I love the way you talk and think and the things you see. I'm 60 now, recently self-diagnosed autistic. I think my autism is sometimes in my questionable frame. I wonder if it's an excuse for who I am because others are thinking that same thought, saying the same. Would have to pay for a "proper" diagnosis. I've gotten stuck in the dilemma of wondering why a person should be required to pay to prove something to another person about themself. My well researched self-diagnoses has been discovered by me. And it's been amazing to discover. It's a frame to sit in. But it's such a lovely frame. A peaceful frame. A secure frame. A frame that makes sense of the chaos I've lived in for so long. But I've taken my chaos into the frames of others I've tried to relate to. I guess we all have well defined frames, lists of look-like-propositions that others won't look like. So the propositions seperate us into frames. Discovering there's more "out there" is definately a good idea. Might need to remove the solid frame that's become a restricting or blinding lens. Thank you for your poems and vocal thoughts. I like listening to the way you talk.
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I love the way you talk and think and the things you see. I'm 60 now, recently self-diagnosed autistic. I think my autism is sometimes in my questionable frame. I wonder if it's an excuse for who I am because others are thinking that same thought, saying the same. Would have to pay for a "proper" diagnosis. I've gotten stuck in the dilemma of wondering why a person should be required to pay to prove something to another person about themself. My well researched self-diagnoses has been discovered by me. And it's been amazing to discover. It's a frame to sit in. But it's such a lovely frame. A peaceful frame. A secure frame. A frame that makes sense of the chaos I've lived in for so long. But I've taken my chaos into the frames of others I've tried to relate to. I guess we all have well defined frames, lists of look-like-propositions that others won't look like. So the propositions seperate us into frames. Discovering there's more "out there" is definately a good idea. Might need to remove the solid frame that's become a restricting or blinding lens.
Thank you for your poems and vocal thoughts. I like listening to the way you talk.