Home by five

I don´t want to be home by five
I don´t like that i´m losing my mind
I´ll be back in the hole
If i ever crawl out i know i´ll be back no doubt
I´ll stay idle today
I´ll stay idle all day
I don´t want to be home today
I can´t call it home anymore
If i keep going the same way i´ve been going for so long
It´s stupid to believe that i´ll ever get somewhere different
But if i change my way what if i lose my way along this way
I don´t want the ship to crash so I´ll decompose, be my own trash before going anywhere