Am I different now - Yeji Yeon

[am I different now]
I wanna forget everything and just run away
Just wanna leave behind everything and just run away or pretend like I’ve never been any part of anything I’ve ever been a part of
And just pretend like I’ve something new
Something unheard of
Something untouched
Sometimes I wonder what im doing or why im doing anything
And I ask every time i do something I thought I loved to do
And ask the same questions to all the people I meet but not out loud
And it makes me where everything and everyone is going and whether anybody has a clue to find out why or where
And suddenly the question and the answer seem to cease
And that’s the way I live day to day
And wondering if I’m just running around in circles and I think maybe if I move a city or a school or a place or a lover or a friend or a home or a country then I might be able to escape but I can’t.
So I go back to the little corner where I first came from and wonder, what could be different now?
Whether I am any different now?
Am I any different now?