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- Опубликовано: 7 сен 2024
- hello youtube! this is my 5 months on T update. how is it 5 months already?!?
i talk about passing at my dad's gym by gendering my dad not myself, stomach fat is starting to shift to more of a vertical oval than a horizontal oval, teeny tiny new back hair (nooooo!!) and butt fuzz, shoulders are broadening, everyone is FINALLY noticing my voice!, ridiculous voice cracking, officially decided on Samuel Noah and need to fill out the paperwork so i can get a new passport so i can go on a cruise this summer because Genderbusters got into a film festival on a cruise called The Pride of the Ocean!, does anyone have a step-by-step how-to for california name change?, and i have been emotionally very even keeled even in the face of 2 back to back romantic disappointments or i might just be too busy to care.
ALSO, i talk a bit about subQ injections. i got my shot subQ while i was in boston and have compiled a bunch of information to try to bring that method to the west coast. so far boston and philadelphia seem to be where that is the standard. if you want information that i have collected please feel free to email me and i can send it along to you.
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Hey Sam, nice to hear your update! I am always a fan of natural-colored hair (i.e. not dyed). :) It's interesting to hear all your observations. congrats on getting into that cruise!
im glad you had your 1st passing experience with many more to come :) congrats on your 5 months ^_^
big changes samuel noah!!! love the name!!! i would love to have the information you collected on sub-q shots. i've been considering them. it appears butt cheek shots don't absorb as well for me for some reason. my levels are higher on thigh shots than butt shots, but my thighs hurt all the time. have a post-op appointment with my pcp tomorrow and am going to try talking to her about it. thought i'd finish my thigh shots through may and then try sub-q for year two. i'm loving your voice!!! cont.
All of this sounds really great Sam! Congrats on the name change decision :) Also, really glad you got some good information about sub q injections. I just had to start doing sub q injections for meds I take. It's getting irritating because I have to do them twice a day, but I imagine if you're only doing them once a week you'll get the hang of giving them to yourself soon enough! Sounds like you've found some excellent resources. Also, I'm not on T and I've noticed a shift in my emotional stuff
i really like noah (and of course sammual) very cool. choosing your name is so tricky, i finally discovered atticus and oh my how i love it. i love it! anyway, good to see your transition is treating you well.
Congrats on 5 months! I dig brown hair. Conveniently it's my favourite colour. I'd be interested to read your subcu shot data. Glad to see you looking well and energetic.
@smithsmithboy bummed too!!! lots. excited you will be back! for pride? happy healing spencer! :)
@videokidsam I'm good! And so jealous of you still being in film! How are you?? I was bragging about you to a friend today about how you are such an inspiration to so many on YT.
hey sam... so bummed i missed you this time. i will be back in the summer. lets hang then... great to see you man!!! congrats on 5 months...
OMG SAM! I havent been on youtube for a good few months and your voice has totally changed! Its ALOT deeper. WOW! :D hope your well x
@TheSLOfox yeah, i kind of miss the bleached part but am digging the regular for now. yeah! i am so excited for the cruise! just have to get my name changed and passport before then and that's a little stressful... but it will be GREAT!
Woah Sam. Your voice change is amazing. And don't worry about the hair, you can take care of that. Talk to you soon :- )
@videokidsam Yay for liking belly hair! :) Just remember you make your transition what YOU want in terms of starting, stopping, accepting the downs and reveling in the ups. You've been so smart about trusting your instincts in this whole adventure and I wish you the best in everything, even if it involves butt-fuzz. ;)
I love it if you sent me that information on subq shots!
@boy0boi thanks! yeah, i am excited for the cruise! crazy!
@videokidsam 11th June. Single stall bathrooms, all for that! Washing your hands before doing anything else is so much more hygenic, too, and you can only have that in single stall bathrooms ;)
wow, your voice has gotten so deep!
@videokidsam got it. thanks! glad you're getting help with the name change. i think in cali if you're below a certain income you can get the court fees waived. be sure and ask about that. since you're an up and coming steven spielberg and film festival baller to evoke theo's wise words ;) then maybe you qualify. thanks for the careful hugs! i'm getting stronger everyday! headed out for the first time in an hour for a much needed haircut. nice to know you've noticed my ordeal :) xo
@angaloo23 thanks! i'm sorry you have to do them twice a day. that sounds intense. yes, the resources are really helpful.
Wow, 5 months already, congrats! Thanks for making an update. It's funny to pass like that, without even 'trying', huh? Just being yourself but being seen as male. I am still getting used to it. That's cool you're teaching yourselfsub-Q. Self-sufficiency rules! So does more injection site options! I like the plain brown hair. Perhaps you like it because you are beginning to like you as you. Samuel Noah sounds great!! Congrats on getting into that baller film fest.
@Popeslave thank you, radford! seriously, dude, you are so wise. :)
@Zedie36 yes i am definitely looking into the fee waiver stuff. hehe, film festival baller? ha! i missed that one.
@CodyOriole oh! i was thinking maybe they had to come inside.
Remember, your passport is based off of your birth certificate and your social security number - you might have to go through those steps to change over your passport safely.
i changed my name while living in LA all by my lonesome. very easy! let me know if you still need information. xo
@videokidsam hmmm hopefully! San Francisco is my favorite place on earth. I just have to take care of things and prepare before I can move back. :)
@Dylaganally thanks, buddy!!! yes, we need to talk soon. XO!
Wow lots & lots of stuff in this update! :) Congrats on all the good stuff and forgive me if I just can't feel bad about your "couple back hairs & butt fuzz". ;) I wouldn't wish my furrrrrrr on anyone (unless they wanted it for some reason) but it is what it is and I love so much more about transition than I dislike so I choose to look to the positive. Sounds like you do too. :)
@riggeronfire yeah there's these new passport rules that are confusing me. i need it all re-explained preferably with handouts...
@actionvixen aw really? that's awesome! i am good. just wicked crazy busy with film stuff. what are you up to? are you coming back to california some day?
@videokidsam Oh, cool, I'm thinking of switching to Fenway Health, so it's nice they're nice ;) If you're in Boston for Pride, that'd be a perfect timing ;) Looking forward to your bathroom vid, because I was slightly shocked to read you still go to the women's...
@hikinghomohippie thanks! yeah it took a long time to find the right name. i am pleased with it. just gotta make it legal!
@MrImportrans cool yeah i might actually be in town then!
@actionvixen well let me know if yer ever out here for a visit or something. it'd be crazy nice to see you. :)
Oh yeah, about the butt fuzz: don't shave that. Really, don't. I learned why not the hard way :')
@MrImportrans ha! yeah, i guess that is how i sound. :) at this point, i am pleased with how people perceive my voice EXCEPT when it comes to using the bathroom. will talk about that in the next video but i'm thinking my time in the women's bathroom is coming to an end. :( -- yep, fenway health. they were awesome. it would be super great to meet you in boston some time! this summer i'll be there in june i think.
@Cyntillation01 hehe, thanks, cynthia!
@moldingMe will do!
@MrImportrans yeah they were crazy welcoming and helpful. when is boston pride? UG, yes, i have been putting off the bathroom switch forever. no interest whatsoever of using the men's... i'm not a man. i'm not a woman. we need genderqueer bathrooms. or single stall ones. i found ONE on my entire campus.
@MikaAddiction aw thanks!
@hollymichigan thank you!!!
@CodyOriole what do your chickens do in the winter?
@YaninBananin i love tea parties! ami digs out old knee pads from the good ole volleyball days.
ok. must. make. this end of summer thing happen! tea. tea. tea. hmmm tea party?!!
I like brown hairs. Also, mehehehe, butt fuzz. and Also #2, I have a law school friend who recently changed their name, that I go to for all CA name change advice…could pass along contact info…just remind me if you don't find a resource.
@bbbbakey well i am TRYING to teach myself subQ but its still really intense to stick a needle in myself regardless of the size... i need to look into needle phobia therapy. yeah i like the brown too! hey, did you decide on your name yet? nice to hear from you, baker! :)
Hey I like the hair. looks good. Also a gay cruise sounds like the most fantastic thing to do in the summer ever. congrats on the film fest. :)
@tfpunk1979 thanks!
@YaninBananin why? Why? WHY? didn't we know about each other when i lived in LA?! and why? Why? WHY? didn' sam and i meet when i lived in cali?! apparently i'm having a whiny morning. after enduring ohio for another 16 months (not that i'm counting down or anything), maybe cali will be our mecca and we'll literally come crawling back and get to meet all of the cool kids finally ;)
@Popeslave oh, radford... i thought you might say that about the vid. *hides in embarrassment* hehe. yes, of course there are more positives than negatives and taking it all in perspective. its just slowly becoming more of a reality and that part will take getting used to. but so far its not so bad and i kind of like my belly hair! :)
@MrImportrans hahahahaha. ok, i'll take your word for it.
@actionvixen i KNOW! how are you????
@Zedie36
;) I'm liking the visual of this crawl back!! AND you can join our tea party!
Holy shit dude... your voice :D You sound like a fourteen year old boy. I love the newfound... I guess relief now that I don't have to be afraid my voice is gonna give me away and people correct themselves. Do you have that too?
I recognise your dads vision re Spanish/English "son". I have the same. Wrong pronouns in Dutch are way worse.
Which clinic did you go to in Boston? Fenway Health? I do sub-Q too :) Really hope we can meet up in Boston sometime when you're less busy, buddy :)
@ufo8mykat thanks!! i'll send you the info.
@CodyOriole hey stranger!! nice to hear from you! i will totally email you the subQ info. how are you??
@Zedie36 it'll totally happen some day, dude. :)
@ashleighpark hehehehe, YUP. :)
@YaninBananin um, YES to tea party when we live together! casey loves tea too! ooh, yes, please do send along the contact info for your friend. i am having a disappointingly difficult time getting a hold of anyone at the transgender law center. phooey.
@postgender yes yes yes to this summer, carson! :) xo.
@queerchocolate hey thanks! :)
@videokidsam ;) takes one to know one!
@dpunktech i'll send it to you. :)
@Zedie36 thanks buddy!! i will send the subQ info momentarily. -- i got in touch finally with the transgender law center and they're gonna help me with the legal stuff. whew! -- sending you lots of careful hugs, mister.
@Popeslave :O)