You have come such a long way and have overcome so many hurdles, more than most. You are going to have days especially like when your surgery is coming up to freak out a bit. Your whole body and personality is still you but there's not this cloud of restriction your putting over your head anymore. The more you are on T the more you will be able to manage or controlling and anxiety side. I think your an amazing guy and I'm so chuffed that you have surgery coming soon. I can't wait to see the results. As for the dance, bring it on he he.
Bless you buddy, thank you so very very much. Its so wonderful to feel so much more free in myself and my world, Im glad it shows on the outside. Dance is on its way....lol!!!
I love being able to look at your videos as I’m coming up to the same points (although my top surgery has not come around as quick!) and to compare what’s what with my experience. Thanks for videoing all these and leaving them up. 😘
I am so glad these old videos help! They are sometimes a little cringey for me to watch! But, I leave them up because its my journey, that person got me to where I am today and I wish to share all of the journey, especially because I know its so helpful for people like you in early days. Thank you for the kind appreciation!
I'm still following you then and I am on the same journey. It's so nice to be able to see your changes and to feel like it's going to be okay for me too. I'm only 6 months and a week, but I'm going through a lot of other things that you went through these times 🙂 thank you for your content
Hey Finn, like many here in the U.K, I am on a waiting list for Leeds GIC. No T for me yet and all the sufferings that come with this stage.....I want to thank you for being so honest and open, sharing your experiences, thoughts, feelings (good and bad) are helping people like me stay focused and sane (a little more sane!) : ) You look great. Good luck with your surgery, I'm sure you will cope just fine" Reid
Hi my friend! Im glad Im helping with your sanity! Early days are soooo fecking hard...it feels like nothing is ever going to happen...but it will...i promise. That time is the longest of your life but then suddenly..you start T and the wait feels like nothing. Thank you so much! Keep in touch :)
Finn, you are such a wonderful person. I admire the past things and how you are constantly going forward in a healthy way now. I once was a control freak when I discovered I freaked more than I controlled, hahaha. Yeah, Toni and I communicate a little different...the projection of my voice is much stronger and I have to keep it down....I find that just basic words I get what Toni is talking about better, hahaha...don't ask me why....as one of my MtF friends says: men are so much linear...I agree. I just want you to know I admire you and am so happy to have met you here. Always take care
Hi Finn :) Oh the hair !!! mine stood straight out from my body for a while and has settled down a little. Also I have this one hair on my arm that I swear it should be on the lower part of my body :P I think my skin color has changed too. My changes are slower but I think thats because of the weight I still have to lose. Looking forward to the dance , EPIC!!! lol
Lmao!!! Yup!!! weird hair seems to be normal in early days...thats reassuring!!! Your changes are not as slow as you think they are...everytime I see a pic or a vid of you there is something different! Im updating later...so keep an eye out for the worlds most embarrassing dance...!!!
I can't believe it's next week for your surgery! I'm freakin' out for you!! I can tell you are calmed down with the T; you would have been climbing the ceiling by now. Welcome to the no-butt family; runs in my family for both females and males. I guess, it's one less thing I'll have to worry about if I take T. Hope you've watched Finding Riley's post surgery vids; very helpful. Would help Nat too. I'm so, so excited for you and jealous that you'll be able to throw those binders out the window!! It will be raining binders soon........... #;>)
Bless you my friend! Im trying not to freak but I cant help it!! Its hard not too....who else...perfectly well....sends themselves to major surgery and illness for 12 weeks! Its nuts and quite rightly freaky!!! It will all be worth it in the end!!! And yes....i would have reacted to this far worse pre T than I am now!!! Nat misses my bum...lol!! But says she still loves it!!! I have been watching Rileys vids...and everybody elses!! Though it just makes me hyperventilate a bit more to be honest!! Inspiring and reassuring to though. And ohhhhhh to be binder freeeee just makes me want to cry with relief and joy! though the t wont let me...lol!!!! Thank so much my friend.
The "feeling female days" - can you please talk about them a bit more? I get them every now and then and they scare the shit out of me!! I'd appreciate anything you'd have to say on the topic. Btw, I love your videos and I can see a lot of who I hope to become in you. Wish you good luck for whatever you decide to do in the future :-)
Ah that is a great idea. I will do that! if you dont see the vid within a month...please remeind me! i agree, its a good thing to talk about! Thank you so much for your wonderful comments :)
Hey brother sorry for the protracted absence. I too have a spurt after my t shot particularly with my voice... I'm at 8 months too and I suddenly also have a happy trail, a receding hairline and uneven facial hair. Twins much???
Hey Buddy, thanks for the amazing video, you are looking great! Have your girlfriend go out and get you some Cranberry Juice, it helps build your Immune system and fights off virus's.. Not sure if you have straight Cranberry Juice in England but I swear by it. I'm excited for you and your up coming surgery! Mine is scheduled for Jan , but I might be able to get in Dec 26.. I am already noticing my voice going through changes and I've just been on T for a few days, Its weird how it differs for some guys. Anyways enough about me, this is your time to shine. Keep me posted my friend.. If you need anything, I'm here for you! Give my regards to the wife =)
Ah thats great info thank you...am off to get some later..Im still not 100%...this virus is a hanger on!!! Fingers crossed for early surgery for you! And yes, its amazing how some of us get affected very quickly by T. It hit my voice in hours!!! regards to wifey sent! Update coming later today/early tommorow :)
You have come such a long way and have overcome so many hurdles, more than most. You are going to have days especially like when your surgery is coming up to freak out a bit. Your whole body and personality is still you but there's not this cloud of restriction your putting over your head anymore. The more you are on T the more you will be able to manage or controlling and anxiety side. I think your an amazing guy and I'm so chuffed that you have surgery coming soon. I can't wait to see the results. As for the dance, bring it on he he.
Bless you buddy, thank you so very very much. Its so wonderful to feel so much more free in myself and my world, Im glad it shows on the outside. Dance is on its way....lol!!!
I love being able to look at your videos as I’m coming up to the same points (although my top surgery has not come around as quick!) and to compare what’s what with my experience. Thanks for videoing all these and leaving them up. 😘
I am so glad these old videos help! They are sometimes a little cringey for me to watch! But, I leave them up because its my journey, that person got me to where I am today and I wish to share all of the journey, especially because I know its so helpful for people like you in early days. Thank you for the kind appreciation!
I'm still following you then and I am on the same journey. It's so nice to be able to see your changes and to feel like it's going to be okay for me too. I'm only 6 months and a week, but I'm going through a lot of other things that you went through these times 🙂 thank you for your content
Hey Finn, like many here in the U.K, I am on a waiting list for Leeds GIC. No T for me yet and all the sufferings that come with this stage.....I want to thank you for being so honest and open, sharing your experiences, thoughts, feelings (good and bad) are helping people like me stay focused and sane (a little more sane!) : )
You look great. Good luck with your surgery, I'm sure you will cope just fine"
Reid
Hi my friend! Im glad Im helping with your sanity! Early days are soooo fecking hard...it feels like nothing is ever going to happen...but it will...i promise. That time is the longest of your life but then suddenly..you start T and the wait feels like nothing. Thank you so much! Keep in touch :)
Thanks for all the videos! Such an extensive coverage of your transition. Amazing!
thank you so much! :-D
You're looking great Finn. Can't wait to hear how your surgery went. Good luck! We'll be thinking of you.
Thank you so much Robin! You will be one of the first to know!
Good luck with top surgery, and you're right, there are a lot of hard hard things about transition, but it's all worth it.
Hi Dan, thank you! I hope you are well my friend? I need to catch up with yr vids!!!
Another fab vid. You're looking and sounding great. Good luck with the surgery, can't wait to see the results :)
MATT!!!!! Thanks so much fella :)
Finn, you are such a wonderful person. I admire the past things and how you are constantly going forward in a healthy way now. I once was a control freak when I discovered I freaked more than I controlled, hahaha. Yeah, Toni and I communicate a little different...the projection of my voice is much stronger and I have to keep it down....I find that just basic words I get what Toni is talking about better, hahaha...don't ask me why....as one of my MtF friends says: men are so much linear...I agree. I just want you to know I admire you and am so happy to have met you here. Always take care
Argh, I want your T-shirt! Super excited that you're having surgery so soon!
Ahha!!! Its primark boys section!!! Thanks so much fella!!!
Hi Finn :)
Oh the hair !!! mine stood straight out from my body for a while and has settled down a little. Also I have this one hair on my arm that I swear it should be on the lower part of my body :P
I think my skin color has changed too.
My changes are slower but I think thats because of the weight I still have to lose.
Looking forward to the dance , EPIC!!! lol
Lmao!!! Yup!!! weird hair seems to be normal in early days...thats reassuring!!! Your changes are not as slow as you think they are...everytime I see a pic or a vid of you there is something different! Im updating later...so keep an eye out for the worlds most embarrassing dance...!!!
FinnTheInfinncible Hahahaaha, this I cant wait for bud :D :D :D
lol stay tuned...will be up later!!!!!
I can't believe it's next week for your surgery! I'm freakin' out for you!! I can tell you are calmed down with the T; you would have been climbing the ceiling by now. Welcome to the no-butt family; runs in my family for both females and males. I guess, it's one less thing I'll have to worry about if I take T. Hope you've watched Finding Riley's post surgery vids; very helpful. Would help Nat too. I'm so, so excited for you and jealous that you'll be able to throw those binders out the window!! It will be raining binders soon........... #;>)
Bless you my friend! Im trying not to freak but I cant help it!! Its hard not too....who else...perfectly well....sends themselves to major surgery and illness for 12 weeks! Its nuts and quite rightly freaky!!! It will all be worth it in the end!!! And yes....i would have reacted to this far worse pre T than I am now!!! Nat misses my bum...lol!! But says she still loves it!!! I have been watching Rileys vids...and everybody elses!! Though it just makes me hyperventilate a bit more to be honest!! Inspiring and reassuring to though. And ohhhhhh to be binder freeeee just makes me want to cry with relief and joy! though the t wont let me...lol!!!! Thank so much my friend.
The "feeling female days" - can you please talk about them a bit more? I get them every now and then and they scare the shit out of me!! I'd appreciate anything you'd have to say on the topic. Btw, I love your videos and I can see a lot of who I hope to become in you. Wish you good luck for whatever you decide to do in the future :-)
Ah that is a great idea. I will do that! if you dont see the vid within a month...please remeind me! i agree, its a good thing to talk about! Thank you so much for your wonderful comments :)
Great vlog as always mate. As for hairline, my barber said " Wow, you have a receding hairline" Thanks!!! I'm not even on T yet :-/
Lol! Thats never good! Though I always think to myself...better bald than female!!! Cheers man!
Hey brother sorry for the protracted absence. I too have a spurt after my t shot particularly with my voice... I'm at 8 months too and I suddenly also have a happy trail, a receding hairline and uneven facial hair. Twins much???
Haha!! maybe my friend!!!
I Think you are very funny, all the best to you.
Why thank you so much!
Hey Buddy, thanks for the amazing video, you are looking great! Have your girlfriend go out and get you some Cranberry Juice, it helps build your Immune system and fights off virus's.. Not sure if you have straight Cranberry Juice in England but I swear by it. I'm excited for you and your up coming surgery! Mine is scheduled for Jan , but I might be able to get in Dec 26.. I am already noticing my voice going through changes and I've just been on T for a few days, Its weird how it differs for some guys. Anyways enough about me, this is your time to shine. Keep me posted my friend.. If you need anything, I'm here for you! Give my regards to the wife =)
Ah thats great info thank you...am off to get some later..Im still not 100%...this virus is a hanger on!!! Fingers crossed for early surgery for you! And yes, its amazing how some of us get affected very quickly by T. It hit my voice in hours!!! regards to wifey sent! Update coming later today/early tommorow :)