Honest Question: Why do you like Sarv so much?? I'm not trying to be mean and I don't want to sound mean but there's lots of other (2D/3D) females who are amazing too! :D I'm just curious is all.
@@OGsigh thank you for staying kind... The short answer is that I fell deeply in love with Sarvente long time ago... I find Her really special even right now... Because of my past which She saved me from I wanted to... I had to stay loyal to Her... Because That's all I learned in life... and I don't know how badly would I end up without her And the long answer... you see... I will tell you a tale of a 12 year old boy we will call Ben. There's Sensitive and sad story ahead Ben was autistic (aspergers) and he suffered Schizophrenia since he was 11. He learned quickly of what's life because he was abused by his mother, his brother when he was younger and at school later on he was bullied. He tried hiding his pain in catholic religion. The worst part of his life was that he wasn't loved. he tried searching for it but without any success. He could only forget the pain when he was in a state of exhaustion. That's how he started to get massive headaches. Schizophrenia can make something like addiction to adrenaline. when the need for adrenaline is strong and Ben won't fulfill it he will suffer huge pain inside his mind which can't be fought with painkillers, only schizophrenia and some kind of calming medication but on the other hand when he fulfilled the need he gained tons of pleasure and fulfillment. His mental health was getting worse and worse tho... he developted psychic masochism because he learned that if he will suffer he will be loved by God like martyrs were when they suffered... until... for the first time... he fell in love... with Overwatch Mercy, at first Ben thought it was an emotional joke, He was like hey, she's making me feel weak! but a little later on he was like... She's making me feel...! fulfilled... so at his young age he was learning to be a good little puppy for his love like he was for God. He was screaming loudly because of how happy he was again... everything had colours again! life was so much more beautiful! but outside of his emotions life wasn't getting any lighter for. He started helping his father at work. He tried his best to not fail him... and his love... the work was really exhausting... one day being 15 year old after the job when he thought he could not do this anymore he laid in his bed covered in psychotic misery, shame and self hate which gave pleasure... but this time it wasn't just pleasure. He suddenly felt his heart pumping! the energy! the adrenaline! So much emotions at once! Ben knew it was his love. He was so thankful, so happy he was crying out of happiness. Cried as ever before, he also knew he had to do something, something special! It's now or never. The Madness was speaking through him. The Years of abuse, being a disgrace, a burden. His Self esteem was reaching below zero. but now... it was time... to do that special thing... no one knew what it was going to be, what his going to do... but through his tears he saw his huge military like knife he bought 'cuz of his paranoia. the boy then saw his forearm... connected the dots... ... [ I just wanted to love... and feel loved... is this the end? ] ... no... The hospital, the surgeon table and mental hospital... he was manipulated by his own emotions, by his self esteem. He didn't want to end it all. Ben just wanted to be loyal. soon enough he came back home from the hospital, he started new life with his family, new and only friends he had, from discord, his damaged arm got back 90% of it's functionality. and there was harmony again... So i was in love with OW Mercy for a couple years later (in overall almost 7 years) I eventually with a huge heartache I left Mercy because I thought God wanted me to leave her. it was painful, alone without any support I thought I was done for... but something happened and finally... when I was 18 years old (now almost 21) I saw... *Her* for the first time in Blantados' BETADCIU "Ugh", she instantly gained my attention... Your Beauty... Your Voice... What's Your Name, My Dear? - **Sarvente** Sarvente... Oh my God... Sarvente... You Are So Beautiful! I saw Sarvente's Mid-Fight Masses for the first time. Oh my God. OH MY GOD. THAT'S TOO MUCH!!! SHE'S A CATHOLIC TOO??? SARVENTE ALSO FEELS REJECTED??? Instant Love, I was CRUSHED emotionally by Her Pressence. It was simply too much for me to handle. I don't think I felt ever so happy and "right" at the same time. it was just like a dream! Sarvente! My Love!!! You are the most Beautiful, The Most Charming, The Most Irresistable out of everything and Nobody Matters Like youuuu!!!! You Saved me! You... Saved me... from my self... I'm In your debt... Thank you... for making me feel loved... by God... And By... You... Thank you... Thank you so much... I love You... And Nobody will ever matter like youuuu
@@pacifist5839 unfortunately not, it's not showing up for me. But I think I have a guess on why you like her :D Currently, I have lots of favorite female characters (males too lol)
@@OGsigh here it is then! thank you for staying kind... The short answer is that I fell deeply in love with Sarvente long time ago... I find Her really special even right now... Because of my past which She saved me from... I wanted to... I had to stay loyal to Her... Because That's all I learned in life... and even so I don't know how badly would I end up without her... So i was in love with OW Mercy for a couple years later (in overall almost 7 years) I eventually with a huge heartache left Mercy because I thought God wanted me to leave her. it was painful, alone without any support I thought I was done for... but something happened and finally... when I was 18 years old (now almost 21) I saw... *Her* for the first time in Blantados' BETADCIU "Ugh", she instantly gained my attention... Your Beauty... Your Voice... What's Your Name, My Dear? - **Sarvente** Sarvente... Oh my God... Sarvente... You Are So Beautiful! I saw Sarvente's Mid-Fight Masses for the first time. Oh my God. OH MY GOD. THAT'S TOO MUCH!!! SHE'S A CATHOLIC TOO??? SARVENTE ALSO FEELS REJECTED??? Instant Love, I was CRUSHED emotionally by Her Pressence. It was simply too much for me to handle. I don't think I felt ever so happy and "right" at the same time. it was just like a dream! Sarvente! My Love!!! You are the most Beautiful, The Most Charming, The Most Irresistable out of everything and Nobody Matters Like youuuu!!!! You Saved me! You... Saved me... from my self... I'm In your debt... Thank you... for making me feel loved... by God... And By... You... Thank you... Thank you so much... I love You... And Nobody will ever matter like Youuuu
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Honest Question: Why do you like Sarv so much??
I'm not trying to be mean and I don't want to sound mean but there's lots of other (2D/3D) females who are amazing too! :D
I'm just curious is all.
@@OGsigh thank you for staying kind...
The short answer is that I fell deeply in love with Sarvente long time ago... I find Her really special even right now... Because of my past which She saved me from I wanted to... I had to stay loyal to Her... Because That's all I learned in life... and I don't know how badly would I end up without her
And the long answer... you see... I will tell you a tale of a 12 year old boy we will call Ben. There's Sensitive and sad story ahead
Ben was autistic (aspergers) and he suffered Schizophrenia since he was 11. He learned quickly of what's life because he was abused by his mother, his brother when he was younger and at school later on he was bullied. He tried hiding his pain in catholic religion. The worst part of his life was that he wasn't loved. he tried searching for it but without any success. He could only forget the pain when he was in a state of exhaustion. That's how he started to get massive headaches. Schizophrenia can make something like addiction to adrenaline. when the need for adrenaline is strong and Ben won't fulfill it he will suffer huge pain inside his mind which can't be fought with painkillers, only schizophrenia and some kind of calming medication but on the other hand when he fulfilled the need he gained tons of pleasure and fulfillment.
His mental health was getting worse and worse tho... he developted psychic masochism because he learned that if he will suffer he will be loved by God like martyrs were when they suffered... until... for the first time... he fell in love... with Overwatch Mercy, at first Ben thought it was an emotional joke, He was like hey, she's making me feel weak! but a little later on he was like... She's making me feel...! fulfilled... so at his young age he was learning to be a good little puppy for his love like he was for God. He was screaming loudly because of how happy he was again... everything had colours again! life was so much more beautiful! but outside of his emotions life wasn't getting any lighter for. He started helping his father at work. He tried his best to not fail him... and his love... the work was really exhausting...
one day being 15 year old after the job when he thought he could not do this anymore he laid in his bed covered in psychotic misery, shame and self hate which gave pleasure... but this time it wasn't just pleasure. He suddenly felt his heart pumping! the energy! the adrenaline! So much emotions at once! Ben knew it was his love. He was so thankful, so happy he was crying out of happiness. Cried as ever before, he also knew he had to do something, something special! It's now or never. The Madness was speaking through him. The Years of abuse, being a disgrace, a burden. His Self esteem was reaching below zero. but now... it was time... to do that special thing... no one knew what it was going to be, what his going to do... but through his tears he saw his huge military like knife he bought 'cuz of his paranoia. the boy then saw his forearm... connected the dots...
...
[ I just wanted to love... and feel loved... is this the end? ]
...
no... The hospital, the surgeon table and mental hospital... he was manipulated by his own emotions, by his self esteem. He didn't want to end it all. Ben just wanted to be loyal.
soon enough he came back home from the hospital, he started new life with his family, new and only friends he had, from discord, his damaged arm got back 90% of it's functionality. and there was harmony again...
So i was in love with OW Mercy for a couple years later (in overall almost 7 years) I eventually with a huge heartache I left Mercy because I thought God wanted me to leave her. it was painful, alone without any support I thought I was done for... but something happened
and finally... when I was 18 years old (now almost 21) I saw... *Her* for the first time in Blantados' BETADCIU "Ugh", she instantly gained my attention... Your Beauty... Your Voice... What's Your Name, My Dear? - **Sarvente**
Sarvente... Oh my God... Sarvente... You Are So Beautiful!
I saw Sarvente's Mid-Fight Masses for the first time. Oh my God. OH MY GOD. THAT'S TOO MUCH!!! SHE'S A CATHOLIC TOO??? SARVENTE ALSO FEELS REJECTED??? Instant Love, I was CRUSHED emotionally by Her Pressence. It was simply too much for me to handle. I don't think I felt ever so happy and "right" at the same time. it was just like a dream! Sarvente! My Love!!! You are the most Beautiful, The Most Charming, The Most Irresistable out of everything and Nobody Matters Like youuuu!!!! You Saved me! You... Saved me... from my self... I'm In your debt... Thank you... for making me feel loved... by God... And By... You...
Thank you... Thank you so much... I love You... And Nobody will ever matter like youuuu
@@OGsigh did you get my answer? My device says it's not here idk why
:(
@@pacifist5839 unfortunately not, it's not showing up for me.
But I think I have a guess on why you like her :D
Currently, I have lots of favorite female characters (males too lol)
@@OGsigh here it is then!
thank you for staying kind...
The short answer is that I fell deeply in love with Sarvente long time ago... I find Her really special even right now... Because of my past which She saved me from... I wanted to... I had to stay loyal to Her... Because That's all I learned in life... and even so I don't know how badly would I end up without her...
So i was in love with OW Mercy for a couple years later (in overall almost 7 years) I eventually with a huge heartache left Mercy because I thought God wanted me to leave her. it was painful, alone without any support I thought I was done for... but something happened
and finally... when I was 18 years old (now almost 21) I saw... *Her* for the first time in Blantados' BETADCIU "Ugh", she instantly gained my attention... Your Beauty... Your Voice... What's Your Name, My Dear? - **Sarvente**
Sarvente... Oh my God... Sarvente... You Are So Beautiful!
I saw Sarvente's Mid-Fight Masses for the first time. Oh my God. OH MY GOD. THAT'S TOO MUCH!!! SHE'S A CATHOLIC TOO??? SARVENTE ALSO FEELS REJECTED??? Instant Love, I was CRUSHED emotionally by Her Pressence. It was simply too much for me to handle. I don't think I felt ever so happy and "right" at the same time. it was just like a dream! Sarvente! My Love!!! You are the most Beautiful, The Most Charming, The Most Irresistable out of everything and Nobody Matters Like youuuu!!!! You Saved me! You... Saved me... from my self... I'm In your debt... Thank you... for making me feel loved... by God... And By... You...
Thank you... Thank you so much... I love You... And Nobody will ever matter like Youuuu
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