As you all know, the past few months have been extremely difficult for me. My Family and I have been going through a very intense period in our lives and we nearly lost everything due to the house fire. BUT, we didn’t lose our lives. We are all still here and I am thankful that I get to see another day with my loved ones and every single one of you. I love you all so much with all of my heart. I can ramble on and on about how grateful I am for you...so I will stop right here hahaha. Enjoy the song my beautiful souls. From the deepest and most vulnerable part of my heart, to you. ♥️ imsadandhappy :(:
this song helped me out a lot man. i was about to do something really stupid before i got this notification. I listened to the song and ive decided to go back and get help. Keep up the good work man. I love you 🖤 #forever #imhappyandsad
Jeffery Huante stay strong man. ik how it feels to be the darkest place, damn it terrible... been like I am now since 9yrs old(almost 18), it got worse when I hit 13, been fighting close to 5 years, I'm so fucking happy an blessed I didn't let my self continue to do anything bad. #StayStrong
You can always replace things but you cannot loved ones and friends thank God everyone is ok God Bless you all im so sorry for the things y'all lost in the fire especially the sentimental things but least y'all are all together and not hurt i had a friend that lost his dad in a fire so i know how it is but god bless you and your family jayteks
Albert Carvajal no I used to think that but honestly #JAYTEKZ since day one has put his all in his lyrics he constantly post videos of meeting fans #PHORA lyrics all sound the same recycled
We love you so much Jay ❤️. Keep that in mind, we are all glad you’re still here with us and you didn’t decide to take your life away. People care so much!! I’m glad you thought about your family and everyone else around you that truly care!! We love you ❤️
5 years ago is crazy, this song is one song i can come back and look on, so much has changed, i wanna be alive now, i found God, and everything is amazing thank you Jay for genuinely helping save me.
I feel this song!!!! I was going thru a dark time... there was one night I was walking home late one night an I just wanted to thru myself of the bridge I was on I was so close to doing it but fought that feeling an ran across the bridge with my eyes closed when I was 23 I met my boyfriend he started to bring life back into my life he brought love into my heart an in my soul soon after I found out we were gonna be expecting a baby girl an I know longer felt the way I used too... I never thought I was ever gonna see the light of day until those two blessings came into my life an I thank God everyday for not letting me give up on getting to end of that dark ass tunnel I was lost in!!!!! I can relate to how people feel in that dark place but I can no longer feel that feeling I can only say it’s a feeling I pray to God that I never go thru again!!!! An no one should ever go thru that or think the things they do while being in that dark tunnel!!!!! I pray everyone finds there way out of that dark tunnel cause there is a light at the end of it even if you feel like there isn’t there is just keep fighting keep pushing you’ll make it out!!!!!!!!!
Remember, never change yourself unless you truly know, deep down, that it's for the better. I just wanted to personally thank you for staying in this life, throughout your hardships, and pulling through despite of it. You helped many others pull through THEIR own personal hardships and/or struggles in doing so as well. #JayteKz
Jaytekz my homie, I can’t wait to start hearing about blessings and good times in life and all your pain finally goes away! You deserve it my homie! I’ve been rockin with you since day 1 ! Can’t wait to hear some positive songs from you G! Still love this one to tho I’m just sayin
Jaytekz this one was really needed. I just turned 18 and I came to conclusion that I'm not letting go. My son needs me and I need me the most. I love you ❤
I feel, im 19 bout to have my first in 5 months. It's not bout me anymore gotta make sure i get my baby is 100% okay and living the best life he can ❤️❤️ stay strong
I got 5 kids every now and then i feel down cus i feel like i havent done my best but there smiles amd hugs tell me otherwise and thats what keeps me pushing dont get me wrong i break down in tears when im by myself so i won't have to show my kids and family. I just know i cant and won't give up. Keep your head up brighter days are always around the corner.
Always have faith never give up ive been down many times and listening to jaytekz he makes my day hes like my brother and ive been supporting you since day one
Keep your head up #JAYTEKZ there are better days.. there are cold days yes.. but there is so many blessings in disguise if you truly Open up your eyes and heart ❤️ which I know you do each and every day keep up the fight jaytekz you have inspired me to keep writing poetry and helping others
Man you brought me though the deepest times of my life I use to be heartless and ruthless kicking in doors n gunning and plugin I watch so much of my family struggle I grow to believe I'd rather change my ways and become a family people and people continue to lie
Ive been following you a few years now and just wanna say this is one of your best songs yet man. Could feel every second of it and the emotion that went into it. Truly amazing, always keep making music and growing. Thank you for everything you've done to help me.❤
I don't think this song could have dropped a better time...... im 24 as well and i've been going through so much the passed many years now. This songs saving my fucking life right now. I cried . not gunna lie........
Jaytekz I just wanna say thank you for holding on cos you holding on made me hold on . I even started writing and that writing was me venting . Was stuck in depression and all cos of you im on my feet again . Today I'm motivating people around me day by day and it's such a blessing . I'll forever be thankful to you ❤❤
Im not looking for likes and im not looking for people to feel sorry for me but ive battled with depression since the age of 8 and ive tried to take my life on multiple occasions. I still have battles every now and then because its not something that just goes aways instead you simply learn to live with it but when I heard this bro.. i broke down in my car man this. This is powerful and its one of if not the best song you have ever written. Thank you.
24-years old, what a blessing And to be honest, I'd ain't think that I'd be alive All these years I would suffer from depression And many nights, I would contemplate my suicide I was hiding so much pain and resentment To see my tears, you would really have to scrutinize But, it's time for me to tell you my confession And it's time for me to heal cause I'm bruised inside 23 was my last year, I was certain I was bound to take my life away I swear to god I saw my last day so damn clear I thought that I'd would never get to see the light of day I was hanging by a thread And every single breath was a moment I would tread All while I was breathing, I still felt like I was dead Wishing that my eyes would remain sealed when I slept. (goodbye) I was searching for a exit sign On the waiting list for death, I was next in line Sick and tired of my life, I was ending mine And no longer could I fight for my peace of mind But I thought about my family Thought about my future and the blessings that it can bring So I held on to faith I prayed every night that one day I would be safe Cross my heart and hope that I would live another day And if I fall, will you pick me up when I'm stuck in rain? Oh, can I count on you to guide me when I'm lost inside? Oh, can I count on you to find me through my darkest nights? Oh I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I I don't know If could take this I don't know If I can have enough patience Oh, why, why, why Why do I feel this way? Put a guard on my heart and it still breaks No matter what you're going through Hold tight and don't you dare let go Keep in mind, when you're down it's not only you People go through it all around the globe So, don't be afraid Promise you everything will be okay Keep your head up and the sun's gonna shine You'll gain all the happiness you can find I couldn't bare to see my mother's face If she had to put her son underneath a grave Couldn't fathom how would my brother would be tryna cope If I never said goodbye and left without a trace Couldn't picture how my uncle would receive the news Being dead, I'm one of two from the kids he raised Couldn't picture all the pain inside my funeral As I lay silent, crossing into heaven's gates But, I'm still here and I ain't going nowhere Visions of my future were so blurry, now it's so clear Imma face the trails of my life and live with no fear Imma be the best that I can be for those I hold dear And if you're going through the same thing I guarantee that you and I share the same dream To be free from the burdens of your misery Just have faith and one day this will be history Cross my heart and hope that I would live another day And if I fall, will you pick me up when I'm stuck in rain? Oh, can I count on you to guide me when I'm lost inside? Oh, can I count on you to find me through my darkest nights? Oh I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I I don't know If could take this I don't know If I can have enough patience Oh, why, why, why Why do I feel this way? Put a guard on my heart and it still breaks :)
18 yrs old was my last day due to losing my brother but after finding artists like you. I found a way keep on going just in memory of my brother, for my family. This song hit me home hard i know who my best friends and family are due to everything i went through and i will never forget my brother this vid reminds me of my brother and silly stuff we used to do too.. R.I.P. scott aka Time Shock ill see you one day again... ( P.S. thank you for this song and thank you for the idea of a memory video to my brother)
Lyrics Here! : --- [Verse 1: JayteKz] 24-years old, what a blessing And to be honest, I'd ain't think that I'd be alive All these years I would suffer from depression And many nights, I would contemplate my suicide I was hiding so much pain and resentment To see my tears, you would really have to scrutinize But, it's time for me to tell you my confession And it's time for me to heal cause I'm bruised inside 23 was my last year, I was certain I was bound to take my life away I swear to god I saw my last day so damn clear I thought that I'd would never get to see the light of day I was hanging by a thread And every single breath was a moment I would tread All while I was breathing, I still felt like I was dead Wishing that my eyes would remain sealed when I slept. (goodbye) I was searching for a exit sign On the waiting list for death, I was next in line Sick and tired of my life, I was ending mine And no longer could I fight for my peace of mind But I thought about my family Thought about my future and the blessings that it can bring So I held on to faith I prayed every night that one day I would be safe [Chorus: JayteKz] (x2) Cross my heart and hope that I would live another day And if i fall, will you pick me up when I'm stuck in rain? Oh, can I count on you to guide me when I'm lost inside? Oh, can I count on you to find me through my darkest nights? Oh I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I I don't know If could take this I don't know If I can have enough patience Oh, why, why, why Why do I feel this way? Put a guard on my heart and it still breaks [Bridge: JayteKz] No matter what you're going through Hold tight and don't you dare let go Keep in mind, when you're down it's not only you People go through it all around the globe So, don't be afraid Promise you everything will be okay Keep your head up and the sun's gonna shine You'll gain all the happiness you can find [Verse 2: JayteKz] I couldn't bare to see my mother's face If she had to put her son underneath a grave Couldn't fathom how would my brother would be tryna cope If I never said goodbye and left without a trace Couldn't picture how my uncle would receive the news Being dead, I'm one of two from the kids he raised Couldn't picture all the pain inside my funeral As I lay silent, crossing into heaven's gates But, I'm still here and I ain't going nowhere Visions of my future were so blurry, now it's so clear Imma face the trails of my life and live with no fear Imma be the best that I can be for those I hold dear And if you're going through the same thing I guarantee that you and I share the same dream To be free from the burdens of your misery Just have faith and one day this will be history [Chorus: JayteKz] Cross my heart and hope that I would live another day And if i fall, will you pick me up when I'm stuck in rain? Oh, can I count on you to guide me when I'm lost inside? Oh, can I count on you to find me through my darkest nights? Oh I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I I don't know If could take this I don't know If I can have enough patience Oh, why, why, why Why do I feel this way? Put a guard on my heart and it still breaks
At 24 youve came a long way ..I suffer from severe depression , anxiety , and ptsd .But somehow we still have strength inside us and fight ..family brings us faith ..your doing great with your music its great to someone I can really relate too
I can't tell you how much I can relate to your lyrics... maybe one day I'll be able to meet you and go to one of your concerts and tell you how you saved me from so many nights of pain. From a human being to another, I love you jaytekz. Bless your soul ❤
@jayteKz bro honestly youve came a long way , thank you for your music , you truly truly motivated me to keep going in life and that im not the only one suffering from bs thank you#100
knowing that you were so deep inside depression and ready to give up everyday but something told you, something specific something important told you to not give up, you were meant to be here I am so happy that you are happy and ready to live the happiest life you can live, all love over here, been listening to your music since day one love you jay
Just know your music is apart of why im still breathing . I listened to this song . So many times . Much love brother ❤️ . I doubt you will even see this . I just hope you see it one day
I relate to this so much. In life we will go thru some difficult times but we can’t give up. We have to continue to fight even when we feel defeated. We all have a purpose in life...
This helps me get though the brake up with my ex and just being the best dad I can be. thank you for helping me getting though the tough times keep this music going 👍👍👍
U got tears fallen from my eyes u shocked me when I lesten to this today god be with u .hold ur head held high they allwYs a a better future to hold never fold stay strong and live long 💯❤️💙
Hey jay I’m you biggest Fan we share the same Dream in every word you said in your song is what I’m going through thank you for everything if it wasn’t for your songs I would be dead rn man 🙏🙏🙏🙏💯💯💯💯 I really hope u could put the beat out to everyone so we could rap on how we feel your a Good person jay keep 💯 I wish I could get a reply from you man that would make my day 😢😃 we’ll have a nice day bro god bless
Cross My Heart - JayteKz [Verse 1: JayteKz]: 24-years old, what a blessing And to be honest, I’d ain’t think that I’d be alive All these years I would suffer from depression And many nights, I would contemplate my suicide I was hiding so much pain and resentment To see my tears, you would really have to scrutinize But, it’s time for me to tell you my confession And it’s time for me to heal cause I’m bruised inside 23 was my last year, I was certain I was bound to take my life away I swear to god I saw my last day so damn clear I thought that I would never get to see the light of day I was hanging by a thread And every single breath was a moment I would tread All while I was breathing, I still felt like I was dead Wishing that my eyes would remain sealed when I slept. (goodbye) I was searching for a exit sign On the waiting list for death, I was next in line Sick and tired of my life, I was ending mine And no longer could I fight for my peace of mind But I thought about my family Thought about my future and the blessings that it can bring So I held on to faith I prayed every night that one day I would be safe [Chorus: JayteKz] (x2) Cross my heart and hope that I would live another day And if i fall, will you pick me up when I’m stuck in rain? Oh, can I count on you to guide me when I’m lost inside? Oh, can I count on you to find me through my darkest nights? Oh I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I I don’t know If could take this I don’t know If I can have enough patience Oh, why, why, why Why do I feel this way? Put a guard on my heart and it still breaks [Bridge: JayteKz]: No matter what you’re going through Hold tight and don’t you dare let go Keep in mind, when you’re down it’s not only you People go through it all around the globe So, don’t be afraid Promise you everything will be okay Keep your head up and the sun’s gonna shine You’ll gain all the happiness you can find [Verse 2: JayteKz]: I couldn’t bare to see my mother’s face If she had to put her son underneath a grave Couldn’t fathom how would my brother would be tryna cope If I never said goodbye and left without a trace Couldn’t picture how my uncle would receive the news Being dead, I’m one of two from the kids he raised Couldn’t picture all the pain inside my funeral As I lay silent, crossing into heaven’s gates But, I’m still here and I ain’t going nowhere Visions of my future were so blurry, now it’s so clear Imma face the trails of my life and live with no fear Imma be the best that I can be for those I hold dear And if you’re going through the same thing I guarantee that you and I share the same dream To be free from the burdens of your misery Just have faith and one day this will be history [Chorus: JayteKz]: Cross my heart and hope that I would live another day And if i fall, will you pick me up when I’m stuck in rain? Oh, can I count on you to guide me when I’m lost inside? Oh, can I count on you to find me through my darkest nights? Oh I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I I don’t know If could take this I don’t know If I can have enough patience Oh, why, why, why Why do I feel this way? Put a guard on my heart and it still breaks
I keep hearing #jaytekz please collaborate with #phora.. I don’t think they should jaytekz lyrics stay on point #phora lyrics are starting to sound the same just barz reworded
I am 33 years old. I lost my mother when I was 17 when she died in my arms. This past year my father died unexpectedly. I know I'm young to have both parents gone and I struggled with depression and still do. I relate to the song Because I had the same thoughts but there is light at the end of the tunnel you really do have to hold on. I couldn't imagine leaving my beautiful 11 year old daughter behind. I know she will be okay and she needs her mom and I have found a new light. Thank you for the song a lot of us can relate you are helping more people than what you realize.
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As you all know, the past few months have been extremely difficult for me. My Family and I have been going through a very intense period in our lives and we nearly lost everything due to the house fire. BUT, we didn’t lose our lives. We are all still here and I am thankful that I get to see another day with my loved ones and every single one of you. I love you all so much with all of my heart. I can ramble on and on about how grateful I am for you...so I will stop right here hahaha. Enjoy the song my beautiful souls. From the deepest and most vulnerable part of my heart, to you. ♥️
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JayteKz your music inspires me thx you so much for your music
Stay strong man, never give up bro. your music helps alot of fans an inspires them ❤️🔥
this song helped me out a lot man. i was about to do something really stupid before i got this notification. I listened to the song and ive decided to go back and get help. Keep up the good work man. I love you 🖤 #forever #imhappyandsad
Jeffery Huante stay strong man. ik how it feels to be the darkest place, damn it terrible... been like I am now since 9yrs old(almost 18), it got worse when I hit 13, been fighting close to 5 years, I'm so fucking happy an blessed I didn't let my self continue to do anything bad. #StayStrong
You can always replace things but you cannot loved ones and friends thank God everyone is ok God Bless you all im so sorry for the things y'all lost in the fire especially the sentimental things but least y'all are all together and not hurt i had a friend that lost his dad in a fire so i know how it is but god bless you and your family jayteks
A collab with you and Phora is all we ask for 🙏🙏🙏 keep striving!
Yassssss ive been saying this for weeks
And I've been saying this for months! Lol
Shit would be legendary
Albert Carvajal no I used to think that but honestly #JAYTEKZ since day one has put his all in his lyrics he constantly post videos of meeting fans #PHORA lyrics all sound the same recycled
Omg Yess😞😩
We love you so much Jay ❤️. Keep that in mind, we are all glad you’re still here with us and you didn’t decide to take your life away. People care so much!! I’m glad you thought about your family and everyone else around you that truly care!! We love you ❤️
Real talk
5 years ago is crazy, this song is one song i can come back and look on, so much has changed, i wanna be alive now, i found God, and everything is amazing thank you Jay for genuinely helping save me.
"It's time for me to heal cause I'm bruised inside." 😭😢💔
Yet another comment I come across the second the artist starts to say those exact words XD
Beautiful song❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Finally 😭❤️ Super grateful for your music .. ❤️
@@ciscogarcia7556 smoothhhhh
Lol
@@lilbenz. hey Benz!!!!!!!!!
@@lilbenz. I love your music!!!! 😩
Romeo Salinas id love to to a song with jay
Broken people have the most beautiful smiles....that light up the darkest of places
This song is beautiful
I feel this song!!!! I was going thru a dark time... there was one night I was walking home late one night an I just wanted to thru myself of the bridge I was on I was so close to doing it but fought that feeling an ran across the bridge with my eyes closed when I was 23 I met my boyfriend he started to bring life back into my life he brought love into my heart an in my soul soon after I found out we were gonna be expecting a baby girl an I know longer felt the way I used too... I never thought I was ever gonna see the light of day until those two blessings came into my life an I thank God everyday for not letting me give up on getting to end of that dark ass tunnel I was lost in!!!!! I can relate to how people feel in that dark place but I can no longer feel that feeling I can only say it’s a feeling I pray to God that I never go thru again!!!! An no one should ever go thru that or think the things they do while being in that dark tunnel!!!!! I pray everyone finds there way out of that dark tunnel cause there is a light at the end of it even if you feel like there isn’t there is just keep fighting keep pushing you’ll make it out!!!!!!!!!
I would absolutely love to work with this man one day. Much love and keep spreading positivity, brother ✊
Jay 1:40
Good luck with ur music bro
Same dewd
@@l0g1c77 WHy would you say that to someone?
Good luck
This is why music has been the greatest thing, Since day 1.
Remember, never change yourself unless you truly know, deep down, that it's for the better. I just wanted to personally thank you for staying in this life, throughout your hardships, and pulling through despite of it. You helped many others pull through THEIR own personal hardships and/or struggles in doing so as well.
#JayteKz
I've never thought I'd say this but your like an angel saving people. 🙏🙏🙏
Such a dope song
His music is the light at the end of this dark tunnel. ❤️
Jaytekz my homie, I can’t wait to start hearing about blessings and good times in life and all your pain finally goes away! You deserve it my homie! I’ve been rockin with you since day 1 ! Can’t wait to hear some positive songs from you G! Still love this one to tho I’m just sayin
Beautiful soul.. God calls on us to help other people
Jaytekz this one was really needed. I just turned 18 and I came to conclusion that I'm not letting go. My son needs me and I need me the most. I love you ❤
Dam you're pull out game weak 😥 stay strong
Congrats on having a son and stay strong dark times come but always will a light at the end of every darkness will be outshined by the light
I have a 3 year old son.. I feel you i keep going for him
I feel, im 19 bout to have my first in 5 months. It's not bout me anymore gotta make sure i get my baby is 100% okay and living the best life he can ❤️❤️ stay strong
I got 5 kids every now and then i feel down cus i feel like i havent done my best but there smiles amd hugs tell me otherwise and thats what keeps me pushing dont get me wrong i break down in tears when im by myself so i won't have to show my kids and family. I just know i cant and won't give up. Keep your head up brighter days are always around the corner.
What a victory song, you can hear the passion rather then the pain. Just like in this song "what a blessing"
Always have faith never give up ive been down many times and listening to jaytekz he makes my day hes like my brother and ive been supporting you since day one
Wow that's touching Jay I cried a little on the inside but then I know you have been blessed by the blood of Jesus
Another 🔥🔥 before 2018 is over. We'll still be here with you in 2019 👍💯💯
No matter how much shit you through I promise you that you'll be okay, because you're stronger than the pain you carry
Keep your head up #JAYTEKZ there are better days.. there are cold days yes.. but there is so many blessings in disguise if you truly Open up your eyes and heart ❤️ which I know you do each and every day keep up the fight jaytekz you have inspired me to keep writing poetry and helping others
I'm in tears. 😭😭 & I'm not sure if it's from how beautiful this song is or how much this hits home. 💔💙
I am grateful for ur musix it has helped me thru my struggles❤🔥🔥🔥❗❗❗❗
It helps me to
Facts
lies.. all of the words that exit your fucking mouth are all lies you have no struggles.. :)
Anyone else have their heart full and heavy when they listen to jaytekz. i wanna meet him one day i think id cry hes such a precious person to me .❤️
Perhaps one of your best, brother. Love🖤 u!
Miggy G thank you so much!!! Love you too!!! ♥️
😭😢 this one made me cry
GOD BLESS
The beginning of the song is the deepest
Every song you release it automatically goes on my playlist. Even before I listen to it
Your music is awesome! :)
Amazing.. God bless you. ❤️
Man you brought me though the deepest times of my life I use to be heartless and ruthless kicking in doors n gunning and plugin I watch so much of my family struggle I grow to believe I'd rather change my ways and become a family people and people continue to lie
This is that one right here man. Song from the heart about what your going through. 🙏🙏
Ive been following you a few years now and just wanna say this is one of your best songs yet man. Could feel every second of it and the emotion that went into it. Truly amazing, always keep making music and growing. Thank you for everything you've done to help me.❤
Your words really resonate with me bro. God got us.
I don't think this song could have dropped a better time...... im 24 as well and i've been going through so much the passed many years now. This songs saving my fucking life right now. I cried . not gunna lie........
I'm 21. It was really weird man. I deal with sevier depression. Idk how to explain but I did fell my time was close but then this song was uploaded. 😭
@@jamesdexter2597 right on.
Keep ya head up guys. Never give up.
@@jamesdexter2597 Hey ,, How are you doing man, Are you still around.....??
@@SpexMusic Hey dude, long time. Still here at 25 👍. How are things on your side?
Your pains might not be the same but I'm sure you two can find it in your Vibes to mix together 💛
Jaytekz I just wanna say thank you for holding on cos you holding on made me hold on . I even started writing and that writing was me venting . Was stuck in depression and all cos of you im on my feet again . Today I'm motivating people around me day by day and it's such a blessing . I'll forever be thankful to you ❤❤
Your song is so beautiful keep your head up walk by faith not by sight the lord is with you this season will pass this is just a temporary storm 🙏🙏🙏🙏
I always look forward to your music, your music has helped me so much keep up the good work!
This song makes my eyes water. We stand together. We stand strong. ❤ i fken love all yall. ❤
Im not looking for likes and im not looking for people to feel sorry for me but ive battled with depression since the age of 8 and ive tried to take my life on multiple occasions. I still have battles every now and then because its not something that just goes aways instead you simply learn to live with it but when I heard this bro.. i broke down in my car man this. This is powerful and its one of if not the best song you have ever written. Thank you.
P Vlogz pi hope you defeat these demons brother, you can achieve great things, god gives his battle to his strongest soldiers ❤️
Damn that's gay brother
Wanna talk
I don't even know you but it breaks my heart to see you and you're family struggling. You got this💙
Worth every second I waited for this. I love this so much, thanks!
oh man I'm so glad you got your life on track. you always make people feel better and you deserve to feel better too.
24-years old, what a blessing
And to be honest, I'd ain't think that I'd be alive
All these years I would suffer from depression
And many nights, I would contemplate my suicide
I was hiding so much pain and resentment
To see my tears, you would really have to scrutinize
But, it's time for me to tell you my confession
And it's time for me to heal cause I'm bruised inside
23 was my last year, I was certain I was bound to take my life away
I swear to god I saw my last day so damn clear
I thought that I'd would never get to see the light of day
I was hanging by a thread
And every single breath was a moment I would tread
All while I was breathing, I still felt like I was dead
Wishing that my eyes would remain sealed when I slept. (goodbye)
I was searching for a exit sign
On the waiting list for death, I was next in line
Sick and tired of my life, I was ending mine
And no longer could I fight for my peace of mind
But I thought about my family
Thought about my future and the blessings that it can bring
So I held on to faith
I prayed every night that one day I would be safe
Cross my heart and hope that I would live another day
And if I fall, will you pick me up when I'm stuck in rain?
Oh, can I count on you to guide me when I'm lost inside?
Oh, can I count on you to find me through my darkest nights?
Oh I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I
I don't know If could take this
I don't know If I can have enough patience
Oh, why, why, why
Why do I feel this way?
Put a guard on my heart and it still breaks
No matter what you're going through
Hold tight and don't you dare let go
Keep in mind, when you're down it's not only you
People go through it all around the globe
So, don't be afraid
Promise you everything will be okay
Keep your head up and the sun's gonna shine
You'll gain all the happiness you can find
I couldn't bare to see my mother's face
If she had to put her son underneath a grave
Couldn't fathom how would my brother would be tryna cope
If I never said goodbye and left without a trace
Couldn't picture how my uncle would receive the news
Being dead, I'm one of two from the kids he raised
Couldn't picture all the pain inside my funeral
As I lay silent, crossing into heaven's gates
But, I'm still here and I ain't going nowhere
Visions of my future were so blurry, now it's so clear
Imma face the trails of my life and live with no fear
Imma be the best that I can be for those I hold dear
And if you're going through the same thing
I guarantee that you and I share the same dream
To be free from the burdens of your misery
Just have faith and one day this will be history
Cross my heart and hope that I would live another day
And if I fall, will you pick me up when I'm stuck in rain?
Oh, can I count on you to guide me when I'm lost inside?
Oh, can I count on you to find me through my darkest nights?
Oh I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I
I don't know If could take this
I don't know If I can have enough patience
Oh, why, why, why
Why do I feel this way?
Put a guard on my heart and it still breaks
:)
I'm glad you fought for your life you are very talented, handsome, funny and a great soul God bless you 🙏 ❤
18 yrs old was my last day due to losing my brother but after finding artists like you. I found a way keep on going just in memory of my brother, for my family. This song hit me home hard i know who my best friends and family are due to everything i went through and i will never forget my brother this vid reminds me of my brother and silly stuff we used to do too.. R.I.P. scott aka Time Shock ill see you one day again... ( P.S. thank you for this song and thank you for the idea of a memory video to my brother)
Im going thru a lot no friends no family, i hold on tight to your music you get me thru everyday ✊
Lyrics Here! :
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[Verse 1: JayteKz]
24-years old, what a blessing
And to be honest, I'd ain't think that I'd be alive
All these years I would suffer from depression
And many nights, I would contemplate my suicide
I was hiding so much pain and resentment
To see my tears, you would really have to scrutinize
But, it's time for me to tell you my confession
And it's time for me to heal cause I'm bruised inside
23 was my last year, I was certain I was bound to take my life away
I swear to god I saw my last day so damn clear
I thought that I'd would never get to see the light of day
I was hanging by a thread
And every single breath was a moment I would tread
All while I was breathing, I still felt like I was dead
Wishing that my eyes would remain sealed when I slept. (goodbye)
I was searching for a exit sign
On the waiting list for death, I was next in line
Sick and tired of my life, I was ending mine
And no longer could I fight for my peace of mind
But I thought about my family
Thought about my future and the blessings that it can bring
So I held on to faith
I prayed every night that one day I would be safe
[Chorus: JayteKz] (x2)
Cross my heart and hope that I would live another day
And if i fall, will you pick me up when I'm stuck in rain?
Oh, can I count on you to guide me when I'm lost inside?
Oh, can I count on you to find me through my darkest nights?
Oh I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I
I don't know If could take this
I don't know If I can have enough patience
Oh, why, why, why
Why do I feel this way?
Put a guard on my heart and it still breaks
[Bridge: JayteKz]
No matter what you're going through
Hold tight and don't you dare let go
Keep in mind, when you're down it's not only you
People go through it all around the globe
So, don't be afraid
Promise you everything will be okay
Keep your head up and the sun's gonna shine
You'll gain all the happiness you can find
[Verse 2: JayteKz]
I couldn't bare to see my mother's face
If she had to put her son underneath a grave
Couldn't fathom how would my brother would be tryna cope
If I never said goodbye and left without a trace
Couldn't picture how my uncle would receive the news
Being dead, I'm one of two from the kids he raised
Couldn't picture all the pain inside my funeral
As I lay silent, crossing into heaven's gates
But, I'm still here and I ain't going nowhere
Visions of my future were so blurry, now it's so clear
Imma face the trails of my life and live with no fear
Imma be the best that I can be for those I hold dear
And if you're going through the same thing
I guarantee that you and I share the same dream
To be free from the burdens of your misery
Just have faith and one day this will be history
[Chorus: JayteKz]
Cross my heart and hope that I would live another day
And if i fall, will you pick me up when I'm stuck in rain?
Oh, can I count on you to guide me when I'm lost inside?
Oh, can I count on you to find me through my darkest nights?
Oh I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I
I don't know If could take this
I don't know If I can have enough patience
Oh, why, why, why
Why do I feel this way?
Put a guard on my heart and it still breaks
Thnx mate
Reading this normal is like..
Wow.
Your music has been helping me, getting through the loss of my baby sister whom we lost to suicide she was 14 yrs old 😢💔 I can relate to your lyrics.
23* ;)
So much love from Germany
Much love for you 💯✊
Almost 3years already!!! And i am still here listening to this masterpiece
AMAZING VIDEO!! CROSS MY HEART ♥️
At 24 youve came a long way ..I suffer from severe depression , anxiety , and ptsd .But somehow we still have strength inside us and fight ..family brings us faith ..your doing great with your music its great to someone I can really relate too
Love you and your music!
Love you fam!
I can't tell you how much I can relate to your lyrics... maybe one day I'll be able to meet you and go to one of your concerts and tell you how you saved me from so many nights of pain. From a human being to another, I love you jaytekz. Bless your soul ❤
You have inspired me #JAYTEKZ to keep writing my poetry and helping lifting others motivate them
Keep living keep surviving you will get throw it you have us and this is for all the people out there two we all love you 🙏🙏
WOAHHH, I ❤️ this ‼️
I just wanted to say that I am so HAPPY you are alive. I am thankful for your life. And God bless you.💓💕💓😄continue to be a blessing and be happy.
Man early finally! I’m glad you got pass that roadblock and are still here with us! Much love 🔥💕
You got me through tuff times when I was in my teens I was young and dumb love your music man now I'm 24
Look at where this video is compared to where “if I should” was so much changed, Big love homie❤️
You make me want to be so positive but I just want this pain to end.
Same
Love ur music I can relate so much to it
Your music truly saves me every time
@jayteKz bro honestly youve came a long way , thank you for your music , you truly truly motivated me to keep going in life and that im not the only one suffering from bs thank you#100
I swear no one knows what deep music is until they listen to your music 😪 deeper than X hands down
Waiting till midnight to put this on replay 👌
knowing that you were so deep inside depression and ready to give up everyday but something told you, something specific something important told you to not give up, you were meant to be here I am so happy that you are happy and ready to live the happiest life you can live, all love over here, been listening to your music since day one love you jay
Once again; grateful. Grateful for you as a person, not just Jayteks no I’m grateful for Joel Serrano. I love you and your work. #imsadandhappy
the beard and the song go hard🔥😂
skyler becker I swear he looks like thin DJ kalad
isaac miller DJ JAYTEKZ 😂
I love my dude but he straight up be lookin like that😂
you have me in tears in almost all your songs
*Finally* 💪
Just know your music is apart of why im still breathing . I listened to this song . So many times . Much love brother ❤️ . I doubt you will even see this . I just hope you see it one day
Jay is the best got a big heart
Heart*
I relate to this so much. In life we will go thru some difficult times but we can’t give up. We have to continue to fight even when we feel defeated. We all have a purpose in life...
Notification squad always 🔥🔥🔥 you are amazing! I can relate to this 😭
still bumping this to this day 🙏🙏
Finally💯💯🖤🥀
This helps me get though the brake up with my ex and just being the best dad I can be. thank you for helping me getting though the tough times keep this music going 👍👍👍
I LOVE YOU JOEL✨❤️✨
Love
I love you jayy! I'm kevinn from Twitter ❤
You helped me through my anxiety and depression 😢❤. Thank you and GOD BLESS YOU!!! 🙏🙏🙏
Good luks bruh
U got tears fallen from my eyes u shocked me when I lesten to this today god be with u .hold ur head held high they allwYs a a better future to hold never fold stay strong and live long 💯❤️💙
Hey jay I’m you biggest Fan we share the same Dream in every word you said in your song is what I’m going through thank you for everything if it wasn’t for your songs I would be dead rn man 🙏🙏🙏🙏💯💯💯💯 I really hope u could put the beat out to everyone so we could rap on how we feel your a Good person jay keep 💯 I wish I could get a reply from you man that would make my day 😢😃 we’ll have a nice day bro god bless
God I love your music your voice the words in your song are so close to home... Thank you for your music ❤❤
Damn looking cuter everyday 😂❣️but when r u dropping new merch I’m waiting 😬
Wen I'm at my lowest I will watch your videos and it will lift my spirits up
I love you bro no homo🖤🖤
Probably the best song of his yet.
Cross My Heart - JayteKz
[Verse 1: JayteKz]:
24-years old, what a blessing
And to be honest, I’d ain’t think that I’d be alive
All these years I would suffer from depression
And many nights, I would contemplate my suicide
I was hiding so much pain and resentment
To see my tears, you would really have to scrutinize
But, it’s time for me to tell you my confession
And it’s time for me to heal cause I’m bruised inside
23 was my last year, I was certain I was bound to take my life away
I swear to god I saw my last day so damn clear
I thought that I would never get to see the light of day
I was hanging by a thread
And every single breath was a moment I would tread
All while I was breathing, I still felt like I was dead
Wishing that my eyes would remain sealed when I slept. (goodbye)
I was searching for a exit sign
On the waiting list for death, I was next in line
Sick and tired of my life, I was ending mine
And no longer could I fight for my peace of mind
But I thought about my family
Thought about my future and the blessings that it can bring
So I held on to faith
I prayed every night that one day I would be safe
[Chorus: JayteKz] (x2)
Cross my heart and hope that I would live another day
And if i fall, will you pick me up when I’m stuck in rain?
Oh, can I count on you to guide me when I’m lost inside?
Oh, can I count on you to find me through my darkest nights?
Oh I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I
I don’t know If could take this
I don’t know If I can have enough patience
Oh, why, why, why
Why do I feel this way?
Put a guard on my heart and it still breaks
[Bridge: JayteKz]:
No matter what you’re going through
Hold tight and don’t you dare let go
Keep in mind, when you’re down it’s not only you
People go through it all around the globe
So, don’t be afraid
Promise you everything will be okay
Keep your head up and the sun’s gonna shine
You’ll gain all the happiness you can find
[Verse 2: JayteKz]:
I couldn’t bare to see my mother’s face
If she had to put her son underneath a grave
Couldn’t fathom how would my brother would be tryna cope
If I never said goodbye and left without a trace
Couldn’t picture how my uncle would receive the news
Being dead, I’m one of two from the kids he raised
Couldn’t picture all the pain inside my funeral
As I lay silent, crossing into heaven’s gates
But, I’m still here and I ain’t going nowhere
Visions of my future were so blurry, now it’s so clear
Imma face the trails of my life and live with no fear
Imma be the best that I can be for those I hold dear
And if you’re going through the same thing
I guarantee that you and I share the same dream
To be free from the burdens of your misery
Just have faith and one day this will be history
[Chorus: JayteKz]:
Cross my heart and hope that I would live another day
And if i fall, will you pick me up when I’m stuck in rain?
Oh, can I count on you to guide me when I’m lost inside?
Oh, can I count on you to find me through my darkest nights?
Oh I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I
I don’t know If could take this
I don’t know If I can have enough patience
Oh, why, why, why
Why do I feel this way?
Put a guard on my heart and it still breaks
My man
Is anyone else shocked he has changed so much!!! I’m so happy for him I even started to cry!!!💞💞💞
I keep hearing #jaytekz please collaborate with #phora.. I don’t think they should jaytekz lyrics stay on point #phora lyrics are starting to sound the same just barz reworded
I am 33 years old. I lost my mother when I was 17 when she died in my arms. This past year my father died unexpectedly. I know I'm young to have both parents gone and I struggled with depression and still do. I relate to the song Because I had the same thoughts but there is light at the end of the tunnel you really do have to hold on. I couldn't imagine leaving my beautiful 11 year old daughter behind. I know she will be okay and she needs her mom and I have found a new light. Thank you for the song a lot of us can relate you are helping more people than what you realize.
He should collab with phora so bad
I agree him and phora would be 🔥🔥