My mother's last words to me
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- Опубликовано: 29 сен 2024
- This was pretty hard for me to do on camera. But I wanted to do it for you guys. I want to be as open as possible and make you guys feel like you are really apart of my life. Thanks to those of you that watched the whole video, I know it was long and videos like this may be a bit awkward to watch. You all rock.
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Thank you so much for sharing this Ryan. We all Love you, but you know that already. Your mom would be even more proud if she saw how awesome you are today.
You're trying to get publicity
+Mary Stoiana So.. I'm trying to gain publicity by telling ryan that his mom would be very proud of him?
Okay.
+Mary Stoiana that's so rude of you to say
+Mary Stoiana yeah I know, I hate when people do that, I swear to you I bet when I check this channel you will see emojis in the thumbnails.
+Moe Othman hahahaha your response to that ^
I cried because I used to treat my mom bad when I was young but now I treat my mom a lot better. My moms mom was 62 when her mom died and some nights see cries. I'll hug her and tell I'm so sorry. I've lost a lot in my life. Yes I'm still a kid and I still have a lot of things to loose. So I'm so sorry.
Sorry I ment to put she cries...
+Drew W L
lose* sorry it was driving me insane.
that's beautiful
Thank you for telling this. Im 13 and on my 12th birthday my mom was diagnosed with stage 3 brest cancer. I thought somehow it was for somthing I did and i was being punished. My mother was cleared about a week after before Christmas and a day or so after her birthday. And if anyone reading this is going through this, have hope, and know if they do pass, its to a better place, thanks for reading.
god bless man
I'm genuinely sorry to hear that, but hopefully you're having a good life.🙏🏼
❤️❤️
@Justin-ztd I disagree.
Everyone should take advantage of the time with their mother. My mother is still alive, but we've never gotten along. We never had a relationship where she would read me to sleep or sing me to sleep or take me places. We were low on money, so she would be at work all night, and then she'd sleep or cook during the day. I appreciate the things that she was able to do, but we still just don't get along and most of the time it feels like I'm living with a stranger rather than a mother. She's home a lot more often now, and we're better off with money, but she's still so distant from me. I guess the point if this is please pay attention to your mother. If she wants to go shopping with you or go to the movies with you, go with her, because some people, whether they're in Ryan's situation or my situation, don't get those chances.
Bravo 👏👏👏👏 (not in a mean way)
+Jeff21Triple Lol that'd be fucked up if you meant that in a rude way.
I feel you on this. crazy how much I relate to this
sleeping in my grand mothers arms and feeling safe..this is my best childhood memory
I lost my dog almost two months ago and when i was a little I was so excited to get her
+Amber Hilton I'm so sorry for your loss :(
thanks
thanks
My grandma is the one who taught me to cook. She used to let me throw whatever I wanted into a pot and just go with it. One summer, she and I made a dish everyday out of a cookbook until we finished the whole thing. We would sit and laugh and she'd tell me stories about her life and how my mom was as a kid. I learned everything about food from her and she's the biggest reason I fell in love with cooking and decided to go to culinary school. She passed away about 5 years ago and I still get very emotional whenever I talk about her. Knowing she's the reason I discovered my dream is the sorta thing you can never repay someone for. She was truly and angel and I'm positive your mother was too. Loved the video. x
Thank you so much for sharing this for us, you're so blessed and strong, much love for being this open 😌 Thanks brother.
This blog was very heartfelt. BTW I love when you hang out with Jesse and Jenna.
Same
My best friend died in an accident one year ago today and this makes me think of him
I'm sorry my friend also was killed last year, he got shot
Ryan ,
Thank you so much for this video . When I was young , I too lost my mother. I can't even explain the hole it's created in my life . Nobody I knew growing up dealt with the same . I always felt like I was missing out on something , everyone had their mother except me . And many kids bullied me over the fact that my mother passed . I'm a freshman in high school and I've recently stopped talking to one of my closest friends for bulling my over my mom . This video truly made me feel so much better. I can not thank you enough . You give me someone to relate to , I feel like I'm not alone . I know this may sound dumb but , thank you . Thank you . Thank you . I love you .
+Elaina Good to move on with life. If you don't move on with life than you can't live life.
Favorite memory as a kid was riding this old, squeaky rocking horse for hours on end while watch Disney movies and Selena and I'd sing as loud as I could to every song I knew
You are literally the strongest guy ever...... Thank you for trusting me.....us so much you inspire me to be a better person and to stay average :)
My simplest, most favorite memory of my mother is just her hugging me. I won't ever forget that feeling, and not a day goes by that I don't wish I could feel that once more.
You're sooo amazing for this💜 my mom died as well, last year when I was 15, it was and still is the hardest thing I've ever had to go through.😓
I really enjoyed this brotha! Great video! Your mom sounded like an amazing person!
Thank you for doing this video. I lost my mom 3 years ago to lung cancer. She passed away 6 weeks after she was diagnosed. I miss her so much.
Man, I have your mother in my thoughts!!! God bless 😃
If you are sad, Your mother is sitting beside you and hear your heart. You is not alone
wow I LOVE when ads ruin a video that is sentimental REALLY FUCKING LOVE IT
Same
I feel it
Yeah, I know, but he’s gotta make his money too
if ur reading this go hug ur parents and say u love them 💖💖
Tomorrow ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
My favorite memory is bringing my dog home when she was 2 months. She's my first dog and I was so so happy
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You are incredibly strong for making this video. Memories are a brilliant thing and I'd like to thank you for sharing some of you and your mother's with us. I wish you and your family all the happiness in the world. Stay strong.x
I can so relate to everything you've said in this video. I lost my grandma, whom I loved soo dearly, to cancer too..it was one of my most painful and heartbreaking memory ever...I just wish I had more time to tell her how much I love her and how sorry I am for hurting her unintentionally. :(
Thank you for making this video, it made me think of my grandmother, especially since her death anniversary is coming up. One of my favourite childhood memories is of visiting the UK (I live in Singapore) in the summer and crawling around and searching for the perfect blade of grass with my grandmother in her garden to compliment the little daisy and buttercup bouquet I put together. It may not sound very exciting, but it's a special memory of my grandmother, one that always makes me smile :)
Wow Ryan. I only recently subscribed to your channel, but I've been binge-watching all of your videos over the past few days. I clicked on this video out of curiosity because everything else on this channel is so upbeat. I couldn't stop watching. Your emotions were so sincere and I can understand where you were coming from. One of my best friends' moms passed away recently from a rare cancer and it's so surreal without her here. You're very brave.
My favorite memory would be the few summers where I had my aunt and cousins visit and we'd go places like Disney land, Las Vegas, etc. This is a really sweet video Ryan, your mother was a wonderful person. Thank you for sharing this with us.
This is beautiful! I pictured all the things you said in my head and it was so perfect and fun. She lived an amazing life and she is so proud of you! I love you so much for this and you should be proud too. One memorie that sticks out to me is when my dad would come home from work and I would meet him near the bottom of the hill, he always went on his bike but he would always put me on the bike and push me up the hill back home, that was a good childhood memorie that I just remembered all thanks to you💜 I'm going to tell him about it when he gets back from taking the dog for a walk😂
my favorite memory is with my best friend Lacy. I remember the first day of 6th grade, when we found out we had orchestra together. we were so excited! she always makes me laugh, when I'm sad, makes me happy, when I'm depressed, and is always there when I need her
My favorite memory is me and my grandfather driving to see my grandma working real estate and stopping for a root beer on the way there. He is sick now so it's these memories I can cherish
Whos the heartless person who dislike this :(
this video is so emotional but im glad i got to watch it, my favorite memory is going to a 5 seconds of summer concert with my best friend Maggie and my twin sister on September 4th 2015. it was a great day and i also met my internet friend there so it was amazing. and i know you probably wont see this but stay strong about your mom and i love you.
Im so sorry for ur loss. You are very lucky to have such a good mother and shes lucky to have such a brave son!
wow i am a mess.. could not stop crying. I am so sorry for your loss Ryan, i'm sure your mom is watching over you now and is very proud of all your achievements
this video made me realize how special life is and the moments we spend with the people we love.
So sorry for you lost Ryan. Your mother sounded like an amazing woman, and she left her legacy with you. Thank you for opening me up to realizing I need to appreciate the time I have left with my parents. You are such a genuinely kind person, thank you for being you.
My favorite memory as a kid was breakfast with my grandmother every morning.
This is making me think more about how I treat anyone in life. Thank you Ryan for helping me think more about appreciating the people in my life.
When I was little, my family used to go camping a lot for our family holidays. It was the most cherished times out of my entire life. They were just such pleasant memories of a much more simple, enjoyable time. Not filled with stress or pressure. Ryan, I know this video was posted a while ago, I'm so sorry for your loss. ❤️
I am so so sorry Ryan. This video made me cry, I've never lost anyone close to me. I can't even imagine how awful that would be.
wow. this made me think of my mom if she died and I literally just start crying. Every single time I think of her if she was gone I cry immediately. I love her to death and I can't explain how I would feel or what I would do. I literally have no idea. I love you so much mom and I'm glad your still here and I hope you are forever.
my favorite moment was spending time with my grandma she passed away last year. I would say me spending time with my dad...but he died 3 weeks before I was born.:'( like if that has happened to you with any family member.
I had the same sad moment as you, when i was 8 ny poppy/grandpa died, i was devastated i wasnt ready for that and i spent days mourning over the lose of such a great person that would always make me laugh and smile. That was four years ago and all of the great memories are still stuck in my head. I understand how you feel
My favorite memory is when me and my dad work together during spring and summer time.
Ryan, god bless your soul. You're amazing. Whoever disliked this video has a black heart.
My best moment was when i meet my dad at the hospital because he had cancer.
And he sade that he wasn't sick any more and then i was 17 years old and now i am 22.
And because that is my best moments is because my mother was drinking to much back then and it was then my dad supported me and when he got cancer i knew that i could not help him and made me very sad for that. And i am so sorry for your mother.
awe Ryan! This made me cry😢. I love you so much Ryan! I'm always here for you💗
I'm 14, and I lost my uncle in an accident a few years ago and it still hurts to think about it. I wasn't close to him, but to get home and he's he died killed me inside. I cried for a few days.
Ryan, I'm happy that you have stayed strong, I bet your mother is so proud of you up in heaven. She sounds like a wonderful person. I'm sorry for all the things you've had to go through
my favorite memory was when I surprised my grandma after having moved for 6 months and she ran out of her house crying and screaming.
Wow, this video was uploaded quite some time ago but it really hits home. I lost my mom 3 days before my 13th birthday and you're honestly so lucky your mom was able to write the little she did. I have nearly nothing but 5-6 pictures. It's honestly the hardest thing I've ever been through, but seeing how strong you are now really shows that you can get through anything. I send my deepest thoughts and so much love to you!
Ryan I know u won't look at this but u don't get how amazing you truly are...
my favourite memory... when I found out that I was going to be an aunt...I remember I felt like I actually had a purpose again...my nephew is now 2 and absolutely brilliant... he's the only thing that kept me going... when I was in a dark spot he was what kept me from doing something horrible...
My fav memory as a kid is with my dad when we used to drive around town and he'd feed me raisin, idk why i just loved it very much
my favorite memory as a kid was being able to spend time with my two grandparents that actually loved me and having my mom and dad there with me and my brother just playing bored games and having fun. I'm sorry Ryan you lost your mom I know how it feels to lose to someone very very close to you from cancer
This is my first time watching a Ryan Abe video. But my favorite memory as a kid was the first year my family let my cousin's and I go trick or treating by ourselves. We ended up running home because we caused too much mischief and hit some old mans door with a soggy news paper and he came after us. My grandmother was really angry at us that night haha! But this really really makes me feel a type of way because I almost lost my mom and grandmother this past summer. Coming so close to losing two core people in my life right before I moved away to college sucked. I'm going to start taking your advice and write good memories down. Thank you Ryan for this video.
I have just recently lost someone to cancer this past few months and it has been very hard on our family. It is tearing some people apart, while bringing people together. He was a very loved man, and it is hard to say goodbye. My great grandmother also suffered from breast cancer, and as well as my grandmother. No one wants cancer, but they realize who the real family members and friends are because they stick by your side no matter what. They didnt choose to have cancer, they were born with it. I am deeply sorry for your loss, shes in a better place, to watch over you and be your guardian angel. She may not be here in person, but she still is very live in your soul!
much love for you ry during this time of remembrance, xxo
Thank you for this video. It's helped me open my eyes a little more to the fact that I should spend more time with my family because you never know what could happen. Well my favorite memory is really whenever I would spend time with my family and there were no arguments, just laughs. Also whenever me and my brother would play as kids.
My favorite memory when I was younger.. was going outside with a bunch of friends and playing pokemon yellow version and trading all day long
The reality of you, Ryan, just now occurred to me. I live in NM and have been watching your videos for many years. As strange as it may sound you have been my hero and as a result I idolized you. But hearing this made me understand how real you truly are. Thank you Ryan for sharing.
Just beautiful.
This is so hard to do, so strong of him
My favorite memory was always going trick or treating on my street with my family and friends
no need to apologize, this is a great video. I'm sure most people have lost someone close to them and can relate
A favorite memory of mine is when I met my best friend bailey Bowen she means the world to me!! Love u Ryan and your videos
I started crying around 0:40. Thank you for making this video.
This made me cry and think about wat I have in my life I'm sorry for ur lost but my favorite memory is whenever I was with my mom because I would make her smile no matter how mad or sad she was and she always know how to make me smile but if I had to choose a memory it would be how my mom would take me to the beach almost everyday if the year and that even ment the days wen it was freezing cold cuz this NYC weather is crazy
This was really amazing Ryan, and my heart goes out to you. This video brought tears to my eyes. I love your videos and I hope you keep doing them for a long time! Sending you lots of support! *internet hug*
I was going to cry just seeing the title.
I love you Ryan & I will always support you & be here for you no matter what.
About a week ago my grandpas cancer got very bad again. A few days before he passed I got to see him. I sat down next one to his bed and he gestured for my hand. He held my hand super tight and whispered I love you. My grandpa had never said I love you to me before. Maybe five minutes later, I was still holding his hand and I realized that our hands looked exactly the same. This was one of the most special days of my life.
My grandpa died 3weeks ago and I was gonna call him that night , he was in the hospital and then he stopped breathing 😢
Ryan-I know I'm only a viewer so my leverage for this comment is probably minimal but it seems your mom would be very proud of you. You have such tremendous empathy and an amazing way of connecting people who have experienced loss in their lives. Thank you for being our bridge :)
Awe Ryan I'm so sorry about your mom but I hope you're okay even tho it's been so long this is hard to forget and my best memory was with my best friend (my papa) I was with him everyday and I miss him so much he died of lung cancer when I was about 6 or 7 and I'm 14 now but everyday I was with him was a new exciting adventure
Respect and I'm so sorry for your loss
my favourite memory is putting a blanket in the hallway of our appartment and playing with toys i was 2 at that time i don't why it my fav
My favorite memory is watching your videos . Ryan you help me in a lot of ways , from me feeling sad and depressed to loved . you clearly care about everyone of your fans and they feel the same way . I love you and thank you for all that you do . ~ Amber
my favorite memory was when i was very young. Before my dad was diagnosed with Parkinson's disease once a month he would take my brother, sisters, and I on what we called "Adventure Day" were us kids would get to choose what we did all day, like going to chuck cheese or Interskate 91. It stopped once he got really sick and my parents spent more time at doctors offices, but even tho I was super young they are still my best memories i have so many years later.
You got balls for sharing this and I'm proud of you
your strong and right I bless you
Ryan I am so glad you have made it to this age after the loss you went through, many people will take their own lives because of how sad they are. I am happy you got through it and have had many wonderful years. Also I am really grateful that you made this video because many people are going through/have gone through losing members if their family and friends, and they all would have needed this so much. I think your mother is a wonderful person for writing that book in her last chapter of her life, she must've known what you were going through. She sounds like a lovely lady and I wish she could've stayed around longer to ser you grow up even more and maybe even made videos with you. It was definitely a great idea to read this book on camera Ryan, I love you loads ❤ and stay strong xx
The moral of my story is that what you just gave me Ryan was a glimpse of precious insight in my granfathers mind and what i found out for both of us is that if that person is loved they are at peace
I just lost my father in September...i was never close with him so i know how you feel about having those questions unanswered.......its heart wrenching and i cant put it into words of how i wished he changed....he was a drug addict...thats why i was never close with him...
just starting watching your videos... and that was that was tough to watch, sorry for your lost
sorry for your loss Ryan stay strong
Im so sorry for your loss Ryan x
this was absolutely beautiful ryan
Ryan!.. your such a great guy ! your always so up beat and you always make me laugh when I'm feeling down. keep up the great vids!
i am so sorry about your. mom my memory as a kid is going medivil times for my birthday with my family
your mum's awesome! she might not be here rn, but she is still awesome!
Favorite memory as a kid was playing in any sport I was involved in. Baseball and basketball esoecially
My fave memory was probably when I was little my elementary school would host these "sweetheart dances" and it was for fathers and daughters & my dad passed away 3 years ago when I was 12 but I'll always have those memories
I am sorry you lost your mom I lost my aunt to Brest cancer love you
getting my puppy, Ryan i really look up to u ur an amazing person for going through everything u have gone through but one day we will find a cure and ur mom is a reason why we are trying to find a cure i do the breast cancer walk every year and even the years I couldn't walk but stay u.!
its crazy bc all this stuff is relatable and all the streets and all the places that are mentioned in ur vids ik of bc im from philadelphia
100 times i watch this video evertime i cry
i would cry on the video he make called :open your eyes
Great Video ! Very Transparent , very thoughtful , and well worth my time. I had to instantly subscribe, really moved me and motivated me at the same time to continue to take advantage of the moments and make memories with those who mean most to me. I really needed to see this video.
Thank you times infinity for sharing .
Great Video !
I'm new to your channel and your one of the best I have ever seen because let of youtuber would never do that they keep it to there self and just want to say thank you I'm 20 the one that was the best thing I get or did when I was a kid is when I'm little brother claim and it made my life different and better becuse we do everthibg togther I'm 20 he is 12 and we still do things together noting gets in the way just want to say before I go thank you so much but life always has its downs and ups but u keep moving
i just adore you .take care Ryan
My heart is broken for you, Ryan.
Within the first 2 minutes I was crying :') idk about anyone else but I'm just a cry baby
I spent a lot of this video simply crying. I lost my grandad to a brain tumour that spread all over his body when i was nine. He died on New Year's Day which was also his birthday. He'd wished to be with his momma again and three hours later he got that wish. He would forget who we were, who he was. He had to drink out of a baby cup and have his food mashed up cause the cancer mixed in with his autism reduced him down to the mental age of a one year old if I remember correctly. The doctors never told him he had cancer but i think he caught on eventually, my grandma's not very good at whispering. I hate it because sometimes i find myself forgetting and i don't want to forget, i want to move on yes but i never want to forget the man that wore one brown sock and one green sock on a Wednesday because it reminded him the was coming over to see me. I never want to forger the man who pushed me on the swings in my backyard. I never want to forget one of the men in my life that i loved most
I have a always had a HUGE passion for soccer, ever since I could remember, I would be kicking a ball around somewhere. And it is a thing that takes my mind off of everything, being a goalkeeper, (the position that I have become since age 6-7) I just love it so much and I hope to go as far as I can with soccer.