I can't do this anymore - I'm done!
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- Опубликовано: 6 сен 2024
- I have been fighting battle after battle and now I fear that I have no more strength in me. I can't keep doing this. I'm exhausted. I need a break.
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I apologize to anyone who might be offended by my swearing. Now, here's the thing. This is strength. This is how I push forward. I feel my feelings, I complain, I curse, and sometimes I ugly cry. I voice my frustrations. I let them out. Then I take accountability for my mistakes, wrongdoing, or bad choices. After that, I dust myself off and keep pushing. Like I'm doing now. I record these types of videos because I like authenticity. And because I want to remember where I've come from. I'm getting out of this, believe me. But every success story has a backstory. This is my backstory. Thanks for watching and reading this 🧡
Yeah, i was wondering why Tess is using such a language.
You dont have to cuss to express yoirself or emotions. Dont confirm to the standards of the world.
Just have a clean tongue... ✌️
This is also to anyone who uses "that language -cuss"
Love you ❤
Amen to your comment. Good advice.
Its professional to control yourself, you can be frustrrated without profanity.
Try a part-time job and you can still do your RUclips
You can work 8-5 job and still do you tube babes...
Hi Tess, I’m in a village in Scotland, If you’d like come have a little break here. It’s a village so it’ll be quiet and you’d be able to shoot some videos.
Invite me there aki am a caregiver
That's a beautiful gesture. A sisters keeper!
Thanks for this
Dis is so nice
A TRUE SISTER YOU ARE, Thank you
Pls dont swear hun. I watch you with my daughter and u are our favorite 😢. Hang in there it shall be well
BLESS YOU THE F-WORD IS SO ANNOYING MY DEAR IT'S NOT EVEN OUR CULTURE AS AFRICANS IT PISS ME OFF BALANCE WHEN I HEAR THAT IRRITATING WORD NO MATTER THE SKIN COLOUR IT'S DISGUSTING
Tess, it is always darkest just before dawn. Do not give up despite feeling like nothing seems to be working out.
The dried flowers symbolise your life at this point and guess what, before you know it, their buds will start to bloom and at the peak of summer, their beauty will speak for them.
That is you, before you know it, everything will start coming to life and you will find your happiness once again.
Aaaaww this is so beautiful, made me sob. You're so right 🧡
Sorry for your tough experiences Tessy. Life abroad can be so challenging and frustrating.. I share some of these experiences in France and I can tell you that it will get better. One day this will be in the past. Best wishes.
Tess to the world! Just hold tough a little, This is just your beginnings! We pray for you everyday girl! Your victory is knocking!
Victory is knocking for sure. Thank you 🧡
Tess consider getting a 9-5 TEMPORARILY. Just till you get the apartment, and after you get the apartment, build a good relationship with your landlord so that after some time, when you quit the 9-5 job, he can still permit you to stay ❤
It's an option, a good one that might actually work. I will hold out for a while and see how things go and then will probably go down that path. Thank you 🧡
@@tessogambaupclose girlllll...I know. I have this job three years now and it's just to get this house and this car. planning to leave before the end of this year, as soon as I have finished refurbishing the house
I’m praying for you gal, everything will be alright, God isn’t done working, He’ll make a way, love you ❤️
Thank you 🧡
No girl you are almost there hold on a little longer 💪you got this ❤️
😮💨(big sigh) Thank you
Tess this is so authentic. I really love you channeled your inner child and healed it through play. As you said, if you are frustrated, go to the park and do stupid things. I love that so much because its true. I pray that God comes through for you and we will see you thriving again in the next video. God bless 🤍🤍
It works like magic. I feel new today. Thank you 🧡
Tess, we don't give up around here. It's almost dawn! Interacting with nature is therapeutic, you are putting your emotions in motion and that's so brilliant!! Can't wait for a house tour when you finally get your property because you definitely will.
Oh yes, we don't. Thank you. I can't wait
You'll have the sweetest ending Tess. Hang in there. One day you'll watch these videos in disbelief. Thank God there's a recording. I am seriously praying for you. God loves you girl and He's got your back.
I also swear when frustrated, even though I know I shouldn't, so no judgement there. Stay strong, dear. I'm rooting for you. Loving the positive affirmations.
It just comes 😂
Thank you
What doesn't kill makes you stronger
God will help you we are here praying for you gal ❤❤❤❤
That's right. It's just a matter of time
Dear lord, come through for your daughter, I speak your peace upon her 🙏
Amen
Be thankful that you've got a roof over your head hun. Count it as a win. At the right time you will move to a place of ur desire. The same God who brought u to UK will make provisions for you, just trust him. Theres a purpose why He took you there. This too shall pass sending hugs and prayers❤
Ps I’ve gone through what you’re going through rn and not too long ago. All i can say is you have the right mindset.
In the end, you will be so proud of your journey.
You’re blessed ❤
Do more of outdoor content, you looking beautiful gal, be careful too, being in foreign country just know you are venerable to alot of things. Be vigilant while alone out there. Keep safe
Tess, you never disappoint, you are so creative, bright and real, I love your tiny content yet so factual. You will one day look back and smile!!!
I can see success in you gal ,hold on lord God Almighty is with you 🙏🙏🙏
I can see it too, that's why I keep pushing, but sometimes things get frustrating 😣
You are a winner. I'm going through the same thing in Germany. All will be okay.
You are a winner. You will pull through this one too. You are very brave. I admire your informal recording that reminds us of how nature can bring calmness of mind. I suggest that you remember to visit the same place in summer and walk us through the park. Let’s see the flowers that are hibernating now. And update us of the good things God has done to you. Praying for you girl.
Love and light, try joining groups, church can be a starting point. If church ain’t for you maybe a dance class
Lord be her peace of mind🙏🏿✌🏿
Amen 🙏
Dear sis, you are strong and you can do this. I pray that God strengthens and pull you through this. About the sleeplessness, you can try moringa and eat banana a lot. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Tess you are doing sooooo well, you managed to leave the house and go out into nature, it doesn't seem like you did something but you did; 1. You changed your location 2. You managed to change your internal speech by challenging the feelings with facts 3. You set up an action plan (to do the things that bring you joy and peace). 4. You processed the emotion by finding an outlet for them (physical movement) and previously you said you screamed. What brings about long lasting results is to keep at this and if anyone can do that it is you Tess. I am praying for you. This video just encouraged me to change my location and to something that will bring my benefit (the gym)
Been watching a few of your videos and girl!!!! For every bad thing that’s happened to you, God has pulled you out of it with His favor. I just feel like even with what you’re going through right now, He will get you through this because He’s done it before….He will do it again 🫂!!!!
Never give up,god has your back.all will be fine nothing is permanent ❤
Nothing is permanent, thank you 🧡
Tess dont give up , you are very strong. Its darker before dawn
Girl please don't give up at all . Imagine kila kitu itajipa,i have been watching from the other channel and for sure you are a fighter👊💪 continue praying
Amen 🙏
For a moment there I felt like I was out of energy, but hoping for the best regardless 🧡
It shall be well we always give up when almost there..but what i know God is listening he will make it better in the right moment which is sooon very soon
Amen 💛
In the meantime as you wait to sort things out, maybe u might consider getting a library card if you live close to a library and utilize their facilities for when you transcribe... it's much quiet. Also if it's cost effective, organize you work such as you can hire a soundproof space to do the videos for a few hours.
I like your authenticity, eloquence and your humility, keep inspiring people myself included, sorry for the tough moments but remember tough times do not last, but tough people do, may God see you out of every crisis, you deserve happiness.
Hi Tess ,be strong and continue praying. We are also praying for u gal. Love u❤🙏
I'm first here today
I feel you with being tired of being strong, juzi was the first time in a long time I felt lighter, you will be OK
it is tiring, girl. Damn. Glad you are feeling lighter though.
Shalom, shalom baby girl. God is on your side.
You will be fine girl. You are stronger than you think. Trust and have hope in the Lord’s guidance
@@tessogambaupclosewhich type of accomodation are you looking for? Is it a room or a flat?
I do have two rooms available in London if you interested get in touch. Take it easy dear.
@@jessicambaya2108 amen 🙏
Tess, you're such a strong and smart young girl. Don't be too stressed. Things will work out. God hears and answers prayers. Your prayers aren't in VAIN. Hope someone out there steps in to assist with your housing. You're hard working and anyone living in London and has followed you would believe that even if they cosign for you, you are able to or will be able to pay for your rent. I know how tough it is and how lonely being it can be in a foreign country and not having anyone to talk to. Hang in there beautiful. Things will work out❤
Sending you so much love and support Tess ❤❤❤❤ being in nature is always a calming experience
Hey Tess, things will be better, don't lose sight of the present moment, it's hard, but you will pull through, sending you lots of joy, in the storm
🫂🫂🫂 You'll be fine dear... God's got you.
He does. Thank you 🙏
Hang in there girl, we love you and it shall get better!
Baby girl, take it to the lord in prayer 🫂 and sending prayers on your behalf
One thing for sure!!! You will make it,You can do it.One day you will look back and be greatful for how far you have come.Hold on a little longer.Sending Hugs from Kenya🇰🇪 Tess
Hi Tess, so sorry you are going through tough times. Hang in there dear, this season too shall pass. Praying that God will see you through. It is well. Hugs hugs
You will get a breakthrough soon..try and keep your positive energy up, sending you love and lights 🙏🏽
Don't give up, you're the woman for the job.. keep fighting for you to have a testimony there must be battles and hardships. Much love baby girl ❤❤ you're doing GREAT
Hang in there...storms do alternate with sunshine...it shall be well. send you hugs...you in my thoughts and prayers🤞🤞🤞
It's now time for sunshine, the storm has lasted too long lol. 😂Thank you 🧡
indeed @@tessogambaupclose sharing the same sentiments. you got it 💜
More Strength to you Tess, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger 💪❤
Tess don’t be discouraged keep pushing sweetheart all will be well
What an authentic nice and thoughtful video...i love the positive affirmations. Remove all the negative and all shall be well.
thought i was strong but htis got me crying...just know i send you a cyber hug....you got this girl. Stay strong and resilient, there is a huge power in staying positive and part of being positive is acknowledging the dark sides as well in order to find light.
you are not alone
Sending love and prayers ❤Legend in the making...hold on girl.
i admire your strength Tess.I need help getting online work..My finances are so bad..Much love from Uganda..So sorry about the battles you are fighting with.May all be well with you soon.
Have you ever considered going to the library so you can focus on making your videos in the meantime until your situation changes? Just a suggestion. Really sorry you are going through this
Oh, I didn't know I could do that. I generally assume libraries require zero noise. I'm gonna look for one near me. Thank you 🧡
You will get throught this❤
You will be alright gal. I pray everything works out speedily for you.
In the near future, you'll look back at these videos of your humble beginnings and just cry at what God will have transformed your life. You have a pathfinder's spirit and you seem to be conquering battles fought by a few. God will never leave you or forsake you. Keep the faith! Jeremiah 29:11
I hope you heal from all of this stuff that is happening to you. All the best sweetheart...
You will get through this❤🙏
You are Strong my girl. just hang on there. God is refining you. Victory is on the horizon . keep calm, exhale and don't let anything distract you from the goal. ❤❤
Open up to God, he will show up for you my dear. I am a foreigner too here in Poland and only God has been my provider. Talk to him. Sending you warm hug❤❤
How do you get there,any recommendations will appreciate 😮
Tess sometimes when we’re at our breaking point in life at times we feel as though there’s no way out. God will show you the way out, you’re not alone in this. Stay strong and keep pushing through.
dont give up yet , your breakthrough is coming.
Tess it's time to rise up and it's dawning and my dear your such an inspiration I keep saying this in my heart 'may the lord located your innermost heart desire and fulfill it for you' soon your going to give a testimony even if it means you coming up and seeking for help my dear the little we got we'll support you but leaving and quitting isn't an option in the bucket list.... Focus and trust me your almost breaking the egg shell just a little while .... Your an inspiration to me personally and try to remind yourself all the time that your special carry yourself that way and imagine the good lord is with you ,,, we are here for you team TESSOGAMBA
Do it girl, junp, run, swing, talk, cry if you have to if that makes you feel better, and let me assure you that God of the resilient ones will come through for you. Only keep hope alive
Thank you so much, Jane, for the encouragement 🧡
May you find strength to soldier on during this trying moment. So far you are doing well for yourself.
Hey Tess, I am not qualified to be a guarantor but let me know if I can offer some pointers on the dilemma. I live in England
Hey girlie, yes, of course, you can.
Am sure you will bounce back up❤ but don't be too hard on yourself❤
Exactly what I'm trying to tell myself. Thank you. I'm now trying to be kind to myself
Tess you can do it dont give up its the reality of the system it will get better dont give up
I am also going through this confused phase.@Tess it shall be well..keep on no giving up till we win
So sorry Tess l feel your pains,Ure almost there don't give up God will soon perfect all those challenges in your life.its good as you came to the park for relaxation.Go girl Tess👍👋👋.am watching you from Nigeria
Sometimes stress comes to push us to heights we would never get to otherwise. You are going places girl. May God's peace be with you. The current job that I'm doing, was because I met you on these streets of RUclips. May God remember you for me.
Keep pushing Tess, praying for u garl. Yup really been a great encouragement to me since l started interacting with ur videos 5months ago. Don't give up Tess. It will be well. Umetoka faaar, remember '..
Tess, there is a saying that goes, " The darkest part of the night is just before daybreak." YOUR VICTORY IS CLOSE! HOLD ON...PRAYERS UP!!!
Prayers up, always. Thank you 🙏
Good job girl don't worry everything will be okay
Girl you had me crying with those affirmations, and yes God will work it out! 🙏🏽 keep going, don’t give up 💓
Thank you 🙏
Buckle up your seat belt and push through Tess, another chapter in your book. Stepping stone to your God given destiny, you will get through this(take it fro a migrant single mom). God did it for me and my kids and i know He will do it for you. Stay positive you have got your health & strength and dnt forget " the darkest time of the night is just before dawn" ❤❤❤🌺🌺🌺🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
One thing I always say to help me when I'm tired of holding on/being strong - This too shall pass ❤
This too shall pass Tess.
This too shall pass Tess.
This too shall pass Tess.
This too shall pass Tess.
You'll come out on the other side.
You'll be able to rest and sleep soundly
You'll laugh again deeply
Just the same way winter can never last, this season too can't last.
It's temporary.
You're such a cute little girl❤
What an authentic beautiful vlog! 🎉
Keep on praying Tess, the storm is over now🙏God has done it and he will do it again. Just give all to Him
Sending you lot’s of love
🧡
Tess could you be going through the dark night of the soul or a spiritual awakening? Went through a season of losing for a year + after separating with my ex. I was losing and losing back to back to a point i was so tired i only craved peace of mind. I also used the F word a lot which so unlike me because that was just another level 😅
I am sending you so much love and grace. God is faithful and this too will pass even if it doesn't feel like it now ❤
Hi Tess be strong your welcome to visit me in upney,am living with my mum at the moment,I came to Uk an year ago could take you around barking and you can vlog. There is a wide kenyan community around.
Goodness gracious 🙏 may you have peace of mind which you need so badly.may Almighty God create a way for you
Tess, don't give up.... One day you will look back and see it was worth it ❤
I feel your pain ma'am am sure just believe and have faith in our almighty God every one has his or her time your Time Will come just believe it will come to pass. I cancel the spirit of killing yourself in Jesus name I pray give All your worries to God I love you sis much love ❤️ from Namibia 🇳🇦🇳🇦🇳🇦🇳🇦🇳🇦🇳🇦🇳🇦🇳🇦🇳🇦🇳🇦🇳🇦🇳🇦❤❤❤
Of all the stories I have heard from different Kenyans living abroad USA🇺🇲🇺🇲🇺🇲🇺🇲🇺🇲 is the best.Absolutely.
Really, how so?
Hahaha! Those are stories. In the USA you don't get any government benefit or assistance. You work for everything from zero.
Please i beg that language is for people with limited vocabulary.
And you wsnt people to subscribe to this😂😂😂😂
I know am older than you but Aki I look at you and I adore you. I feel like you are the other outspoken version of me .
I just keep all inside.
I loved this
It's going to be okay hugs girl
You will be okay my ❤
We are here for you
Tough times are temporary; better days will come. You're stronger than you realize.🤗
I pray that you fine a new apartment where you will have peace and quiet don't give up my sister god will fix all your troubles
Tess, don't worry things will be fine
❤ you can do it sis...🎉
I know the feeling back to back battles and defeat. Its exhausting.
Tess, please dont take your life ooooo
Just imagine the pains you would put your family members into back in Kenya.
Look at these challenges as part of life and overcoming them would make you stronger. I really feel for you that you are going through all these at your age.
Wake up, put your head up high & you will succeed at the end.
One love ❤ 😍 💖
Keep going Tess, someday things will work out. Meanwhile hang in there. May God send you an 'angel' guarantor
Thank you and a big amen 🙏
Hugs 🫂 love: curse as much as you want jeez if you feel this is your safe space do it : i hope all works out for you ❤ i wish you could meet up with Zack Daniel she is based in London and she has recently gone through the same ish as you maybe you can hang out or just have a friend to talk too
This is actually the second time someone has suggested Zack Daniels. I will look into her.
Holding you in prayers for divine favour. Chin up Gal it’s darkest before dawn🙏❤️.
Do you know that you are there for a reason. Gal things don’t just happen 🙏.
Hey Tess,
I have a nice quiet room in London?
Tess, come back home,
Tess these ones will come to be your testimony one day.