Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) All I want for you is to stay and feel alive. Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. I need you here with me :). Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. And anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. I hope you will remember my words- Yahli :)
Remembering the trauma i had with my dad going to jail and my uncle supporting me with giving 5 dollars becuase thats all he had and being this mentally ill that you started to drink your own blood. And not having anyone to cry onto being completly alone in the cold nights of winter 2021 this song kept me alive it was the thing that stopped me from just ending it all i was sobbing and hitting the walls from saddnes and anger. Its all over now and my life is good now but listening to this song again made me cry and i barely cry to things like games videos and music. This made me so sad and happy at the same time. Thank you for making this speed up.
i know no one is gna read this but I’m tired I’m acc so tired school is stressing me out sm like I get blamed for everything by my teachers , my home life is rly falling apart my parents r fighting terribly nd I’m in the middle of this I rlly js wna move away to the countryside it’s so peaceful and calm and atleast nobody will know me I seriously need help.
this song reminds me of how i desperately longed for someone i could talk to. someone i could run to. everyone was against me in some sort of way and i never knew why. i was always bullied throughout my whole school life by students and even teachers. i was asked "why can't you be like __" i always threw myself down for it. every time i would get a "friend" i'd find out they would talk about me behind my back and they'd always forget about me. people laughed at me and stared at me in hallways and shoved me. my mom used to get angry when i would tell her about 1% of my problems at school cause i was getting on her nerves. i stopped telling her about school things then. i stopped telling anyone anything. i just continued treating people with much love, kindness and respect, with none in return. i was just content with making people happy. there should be no reason why i wanted to end it all in 3rd or 4th grade. but i kept pushing. when i was in 7th grade, over christmas break, i became mute. i stopped trying cause i started overthinking the agony of going back to a place where i had nothing and no one. i started eating dangerously small portions, and i stopped showering. i stopped smiling. and i just stayed in my room all day. with a sister that noticed how i was feeling and said, *TW:* "idk why you're being so quiet and sad. i mean if you wanna kys so bad then just do it" with a laugh. my mom was there too. they both just...laughed. everything in my life has led me to getting disorders. anxiety for one. and it's extremely hard to manage. i have to worry about having a panic attack constantly. after coming out my shell again when school started back from the break, i went to school for 3 more months. then quarantine and everything hit. because my parents were scared of the virus they kept everyone home for another year. meaning i havent been to in person school since March 2020. I'm going back to school on August 17th, (2022) and I'm excited yet scared cause i start my sophomore year. i'm worried about getting bullied again but worse. i'm afraid that i'll fall off into the deep end again and go into a dark place. but i have goals in life that i want to do. I want to be a voice actress, and go to college in Japan. I want to go abroad. Whenever I think of those goals, I just get so happy and excited that the thoughts of "not accomplishing them" dont exist in my mind anymore. *To anyone reading this, I want to let you know that you should walk through life with a smile on your face.* *Do what you can to help others, but don't forget about yourself.* *You can't trust anyone, but someday there will be someone there to turn your life in the right direction.* *Don't forget to laugh.* *Even at the smallest things, your brain takes in laughs as dopamine which are good chemicals in the brain that make you happy =).* *Make sure to drink plenty of water and eat plenty of food.* *Please don't harm yourself in anyway.* *Replace those habits and turn them into another habit.* *Whenever you feel like doing something dangerous to yourself, start a hobby or do something that makes you happy.* *Please stay safe out there, and I love you so much!
I'm so sorry for all the shit you went through and I have trauma similar to that. No one should deserve that and it sucks when you don't have anybody to go to in a time of need. Just know that there's people who love you.
bro you don't have anyone to tell you this ? like bro you REALLY need to post this huge text on the internet like bro nobody ain't reading that shit sorry no cap
Don't kill me just help me run away From everyone I need a place to stay Where I can cover up my face Don't cry, I am just a freak I am just a freak I am just a freak I am just a freak My head is filled with parasites Black holes cover up my eyes I dream of you almost every night Hopefully I won't wake up this time I won't wake up this time I won't wake up this time I won't wake up this time
i remember my crush.. i confessed to him and he said he likes me.. but i was offline for a while.. he liked my bestie more than me.. this song reminds me of that
What a perfect song.
Why You said that?
Cuz its perfect
Yes sure
Real
Oosay
"
dont,
cry,
i am just a freak.
"
lowkey hits hard
ikr
Fr
I am just fish
Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
I love you and send you hugs.
You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
You’re beautiful inside out.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
All I want for you is to stay and feel alive.
Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
I need you here with me :).
Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
And anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
- The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
I hope you will remember my words- Yahli :)
I’m crying
ill forever remember your words
@@shinjikinnie2074 pls dont cry, i hope u have the best day ever and take care ❤️❤️❤️
@@kayunuz ❤️❤️❤️ ill forever remember your sweetheart comment ❤️❤️❤️
@@yahliyakuel8769 you really made my day
this song makes me cry everytime
Don’t cry your amazing
Shut up you don't know he's depressed he's crying
for some reason i find it very nostalgic. Thank u for this!! 💛
yes me too
Remembering the trauma i had with my dad going to jail and my uncle supporting me with giving 5 dollars becuase thats all he had and being this mentally ill that you started to drink your own blood. And not having anyone to cry onto being completly alone in the cold nights of winter 2021 this song kept me alive it was the thing that stopped me from just ending it all i was sobbing and hitting the walls from saddnes and anger. Its all over now and my life is good now but listening to this song again made me cry and i barely cry to things like games videos and music. This made me so sad and happy at the same time. Thank you for making this speed up.
How is your father? Did he go out?
I hope that you are well
@@mememememememememememememememm yea. Thankfully it was a traumatising experience but now I’m fine. Thanks for asking
@@cupcakke.wet.ch0chie Praise be to God, I hope you are always in good health 💓👍🏽
I love every part of this song. It's addicting for some reason and the meaning is so good :D
this. yes. no words. just yes💕
ОМГ СПАСИБО ТЕБЕ БОЛЬШОЕ ЗА ЭТОТ ШЕДЕВР!!!!💗💗💗💗
НЕТ ПРОБЛЕМ!!❤❤
one of my favorite old songs.☺❤
It’s 2 years old 💀
thats why he said old💀@@Cj_Plays_Everything
Summer memories😭❤️ I’m gonna cry😢
PIECE OF ART
this song is PERFECT. it's perfectly sped up
Don't kııl me
Just help me run away
From everyone
I need a place to stay
Where ı can
Cover up my face
Dont cry
I am Just a freak ❤❤❤😢😢😔😔
OMG TYSM FOR THIS AHHH!!! ur so talented
Oh my god, thank you❣️
For speeding up an existing song very talented lmao
I like it too but its not mutch of a talent tbh
@@reddragonnn6462 wtf whats wrong with u, then do it urself? I mean i could not do that.
@@reddragonnn6462 fr😭
this makes me so happy and idk why. u need more attention.. 🥺
Thank you 🙏🏽❤️
😭💞this song >>>>anything
Karnı yurakkkkKKKKK
i like it really cool
Thank you.
tá muito bom
💓💓
i know no one is gna read this but I’m tired I’m acc so tired school is stressing me out sm like I get blamed for everything by my teachers , my home life is rly falling apart my parents r fighting terribly nd I’m in the middle of this I rlly js wna move away to the countryside it’s so peaceful and calm and atleast nobody will know me I seriously need help.
I am with you 🥀
Sen ayrı trende ben ayrı garıdaaaa
lm really want cry
this song reminds me of how i desperately longed for someone i could talk to.
someone i could run to.
everyone was against me in some sort of way and i never knew why.
i was always bullied throughout my whole school life by students and even teachers.
i was asked "why can't you be like __"
i always threw myself down for it.
every time i would get a "friend" i'd find out they would talk about me behind my back and they'd always forget about me. people laughed at me and stared at me in hallways and shoved me.
my mom used to get angry when i would tell her about 1% of my problems at school cause i was getting on her nerves.
i stopped telling her about school things then.
i stopped telling anyone anything.
i just continued treating people with much love, kindness and respect, with none in return.
i was just content with making people happy.
there should be no reason why i wanted to end it all in 3rd or 4th grade.
but i kept pushing.
when i was in 7th grade, over christmas break, i became mute.
i stopped trying cause i started overthinking the agony of going back to a place where i had nothing and no one.
i started eating dangerously small portions, and i stopped showering.
i stopped smiling.
and i just stayed in my room all day.
with a sister that noticed how i was feeling and said,
*TW:*
"idk why you're being so quiet and sad. i mean if you wanna kys so bad then just do it"
with a laugh.
my mom was there too.
they both just...laughed.
everything in my life has led me to getting disorders.
anxiety for one.
and it's extremely hard to manage.
i have to worry about having a panic attack constantly.
after coming out my shell again when school started back from the break, i went to school for 3 more months.
then quarantine and everything hit.
because my parents were scared of the virus they kept everyone home for another year.
meaning i havent been to in person school since March 2020.
I'm going back to school on August 17th, (2022) and I'm excited yet scared cause i start my sophomore year.
i'm worried about getting bullied again but worse.
i'm afraid that i'll fall off into the deep end again and go into a dark place.
but i have goals in life that i want to do.
I want to be a voice actress, and go to college in Japan.
I want to go abroad.
Whenever I think of those goals, I just get so happy and excited that the thoughts of "not accomplishing them" dont exist in my mind anymore.
*To anyone reading this, I want to let you know that you should walk through life with a smile on your face.*
*Do what you can to help others, but don't forget about yourself.*
*You can't trust anyone, but someday there will be someone there to turn your life in the right direction.*
*Don't forget to laugh.*
*Even at the smallest things, your brain takes in laughs as dopamine which are good chemicals in the brain that make you happy =).*
*Make sure to drink plenty of water and eat plenty of food.*
*Please don't harm yourself in anyway.*
*Replace those habits and turn them into another habit.*
*Whenever you feel like doing something dangerous to yourself, start a hobby or do something that makes you happy.*
*Please stay safe out there, and I love you so much!
I'm so sorry for all the shit you went through and I have trauma similar to that. No one should deserve that and it sucks when you don't have anybody to go to in a time of need. Just know that there's people who love you.
@@brotherskullemoticon Thank you so much! This put a smile on my face but I'm okay now! I hope you're doing well
bro you don't have anyone to tell you this ? like bro you REALLY need to post this huge text on the internet like bro nobody ain't reading that shit sorry no cap
I really love her.
This is perfect ❤️
I appreciate it!
@@shinjikinnie2074 no problem
This is AMAZING, keep it up ❤️❤️
Thank youuu
thank you lhave I was Search about her
M e m o r i e s.
After 2020 everything changed. I want to go back to 2019 that was the year me and my family reunited😢
They were beautiful years, but now that it's 2021, I feel like I want to die
I'm miss that 😢❕
I remembered why this is my favorite song.
GUYS ARE U CRAZY? 200K VIEW OMG GUYS THANK U SO MUCH I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO SAY, THANK YOU REALLY SO SO SO SO SO MUCH😢❤
Fire bro
what a nice song.
*summer vibe*
FRR
"Don't cry I am just a fish"♥︎♠︎◆♣︎
POV: music is ur therapy
The perfect version
"i am just a freak..."
it describes me a lot...
This is very nice
this is underrated! i have another song to put on my katlyniscooll playlist! thankss
Thank youuu
times when this song was popular on tiktok
I'M JUST A FREAK!
You mean your just a perfect person
Yes I'M JUST A FREAK!!
@@nısaamkıste nah ur not
Don't kill me just help me run away
From everyone I need a place to stay
Where I can cover up my face
Don't cry, I am just a freak
I am just a freak
I am just a freak
I am just a freak
My head is filled with parasites
Black holes cover up my eyes
I dream of you almost every night
Hopefully I won't wake up this time
I won't wake up this time
I won't wake up this time
I won't wake up this time
seeing only 4 stanzas makes this look like a slow poem or just really short yet long song
I love this song sm sm sm much you got a new subscriber :)
Şu anda gerçekten ağlıyorum-don’t Cry I am just a freak…..
Nah , ur perfect in my eye
This will be added to my playlist☝🏻😀
what a beauty song
bru it song 😭 make me sad 100000/10
Ahh I love this 💞
😿💪
Krunker nostalgia...
dont cry dont cri dont cryy dontt
Me crying miss old game
Nothing stay , this is life gentleman ,
„I wont wake up this time 😕“
Thats so relatable
I clicked on this song to make me relax but I ended up crying 😞 I love this song Sooo much ❤
Honestly.. I don't even know what to say anymore, no words stick in my brain but those 3 words.. "I'll be back" never left..
Me encanta esta mucica 💗
oh my god this is great
Ich love IT dis song
This gives me nostalgia of when Rengoku alive but he died in the movie :(
Don’t cry I’m just a freak..
Tysm
Idk why does this song makes feel sad
Tysm! ^^
Ty:>
W song😢
"I dream of you
Almost every night
Hopefully
I won't wake up this time.."
this song reminds me of what will byers thought of himself in season 1 and 2
I hate myself..
Ahh!!! I'm obbssed 😫
This song reminds me of my friend that left me I still miss him even tho he left me🙂
This song reminds me of all my friends that lefted me to make other friends
love is song
i remember my crush.. i confessed to him and he said he likes me..
but i was offline for a while.. he liked my bestie more than me.. this song reminds me of that
its godd
"Don't cry, I am just a Freak!.."
Don’t cry , your just perfect….
Awww you too😻
Carai essa daqui eu adorei : )
Porque soy tan fan 😭🤚
я расплакалась, батюшкииииии
do love is gone sped up
2026 anyone?
GTA 6 in perfect
when you skip a song on your playlist because it reminds you of someone who left you. 🙁
❤
Eu te amo viih. 🇧🇷
20/09/2022
Lo he puesto a 2 de velocidad y suena epico
This is so lit the cover I did is similar to this
essa música curou minha depressão
1:07
1:05
I have a song request!
Do you think you could do Haunted by Laura les?
Love the song btw! 💚
Ohh, thank youuu
@@shinjikinnie2074 Tysm!! You got a new sub :)
@@raccoonlord2261 I posted it!!
@@shinjikinnie2074 Ty!!
The boys :
I am just a fish..
please do drowning by vague
Put playback speed to 0.25 now it sounds like demons signing 🤣
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
👍🏻
I'm just a freak 😣
I AM JUST A FISH Joeler
Кап Кут,да?)
I am just a fish