Crack Addict interview-Red
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- Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Red, a crack addict on Skid Row.
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This is my 1st time watching soft white under belly. I started the video with my mom sitting next to me in the truck. My mom noticed that she recognized red's voice And when red mentioned the NA24 in Austin she remembered that's where she met her. I own a landscape design business in Austin and would be honored to give red a job and a place to live if she would like to get away from the drugs and start a new chapter with a place to live at no cost and immediate employment. Please reply.
Lol, what are you talking about
@Really Mad Max I need to get incontact with red. I want to help her
@@heypaul7646Can you not read?! They know Red.
@@brandenwallin1463 u be soundin like u wanna take advantage of her
I'm her Mother...you don't want anything to do with her. She abandoned her kids to get out of the state of TX coz she has 5 extradition warrants for drugs...
1:02:40 “there is no amount of love in the world that could ever make an addict quit until they’re ready” she’s exactly right.
Mark, are you practicing self-care? Listening to this much pain has got to weigh you down. Love your work. Take care of yourself!
So true....💯💛🔥
Gay
@@heypaul7646 😂😂
@@heypaul7646 that's your decision.
@@heypaul7646 wtf is wrong with you bro?
I think Red is going to make it. She's already come a long way and made a lot of progress. She has great insight.
She’s actively smoking crack…
@@azzyb7738 aren't you just charming
No human should have to go through this much suffering. I’m sorry, Red. I understand addiction. You are still here for a reason. Maybe it’s those 22 people you saved. And all of the rest of the people you could help through your healing. Your heart is good and I can clearly see that. Keep going, sister.
Sounds like her Mom was never a stable person. Being married 5 times...those poor kids. She raised her siblings. Molested by her grandfather...my goodness..people are just evil. It's no wonder why their adult lives are so messed up. 😳💔😕 They don't even have a fair start. Always tragic & sad. So much childhood trauma. The common thread with all these people.
Lol idk about people being "just evil"
The molester/rapist yes but everyone else (including this woman who blames everyone but herself) are just selfish, miserable and make horrible decisions.
Doesn't make a person evil or good....just human
@@kathykolcun6791 You are entitled to your opinion...as I am entitled to mine. No arguments here.
@@juliemackenzie1978 lol You're a class act🙏.
I do agree that children are very sensitive and the trauma is real but u gotta man/woman up and take care of your children (this chicks kids are going to grow up and talk about how terrible she was)
2) Notice how the only constant in this womans story is being surrounded by people (she claims) mistreated her? She's always victim of circumstance 🤦
and he was a sheriff of the town.
@Kathy Kolcun sometimes that's the way it goes though, right? I have witnessed people get screwed over and used, and only to be pulled back down when they try to get out of a horrible situation. You could always take someone's side at face value and just listen, no judgment - just kindness. It costs you nothing.
we HAVE to believe our children. Protect your babies. This world is getting to be scarier and scarier.
When she says she had looks of a model… She still does. She is absolutely beautiful. That hair is to die for.
She really is ! Love her hair !
Definitely not anymore.
I don't see anything modelesque lol
@poeticallysavage1649 her hair looks like a dried up over processed hot mess. What are you talking about?
As a hairdresser for 35 years, her hair is gorgeous. No hair extensions. Her hair is not fried dyed or laid to the side. If you checked, I had 54 likes on that comment. For you to say there’s nothing modelesque about her, you’re a hater! I saw your picture i& your hair doesn’t even come close to how beautiful her hair is!
Ibtruly feel for her but she cared more about her relationships with men instead of her children. Thats horrible and selfish and self destructive and she was seemingly stuck in a loop of horrific behavior. I hope she gets better because I know too many people like this.
I noticed that too. Men, men, men
Like her mother. Just sad. Cycle of trauma.
I AM SO PROUD OF YOU FOR JUST TELLING THE TRUTH. I LOVE THE WAY YOU DIDN'T HOLD BACK. IM SO SORRY THAT YOUR PARENTS DIDN'T TAKE CARE OF YOU BY WATCHING OUT FOR YOU AS THEIR CHILD YOU DESERVED SO MUCH BETTER.
I am her parent and everything she said about us is not true. She is a narcissist and it's always everyone else's fault. I was always there for her she just wanted to do what she wanted and to hell with her family and her children.
Except she didn’t tell the truth! She’s a liar and manipulator always has been! Only thinks about herself and to hell with anyone!
Take everything kristi says with a grain of salt..I have known her and her mother, and her mothers family my whole life and they are good people..
This woman broke my heart. I hope she knows despite everything she’s been through she still is a good human and a good soul inside she’s just hurting. ❤️
And a fantastic story teller.
I love the people who come to these comments to shit on these people. You are exactly the people I make it a point to avoid at gatherings/events. I'm left to wonder if these same people only come here because their own privileged lives are pure crap and hearing these stories give them something to feel good about 🤔
Those type of comments must have been censored, as all I see are kind, neutral, or blowing smoke.
I believe they just come to feel...something meaningful.
@@sherryd.3425well said
These are the type of interview that made me fall in love with SWU
Raw, no questions, just story telling ❤
The answer is not in men or drugs….
A major point I picked up from her life story... Daddies... be good to your daughters. She's a beautiful lady inside and out. Her strength is admirable. Addiction is sneaky, it comes like a thief in the night. It take beautiful people and steals the best parts of them. Its one of the hardest things to overcome. Believe me, I know... She has lots of unresolved trauma she needs to work through. Praying for you Red... Find your way out honey. Fight, never give up. Never look back!
Props to Mr. Carter, for being an amazing human being to a person in need. May his soul rest in peace.
Red has been through the ringer in life at such a an early age. There is hope for Red. She is a beautiful woman and has survived so much tragedy and sufferings. Her drug addiction is part of her coping mechanism from the years of trauma and sexual assaults. If you don't understand why people are drug addicts and alcoholics. Let them talk and share their horrific stories of what happened to them in life. For Red to be composed enough to do this interview with Mark. Shows that she is meant to be here to tell her story. God please save and help rescue Red from herself. Help her put her life back together so she can live a normal and peaceful life. 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
🙏🙏🙏
Peace. Ik we don’t know each other but will you pray this prayer for someone I knew as well? she not a addict but the circumstances/environment aren’t pleasant. Mentally more so.
It’s someone I love dearly dow. only reason I’m askin. it’s day I ain’t strong enough to do it
She’s been through hella physical things as well.
YOU SAID THAT SO BEAUTIFULLY. SHE DESERVES SO MUCH BETTER, SHE'S A BEAUTIFUL SMART PERSON, I HOPE AND PRAY SHE GETS TO HAVE THE LIFE SHE SO DESERVES. 💕💕
Praying she overcomes her addiction and get the peace she needs. Love and light. 🙏❤️
Prayer does nothing.
God keeps reaching out to her, on a personal level & through people she just needs to respond & stay with it once & for all, we only get so many chances
My heart melts since I discovered this channel. As an African, I thought poverty was the worst.
Shes a survivor she'll be okay.. Look what she went through shes a strong individual .. peace love and blessings for this womans future
She literally admitted to robbing and choking an elderly man to feed her crack addition while her abusive mother cares for her children...
i always feel impressed that some people are able to keep a good posture after these kinds of events...
She is a STRONG woman. If she gets her mind set, she can do whatever she needs to do. I feel so compelled by her stories and her resilience. Amazing woman.
This poor tormented soul has been so harmed by lowlifes!
I wish her all the best and I hope she begins to heal.
I get so wrapped up in some of these interviews where I don’t want the interview to end. They just speech so well and you just truly feel their emotions through their words and it’s so, just so I don’t even have the right words, just wow. She, her storye, is one of those interviews man. I want good for her so bad and I don’t even know her but I want to cheer her on and see her get better. I think it’s her time, she deserves to get better and just have better. Some don’t agree with NA but I do believe she could and her story could help so many lost souls in the NA rooms. Young lives she could save just by her story. Maybe be that “mom” or just older guidance to these kids nowadays that she unfortunately didn’t have herself cause maybe if she had someone like herself in her younger years, it could have truly saved her. I believe she has so much potential. She could do such amazing things and I full heartedly believe that with my soul and that’s only listening to her speak for an hour. I know I’m a nobody, words on a RUclips video can only go so far ya know but even still. I hope she reads these comments and I am not a praying type like at all but on special occasions I make exceptions. And she is one I’m truly praying for and I know I’m sorry does nothing to someone’s severe trauma but I am so sorry you were failed as a child. Many people failed you and I’m so freakin sorry for that so much so that I wish it could help in some way. I want good for her like no other. Would love an update on her.
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The pain in her eyes, especially at the end. That blank stare of all that pin and hurt in her eyes, ugh man I felt her pain even tho I’ve never experienced it. I could just see it in her eyes.
And then it sticks there..lodged in your soul..and it hurts the next day first thing in the morniing
She looks Native A. / part native.- very beautiful woman.. I feel so bad for her.. How can anyone treat a girl like that.. Soccergame where the whole family cover ups a rape.. INSANE!! I hope she get's where she needs to be to find peace ..
I'm her Mother...she was never abused when she was young. She a very good liar. She made you believe it.
@@susanwalton7168 Really ? If that is the case it is just awful ..
Riveting interview. I love her honesty. She owns her shit. Such a beautiful soul. She deserves so much more 🫶🏽💜
Yeah I felt the same way, about owning her own stuff
Everything this girl has said is a lie. She is a master manipulater. We have always tried to help her. She ran backwards from us and her children. We love her but she pushes us all away. She went to LA. because she has warrants. 5 extradition warrants for selling drugs. I am her Mother. I have tried my whole life to love her. She is a drama queen. Her drugs have ALWAYS been more important to her than family.
Something about her doesn't seem authentic. Hope she gets clean and helps care for her children.
The pain in this woman is heartbreaking. Prayers for you sweetie.
Mark, thank you for bringing such difficult topics to the light. What has happened to Red has happened to many. I have always believed that drug addiction, alcoholism and even homelessness are brought by traumatic events such as this. My heart breaks for Red, but God is good, and there is hope.
A parent should always protect their child no matter what. Parents need to take full responsibility for their kids.
Oh my God this poor woman. I really hope her life gets better because she deserves better.
Man I'm not buying it! Sorry to say it but I deal with family addicts and it's always the same shit," im the victim" poor me this and that, lies on top of lie! Your family's that love you are the real victims and have to deal with the real pain, fear and worry of losing you as loved ones because you were too selfish and dumb to not do the drugs in the first place!
She broke our hearts...I'm her Mom....she's still lying about it all... master manipulater
She's mad at her parents for raising her wrong, and she didn't even raise her own kids. 🙄 She was out hooking and doing drugs instead of being a Mom. When Mark asked if she raised her kids, she was like "uhhh, uhh, yeah". A few years doesn't count. It's a good thing her kids were mostly raised by other people though because that is no life for kids to be around. That being said, I hope she CHOOSES to get clean, sober, get counseling and try to stabilize. Bad choices have led her down these bad bad paths. She needs to take RESPONSIBILITY for herself and her choice to do drugs in the present, regardless of painful events. I'm sorry she has been assaulted repeatedly. No one deserves that. However, she needs to get therapy instead of running from things. As long as she continues to play the victim she will always be one. Get clean, get, help, reinvent your life and be accountable for your choices. Truly wishing her the best💖 Mark please give an update on her in one year.
THANK YOU!!!! I AM HER SISTER I RASIED HER KIDS!!!!!!! THIS IS A COMPLETE SHIT SHOW!!! IN HER OWN WORDS IT'S ALL BEEN THE KRISTI SHOW!!!
She absolutely needs therapy. I couldn't agree more. Sobriety is almost always a failure without it. Especially with the trauma that she is carrying. I hope too that she seems that out for herself.
Exactly
I loved your life story, and I am praying that the second half of that story will better suit you ❤️ much love
Part of recovery is acceptance of ur own choices. U can always tell when u hear these stories who is still an addict and who’s still blaming others for where their at until u accept u chose to be where u are and ur ready to change and accept you’ve accept responsibility and choose to make a change you’ll stay using and blaming everyone around u for where u atr
The only way I’ve ever been able to find love, was through loving myself first. You have to love yourself enough to go through whatever it is you need to go through, to get away from everything hurting you.
Damn....if the Bhad Baby girl makes a wrong turn, this is her future self
😂😂😂 You are so wrong for this 😂😂😂
I thought the same when I saw Red, Bhad Baby favors her lookwise.
@@RottedDollfacelike seriously lol
Red, it sounds like your ready for the next chapter in your life. I'm thinking you will get clean and you will help thousands more. Thinking you will become a writer, speaker and more. Good Luck! We're all looking forward to seeing you again on SWU.
God Bless her . I hope she reaches a level of clarity, peace and happiness in her life ❤
Always praying for these beautiful souls on this channel.
Everyone is beautiful on here in their own special way . I wish someone told them that earlier in life so they wouldn’t get to this place 🙏❤️
She said her addiction was hers and separate from her children.. and that she has an amazing relationship with her kids... but none of that is true. The children suffered just the same as her.
I peeped that too. Her mother raised her boys, while an aunt or sister raised her daughter off an on. I just can't. Accountability is needed desperately.
Most of what she said is bullshit! My mom and myself raised her kids!!! Thanks to me they no longer had to see the parade of men in and out of her (paid for house by our father). She chose this life and continues to choose it! she had everything handed to her and she pissed it away because she would do drugs then take care of her kids!
@@lesliewhite7329I see that I'm surprised not many people are.
Red...I see potential in you. Please put all that energy you have into loving Jesus Christ. That is you answer. You can be a warrior for good. I see it and feel it. Don't let Satan destroy your gifts. I love you sister. Thanks for sharing with Mark. He is also a gift from Jesus.. I hope he knows it too....God bless...
If for any of them their kids would mean so much like the drugs and their transitional drug partners their lives would be different. She still doesn't realize that someone who loves you won't pimp or just leave you alone anywhere, especially in Mexico. I wish her all the best, but I don't have much hope that she'll ever get away from that lifestyle. She has been doing it for too long and didn't even stop bc of her kids.
Bless her lil heart. I feel her pain.She still God's child. I just want to give her a big hug.
@@mihe6212
..the only one here that needs a friend is you, Hennnnn!🥴🙄
@@mihe6212 hey there chicken little. Thank you very much for the Hannah Montana song.
Actually, she's only God's child if she has humbled herself, and called on Jesus Christ for the free gift of eternal salvation. If she hasn't been adopted into God's family through the process of genuine spiritual rebirth, then she, like all lost folks, is a child of the Devil. This is pure, King James Bible truth, and a hard pill to swallow for most people.
She is telling some truths and omitting others.
I have known this girl since she born.
I am her Aunt and I raised her daughter for 5 years.
Kristi's family adored her. Mistakes were made as in all families, but her drug and alcohol use is on her. Those were the choices she made.
She didn't raise her children. She, for lack of better terms, helped them survive until they were 8, 6 and 4.
Her oldest came to live with just before her 8th birthday. This precious little girl couldn't read.
Kristi "red" forgot to mention that her daughter has 2nd degree cognitive disorder due to crack exposure in the womb. She also failed to mention that her bots had the courage to ask for help and Kristi's younger sister answered the call. Both boys went on to graduate high school in spite of being abandoned, again, by their mother.
Yes, Kristi has suffered but only at her own hands.
None of this is the truth. She never had cancer. She was never molested by her grandfather. And we never covered anything. She has been an addict since she was 13. We did everything we could to help her. Even into her adult life. She wanted to leave her husband and I went and got her several times just so she could go back in 2 days. We loved her...she didn't love herself.
I saw right thru her. She’s left a trail of destruction thru other people’s lives. Kind of sick to see all these comments propping her up.
EVERYTHING that happens to children , in the beginning of our lives, makes us who we are. As mothers and fathers now when you stare at your phone when your kids are looking for guidance, love , acceptance, it’s so sad. I just can’t imagine what world we are creating. Kids are straight potential! They have the ability to be the greatest or the worst and something that seems so easy IS SO HARD why?? Look what we are creating???
Which is why you'd think she'd be hypervigilant about her own children. I'd like to now hear their story. We need to be there for the children of these addicts.
We are always tasked to make and create love out of nothing at all. And we can and do...again and again...and that is why I believe in humanity, and Mark, and God. Love to all who try!
I'm her Mother...everything she has said is a lie...she came from a very loving family. She pushed us all away...no matter how hard we tried to help her
This is my Niece. 90% of what she is saying is so not true! She did this all to herself….time to take responsibility for your own bad choices!! She has never had cancer.!!! She is a thief and a liar. I am still paying for a car she stole from me and sold for drugs…..I hope you all
Can see through the bull….she is enjoying the attention. This is the easy way out of life! Give all to someone else and just live on the edge…..skid row is full of people who just don’t want to work at life…..
I’ve met her … she definitely left a mark on past despite looking different I knew her voice right away. Thief and liar are at the top of my mind for sure when it comes to her. I’m sorry to be one to comment as well
I know her also and she is a thief but not a liar. She did steal my heart but she didn't lie because she said she would
This broke my heart love. I was also molested by my grandparents n when I told my parents they didn’t believe me and so I ran away from home and endured being gang raped and raped 5 times in a year. Just like you I got pregnant by the grace of god i had a miscarriage at 7mo. So turned to drugs and got high just to run from the pain and I’m still running went from Xanax to crack and now fentanyl. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to be sober the trauma is just intolerable. I just wish someone loved me enough to show me the right way to heal and maybe I could’ve had a chance at a good life 💔💯
Wow, Christy. Did you hear what she said, y’all? She slapped her hands and responded to Mark “ITS NOT LA, ITS ME.” It doesn’t matter your exterior locality, it’s clearly about your internal locality. Sobriety is something you choose from your heart.
I have known this girl since she was a baby..the cousin she mentions that she worked with selling roses is my little sister..kristi comes from a good and loving family that would give anything to have her back happy and healthy..if you listen to her carefully you will be able to pickup on all the inconsistencies of her stories…dont judge her family for her mistakes
Like all addicts she is a pathological liar. Addicts lie and tell stories based on what situation they are in and who they are around. They make themselves the victim no matter what. They will tell you whatever stories they think you want to hear. They always leave out the terrible things they have done, and Addicts do terrible, terrible things.
So true. Nothing is ever their fault. I don't believe a single word she said. I'd love for Mark to interview her kids, but I can only imagine how messed up they are. She seemed to avoid talking about them, especially her son.
Gay
You are so right. She's my daughter and a pathological liar
You the only person in these comments that called it straight. Everyone here fell for her deceit. She see the people in her life for what they can provide to her whether it’s drugs, cars, homes, (one way) love or support. What did she provide for them? What did her kids get? What did her family get? Nothing. Such a selfish manipulative individual that’s been doing it her entire life.
Way to generalize an entire population of people with a fatal illness 😮💨
Anywhere you go,there you are. God bless everyone here
Hiya Red,
I too had to lie about when I lost my virginity due to being raped!!! I was 15 and 10 days old.
It must have been bitter/sweet having the miscarriage under the circumstances, sorry you had to go through that because you would have to grieve that loss while barely hanging in there!?
Thank you for having the courage of vulnerability with awesomeness sharing such dark painful events that you suffered in your life with us via 'Soft White Underbelly'. I've stopped at 16:16 as my "Shae" my beautiful Kelpie needs to go outside, (Can't wait to hear the rest).
Warmest hugs with love,
Rochelle.
Mark, she's very photogenic!!! Gorgeous!! I pray her healing starts today!!! You have people who are praying for you right now!!! ❤❤❤
Cringe
@@mihe6212 I don't understand why you think I'm a needy Person?
@@spyder_33 How is what I said "Cringe"?
@@mihe6212 Henning!
You come here and project yourself every. Single. Day, Hennnn!
@Karina Ramirez-Rattan I just feel like your comments on her looks are a bit of a stretch, I mean she looks like she could beautiful but as of now the drugs have her looking extremely strung out
I really like her. She doesn’t talk about any real steps, Or real work on herself to change her life. It’s always her will. I think Community service, or reaching out and trying to help others, anything out reaching, would really help her. She’s smart enough to help others, and that would help her heal.
She is so real and raw with her emotions…God bless this soul! One of the best interviews I’ve seen!
I disagree I think she was liening a lot!
@@marielleo4715I don't believe a word she says. One of Mark's most pathetic interviewees. 🙄
@@marielleo4715 WTF does "liening" mean???
@@fadedrose9 sorry I mean... lies
I don't think so!
Too many bot comments on here. "Red speaks so eloquently." Lol, good god, give me a break. Ya, that's eloquent all right!! 🙄
Watching from South Africa. S/O to you Mark.
Mark...you need to stop interviewing these crackheads and try interviewing the families they had broken. Interview me (mom), interview her sister, and her kids. Then you'll really have a story to show the world. We have suffered for her way more than she has. I love my daughter with all my heart but I don't like the person she has become.
If you mean it, sent a private message to Mark vs. leaving vague messages! I’m sure if your family made a little video and send it to him. If you’re really her mother, you do deserve a voice too.
mark. ask these women WHY they got pregnant. give them the floor. those exact words. why did you choose to bring another human being into wat is already a terrible family situation? getting pregnant and giving birth gives them a purpose. with all the addiction gaslighting , these women will give birth to daughters that ironically will all end up in your ‘chair’ telling the very same stories their mothers told you ‘back in in the day’. you should probably at least sample some of the drugs that your ‘subjects’ rely upon. something doesnt smell right here.
I agree. They can get a needle every three months to prevent pregnancy, but why always blame the female? Pregnancy begins at ejaculation. Men should get a vicectomy!
Because everything she has said is a lie.
Nice deflection when asked if she raised her kids.
Nothing will change until we can except the truth.
Sending you love and strength. 💙
Absolutely the truth.
Love you mark u shed light on ppl who wanna just be heard mostly by SOMEONE. Ur really doing gods work mark I’d love to meet u some day ur a definite hero.
Give the men a miss babe!!! Get in2 treatment. Face u pain, trust God. Love urself n u Children. They nd u.
She blames alot of other people for her own decisions
I feel she could tell her story and be truthful about it and that would be enough. She doesn’t need to make it like she was doing nothing wrong in any situation, that it was everyone else all the time. Girl it’s enough to say “I 🤬 up!! That would be enough!!
Its always convenient to blame someone else, some people have traumatized childhoods and still turn out "society worthy". I respect such, they bluntly refuse their past to define their future.
She is whimpering or crying for a whole hour, it gets annoying.
@@rolfen Apparently you don't know what this show is about, and what she's getting paid for: TO TELL HER STORY!!! Go somewhere where nobody cares about others.
@@azzyb7738 If that's "how you think," there's your first mistake, because it's not about YOU!
Wow , wow and wow. I think I’m lost for words…. I do hope that she finds the peace and the will to drop all drugs and alcohol and moves onto the second part of her life living healthy. She deserves that and so does her children
I think she is a good story teller, she would stay there to tell her stories, just to get some cigarettes.
She is a master manipulator … it’s never her fault
Yes. I would not trust her, ever. She likes her life.
imagine how you would act after going through what she did… give people some grace
also she literally said “I am my own problem” at 13 min so ur comment is just false
@@gtgclaire boy…she’s got u fooled!!
Yes, I'm finding it hard to have compassion for her although it sounds like she's had a horrific life. I wish her well.
PS - those states that are against abortion should have to watch shit like this!
I think you can believe about half of what she says...if that.
42!!!!!!!!???????😳😳😳😳😳😳😳
Very heartbreaking story. He'll is what you live on earth. Very sad. 🙏 🙏 🙏
Most adults are traumatized from childhood in one way or another. Most children are in the care of an adult who is traumatizing them, or not protecting them from it…
I respect the people who acknowledge that they would be a bad parent ( or just don’t want the job) and proactively do not procreate. The job is not taken seriously enough bc most don’t deal with their own baggage…Therapy for the win!It’s such a sad reality and every parent who breaks the cycle is doing the world a solid ✊
I've seen so much of this..This is one truth I know....Many addicts you see are carrying enormous trauma and you have no idea how much that literally prunes a child's mind that ends up requiring big help and if its not addressed, it becomes painful to live without a buffer. It takes a strong mothereffer to pick up a big time substance, lose everything...I promise you that..The strength gets robbed and used on the wrong way out..Show love any chance you get, because hate is like drinking poison and hoping it kills someone else. ♥️
How is she a good woman put her kids through so much ....man man man that's only what she talks about ...i need man go away do your drugs and leave your kids out if weirdo
This is incredibly sad but at the same time I feel like her story could be a movie. I could hear the "El Paso" in her voice as I lived here for years. I am so sorry this happened to you. Sometimes I wish I could just take all the children who are currently experiencing abuse right now and give him a better life but that is impossible please take care of your children and don't have them if you cannot provide a better life for them they're fragile and absorb their surroundings.
42:45 she stopped right before saying ‘kids’ 😢
Oh wow!😬
i been to alpine tx
i work in Odessa rough neck on a oil rig
John 14:15-17 If you love Me, you will keep My commandments. And I will ask the Father, and He will give you another Advocate to be with you forever, the Spirit of truth. The world cannot receive Him, because it neither sees Him nor knows Him. But you do know Him, for He abides with you and will be in you.
Red, I know what it's like for your family to disregard your feelings, what you tell them, and do nothing to protect you even when they know or suspect something is wrong. I see you and send you love.
Don't believe that her family doesn't care. We all care. We always have. She cares more about drugs than us. This life is of her own making.
Red, regresa a tu Padre Celestial... El te ama y nunca te ha dejado, no dejes que el enemigo te arrebate la vida de esta manera tan triste... Elige la vida y no la muerte, yo se que puedes.
Animo voy a estar orando por ti🙏 you can do it, cry out to God while there is time He will show you his goodness in the land of the living, bless you dear thank you for telling your story
I don't know what is here tru and what what was lieing?🤔
The minute she opened her mouth is when the lies and fake crying started. Pathetic actress!!
All of it is lies....I'm her Mom...she is a master manipulater
Whilst you can learn an awful lot from these interviews, there also comes a point where listening to the incessant whining becomes too much...
Agreed
Makes herself out the martre but she had a lot of agency
I think that she needs therapy more than anything
God Bless you, Kristy. I pray healing on you and your family.
It always gets me when addicts truly think that their addiction hasn’t harmed their kids just bc they never smiled crack in front of them…ma’am. They saw you coming home wrecked they hear you cry at night they see your mental state is fucked up and they notice when you were gone…come on now. It’s hard admitting you were a bad mom but you were a bad mom sis. Do better and apologize and move on. Pretending won’t get you anywhere
Did you even watch the entire thing. Her kids were taken care of by her sister when she goes back into active addition. They checked on her daily. And sure she wasn’t present during those times. But this woman has owned up to every single fault in this video. Who the hell are you to judge. Her addiction is her own. And it is for her kids to decide if it has harmed them or not. Not by some keyboard warrior on RUclips. Grab a chair sit the f*** down
Her children have been affected. I'm her Mother. Her sister and I have taken care of those children. They are all over 18 now and if she thinks her actions haven't affected them then she's living in a fantasy world. I love her, she is my 1st born but after trying for years to help her and getting blamed for everything that has happened to her you have to realize you can't help her, she has to help herself. All of what she said in the beginning of this video is a lie.
So you don't believe she was molested? @@susanwalton7168
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Being a teenaged girl is extremely difficult, especially if you don't have a family to help you. What's absent parents must not understand is you've ruined her for life, or a good part of her life. Bad choices, drugs, the wrong men all seem to find their way in and they're older and still in trouble.
80% of women will be molested in their lives, usually by a family member. These are true statics. If they didn't finish school, they're not equipped to take care of themselves and definitely have self esteem issues.
Don't have children if you don't want to raise them. You're influence and the time you spend with them molds them for life.
Much love Red ❣️
Society talks a big game about protecting kids...and yet...
Her kids were protected...because her sister and I took them before CPS did. She was always taken care of...she is lying her ass off and you are all believing her. I'm her Mom..
It’s so very sad to hear all of the unfortunate stories and the horrible lives they’ve had to endure. But, I feel like alot of people although they’ve been dealt a bad hand have learned how to blame they’re situation and that “bad hand” dealt. At some point people have to understand that their choices is all the difference between a good and bad life. But it’s been a while that I’ve heard someone actually take accountability. Her life wasn’t great and she continues to struggle but, she also knows that it’s up to her and only her to get her life back on track. To all the people that struggle with addiction, I know first hand how hard it is and how people don’t understand it. It is only up to “us” to reclaim our lives. I wish every one of these people the best ❤
I'm from San Antonio Texas no all the places she's from and been, boy the rascism just never stops with yt people does it smh. Her mom's Mexican I'm sure but her daddy had the nerve to b a bigot against other Mexican guys and black guys for sure, then the old devil she robbed and damn near killed said it was a blackwoman, yt people if a black person has any hate against you and your people please understand y??? We just don't wake up hating the way you do. Hope she gets help and is able to get on her feet, im 55, went to joint behind crack cocaine so I no 1st hand how destructive that stuff is, fortunately for me, I got out at 29 haven't smoke or drink nothing since 93 and bn driving big trucks since 97. These stories are never ending. 🙏🙏
I'm here Mom ..I am not Mexican I am white. Everything she said is a lie
1000 excuses for choosing the wrong path.
Red your a beautiful lady inside and outside!🙏🏼❤️
Unpopular opinion here, but I have a very difficult time believing anything she says. I do hope she gets the help she needs though.
No, I feel the same about a few of the things she's said too. Nonsense banter.
@@jenn8459 I agree, so many conflicting areas in her retelling. I'm sure her life hasn't been easy at all, but I would also like to hear the other sides of this story.
@@a_grayce Yes. For sure.
I like to know which part. The only part I think she omitted is that after her 3 day rape in Mexico. It’s her mans doing. She omitted that. She said I’ll never go back, the guy wants her to work for him in LA. She quickly caught herself. Then swapped to her going back to Texas for her sons graduation, without her man. And now she’s in LA. But you can piece the puzzle together. She herself doesn’t want to admit that her dude sold her out to get rapped for 3 days.
You can tell many ppl lie on this channel. But the emotion she has even before she begins to tell each traumatic events. Those emotions are real. She put her hand over her head and started sobbing, minutes before she could even tell us about the Mexico rape story. Because 1. It is real it did happen 2. I believe more so her man is the cause behind it and she’s omitting it to make him look better. Because she is still with him. So it might not sound all coherent or flow as well. But if you pay attention. Everything is in chronological order for the most part. And she is most definitely telling the truth besides some omissions, simply because the emotions behind each events. Unlike frenchie… now that’s a liar.
YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL RED!! Your stronger than you know baby girl GOD BLESS 🙌 💖
Not judging but what would somebody want to do crack? I would be scared asf to try that. People act really crazy when they’re high off that. Tbh I tried a lil coke 1 time before and the high wasn’t bad but crack hell na. I know crack is made out of coke but it’s still a different high. I see the way people act off crack and you can tell when somebody on it. At least u can function off coke.
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Red,please don't let these horrible things bring you down I pray that you find yourself Angel. I am sending good vibes to you ✨. Things DO get better if you let them. I wouldn't lie to anyone about that. At least you won't have to worry about kicking off the crap too bad. You are so pretty. There is a solution
Shout out to all my sagittarius sisters!! We really do have a free spirit.. I never thought that I did and then looking back at my life I realized I pretty much done everything that I wanted to do never got married had children...Did things my way.. not always the "right way" very hard to hold me down...