You are so strong Samantha. Your life experiences are heartbreaking and beautiful at the same time. You're an awesome reactor and an even more awesome person 😎❤😘🙏
@@JusticeJunkies1 Max please it was only Maxwell if I was in Trouble by my Mother. Ho bloody hell when I heard Maxwell 😳. It was usually Maxi but if it jumped to Maxwell. I was in for it. I know I put Maxwell. I thought afterwards why did I do that .? .
Samantha, I must repeat it: you´re a fan-tas-tic human being. Your openess will help many others! What tragedies in your life, and still you´re so strong. Such beautiful messages in all of your Ren-reactions. Your husband, your children and your mother can be so proud of you! You deserve every positive comment in these reactions.✊️👊🤛🤞🤞🤞🤞 And don´t you dare to feel sorry again for being emotional!!! I´m sure a lot of your viewers cried even more than you. And we´re not sorry 😉
You are amazing KV. I can't tell you what your loving and supportive words mean to me. I can't articulate how much that means to me. It's so beautiful and I'm so lucky to have you here 🥹🩷🙏
Spruce you are such a sweetheart it is an amazing transformation and an even bigger transformation now that I have all of you. It means everything to me. 🥹🙏🩷
Im sorry for all you had to go through at a young age, i had a rough childhood myself but it wasnt because of my parents. I got diagnosed with cancer when i was in kindergarten and my mom was a single mother, i break down every time i imagine what she felt wondering if she would lose her little boy. My mom is such a strong women and my absolute hero for making it through that hardship.
Thank GOD you are still here my friend! Wow! I can't even imagine the kind of strength that takes to deal with that at such a young age and I'm SO GRATEFUL you made it. You're a tough one and you're always welcome here my friend 🥹🙏🩷
I can’t stand the spoiled only child stereotype. People don’t realize the spotlight and pressure that’s put on an only child. I’m glad you got your dad back.❤️
Oh Calle you're so beautiful inside and out. Your love and support means everything love. You're such a special person and I'm so lucky to have you here 🥹🩷🙏
AGREED! Please Sam. Kujo is a p.o.s. that tried to hustle Ren out of money after stealing some of his beats and then went around with his lawyer and g.f. to disparage Ren all over the Internet! Great song that Kujo deserved.
Good evening Samantha! Firstly, thank you so much for the shout out on my comments and recommendations. It is very appreciated. Second, I am actually someone else who knows your Dads condition. I had a girl friend who had the same thing. Unfortunately, she unalived herself about four years after her diagnosis, dying with only just getting off the pills a few months before. She was doing really well. I didn’t know she had it until about a year before she died. She was such a beautiful soul and I am glad that she is at peace, but fuck, I miss her! She was young too, barely in her twenties. My condolences and sympathies and, as always, my love to you. This is Seven Sins. Ren’s favorite on the Sick Boi album. The opening lyrics are spoken in Welsh, Ren’s native language, and say the following in English: “Illness is my teacher It broke my smile My bones feel old Here lies the body of Ren” The story about him on the floor of his kitchen is truth and actually happened. He would lie on the kitchen tiles of his mother’s kitchen, scrapping at it even after he was bloody from the sheer pain, screaming into the void and her mother unable to do anything to help him. The verse about his bed was exactly his experience: a tomb for a body. For over a year, he couldn’t move and his mother had to help him do absolutely every normal task a fully independent person should be able to do. I knew this one would be good for you. However, it’s time to do some fun ones again after all that: Bongo Bong with the Big Push, Ocean with Eden Nash, and Humble with Eden Nash. I highly recommend also checking out French Song with his buddy Romain Axisa. Other good feeling Ren songs are It’s Alright, Life is Funny, Uninvited (for an entire song that’s sexual innuendo; trust me, you’ll love it), What You Want (beastie boys tribute as an original), Xbox Marijuana with the Big Push, Girls!, 1990 (for an entire look into his passionate celebration of his birth decade). As always, I love you. Much peace and love to you :) 💕
I'm gonna check those out my amazing Lianna. I love hearing from you it means so much to me. I learn SO much from you and it's such a gift. You are such a gift 🥹🙏🩷
You dont have to apologize for crying. My dad is a stubborn grumpy old man and even though we dont have the best relationship im gonna cry like a little baby when he leaves.
7 Sins is on my daily playlist it’s such a banger with such a strong message. Great reaction as always Sam!! You’re such a strong and inspirational woman, with a deep intelligence and empathy. Keep that beautiful smile shinning!! Big Love ❤❤
Love you bestie ❤ I am happy for you he got to see you grow up. Sad he changed through the medication and became a different person. This song is my favourite with the beat choise and the message. Have a good weekend my lovely 🫶🏻 Enjoy time with your family!
Sending all my love your way bestie. You always make my night. I'm so lucky to have you here. It really makes my day so much better and these topics so much easier. I can't tell you what your love and support has always meant to me 🥹🙏
Wow Sam, you do it to me every time! Please never apologise for getting emotional and sharing such personal stories. I'm so glad you and your dad reconciled and he got to tell you how proud he is of you. You have every reason to be proud of yourself too with the happy life you've now built for yourself. When you're ready, Ren recorded an 8 part (Chapters) story of his life and his struggles with Lyme's disease and it's misdiagnoses. Told as a story, each chapter finishes with a different Ren song. They were released as a prelude to a recent release "Troubles" earlier this year. Otherwise if you want something lighter there's plenty of fun Ren stuff out there. His band "The Big Push" would be ideal if you want a feel good Ren reaction. A good starting point is the "I shot the sheriff/Road to Zion/Hip Hop" mash up. It's a street performance (called "Busking" here in the UK) and the version to do is the one where he's wearing red suspenders (we call them "braces") in the thumbnail. (You'll get heat off some Ren fanatics if you choose the wrong one, lol!)
Just a suggestion, but you might want to think about creating a Ren playlist soon. This will help viewers find all your Ren content in one place as it grows. Some reactors call it the Reniverse as it can branch out into other associated artists he has worked with (and his band). No worries if not, I'll still find it! 😉
Sam , you and I are more similar than you could imagine. I lost my dad to a sudden heart attack aged 14. He was my age 56.!! I awoke in the early hours of February the 25th, 1983, to the sounds of my mother screaming out my Dad's name , and I knew immediately that the sound of her voice spelt trouble, I ran from my room into their's to see the sight of the old man struggling for his last breaths, I immediately went into life saving mode, preforming cpr ,chest compressions and mouth to mouth yet nothing helped and he ended up dying in my arms. I'll never forget the sound of his chest crackling and gurgling.!! I'm pretty sure that it was that experience that made me try the drugs I did, I'd suffered with that memory for 9 years before I got into weed, speed, E's, and then Charlie. I then had over 10 years living in the misty haze of substance abuse.!! The day he died, my mother and I lost all faith. But as you know, I've just rediscovered some form of faith.!!! I'll quote Ren " Life is funny sometimes.!! Great reaction to yet another heavy Ren tune.!! Be strong, lovely lady. Much love and respect from us UK Renagades. ❤❤❤🇬🇧🏴🇬🇧❣️🇺🇲 Oh, Ps. Well done USA you did well on the 5th.!!! 🇬🇧🏴🇬🇧🇺🇲🇺🇲🇺🇲🇬🇧🏴🇬🇧
YOU ARE JUST LIKE ME IAN 😭 I wish you'd never experienced that but at the same time I don't feel so alone in my experiences. It means so much to me just like you! 🥹🩷🙏
You're not talking down your father, Sam. You are telling your story and your dad would have been proud of you, if he hadn't been sick. Very sick. I'm probably in his age and I can assure you that he would love you now as much as he did when you were a kid. I promise. The rest was just the chemical talking; it had nothing to do with you, love.
You are so amazing Stefan. I can't thank you enough for being such a sweet person to me. It means so much and I am so blessed to have you here. It really makes my whole night every single time you leave me a comment. It means the world 🥹🩷🥹🩷🥹
Yes love I can't react to his stuff anymore because they copyright strike all my songs now and it's been like 10 of them so I can't anymore or it could shut down my page. Even after sending a dispute they still reject my ability to react to their songs anymore so I stopped.
You are so strong Samantha. Your life experiences are heartbreaking and beautiful at the same time. You're an awesome reactor and an even more awesome person 😎❤😘🙏
Agreed :)
You're such a sweetheart. Both of you are so amazing and I'm so touched. Thank you with all my heart. It means more than you'll ever know. 🥹🙏🩷
"Crime scene, forensic" (for Ren's sick). Genius! :)
You are such an incredible person Sam 😭 amazing reaction 😘
Seven Sins just Blew me away when 1st heard it .I just Listened to it over and over .
So did I Maxwell it was beautiful my friend 🥹🙏🩷
@@JusticeJunkies1 Max please it was only Maxwell if I was in Trouble by my Mother. Ho bloody hell when I heard Maxwell 😳. It was usually Maxi but if it jumped to Maxwell. I was in for it. I know I put Maxwell. I thought afterwards why did I do that .? .
You are SO LOVED and you cry all you want! We love you for who you are. Amazing reaction as usual Sam 😘
Absolutely beautiful inside and out Sam. SHARE THAT MESSAGE GIRL! And never be ashamed 💪👏🙌😘
What a beautiful soul you have.
@@Yougottalaugh-p9u I'm so happy to have you here with me my friend 🥹🙏🩷 you're always welcome here.
Samantha, I must repeat it: you´re a fan-tas-tic human being. Your openess will help many others! What tragedies in your life, and still you´re so strong. Such beautiful messages in all of your Ren-reactions. Your husband, your children and your mother can be so proud of you! You deserve every positive comment in these reactions.✊️👊🤛🤞🤞🤞🤞
And don´t you dare to feel sorry again for being emotional!!! I´m sure a lot of your viewers cried even more than you. And we´re not sorry 😉
Agreed, first watched you when you talked about you abusive, murderous ex, you’re succeeding every day now.
❤️👍🏽👍☘️
You are amazing KV. I can't tell you what your loving and supportive words mean to me. I can't articulate how much that means to me. It's so beautiful and I'm so lucky to have you here 🥹🩷🙏
Spruce you are such a sweetheart it is an amazing transformation and an even bigger transformation now that I have all of you. It means everything to me. 🥹🙏🩷
Best reactor. Why? Because you are so genuine ❤
You are the realest reactor on RUclips Sam. 🤯😘🧡 I adore you.
Sam I don't know if you have ever seen the old english white guys who rap but I'd LOVE to see you react to Pete & Bas! They are AMAZING 😂❤
I'll check em out 😉
She so beautiful love her reaction she's so pretty 😊
You're so sweet and I am so lucky to have you here my friend. Thank you so much for your loving and supportive message. It means so much 🥹🙏🩷
My favorite song that I play every day. I live with pain like Ren describes. Thanks for doing this ❤
Hopefully there's healing behind those tears. Ren's the master of "the feels". Good health and happiness to you and your family!
It is and supportive messages like this make it so much easier. Thank you my friend 🥹🙏🩷
Im sorry for all you had to go through at a young age, i had a rough childhood myself but it wasnt because of my parents. I got diagnosed with cancer when i was in kindergarten and my mom was a single mother, i break down every time i imagine what she felt wondering if she would lose her little boy. My mom is such a strong women and my absolute hero for making it through that hardship.
Thank GOD you are still here my friend! Wow! I can't even imagine the kind of strength that takes to deal with that at such a young age and I'm SO GRATEFUL you made it. You're a tough one and you're always welcome here my friend 🥹🙏🩷
You're so amazing 👏 💗
Life is crazy no doubt about it. Another awesome video. ❤
Thanks guys. I really appreciate that. It's a whole new world now and my dad and I made up for all that time at the end so it was worth the ending 🩷
♥♥♥
❤❤❤❤❤
I can’t stand the spoiled only child stereotype. People don’t realize the spotlight and pressure that’s put on an only child. I’m glad you got your dad back.❤️
Oh Calle you're so beautiful inside and out. Your love and support means everything love. You're such a special person and I'm so lucky to have you here 🥹🩷🙏
KUJO BEAT DOWN next please Sam 😘
AGREED! Please Sam. Kujo is a p.o.s. that tried to hustle Ren out of money after stealing some of his beats and then went around with his lawyer and g.f. to disparage Ren all over the Internet! Great song that Kujo deserved.
Sounds like a plan you 2 😉
Good evening Samantha!
Firstly, thank you so much for the shout out on my comments and recommendations. It is very appreciated.
Second, I am actually someone else who knows your Dads condition. I had a girl friend who had the same thing. Unfortunately, she unalived herself about four years after her diagnosis, dying with only just getting off the pills a few months before. She was doing really well. I didn’t know she had it until about a year before she died. She was such a beautiful soul and I am glad that she is at peace, but fuck, I miss her! She was young too, barely in her twenties.
My condolences and sympathies and, as always, my love to you.
This is Seven Sins. Ren’s favorite on the Sick Boi album.
The opening lyrics are spoken in Welsh, Ren’s native language, and say the following in English: “Illness is my teacher
It broke my smile
My bones feel old
Here lies the body of Ren”
The story about him on the floor of his kitchen is truth and actually happened. He would lie on the kitchen tiles of his mother’s kitchen, scrapping at it even after he was bloody from the sheer pain, screaming into the void and her mother unable to do anything to help him.
The verse about his bed was exactly his experience: a tomb for a body. For over a year, he couldn’t move and his mother had to help him do absolutely every normal task a fully independent person should be able to do.
I knew this one would be good for you.
However, it’s time to do some fun ones again after all that: Bongo Bong with the Big Push, Ocean with Eden Nash, and Humble with Eden Nash. I highly recommend also checking out French Song with his buddy Romain Axisa.
Other good feeling Ren songs are It’s Alright, Life is Funny, Uninvited (for an entire song that’s sexual innuendo; trust me, you’ll love it), What You Want (beastie boys tribute as an original), Xbox Marijuana with the Big Push, Girls!, 1990 (for an entire look into his passionate celebration of his birth decade).
As always, I love you. Much peace and love to you :) 💕
I'm gonna check those out my amazing Lianna. I love hearing from you it means so much to me. I learn SO much from you and it's such a gift. You are such a gift 🥹🙏🩷
You dont have to apologize for crying. My dad is a stubborn grumpy old man and even though we dont have the best relationship im gonna cry like a little baby when he leaves.
Thank you so much Ray that means so much. My dad was a strict guy but I loved him so much. You're awesome! 🥹🙏🩷
It makes sense now why you dated such an older man. You're awesome. I hope you know how special you are Sam. Favorite reactor hands down. ❤
Thanks for sharing ... sounds like you've been through it (your father too)
I have but hearing from kind people like you makes it a lot easier. Thank you my friend 🥹🙏🩷
7 Sins is on my daily playlist it’s such a banger with such a strong message.
Great reaction as always Sam!! You’re such a strong and inspirational woman, with a deep intelligence and empathy.
Keep that beautiful smile shinning!!
Big Love ❤❤
Love you bestie ❤
I am happy for you he got to see you grow up. Sad he changed through the medication and became a different person.
This song is my favourite with the beat choise and the message.
Have a good weekend my lovely 🫶🏻
Enjoy time with your family!
Sending all my love your way bestie. You always make my night. I'm so lucky to have you here. It really makes my day so much better and these topics so much easier. I can't tell you what your love and support has always meant to me 🥹🙏
Wow Sam, you do it to me every time! Please never apologise for getting emotional and sharing such personal stories. I'm so glad you and your dad reconciled and he got to tell you how proud he is of you. You have every reason to be proud of yourself too with the happy life you've now built for yourself.
When you're ready, Ren recorded an 8 part (Chapters) story of his life and his struggles with Lyme's disease and it's misdiagnoses. Told as a story, each chapter finishes with a different Ren song. They were released as a prelude to a recent release "Troubles" earlier this year. Otherwise if you want something lighter there's plenty of fun Ren stuff out there. His band "The Big Push" would be ideal if you want a feel good Ren reaction. A good starting point is the "I shot the sheriff/Road to Zion/Hip Hop" mash up. It's a street performance (called "Busking" here in the UK) and the version to do is the one where he's wearing red suspenders (we call them "braces") in the thumbnail. (You'll get heat off some Ren fanatics if you choose the wrong one, lol!)
I will definitely check those out and you're so awesome. You're so supportive and it makes my whole day!
I'll be doing Troubles tomorrow my friend 🥹🙏🩷 and your comment will be featured 😉🩷
@@JusticeJunkies1 That's great! As a newbie to the channel I feel honoured. I shall look forward to that! 😊
Just a suggestion, but you might want to think about creating a Ren playlist soon. This will help viewers find all your Ren content in one place as it grows. Some reactors call it the Reniverse as it can branch out into other associated artists he has worked with (and his band). No worries if not, I'll still find it! 😉
@seantaylor4095 that's a good idea! I'll definitely be doing that. ☺️
You are a freaking rock star Sam ❤
Your reactions are so thoughtful, thank you for sharing, that is Ren’s super power
Richie you're such a sweetheart. You don't know how much that means to me 🥹🙏🩷🙌
Best reactor ever 👏👏👏
SO BEAUTIFUL 😭💙
You are such a force. I love it. 🔥💪
You rock girl. Love you Sam ❤
Sam , you and I are more similar than you could imagine.
I lost my dad to a sudden heart attack aged 14. He was my age 56.!!
I awoke in the early hours of February the 25th, 1983, to the sounds of my mother screaming out my Dad's name , and I knew immediately that the sound of her voice spelt trouble, I ran from my room into their's to see the sight of the old man struggling for his last breaths, I immediately went into life saving mode, preforming cpr ,chest compressions and mouth to mouth yet nothing helped and he ended up dying in my arms. I'll never forget the sound of his chest crackling and gurgling.!!
I'm pretty sure that it was that experience that made me try the drugs I did, I'd suffered with that memory for 9 years before I got into weed, speed, E's, and then Charlie. I then had over 10 years living in the misty haze of substance abuse.!!
The day he died, my mother and I lost all faith. But as you know, I've just rediscovered some form of faith.!!!
I'll quote Ren " Life is funny sometimes.!!
Great reaction to yet another heavy Ren tune.!!
Be strong, lovely lady.
Much love and respect from us UK Renagades.
❤❤❤🇬🇧🏴🇬🇧❣️🇺🇲
Oh, Ps. Well done USA you did well on the 5th.!!! 🇬🇧🏴🇬🇧🇺🇲🇺🇲🇺🇲🇬🇧🏴🇬🇧
YOU ARE JUST LIKE ME IAN 😭
I wish you'd never experienced that but at the same time I don't feel so alone in my experiences. It means so much to me just like you! 🥹🩷🙏
You're not talking down your father, Sam. You are telling your story and your dad would have been proud of you, if he hadn't been sick. Very sick. I'm probably in his age and I can assure you that he would love you now as much as he did when you were a kid. I promise. The rest was just the chemical talking; it had nothing to do with you, love.
I'm so happy you got your father back in the end, dear!
It's the emotions that makes us feel close to you, so you have nothing to be sorry about.
You are so amazing Stefan. I can't thank you enough for being such a sweet person to me. It means so much and I am so blessed to have you here. It really makes my whole night every single time you leave me a comment. It means the world 🥹🩷🥹🩷🥹
@@JusticeJunkies1 💜💜💜
You are so beautiful
I suggest to react on 2 songs from NF
NF - let you down
NF - Wake Up
I will Paul. I sure will! One of those might be next 😉🩷
I'll be putting up Let You Down tomorrow Paul 😉🫶🩷
Paul it's up! Your request 🩷
Sam, I noticed that you didn't react to Tom MacDonald's amazing song "Goodbye Joe" 😱
Yes love I can't react to his stuff anymore because they copyright strike all my songs now and it's been like 10 of them so I can't anymore or it could shut down my page. Even after sending a dispute they still reject my ability to react to their songs anymore so I stopped.