I’ve been subscribed for years and years and just purged many on my subscription list, but I was like no, not Jess, I’m going to be around for her comeback! Glad to see your face again 🌈
It always amazes me how well you can articulate your emotions, the most I can do it makes a strange sound then get get more frustrated when I can't explain.
Thank you so much.. It came from years of feeling and being misunderstood as a child I believe. I used to get really frustrated myself when I couldn't put into words how I was feeling and this would make the emotion I was feeling extra burdensome. A top tip for those moment is to take some deep breaths, think of 3 words that best describe how you are feeling. Write that down. Put a line from each emotion and why you thought of it then after that you can draw another line to draw possible solutions to each emotion. It's a great technique to calm anxiety and organise mental clutter. You can also then use your notes to verbalise exactly how you're feeling without going into too much detail that you end up winding yourself back up again. The trick is to keep breathing, simplify what you want to say and remember the most important thing, that trying to communicate your emotions is better than not communicating them at all. Lots of love and I hope this is somewhat helpful xx
Hahaha everyone can start taking shots again now every time they hear "yada yada" and "do ya know what I mean?" This comment made me laugh and smile. Thank you so much :)
I started following you like a decade ago, I quit getting notifications for your videos a long time ago and everything just got lost in the shuffle. Glad to see you back.
I know that feeling! My sub box is a bit of a mess as well. I have to manually search a lot of the time. Glad this video reached you and thank you so much for stopping by. Means a lot to me x
I can’t tell you how nostalgic and happy it is for me to see and hear you speak. You being so open and honest about your life and mental health has helped me more than you’ll ever know, I’ve been here around ten years now probably? Anyway glad to see you again, best wishes to you and Athena
I've been here, for nine years. I seen your accent tag, back watched everything and have been here with you. If you need a few years break you get it. Youre amazing. I love you.
Felt like a catch up with a friend, missed you, really glad to see your growth and strength. It's so good to see you've come out the other side of the hardships since we last saw you. Looking forward to see what's coming - in whatever medium you choose 💜
I'm so glad. I wanted this video to be as laid back and transparent as possible. Thank you so much for taking the time to check in with me. Thank you so much for the continued support and kind words
I’ve been following since the very beginning, and transitioned to following you on IG. I love the light that has come from you. Looking forward to following your journey on whatever platform
Wow thank you so much. How are you not bored of me yet? :P Thank you so much for all of the continuous support and for taking the time to follow me on Instagram as well
Years ago, when I was pregnant with my own Athena, I uploaded a video to Facebook of my 3D scan, but instead of typing 'Athena 3D scan' as the tag caption, I typed it into the Google bar instead, and then ended up watching random scan videos of other Athena's out there 🤣 came across yours, and your channel. You were such a comfort to me in my pregnancy, you are so strong, so much substance and life, and always humble. I've been in dark places often, sounds cheesy, but I relate so much to many of your struggles, it grounds me watching your videos. Glad your back!!
I've been watching you since before you were pregnant with Athena! Missed you Jess, that diary entry/poem was beautiful. I'm sorry you've been going through some shit recently but it makes us stronger and we discover way more about ourselves than we ever could imagine. You're right, we are the fire
I can't honestly believe how many of you have stuck by me for the duration of time that you have. I can't put into words how grateful and blessed I am to even have an audience to come back to. Thank you so much for the kind words regarding my diary entry/poem. It was really hard for me to read out loud but it felt like it was important, a major part of my healing and I do feel lighter after reading it out loud. Almost like cementing my words to myself like a promise lol You're right too about strength, pain must be experienced in order to truly discover all aspects of oneself. We are the fire indeed
They're spoiling me honestly, I'm in tears reading and replying to the comments like the big soft arse I am. Really feeling the love. I'll finish replying to your whatsapp messages soon by the way ;) Love you lots x
Thank you so much Carl. I don't know how I would have got through everything without ya homie. If it wasn't for your support, I reckon I would have fallen further into the dark abyss x
I missed you. I missed hearing you speak. This was a gift. I’ve been hoping life was going good for you. Maybe now it’s turning around. Keep doing you!
Also if you could maybe do a video sometime about motherhood and how it's impacted your creative side that would be super helpful. Due with my first in May!
You are a bit crazy but a beautiful crazy, thankyou for sharing so much. Please remember that a lot of us are still here for you, no pressure on producing videos from us I’m sure the vast majority of us are just here for you. Much love ❤️ xx
Nice to see you! :) You're right about me being an Empath. Lower vibrational people often gravitate toward my light (usually after something from me) and I have a habit of being way too forgiving. I've got better at protecting myself and guarding my heart. I'm not tolerating any more shit but of course it's difficult when you're so empathetic you constantly want to be understanding and compassionate towards everyone around you. I feel like I was a doormat previously, now I am the door and I've got a lot of locks.. and a lil peephole ;) I plan on showing more art! I'm going to be posting more to my @makelovethoughtwar account on instagram as well soon xx
@@Jingleheartart I followed you well before Athena came to Earth. I am mature in years subscriber, If I had known I was one too! Empath that is, I would have made different decitons....many books on the subject...Read about Saturn return astrology....It looks like Jess completing your first...This occurs around 28 to 31..I heard your pain lass...Some souls here for a short while to help and teach us.... Sometimes a soul contract before we get here.....I Empathize with loss it's the hardest of experience for us humans......we all meet again..yep we do....surround you with same vibe people .....Jess you are fantastic dancer artist and you look fabulous as always Athena is on the way to front her own band.....! Just a thought about food...Try juicing if life gets stressful and a quality B complex vitamin......oh one last thing consider a performance art course........... Blessings 🙏🎶🌻💜❤️🙃
I'm so sorry for what you have gone through. This actually made me cry 😭😭😭 Hope you're better now. Please know that the miscarriages aren't your fault. It can happen literally to any woman. Please stay strong! Lots of love from Italy ❤️❤️❤️ Btw, could you do a tarot card tutorial. I bought a deck couple of years ago but am struggling to learn to properly use.
I'm sorry to hear that you was feeling down :( I hope you feel better soon. It makes my heart happy to know that I've been able to provide you with a bit of comfort
So strange I literally just thought I wonder how Jess is doing, and felt a random urge to check in and came here to see you’ve come back after a year! Spooky
Its so great to hear from you again! You inspired me so much as a teenager and continue to inspire me now. I now have a daughter of my own and I totally understand how you feel about life after having a child. You are incredible! Thank you for allowing us all to see your vulnerabilities and life from your perspective. I hope you can continue on this new path. Stick to your truth and keep being you!
That's so heart warming for me to hear. Congratulations on your beautiful daughter. What's her name? :) Thank you so much for your kind words, it's comments like these that really inspire me to push myself like this and if it wasn't for all of you, It's doubtful I would have had the bollocks to return to be honest. I really appreciate it. Thank you xx
@@Jingleheartart I'm honestly so glad you had the courage to speak about what you've been through. The amount of people you will help by speaking is amazing. Thank you! Her name is Thora-Fae, she's honestly the sweetest little gal... although, I am quite biased. 😂 I'm looking forward to seeing what you do with your channel - I'll most definitely be here to watch and support! XX
Lovely to see you posting! I'd love to see you making some new tea vlogs where you discuss aliens or whatever randomness is on your mind, my favorites to watch! 💜
Missed you old friend , I’ve been watching your videos since even before you had Athena, I’m so happy you came back, one step forwards, be strong x I’m proud of you
18:00 this is the first time I actually wished i could enter the screen and hold somebody’s hand and listen to them..for hours. I really wished all that hadn’t happened to you but life offers us all that platter of messed up moments and trials that most of the time we have to deal with alone..and that changes us,twists us inside out and as time passes we are kinda patched up a bit but never the same.. stay strong and if you need to express something else along the way we will be here :)
I'm so sorry for the heartbreak and struggles you faced during that time you were away. I can't even begin to imagine going through all of that but I truly appreciate the rawness in the way you talk about these painful periods of your life. I have so much respect for you always pushing through and sharing such personal moments with the internet and wanting to offer that comfort and company to others lives when they are forced to face such hardships. And fuck I'm just so happy that you constantly manage to find the strength to get through it all. Your role as a mother and relationship with Athena serving as motivation so often is absolutely beautiful. I'm glad that she helps you to feel purpose and see your value and everything brilliant within yourself. Hearing you talk about these experiences and all the things you did and created to heal from them. Even as 'outsiders', we really can see the way you grew and bloomed in your healing. I'm so proud of you for regaining that strength and power you lost.
Oh Jess! It's so nice to have you back. We talked a bit on IG when you had covid cause I got it around the same time, and I had no idea you had been going through so much. I wish I could have comforted you then, but it's so inspiring to see how you put your mind to bettering yourself. I've been following you for so long and it's just so lovely to see you blossoming over and over again through the years. Very excited to see your content again 🤍🤍
I remember! How are you feeling now? Have you had any long term Covid symptoms? I hope you're feeling much better! I didn't want to put all of my shit onto you at the time, I just wanted to make sure you was okay :) Being able to comfort you a little bit made me feel better to be honest at the time. It helps me to feel useful to others when I feel useless to myself LOL Thank you so much for sticking by me throughout the years, I can't put into words how grateful I am. xx
Jess, I've been a subscriber for such a long time, 8 or 9 years. You sharing your struggles and victories has helped me immensely. I've been through a lot too, and quite a few similar experiences like the ones you've shared over the years. I'm so glad you're ok. Over the years I've thought about you, wondered how you are. I've gone back to watch older videos simply because I remember the strange support I felt when you've shared. I want to say thank you, and I hope you keep posting cause as selfish as it sounds I've missed you, a person I only know from a screen.
It's so nice to actually hear from you again. BUt at the same time, I'm glad you've been working on you. I'm honestly up for whatever you want to talk about/post. I'll be here.
So happy to see your face on here again ❤️ Sending so much love. You should be so bloody proud of yourself for getting through all you have and for doing the self work to heal ❤️
Thank you so so much babe. That means a lot to me. I could say the same right back at ya, I know how much you've been working on yourself too over the past few years
@@Jingleheartart yes missed you too . Been through a few things , bad breakup , moved usual crappy life stuff , but I still play guitar , in fact have bought a bunch of them . Own about 45 now , ( my sickness ) lol . I’m so glad you’ve brought yourself back stronger . I feel like you are family and I’m really happy you are doing well . To see you up and running Is fantastic . I’m sorry life has thrown so much at you . Hugs and much love to you my dear .
Ohhh, I have missed you!! So sorry to hear about the last couple of years! Loosing people and just 2020 in general with Covid is so hard. I am glad you are in a better place now! 💜 take care of yourself. We will always be here. Also, tarot card readings sound dope!!
Thank you so so much! I really appreciate you taking the time to watch my video and hear me out. I'm thinking maybe a monthly tarot card reading for all signs? Maybe little tarot focus videos where I give tips, tricks, spread ideas and protection tips. I really want to incorporate the importance of meditation too. I'm trying to think of the best way to plan it out so please do let me know if you have any ideas on how you would like me to go about it :) Ie: shorter or longer videos xx
Thank you for sharing. Sending you love and strength from across the pond! You are an inspiration, love. You are strong and beautiful! Keep pushing forward, you've got this! 💛
Thank you so much for taking the time to watch my video honestly. Thank you so much for the kind words as well, they mean more to me than I could ever put into words. I really appreciate your kindness. All the love xx
So nice to see you back, funny I was only thinking about you last week wondering if you were OK as it had been a long time, didn't realise it had been 3 years! Wow. So sorry to hear of your miscarriages, I had 2 last year also. Good to see you seeming so strong and full of creativity again. Your sofa drumming is pretty impressive! Keep safe xx
Oh bless you! That's so sweet that I crossed your mind, thank you for thinking of me. I'm so sorry to hear that you also went through miscarriages. Sending my love and hugs. We've got this! And thank you hehehe I'm getting a drum kit soon which I'm really excited about. All the best
Dont worry about taking a long break. You have to do what you have to do to take care of yourself. I found you because of your mental health videos and its always helped me. I love your art and music and style and wisdom and random talks. You have great vibes and I have loved seeing you grow. Missed you. Sending you the best wishes and vibes.
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 I'm do genuinely proud of your spiritual and emotional growth right now, I've always seen you as a phoenix - someone who rises from the ashes brighter than ever In terms of videos, a video on like an intro to spirituality and your personal journey and any books/websites you can reccomend for people who want to learn more. Seeing you vaguely mention being kinda into spirituality a few years ago Vs your vast expanse of knowledge and experience you have now really is the glow-up of the decade Also I don't know if you remember Grav3yardgirl's indie playlist in like 2012? it was a playlist that was a short 2-3min video talking about a song that meant a lot to her and inspired her, followed by the song on youtube, and this repeated for like 10 songs I think... Something like that (or even just doing 1 big video of your most meaningful songs) would be really interesting! Especially as you've said how much strength you get from music 🖤
You'll always be a breath of fresh air & inspiring, Jess. Glad to have you back on here. Take your time and do what's best for you and Athena. I'm very sorry about the loss you've had to experience.
Welcome back 💜 I’m so sorry for all of your struggles; it all sounds like awful experiences. But I’m so glad you’re okay now, and it’s amazing to see you back online! Can’t wait to see all of your new videos; whatever you post will be amazing 💜
my dad died unexpectedly in november and his funeral songs were queen - the show must go on and the eye of the tiger and they’re both played at the beginning on this omg how weird 😳🥺 xxx
I'm hearting your comment to share the love but I'm not going to give it a 'like' because it makes me sad that you lost your dad :( I am so so sorry darling that you lost him suddenly out of the blue like that. I really hope the music I used didn't trigger you or upset you in any shape or form.
I'm so glad to see you back! You are amazing, so strong and such an inspiration 💜 I am looking forward to your new videos so much, would love to hear about your experiences and how you've overcome challenges.
thank you for the video. i've been struggling a lot in the last year with the pandemic and trauma. i have also been getting more into my spirituality which has helped. please make videos abt that! i appreciate your vulnerability. i've always looked up to you and i'm glad you're back ❤️
so happy to see a vid from you, was just thinking about u the other day!!! glad to hear that you're coming out on the other side of things. i've watched u since high school and now i'm two years past college , and honestly watching ur experience with bipolar made me accept my diagnosis a couple years ago a lootttttt easier. grow through what you go through ♥️
Happy to see you on here again! I have always appreciated your honesty and found the things you say to be relatable and helpful. I look forward to more of your stories and wish you and your daughter the best! ❤
How are you not sick of me yet?? HOW?? Haha Oh gosh, I should react to that video shouldn't I? It's been so long and my voice/vocab has changed so much. I'll probably just spend the entire video cringing and hiding behind my office chair hahaha. Big love xx
@@Jingleheartart hahaha omg pleeeeeease!! So much growth in that time and if I may say so, you seem so much more sure of yourself and confident then so many years ago! Could never get sick of ya shenanigans Jess 😂 xx
Love you, Jess. I have to admit, I've been worried about you but I knew you'd pull through it all because I know you have the strength and power to do so. I'm always rooting for you. I'd love to hear you talk about tarot, see your decks and how you interpret them. One question for your corona video, have you gotten your sense of taste and smell back? I've heard from others who had it that it's been months and they haven't had theirs return.
Wow, welcome back good to see you again, what a video after all those years, that takes a while to digest. Glad you're doing better now. I had covid as well last year in March and April ( probably because I wasn't wearing a plague mask, but apparently it didn't help you either, LOL) Would like to hear about your experience with covid, if you're interested to make a video about it.
Wow! I would love to share my story of being born a black witch for 30 years and how I said Fuck you to Santon and I’m now working for the God who created the universe. The power I have is untouchable and I would love to share it with you if and when your ready to give up those cards... PeaceAndLove Lori
gosh welcome back to the platform. I realized I've been following you on and off for 10+ years! wow. life seems to be a walk up the mountain then slide back down. keep making your art at all those stages up and down...🥰👍
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I’ve been subscribed for years and years and just purged many on my subscription list, but I was like no, not Jess, I’m going to be around for her comeback! Glad to see your face again 🌈
Thank you SO much for not purging me! I appreciate it. It sounds like I sensed this purge was taking place and got my running boots on.. ;) Big love x
It always amazes me how well you can articulate your emotions, the most I can do it makes a strange sound then get get more frustrated when I can't explain.
Thank you so much.. It came from years of feeling and being misunderstood as a child I believe. I used to get really frustrated myself when I couldn't put into words how I was feeling and this would make the emotion I was feeling extra burdensome. A top tip for those moment is to take some deep breaths, think of 3 words that best describe how you are feeling. Write that down. Put a line from each emotion and why you thought of it then after that you can draw another line to draw possible solutions to each emotion. It's a great technique to calm anxiety and organise mental clutter. You can also then use your notes to verbalise exactly how you're feeling without going into too much detail that you end up winding yourself back up again. The trick is to keep breathing, simplify what you want to say and remember the most important thing, that trying to communicate your emotions is better than not communicating them at all. Lots of love and I hope this is somewhat helpful xx
@@Jingleheartart It may already be March but I'm going to make this one of my goals for the year. Thank you so much.
_We havent seen you in ages, stay strong_ 💎
Thank you so much to all of you who have stuck around. It means more to me than I can put into words.
So happy you're in a better place, growing, teaching with your experience. You have no idea how refreshing it is to hear you say Yada Yada.
Hahaha everyone can start taking shots again now every time they hear "yada yada" and "do ya know what I mean?"
This comment made me laugh and smile. Thank you so much :)
I started following you like a decade ago, I quit getting notifications for your videos a long time ago and everything just got lost in the shuffle. Glad to see you back.
I know that feeling! My sub box is a bit of a mess as well. I have to manually search a lot of the time. Glad this video reached you and thank you so much for stopping by. Means a lot to me x
I can’t tell you how nostalgic and happy it is for me to see and hear you speak. You being so open and honest about your life and mental health has helped me more than you’ll ever know, I’ve been here around ten years now probably? Anyway glad to see you again, best wishes to you and Athena
I've been here, for nine years. I seen your accent tag, back watched everything and have been here with you. If you need a few years break you get it. Youre amazing. I love you.
i remember that video! and the 100 questions tag 😂x
@@ryesuranna03 yesss
Felt like a catch up with a friend, missed you, really glad to see your growth and strength. It's so good to see you've come out the other side of the hardships since we last saw you. Looking forward to see what's coming - in whatever medium you choose 💜
I'm so glad. I wanted this video to be as laid back and transparent as possible. Thank you so much for taking the time to check in with me. Thank you so much for the continued support and kind words
Jess, their so much I would like to say. But I am glade your back !
So lovely to see you! Thank you for stopping by xx
I’ve been following since the very beginning, and transitioned to following you on IG. I love the light that has come from you. Looking forward to following your journey on whatever platform
Wow thank you so much. How are you not bored of me yet? :P Thank you so much for all of the continuous support and for taking the time to follow me on Instagram as well
Years ago, when I was pregnant with my own Athena, I uploaded a video to Facebook of my 3D scan, but instead of typing 'Athena 3D scan' as the tag caption, I typed it into the Google bar instead, and then ended up watching random scan videos of other Athena's out there 🤣 came across yours, and your channel. You were such a comfort to me in my pregnancy, you are so strong, so much substance and life, and always humble. I've been in dark places often, sounds cheesy, but I relate so much to many of your struggles, it grounds me watching your videos. Glad your back!!
I've been watching you since before you were pregnant with Athena! Missed you Jess, that diary entry/poem was beautiful. I'm sorry you've been going through some shit recently but it makes us stronger and we discover way more about ourselves than we ever could imagine. You're right, we are the fire
I can't honestly believe how many of you have stuck by me for the duration of time that you have. I can't put into words how grateful and blessed I am to even have an audience to come back to. Thank you so much for the kind words regarding my diary entry/poem. It was really hard for me to read out loud but it felt like it was important, a major part of my healing and I do feel lighter after reading it out loud. Almost like cementing my words to myself like a promise lol
You're right too about strength, pain must be experienced in order to truly discover all aspects of oneself. We are the fire indeed
Lovely seeing all these nice folk praising you in the comments, you proper proper deserve it 💖
They're spoiling me honestly, I'm in tears reading and replying to the comments like the big soft arse I am. Really feeling the love. I'll finish replying to your whatsapp messages soon by the way ;) Love you lots x
@@Jingleheartart well you deserve every nice thing that's been said :) and there's no rush hun, love you lots too x
It's so nice to see yo face back on here. I'm incredibly proud of you for speaking up, and for everything you do. Big love.
Thank you so much Carl. I don't know how I would have got through everything without ya homie. If it wasn't for your support, I reckon I would have fallen further into the dark abyss x
So nice to see you back.
Thank you so much for taking the time to return
lovely to see your face
Thank you for stopping by after all of this time! x
@@Jingleheartart absolutely. i think of you and your sweet daughter all the time. always hoping you guys are doing okay together in this insane life.
@@Tourettes0 That's so sweet and selfless of you. Thank you genuinely from the bottom of my heart. I hope you're well. Love from our home to yours
Oh my, it’s so wonderful to see your back!!
It feels good to be back! Thank you so much xx
I missed you. I missed hearing you speak. This was a gift. I’ve been hoping life was going good for you. Maybe now it’s turning around. Keep doing you!
Art is a way I've handled tough times, it's really got me through. Don't ever stop drawing, painting, dancing, singing, making music.
Also if you could maybe do a video sometime about motherhood and how it's impacted your creative side that would be super helpful. Due with my first in May!
You are a bit crazy but a beautiful crazy, thankyou for sharing so much. Please remember that a lot of us are still here for you, no pressure on producing videos from us I’m sure the vast majority of us are just here for you. Much love ❤️ xx
Missing you lately ❤️ I truly hope you’re doing well, Jess
Omygosh! I have been waiting and waiting for you to comeback. I stopped checking and PraiseJesus! Your back. I love your channel 😘
PeaceAndLove
Lori
Welcome back!
Thank you so much! Nice to see you :)
@@Jingleheartart You're welcome, and you! :)
Yo! Ya back! Lass followed you for years !❤️ Please show us your art ! You may be an empath guard your heart...and energy.
Nice to see you! :) You're right about me being an Empath. Lower vibrational people often gravitate toward my light (usually after something from me) and I have a habit of being way too forgiving. I've got better at protecting myself and guarding my heart. I'm not tolerating any more shit but of course it's difficult when you're so empathetic you constantly want to be understanding and compassionate towards everyone around you. I feel like I was a doormat previously, now I am the door and I've got a lot of locks.. and a lil peephole ;) I plan on showing more art! I'm going to be posting more to my @makelovethoughtwar account on instagram as well soon xx
@@Jingleheartart I followed you well before Athena came to Earth. I am mature in years subscriber, If I had known I was one too! Empath that is, I would have made different decitons....many books on the subject...Read about Saturn return astrology....It looks like Jess completing your first...This occurs around 28 to 31..I heard your pain lass...Some souls here for a short while to help and teach us.... Sometimes a soul contract before we get here.....I Empathize with loss it's the hardest of experience for us humans......we all meet again..yep we do....surround you with same vibe people .....Jess you are fantastic dancer artist and you look fabulous as always Athena is on the way to front her own band.....! Just a thought about food...Try juicing if life gets stressful and a quality B complex vitamin......oh one last thing consider a performance art course........... Blessings 🙏🎶🌻💜❤️🙃
I'm so sorry for what you have gone through. This actually made me cry 😭😭😭 Hope you're better now. Please know that the miscarriages aren't your fault. It can happen literally to any woman. Please stay strong! Lots of love from Italy ❤️❤️❤️
Btw, could you do a tarot card tutorial. I bought a deck couple of years ago but am struggling to learn to properly use.
It's so lovely to see you back Jess, we missed you. You are amazing. 💜
Thank you so much for tuning in after all of this time. Thank you beautiful. Sending all of my love xx
only just realising how long it's been since I heard 'yada yada'! I'm so glad you're back :)
Hahahaha I really do need to make a t-shirt with yada yada on it don't I? xD
@@Jingleheartart 100%! 😁💗
I was feeling really down tonight until I saw your new video, I felt the warmth of your presence
I'm sorry to hear that you was feeling down :( I hope you feel better soon. It makes my heart happy to know that I've been able to provide you with a bit of comfort
I've literally watched you since I was a teenager and I'm 24 now. So great to see you back. Sending so much love 💖
Good to see you again Jess 💜
Lovely to see you again! I remember your username ;) :) Hope you're well xx
Just decided to look you up and see how you are. Inspired and glad I did. Sending love.
So glad your back and feeling better, your an inspiration to everyone who have had to face darkness this past year.
forever loving you jess, so good to hear you speaking, have missed u lots. you are so incredibly strong. stay wonderful
Thank you so so much. That means a lot to me, it really does. Sending all of my love beautiful xx
So strange I literally just thought I wonder how Jess is doing, and felt a random urge to check in and came here to see you’ve come back after a year! Spooky
So glad to see you. Sending peace, light and love....❤️🕊🙏🏻
Thank you so much for stopping by, I remember your username! Sending all of my love xx
This felt like such a nice catch up! Cannot wait to see what you get making 😍
Love you lots Jade xx
Its so great to hear from you again! You inspired me so much as a teenager and continue to inspire me now. I now have a daughter of my own and I totally understand how you feel about life after having a child. You are incredible! Thank you for allowing us all to see your vulnerabilities and life from your perspective. I hope you can continue on this new path. Stick to your truth and keep being you!
That's so heart warming for me to hear. Congratulations on your beautiful daughter. What's her name? :)
Thank you so much for your kind words, it's comments like these that really inspire me to push myself like this and if it wasn't for all of you, It's doubtful I would have had the bollocks to return to be honest. I really appreciate it. Thank you xx
@@Jingleheartart I'm honestly so glad you had the courage to speak about what you've been through. The amount of people you will help by speaking is amazing. Thank you! Her name is Thora-Fae, she's honestly the sweetest little gal... although, I am quite biased. 😂 I'm looking forward to seeing what you do with your channel - I'll most definitely be here to watch and support! XX
*just sends all the hugs and love*
Me and Athena miss you so much! Hope you're well. Love you x
@@Jingleheartart miss you both so so much 💜 covid needs to eff off already so I can come give you the biggest hugs in person xx
You’re awesome Jess 💖🌈
Lovely to see you posting! I'd love to see you making some new tea vlogs where you discuss aliens or whatever randomness is on your mind, my favorites to watch! 💜
Missed you old friend , I’ve been watching your videos since even before you had Athena, I’m so happy you came back, one step forwards, be strong x I’m proud of you
Big love
Welcome back.
18:00 this is the first time I actually wished i could enter the screen and hold somebody’s hand and listen to them..for hours. I really wished all that hadn’t happened to you but life offers us all that platter of messed up moments and trials that most of the time we have to deal with alone..and that changes us,twists us inside out and as time passes we are kinda patched up a bit but never the same.. stay strong and if you need to express something else along the way we will be here :)
I'm so sorry for the heartbreak and struggles you faced during that time you were away. I can't even begin to imagine going through all of that but I truly appreciate the rawness in the way you talk about these painful periods of your life. I have so much respect for you always pushing through and sharing such personal moments with the internet and wanting to offer that comfort and company to others lives when they are forced to face such hardships.
And fuck I'm just so happy that you constantly manage to find the strength to get through it all. Your role as a mother and relationship with Athena serving as motivation so often is absolutely beautiful. I'm glad that she helps you to feel purpose and see your value and everything brilliant within yourself.
Hearing you talk about these experiences and all the things you did and created to heal from them. Even as 'outsiders', we really can see the way you grew and bloomed in your healing. I'm so proud of you for regaining that strength and power you lost.
Oh Jess! It's so nice to have you back. We talked a bit on IG when you had covid cause I got it around the same time, and I had no idea you had been going through so much. I wish I could have comforted you then, but it's so inspiring to see how you put your mind to bettering yourself. I've been following you for so long and it's just so lovely to see you blossoming over and over again through the years. Very excited to see your content again 🤍🤍
I remember! How are you feeling now? Have you had any long term Covid symptoms? I hope you're feeling much better! I didn't want to put all of my shit onto you at the time, I just wanted to make sure you was okay :) Being able to comfort you a little bit made me feel better to be honest at the time. It helps me to feel useful to others when I feel useless to myself LOL Thank you so much for sticking by me throughout the years, I can't put into words how grateful I am. xx
Jess, I've been a subscriber for such a long time, 8 or 9 years. You sharing your struggles and victories has helped me immensely. I've been through a lot too, and quite a few similar experiences like the ones you've shared over the years. I'm so glad you're ok. Over the years I've thought about you, wondered how you are. I've gone back to watch older videos simply because I remember the strange support I felt when you've shared. I want to say thank you, and I hope you keep posting cause as selfish as it sounds I've missed you, a person I only know from a screen.
Oh wow I missed you a lot! I got so excited when I got this notification, it's great to see you again
Thank you so so much! I'm so glad you got the notification too, I was worried RUclips might not send this out to you guys. Sending my love x
I MISS YOUUUU!!!!
It's so nice to actually hear from you again. BUt at the same time, I'm glad you've been working on you. I'm honestly up for whatever you want to talk about/post. I'll be here.
Thank you so much for the support, that means a lot to me. I really do feel like the break did me good. I burned myself out big time. xx
So happy to see your face on here again ❤️ Sending so much love. You should be so bloody proud of yourself for getting through all you have and for doing the self work to heal ❤️
Thank you so so much babe. That means a lot to me. I could say the same right back at ya, I know how much you've been working on yourself too over the past few years
Haven’t been on here in ages too and I was so chuffed to see you x you look awesome x
Aww thank you so much! Thanks for taking the time to stop by
Hope u r ok x much love x
How awesome for you to find strength in your pain . Missed your videos but I’m glad you are ok ! Lots of love from across the pond !
I found your channel when you were in 4x4 band !
KIIIIIMMMMMM!!!!!!!!! I've missed you :) How are you doing? I hope you're well and still playing the guitar!!!! Lots of love x
@@kimthompson5871 Ah yes I remember 5x5! Wow, it's been so many years!!!!! I can't wait to release some new music :)
@@Jingleheartart yes missed you too . Been through a few things , bad breakup , moved usual crappy life stuff , but I still play guitar , in fact have bought a bunch of them . Own about 45 now , ( my sickness ) lol . I’m so glad you’ve brought yourself back stronger . I feel like you are family and I’m really happy you are doing well . To see you up and running Is fantastic . I’m sorry life has thrown so much at you . Hugs and much love to you my dear .
@@Jingleheartart oh I meant 5x5 lol
Yay! So lovely to see you back Jess! Stay strong and stay safe💖
Thanks for coming back to my lil channel
Ohhh, I have missed you!! So sorry to hear about the last couple of years! Loosing people and just 2020 in general with Covid is so hard. I am glad you are in a better place now! 💜 take care of yourself. We will always be here. Also, tarot card readings sound dope!!
Thank you so so much! I really appreciate you taking the time to watch my video and hear me out. I'm thinking maybe a monthly tarot card reading for all signs? Maybe little tarot focus videos where I give tips, tricks, spread ideas and protection tips. I really want to incorporate the importance of meditation too. I'm trying to think of the best way to plan it out so please do let me know if you have any ideas on how you would like me to go about it :) Ie: shorter or longer videos xx
Thank you for sharing. Sending you love and strength from across the pond! You are an inspiration, love. You are strong and beautiful! Keep pushing forward, you've got this! 💛
Thank you so much for taking the time to watch my video honestly. Thank you so much for the kind words as well, they mean more to me than I could ever put into words. I really appreciate your kindness. All the love xx
@@Jingleheartart 💛
Thank you so much for being so vulnerable and sharing so many intimate moments with us - I'm so fucking proud of you 🖤; love always from Australia x
So nice to see you back, funny I was only thinking about you last week wondering if you were OK as it had been a long time, didn't realise it had been 3 years! Wow. So sorry to hear of your miscarriages, I had 2 last year also. Good to see you seeming so strong and full of creativity again. Your sofa drumming is pretty impressive! Keep safe xx
Oh bless you! That's so sweet that I crossed your mind, thank you for thinking of me. I'm so sorry to hear that you also went through miscarriages. Sending my love and hugs. We've got this! And thank you hehehe I'm getting a drum kit soon which I'm really excited about. All the best
@@Jingleheartart thank you for your lovely reply, I hope you'll film your drumming journey for us! 😀 xxx
You're strength is incredible xx
WELCOME BACK! missed you girlll❤️❤️
It’s nice to see you back ❤️
So great to see your face & hear your voice again! You have been missed! 💚💙🖤
Love you miss you Jess ❤️❤️❤️
Love you too Ariel. Miss you soooooooo much. Lots of hugs from me and Athena xx
Missed you!
Dont worry about taking a long break. You have to do what you have to do to take care of yourself. I found you because of your mental health videos and its always helped me. I love your art and music and style and wisdom and random talks. You have great vibes and I have loved seeing you grow. Missed you. Sending you the best wishes and vibes.
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
I'm do genuinely proud of your spiritual and emotional growth right now, I've always seen you as a phoenix - someone who rises from the ashes brighter than ever
In terms of videos, a video on like an intro to spirituality and your personal journey and any books/websites you can reccomend for people who want to learn more. Seeing you vaguely mention being kinda into spirituality a few years ago Vs your vast expanse of knowledge and experience you have now really is the glow-up of the decade
Also I don't know if you remember Grav3yardgirl's indie playlist in like 2012? it was a playlist that was a short 2-3min video talking about a song that meant a lot to her and inspired her, followed by the song on youtube, and this repeated for like 10 songs I think... Something like that (or even just doing 1 big video of your most meaningful songs) would be really interesting! Especially as you've said how much strength you get from music 🖤
You're a beautiful person
So good to hear from you Jess
So good to hear your voice 🤗
So good to see you again!! ❤
You'll always be a breath of fresh air & inspiring, Jess. Glad to have you back on here. Take your time and do what's best for you and Athena. I'm very sorry about the loss you've had to experience.
Welcome back 💜
I’m so sorry for all of your struggles; it all sounds like awful experiences. But I’m so glad you’re okay now, and it’s amazing to see you back online! Can’t wait to see all of your new videos; whatever you post will be amazing 💜
my dad died unexpectedly in november and his funeral songs were queen - the show must go on and the eye of the tiger and they’re both played at the beginning on this omg how weird 😳🥺 xxx
also even though you’ve been gone from here i have always thought of you and hoped you were doing okay! sending so much love 💖
I'm hearting your comment to share the love but I'm not going to give it a 'like' because it makes me sad that you lost your dad :( I am so so sorry darling that you lost him suddenly out of the blue like that. I really hope the music I used didn't trigger you or upset you in any shape or form.
Glad to see you back. Lots of love to you. Keep going ❤️
So happy to see this video, missed your videos Jess x
It's so good to see you! You seem extremely happy! I cant wait to see what you're going to create
Great to see you ❤️
I'm so glad to see you back! You are amazing, so strong and such an inspiration 💜 I am looking forward to your new videos so much, would love to hear about your experiences and how you've overcome challenges.
thank you for the video. i've been struggling a lot in the last year with the pandemic and trauma. i have also been getting more into my spirituality which has helped. please make videos abt that! i appreciate your vulnerability. i've always looked up to you and i'm glad you're back ❤️
so happy to see a vid from you, was just thinking about u the other day!!! glad to hear that you're coming out on the other side of things. i've watched u since high school and now i'm two years past college , and honestly watching ur experience with bipolar made me accept my diagnosis a couple years ago a lootttttt easier. grow through what you go through ♥️
Happy to see you in my sub box!
Happy to see you on here again! I have always appreciated your honesty and found the things you say to be relatable and helpful. I look forward to more of your stories and wish you and your daughter the best! ❤
I've missed ya so much Jess!! ❤💘 been following ya since your accent tag video with your purple hair 😂💜
How are you not sick of me yet?? HOW?? Haha Oh gosh, I should react to that video shouldn't I? It's been so long and my voice/vocab has changed so much. I'll probably just spend the entire video cringing and hiding behind my office chair hahaha. Big love xx
@@Jingleheartart hahaha omg pleeeeeease!! So much growth in that time and if I may say so, you seem so much more sure of yourself and confident then so many years ago! Could never get sick of ya shenanigans Jess 😂 xx
Love you so much angel 💖
Love you, Jess. I have to admit, I've been worried about you but I knew you'd pull through it all because I know you have the strength and power to do so. I'm always rooting for you.
I'd love to hear you talk about tarot, see your decks and how you interpret them.
One question for your corona video, have you gotten your sense of taste and smell back? I've heard from others who had it that it's been months and they haven't had theirs return.
Wow, welcome back good to see you again, what a video after all those years, that takes a while to digest. Glad you're doing better now. I had covid as well last year in March and April ( probably because I wasn't wearing a plague mask, but apparently it didn't help you either, LOL)
Would like to hear about your experience with covid, if you're interested to make a video about it.
I’ve missed you.
JESSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!
HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU
I would luv to see/hear about the spiritual side of things...tarot and whatever you’d like to share.🔮
Noted* :) I think I'll make a little spiritual series. Just need to think of a name, any ideas? :P haha x
I love you
I LOVE YOU TOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Wow! I would love to share my story of being born a black witch for 30 years and how I said Fuck you to Santon and I’m now working for the God who created the universe. The power I have is untouchable and I would love to share it with you if and when your ready to give up those cards...
PeaceAndLove
Lori
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gosh welcome back to the platform. I realized I've been following you on and off for 10+ years! wow. life seems to be a walk up the mountain then slide back down. keep making your art at all those stages up and down...🥰👍
Welcome back!