Stik Figa - Holding Back Tears (prod. Apollo Brown) | Official Video

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  • Опубликовано: 24 авг 2024
  • "Holding Back Tears" is a song I wrote as a way to deal with the emotions of loss in the context of my personal experiences as a black man in America. The constant push and pull of what is considered acceptable versus how I feel, and making the right choices for my survival and being able to keep my conscious intact. I'm sure many can relate, so, I thought I would share, and be transparent about it all."
    from the album Stik Figa "Central Standard Time"
    produced by Apollo Brown
    Story by: Barrel Maker
    Director/Cinematographer: Morgan Cooper
    Co-Director: Soloman Bass
    Line Producer/1st AC: Ralph Dumas
    2nd AC: Dan Banks
    Sound Mixer: Cliff Dumas
    Key Grip: Max McBride
    Grip: Antwain Heard
    Grip: Benjamin Harrison
    Associate Producer: Honesty Edwards
    Compositing: Kris Angsuwan
    Cast:
    Starring: Donovan Woods
    Friend who is killed: T.J. Pickens
    Shooter: Lance Lasker
    Daughter: Reniah Dumas
    Mom: Necia Gamby
    Gun Dealer: Larkin Collins
    Special thanks to Lufti's & Lights On Kansas City
    #StikFiga #ApolloBrown #MelloMusicGroup
    Sounds Beautiful Like The Truth
    Mello Music Group, 2017

Комментарии • 336

  • @mellomusicgroup
    @mellomusicgroup  7 лет назад +38

    Stik Figa - "Central Standard Time" (feat. Elzhi, Homeboy Sandman, Rappin 4-Tay)
    iTunes radi.al/t9HHDDZ
    Spotify tinyurl.com/hchgvbf
    Vinyl www.mellomusicgroup.com/products/stik-figa-central-standard-time-lp?_pos=1&_sid=3e818ae18&_ss=r

    • @balintkamvas3651
      @balintkamvas3651 4 года назад

      Dear Apollo Brown., Mr Stik Figa. This is my 29th birthday. I heard this track-you made it worth.

  • @PatrickCc
    @PatrickCc 3 года назад +182

    amazing

  • @collislymerickgy
    @collislymerickgy 9 дней назад +41

    Came here from Bel Air. New fan

  • @Rodnyet
    @Rodnyet 7 дней назад +21

    Bel-Air bought me here, this song is 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥

  • @civic92126
    @civic92126 6 лет назад +29

    I'm a grown ass man and this had me tearing up, deep story. Apollo is has been the best producer in the past few yrs without question. Stik Figa is a beast with the lyrics.

  • @sherrywalklett7248
    @sherrywalklett7248 7 дней назад +1

    Absolutely profound! We need to remember that when we need a blood transfusion, an organ transplant etc. etc. we don't ask what colour the donor was. We are simply grateful that someone was willing to donate what we so desperately needed. This is the world I want to live in, where the colour of our skin doesn't separate us but rather unites us against those who would prefer that their agenda be met. Their expectation of who or what we should be should not be lived into but railed against with every fibre of our being. We are all connected by the finest of gossamer threads so when I hurt you, I hurt me.

  • @dankomanapalli9754
    @dankomanapalli9754 7 лет назад +89

    THIS is what the culture is capable of. Knowledge, wisdom, understanding. Hip Hop has always been that. Salute Stik!

  • @emculate
    @emculate 6 дней назад +7

    Bel-Air season 3 eps. 1 sent me hear. I heard this song , paused the show, and went straight to RUclips. This joint is 🔥🔥🔥, what Hip-Hop was is supposed to sound like.

  • @steevedc4159
    @steevedc4159 8 дней назад +11

    Damn took me like an hour to find this song,watching Bel Air rytnow and I just discovered this song,how is the song not huge🤦🏽

    • @prettyboyhenny7441
      @prettyboyhenny7441 6 дней назад

      same here, just found about it from bel-air, it should be huge cos its hard

  • @laurenmastroviti6543
    @laurenmastroviti6543 3 года назад +3

    How many people here couldn't hold back their tears by the end of this video..? The song was dope and the quality of acting was amazing.

  • @paulcortez6647
    @paulcortez6647 4 дня назад +1

    Belair brought me here. The video, the beat, the lyrics, truly a masterpiece. Salute, have this on repeat.

  • @STEELO-247
    @STEELO-247 6 лет назад +59

    The fact that this only has 70,000 views is a fucking crime.

    • @Pohlolol
      @Pohlolol 3 года назад +2

      please. stop. quantifying. whatever. you. meet. and. come. back. to. a. noncapitalistic. way. of. perception. by. talking. about. what. the. song. did. to. you., not. what. it. didn't. do. to. others.

    • @aidn5490
      @aidn5490 3 года назад

      @@Pohlolol please stop :)

    • @laurenmastroviti6543
      @laurenmastroviti6543 3 года назад

      Now it's 198k.... Slightly better.

    • @laurenmastroviti6543
      @laurenmastroviti6543 3 года назад +1

      @@aidn5490 You know Willfried made a good point;)

    • @broncomcbane6382
      @broncomcbane6382 2 года назад

      2nd verse was insane

  • @Ajswagg-om8hb
    @Ajswagg-om8hb 6 дней назад +5

    Bel-air brought me here 💯

  • @Peilerman321
    @Peilerman321 6 лет назад +9

    The comment section under videos from MMG spreads nothing but positivity most of the time. I love that. Plus this was a very heartfelt track and video, thats what hiphop is about!!

  • @siordamc
    @siordamc 7 лет назад +43

    The message in the song & the imagery is what young folk need to see today. No gimmicks this is real life, real music & it's something some of us deal with on the daily. Peace for this MMG keep our people focused.

  • @SethVVM77
    @SethVVM77 7 лет назад +3

    I actually feel sad for the people that disliked this. Wow... how can you hate on this? This man poured his heart on this track, and my god, what a beat, Apollo is an amazing producer. This song sends a bucketload of emotions, and I relate to it more than I'd like. Never stop spittin' that real in the mike Stik Figa. Never.

  • @NateGarcia-po4gp
    @NateGarcia-po4gp Год назад +3

    NOW THIS IS HIP - HOP !!! ❤

  • @vusumzimtimkulu2228
    @vusumzimtimkulu2228 Год назад +5

    such a profound song....been playing this on repeat all the way from south africa....music got no barriers, it transcends everything

  • @thokozilemokoenanyana5275
    @thokozilemokoenanyana5275 4 дня назад +3

    Bel-Air brought me here❤‍🔥❤‍🔥❤‍🔥

  • @gakdaniels76
    @gakdaniels76 7 лет назад +12

    I'm proud of this new generation in hip hop.This is not the first time I've heard one of these new artist actually show a human side and some compassion.I wish it would of caught on earlier.My generation was all about being superthug and being heartless and cold.I feel we got manipulated.

  • @femaleswolf
    @femaleswolf 7 лет назад +43

    Phew, I mean I was so connected to this story. Apollo had the right beat in mind and Stik with the lavishly strong bars over it blessed this look into a situation gone bad plus revenge. Sadly this does happen in reality which continues the cycle of violence. Great twist in the end.

  • @intense34
    @intense34 7 лет назад +84

    Apollo Brown never fails with his beats. Best underground producer for the last five years for me!
    This guy is cool he reminds me of Steele from Smif - N - Wessun!

    • @harveyclearwater3510
      @harveyclearwater3510 7 лет назад +2

      intense34 Apollo tho for reAl boom bap best in the game anything he produce flames

  • @myhomevideos2011
    @myhomevideos2011 7 лет назад +16

    Congrats to everyone who played a part in making this video! I mean fighting back tears! Phenomenal acting and storyline!!!!!!

  • @disturb13
    @disturb13 2 года назад +1

    Exactly!!! to each its Own. Whats shown is the power of emotion. Response to pain and scars that run deep!!! Thank you for this Stik. Apollo word up ⬆️ peace! Disturb

  • @taxtard3
    @taxtard3 7 месяцев назад +1

    What a masterpiece. The lyrics, the beat, the video. All of it

  • @th3rd3arplan3tradio
    @th3rd3arplan3tradio Год назад +1

    I wished apollo brown would've done a full LP with him. Apollo Browns beats speak to your soul. The lyrics go perfect with the productions.

  • @morelifeking2973
    @morelifeking2973 6 часов назад

    Watching Bel-Air and this song stop me in my tracks. I had to pause the show and find this song. I swear this song is about me. And the video is amazing. Damn I needed this 🫡

  • @reinistalla7838
    @reinistalla7838 7 лет назад +16

    Gives hope. Sends much love and peace to the mind that listens to this

  • @just1neb
    @just1neb 7 дней назад +3

    Bel Air Season 3 Episode 1 Brought me here

  • @t_xxic8814
    @t_xxic8814 4 года назад +3

    Daaaaamn. This song and the video got me shook! Deserves at least 100 times the views. Apollo Brown never disappoints with his beats either, but Stik Figa, what a song!!!

  • @DJNinez
    @DJNinez 7 лет назад +21

    Apollo does it again & again. Always as real as it gets.

  • @johnthomas1219
    @johnthomas1219 Год назад +2

    I always drop a tear damn near to this song🙌🏾🙌🏾🧨

  • @dipthongthathongthongthong9691
    @dipthongthathongthongthong9691 7 лет назад +3

    If this didn't touch you then I'm afraid you have no soul. You might not be human. Art with men showing their vulnerability doesn't sell. Especially black and brown men. But it's exactly what is needed in hip-hop at this point... honest story-telling about the truth of every day life over Apollo Brown beats.

  • @DeeMaxum
    @DeeMaxum 7 дней назад

    Here after hearing this on Bel-Air..... This 🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @johnthomas8
    @johnthomas8 6 лет назад +3

    I've been listening to this song for a year and it still hits me at the bottom of my stomach. Real shit for a real man.

  • @sibusisomadondo2789
    @sibusisomadondo2789 5 лет назад +4

    Watched this song more than a hundred times but everytime seems like my first time.

  • @soindifferent_
    @soindifferent_ 3 года назад +2

    I rock with this heavy! Beautiful video.

  • @MatthewKuzava
    @MatthewKuzava 7 лет назад +11

    what a searingly raw painful and beautiful piece of art.

  • @ogdurmogard8889
    @ogdurmogard8889 7 лет назад +2

    This video have one of the strongest messages for the era we live in today. Put the weapons down yall revenge is always going to make the wheel of hatred continue. Be bigger be the G.O.A.T of your life!

  • @26Lucid
    @26Lucid 6 лет назад +2

    LOVE > HATE. What a powerful message.

  • @messiahblack4816
    @messiahblack4816 7 лет назад +36

    This was dope! I can't lie normally when I check out new stuff nowadays my finger stay near that stop button but with this the more I listened,the more I wanted to hear. Also the acting in this video is on point,very heartfelt and melodramatic. It's like you want to see what happens next and that's a good thing...

  • @murilomg2008
    @murilomg2008 7 лет назад +2

    Apollo Brown + Stik Figa = Real Hip Hop

  • @memedoze6661
    @memedoze6661 7 лет назад +47

    Very strong,almost made me cry

    • @shavuelwaleful
      @shavuelwaleful 7 лет назад

      Same

    • @memedoze6661
      @memedoze6661 7 лет назад +1

      Hot Dog I mean,you really feel it

    • @olli._st9422
      @olli._st9422 7 лет назад

      boy, shut your sensitive ass up

    • @memedoze6661
      @memedoze6661 7 лет назад +5

      Zu krass No that's not sensitive,that's normal.Why are you even here?

    • @olli._st9422
      @olli._st9422 7 лет назад

      you don't get the joke???

  • @SharpReef87
    @SharpReef87 7 лет назад +24

    God is underground!

  • @collenmorwagae5239
    @collenmorwagae5239 3 года назад +2

    Flip This joint sent shivers down my spine...goosebumps I tell yall!!!!! Once again Apollo Brown on the beat!!!!

  • @du0t0ne
    @du0t0ne 7 лет назад +15

    AB always brings out good artists to the table... So does MMG

  • @niklojavelle
    @niklojavelle 7 лет назад +12

    Strong.The excellence called Hip Hop.

  • @garrettwarren22rcrew
    @garrettwarren22rcrew 7 дней назад +2

    Bel air! Gem

  • @croutonjohnson655
    @croutonjohnson655 7 лет назад +4

    Well crafted on the pen and visual tip. Keep it coming Stik Figa.

  • @chrizoic
    @chrizoic 7 лет назад

    Black man poetry. 100% top notch! Beautiful! Kudos Stik & Apollo!

  • @dahappyhop
    @dahappyhop 4 года назад +2

    Good acting, great hip-hop

  • @tobithomas23
    @tobithomas23 2 года назад

    The title reflects exactly what I, as a listener, am trying hard to control at the same time. And even though it's been a long time, I humbly send my respect and a R.I.P. from Germany. to the brother Tiwanne Gates 🙏

  • @jamellee8402
    @jamellee8402 7 лет назад +1

    powerful, definitely a reality check, of the world we live, breath and die in!!!!

  • @murtattooist4070
    @murtattooist4070 4 года назад

    Waiting for the holding back tears 2, nice song, bless

  • @capricornking560
    @capricornking560 7 лет назад +3

    Wow... I missed when emcees would tell stories, this is fucking dope!!

  • @kamelody7285
    @kamelody7285 4 года назад +1

    Sick track and video. This is pure ART. Apollo brown keep dropping fire with his beats. Stik is the Man . Always on point

  • @antwanmcgee5857
    @antwanmcgee5857 День назад

    BEL-AIR SENT ME HERE TOO 😊!!!!!

  • @stertrak
    @stertrak 3 года назад +2

    Hip-Hop !!!

  • @KozmikEl7
    @KozmikEl7 3 года назад +1

    This was fantastic bro my first time hearing an seeing this wow something special in 2021 Dam bro 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥✌

  • @TheSocialExperience
    @TheSocialExperience 2 года назад +2

    The culture brought me here

  • @jasonmays1844
    @jasonmays1844 2 года назад +1

    We can all relate to holding back tears

  • @GrandMasterPate
    @GrandMasterPate 4 года назад

    I always find myself coming back to this song. Lets all stop the violence and love one another. Let us find peace within ourselves.
    I can feel pain behind these lyrics. This video has a powerful message.

  • @detrickboucicaut4708
    @detrickboucicaut4708 7 лет назад +2

    fyeee💯

  • @digimediadude786
    @digimediadude786 7 лет назад +13

    What a powerful song and video! Amazing work guys!

  • @tidalbrown1018
    @tidalbrown1018 7 лет назад +80

    ~ Yooooo this was a great song and video wow I loved this it felt so real Ima have to look this Stik Figa artist up he def got a new fan in me I want to hear more of his work and shouts to AB for the dope track as always ~

    • @liamhares3680
      @liamhares3680 7 лет назад +6

      Tidal Brown the city under the city is an amazing album.

    • @108rasta
      @108rasta 7 лет назад +6

      "Cold" is my fav. He is at the top. This whole group is the illist. Mello music is at the top of the game. One love

    • @staubsaugernase
      @staubsaugernase 7 лет назад +1

      check out "smoke rings" by l'orange feat. stik figa. a song that makes you want to tear down walls and roofs.

    • @geckopastor3119
      @geckopastor3119 7 лет назад +3

      Check out 'seasons' if you haven't already, by the same dope duo as this pearler ;)

    • @falethusithole5228
      @falethusithole5228 7 лет назад +1

      Tidal Brown also check out monochrome l'orange ft stik figa

  • @soulctrl
    @soulctrl 6 лет назад

    oh hell, I should visit this channel more often because it's a gold mine.

  • @KyleKnoblauch
    @KyleKnoblauch 3 года назад

    Wow......... Anyone who saw that ending ahead of time raise your hands...... this was amazing production from start to finish 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

  • @twenys6x212
    @twenys6x212 2 года назад +1

    That was deep.. didn't expect that.

  • @kevincee7784
    @kevincee7784 7 лет назад

    Wow!!been there!! So glad I never crossed that line!!whatever a man sow so shall he also reap!!

  • @randalllawkin
    @randalllawkin 7 лет назад +5

    wow this music video and song got weight to it man!! see this is real hip-hop music....mellow music the reincarnation of rawkus records

  • @NISMOZ34
    @NISMOZ34 7 лет назад +4

    AMAZING!!!! That was dope AF... Apollo set the perfect soundtrack to this mini movie.

  • @HhqcRules
    @HhqcRules 7 лет назад +15

    "Cold" then this, alright Stik Ill buy the album.
    Respect from Québec

    • @nethankimani2555
      @nethankimani2555 7 лет назад

      It's Sick NV colchester NV cycle b nphmcn cm tn
      tn n cy mn club st mmgnfnbnnm free i

    • @charlesdb7001
      @charlesdb7001 5 лет назад

      difficile d'aimer les rappeurs mainstream quebecois qd tu connais des gros beats de meme

  • @alexshiblibarber5320
    @alexshiblibarber5320 3 года назад +1

    Wow! This is one of the most poignant, moving and deeply meaningful works of Art i have viewed! 👊🏻🌍💚

  • @jackanastasi6489
    @jackanastasi6489 7 лет назад +9

    POWERFUL!!

  • @syrecunningham4373
    @syrecunningham4373 7 лет назад +1

    This video is very deep mentally, emotionally and spiritually.GOD was with that man holding the gun.made him think of his daughter instead of revenge. AB you never cease to impress! An stik figa, dont stop bruh, keep going! #KEEPINGHIPHOPALIVE

  • @DemarcusQ
    @DemarcusQ 3 года назад +2

    This song gives me the chills cause it’s so realistic I’m here from Patrick cc I’m glad I get to add this to the list

  • @benicashmusic
    @benicashmusic 7 лет назад

    Super morceau merci pour ce beau moment. Apollo brown 🤘

  • @gyjuanlucad6484
    @gyjuanlucad6484 7 лет назад +4

    This is heat felt. A look at life on each side of the gun. Amazing!

  • @tgrk9948
    @tgrk9948 7 лет назад +3

    Such a sad and strong story, thx a lot guys.

  • @stanleyb2320
    @stanleyb2320 7 лет назад

    YOOOOOO THIS VIDEO IS HARD!!!!!! #MellowMusicGroup #Substance

  • @user-xo6hy8qm3p
    @user-xo6hy8qm3p 6 дней назад +1

    took me an hour to find this song, coming from Bel Air

  • @Metamophisis
    @Metamophisis 7 лет назад +2

    One of the best videos and songs I heard in my life🎧🎵🎶💉👂🔥💣👊

  • @ishstarr1
    @ishstarr1 3 года назад

    Stik gave up the ghost on dis track. I could feel it in my chest!!! blessings

  • @tekbeatz
    @tekbeatz 6 лет назад +2

    Still the best song of 2022

  • @Arturowilliams2020
    @Arturowilliams2020 6 лет назад

    Wow🔥💐 Hoiding Back Tears

  • @jeffree6925
    @jeffree6925 4 года назад

    The time is NOW, it's NEVER been more urgent!

  • @BrandonWalsh9
    @BrandonWalsh9 4 года назад

    This is not no regular label with regular artists! These are Leaders!

  • @patrickyates7214
    @patrickyates7214 4 года назад

    Still listening to this song.....So true.

  •  7 лет назад

    100 % Genuine & REAL aka a Franklin Benjamin!
    Apollo what up! Mello Music Props Due!
    -1-

  • @Fiyablasta
    @Fiyablasta 7 лет назад +1

    Yo, this song has already been a masterpiece, but paired with this video makes this classic. This puts on display just what a lot of folks go through in these cities where good people can be pushed to do bad things and fight the urge to cross that line in these trying times. Great work, Stik, with the music and great work, Barrel Maker, for the video.

  • @sickandlegit
    @sickandlegit 6 лет назад +2

    Masterpiece .... thats what rap is all about

  • @BAMTVone
    @BAMTVone 7 лет назад

    Just randomly ran into this Song and Video....and MAAAAAAN is both Awesome. Tons of Kudos!

  • @nathangarcia5445
    @nathangarcia5445 3 года назад

    Real Hip Hop 🔥 One ❤

  • @17thwonder
    @17thwonder 6 лет назад

    sad yet powerful...good work by Stik

  • @lowtech5380
    @lowtech5380 2 года назад

    The message id there....if you choose to listen.

  • @well7573
    @well7573 7 лет назад +12

    This is the sound of my dreams.

  • @dascrab1234
    @dascrab1234 7 лет назад +1

    another great joint from Apollo Brown and Stig Figa. big up from germany! Luv your work!

  • @jacksonlohman4800
    @jacksonlohman4800 3 года назад

    You sir are a very talented man. Loved your story!

  • @smittyd1990
    @smittyd1990 7 лет назад

    59TH st KC BABY!!!

  • @traceyrhoades1219
    @traceyrhoades1219 4 года назад +1

    I have nothing but love for real hiphop♡