I miss the old me! I cry and cry every night for you and I'm so lonely in this dark cruel world I'm sorry I couldn't see you one last time just remember I will always love you thank you for being there so I wouldn't give up on myself forgive me!
yea... there was a little field with a big hill and a tiny playground and i was 5 when i played on it all the time but we didn't have the time to go there anymore but i visited it and its a store now :(
I remember that I used to go to a preschool called Ashley and Friends back in Canada (I don't live there anymore) when I was 3 back in 2012, but it was permanently shut down 4 years ago in Febuary of 2020, when the Covid pandemic hit. :[
This is the calm side of depression it almost sounds numb, it has depth but doesn’t care to go into much detail it’s just continuing up and down, melancholy feelings consume.
i miss being young aka childhood days because reality will hit soon. i start a new job and will start college soon however I am not truly happy in my life especially feeling that all of my dreams will never come true or constant unmotivation.
this is exactly what i was looking for, the original is beautiful just the upbeatness kind of ruins it for me in a way, the intro is just different. there are no lyrics but i still feel this song so much.
"The universe is a cruel, uncaring void. The key to being happy isn't the search for meaning; it's just to keep yourself busy with unimportant nonsense, and eventually, you'll be dead." - Mr. Peanutbutter
I've spent my entire life trying to show kindness, and be nice to others, because seeing others be happy makes me happy. But, it's so rare to receive any kindness back anymore. Every single time I try to be nice I just get made fun of, or people are mean to me. It just seems so pointless, but I'm gonna keep on trying, so that maybe one day those who were mean to me or others will spread kindness instead.
Late to the party but I extremely relate, people just don't like kindness I guess, they take me for being weak, and throw insults and swear words at me instead.
This song gives me memories being with my dad, I'm only 14, kids my age shouldn't be thinking about what it's like to have a father, since my dad got deported when I was 4, I have no contact with him, i feel like if I had contact with my dad again he would be disappointed because I have failed to be a big brother and a nice person, as you can see these are my thoughts and there's a high chance nobody will see this message as there are many other comments. But if your reading this, thank you for reading this I hope you realize this is what a fatherless or motherless child thinks about. And if you are a person who lost a parent then I'm sorry I made you read this and made you think about your self. -me Also reminds me since I had no dad growing up I was never taught to have respect and how to express my feelings and no discipline and other father lessons so I never really had a childhood or anyone to look up to, most of my child hood was just being scared/traumatized from personal events in my so called "childhood" rename that to "child curruption" scince it makes more sense I wish I could explain more but not everything is about me, and there are better things to worry about than a message on RUclips.
Hey man, i think i can kind of relate, i had a father, its just that he was a shitty alcoholic father and as you said, it leaves a person with so many holes, lessons not taught and shown, but there is always a chance to better ones self, despite shitty childhoods, or alteast, thats what im trying to do
This song somehow existed in my head before I even listened to it, it feels like a song I listened to as child when in fact I barely got access to the internet as a kid, it was playing on my head for a long time so when I finally found it I got a strange feeling of relief.
This song makes me realize everything I lost in the past and how all the times when life’s doors almost shut on me I almost made it on time before they closed but now I feel like I’m locked out and lost. Anger is one letter away from Danger don’t let it consume you
I saw this now and it’s crazy to think you’ve been here before 5 months ago. I’ve just gotten here. I hope your doing good by now cuz I’m not. And if not. I’ll pray for you.
Это напомнило мне мою родину, я часто гуляла на природе с подругой, но пришлось уехать. Простите, что пишу это Вам. Но Ваш комментарий очень напомнил мне о прошлом.
This is so nostalgic. I remember there used to be a creek by my old house that looked exactly like the one in the picture. When I was 8 me and my mom would wake up everyday at 5:00 am and go jogging at that creek with my dog who has passed away.
Bro I am 19 now,but this song just keeps bringing thoughts how beautiful childhood was,I am sorry I never appreciated those moments more.Sadly,I appreciate them when they are over.
I’m so so so tired. This isn’t how I wanted this to end. I’m so sorry. I’m so so sorry. For everything I have done. I’m glad your happy though. I hope you stay that way. This isn’t what I want it’s what I asked for. But I’m doing it for you. And for you only. Stay that happy boy for me,okay? I’ll miss you very much honey. I’ll miss you. I’ll see you soon my love. Stay safe for me.
I'm crying rn. I just don't know what I am anymore. I would no anything just to be young again. But i should've known better to think I was gonna stay mentally stable like i was. I miss mom bc of my dad. My dad scares us. I only see my mom 2 or 1 times a day. Nothing feels realy anymore.
I listened to this song all the time through my depressive stage. I preferred just the beginning though, so I always listened to this one. Thank you for making this and making my life better. I love you.
To be honest, I should'nt have anything to complain about. I have nice parents, a nice house, nice clothes, warm food, and a good school. Yet, I feel empty. Something inside of me is missing. Especially at night, when there's nobody around me. I lose my sense of self, I am a vessel not a sentient being. Help me
Not even lying, this generation got my head mixed up. *Gender wars, sexualities, homophobes, people mocking against veterans, people saying they’re braver than the military and many more* Dang I need air. edit: I've been doing fine everyone, I found a loving woman, I finally got help, my life is finally turning around. I believe in all of you to keep being strong!
Brother/Sister! May God Bless You! GOD HAS A PLAN FOR YOU!!! He is King and Loves You!!! Repent and Give Your Life Towards Him! Make Him As Your Lord And Savior Because HE IS KING AND LOVES YOU UNCONDITIONALLY BROTHERS AND SISTERS IN CHRIST !!! Beside You And Lives in You! May The Lord's Face Shine Upon You And Give You Peace! AMEN! Above All, GOD!!! God Bless 💯
This make me think about my dead sister and just want to dedicate to her the happiness that I gained after years of being sad and alone,I really love you Anna
what I loved most about this was me crying and then getting a Domino's ad. I bought a pizza ate it then cried some more how lonelier can this life get :(
It’s hard being a changed person. Once you change, and know in your heart you’ve changed, life becomes….lonely. Very lonely. You start to dislike people and their actions, their choices in life. You start to notice the toxicity in people, the familiarity of it just irks you, and ultimately forces you to be alone. Once you change who you are as a person, once you start to being you, you start to see that majority of the people around you, those middle school, and high school friends; even college, are all just followers. If you haven’t noticed people being followers, then you haven’t changed yet.
Writing notes for my History of Art class with this on the background, seeing art (mostly sculptures of women and drawings of greek and roman myths) from the 19th century is hitting different with this, 10/10 would recommend doing
This song makes me feel like that one ball at school stuck into the ceiling in the gym class never to be used again or like a little boat sailing down and endless river with no actual destination it just let's itself be carried by the waves and hopefully be erassed from this eternal suffering we call life 🐶👹
it does get better.
you sure? I’ve been waiting 5 years straight for it to get better. It’s just gotten worse, and worse, and worse.
It does
@@jonathanjojoo9518
It does get better
But sometimes it doesn't get better in time
Dont lie to me, it doesn't get better and it wont get better. Dont give me false hope.
it never gets better 😂😂😂😂
This song feels as if i were exploring a vivid memory of a nostalgic time but everyone is gone and all that remains is the world and yourself
i miss being a kid.. man... this really is an end of an era
😔
same, I always just think “I cant go back this is it”
I miss the old me! I cry and cry every night for you and I'm so lonely in this dark cruel world I'm sorry I couldn't see you one last time just remember I will always love you thank you for being there so I wouldn't give up on myself forgive me!
I know how u feel
It truly is man 2000-2020 last years of happiness
this sounds like going back to a place that made you happy as a kid but its been either abandoned or repurposed
Fr bro I'm experiencing that so much currently, covid sucks
yea... there was a little field with a big hill and a tiny playground and i was 5 when i played on it all the time but we didn't have the time to go there anymore but i visited it and its a store now :(
I remember that I used to go to a preschool called Ashley and Friends back in Canada (I don't live there anymore) when I was 3 back in 2012, but it was permanently shut down 4 years ago in Febuary of 2020, when the Covid pandemic hit. :[
My mom
😢
This is the calm side of depression it almost sounds numb, it has depth but doesn’t care to go into much detail it’s just continuing up and down, melancholy feelings consume.
Spot on.
i remember when i used to feel this way 24/7 man, worst times of my life
I feel that. Might make a cool lil beat off this instrumental soon it’s perfect for sampling
i miss being young aka childhood days because reality will hit soon. i start a new job and will start college soon however I am not truly happy in my life especially feeling that all of my dreams will never come true or constant unmotivation.
this is exactly what i was looking for, the original is beautiful just the upbeatness kind of ruins it for me in a way, the intro is just different. there are no lyrics but i still feel this song so much.
Bro I’m not even depressed or nun this sound is just so attracting in a way I can’t describe thanks for this bruv
No problem :)
Exactly bro, it feels so relaxing, its so hard to explain
fr twin
i actually am haha.
I’m glad you guys feel that way.
This song just makes you remember the good old days of the past and wish they didn't go by so fast as they did.
:(
This feels like being stuck in heavy rain,
or leaving the place you mostly meet your friends at and made memories (school, activities etc)
Me in 2017: man I wish I was all grown up
Me In 2023: god I wanna be young again
cap. There is no restarting, this is your only life
"The universe is a cruel, uncaring void. The key to being happy isn't the search for meaning; it's just to keep yourself busy with unimportant nonsense, and eventually, you'll be dead." - Mr. Peanutbutter
I've spent my entire life trying to show kindness, and be nice to others, because seeing others be happy makes me happy. But, it's so rare to receive any kindness back anymore. Every single time I try to be nice I just get made fun of, or people are mean to me. It just seems so pointless, but I'm gonna keep on trying, so that maybe one day those who were mean to me or others will spread kindness instead.
Wow.. this is just like me
@@plvto1 Same for me Bruh 😕
Some ppl get too lost in the moment especially in groups 🙁
Late to the party but I extremely relate, people just don't like kindness I guess, they take me for being weak, and throw insults and swear words at me instead.
this song got me rethinking my childhood to now like damn.
Yea same brings back memories I didn’t think about until now
Serenity in melancholy.
Precisely
This song wants me to go back to a time where life was actually fun
This song gives me memories being with my dad, I'm only 14, kids my age shouldn't be thinking about what it's like to have a father, since my dad got deported when I was 4, I have no contact with him, i feel like if I had contact with my dad again he would be disappointed because I have failed to be a big brother and a nice person, as you can see these are my thoughts and there's a high chance nobody will see this message as there are many other comments. But if your reading this, thank you for reading this I hope you realize this is what a fatherless or motherless child thinks about. And if you are a person who lost a parent then I'm sorry I made you read this and made you think about your self.
-me
Also reminds me since I had no dad growing up I was never taught to have respect and how to express my feelings and no discipline and other father lessons so I never really had a childhood or anyone to look up to, most of my child hood was just being scared/traumatized from personal events in my so called "childhood" rename that to "child curruption" scince it makes more sense I wish I could explain more but not everything is about me, and there are better things to worry about than a message on RUclips.
hey young person, this is really wise!!
@@insanexynn9956 thank you
hey man God got you man Hes your father man Psalm 68; A father of the fatherless, and a judge of the widows, is God in his holy habitation.
Hey man, i think i can kind of relate, i had a father, its just that he was a shitty alcoholic father and as you said, it leaves a person with so many holes, lessons not taught and shown, but there is always a chance to better ones self, despite shitty childhoods, or alteast, thats what im trying to do
it will all be better buddy, trust me
This song portrays perfectly the calm part/side of depression
and this is the chaotic side ruclips.net/video/cpEkXk6u_b4/видео.html
This makes me just wanna sit with the sun and feel empty
This song somehow existed in my head before I even listened to it, it feels like a song I listened to as child when in fact I barely got access to the internet as a kid, it was playing on my head for a long time so when I finally found it I got a strange feeling of relief.
This song makes me realize everything I lost in the past and how all the times when life’s doors almost shut on me I almost made it on time before they closed but now I feel like I’m locked out and lost. Anger is one letter away from Danger don’t let it consume you
real
Imagine just collecting dust… collecting empty remains of something, dead feelings or forgotten memories… just dust… all day just
this song is literally the definition of my dreams tysm for making this
Same
@@Idk_politicsaregoated Yes
😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊
I feel like I don't even know myself at this point I just want to be happy again
Keep your head up bro
Trough the same pain
It gets better I promise you
I saw this now and it’s crazy to think you’ve been here before 5 months ago. I’ve just gotten here. I hope your doing good by now cuz I’m not. And if not. I’ll pray for you.
Fucking same
This song makes me want to dream about me laying down in a very green and sunny meadow. Looking up into the sky and smile to kno I’m finally alone
Это напомнило мне мою родину, я часто гуляла на природе с подругой, но пришлось уехать. Простите, что пишу это Вам. Но Ваш комментарий очень напомнил мне о прошлом.
This song makes me dream of the day I paint my wall with my brains🤣🤣
Like guts
This is so nostalgic. I remember there used to be a creek by my old house that looked exactly like the one in the picture. When I was 8 me and my mom would wake up everyday at 5:00 am and go jogging at that creek with my dog who has passed away.
😢.....................
it’s like she don’t even want me here, ima ghost a literal dust collector
I feel sad every time, i jus wanna go back as a little kid and be happy
How you doing?
This is one of those songs that doesn't need drums.
"Yo let's play tmrw alright? It's my bedtime."
"Alright cya."
" *last online 1827 days ago* "
Bro I am 19 now,but this song just keeps bringing thoughts how beautiful childhood was,I am sorry I never appreciated those moments more.Sadly,I appreciate them when they are over.
starts off sad gets less sad and then it goes back down to being sad which is what I feel on the daily
wow i cant believe its 2022 so fast, i rlly miss my elementary friends
this song gives me hope..
it's the type of tired sleep can't fix.
Why the hell does this feel so nostalgic? Like remembering a place you ain’t never seen before
Sometimes I think about middle school man those were the golden days now it’s all dark and lonely
fr
I’ve been looking for this for so long!
It hard to explain but when I hear this it just makes me empty
but makes me reminisce back to the days when I didn’t have to worry
about life…
Crazy sound waves can do to us mentally
ilysmmm tysmmm
You’re welcome. :)
I'm Japanese, but this music makes me feel very nostalgic.
It's beautiful music.
Ah mate
I'm not depressed people are just too happy 4 no reason
I feel you
Same. I wish I could stay ignorant like them…
This makes me think about life differently
I’m so so so tired. This isn’t how I wanted this to end. I’m so sorry. I’m so so sorry. For everything I have done. I’m glad your happy though. I hope you stay that way. This isn’t what I want it’s what I asked for. But I’m doing it for you. And for you only. Stay that happy boy for me,okay? I’ll miss you very much honey. I’ll miss you. I’ll see you soon my love. Stay safe for me.
stay safe, sweet random person
😔
You holdin up bro?
Stay safe
Stay Safe too man♥️🙁
I'm crying rn. I just don't know what I am anymore. I would no anything just to be young again. But i should've known better to think I was gonna stay mentally stable like i was. I miss mom bc of my dad. My dad scares us. I only see my mom 2 or 1 times a day. Nothing feels realy anymore.
Tysm for everything Sister. Grandma.
@@schzophrnichey is everything alright?
Nizzy owns this sound fr
universal yapping audio
Man this hits different with a warm cup of tea in front of the window while it's raining.
Thanks sarah❤❤
That cover pic in the video feels nostalgic for some reason
2016: "i want to grow up"
2024: "Ah, such a stupid child i was"
aint depressed this just calming ngl
I listened to this song all the time through my depressive stage. I preferred just the beginning though, so I always listened to this one. Thank you for making this and making my life better. I love you.
This song makes me feel happy for some reason..
To be honest, I should'nt have anything to complain about. I have nice parents, a nice house, nice clothes, warm food, and a good school. Yet, I feel empty. Something inside of me is missing. Especially at night, when there's nobody around me. I lose my sense of self, I am a vessel not a sentient being. Help me
this feels like laying in bed and wanting to get up but just not being able to
Or just looking in the sky at night
Now this make me regret mistakes I made even tho i try to show I'm brave and shit that's my weakness
true but, that why I try to better myself so I can atleast play pretend
omg thank u sm dude
Rip yap sound 🙏🏿
It's back now
This makes me think if people actually want to talk to me, or if they are just mocking, shaming, or using me...
Who else it's happy and not depressed but listen to this kind of songs cuz they are very relaxing?
I’m just listening to dreamcore music whilst sitting in a dry bathtub with the lights off and my phone flash on
that sounds like a vibe
that sounds good vibe
Dont sit in a dry bathtub thats disgusting
Not even lying, this generation got my head mixed up. *Gender wars, sexualities, homophobes, people mocking against veterans, people saying they’re braver than the military and many more* Dang I need air.
edit: I've been doing fine everyone, I found a loving woman, I finally got help, my life is finally turning around. I believe in all of you to keep being strong!
too many to keep up and nobody got time for it fr
This generation supposed to save earth from all the climate change, hahahaha no wonder Elon musk wanna go to mars
Brother/Sister! May God Bless You!
GOD HAS A PLAN FOR YOU!!!
He is King and Loves You!!!
Repent and Give Your Life Towards Him!
Make Him As Your Lord And Savior
Because HE IS KING AND LOVES YOU UNCONDITIONALLY BROTHERS AND SISTERS IN CHRIST !!!
Beside You And Lives in You! May The Lord's Face Shine Upon You And Give You Peace!
AMEN!
Above All, GOD!!!
God Bless 💯
@@88srtthank you+amen 🙏
Fr
I’m scared for the future it hasn’t gotten any better
the official tiktok yapping sound
This make me think about my dead sister and just want to dedicate to her the happiness that I gained after years of being sad and alone,I really love you Anna
what I loved most about this was me crying and then getting a Domino's ad. I bought a pizza ate it then cried some more how lonelier can this life get :(
broo this is awesome, thanks for the remix
Bro this music I feel too recognized as for my 6 years I don't know I just feel this
Im a kid im meant to be enjoying my childhood but i cant take it anymore
It’s hard being a changed person. Once you change, and know in your heart you’ve changed, life becomes….lonely. Very lonely. You start to dislike people and their actions, their choices in life. You start to notice the toxicity in people, the familiarity of it just irks you, and ultimately forces you to be alone. Once you change who you are as a person, once you start to being you, you start to see that majority of the people around you, those middle school, and high school friends; even college, are all just followers. If you haven’t noticed people being followers, then you haven’t changed yet.
They changed da pringle
Thats right
*pain*
This just reminds me no matter how much time and space you put between it and now, the scar’s still there
As we grow older we need to appreciate the moments we have with things before it’s gone and we regret…
Thank you
This starts off to be sad in the beginning...
Our Young generation is clearly lost man...
İm happy that i find the song without the lofi part. Thank you.
broooooooooo ian een gon lie bro your dreads are cooked
It hurts knowing you can’t go back to relive moments that made you the happiest
Trust me when I say it gets better all u have too do is put in work instead laying in ur pool of self pity
Writing notes for my History of Art class with this on the background, seeing art (mostly sculptures of women and drawings of greek and roman myths) from the 19th century is hitting different with this, 10/10 would recommend doing
eu me sinto tão mal...sempre venho nesse video quando estou cansado
Como tá irmão?
@@otavioggz1510 malzao aindakkkkk
@@levizitooo6409 foda, a vida não melhora msm
@@otavioggz1510 pse, e daq pra frente é so para trás, isso q é fd
This is very relaxing in a way I can’t explain it makes me feel as time stopped and I can just think it makes my life peaceful I am happy :)
i just wanna be laying on the grass of this background while it’s raining, while i die. :)
Honestly :)
you don’t miss being a child or anything, you just miss having fun as you used to.
Crazy to think that 2016 was 7 years ago😕
2016 was 8 years
This just is what reminds me of when I die I want this to play at my death bed
This gives me the feeling of nostalgia and liminal spaces
Same I was born in 1997 so this brings me back to elementary school days 2003-2009 timeframe
Idk if shawty loves me anymore
it’s been 7 months bro how is it goin?
@@chillystillie7960 got a new one
@@chillystillie7960 a great one
@@scolezkd367 good to hear
@@scolezkd367 congrats bro, you deserve every ounce of happiness
this song makes me feel calm and weird at the same time, i love it
oh god I do not want be alone again 2022
This song makes me feel like that one ball at school stuck into the ceiling in the gym class never to be used again or like a little boat sailing down and endless river with no actual destination it just let's itself be carried by the waves and hopefully be erassed from this eternal suffering we call life
🐶👹
This song make me in a indescribe feeling
This reminds me of my 2020-2022 childhood i had so much fun those years...
really just be letting this shi play while i sit and think
this song give me the mood that its not sad but also doesn't happy, it makes me feel sleepy and remember all the good time and bad time.
damn this song gets people in their feelings
I'm writing fanfiction while listening to this song. It really makes a vibe for me!
This picture is familar to me
İts too scary
A mix of both
Thanks you for this Sarah… this is a amazing song
TY FOR THIS BROOO (i bang my head on the wall everyday!!)