Depression, Obsession, & Not Giving Up

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  • Опубликовано: 26 ноя 2024

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  • @MsMaidh
    @MsMaidh 11 лет назад +1

    Stuck through the whole time! Welcome back Fusioncap. Loved your AC3 Walkthrough it was beautiful work.

  • @TeamChaosPk
    @TeamChaosPk 11 лет назад

    Really appreciated your transparency. It's always up an uphill battle, but you look like you have the strength to do it, especially if you allow yourself to be strengthened by the loved ones in your life.
    God bless you man.

  • @wackyjack02
    @wackyjack02 11 лет назад

    just want to start off by saying thank you. It takes real courage to do what you just did with this video. Ooooh and trust me when I say you aren't alone. I personally don't have ADHD, but im fighting through depression/anxiety attacks. so, once again your not alone and you truly are stronger for not only facing and fighting this, but also saying this on your channel.. So my hats off to you and keep it up :-) Here is one subscriber whose not going anywhere

  • @ALoneRaven
    @ALoneRaven 11 лет назад

    I just subscribed after having watched your Halo 4 Pt 1 walkthrough. You have a great voice, you are entertaining without making annoying jokes & comments through the entire thing (thank you!) and you actually played the game before making a walkthrough! AWESOME JOB! As far as the ADHD - I'm glad you sought help. You seem to have a great support group/family - lean on them when need be & hang tough! You'll get through this!

  • @super30jay
    @super30jay 11 лет назад

    You are not the only one going through this .I am going through the same issue. Thanks for
    letting it all out there and help people like us get some insight on how to deal with this .Thanks again

  • @slayer7926622266
    @slayer7926622266 11 лет назад

    You are an amazing person to be able to get through all of this. I have been in pretty much the exact same situation as you. Ive got so many things i want to make videos about (still yet to even make a single one) but it all was inspired by your videos. You truly are an amazing person. So inspiring to someone like me. I am looking forward to your future videos man

  • @RoccoLetsPlay
    @RoccoLetsPlay 11 лет назад

    Zach, take care of yourself and don't overdo it. I don't have the same problems you do, but I have suffered from depression and other forms of obsession for quite some time. Don't burn yourself out by trying to provide updates all the time. We will make do. I watched your whole video and it's always a pleasure to hear you speak. That's the reason I subscribed to you while watching AC3 and that's the reason I will stay subscribed no matter what.

  • @ANDUAN93
    @ANDUAN93 11 лет назад

    And we definitely like your stuff. And are more than willing to wait. And when it comes to obsessive compulsive stuff, remember nothing goes wrong if something doesn't happen, do stuff, screw the unreasonable. Your AC3 vids helped me through some difficult times, like some of the same stuff you are going through. No pressure man, roll at your own pace.

  • @ToZanarkandLover
    @ToZanarkandLover 11 лет назад

    I know the tough feels of perfectionism-procrastination.This video is basically me every time I have an essay to write. Go you for getting help to start working! People feel alone because we live by ourselves (we can't have the exact experience of another person). It's good to remember somebody of the millions in this world has been in your position and can help you with your problem: professional, friend, or family. Hope your roller coaster keeps going up, FusionCap!

  • @followtheforce
    @followtheforce 11 лет назад

    I can totally relate! Be strong because you definitely have a great support system here on RUclips and we love you! So glad you're back man!

  • @brownman243
    @brownman243 11 лет назад

    Bro I feel you on everything I watched the entire vid and all I could say is man this guy has balls, I was wondering what had happened to you, but now that you put this vid up it means a lot and explains a lot so THANKS Zach take care man and im looking forward to awesome commentary

  • @palawan22
    @palawan22 11 лет назад

    You, Sir, have an amazing talent keeping people engaged in your videos. You are very informative and your videos are a joy to watch. I especially appreciate the lack of swearing and cursing at the game as compared to other channels out there. Keep up the good work. It's good to see that you were willing to get help. This video was a great example to us all. Thank you for sharing.

  • @KarolineMarx
    @KarolineMarx 11 лет назад

    i totally know this feeling of not achieving goals and subsequent frustration and loss of motivation. Keeping my fingers crossed for u, hope u'll enjoy making vids again and continue doing such a good job as u did in AC3. Love ur sensible commentaries throughout the gameplay! :)

  • @Genisischarm
    @Genisischarm 11 лет назад

    Thank you for sharing. Seriously, I love videos like this. Honesty is a rarity, sharing on this level just as much.

  • @NoNamedSuperhero
    @NoNamedSuperhero 11 лет назад

    I'm glad you're back! There aren't many people who, after watching one video, I want to subscribe to instantly. You are one of my favorite RUclipsrs not only because you create great content, but also because you let us connect to you. Thank you for making me excited every time I see a new video in my subscription box, for making me want to comment, which is something I rarely do, and for sharing yourself with the world. I'm proud to say I'm one of your subscribers and always will be.

  • @Kryptoid_
    @Kryptoid_ 11 лет назад

    and btw, after wanting to watch an AC3 play through, i happened to stumble upon your channel. you were the first one i clicked actually. and you were the one i stuck with. finding out more about you has compelled me to press that subscribe button.
    don't fret over semantics. anyone can see that what you went through is no transgression on anyone. confidence man-you got the stuff. shine on.

  • @SGTDan3
    @SGTDan3 11 лет назад

    As a sufferer of ADHD and depression Fusion, what you are describing is pretty much what I was going through. The best thing I can say about this is that it isn't messed up,wrong or something to be ashamed of. Nobody has the right to judge you for being you. No need to apologize, you have yourself to look after first. These aren't excuses but something that happens to the best of us. You're not alone, mental illness is something that affects all of us on some level. We're all a little broken.

  • @marimarguerite
    @marimarguerite 11 лет назад

    The fact that you made this video is already a huge step. I feel ya--although I don't share the exact same circumstances/situation as you, I understand the depression and dwelling aspect of it. Keep trying and hoping for the best :-)

  • @deniciocampozano-hill2147
    @deniciocampozano-hill2147 7 лет назад

    FusionCap that's deep man, You weren't alone at the time. I went through many things you did as well. Thank You for all of the great Gaming memories with AC3👍🏼

  • @JoshuaFrancojesterssoul
    @JoshuaFrancojesterssoul 11 лет назад

    Not sure what to say. I know first hand a part of what you are going through. I can only speak for myself, it does get better. Keep doing what you need to do. I look forward to seeing more videos from you, but on your time. No deadlines are worth robbing the joy you get from doing something you love. Keep up the great work. I for one am here for the durations.

  • @kellerwest-3544
    @kellerwest-3544 11 лет назад

    Hey dude I have been watching all your old videos over and over again, and all I can say is that I am glad you are. You also inspired me to make my own channel.

  • @Epoxia666
    @Epoxia666 11 лет назад

    It takes a lot of courage to look back at the issues you had, and for that you are strong! Keep up the new positive attitude. It is good that you expressed yourself and are able to reflect on yourself. That is really really great! Thankyou for sharing and i hope everything is going to roll from now on :)

  • @Missioneer
    @Missioneer 11 лет назад

    I'm sure knowing that you have to take a pill in order to collect yourself probably gets to you just as much as all that other stuff... You aren't alone when it comes to being insane, crazy, bonkers(I like that one), but it's what makes us who we are and will continue to shape who we become! From one insane person to another, keep up the good stuff FusionCap.

  • @jennielim95
    @jennielim95 11 лет назад

    You're an amazing RUclips gamer and I can never imagine anyone else's commentary over the AC series! Keep being awesome :) I support you!

  • @gmat0110
    @gmat0110 11 лет назад

    I'm not sure about anybody else but your walkthroughs are one of the few that I would spam watch all and not skip an episode or to the ending I watched all the assasin s creed videos and really enjoyed it ! Look forward to the content !"

  • @AloysiusDente
    @AloysiusDente 11 лет назад

    I bought all the AC games because of your ac3 walkthrough. some of the best games i have ever played. thank you. whatever you do, we will support you.

  • @MoHafo
    @MoHafo 11 лет назад

    The true subscriber are here for your gaming, the giveaways are just a bonus, I hope I'm not the only one who's glad that you made this video and gave us an explanation, can't wait for more assassin's creed, good luck!

  • @paullloyd1358
    @paullloyd1358 11 лет назад

    Just do what makes you happy, been there, living through it still, one day at a time and relax. As long as you love what you're doing, we will feel it through your videos

  • @cassiehale1104
    @cassiehale1104 11 лет назад

    Right try new things and see how it goes. Either people will love it or hate it but lemme tell ya i love the guys at media cows and i love this channel. You all have had my support and ill keep giving it. I've battled social anxiety depression and continue to help battled sons autism. I understand where your coming from in a sense but you didn't give up and your stronger than ever. Just keep your head up because you have alot of people backing you.

  • @yeskiii
    @yeskiii 11 лет назад

    dude i stay subscribed because i honestly think your a great person, and i love listening to you commentate and play games. Don't worry about every tiny detail, just make some videos and have fun with it!

  • @CaroJonas92
    @CaroJonas92 11 лет назад

    I could never unsubscribe, you're an awesome person and player. Keep the passion in your work and people will stay :)

  • @natehooper1025
    @natehooper1025 11 лет назад

    Fusion, I am happy that you are picking yourself up and doing what you did, I loved your AC3 vids they made me so happy. I would really like too see you and your Brothers play some video games :D that would be cool after so long I still kept faith in you, you are and always will be one of my favorite RUclipsrs, Thank You

  • @Deltapassenger51
    @Deltapassenger51 11 лет назад

    You have my full complete support. I will not stop watching your videos. You are awesome fusioncap

  • @ClubsHeartsSpades
    @ClubsHeartsSpades 11 лет назад

    FusionCap
    I understand what you're going through and I wish all the best for you and don't worry, we're not going anywhere. We will support you and the decisions you have to make. Your health and wellbeing goes first and I would rather for you to be happy and not make videos then be depressed while making videos. I hope you feel a lot better and do what you love and what is your passion. Best wishes

  • @MkHonu
    @MkHonu 11 лет назад

    Man don't stress. We all have problems we all have to deal with. A lot of respect to you for posting this video though. We are glad to have you back. Honest!!

  • @KBurke94
    @KBurke94 11 лет назад

    My dad has moderate ADHD,and both him and I have a bit of OCD too.I really admire your courage in filming this,and really enjoy all your videos.

  • @BigslyJim
    @BigslyJim 11 лет назад

    been subbed since your AC3 lets play, I loved it and it made me buy the game, really glad you're back, I hope you are okay mate, good luck

  • @BeaniRose
    @BeaniRose 11 лет назад

    Why would I unsubscribe cause I have a friend that suffered from Depression and I have mild ADHD and it makes me procrastinate doing things I need to like my college homework in webdesign and my hobby of creating jewelry which I love to do both but I have weeks at a time which nothing seems to matter and it's like I can't accomplish anything, but I always find something to snap me out of it or one of my friends do, usually by tossing my hardship in life that I've overcome in my face in a sarcastic and blunt manner! So your not alone everyone has issues and your facing yours which is the best thing to do and you'll get through them just don't push out your safety-net(your friend & family). I like your videos even when you have dry spells cause your with your walkthroughs it's like I'm hanging out with a mate and just play the game for fun there is no MONOTONE! So thank you keep up the good works!!!!

  • @jackregan6738
    @jackregan6738 11 лет назад

    good job getting help way to relies that u needed help. i have been here since assinscreed 3 just for the content nice to have u back

  • @Weaponstar
    @Weaponstar 11 лет назад

    I can't say I suffer from anything very similar to you, but I feel I can relate because I know what it is to be a bit obsessive and to have really skewed logic about something. I'm glad that you have had success in seeking help to deal with it and that you've managed to take this first step in getting back into video making and doing what you enjoy. I'm looking forward to your following videos. Take care. :)

  • @scotterickson4064
    @scotterickson4064 11 лет назад

    I'm proud to be one of the 10% that watched it to the end I love this channel so much it's my favorite on RUclips Don't listen to those who talk crap about you they all wish they had a channel as great as yours and are jealous

  • @lilyuvy
    @lilyuvy 11 лет назад

    I love you because you make me smile and laugh in your videos. Your just funny and unlike everyone else you actually talk. It love u and your work.

  • @lilmonikas
    @lilmonikas 11 лет назад

    You're a pretty awesome guy for pushing through it bro. I hope for the best.

  • @thexpertgamer101
    @thexpertgamer101 11 лет назад

    no matter what problems are thrown at you never give up ok? im gld your hanging in there and i know you can make it out! we all believe in you. and we believe you can do it c:

  • @TheIndianPrankster
    @TheIndianPrankster 11 лет назад

    We are with you FusionCap. Just keep doing what you love !!!

  • @victoriafrancess9490
    @victoriafrancess9490 11 лет назад

    I'm really proud of you for making a video like this.
    I gotta be honest, I've just recently started to watch your ACIII video's and I really REALLY loved them!!
    So I really missed you.
    Btw. I really like your commentary during the video of playing ACIII. It really makes me laugh a lot of times. (They also remind me of pewdiepie sometimes.)
    But I really look forward to your next ACIII video's! I can't wait to see the rest of it!

  • @lamparitadejardin
    @lamparitadejardin 11 лет назад

    Oh Honey!! I've been watching your videos to learn how to do things at Assassin's 3 (this is my obssession)... you are not the only one who feels that way, is more common than you think, don't give up, is NOT crazy, and I love your voice!!! never stop looking for happiness :) (hope you'll make AC4 walkthroughs!! when the time comes) lots of hugs :)

  • @alexanderzane35
    @alexanderzane35 11 лет назад

    Media Cows is one of the 1st game channels I watched, thanks for the honesty dude!

  • @ManleyCustoms
    @ManleyCustoms 11 лет назад

    I'm extremely happy you're back. I have missed your awesome videos to make my day better. It's your choice at what you want to do on this channel, or in your life. All of us, your faithful subscribers, will always stay here, being subscribed to an awesome gameplay commentator. I watched 1 of you AC3 gameplay videos, and I immediately subscribed to you. It's your choice man, do what you feel is right. We won't judge you, you're a great guy, and I can't wait for your new videos. Great video man :)

  • @Machnutt
    @Machnutt 11 лет назад

    Dude you're awesome we all miss you and can't wait till you get back I've watched your videos since you started up a channel I subbed when you had 13 subs and I love your videos!!!!!!!!!!!

  • @kinjalook
    @kinjalook 11 лет назад

    Bro dont sweat bro, your videos are the best quality shit, top notch stuff, like for real, the way you tell us that you stopping your video then start the next one with what you did proir, bro thats way better than anything on other channels, your stuff for reals man, way better walkthroughs in your channel than any other page i know because you go into so much detail that it make it a better feel.

  • @nizar7lbaaqili
    @nizar7lbaaqili 11 лет назад

    I can assume you 100% that you're not the only one in the world that had this case . I've passed the same one by just motivating myself and making My decisions not always getting confused ! I've faith on you Man YOU CAN DO IT !!!!!

  • @Kratosx23
    @Kratosx23 11 лет назад

    Good to have you back. I'll be avoiding your GTA V spoilers video like the plague, though. I don't usually mind spoilers but this is too valuable an experience for me.

  • @101duende
    @101duende 11 лет назад

    take your time man theres no rush every good to have you back

  • @TheAfrodie
    @TheAfrodie 11 лет назад

    Holy shit fusioncap, started watching your AC 3 walkthrough and when you stopped uploading it I searched for another walkthrough and came across the mediacows haha. Been watching their walkthroughs ever since, glad you're back.

  • @RazgrizF14
    @RazgrizF14 11 лет назад

    Happy to see you back, Hope things are going better for you.

  • @mrchub298
    @mrchub298 11 лет назад

    DUDEEEEEEEE!!! i feel you man, fuck bro when you said tomorrow just becomes yesterday dude, that's so me! when you described how it's either you perfect something or you just do a little and then stay inconsistent. mad props dude this vid is cool

  • @shinaeblue
    @shinaeblue 11 лет назад

    Keep up the awesome videos sweety. And trust me. You are far from alone with these issues. Atleast the meds are helping you. They had no real effect on me. Much love ♡

  • @Javilin447
    @Javilin447 11 лет назад

    Dude UR one of my favorite RUclips recorders ever DON'T STOP

  • @guadaluperodriguez9653
    @guadaluperodriguez9653 11 лет назад

    I've missed you man I'm glad your back thank you

  • @nuwayplumbingllc
    @nuwayplumbingllc 11 лет назад

    Man its just life and you got to do what makes you happy....I always loved AC3 videos....I am really wanting to see the end!!!

  • @aidomon6142
    @aidomon6142 11 лет назад

    I just want to say that you got me into assassins creed, so thank you for that.
    Hope you feel better now.

  • @iCrYptiiCz
    @iCrYptiiCz 11 лет назад

    Welcome back bud glad your back up to strength just keep fighting on bud its all willpower

  • @jskillz22
    @jskillz22 11 лет назад

    Glad you are back!! Hope you are ok. Keep it up!! Time to get back to why I play games. That is cuz they are fun. When the time comes when gaming isn't fun, I will hang it up. Looking forward to the next video

  • @gabriellemcintosh3367
    @gabriellemcintosh3367 11 лет назад

    Zach I missed you making videos! So glad you're back!

  • @dorianzane2548
    @dorianzane2548 11 лет назад

    Glad you're back man. Your ac3 videos are awesome by the way!

  • @GayestGamer
    @GayestGamer 11 лет назад

    You're absolutely adorable I certainly understand I have ocd and im very switchy at times its so hard but as long as you keep trying I will at least support you

  • @thewarneabool
    @thewarneabool 11 лет назад

    i love your AC3 vids... don't stress there are heaps of people who suffer just like you. just stay positive :)

  • @SamAlton
    @SamAlton 11 лет назад

    Don't be so hard on yourself man, you've been through a lot. Best of luck to you :)

  • @itschris619
    @itschris619 11 лет назад

    Hey do what you want to do and whatever makes you happy. I'll be glad to watch and support you man! :)

  • @co7jo
    @co7jo 11 лет назад

    FusionCap is the only subscription I have on RUclips, and just commenting here to give you some support...I often feel like I am wasting my life away, and get depressed abt it for no particular reasons. I dun believe in the whole crap abt therapy and ppl support, and I think this usually comes and goes within oneself...so dun need to be happy just because ppl expect and need u to be, but be happy when u r actually ready. It's your life, you come to this world and leave this world by yourself...

  • @Poggette
    @Poggette 11 лет назад

    I love your assassins creed 3 the most out of all the walkthroughs i've seen please keep going!

  • @salsalito2235
    @salsalito2235 11 лет назад

    ur gr8,ur one of my favourite youtubers pls keep going i have waited very long to see u succeed =)

  • @Exonifier303
    @Exonifier303 11 лет назад

    I'm glad your back dude and can't wait for more videos, and im also glad you sorted your shit out.

  • @rolleZz312
    @rolleZz312 11 лет назад

    I think you make the best playtroughs cause you really take the time to admire the game and talk about it.

  • @bbyleth
    @bbyleth 11 лет назад

    nice to have you back man hope it all turns out good for you

  • @r5t6y7u1
    @r5t6y7u1 11 лет назад

    A lot of people can fall into depression but not many of them have the strength of character to try and get out o it on their own. But you did and that shows kind of person you are, never forget that.

  • @shawncollins9168
    @shawncollins9168 11 лет назад

    This is excellent news. It was actually your LP of AC3 that got me to finally play the game and it was fantastic. I literally just finished it two or three nights ago in fact. And what I enjoyed most is that you gave real details about what was going on in that point of history. I love mixing entertainment with education. So from me, one of your loyal subscribers; Keep up the good work. And best of luck to you in whatever you may do. Cheers.

  • @anthonyd55
    @anthonyd55 11 лет назад

    I am one of ur biggest subs i been sub to you since ur first ac3 walkthrough somehow i knew u are goin to be a big utuber glad ur back

  • @hollygutierrez5838
    @hollygutierrez5838 11 лет назад

    I've been watching the AC3 video's over and over due to it being in my media coursework..... but to be honest, I watched it the first time round and thought it was amazing which is why I have been using your AC3 video's as examples :) And you know what? I'm not leaving you now! Your amazing! And I find you very, very funny! I'm glad your back! I hope you do AC4, I have to do that in media next year haha talk soon!!!!!!! Missed You! x

  • @santyodom6827
    @santyodom6827 11 лет назад

    Love you man, Take your time to solve and deal w/ what you have to...

  • @JourneyToNoah
    @JourneyToNoah 11 лет назад

    Yes! Finally someone who feels the way I feel! I have had the problems you described in this video. I have ADD/ADHD and I guess that is the reason for the problems for me.

  • @toxiclizard1
    @toxiclizard1 11 лет назад

    welcome back! kinda forgot about u. but always was still subbed. glad ur back!

  • @el12000
    @el12000 11 лет назад

    Man dont worry i personally wouldnt see any other walkthrougs you are the best at this

  • @SumiMarrow
    @SumiMarrow 11 лет назад

    I love your channel and know that RUclips isn't life and respect your choices and absences. So I'll be happily waiting and supporting you :)

  • @TooFunnyBunny
    @TooFunnyBunny 11 лет назад

    Good to see you again man, excited for the new videos

  • @hudson188
    @hudson188 11 лет назад

    I know exactly what you mean Zach. I had the same problem before, but I got over it. All you have to do is just enjoy yourself. Forget about everything. If you want to play one game play that one game and don't let anyone tell you otherwise.

  • @SuperHorseChoker
    @SuperHorseChoker 11 лет назад

    it's alright take your time dude dont let anyone tell you how quick to do things do it at your own pace even if you have to take a step back and relax just take a deep breath and (i know this is gonna sound cliche but) Be you and Own it.

  • @TheStrangeBrian
    @TheStrangeBrian 11 лет назад

    Super excited to have you back Fusion! Without you, I probably wouldn't have known how to finish most of the missions

  • @scotterickson4064
    @scotterickson4064 11 лет назад

    I'm so happy to say I was one of the 10% that watched it all I'm happy you are back and to those who are talking crap don

  • @brizliongooner3086
    @brizliongooner3086 11 лет назад

    Btw ur NOT the only one going through this, not even close to it. Just get away for a while and do something else until ur happy again because if u keep pushing yourself to do it you will fall into the same trap so trust me the best thing is to get away from this for at least a year and stop thinking about it, then evaluate whether u really want to do it or not and not for us subscribers but for yourself!

  • @NoLifeOnly
    @NoLifeOnly 11 лет назад

    Never going to unsubscribe FusionCap, Keep on the good work your videos are awesome :D

  • @ssshsien
    @ssshsien 11 лет назад

    I believe you bro. Please just keep your head up and don't worry if your vids don't come out very often I won't matter

  • @Redeagle5747
    @Redeagle5747 11 лет назад

    Nice for you to come back...we miss you !!!

  • @vertabre
    @vertabre 11 лет назад

    You're in a better state of mind, and that's all that should matter. Don't worry about being perfect at anything, your human, and built to make mistakes so you can learn from them. You had your issues and banished any demons, so now is the time to get back to what you clearly love to do, play video games and create video walkthroughs.
    An idea you can use, is to make a weekly video summarizing the news from the week and inform us of new stuff coming. Stay Strong and keep moving forward.

  • @darylscanlon8340
    @darylscanlon8340 9 лет назад

    I just started playing AC3 and your walkthrough has kept me from quitting

  • @xOddHope
    @xOddHope 11 лет назад

    You're back! You have great content hope you can keep it up!

  • @perrymcox
    @perrymcox 11 лет назад

    The thing about changing plans, but not doing anything- I know EXACTLY how you feel!

  • @AndjelaAnchy98
    @AndjelaAnchy98 11 лет назад

    I am so glad you are back!

  • @Perty42
    @Perty42 11 лет назад

    I'm here for your content. 1 video a week is all we need.