Terribly painful childhood, physical and mental illness, many obstacles and delays..tough life in general..I hated this placement. Now I love it. It made me - ME. ♓️
As a child i had physical, sexual and mental abuse i was still positive tho i still have alot of scars I also hated when people dont see eye to eye to me because i was a kid and everyone talked to me so childishly still hated that and hate it to this day
I have saturn in aquarius in my 1st house. This makes me progressive and liberated. I loved this video it makes me feel understood, supported and heard!
Do people with Saturn in 1st house feel that they cannot show their true Saturnian traits to others even though they were being treated like it when young, usually by their parents? and as such they feel bitter and internalise all the pain. It’s like people are harsh to them but they cannot be harsh to others and they feel injustice that they have so accept that. What is the lesson to be learnt here? To just accept the negative treatment and not treat others the same way you were treated?
Building up confidence through practical steps and allowing what you produce speak for itself vs self grandeur acts or solely based on personality expression alone. Overcoming self doubt especially after the maturation of Saturn after 35 years of age. Trust me I know the feeling of Saturn, I’m a Capricorn 12/1st house, Aquarius 1st house cusp with Saturn in the 10th. The struggles in my experience are due to negative internal belief systems of the self that must be overcome, check your 9th house for remedies. You have other placements in your chart that will support your ascent so appreciating those positive transits that bring you support and trusting in those individuals vs doubting and rejecting their help. Understanding yourself based on reality is what Saturn is teaching us, it’s a tough lesson bc there are so many illusions that must be worked through including our own and that’s where time and wisdom comes into play. Wish you the best. Get yourself a moon app and study the transits to learn where external support is coming from and internal progress is being made.
Saturn in my first house with Leo. I feel playful just responsible at the same time 😂 I was super quiet as a child but today I speak my mind and well I am mostly alone now 😂😂
Thank you so much for putting a positive spin on this, an astrologer told me that this placement was like being born into death, not life. I didn't grow up in stern circumstances, but my 1st house Saturn squares my entire chart, including sun and moon and life has felt like an unbearable prison.
This is one of the best saturn in first house videos I’ve ever seen actually you touch more useful talking points Esp at the end “Needs that haven’t been met” “Decisions to help yourself be safe”
I’m a Leo is Saturn first house. I actually heavily resonate with what you had to say about how Leo’s in first house might’ve had a difficult birth story. When my mom was giving birth to me they put her on heavy drugs for the pain, I actually fell asleep from all the drugslol. They where about to give my mom a se section but when the nurse left the room my aunt pressed hard on the belly almost like the motion you make when rolling pizza doe to make it flat. And then I was birthed and my mom did not have to have a se section thanks to my aunt
Leo Saturn in first house with Leo ascendant!! Was born two weeks late and had to be born by c-section because I wouldn’t come out. I did feel very uncomfortable and not at home in my body , now I’m trans and am living as a girl.
Cruelest? No, not at all. In all other signs made Saturn become freely to express his/her cruel to other without knowing/learning about it. In Sagittarius sign will make Saturn learn to limit their's furious/dreadful aura like Tiger grow up by the Meditation Monk. This place give best benefit in long run. Saturn in first house on other signs didn't listen to anyone after become mature (36 y.o.) Saturn in Sagittarius is the only Saturn that still willing to listen and dreams living with other in peace. What most important about Saturn is if anyone you know got Saturn in Sagittarius but conjuction with Moon and Uranus. This combo often lead to xuixide attempt and not live long enough to get benefit from Saturn. Every signs also effect but effect the most for Saturn in Sagittarius. So if your family or love have this combo, keep them close and safe. Saturn in first house people remember everyone who doing good for them for life! ☺️☺️
My younger daughter has this placement and I have to say that as someone who remembers to a minute her birth process, especially in compassion to her older sister who had to be induced, this one was easy peasy breezy. There were no obstacles there. I labored at home pretty much by myself, got to hospital as I was about to push. If anything, the hospital staff was making it more difficult than necessary. I never worried about her, whereas my older daughter's labor and delivery was super long, super painful and her heart rate dropped at one point. If anything, not wanting to incarnate sounds more like me lol but my Saturn is in 2nd house. She also DEFINITELY wanted to be here because this little bugger made it past my copper IUD while it was completely in place. Survived the removal of that while she was a bundle of cells. So maybe all the obstacles she had to go through as a sperm and an egg to be conceived would relate to that. Or maybe that's what contributed to her Pluto in 1st house. Food for thought for me here bc I SWEAR by astrology lol. It's interesting because I feel like this should be in my older daughter's chart and my older daughters Uranus in 1st house should be in my younger one haha
@Holly's Astrology thank you 😊 I watch these videos, obsessively (Pluto in 1st house here haha) trying to understand my girls' charts to see where I would mess up as a parent (and try to avoid it if possible) and how I can help or at least support them down the line by understanding their deeper, subconscious drives. So thank you so much for these videos! I love to learn about astrology 🙌🙌🙌
My son also has this placement along with Pluto in the 1st. He was born at 24 weeks, and was at the NICU for 114 days. He also beat my Plan B so I know he’s meant to be here. I’m glad we are learning more about our babies’ chart as a guide to help them along their journey.❤
You are absolutely perfect. I have Cancer Ascendant and Saturn in Ascendance. Im very terrified about my upcoming Saturn Mahadasha. Saturn is in Punarvasu Nakshatra ( 2.40 Degree) . I hope you will guide.
Oh my thank you for this! My ascendant is Aquarius, so I thought I’d listen to this video. I feel like this describes my life more than any Aquarius ascendant video that I’ve watched thus far!
My Saturn is in the first house Sun Pisces Moon Pisces Mercury Aquarius Venus Aries Mars Pisces Jupiter Scorpio Saturn Pisces Uranus Capricorn Neptune Capricorn Pluto Scorpio North node Scorpio Midheaven Scorpio First house: Mercury, Mars, Saturn Second house: Sun, Moon, Venus Twelfth house: Uranus, Neptune My first Saturn Return goes direct this April 2023 I’m pretty excited 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉 Aging backwards is totally a thing for Saturn in the First I have been getting goofier and more playful as I get older I was a verrrrry poker faced kid I always looked physically older as a child too. At 12 I looked 16-18. I’m obvs 28 now And I got carded for a lottery scratch off a few months ago (lottery tickets are 18+) And I get carded for alcohol etc (where I am in the world, alcohol is 21+) Depending on environmental context and my clothing….. ppl think I’m 19-24 I inherently present as as quite mature tho so if someone is spending time w me they probably are guessing higher than ppl who just pass by me they’ll guess 17-19 if they don’t talk to me if I’m in casual clothing that’s passable as something a teenager would wear I present as very serious at first And yes despite all the water in my chart I’m not mushy with new ppl at first (I’m cross posting this on a few Saturn in First videos for anyone else who likes to go thru the comments to learn!)
I get the aging backwards part so much. As a kid I felt like an adult and now as an adult, I often feel like a kid. I didn’t get to have a full childhood because of burdens and responsibilities that were put on me by my mother. I feel like now as an adult in my 40s, I get to explore things I should have been able to do as a child. People often think I am in my 20’s still, which is a double edged sword. And I too have been carded for lottery tickets and rated R movies! Lmao. Most people look confused when I tell them my age. If there’s one good thing about Saturn in the first house, I guess it’s looking young! 1st house Saturn in Virgo
I am Aries in 9th house and a Leo rising with 5 planets in retrograde in my chart. One of which is Saturn in the first house. This video spoke to me a lot. Thank you for sharing.
"You need to find your centre". I always felt that was missing and knew that meditation was the answer. But despite years of struggle only recently, following my second Saturn return, did I finally "get it" and am finally making progress. BTW: I have a 9th House Neptune and your excellent video on that and the message about living in the moment and learning from intuition exactly describes what I learned.
😢😢😢12th house stellium and then Saturn and uranus 1st like my chart has toooo muuuuuch heaviness 😭😭 I was born in stressful circumstances I was always an adult never true kid then I had to take care of my family my father had mental illness and couldn't provide us. My mom lived really harsh life and died pretty young. I'm always questioning why I chose to came here the drama never ends I could make a great film story 😢
OMG, you have just stated my entire life with this accurate depiction of my life 😮😮.. Thank you for providing the key solutions that I needed today.. 😊
Intersting! How has that affected you. Especially Lilith. My younger daughter is cap rising, Saturn in 1st house (in capricorn). Lilith in 1st house (aqua) and Pluto in 1st house (also in Cap).
I have Saturn on my ascendent in libra first house with Neptune conjunct. so I dont agree with being my own worst enemy. you were correct about having a difficult childhood however it made me a lot stronger and self reliant. Also, my mother said she had no problems having me because she said they put her to sleep. But of course who knows? I mean she was asleep. However being cautious in this life served to help me tremendously and I avoided possible injury many times. And to be honest in this day and age as we are facing a world wide catastrophe with the powers that be, I would say being cautious is a LIFE SAVER INDEED. So I really can't agree with any of the negative description of this placement. I think it's a GREAT PLACEMENT.
Thank you for sharing! Neptune is definitely going to balance this Saturn placement if both are conjunct your ascendant. Glad to hear you’ve had positive experiences! 💕
Birth being difficult - my mom always joked about how I didn't want to co.e out. I was due on her birthday but came 6 days later and almost turned into a c section because I didn't seem to want to come out.
Pisces 1st house Venus (exalted) conjunction Saturn 1st house. Stellium in 1st house containing Venus, Saturn, Mercury & Chiron all in hard aspect to each other. My whole life I've felt overlooked & unappreciated. Insights welcome ...
i love astrology & keep wanting to not believe it lol… during birth I wasn’t coming out and had to sort of get suctioned out. 😅 idk if I want to know about this placement of or not 😂
My mother wanted to have me aborted but got to the clinic too late. She then gave me up for an adoption with me being named baby girl maiden name. She had gotten married to another man while pregnant. Its a lot and a big story. Then i was adopted by a narcissist mother. Its been a long ride. I am extremely insecure but people see me as confident and pretty ..😅 at 50 i am just now being able to see anything valuable within myself. Saturn 1st house cancer and a very strong scorpio moon that has led to uncovering a lot and a lifetime with a lot of abuse and trauma. At least through aatrology i can stop blaming myself for being a horrible child and person. Its a journey! Loving the path to healing
I have moon in scorpio too. Moon in scorpio is the worst place for the moon. The moon represents the mother. So its no surprise we have mother issues. I have the opposite rising to you. Still alot of pain and trauma though. God bless.
Also was very premature and didn't feel at home in my body kinda like I got blasted down here unannounced. I am now Trans and have fully embraced myself lol
Terribly painful childhood, physical and mental illness, many obstacles and delays..tough life in general..I hated this placement. Now I love it. It made me - ME. ♓️
Sometimes this aspect makes me feel like people around me aren’t real because of the amount of criticism I receive on a daily basis it is unbelievable
I also have pluto 7th house and 12th house placements
Thank you for sharing your feelings.
As a child i had physical, sexual and mental abuse i was still positive tho i still have alot of scars I also hated when people dont see eye to eye to me because i was a kid and everyone talked to me so childishly still hated that and hate it to this day
I’m so sorry to hear you experienced that… thank you for sharing! ❤️🙏🏼
I have saturn in aquarius in my 1st house. This makes me progressive and liberated. I loved this video it makes me feel understood, supported and heard!
watching videos like this makes me believe in the divinity of life
Do people with Saturn in 1st house feel that they cannot show their true Saturnian traits to others even though they were being treated like it when young, usually by their parents? and as such they feel bitter and internalise all the pain.
It’s like people are harsh to them but they cannot be harsh to others and they feel injustice that they have so accept that.
What is the lesson to be learnt here? To just accept the negative treatment and not treat others the same way you were treated?
Building up confidence through practical steps and allowing what you produce speak for itself vs self grandeur acts or solely based on personality expression alone. Overcoming self doubt especially after the maturation of Saturn after 35 years of age. Trust me I know the feeling of Saturn, I’m a Capricorn 12/1st house, Aquarius 1st house cusp with Saturn in the 10th. The struggles in my experience are due to negative internal belief systems of the self that must be overcome, check your 9th house for remedies.
You have other placements in your chart that will support your ascent so appreciating those positive transits that bring you support and trusting in those individuals vs doubting and rejecting their help. Understanding yourself based on reality is what Saturn is teaching us, it’s a tough lesson bc there are so many illusions that must be worked through including our own and that’s where time and wisdom comes into play. Wish you the best. Get yourself a moon app and study the transits to learn where external support is coming from and internal progress is being made.
Saturn in my first house with Leo. I feel playful just responsible at the same time 😂
I was super quiet as a child but today I speak my mind and well I am mostly alone now 😂😂
Saturn in my first house with leo. Totally relatable. 😂
😂😂😂😂
Being alone is better than being around ppl that make you feel alone. That is the worst.
Thank you so much for putting a positive spin on this, an astrologer told me that this placement was like being born into death, not life. I didn't grow up in stern circumstances, but my 1st house Saturn squares my entire chart, including sun and moon and life has felt like an unbearable prison.
I am sorry to hear that life feels unbearable. Saturn gets easier with time. Especially after 35. Sending love 💞
@@astrologywithholly Unfortunately, it doesnt. I saw my dad suffer after 35, he has saturn 1st house too.
Saturn conj. ASC and NN and square Sun and Moon. Life finally got easier at 45. Everything you said rings true. I still prefer to be isolated.
This is one of the best saturn in first house videos I’ve ever seen actually you touch more useful talking points
Esp at the end
“Needs that haven’t been met”
“Decisions to help yourself be safe”
Thank you! 💕
Saturn Pisces and when you start talking about how I grew up I wanted to cry I felt so seen. Thank you for this
I’m a Leo is Saturn first house. I actually heavily resonate with what you had to say about how Leo’s in first house might’ve had a difficult birth story. When my mom was giving birth to me they put her on heavy drugs for the pain, I actually fell asleep from all the drugslol. They where about to give my mom a se section but when the nurse left the room my aunt pressed hard on the belly almost like the motion you make when rolling pizza doe to make it flat. And then I was birthed and my mom did not have to have a se section thanks to my aunt
Thank you for sharing. Love your birth story!
Congratulations! the interpretation was really well done. greetings from a capricorn ascendant with saturn in the first house!
Leo Saturn in first house with Leo ascendant!! Was born two weeks late and had to be born by c-section because I wouldn’t come out. I did feel very uncomfortable and not at home in my body , now I’m trans and am living as a girl.
I hate my Saturn in the 1st house in Sagittarius 😭 It's one of the cruelest placements
same
Cruelest? No, not at all.
In all other signs made Saturn become freely to express his/her cruel to other without knowing/learning about it. In Sagittarius sign will make Saturn learn to limit their's furious/dreadful aura like Tiger grow up by the Meditation Monk.
This place give best benefit in long run. Saturn in first house on other signs didn't listen to anyone after become mature (36 y.o.) Saturn in Sagittarius is the only Saturn that still willing to listen and dreams living with other in peace.
What most important about Saturn is if anyone you know got Saturn in Sagittarius but conjuction with Moon and Uranus. This combo often lead to xuixide attempt and not live long enough to get benefit from Saturn. Every signs also effect but effect the most for Saturn in Sagittarius.
So if your family or love have this combo, keep them close and safe. Saturn in first house people remember everyone who doing good for them for life! ☺️☺️
I have it too. It's not bad, it's good! Just a fun challenge, like everybody else's charts
❤ Same
I have to
My younger daughter has this placement and I have to say that as someone who remembers to a minute her birth process, especially in compassion to her older sister who had to be induced, this one was easy peasy breezy. There were no obstacles there. I labored at home pretty much by myself, got to hospital as I was about to push. If anything, the hospital staff was making it more difficult than necessary. I never worried about her, whereas my older daughter's labor and delivery was super long, super painful and her heart rate dropped at one point.
If anything, not wanting to incarnate sounds more like me lol but my Saturn is in 2nd house.
She also DEFINITELY wanted to be here because this little bugger made it past my copper IUD while it was completely in place. Survived the removal of that while she was a bundle of cells. So maybe all the obstacles she had to go through as a sperm and an egg to be conceived would relate to that. Or maybe that's what contributed to her Pluto in 1st house. Food for thought for me here bc I SWEAR by astrology lol.
It's interesting because I feel like this should be in my older daughter's chart and my older daughters Uranus in 1st house should be in my younger one haha
Thank you for sharing! That is interesting to hear the differences! I’m glad your 2nd daughters labor was easier. ❤️
@Holly's Astrology thank you 😊 I watch these videos, obsessively (Pluto in 1st house here haha) trying to understand my girls' charts to see where I would mess up as a parent (and try to avoid it if possible) and how I can help or at least support them down the line by understanding their deeper, subconscious drives. So thank you so much for these videos! I love to learn about astrology 🙌🙌🙌
My son also has this placement along with Pluto in the 1st. He was born at 24 weeks, and was at the NICU for 114 days. He also beat my Plan B so I know he’s meant to be here. I’m glad we are learning more about our babies’ chart as a guide to help them along their journey.❤
Which house system do you use?
@@buse3842 whole sign.
Thanks for the video 💐 I have Saturn in Pisces in my 1st house and I was an overdue baby
You are absolutely perfect. I have Cancer Ascendant and Saturn in Ascendance. Im very terrified about my upcoming Saturn Mahadasha. Saturn is in Punarvasu Nakshatra ( 2.40 Degree) . I hope you will guide.
Saturn Pisces 1st house and my mother was in labor with me for 2 days. All this is so factual
Oh my thank you for this! My ascendant is Aquarius, so I thought I’d listen to this video. I feel like this describes my life more than any Aquarius ascendant video that I’ve watched thus far!
My Saturn is in the first house
Sun Pisces
Moon Pisces
Mercury Aquarius
Venus Aries
Mars Pisces
Jupiter Scorpio
Saturn Pisces
Uranus Capricorn
Neptune Capricorn
Pluto Scorpio
North node Scorpio
Midheaven Scorpio
First house: Mercury, Mars, Saturn
Second house: Sun, Moon, Venus
Twelfth house: Uranus, Neptune
My first Saturn Return goes direct this April 2023
I’m pretty excited
🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
Aging backwards is totally a thing for Saturn in the First
I have been getting goofier and more playful as I get older
I was a verrrrry poker faced kid
I always looked physically older as a child too. At 12 I looked 16-18.
I’m obvs 28 now
And I got carded for a lottery scratch off a few months ago (lottery tickets are 18+)
And I get carded for alcohol etc (where I am in the world, alcohol is 21+)
Depending on environmental context and my clothing….. ppl think I’m 19-24
I inherently present as as quite mature tho so if someone is spending time w me they probably are guessing higher than ppl who just pass by me they’ll guess 17-19 if they don’t talk to me if I’m in casual clothing that’s passable as something a teenager would wear
I present as very serious at first
And yes despite all the water in my chart I’m not mushy with new ppl at first
(I’m cross posting this on a few Saturn in First videos for anyone else who likes to go thru the comments to learn!)
I get the aging backwards part so much. As a kid I felt like an adult and now as an adult, I often feel like a kid.
I didn’t get to have a full childhood because of burdens and responsibilities that were put on me by my mother. I feel like now as an adult in my 40s, I get to explore things I should have been able to do as a child.
People often think I am in my 20’s still, which is a double edged sword. And I too have been carded for lottery tickets and rated R movies! Lmao. Most people look confused when I tell them my age. If there’s one good thing about Saturn in the first house, I guess it’s looking young!
1st house Saturn in Virgo
Im 22 right now. When did your personality start getting a lot less serious ?
@@supman2476 In my 30s
Oh my god...phenomenal interpretation. Spot on.
Thank you 🙏🏼
I am Aries in 9th house and a Leo rising with 5 planets in retrograde in my chart. One of which is Saturn in the first house. This video spoke to me a lot. Thank you for sharing.
"You need to find your centre". I always felt that was missing and knew that meditation was the answer. But despite years of struggle only recently, following my second Saturn return, did I finally "get it" and am finally making progress. BTW: I have a 9th House Neptune and your excellent video on that and the message about living in the moment and learning from intuition exactly describes what I learned.
The points you hit in this are hardly surface level, your understanding of this is golden
😢😢😢12th house stellium and then Saturn and uranus 1st like my chart has toooo muuuuuch heaviness 😭😭 I was born in stressful circumstances I was always an adult never true kid then I had to take care of my family my father had mental illness and couldn't provide us. My mom lived really harsh life and died pretty young. I'm always questioning why I chose to came here the drama never ends I could make a great film story 😢
highly recommend Brene Brown to us 1H saturn people. get into that shame & vulnerability work.
Saturn in Virgo right over my AC. Also nN in my first
OMG, you have just stated my entire life with this accurate depiction of my life 😮😮..
Thank you for providing the key solutions that I needed today.. 😊
This is a great video, Holly! Earned my sub! I have a Capricorn rising with Saturn retrograde conjunct Lilith in the First house.
Intersting! How has that affected you. Especially Lilith. My younger daughter is cap rising, Saturn in 1st house (in capricorn). Lilith in 1st house (aqua) and Pluto in 1st house (also in Cap).
I have Saturn on my ascendent in libra first house with Neptune conjunct. so I dont agree with being my own worst enemy. you were correct about having a difficult childhood however it made me a lot stronger and self reliant. Also, my mother said she had no problems having me because she said they put her to sleep. But of course who knows? I mean she was asleep. However being cautious in this life served to help me tremendously and I avoided possible injury many times. And to be honest in this day and age as we are facing a world wide catastrophe with the powers that be, I would say being cautious is a LIFE SAVER INDEED. So I really can't agree with any of the negative description of this placement. I think it's a GREAT PLACEMENT.
Thank you for sharing! Neptune is definitely going to balance this Saturn placement if both are conjunct your ascendant. Glad to hear you’ve had positive experiences! 💕
Spot on! 😢❤
Birth being difficult - my mom always joked about how I didn't want to co.e out. I was due on her birthday but came 6 days later and almost turned into a c section because I didn't seem to want to come out.
Pisces 1st house Venus (exalted) conjunction Saturn 1st house. Stellium in 1st house containing Venus, Saturn, Mercury & Chiron all in hard aspect to each other. My whole life I've felt overlooked & unappreciated. Insights welcome ...
i love astrology & keep wanting to not believe it lol… during birth I wasn’t coming out and had to sort of get suctioned out. 😅 idk if I want to know about this placement of or not 😂
My mother wanted to have me aborted but got to the clinic too late. She then gave me up for an adoption with me being named baby girl maiden name. She had gotten married to another man while pregnant. Its a lot and a big story. Then i was adopted by a narcissist mother. Its been a long ride. I am extremely insecure but people see me as confident and pretty ..😅 at 50 i am just now being able to see anything valuable within myself. Saturn 1st house cancer and a very strong scorpio moon that has led to uncovering a lot and a lifetime with a lot of abuse and trauma. At least through aatrology i can stop blaming myself for being a horrible child and person. Its a journey! Loving the path to healing
Wow, thank you for sharing! 🩷
I have moon in scorpio too. Moon in scorpio is the worst place for the moon. The moon represents the mother. So its no surprise we have mother issues. I have the opposite rising to you. Still alot of pain and trauma though. God bless.
Yes it is!!! Love and light to you!!!@rebellion7463
Somewhat true
Im pretty lean and i did mature young.
I wish I was lean 😂 what’s your secret?
Very well said. Thanks
Awesome interpretation!
wow, you're really on point. thank you ♥️
thank you💗
Amazing video thank you a lot ❤
Another great video Holly! 🙏🥰 lots of light & love! B… 😉💕
Banu! 🥰 🤗 Thank you so much! LLA ✨💕
You are amazing Holly! 🥰🙏
@@astrologywithholly A. K. A Banu! 😉🙏💫💕
Very accurate thank u
Yes
Also was very premature and didn't feel at home in my body kinda like I got blasted down here unannounced. I am now Trans and have fully embraced myself lol
So glad to hear you are fully embracing yourself… 💕
holy. shit. i feel so seen
This is actually crazy
Why do i connect with you i don't get it. There is something bout you which feels like me out of me.
Torture
Yup
😭😭😭