I worked and served But these streets never paid me Dad wasnt there so I coudnt be a baby Had to be a man Grow up like I’m 80 But I knew not to let these streets Take me and raise me At least I wasn’t crazy I didn’t work 9-5 At least I wasn’t lazy Lie and say they ride or die I know they tryna play me Everyone is switching side But that shit didn’t phase me
Rolling through the night in my M140i, City lights blur as tears fill my eyes, She said it's over, can't believe it's true, Heart shattered, now I don't know what to do. Memories of us play back like a film, Every laugh, every kiss, every time we held, Now it's just me, the road, and the pain, Accelerating fast, trying to escape the rain. (Chorus) Dangerous driving, trying to numb the pain, Heartbreak and speed, running from the shame, One wrong move, and it all could end, But I can't stop thinking 'bout what we had back then. (Verse 2) Switch to the M3, power in my grip, But the faster I go, the more memories slip, Police sirens wail, but I don't slow down, I'm a ghost in the night, tearing through this town. You said you'd love me till the end of time, But now I'm racing through the dark, losing my mind, Corners tight, tires screech, hearts pound, But nothing drowns the sorrow of you not being around. (Chorus) Dangerous driving, trying to numb the pain, Heartbreak and speed, running from the shame, One wrong move, and it all could end, But I can't stop thinking 'bout what we had back then. (Bridge) Speed kills, but it feels like a cure, For a love that was deep, now I'm insecure, Life's a blur when you're moving this fast, Trying to outdrive a love that's in the past. (Verse 3) Gravel under wheels, lost control, fate's seal, Flipped over twice, now I know how it feels, To crash and burn from love and the thrill, Heart in pieces, yet I chase it still. Emergency lights, paramedics in a rush, My vision's fading out, feeling life's harsh crush, Is this the end for a heartbroken fool? Guess I paid the price for loving you too cruel. (Chorus) Dangerous driving, trying to numb the pain, Heartbreak and speed, running from the shame, One wrong move, and it all could end, But I can't stop thinking 'bout what we had back then. (Outro) So if you're out there, listening to this tale, Know that love can lead you to fail, Take a moment, think twice before you race, 'Cause the high ain't worth the heartbreak you might face.
My late partner’s favourite song was Mary J Blige No More Pain, was just writing to this tryna hold back tears, ngl that’s when the real shit comes out 👌🏾
Sem mais dor Quero começar a sentir Novamente amor Sentir calor Um abraço Sentir o obrigado Também estar vontade Porém posso estar errado Mas vou tentar Até o fim Continuar Aguentar A dor Cá para mim abortava Mas há quem dependa Por isso mantenho forte Fe ta acabar mas mantenho Em pé Sinto que ta tudo acabar Vejo uma luz Confundo com o fim Caminho Mas sinto uma coisa que empurra Uma alma vinda do infinito Ela só ajuda Eu só subo Ela só avisa Eu so escuto As vezes parece que sou surdo Tento manter a calma Mas ta me a cair tudo Sem nada pá agarrar Sem nada pá apoiar Só vejo tudo a desabar Mais uma memória Mais uma história para marcar Um livro cheio marcas Sou escrevo do tempo Escrevo nas rimas Porque anseio Um fim cedo Quero deixar um legado Alguma coisa palpável Audível no caso Deixar a marca da casa
Nobody’s ever been close to intent All closed up I ain’t spoken to friend I’m Starting to feel emotionless again But I’m kicking the darkness that grows inside my head Feeling like I couldn’t be fixed Walls crumbling yea like I’m loosing these bricks Leaning on drugs to stop me from loosing my shit Gotta Release the pressure Stop speaking like leaking effort Sun shines even in the bleakest weather Went through Hard times but don’t mean forever
Dear girl i put my feeling on the track I had to think about the future had to let of the past and that's a fact I couldn't last another year up in that gaff I guess I my head feeling bad and no1 really pulled back and thats just sad after all the time had we couldn't even find a resolution tryna fix them issues that we had and in the flat I was wrong but yea I really peddled back I tried my best to be a dad but no1 even gave me thanks i had to juggled all these feeling head it left me blank and when you told that you didn't love that was just a fact I had to understand and let but the truth sink in before i packed left my kids had that tingle in my back like I'm stabbed but truth u just broke me as man tryna take away from me something u could never have but im ready for the warfare girl ive allways a plan got da 44 spinna cus the spinna neverr jams dont make smoke a little pussy cah my music yeah it bangs if your stepping on my flows you better move it the blam bare tan no lambs get brang cus I'm certain moving round them block from them ages like thirteen lifestyles long like birch tree you could never hurt me tryna stack my peas while 30s if you been a pagan don't firms me man will get wacked like bird breed the 5 0 don't concern me.......you tried to hold back from my passion I'm lyricist tired of all the hating got me feeling sick can't express the troubles in my mind that dealing with i tried keep hundred with you but you never seem click .. girl your allways on my back an trynaget me down to me fold trying keep me down up the ground so you can feel control tryna keep me down but u aint down so I don't feel to roll ive had enough of wasting time it's time take you never had my back from day 1 you watched me laying low me watch me losing weight and lose my head you never paid a Note all ways tryna keep me under belt you know you played role you tried to provide the life misory u tamed a goat u could just of helped me but rather try to leave me broke tried to hurt me further dragged it out thats why my pain evolved couldn't understand it personally so ima take the throne BACK where i belong up these streets i never claimed your home ..............
Im just a foreign kid Man i came from zero and i aint had a hero so i had to raise myself but these streets they raised my mind and these streets they raised my ego but i dont get too greedy stay humble dont be needy cuz these people they will lead you on a path down to the evil the world is full of hate but these streets are full of money im just trying to get paid im tryna stay away i aint trying to have beef but if you come for me i stay loyal to these streets dont take me for a bitch cuz i will take a spin for mah family and mah people But im not proud for them things that i done and for the shit that i did dont bleed on youre past cuz youll pay in advance man these toughts they could kill they pierce thru ma soul but im strong got jesus on ma side so i trust my intuition i wake up every morning with a ready mind and mission i got plans up in ma notes that i wrote so im workinng on transforming on my vision i got these bussines plans so i forget my traumas and my issues im trying to make millions made a promise to myself by the time im 26 ima make it out these slums
God forever bless me im trying be the best please my childhood was messy i beg you just protect me, from cold roads to feelings, the lights were never gleaming i know my friends are scheming its supposed to be a team thing, Jealousy and Envy know enough have got plenty thats why u dont text me if i died bet you love me, Girls reject now if im rich they would fuck me most of you are wrongings see your insides are ugly, (No more pain) (Love my face) (For who i am)
Check it I’m just the last of my kind Mind fucking trapped in wind But I’m finished with pain See the brighter days and stick to my ways Find that right tune like a whistle is playing About Time that I prosper Feel like the right like a boxer Fuck being being skint like a topper Right now im All about that cash money Fuck with my people and blacked fully Turn pain in to strenght I’m gonna make it rain for ever night I stayed in my bed Thoughts fucking slaying my head When I’m destined for greatness Times I fucking wrestled with satan
Nobody’s ever been close to intent All closed up I ain’t spoken to friend I’m Starting to feel emotionless again But I’m kicking the darkness that grows inside my head Feeling like I couldn’t be fixed Walls crumbling yea like I’m loosing these bricks Leaning on drugs to stop me from loosing my shit Gotta Release the pressure Stop speaking like leaking effort Sun shines even in the bleakest weather Went through Hard times but don’t mean forever Corrupted thought yea weighing me down Heart in the right place but my heads in the clouds To myself yea I’m a enemy now Traumas got my brain shaking Brighter days ahead guess il fucking stay patient Loosing control like a PlayStation Some days I dunno who to be Just a useless bein Darkness that lingers yea consuming me
I don’t want to feel more pain Stuck on the grind 24s all gain Gonna get fame Take us out the shit Fly us out on a plane Muay Thai Settings I’m back in the gym Tryna get 6 packs Nuttin like cali Started a business clothing flipping Tryna make it big this year no kidding Last year was a crazy one I done some shit that I wish that I didn’t It’s mad if you think I woulda been locked Singing to myself saying fuck the ops but I didn’t It’s mad they’re thinking bout quitting I’m thinking bout winning And all of the things that I’ll buy Fly to Dubai Da bike that I had wherent an average ride 31ms on a council estate
They say that they’re real but I stood up on my jones, Not one missed call or a message to my phone, Now it’s graveyard visits lost spirits while I smoke, talking to myself like I’m talking to a ghost, The pain that I’ve built I wouldn’t wish it on a soul but I stand like a solider and I reap what I sow even if I didn’t sow The lesson that I’ve learnt never rely on friends you gotta do it on your own. But sometimes the thoughts make me mad g, Loved you like my brothers and you went and did me badly, The worst part about it is I saw you as my family but next time I see you it’s gonna end more than sadly
Waiting for my time to Fly high Shine N Break Away From all these past times Cah the Fams been through A lot Yh All of us Have had some mad times More than enough Struggles in this life That we’ve had to deal wiv Put aside Fight inside In order to survive & Keep going strong Trust Shit’s been a lot Yh there’s been a lot of mad times Like fuck But fuck it Gotta keep soldiering on I can’t give up (Nah) That’s exactly the reason why I Gotta make it up Like I Gotta make it up High To the sky That’s right I Gotta make it For the fam Till I change our lives N shits better Like I just changed the weather Them stormy skies Dats been above us N Clouding our minds With darkness Blocking the light Trust I Gotta hustle Till shits clear Looking bright Like a sunny summers day N we’re past it Till we’re all Chilling Living mad Different When I’m getting paid (Ughh) Trust me Listen I got a plan Yeah I Just gotta stick to it Put in the work & time Till it pans out N I earn it Like it’s only right I deserve this Trust Can’t lie Thinking back It’s mad Yh I’ve wasted a lot of time Living in the past Holding back Like I was half a man Cah shit broke me Inside But fuck it Cah What doesn’t kill u Makes u stronger N dats a quote Dat I like to go by Day to day A real sentence With a lot of meaning For me Believe Cah it’s been hard In this life Putting up a fight Yh I’ve seen some dark times But I’m back N I’m back In full effect Ready to attack Coming stronger Than I ever was N ever have Been before Yh I’m Hungry Going all in When I step To the booth Make a tune N kill a track Like I’m doing laps In a mad Quick Whip Setting records Like Ocean Wisdom I’m getting silly wid it Like I ain’t got no time To be chilling wid it Staying consistent Wid patience Dedication & Commitment Cah I really pray to be Whizzing up the top When I get Selling these records Hopefully Il be copping the lot Yh (Ughh) Trust me I ain’t giving up I’m coming Got a scheme To be Whizzing up To the top Hella fast Proper quick Till shits calm N I got my shit patterned Till I got us all patterned n that Till I can pattern the fam N Were all living the dream Believe Yh that’s all I need What I want In this life N I ain’t stopping Till I got it No cap Gotta make it for me N the family Till our lives Are Shining bright Like we’re in Paradise N away from all dat Bullshit All those past times That’s been mad Trust me I Gotta make it Pray I make it N this hard work Dat I’ve put in over time Pays off Yh I Pray to God That soon it pays off From all of that N were living blessed Lives Filled wiv blessings Like angels have got our backs (Ughh) Trust me Yh That’s the plan For man N the fam Like No more pain Dark skies & Rainy Days Gotta let that sun shine Bright In our lives N fill it wiv light N positivity Peace & Prosperity Till it’s shining bright Like a diamond Glistens in the sunlight (Ughh) Yh that’s right Listen
Ya guess you wouldn’t believe me when I say How tfuck do I sleep when I’m awake Traumas got screeming through the pain How does it leave you when akes Tears streaming down my face Sick of feeling lonely Pressure got its grip and it’s tryna hold me
If I come in like my boi potter don't try get me out the gutter the knife went through like soft butter theres always bad B's telling me a real clutter that's the shi I do always girls telling me why u always yelling told them idk my angers always swellin really told Dem stop playing jus keep slaying all nights on the streets trynna get my sheets of these beats many defeats but no retreats
Pain from the start Say fuck off to the sarge Raided my yard before i ever saw the star Banged out the snitch had him seeing stars Took another charge but fuck it lifes hard If you been low and you wanna new start Take these bars but please just make it last
Running up these digits for a reason Chasing a dream Yet I’m hardly sleeping, I know the evils are scheming They always leave in end And fuck fake love I could never pretend Loyal to myself got heart on mend I step clean never follow a trend
Its funny how they smile in ur face but they wanna put a knife in ur back Idc bout my stack I care about my family Akh All them times mum put food on the table So everything was stable My dad left my mum and im glad he did I was tired of him beating up mum i was only a kid i used to hide in the covers Now everytime look back I can see thats hes in the wrong My sister left home i aint seen her in long time Im not doing enough im doing what my dad did I put this on my life when i have kids i aint gonna leave them I wouldnt want them to have the same feeling i did Im still healing Same old shit I thank god that im breathing Everydays a blessing But somehow im still stressing I aint gonna stop even if i get dropped im coming straight back up Who said its cold in the winter Theres man who carry heat And they let it beat They made curbs cah the roads aint for everbody And thats truth i aint gonna lie I was scared monsters under my bed But now there in my head My whole life ive been worrying about who really cares for me but the truth is you gotta love urself before anybody else i remember when they left me like a picture on the shelf I got some scars that run deep If it was physically it will probably still bleed Stay away from the people that one more from you not for you You see the difference nowadays everybody cares about image and fame I really think i need some help Can you hear me Somebody heal me Certain noises trigger me when i go to sleep Angel on the right devil on the left This life is a test But i still try my best everyday I got isssues i aint tryna get close too Im the type of a guy to go through the most but still hold you Thats what real men do All them cold night u aint really got a clue Watching ur mum struggle makes u wanna work harder I wanna live life stress free no drama I love my lil sis with my whole of my heart even though shes ma half sis But her dad always talks where his ass is Get me mad like a soldier im marchin.g What u reckon Where u stepping U better not step to me Manna from brum town Yh u hear all the gun sounds All the gun rounds yh Touch one of us we spin back right round This life that live i can never take i can only give It is what is u said what u said u did what u did left me broken Left me in the dark i was so hopeless Nobody's noticed Smiling is my way coping I got some scars that run deep If it was physically it will probably still bleed Stay away from the people that one more from you not for you You see the difference nowadays everybody cares about image and fame
Tuurlijk zie jij de shine, maar nooit zag jij de pijn Zonder ouders ik was klein, ongeveer een jaar of nine Wanneer d'r iets verdwijnt sla je dat op in je mind En me oom die sloeg me tante maar zo wou ik niet zijn Was gedoemd om te falen als me moeder en me vader Vader zat in jilla, met hem kon ik niet praten Me moeder dronk een glaasje, en niet van die water Ik zag haar als een leeuwin maar ze leefde met een kater En ik zweer ik moet het maken is wat ik zei in mijn kamer (kamer) Kwam ik door je deur was het niet om te beramen (never) Ik hoef me niet schamen voor de dingen die ik deed Want al heb je lege magen is het honger dan dat spreekt Maar goed, jaar of 10 en ik wou me vader zien (zien) Ik had zoveel vragen vriend die ik aan me knagen liet Zocht een uitweg met muziek ik bereikte een publiek En nu steel ik al die shows maar ik was altijd al een dief Waar is mama, waar is papa, waarom ben ik in me eentje (waarom) Waarom is hij rijk en waarom heb ik niks te eten (niks) Ik zat in mijn kamer, weet nog hoe ik heb gebeden Hopelijk word ik die gene maar ik heb het in mijn genen Vaak problemen met justitie als we zochten naar vellen Als ze me stopten in cellen was niemand om me te helpen (niemand) In die tijd was er geen hoop, het was struggle en vechten Elke ochtend werd ik wakker en begon weer hetzelfde, hah Inmiddels veertien, moet zorgen voor mijn eigen saaf Mij ga je niet meer skeer zien al moet ik over lijken gaan Ruzie met je vrouwtje dat moet zeker over liken gaan Als zij tegen je uit wilt snap ik niet dat jij nog blijft bij haar (hoe dan) Ik we-ik werk niet voor een baas ik word een eigenaar (eigenaar) Soms deed ik fucked up en vond ik me eigen naar (fucked up) Ik ben op cijfers, klaar, al moet ik naar bajes gaan Zien ze mij voor gajes aan, is dat dan hoe ze mij zien? (mij zien) Jaar of vijftien, Mootje liet een pijp zien Hij zei me als je seerde, dan ga je mama blij zien Hoe meer ik ook riskeerde, hoe meer kon ik d'r pijn zien Money maakt je blind, ik ging verder in die crime scene Dus ik werd zestien, belande in detentie Overval, je ging gestrekt vriend Werd verdacht van .16 (woo) Ik kwam in me cel en ik dacht ik schrijf een zestien Rappen op de groep jongens zeiden jij bent heavy Jaar of zeventien ik dacht alleen aan stelen vriend (stelen) Reed een Vespa, in mijn hoofd had ik al Range verdiend (skrr) Was met een bitch in die tijd maar ze meende niet Omdat ik zonder paper liep maar ewa dat moest zo zijn (ewa ja) Jaar of achttien en weer was ik verdacht vriend Officier gaf advies en rechter gaf me straf vriend (straf) Ik moest met Koevoet even op vakantie Ik ben zo weer thuis maar zo verliep het plan niet, nee Slecht nieuws voor de vrouw die mij had opgevoed Want zij kreeg kanker en moest daarvoor naar onderzoek Ik zat tussen muren maar ik wist het toen al dondersgoed Als ik haar ooit nog levend zag dat ik hopen op een wonder moest (ha) En dat gebeurde met een hele hoop gezeik (gezeik) Kreeg ik vijf dagen verlof wat ik herinner van die tijd Dat zij lag op d'r sterfbed creperend van de pijn (pijn) En ze keek me huilend aan: 'Beloof me dat je iets bereikt' Terug naar de bajes met belofte op zak Ook met wat hasj in me buik, wat als dat bolletje knapt (wat dan) Wat ik toen nog niet besefte dat ik teksten van goud had (goud) Jouw flow is altijd dood net als Kenny in South Park Ze willen aan me trekken ik heb God als mijn houvast We luisteren Tupac en we schreeuwen hier outlaws Ik had geen ouders om te zeggen wat fout was Nu breng ik vuur voor elke dag dat het koud was Het is best wel knap als je het maakt en niet breekt Riva zei me altijd wat je rapt dat maken we mee Frenchie zei me als je rapt broer dan maak je ons heet Bij m'n allereerste sessie zat ik zwaar in de kweek (wierie) Maar als ik niet zou rappen was dat zwaar een mistake Ik zei ooit word ik de beste, ik ben aardig op dreef (ha) Praten over mij maar zelf maak je niks mee Ik neem een pof van mijn assie en denk na in mijn Range Ratatata
ain’t a rapper just a poet blowin tracks up in studio readin notes til I get my racks up But don’t act up cause on road you’ll see division like a math sum bruddas on road kno trust don’t come early cuh I been gullible before and got done dirty had a couple gyal in my past hurt me so we didn’t kick the ball again like van Percy And I don’t know my mother fuckin left while I was sleep so we don’t really like eachother my trust is hard to find cause I been dealin with a brudda who speaks like he’s my guy then gets sneaky undercover I don’t really need a friend I’m only focused on the cheque like I stepped in Croydon ends I ain’t being soft I just don’t be trusting friends mine set me up at 16 I ain’t trusted ever since
See a picture of your face all of a sudden everything’s awkward now Mood start changing so it’s something I don’t talk about Robed the who good but it’s nuttin man still walk about Two shanks on the wing for anyone try a draw me out
heb besloten om nooit huilen meer. Ik kan niet anders. Me eigen moeder aan de cocain. Ik weet niet anders. Maar toch heeft het mij veranderd. Ik heb velen angsten. Wat als mama overlijd. We zaten velen nachten. Ben een Jerry draaien. Intussen kijk ik naar opties. Kan niet meer verliezen. Wil me jongens ni meer locked zien.
People say I'm notorious, got haters to cash chasers, I got raters grading players, Loyalty, homies got my back, I'm the cook, I'm the baker, Crafting moves for the risk takers, Too many phonies and fakers, I'll know I've made it when I've got no neighbors, Sipping on this pshhh counting all this paper, I'm a shooter, call me Major Sargent, Those dudes age in cells, stagger, I wager, I'm 17, a smart teen but I'm naughty by nature, Chasing paper All my homies ballers, in the streets they stay active, Never ever lacking, in my songs I'm never capping, They try to test my passion, but my homies got my back in any fashion, All designer clothes you lot wear the fake ones haha, In the game for the long haul, never bending, never breaking, From the bottom to the top, my journey's mine for the taking Someone tell them man stop talking Got their bitches on my phone nmb Callin Life’s getting boring boring let’s go get money less talking
ain’t a rapper just a brudda blowing tracks up in studios reading my notes til I get racks up Don’t ever act up cause on road you’ll see division like a math sum niggas on the road know trust ain’t something that comes early cuh I been gullible with man in the past and got done dirty
SJ went stupid on this beat 😮💨
Lool knew i heard it somewhere
ongg
Wht tune was that
what song
@@zyroincharge mothers son Sj
I worked and served
But these streets never paid me
Dad wasnt there
so I coudnt be a baby
Had to be a man
Grow up like I’m 80
But I knew not to let these streets
Take me and raise me
At least I wasn’t crazy
I didn’t work 9-5
At least I wasn’t lazy
Lie and say they ride or die
I know they tryna play me
Everyone is switching side
But that shit didn’t phase me
Just dropped a banger to this beat, come peep it 💯
Rolling through the night in my M140i,
City lights blur as tears fill my eyes,
She said it's over, can't believe it's true,
Heart shattered, now I don't know what to do.
Memories of us play back like a film,
Every laugh, every kiss, every time we held,
Now it's just me, the road, and the pain,
Accelerating fast, trying to escape the rain.
(Chorus)
Dangerous driving, trying to numb the pain,
Heartbreak and speed, running from the shame,
One wrong move, and it all could end,
But I can't stop thinking 'bout what we had back then.
(Verse 2)
Switch to the M3, power in my grip,
But the faster I go, the more memories slip,
Police sirens wail, but I don't slow down,
I'm a ghost in the night, tearing through this town.
You said you'd love me till the end of time,
But now I'm racing through the dark, losing my mind,
Corners tight, tires screech, hearts pound,
But nothing drowns the sorrow of you not being around.
(Chorus)
Dangerous driving, trying to numb the pain,
Heartbreak and speed, running from the shame,
One wrong move, and it all could end,
But I can't stop thinking 'bout what we had back then.
(Bridge)
Speed kills, but it feels like a cure,
For a love that was deep, now I'm insecure,
Life's a blur when you're moving this fast,
Trying to outdrive a love that's in the past.
(Verse 3)
Gravel under wheels, lost control, fate's seal,
Flipped over twice, now I know how it feels,
To crash and burn from love and the thrill,
Heart in pieces, yet I chase it still.
Emergency lights, paramedics in a rush,
My vision's fading out, feeling life's harsh crush,
Is this the end for a heartbroken fool?
Guess I paid the price for loving you too cruel.
(Chorus)
Dangerous driving, trying to numb the pain,
Heartbreak and speed, running from the shame,
One wrong move, and it all could end,
But I can't stop thinking 'bout what we had back then.
(Outro)
So if you're out there, listening to this tale,
Know that love can lead you to fail,
Take a moment, think twice before you race,
'Cause the high ain't worth the heartbreak you might face.
Just dropped a banger to this beat, come peep it 💯
Looking like a genius downie with some good feeling for music ❤
Hard 💯
Just dropped a banger to this beat, come peep it 💯
My late partner’s favourite song was Mary J Blige No More Pain, was just writing to this tryna hold back tears, ngl that’s when the real shit comes out 👌🏾
sorry for ur loss 🕊
@@realistkb appreciate it brother 👊🏼 Have a good new year 👌🏾
Let it out…sorry for your loss my brother…music is really a Gift from God
RIP 🕊️
Sorry for your loss broksi 👊
hard afff
Love bro
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My bro
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Sem mais dor
Quero começar a sentir
Novamente amor
Sentir calor
Um abraço
Sentir o obrigado
Também estar vontade
Porém posso estar errado
Mas vou tentar
Até o fim
Continuar
Aguentar
A dor
Cá para mim abortava
Mas há quem dependa
Por isso mantenho forte
Fe ta acabar mas mantenho
Em pé
Sinto que ta tudo acabar
Vejo uma luz
Confundo com o fim
Caminho
Mas sinto uma coisa que empurra
Uma alma vinda do infinito
Ela só ajuda
Eu só subo
Ela só avisa
Eu so escuto
As vezes parece que sou surdo
Tento manter a calma
Mas ta me a cair tudo
Sem nada pá agarrar
Sem nada pá apoiar
Só vejo tudo a desabar
Mais uma memória
Mais uma história para marcar
Um livro cheio marcas
Sou escrevo do tempo
Escrevo nas rimas
Porque anseio
Um fim cedo
Quero deixar um legado
Alguma coisa palpável
Audível no caso
Deixar a marca da casa
Nobody’s ever been close to intent
All closed up I ain’t spoken to friend
I’m Starting to feel emotionless again
But I’m kicking the darkness that grows inside my head
Feeling like I couldn’t be fixed
Walls crumbling yea like I’m loosing these bricks
Leaning on drugs to stop me from loosing my shit
Gotta Release the pressure
Stop speaking like leaking effort
Sun shines even in the bleakest weather
Went through Hard times but don’t mean forever
Dear girl i put my feeling on the track I had to think about the future had to let of the past and that's a fact I couldn't last another year up in that gaff I guess I my head feeling bad and no1 really pulled back and thats just sad after all the time had we couldn't even find a resolution tryna fix them issues that we had and in the flat I was wrong but yea I really peddled back I tried my best to be a dad but no1 even gave me thanks i had to juggled all these feeling head it left me blank and when you told that you didn't love that was just a fact I had to understand and let but the truth sink in before i packed left my kids had that tingle in my back like I'm stabbed but truth u just broke me as man tryna take away from me something u could never have but im ready for the warfare girl ive allways a plan got da 44 spinna cus the spinna neverr jams dont make smoke a little pussy cah my music yeah it bangs if your stepping on my flows you better move it the blam bare tan no lambs get brang cus I'm certain moving round them block from them ages like thirteen lifestyles long like birch tree you could never hurt me tryna stack my peas while 30s if you been a pagan don't firms me man will get wacked like bird breed the 5 0 don't concern me.......you tried to hold back from my passion I'm lyricist tired of all the hating got me feeling sick can't express the troubles in my mind that dealing with i tried keep hundred with you but you never seem click .. girl your allways on my back an trynaget me down to me fold trying keep me down up the ground so you can feel control tryna keep me down but u aint down so I don't feel to roll ive had enough of wasting time it's time take you never had my back from day 1 you watched me laying low me watch me losing weight and lose my head you never paid a Note all ways tryna keep me under belt you know you played role you tried to provide the life misory u tamed a goat u could just of helped me but rather try to leave me broke tried to hurt me further dragged it out thats why my pain evolved couldn't understand it personally so ima take the throne BACK where i belong up these streets i never claimed your home ..............
Always not allways.
Cold
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Mine😅😅
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Im just a foreign kid
Man i came from zero and i aint had a hero so i had to raise myself but these streets they raised my mind and these streets they raised my ego but i dont get too greedy stay humble dont be needy cuz these people they will lead you on a path down to the evil the world is full of hate but these streets are full of money im just trying to get paid im tryna stay away i aint trying to have beef but if you come for me i stay loyal to these streets dont take me for a bitch cuz i will take a spin for mah family and mah people
But im not proud for them things that i done and for the shit that i did dont bleed on youre past cuz youll pay in advance man these toughts they could kill they pierce thru ma soul but im strong got jesus on ma side so i trust my intuition i wake up every morning with a ready mind and mission i got plans up in ma notes that i wrote so im workinng on transforming on my vision i got these bussines plans so i forget my traumas and my issues im trying to make millions made a promise to myself by the time im 26 ima make it out these slums
Why tf did i think you was dropping bars 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
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God forever bless me im trying be the best please my childhood was messy i beg you just protect me, from cold roads to feelings,
the lights were never gleaming i know my friends are scheming its supposed to be a team thing,
Jealousy and Envy know enough have got plenty thats why u dont text me if i died bet you love me,
Girls reject now if im rich they would fuck me
most of you are wrongings see your insides are ugly,
(No more pain)
(Love my face)
(For who i am)
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I’m just the last of my kind
Mind fucking trapped in wind
But I’m finished with pain
See the brighter days and stick to my ways
Find that right tune like a whistle is playing
About Time that I prosper
Feel like the right like a boxer
Fuck being being skint like a topper
Right now im All about that cash money
Fuck with my people and blacked fully
Turn pain in to strenght
I’m gonna make it rain for ever night I stayed in my bed
Thoughts fucking slaying my head
When I’m destined for greatness
Times I fucking wrestled with satan
Nobody’s ever been close to intent
All closed up I ain’t spoken to friend
I’m Starting to feel emotionless again
But I’m kicking the darkness that grows inside my head
Feeling like I couldn’t be fixed
Walls crumbling yea like I’m loosing these bricks
Leaning on drugs to stop me from loosing my shit
Gotta Release the pressure
Stop speaking like leaking effort
Sun shines even in the bleakest weather
Went through Hard times but don’t mean forever
Corrupted thought yea weighing me down
Heart in the right place but my heads in the clouds
To myself yea I’m a enemy now
Traumas got my brain shaking
Brighter days ahead guess il fucking stay patient
Loosing control like a PlayStation
Some days I dunno who to be
Just a useless bein
Darkness that lingers yea consuming me
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I don’t want to feel more pain
Stuck on the grind 24s all gain
Gonna get fame
Take us out the shit
Fly us out on a plane
Muay Thai Settings I’m back in the gym
Tryna get 6 packs
Nuttin like cali
Started a business clothing flipping
Tryna make it big this year no kidding
Last year was a crazy one
I done some shit that I wish that I didn’t
It’s mad if you think I woulda been locked
Singing to myself saying fuck the ops but I didn’t
It’s mad they’re thinking bout quitting I’m thinking bout winning
And all of the things that I’ll buy
Fly to Dubai
Da bike that I had wherent an average ride
31ms on a council estate
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They say that they’re real but I stood up on my jones,
Not one missed call or a message to my phone,
Now it’s graveyard visits lost spirits while I smoke,
talking to myself like I’m talking to a ghost,
The pain that I’ve built I wouldn’t wish it on a soul but I stand like a solider and I reap what I sow even if I didn’t sow
The lesson that I’ve learnt never rely on friends you gotta do it on your own.
But sometimes the thoughts make me mad g,
Loved you like my brothers and you went and did me badly,
The worst part about it is I saw you as my family
but next time I see you it’s gonna end more than sadly
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Waiting for my time to
Fly high
Shine
N Break Away
From all these past times
Cah the Fams been through
A lot
Yh All of us
Have had some mad times
More than enough
Struggles in this life
That we’ve had to deal wiv
Put aside
Fight inside
In order to survive
& Keep going strong
Trust
Shit’s been a lot
Yh there’s been a lot of mad times
Like fuck
But fuck it
Gotta keep soldiering on
I can’t give up
(Nah)
That’s exactly the reason why
I
Gotta make it up
Like
I
Gotta make it up
High
To the sky
That’s right
I
Gotta make it
For the fam
Till I change our lives
N shits better
Like I just changed the weather
Them stormy skies
Dats been above us
N Clouding our minds
With darkness
Blocking the light
Trust
I
Gotta hustle
Till shits clear
Looking bright
Like a sunny summers day
N we’re past it
Till we’re all
Chilling
Living mad Different
When I’m getting paid
(Ughh)
Trust me
Listen
I got a plan
Yeah
I
Just gotta stick to it
Put in the work & time
Till it pans out
N I earn it
Like it’s only right
I deserve this
Trust
Can’t lie
Thinking back
It’s mad
Yh
I’ve wasted a lot of time
Living in the past
Holding back
Like I was half a man
Cah shit broke me
Inside
But fuck it
Cah
What doesn’t kill u
Makes u stronger
N dats a quote
Dat I like to go by
Day to day
A real sentence
With a lot of meaning
For me
Believe
Cah it’s been hard
In this life
Putting up a fight
Yh I’ve seen some dark times
But I’m back
N I’m back
In full effect
Ready to attack
Coming stronger
Than I ever was
N ever have
Been before
Yh I’m Hungry
Going all in
When I step
To the booth
Make a tune
N kill a track
Like I’m doing laps
In a mad
Quick Whip
Setting records
Like Ocean Wisdom
I’m getting silly wid it
Like
I ain’t got no time
To be chilling wid it
Staying consistent
Wid patience
Dedication &
Commitment
Cah I really pray to be
Whizzing up the top
When I get
Selling these records
Hopefully
Il be copping the lot
Yh
(Ughh)
Trust me
I ain’t giving up
I’m coming
Got a scheme
To be
Whizzing up
To the top
Hella fast
Proper quick
Till shits calm
N I got my shit patterned
Till I got us all patterned n that
Till I can pattern the fam
N
Were all living the dream
Believe
Yh that’s all I need
What I want
In this life
N I ain’t stopping
Till I got it
No cap
Gotta make it for me
N the family
Till our lives
Are Shining bright
Like we’re in Paradise
N away from all dat
Bullshit
All those past times
That’s been mad
Trust me
I
Gotta make it
Pray I make it
N this hard work
Dat I’ve put in over time
Pays off
Yh
I
Pray to God
That soon it pays off
From all of that
N were living blessed
Lives
Filled wiv blessings
Like angels have got our backs
(Ughh)
Trust me
Yh
That’s the plan
For man
N the fam
Like No more pain
Dark skies
& Rainy Days
Gotta let that sun shine
Bright
In our lives
N fill it wiv light
N positivity
Peace &
Prosperity
Till it’s shining bright
Like a diamond
Glistens in the sunlight
(Ughh)
Yh that’s right
Listen
cmon mad one
Appreciate it
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Ya guess you wouldn’t believe me when I say
How tfuck do I sleep when I’m awake
Traumas got screeming through the pain
How does it leave you when akes
Tears streaming down my face
Sick of feeling lonely
Pressure got its grip and it’s tryna hold me
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If I come in like my boi potter don't try get me out the gutter the knife went through like soft butter theres always bad B's telling me a real clutter that's the shi I do always girls telling me why u always yelling told them idk my angers always swellin really told Dem stop playing jus keep slaying all nights on the streets trynna get my sheets of these beats many defeats but no retreats
Pain from the start
Say fuck off to the sarge
Raided my yard before i ever saw the star
Banged out the snitch had him seeing stars
Took another charge but fuck it lifes hard
If you been low and you wanna new start
Take these bars but please just make it last
Running up these digits for a reason
Chasing a dream
Yet I’m hardly sleeping,
I know the evils are scheming
They always leave in end
And fuck fake love I could never pretend
Loyal to myself got heart on mend
I step clean never follow a trend
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نفكر فيك ياصاحبيي ليل ونهااااار
Its funny how they smile in ur face but they wanna put a knife in ur back
Idc bout my stack
I care about my family
Akh
All them times mum put food on the table
So everything was stable
My dad left my mum and im glad he did
I was tired of him beating up mum i was only a kid i used to hide in the covers
Now everytime look back
I can see thats hes in the wrong
My sister left home i aint seen her in long time
Im not doing enough im doing what my dad did
I put this on my life when i have kids i aint gonna leave them
I wouldnt want them to have the same feeling i did
Im still healing
Same old shit
I thank god that im breathing
Everydays a blessing
But somehow im still stressing
I aint gonna stop even if i get dropped im coming straight back up
Who said its cold in the winter
Theres man who carry heat
And they let it beat
They made curbs cah the roads aint for everbody
And thats truth i aint gonna lie
I was scared monsters under my bed
But now there in my head
My whole life ive been worrying about who really cares for me but the truth is you gotta love urself before anybody else i remember when they left me like a picture on the shelf I got some scars that run deep
If it was physically it will probably still bleed
Stay away from the people that one more from you not for you
You see the difference nowadays everybody cares about image and fame
I really think i need some help
Can you hear me Somebody heal me
Certain noises trigger me when i go to sleep
Angel on the right devil on the left
This life is a test
But i still try my best everyday
I got isssues i aint tryna get close too
Im the type of a guy to go through the most but still hold you
Thats what real men do
All them cold night u aint really got a clue
Watching ur mum struggle makes u wanna work harder
I wanna live life stress free no drama
I love my lil sis with my whole of my heart even though shes ma half sis
But her dad always talks where his ass is
Get me mad like a soldier im marchin.g
What u reckon
Where u stepping
U better not step to me
Manna from brum town
Yh u hear all the gun sounds
All the gun rounds yh
Touch one of us we spin back right round
This life that live i can never take i can only give
It is what is u said what u said u did what u did left me broken
Left me in the dark i was so hopeless
Nobody's noticed
Smiling is my way coping
I got some scars that run deep
If it was physically it will probably still bleed
Stay away from the people that one more from you not for you
You see the difference nowadays everybody cares about image and fame
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Yo Thinking about this life all the pain that I'm living no gas up kitchen go me tripping
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Tuurlijk zie jij de shine, maar nooit zag jij de pijn
Zonder ouders ik was klein, ongeveer een jaar of nine
Wanneer d'r iets verdwijnt sla je dat op in je mind
En me oom die sloeg me tante maar zo wou ik niet zijn
Was gedoemd om te falen als me moeder en me vader
Vader zat in jilla, met hem kon ik niet praten
Me moeder dronk een glaasje, en niet van die water
Ik zag haar als een leeuwin maar ze leefde met een kater
En ik zweer ik moet het maken is wat ik zei in mijn kamer (kamer)
Kwam ik door je deur was het niet om te beramen (never)
Ik hoef me niet schamen voor de dingen die ik deed
Want al heb je lege magen is het honger dan dat spreekt
Maar goed, jaar of 10 en ik wou me vader zien (zien)
Ik had zoveel vragen vriend die ik aan me knagen liet
Zocht een uitweg met muziek ik bereikte een publiek
En nu steel ik al die shows maar ik was altijd al een dief
Waar is mama, waar is papa, waarom ben ik in me eentje (waarom)
Waarom is hij rijk en waarom heb ik niks te eten (niks)
Ik zat in mijn kamer, weet nog hoe ik heb gebeden
Hopelijk word ik die gene maar ik heb het in mijn genen
Vaak problemen met justitie als we zochten naar vellen
Als ze me stopten in cellen was niemand om me te helpen (niemand)
In die tijd was er geen hoop, het was struggle en vechten
Elke ochtend werd ik wakker en begon weer hetzelfde, hah
Inmiddels veertien, moet zorgen voor mijn eigen saaf
Mij ga je niet meer skeer zien al moet ik over lijken gaan
Ruzie met je vrouwtje dat moet zeker over liken gaan
Als zij tegen je uit wilt snap ik niet dat jij nog blijft bij haar (hoe dan)
Ik we-ik werk niet voor een baas ik word een eigenaar (eigenaar)
Soms deed ik fucked up en vond ik me eigen naar (fucked up)
Ik ben op cijfers, klaar, al moet ik naar bajes gaan
Zien ze mij voor gajes aan, is dat dan hoe ze mij zien? (mij zien)
Jaar of vijftien, Mootje liet een pijp zien
Hij zei me als je seerde, dan ga je mama blij zien
Hoe meer ik ook riskeerde, hoe meer kon ik d'r pijn zien
Money maakt je blind, ik ging verder in die crime scene
Dus ik werd zestien, belande in detentie
Overval, je ging gestrekt vriend
Werd verdacht van .16 (woo)
Ik kwam in me cel en ik dacht ik schrijf een zestien
Rappen op de groep jongens zeiden jij bent heavy
Jaar of zeventien ik dacht alleen aan stelen vriend (stelen)
Reed een Vespa, in mijn hoofd had ik al Range verdiend (skrr)
Was met een bitch in die tijd maar ze meende niet
Omdat ik zonder paper liep maar ewa dat moest zo zijn (ewa ja)
Jaar of achttien en weer was ik verdacht vriend
Officier gaf advies en rechter gaf me straf vriend (straf)
Ik moest met Koevoet even op vakantie
Ik ben zo weer thuis maar zo verliep het plan niet, nee
Slecht nieuws voor de vrouw die mij had opgevoed
Want zij kreeg kanker en moest daarvoor naar onderzoek
Ik zat tussen muren maar ik wist het toen al dondersgoed
Als ik haar ooit nog levend zag dat ik hopen op een wonder moest (ha)
En dat gebeurde met een hele hoop gezeik (gezeik)
Kreeg ik vijf dagen verlof wat ik herinner van die tijd
Dat zij lag op d'r sterfbed creperend van de pijn (pijn)
En ze keek me huilend aan: 'Beloof me dat je iets bereikt'
Terug naar de bajes met belofte op zak
Ook met wat hasj in me buik, wat als dat bolletje knapt (wat dan)
Wat ik toen nog niet besefte dat ik teksten van goud had (goud)
Jouw flow is altijd dood net als Kenny in South Park
Ze willen aan me trekken ik heb God als mijn houvast
We luisteren Tupac en we schreeuwen hier outlaws
Ik had geen ouders om te zeggen wat fout was
Nu breng ik vuur voor elke dag dat het koud was
Het is best wel knap als je het maakt en niet breekt
Riva zei me altijd wat je rapt dat maken we mee
Frenchie zei me als je rapt broer dan maak je ons heet
Bij m'n allereerste sessie zat ik zwaar in de kweek (wierie)
Maar als ik niet zou rappen was dat zwaar een mistake
Ik zei ooit word ik de beste, ik ben aardig op dreef (ha)
Praten over mij maar zelf maak je niks mee
Ik neem een pof van mijn assie en denk na in mijn Range
Ratatata
ain’t a rapper
just a poet blowin tracks up
in studio readin notes til I get my racks up
But don’t act up cause on road you’ll see division like a math sum
bruddas on road kno trust don’t come early
cuh I been gullible before and got done dirty
had a couple gyal in my past hurt me
so we didn’t kick the ball again like van Percy
And I don’t know my mother
fuckin left while I was sleep so we don’t really like eachother
my trust is hard to find cause I been dealin with a brudda
who speaks like he’s my guy
then gets sneaky undercover
I don’t really need a friend
I’m only focused on the cheque like I stepped in Croydon ends
I ain’t being soft I just don’t be trusting friends
mine set me up at 16 I ain’t trusted ever since
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See a picture of your face all of a sudden everything’s awkward now
Mood start changing so it’s something I don’t talk about
Robed the who good but it’s nuttin man still walk about
Two shanks on the wing for anyone try a draw me out
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Bars btw..
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heb besloten om nooit huilen meer. Ik kan niet anders. Me eigen moeder aan de cocain. Ik weet niet anders. Maar toch heeft het mij veranderd. Ik heb velen angsten. Wat als mama overlijd. We zaten velen nachten. Ben een Jerry draaien. Intussen kijk ik naar opties. Kan niet meer verliezen. Wil me jongens ni meer locked zien.
People say I'm notorious, got haters to cash chasers, I got raters grading players, Loyalty, homies got my back, I'm the cook, I'm the baker, Crafting moves for the risk takers, Too many phonies and fakers, I'll know I've made it when I've got no neighbors, Sipping on this pshhh counting all this paper, I'm a shooter, call me Major Sargent, Those dudes age in cells, stagger, I wager, I'm 17, a smart teen but I'm naughty by nature, Chasing paper
All my homies ballers, in the streets they stay active, Never ever lacking, in my songs I'm never capping, They try to test my passion, but my homies got my back in any fashion, All designer clothes you lot wear the fake ones haha, In the game for the long haul, never bending, never breaking, From the bottom to the top, my journey's mine for the taking
Someone tell them man stop talking
Got their bitches on my phone nmb Callin
Life’s getting boring boring let’s go get money less talking
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Hoe kan je mij ni voelen. Paranoïde ik heb die dingen als sinds vroeger. Kan niet meer liegen. Ik maak me zorgen me moeder.
ain’t a rapper just a brudda blowing tracks up
in studios reading my notes til I get racks up
Don’t ever act up cause on road you’ll see division like a math sum
niggas on the road know trust ain’t something that comes early
cuh I been gullible with man in the past and got done dirty
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