Maddie Zahm - If It's Not God (Live Session)

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  • Опубликовано: 18 окт 2024

Комментарии • 77

  • @blueaurablob9874
    @blueaurablob9874 2 года назад +27

    The way your music validates my religious trauma feels like a soothing salve on the wounds in my soul.

  • @emilyr098
    @emilyr098 Год назад +6

    No father picks a few just to leave the rest. That line gets me every time. Thank you so much for this song - I know it will be healing to so many people

  • @danifirth1583
    @danifirth1583 2 года назад +42

    This song feels healing. Thanks for bringing this to the world❤
    (I’m an ex-Mormon that was gutted by my family for speaking up.)

    • @jjmw04152011
      @jjmw04152011 Год назад +2

      I'm also exmormon. (5 years now) You got this. It gets easier. I promise. You got this!! I love that this song absolutely captures how it feels to leave.

  • @freedomishavingachoice3020
    @freedomishavingachoice3020 2 года назад +55

    You have given many of us the gift of hope. It sounds like freedom. Thank you. EDIT: That goes for you too, Sophie Holohan, I hear you, you dang angel.

  • @chrisn4220
    @chrisn4220 2 года назад +63

    I don't know who you are and why you got recommended to me, but thank you for this.

    • @annmarie6870
      @annmarie6870 Год назад +2

      Same thing happened to me I was listening to a video and then one of her videos came up. She’s been such a blessing to my life

  • @jessicabosch518
    @jessicabosch518 2 года назад +31

    Maddie really is the singer our generation needs. ❤️

  • @MattHorton
    @MattHorton Год назад +3

    I've heard this song so many times, but for some reason this time I remembered the night my first boyfriend broke up with me. I was so upset and thought "this is what I get. God is mad at me for being gay."
    Something in my head said "Where did you get that idea." I don't believe in God anymore but I am thankful for my brain or whatever it was in that moment.

  • @catrinawinter5433
    @catrinawinter5433 2 года назад +22

    Your voice is so healing,your words a poem and the Melodie like a cloud you can fall into.
    Thank you for that.
    Stay healthy everyone

  • @ItsRakoon
    @ItsRakoon 2 года назад +9

    I’m so glad I found you. You are phenomenal. I would love to hear you sing with Catie Turner.

  • @lilyaldred
    @lilyaldred 2 года назад +14

    I feel so seen for this. I feel so seen in the music you’ve released. Thank you. It’s healing parts of me I didn’t think could ever be fully healed.

  • @marianaponcemercado8175
    @marianaponcemercado8175 2 года назад +19

    Your voice is amazing, and your energy so beautiful!!!🤍
    Thank you for your music 💕✨

  • @tylerreanne01
    @tylerreanne01 2 года назад +10

    Your voice is so crisp, pure and stunning, made me tear up 🥺 I absolutely adore you and your music, thankyou. Never stop being you ❤

  • @meganduffy1665
    @meganduffy1665 2 года назад +10

    You’re music has helped heal a lot of trauma I’ve been with. Thank you ❤️

  • @kelseyschau95
    @kelseyschau95 2 года назад +19

    ❤️❤️❤️ you are so beautiful!!! Thank you so much for your music. It’s helped heal my inner child and my scared, religiously abused soul.

    • @freedomishavingachoice3020
      @freedomishavingachoice3020 2 года назад +1

      Your words were kind and made me smile in that "I'm not alone" kinda way. Whoa. You're one powerful person. 😍

  • @Arayd101
    @Arayd101 Год назад +3

    Maddie I'm from Boise Idaho, I knew your brother Jake in high school, I'm so fucking proud of who you've become and your music and voice is incredible and inspirational 💖🤟

  • @victoriajenkins1424
    @victoriajenkins1424 Год назад +1

    Now I really want to sing this for my Unitarian Universalist congregation. There’re so many of us who went through this type of religious trauma, but still wanted the community that comes with a fellowship. They’ll appreciate this song.

  • @alexisbelland409
    @alexisbelland409 2 года назад +8

    This is giving the next Adele level of chills. Just beautiful.

  • @Littlesunshinepigeon
    @Littlesunshinepigeon 5 месяцев назад

    How does she sing so good even in the live sessions. She's so amazing. I love her music and will always love it ❤

  • @haleemorgan8076
    @haleemorgan8076 2 года назад +8

    This song means so much to me, I can’t thank you enough for it.

  • @laurenhaze3934
    @laurenhaze3934 Год назад +2

    I am in no way shape or form religious, but this song brought me to tears. Every word hit, and your emotions were so palpable. You are INCREDIBLE. NEVER STOP. PLEASE.

  • @bobsternvogel5550
    @bobsternvogel5550 2 года назад +5

    Very powerful performance, Maddie, and you look so beautiful!

  • @simplyshazy1798
    @simplyshazy1798 2 года назад +3

    This has been my favourite song since its been released 😭😭❤️

  • @morganjoel6229
    @morganjoel6229 2 года назад +4

    Your message is powerful and honest. Thank you for your courage and vulnerability to write and release these very personal works of art. You never know who needs it. 🤙

  • @aldyrizky319
    @aldyrizky319 2 года назад +4

    Amazing ❣️❣️ loveu maddie from Indonesia here❣️

  • @shelbylynn1820
    @shelbylynn1820 Год назад +4

    Her music has really been helping me cope through this abusive relationship I’m getting out of… but I’m now struggling to be alive …it hurts

    • @catcheek7761
      @catcheek7761 Год назад

      Please stay. I know how you feel. I’ve tried to commit suicide before. It was in 2019 and I was put into the psych ward for a week. My life has looked so different since then. I’ve enrolled in one of the top beauty schools in the nation. I reconnected with my best friend who is my soulmate (platonic) we are now going to live together. We both came out of the closet. Her being a gender fluid lesbian and me a non-binary bisexual. We’ve found community! We’ve both tried to commit and we have always helped each other through it. I made a big move out of my hometown where I was born and stayed until this year. I turned 22. I got the honor of taking care of my grandfather who helped my mother raise me when he had cancer and got to see him live to age 97. I got to be there for him during his final moments. And though I miss him so much it hurts I’m so happy I was there. I promised him I’d live a good life and I will fulfill that promise. I know it’s cheesy and said all the time but life does get better. I promise. I found a good medication that works for me. A wonder psychiatrist and counselor. You deserve life and happiness and all the other emotions. ❤

  • @lisalabat1883
    @lisalabat1883 2 года назад +7

    your voice and your words are truly soothing blessings 💛

  • @loewkr
    @loewkr 2 года назад +3

    Life-changing music. Thank you 🙏🏼 You sing with the angels. ❤ LOOOOOVEE it

  • @albavee6266
    @albavee6266 Год назад +2

    Our stories have so many similarities it’s insane and I’m so glad I found you and others like you in this season in my life ♥️

  • @NaniLukasVargasak
    @NaniLukasVargasak 9 месяцев назад

    I will never leave for anyone else. You are an inspiration for the boundaries you've cut out. if I didn't leave, I never would've come back. GO MADDIE ZHAM!!

  • @arnewilliams6056
    @arnewilliams6056 2 года назад +4

    I know this isn’t fat funny friend, however I just wanted to thank you for that song as you have helped me so much and I love you so much. You are so amazing and this song is fire 🔥 YOU ARE AMAZING

  • @samjohnson1376
    @samjohnson1376 Год назад +1

    I could listen to this song on repeat all day long - the lyrics, your incredible voice and pure strength - all of it. Keep rockin' Maddie and spreading good vibes, positivity, and compassion. We will be behind you all the way 💕

  • @lizajomusic
    @lizajomusic 2 года назад +2

    No cause you're my biggest inspiration, the best songwriter i've ever heard and we're writing a song together one day

  • @hal247
    @hal247 2 года назад +2

    Thank you for this beautiful song. God, I needed it.

  • @kelseymassey5738
    @kelseymassey5738 2 года назад +2

    Beautiful voice, beautiful courage, beautiful power.

  • @elishamarie
    @elishamarie 2 года назад +3

    This is beautiful. You're beautiful. Thank you for your music, Maddie 💜

  • @Ytene
    @Ytene Год назад

    So beautiful. Greetings from Austria. ❤

  • @carolynhallock1245
    @carolynhallock1245 2 года назад +2

    in tears

  • @nolanlutz
    @nolanlutz 2 года назад +2

    SING MADDIE SING

  • @Mathilde0808
    @Mathilde0808 2 года назад +3

    Amazing❤️

  • @Melissa_2a
    @Melissa_2a 2 года назад +2

    waouh ✨ beautiful

  • @nikerulz22
    @nikerulz22 2 года назад +3

    Beautiful!!

  • @more2688
    @more2688 2 года назад +2

    Beautiful, both your voice and yourself 😍😍😍

  • @Agis24
    @Agis24 2 года назад +3

    LOVEEE IT

  • @olivianorman5776
    @olivianorman5776 2 года назад

    All of her songs make me cry

  • @chloethegreatest1
    @chloethegreatest1 2 года назад +4

    First! I love uou and i love the song Fat funny friend

  • @strydermorrison2832
    @strydermorrison2832 Год назад

    Wow this takes me back to Malibu YL! Such an amazing voice! I love this song

  • @San-zm8kj
    @San-zm8kj 2 года назад

    thank you! you heal a part of me that the child me needs!

  • @deannapowell7237
    @deannapowell7237 Год назад

    Thank you thank you thank you for this song. It's my new theme song. ❤️

  • @stashaaddison5877
    @stashaaddison5877 2 года назад

    Not me sobbing while I was listening to this like it was the first time I heard the song

  • @kirstenprater8678
    @kirstenprater8678 Год назад

    Goosebumps. Absolute goosebumps.

  • @debrarymer
    @debrarymer Год назад

    Hot gorgeousness from corner to corner, Woman. This made me cry. Thank you.

  • @MuffPieproductions
    @MuffPieproductions Год назад

    you are amazing❤‍🔥

  • @crazyoldlesbian
    @crazyoldlesbian 2 года назад

    Amazing! Always. So grateful for you.💗💗

  • @user-iu7ll9kt5t
    @user-iu7ll9kt5t Год назад

    I've never seen you before, but this was amazing keep it up

  • @aligaines5889
    @aligaines5889 Год назад

    Ooh I love the bridge

  • @taylortiwari7118
    @taylortiwari7118 2 года назад

    This song is everything to me.

  • @siaschandelier
    @siaschandelier 2 года назад +1

    ily maddie

  • @DaphodilsandWillows
    @DaphodilsandWillows 2 года назад

    I needed this.

  • @jasmin9042
    @jasmin9042 2 года назад

    Your music is so healing ❤

  • @kenac64
    @kenac64 2 года назад

    wonderful

  • @its_haturday
    @its_haturday 2 года назад

    Such a FUUUUUCKING VIBEEEEE

  • @AdventureParis
    @AdventureParis Год назад

    Amazing to hear what music can be produced when talent isn't hiding their secular work. What a loss Christianity is for music.

  • @IEverWantMusic
    @IEverWantMusic 2 года назад

    i love this version even more than the original! 💖

  • @JustProductions.
    @JustProductions. 2 года назад

    SO GREATT!!

  • @jolienorris4489
    @jolienorris4489 Год назад +1

    You’ve lost your faith in what’s true. I love you and hope you heal

  • @youngqueersick
    @youngqueersick Год назад

    Your music has helped me heal while I transition 🤟🏻🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈

  • @kristen-sheajacoby
    @kristen-sheajacoby 2 года назад +1

    Ghandi said that if it wasn't for Christians, he would be one. How sad it is that some people taint how great God is and turn souls away from him.

  • @catcheek7761
    @catcheek7761 Год назад

    If you are struggling right now please stay. I know how you feel. I’ve tried to commit suicide before. It was in 2019 and I was put into the psych ward for a week. My life has looked so different since then. I’ve enrolled in one of the top beauty schools in the nation. I reconnected with my best friend who is my soulmate (platonic) we are now going to live together. We both came out of the closet. Her being a gender fluid lesbian and me a non-binary bisexual. We’ve found community! We’ve both tried to commit and we have always helped each other through it. I made a big move out of my hometown where I was born and stayed until this year. I turned 22. I got the honor of taking care of my grandfather who helped my mother raise me when he had cancer and got to see him live to age 97. I got to be there for him during his final moments. And though I miss him so much it hurts I’m so happy I was there. I promised him I’d live a good life and I will fulfill that promise. I know it’s cheesy and said all the time but life does get better. I promise. I found a good medication that works for me. A wonder psychiatrist and counselor. You deserve life and happiness and all the other emotions. ❤

  • @katherineideran6331
    @katherineideran6331 2 года назад +2

    Beautiful!!