
I don’t care what it is
Just some sort of an emotion so I don’t feel like I’m going insane
I keep hurting myself
Everything is so hard now
I’m scared to move on
I just want a fresh start
I just want something new
I don’t want to disappoint anyone
But if anyone knew what I’ve been doing to myself I know they’d be disappointed and probably just think I’m attention seeking
Whatever
I guess it’s just gonna be like this for awhile
i've made a big mistake and i want to take it back but can't, everyone is fighting, my fathers stressed, my mother is overwhelmed, and its all because of me. i sometimes think about how much better the world would be without me. i don't know what to think of without feeling sad or useless, everything is messed up because of me and i just want to end every ones suffering and pain by ending myself...-
Da Vinkyy
I have listened this song since I started university and I'm still loving it
I only listen to this one.
I commented this 4 weeks ago?...wow...it felt longer than that
This song makes me remember the good times with my girl😭😭
Same bro 🥺😭😢
Always remember that although today is tough, you’ve gotten through it all the other days, and there is always a tomorrow.
Im trusting to not get judged here but i feel like i cant be myself anymore. tbh i dont even know who i am anymore. When i be myself i get called annoying and when i be someone else i still get called annoying :/ I also get bodyshamed for being skinny and not being able to gain weight when its not my fault my body doesnt want to put on any fat. Life is so unfair and sad ;(
I over think so much It ruins everything. I hate it. I hate myself. I’m tired. I just wanna be his #1 but i’m always the “side one” or the “second choice”. I just wanna be picked once. Please god just ONCE. I really really like him but he doesn’t feel the same
My dad has COVID-19. I wish the best for him.
I love myself but I like this type of music
turn off the lights, smoke weed, and play this song.
Im so lonely that l've never gotten a single invite to anywhere or anything, have no idea how to interact with people and never had anyone to talk to. In elementary I would sit at the playground and do nothing but sit, I never had friends growing up. Now I'm 17 still don't. I’ve been lonely all my life, I sit and watch people hangout. I wish I had friends