My BIGGEST Challenge Yet! USA ROAD TRIP! Lost In The Desert, Clown Motel & Dream Bucket List (DONE)x

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  • Опубликовано: 25 авг 2024

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  • @Amelia-fu8dr
    @Amelia-fu8dr Год назад +140

    ALMOST AN HOUR LONG VIDEO WHAT A TREAT!

  • @ryanandmalik
    @ryanandmalik Год назад +65

    IF IT MAKES YOU HAPPY, IT DOESN’T HAVE TO MAKE SENSE TO ANYONE! Such important words to live by. So brave Mark! You should be so bloody proud of yourself 😁 You are such an inspiration. It makes me so happy to watch your videos and trips to film locations and know I’m not alone in loving this stuff too. 🎃

  • @EllaRedmondd
    @EllaRedmondd Год назад +28

    watching this i could sense how much bravery and courage it took you to do this solo trip. i suffer with anxiety and solo anything can be so overwhelming and daunting. my hats go off to you mark i am in awe of you xxx

  • @Phaagraphic
    @Phaagraphic Год назад +15

    I watch you so much, my husband now watches too and he just said “I wish I could meet him and say how strong and inspiring he is in what he’s doing and being so vulnerable” love it! Happy for you!

  • @amymiller1437
    @amymiller1437 Год назад +108

    It was so lovely to meet you, Mark! It felt very surreal so sorry if I seemed scatterbrained and looked insane😅I'm so happy you were able to see all these amazing places x

    • @amymiller1437
      @amymiller1437 Год назад +41

      also, to anyone reading this, his skin is 20/10 immaculate ✨

    • @kaylariggs5188
      @kaylariggs5188 Год назад +12

      Awe I was hoping you would see the video how cool is that! You could tell he was so excited to have met you! That's awesome! ❤️

  • @ansberro30
    @ansberro30 Год назад +31

    There is nothing more liberating than getting out on your own and exploring this big ol world. Proud of you. It's okay if you can't do it all. You are trying, and that is all that matters. Thanks for taking us along for the ride. You are the best human. You are loved!

  • @AnnieO_
    @AnnieO_ Год назад +14

    It's ok to get emotional about these trips Mark, they are clearly life changing for you and it's amazing to see. You are so inspiring

  • @Jennie-jf2to
    @Jennie-jf2to Год назад +43

    This video reminded me of the Winnie the Pooh quote: “You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think.” Congrats on being brave enough to follow your dreams :) ps. when I saw the Blair Witch Project (my fave film) prop camera in real life I had a full on meltdown, I feel your passion fellow nerd ahaha. X

  • @jeanb4792
    @jeanb4792 Год назад +11

    I actually find it more inspiring that you knew your own boundaries and chose not to stay where you didn't feel comfortable. Knowing what's right for you and what is not and being able to take care of yourself is so important. People need to learn more to say no when that's the better option for them and I'm sure others will have learned that from you in this video (and many others). I think it's incredible that you do these solo trips. I'd love to get so comfortable in my own company. Keep being true to you. It's refreshing to see someone so genuine. 😊

  • @bobbi-jo4269
    @bobbi-jo4269 Год назад +25

    Watching this makes me feel like I truly was with you. I love watching these and this one did not disappoint. Learning what boundaries, you can and can't handle is important and you did just that. Just as always you are inspiring!

  • @freym1027
    @freym1027 Год назад +5

    Woke up in the night , started to have a panic attack about work the next day and put this on … Never felt so calm and positive about my self and my future of a single girl . There so much of the world to see , even on your own ❤💫🌎

  • @joannemorrall3332
    @joannemorrall3332 Год назад +5

    MARK!!!!!! When you was driving through the desert in the middle of the night i was shouting at my laptop "WHAT THE F ARE YOU DOING" lol. All i kept thinking about was the film The Hitcher. lol. Seriously though jokes aside i think you are bloody amazing. What you do and put yourself through is totally awe inspiring. You are an amazing human and totally relatable. We your subs are SO proud of you. Your truly amazing. I really enjoyed this vlog. THANK YOU. x

  • @90smess
    @90smess Год назад +6

    Mark, the clown motel room was just too scary! You did the right thing lol.

  • @HarveyMorton
    @HarveyMorton Год назад +16

    Omg Mark, the off-track dessert road looked so scary! I don’t know how you managed to do that, you’re so brave. Thank you for being such an inspiration. Loved hearing the podcast this week too ✨

  • @linzertube
    @linzertube Год назад +28

    This was an amazing record of your adventures, Mark! I loved it how you faced doing really hard things (like the trip through the desert), and trying the clown motel (and deciding it wasn’t for you). You should be so proud of yourself! You definitely inspire bravery and courage to try things that are new-to-you and daunting. You show that it can be accomplished and managed to suit you and please you. You fulfilled a dream to visit all those places from your childhood memories and it’s just FANTASTIC!! You are so right that you have to do these things for yourself. One day you will do it with your special person and they’ll be so lucky to be with a lovely person like you💗🥰.

  • @Gemo
    @Gemo Год назад +12

    You're SUCH an inspiration to all generations! Absolutely love watching your videos. They are so raw yet you're so passionate and determined to follow your dreams. Keep doing you Mark. You're a rock star ⭐️❤

  • @rachelwaters2244
    @rachelwaters2244 Год назад +18

    I can’t tell you how proud I am of you for taking this trip! What a growing experience, Mark. Next time you’re in the US stop in Michigan and see the Great Lakes.❤

  • @zennypenny7381
    @zennypenny7381 Год назад +8

    Can I just say, I love watching Mark navigate the US. I feel like everything I watch him and Zoe do is so glamorous. I just love watching him go to a Family Dollar lol I can relate!

  • @wakins43
    @wakins43 Год назад +6

    As someone who never comments, I just had to comment on this video. This was the most comforting video I think I've ever watched! It felt like a warm hug from you and seeing you take us to all these famous filming locations, that I equally fangirl over, was so cool! Thank you for all you do, Mark, and your wonderful videos. You're such a comforting, relatable, and warm person.

  • @rubygeorgonicas3025
    @rubygeorgonicas3025 Год назад +2

    you're literally the sweetest most wholesome person on this earth. Keep being you! xx

  • @shelleyn2884
    @shelleyn2884 Год назад +1

    I was born and raised in Torrance haha. Im 58. So proud of you Mark on this adventure!
    !

  • @sarahjenkins1378
    @sarahjenkins1378 Год назад +34

    Mark, we LOVE you!! ❤I cannot explain what a total inspiration you are to us all, you help so many people every single day! Hope you're well x❤

  • @brynapaige9777
    @brynapaige9777 Год назад +2

    This made me emotional especially when you were talking about not being able go go out with your friends and now you solo traveling, it helps so much to know there is hope I'm currently struggling with some different things but the hope is to get back to me again, thank you for sharing with us Mark 😊 xxxxxxx

  • @nikkistarr8
    @nikkistarr8 Год назад +5

    Keep doing you Mark! We love you. Really enjoyed this ❤

  • @emilykate5284
    @emilykate5284 Год назад +1

    The Buffy bit made me cry !!! This is my comfort show, I binge it multiple times a year. Can't believe you got to see it!

  • @leahlouise7520
    @leahlouise7520 Год назад +4

    I think I speak on behalf of many people when I say we are all so proud of you Mark, it’s so refreshing and amazing to see someone living their dreams and doing things they really want to do and doing them alone, not waiting around for anyone else or letting anyone hold you back. It motivates me so much to want to go and do things I would normally avoid doing alone. Keep doing these amazing things and making these amazing memories for you self Mark it’s beautiful to watch and I’m so happy we get to watch all of these lovely experiences and places you visit 🫶🏼💖

  • @kaitlynlawless5602
    @kaitlynlawless5602 4 месяца назад +1

    Your solo travel vlogs make me feel so much better about my solo travel! Thank you🩵

  • @jordanlocke1131
    @jordanlocke1131 4 месяца назад +1

    I’m currently watching random videos of yours as I tidy my house. I find you so therapeutic and my mind is totally distracted and kept away from anxious thoughts when I watch your videos (even if they include clowns in this one lol)
    Keep doing what you’re doing ❤️

  • @getsetstephadventures
    @getsetstephadventures Год назад +2

    So proud of you Mark!! Never be disappointed in yourself for not being able to do something right now. Just because something couldn't be achieved today, doesn't mean it never will! Love you! 💗💗

  • @abbyshropshire4246
    @abbyshropshire4246 Год назад +5

    Can we just appreciate all the effort and content mark puts in to all he does. Well done Marky ferris !!

  • @rowanmeredith
    @rowanmeredith Год назад +1

    Can't tell you how happy it makes me when I see people that love buffy as much as I do 💛

  • @HannahLeFae
    @HannahLeFae Год назад +4

    Mark you are such an angel. I never comment, though I think I really should try more. I feel compelled to say thank you for being so open about your journey of doing things for you, while also wanting to find love. I resonate with you on that so very much. I do a lot of projects/travel/events on my own, and feel a sense of shame in admitting that, although I'm happy and grateful to be able do those things myself, of course I would prefer someone special to be there doing life with me. It's a really brave thing to display your emotions and true feelings like that. I appreciate your vulnerability and open nature, and I see you.

  • @wikois
    @wikois Год назад +2

    Mark, this video made me cry. It is so so nice to see you go to these places and smile so much 🥹 so proud and happy for you 🫶🏼

  • @erinwatt2858
    @erinwatt2858 Год назад +5

    so proud of you mark! you and Zoe are my comfort RUclipsrs and these videos are just the best to watch as you’re doing this for you! and going outside your zone is so inspiring to watch💕

  • @clw8707
    @clw8707 Год назад +1

    I randomly caught this video and for two days have been binging your videos🫣 such a treat! Thank you for being you, you speak to my soul and I feel so seen and understood. Even my kids say “oh my God mom he’s you” 🤗 send you all the LOVE!!!!!! P.S. Halloween and holidays is just around the corner!!! Eeeeek!

  • @louise9463
    @louise9463 Год назад +1

    Honestly Mark, watching your videos brings me so much joy, I’m in awe of you. Don’t ever change, continue to be the grounded and wonderful person you are xxx

  • @rhiannoncameron7165
    @rhiannoncameron7165 Год назад +2

    I absolutely mean this with no disrespect but I watch these videos to go to sleep 😂 by that I mean I find you very calming and your videos (especially these types) are very cosy and just lovely to watch! ❤❤❤

  • @BlacksGodDaughter
    @BlacksGodDaughter Год назад +2

    I’m usually a silent watcher but wanted to say how proud I am of you Mark. It’s so important to check in with yourself and adjust if your environment isn’t comfortable. I wouldn’t have been able to stay at that clown hotel either. I love watching your solo travel vlogs and seeing the places I grew up driving through through your eyes. There’s beauty all around. And thank you for reminding us that we should do what makes us happy and it doesn’t have to make sense to anyone else but us. Sending love ❤

    • @BlacksGodDaughter
      @BlacksGodDaughter Год назад +1

      I also love how candid you were to share the ups and downs of these trips. Not all trips are 100% happy and it’s all part of the journey.

  • @lucya8586
    @lucya8586 Год назад +2

    I've watched your vlogs for years, and yet I still can't get over how cute and sweet you are ❤ Your authenticity is heart warming

  • @jowitherington4429
    @jowitherington4429 Год назад +1

    Well done mark on your solo travel love watching you xxx

  • @emmag6255
    @emmag6255 Год назад +2

    Aww Mark, you are just the most kindest, loveliest of people, and to top it off blooming inspiring for doing your solo trips. I really admire your courage to do this as I just couldn’t and if I could gain an ounce of your confidence and positive it would be a massive step. Really enjoyed this ❤

  • @jenniferkavu87
    @jenniferkavu87 Год назад +2

    Unbelievably proud of you! You are the bravest soul I know and your adventures are a testament to that. Loved this trip! Love your outlook on life! Nothing but admiration for you. ❤❤❤❤

  • @BrookesBusyCorner
    @BrookesBusyCorner Год назад +4

    That must have been terrifying in the dark! Totally different from a scary movie I imagine 😳 love watching you explore and see everything for the first time though…the joy on your face is contagious ❤

  • @cynthiaslon1151
    @cynthiaslon1151 Год назад +2

    So incredibly proud of you for choosing what feels good/better in the moment. Now that’s self love 💗
    You are an inspiration 👏👏👏

  • @hayjanetown
    @hayjanetown Год назад +2

    Going to the west coast of USA and NYC for 4 weeks in Sep, first solo trip ever and just turned 30. I’m so excited and nervous all rolled into one, your vids def make me smile and get me excited! ☺️💕

  • @Ginnocently
    @Ginnocently Год назад

    "I would loose my head if it wasn't screwed on" These gems

  • @isabellastaana
    @isabellastaana Год назад +9

    Hi Mark, my heart was broken recently by the guy I thought was the one and your solo travel videos help to show me that I’m gonna be okay. That I don’t need anyone else to give me happiness. Thank you for sharing your journey! 💛

  • @hannahrosemartin140
    @hannahrosemartin140 Год назад +1

    This was so lovely to watch. As someone who suffers with anxiety and panic attacks it reminds me that I am in control and can still do things I once would’ve dreamt to do! You are so inspiring and makes me so happy to see how much it clearly means to you! Thank you for the wholesome contact ❤

  • @denisechristina708
    @denisechristina708 Год назад +6

    So so SO proud of you Mark!! ❤

  • @luvbeingKK
    @luvbeingKK Год назад +2

    😂😂😂😂 this was so funny I loved it. ..”what am I’m doing” you are amazing Mark!

  • @explorewithcasey
    @explorewithcasey 11 месяцев назад

    I think it's great to step out of your comfort zone every once in a while, its character building! "People can read my lips" 😂I cant cope! Wow you went to some interesting beautiful locations, loved see it all!

  • @missoliviarosey
    @missoliviarosey Год назад +2

    Mark, you're amazing!! Sometimes it's what we are most scared of that fascinates us the most - it totally makes sense that you'd want to see the clowns but not spend the night with them! Keep being you ❤

  • @missemily_x
    @missemily_x Год назад +1

    Well done Mark, I love experiencing these amazing trips with you❤❤

    • @missemily_x
      @missemily_x Год назад

      Got to the end finally, you being so proud of yourself and emotional at the end has set me right off you honestly melt my heart, I could never do what you do but I love coming along by watching, you are going to make someone so happy one day but for now you should be so proud of yourself on how happy you make yourself!❤

  • @deloresdevictoria3598
    @deloresdevictoria3598 Год назад +1

    I’m so happy that you are experiencing more of America. I see so many RUclipsrs who only go to New York. America has SO much more to see! Next time come to Utah to see the National parks! We have some of the most amazing parks!

  • @holliethomas4126
    @holliethomas4126 Год назад

    I can’t express how much you radiate happiness, calmness and kindness. Your videos give me such a serotonin boost. I’m currently home with a back injury and your videos have allowed me to stay calm and happy. Thankyou for what you do, you truly are such an amazing person

  • @Rinesa
    @Rinesa Год назад +1

    i'm kind of a silent viewer and have been for years but just thought i'd comment to say I'm so proud of you!! I've seen the way you've grown with your confidence and its so amazing to see Mark!! Keep it up :) x

  • @kayc1357
    @kayc1357 Год назад +2

    So so proud of you. You don’t even realise how many people you inspire to do just this ❤️❤️❤️ love you xx

  • @kaitmarie235
    @kaitmarie235 Год назад +1

    It is so crazy seeing someone I’ve watched for so long drive through and stay in places I’ve grown up and lived in!!

  • @gwynethglas-brown9171
    @gwynethglas-brown9171 Год назад +1

    What an awesome trip mark 💕 i remember Buffy & Charmed my 2 sons were crazy on it too ( making me feel old 😅😜)
    Mark you made it to the Clown hotel you stayed a few hours be very proud of your self ( I wouldn’t have gone near it ).
    Thank you so much for taking us along on your journey been such a joy to watch ❤ .
    Have a Good week🥰

  • @chloeduffyboland3042
    @chloeduffyboland3042 Год назад +1

    Hey Mark, that house you were wondering (at 30.13) is the house where the Michael Jackson music video thriller was filmed 😍😍🥰

  • @osnapitzleesa
    @osnapitzleesa Год назад +1

    love love love these videos, never stop posting them and going out of your comfort zone, you have no clue how many people you're motivating and inspiring

  • @brittlink
    @brittlink Год назад +3

    Love when you’re on the west coast! Seeing you do your solo adventures has really helped me make more small trips out , suffering with horrible anxiety whenever Im out and about doing normal things. So I say mark flys across the flippin ocean do do things. We can go to the store today lol 😂. So sending all the love from this Las Vegas local fan girl ❤❤❤❤❤ Wishing you’d do a Vegas meet up one day ! 🙏

  • @laurenpluguez8485
    @laurenpluguez8485 Год назад +2

    Mark the song you 1st play @ the when you have the wings location was great & I ❤️ it! 🇮🇪🇵🇷🇺🇲🌻🫰

  • @mint0mica
    @mint0mica Год назад +1

    Mark you are SO BRAVE! Driving in the desert, especially at night looks terrifying! So proud and happy for you going on this road trip! Also, grasshoppers can be seen as a sign of good luck. So I know we're freakish about bugs on us but they can mean good things! Love you!! ❤️

  • @stephaniestreit4415
    @stephaniestreit4415 Год назад +1

    You should definitely be proud of yourself!!!! Love your videos so much!!!! Thank you! 😊❤😊

  • @entrenchpodhost
    @entrenchpodhost Год назад +1

    Mark, you made me cry!!! You’re the coolest. You actually made me curious to watch The OC last year and now it’s one of my favorite shows - unfortunately I started it right after I visited Cali, but it was so joyful to experience visiting the restaurant with you. You deserve a cry, this is INCREDIBLE💛

  • @LysWright
    @LysWright Год назад +1

    Just love YOU so much. I have debilitating anxiety so traveling hasn’t been in the books for me lately but just seeing you travel and knowing that when the time is right I could ALSO do it is so beautiful. Happy you had the best time ❤

  • @louisjregan
    @louisjregan Год назад

    Seeing you walk around Redondo Beach made me so emotional. My family lives there and I spent 6 weeks in Redondo last summer. It was so lovely to see you enjoying it. ❤️

  • @angelinaiosso806
    @angelinaiosso806 11 месяцев назад

    Wow! I didn’t expect to see the charmed house this morning but I’m here for it!

  • @kristy_23
    @kristy_23 Год назад

    Mark, you inspire me so much! I feel so lonely as I don’t have any friends or a relationship to share experiences with. And I feel just like you - I want to do things, experience what makes me happy, tick off those bucket list items, and I feel like being alone holds me back. When it shouldn’t! You’re proof you can go out there and have an amazing time! I want to do what you do, but my parents worry for me being alone as a young woman…(which I totally understand!) Thank you Mark for the videos! Please go out and do more solo adventures because you’re never alone - we are all there with you! ❤

  • @danicaquizon
    @danicaquizon Год назад +3

    Your videos make me happy, Mark! 😊❤

  • @lxsapphirexl
    @lxsapphirexl Год назад

    Mark you are just simply amazing!!! Lovely kind down to earth young man who inspires so many people and he doesn't realise just how much!

  • @hayjanetown
    @hayjanetown Год назад +1

    “I am constipated which is great” hahahaha I love you so much Mark!

  • @monikasmile5074
    @monikasmile5074 Год назад +4

    We love you and all of us are so so proud of you Mark !! 😭❤❤

  • @rositaviedas1870
    @rositaviedas1870 Год назад +2

    Buffy and The OC are 2 of my all time favourite shows! You have no idea how happy this video made me😭 Definitely want to visit those locations myself soon ♥️love you 🫶🏼

  • @michellemonaghan5665
    @michellemonaghan5665 Год назад +1

    Mark, you are just amazing, you are most certainly an inspiration to so many people.

  • @catherine3480
    @catherine3480 Год назад +2

    So proud of you Mark! That was such a fun journey! Thank you for vlogging it and thanks for uploading and editing a long vid 😊😊

  • @felicia4371
    @felicia4371 Год назад

    ahhahah "i would loose my head if it wasn't screwed on" hahah honestly love u mark

  • @elliewealthall2782
    @elliewealthall2782 Год назад +1

    These are genuinely my most favourite videos to watch over anything

  • @sierra1462
    @sierra1462 Год назад +1

    I am so proud of you, Mark. I love how you venture into these moments that create spectacular memories with such enthusiasm. I am excited for the day when I can put my heart and soul into moments like that. Please know that we appreciate you so much. Take care ❤

  • @katerinasugg2663
    @katerinasugg2663 Год назад +2

    Love that your videos feel like diary entries ❤️You should be so proud of yourself that you respected your own boundaries regarding the clown hotel 🙌

  • @lucyportia4811
    @lucyportia4811 Год назад +1

    52 minutes ?!? Yessss !! Thank you Mark 😍😍 happy to see you ticking off things from your bucket list! Exciting 😀

  • @sarismeys
    @sarismeys Год назад +3

    Happy for you and proud of you Mark ❤

  • @phoebeyule7088
    @phoebeyule7088 Год назад +3

    It's so lovely to see you doing things you love

  • @stephaniebotten9048
    @stephaniebotten9048 Год назад +2

    We are all so so proud of you Mark! Look how far you've come 🎉

  • @nadiasabrina_
    @nadiasabrina_ Год назад +1

    Living vicariously through you Mark! I really like how you push yourself off the boundaries, like just being at the clown hotel and also travelling series/ movie locations! ❤ Your solo travelling has really inspired me that I would one day would like to solo travel! Manifesting 🙌🏻🙌🏻

  • @jenniferpayne2381
    @jenniferpayne2381 Год назад +1

    You're wonderful and a joy to watch x Love following along with your adventures. Well done, friend :)

  • @TheMeekomouse
    @TheMeekomouse Год назад +1

    Thanks for sharing your true emotions ♥️ and encouraging us to chase our dreams, go out and see the world! 🤩 What a cool trip, how empowering to accomplish this road trip on your own, way to go Mark!! 😎

  • @Chloe-hl8oc
    @Chloe-hl8oc Год назад

    I completely get these feelings at the start, whenever I travel anywhere I get tired and overwhelmed and scared of new surroundings, after a sleep the morning feels so much fresher 💕

  • @MaisieMacdonald-xj1ne
    @MaisieMacdonald-xj1ne Год назад

    So proud of you! And it’s absolutely fate that the seal was there ❤! Thank you for bringing me back to my childhood with everywhere you visit! You have inspired me so much xxx

  • @TimeTraveller2054
    @TimeTraveller2054 Год назад +1

    Love seeing your travels, Mark. Keep it up! ❤

  • @marygraceavery9524
    @marygraceavery9524 Год назад +1

    Mark, I just wanted to say I love your Star Wars shirt has the Japanese on it🧡 It says Darth Vader! I watch every single one of your videos and enjoy them very much🥹 Sending lots and lots of LOVE from Japan🌸✨

  • @georginapriest9192
    @georginapriest9192 Год назад +1

    So proud of you Mark. Always inspiring me to be better. Love your videos and so glad you can do these amazing trips.

  • @ScarlettOh709
    @ScarlettOh709 Год назад

    Hi mark! Love that you did a proper American road trip, my family loves to do road trips for our holidays. My mom has driven her minivan through all 48 of the contiguous United States. Such fun experiences.

  • @ErinNuttall
    @ErinNuttall Год назад +1

    Omg Mark you should be so so proud of yourself!! You did absolutely amazing and I’m so glad you respected yourself enough to not put yourself through staying at the clown hotel if you couldn’t cope❤️ your trip looked insanely cool and so glad you got to go revisit some childhood memories🥰

  • @laurendailey7500
    @laurendailey7500 Год назад

    Mark, I want to break off my head when I think about a lot of things in my past. Love that phrase you coined--so relatable!

  • @sarahforrest9570
    @sarahforrest9570 Год назад

    You’re the best Mark❣I live in the US and I couldn’t do what you did on this adventure❣ Traveling on LA roads is a huge accomplishment for anyone especially someone from another country. You should be so proud of your strength and positivity and vulnerability and honesty. You’re making the world a better place with your channel. We need that❣Thank you❣❣❣

  • @shellyclayton202
    @shellyclayton202 Год назад +1

    Mark that desert drive in the dark are what my nightmares are made offffffffff! EEEEEEK!! and that person on the side of the road out in the middle of no where!!!! Here is your book or movie idea! Lol bless your heart

  • @sydneybryan9010
    @sydneybryan9010 Год назад

    so so so proud of you. You have made we want to take my own solo trip. Like you said I would rather "be alone" than just have someone for the sake of having someone. Beyond proud of you and I love that I've gotten to see you grow over the last several years. (lost count at this point) Thank you for being you xx

  • @meganturnbull3809
    @meganturnbull3809 Год назад +1

    51 minutes of mark ferris yes please I’m soo proud of you mark I wouldn’t be able to do this you are soo amazing ❤