To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
im not the person to see a message from a stranger and that affect me but THIS. it blew me away. plain and simple. it's a peaceful like soft wave of wind or water being washed over me or my mind. idk but thanks because something in my mind tells me im feeling okay. ive never felt it before or i was at least blind to it. the glimpse moments throughout my day to day life i feel okay. other days i dont and that's something you put into words perfectly. its crazy how many people are like one another or how many we relate to but just never see. again thanks luv
Feel you guys. My boyfriend cheated on me with his ex and this hurted a lot because I really trusted him and I’ve never expected him to turn like this. I still love him tho but I can’t forgive what he did to me
@@gatteka6123 I'm so sorry for you 💔 I feel you, my ex boyfriend broke up with me for no reason almost six months ago and I'm still suffering like it was yesterday
Lyrics~ I hate you for what you did And I miss you like a little kid I faked it every time, but that's alright I can hardly feel anything, I hardly feel anything at all You gave me fifteen hundred To see your hypnotherapist I only went one time, you let it slide Fell on hard times a year ago, was hoping you would let it go and you did I have emotional motion sickness Somebody roll the windows down There are no words in the English language I could scream to drown you out I'm on the outside looking through You're throwing rocks around your room And while you're bleeding on your back in the glass I'll be glad that I made it out and sorry that it all went down like it did I have emotional motion sickness Somebody roll the windows down There are no words in the English language I could scream to drown you out And why do you sing with an English accent? I guess it's too late to change it now You know I'm never gonna let you have it But I will try to drown you out You said when you met me, you were bored You said when you met me, you were bored And you, you were in a band when I was born I have emotional motion sickness I try to stay clean and live without And I wanna know what would happen If I surrender to the sound Surrender to the sound
here almost a year after listening to this , i listened to this on June 14th 2021 and it was when i was telling my friend i didnt want to be friends with her anymore, i continued to listen to this song the whole summer bc i kept getting motion sickness but nobody believed me bc i kept saying i felt sick, but i wasnt lying, i was throwing up alot, and so much more things happened, i wanted to cry so much but i couldn’t bc nothing came out, but i soon as school started a new era started, i finally started crying, i cried abt everything that was going on, especially bc my friend that i didn’t wanna be friends with kept following me, but im doing a bit better now. like i said its almost a year since it happened and my old self wouldn’t think i’d be alive rn but i am, i hate to remember it bc so much other things happened, but it feels better to let it out.
Rlly wish I could send the first part of the song (the I hate you for what you did, and I miss you like a little kid) to the two people that gave me bad trauma and flashbacks. They ruined my life but I miss them so much, it's hard when people you've known since you were so little are so evil.
sometimes i think about him i think about the warm sunny skies that we'd go for long walks in i think about when he held my hand as i gripped a soft cookie in another i think about when hed look down at me and smile sometimes i think about the tears that id shed when he hurt the ones i loved the shivers that id sob out listening to them argue all night long after hours of hail the storm eventually calmed only a quiet buzz of disagreement, remaining the murmers grew comforting and i would forgive and forget but unfortunately for you i grew up suddenly the picnics and sunday school treats became blackmail littered with lies and disappointment as i grew up you grew down you'd try to control me screaming and hitting when you realized you couldnt to this day, you still think that the warm sunny skies were created by you you still think that the gooey cookie was enough to make you a good dad. because why would a little girl want love? why would a little girl want to grow up happy?
Im sorry I could be wrong, im not much into anime, I found this GIF on some random website. I just did a little research and I believe its Spirited Away, which is a Ghibli movie, right?
i know he'll never see this but here goes nothing, i hate what you did to me, and i hate how you broke me, but you know what i hate more? i hate that i still love you. and i freaking hate how i miss you like a pathetic child, and i hate that i need you and i hate that we broke up the way we did. i miss you so much, and you say that you love me and miss me but do you really? i have a problem where i dedicate myself too much to people and you know this, it just sometimes seems and seemed like you never dedicated yourself as much as i did when we were together. please come back, I'm begging you. break my heart again, i don't even care anymore. i just want you back i know you probably don't care, and it hurts but i love you i never really fully got to process that break up cuz i did everything i could to ignore it and i did, but last month it started to get to me and I'm glad we talk text sometimes but only as friends. and i never got over you either, i think i'll always love you and i think i'll always need you i started doing drugs cuz of you, i missed your dumb face too much i'm in love with you, i really am i'd apologize if it would make you listen or make things different even tho i didn't do anything, but it wouldn't matter you wanted me first, yet you were the first to leave we're so toxic together, but we're perfect you're my other half, my soulmate who maybe wasn't meant to be you traumatized me, my first love, first boyfriend, first kiss i miss your dumb british accent, it was to die for, my biggest weakness. i miss your precious smile, we both know it was my favorite thing to see. i miss your fluffy hair, it's so soft and fluffy and you just have amazing hair, i wanna run my fingers through it. i miss your style, we had a similar style but it looked so good on you, it still does, i miss the silver chains on your neck. i miss your laugh, it was so adorable oh my god it was like hearing the angels sing. i miss your face, you have a very attractive face, somehow you pulled off hot and cute at the same time. i miss those nice messages i'd wake up to, i miss our 3am conversations, i miss the way you would focus on something and your face would light up at the things you loved... like how it did at me. i wanna run around and have a good time living life at 3am again, and i wanna look into your beautiful brown eyes that always captured my attention and i could look at them for hours. you're so toxic, but i want you.
ah yes a song i can cry on , mommy issues is real and it sucks. Being called mentally ill for being part of the lgbt. I love you mom but your words hurt :(
![motion sickness - phoebe bridgers [slowed + reverb]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/0c5bwtADBIw/mqdefault.jpg)
i could listen to the first 10 seconds of this on a loop forever
This is a vibe fr
this song reminds me of my dad
It reminds me of my mom
same
damn me too
Me
Same
To the person who read this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
“Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and great years.
I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
This took me the whole song to read
ily
Bestie you could write a whole book with how much you wrote 😭🤚
im not the person to see a message from a stranger and that affect me but THIS. it blew me away. plain and simple. it's a peaceful like soft wave of wind or water being washed over me or my mind. idk but thanks because something in my mind tells me im feeling okay. ive never felt it before or i was at least blind to it. the glimpse moments throughout my day to day life i feel okay. other days i dont and that's something you put into words perfectly. its crazy how many people are like one another or how many we relate to but just never see. again thanks luv
i love you, 💕 thank you..
I've honestly never been able to relate this much to a song before
"i hate you for what you did. and i miss you like a little kid" exactly how i feel about my ex.
thats how i feel about my mom. :(
Right, like I hate my ex but I miss them so much
SAME
Feel you guys. My boyfriend cheated on me with his ex and this hurted a lot because I really trusted him and I’ve never expected him to turn like this. I still love him tho but I can’t forgive what he did to me
@@gatteka6123 I'm so sorry for you 💔 I feel you, my ex boyfriend broke up with me for no reason almost six months ago and I'm still suffering like it was yesterday
Lyrics~
I hate you for what you did
And I miss you like a little kid
I faked it every time, but that's alright
I can hardly feel anything, I hardly feel anything at all
You gave me fifteen hundred
To see your hypnotherapist
I only went one time, you let it slide
Fell on hard times a year ago, was hoping you would let it go and you did
I have emotional motion sickness
Somebody roll the windows down
There are no words in the English language
I could scream to drown you out
I'm on the outside looking through
You're throwing rocks around your room
And while you're bleeding on your back in the glass
I'll be glad that I made it out and sorry that it all went down like it did
I have emotional motion sickness
Somebody roll the windows down
There are no words in the English language
I could scream to drown you out
And why do you sing with an English accent?
I guess it's too late to change it now
You know I'm never gonna let you have it
But I will try to drown you out
You said when you met me, you were bored
You said when you met me, you were bored
And you, you were in a band when I was born
I have emotional motion sickness
I try to stay clean and live without
And I wanna know what would happen
If I surrender to the sound
Surrender to the sound
sobbing, crying, puking, screaming, sweating, punching the air tbh
here almost a year after listening to this , i listened to this on June 14th 2021 and it was when i was telling my friend i didnt want to be friends with her anymore, i continued to listen to this song the whole summer bc i kept getting motion sickness but nobody believed me bc i kept saying i felt sick, but i wasnt lying, i was throwing up alot, and so much more things happened, i wanted to cry so much but i couldn’t bc nothing came out, but i soon as school started a new era started, i finally started crying, i cried abt everything that was going on, especially bc my friend that i didn’t wanna be friends with kept following me, but im doing a bit better now. like i said its almost a year since it happened and my old self wouldn’t think i’d be alive rn but i am, i hate to remember it bc so much other things happened, but it feels better to let it out.
I hope you're feeling better now
im so glad youre here
My comfort song!
Oh lord I already know I’ll be sobbing at the end of this
but the loop goes perfect with this song :0
Gosh this song makes me feel soo calm. I love it!!!
slowed versions of songs are 10x better
nice pfp
@@yourlocalpineapple148 thank u
Down with the sickness is terrible lol
only w sad/love songs like this tho
i’ll never love the same again. thanks for that.
i hate you for what you did, and i miss you like a little kid.
the first two lines are so addictive
Ahhh!! I'm so glad this video blew up :) keep up the good work dude!
thanks for always supporting me!
@@figslowed no problem!
" i hate you for what you did and i miss you like a little kid "
relatable
Such a beautiful song
i love this song so much!! thank you!!
Tis' perfect, this.🙏🔥✨
This is exactly how I feel about my parents, just this song
Same
Rlly wish I could send the first part of the song (the I hate you for what you did, and I miss you like a little kid) to the two people that gave me bad trauma and flashbacks. They ruined my life but I miss them so much, it's hard when people you've known since you were so little are so evil.
hope you're okay
who up crying to this song in 2024
this was exactly me 3 years ago LMAOO but jokes aside, i hope you're feeling better now :)
sometimes i think about him
i think about the warm sunny skies
that we'd go for long walks in
i think about when he held my hand
as i gripped a soft cookie in another
i think about when hed look down at me
and smile
sometimes i think about the tears
that id shed when he hurt the ones i loved
the shivers that id sob out
listening to them argue all night long
after hours of hail the storm eventually calmed
only a quiet buzz of disagreement, remaining
the murmers grew comforting
and i would forgive and forget
but unfortunately for you
i grew up
suddenly the picnics and sunday school treats
became blackmail
littered with lies and disappointment
as i grew up you grew down
you'd try to control me
screaming and hitting when you realized you couldnt
to this day, you still think that the warm sunny skies were created by you
you still think that the gooey cookie was enough to make you a good dad.
because why would a little girl want love?
why would a little girl
want to grow up happy?
I could listen to the first 20 seconds of this on loop forever ♾️
So beautiful
what's the video loop from? it's beautiful, kinda reminds me of a Ghibli movie.
Im sorry I could be wrong, im not much into anime, I found this GIF on some random website. I just did a little research and I believe its Spirited Away, which is a Ghibli movie, right?
spirited away :)
@@figslowed ayyy thats what I thought
why is this better than da og
woah
wow this song reminds me of my best frienf
"i hate you for what you did and i miss you like a little kid" reminds me of sasuke to itachi
"I faked it everytime, but that's alright
I can hardly feel anything, I hardly feel anything at all"
That's just how I feel atm...
i am deeeply sad.
u will be ok i promise💛
@@vaisseau1249 thank you 🥺
it's too early in the morning for me to feel like this :(
the "emotional motion sickness" feeling caused by anxiety is so familiar…
I’m totally not crying because I wish I can sing this to my comfort character.
what
sobbing hahahagaha
i think i lost them, i think im losing myself. i give up.
please dont give up
Reminds me of a lot.
But it'll be okay, we all will be okay.
it will! i hope you achieve only the best :)
"I hate you for what you did, and I miss you like a little kid " ah, shit. Time for another mental breakdown
to my younger self:
i hate you for what you did
and i miss you like a little kid
_surrender to the sound_
i wish i could say this to my whole family tbh
“I hate you for what you did, and I miss you like a little kid.”, my mom bro :/
My friend rice committed on the 7th and I’ve seen the building it happened in this reminds me so bad…
**cries in byler**
Same
better than the original
What type of music genre is this?? I really need more music of this type on my playlist
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also did u post this version on soundcloud bc ive had on there for months and i went to play it yesterday its not there anymore and bitches b sad😭
i know he'll never see this but here goes nothing,
i hate what you did to me, and i hate how you broke me, but you know what i hate more? i hate that i still love you.
and i freaking hate how i miss you like a pathetic child, and i hate that i need you and i hate that we broke up the way we did.
i miss you so much, and you say that you love me and miss me but do you really? i have a problem where i dedicate myself too much to people and you know this, it just sometimes seems and seemed like you never dedicated yourself as much as i did when we were together.
please come back, I'm begging you. break my heart again, i don't even care anymore. i just want you back
i know you probably don't care, and it hurts but i love you
i never really fully got to process that break up cuz i did everything i could to ignore it and i did, but last month it started to get to me
and I'm glad we talk text sometimes but only as friends.
and i never got over you either, i think i'll always love you and i think i'll always need you
i started doing drugs cuz of you, i missed your dumb face too much
i'm in love with you, i really am
i'd apologize if it would make you listen or make things different even tho i didn't do anything, but it wouldn't matter
you wanted me first, yet you were the first to leave
we're so toxic together, but we're perfect
you're my other half, my soulmate who maybe wasn't meant to be
you traumatized me, my first love, first boyfriend, first kiss
i miss your dumb british accent, it was to die for, my biggest weakness. i miss your precious smile, we both know it was my favorite thing to see. i miss your fluffy hair, it's so soft and fluffy and you just have amazing hair, i wanna run my fingers through it. i miss your style, we had a similar style but it looked so good on you, it still does, i miss the silver chains on your neck. i miss your laugh, it was so adorable oh my god it was like hearing the angels sing. i miss your face, you have a very attractive face, somehow you pulled off hot and cute at the same time.
i miss those nice messages i'd wake up to, i miss our 3am conversations, i miss the way you would focus on something and your face would light up at the things you loved... like how it did at me.
i wanna run around and have a good time living life at 3am again, and i wanna look into your beautiful brown eyes that always captured my attention and i could look at them for hours.
you're so toxic, but i want you.
mood
hello LGBTQ community 😎
Well hello 🧑🦲
Welll hi
Hi!!
i’m straight plsss😭
Hi
I dedicate the first stanza to you, "mommy"
ah yes a song i can cry on , mommy issues is real and it sucks. Being called mentally ill for being part of the lgbt. I love you mom but your words hurt :(
' te odio por lo que hiciste pero te extraño como una niña pequeña'
de : mi
para : mi yo del pasado
this ;(
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Reminds me of my mum she cheated on my dad and I want to hate her so bad. I can’t she’s my mum.
to my mom :)
Fundy in a nutshell
to my dad 0:09
this is how i feel about my rapist/ex
I hate me for what i did ..... and i miss me like a little kid...
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