Well, here it is. I know subjects like this are extremely sensitive, but it’s the harsh reality of the world we live in. We are going to go through some fucked up, detrimental shit throughout our lives, because life is no fairy tale - But we will also persevere through every hardship life throws our way no matter what, because life is beautiful and we are worth it, regardless of whatever happens to us. For those of you who feel alone and are too afraid to speak up, I am here for you. I love you with all of my heart and I promise you that one day, you will heal. You are actually healing right now. Thank you all so much for accepting me for me and shedding so much light into my life. I adore you all so much, until my dying days. ♥️ imsadandhappy :(:
Thank you so much for this, I knew this song was going to be an emotional rollercoaster to listen to and it was, because I went through a similar experience; but mine happened when I was 21. I was raped by a family friend and it took 2 years for it to go to trail and then end result was the found him not guilty even though his DNA was found on me but apperantly it was my fault because I was to drunk and passed out to say no. Its a bullshit world we live in, it took a great deal for me to forgive him but I had to in order to help heal myself. Thank you for speaking out about this issue. Love you JayteKz #imsadandhappy:(:
Excuse I'm sorry I hate to get personal were you molested or were you talking about the girl and I've been listening to you since day one I'm sorry for asking I just wanted to ask because I'm confused
This world does not deserve a human being like you. I swear, your music is not only impactful but omnipotent, meaning your music is that powerful. You're the literal voice for the voiceless.
I’m pretty sure anyone who dislikes this, doesn’t understand the concept of the song or the meaning behind the song. It’s deep and it’s hurtful to so many people bc this happens to so many but jay really out here connecting wit people that have felt this 💔 I pray you and everyone going and who went through this find peace 💕
Wow this reminds me of my life when I was a kid and now im struggling with many issues of depression. Anxiety and ptsd and my self esteem and confidence due because of the rape that went on for 5 years as a kid. I really wish people dont have to go through that
alexis Gamino same I'm sooooooooo sorry for your past, but on the bright side the past doesn't define you. Your future is the chance to make what you want out of it. Your not a victim your a survivor, a fighter, and a warrior this is your chance to help other people go through the same things
The fact that I can relate to this song hurts my soul its always been things I locked into the furthest vault in my mind. Took me years to open up about it. It haunted me for so long. I no longer allow it to make me or break me. Jay you did amazing with your words. The video was great. Im in tears.
How did you get to where it doesn't break you anymore I'm I turn 37 this year and I'm falling apart mentally I met a woman finally that treats me right I got my troubles taken care of I have my family and mentally I'm slipping just alot of hate and anger lately
This song hurts my heart. I can feel all the emotion in it. I relate to much and it kinda hurts. If anyone is going through this or have gone through it I'm so sorry that you are experiencing or experienced this. Please stay strong I know its hard but you are beautiful and a wonderful person and do not deserve this treatment. If you have someone you can trust tell them. Speak up or it'll go on forever. I know you can get through it. I believe in you. You are NOT alone.
Thank you. I literally burst into tears after watching this, because well I relate, and I understand the feelings and emotions shown in the video, and it really just breaks my heart seeing something similar that happened to me, happen to someone else
I love your music .. has always spoken real words .. & after I lost my boyfriend 10 months ago I was ready to give up .. your music speaks to me 💯💯 my life is similar to your words ..
I lost my boyfriend 6 months ago as well. I hope your pain becomes less and I hope you receive many blessings this year. Ik it’s hard to keep going. I’m ready to give up too :( but aye I’m still here so 🤷🏻♀️
I feel your pain i lost my girlfriend a year ago and im still in pain from it but hey im hanging in sometimes I don't want to anymore but I got do it for my daughter just keep your head up high
You are the voice of millions of CHILDREN across the entire EARTH, this song brings so many tears to my eyes and I told myself I'd never cry for anything anymore in my life, I have tears running down my hands for that no more wasted tears
Listening to this balling my heart out. As a victim twice in my life. I just cant even begin to tell you how grateful I am for this song. Scarred the rest of my life and left to the vultures as a child. Thank you for this. 💔💔😭😭😭😭😭
monica saucedo 💙 you have a deep meaning to life I’m sorry you had to go through this you are more amazing than something happen to you ‼️ keep pushing and keep making it happen in life you’re a blessing you are loved 💙
@@6luedream303 thank you so much for that. It truly filled my heart. I pray people will see this as more than a song, but more of an empowering movement that will make people stronger in knowing they are not alone. Many of us broken and scarred. May it all be brought to light. God bless you for your words. ❤❤❤
@@rebeccamilton4744 thank you so much as well. For yall to have taken the time to lift me up only goes to show the power of Jaytekz' message. God bless you as well and may we all continue to lift each other up and be compassionate and soldiers of truth and justice.
@@msauce357 this song does really hit home but im glad someone did made one and see there are alot of us who been there im always looking for ward did fall couple times but nomore keep your spirits up we all need a good song
“Thought that it was weakness if I let myself become exposed. I never said a word always kept my pain silent..”💔😭 Your music has gotten me through a lot and I’m glad to see you grow and help other people the way you’ve helped me✊🏻💯🔥
I’m sorry JayteKz. I’m sorry you had to go through that suffering. I’m sorry your eyes where opened to a hideous side of the world at such a young age. I personally know how it feels and it sucks. I always blamed myself for what they did. Now I don’t anymore because when I look back I see a child of the age of 6 and then again at 9, not knowing what was happening... I’m sorry for anyone and everyone who ever went through this as well.
Never cried so much... so hard to see anybody go through this... I relate to this.. and it hurts... everyone needs to open up even though it won’t be easy but it will help!!!😕♥️ You truly did an amazing job here.. you always do... and im truly grateful for you and your music♥️♥️
Straight COURAGE and HONESTY. ABSOLUTELY AMAZING! I know my husband carries this BURDEN and TRAUMA as unfortunately many do. I Love the inspiring outcome, it's all perception although it's hard to see, until you get to the point you want to be free. LOVE LOVE LOVE!!! AMAZING, can't say it enough! Truly from the heart, wouldn't have it any other way. Keep doing what your doing. Believe me, it's working. AHHHHHHHHH
For anyone who relates to this song my heart hurts for you and I’m here for you ♥️🙏🏼 keep praying and keep moving forward, we serve a supernatural God always remember that.
My whole life I kept a secret, I never told a single soul Thought that it was weakness if I let myself become exposed I never said a word, always kept my pain silent But deep inside my heart and soul, I could hear the sirens Yeah, I could hear the sirens I was crying out for help within my own confinement Many years passed, and to this day I'm still reminded That I was betrayed by someone who I should confide in I was just a child And early on I was exposed to a world so vile Took my smile, took my innocence, and left me stranded In denial that this incident was just imagined But it wasn't I wished these words I speak were due to a lack of judgement It's hard for me to function when my past is still alive today I wish this was a dream, but it's not, I'm wide awake These memories might be the death of me I can't believe you took the rest of me But I forgive you for molesting me Just know you fucked me up and left a scar mentally... [Chorus:] Take my hands, don't let go The pain I hide won't let show Take my heart, set me free All these scars left me weak Take my hands, don't let go The pain I hide won't let show Take my heart, set me free All these scars left me weak I feel so weak Set me free Please set me free [Verse 2:] Can't you see you stole my childhood and left me traumatised? So much hate and self-destruction, like a bomb's inside No, I cannot lie, I often wanna die And if love is real, why is love so hard to find? (Why is love so hard to find?) Why is love so hard to find? Cause the only love I once knew caught me blind I was only nine when you chose to take advantage The temporary pleasure left me permanently damaged But regardless, I won't let your lifeless acts of cruelty turn me heartless I can promise you one day I'll rise I might be sinking now, but karma's gonna turn the tides Take a look into my eyes and don't forget this image Now take a deeper look inside and see what you've inflicted All the sorrow I've kept hidden here is now forbidden And I refuse to keep on suffering from your decisions And although I cannot erase these acts that you've committed I know my heart will surely mend through faith and be uplifted And I will smile again, go ahead and mark my words You see, a flower only blossoms if it grows through dirt Although it hurts, I must confront you and no longer run Although it hurts, I do forgive you for the things you've done I know my worth and I will search until I find the sun And let this story symbolise the way my life begun But my story is so far from over I closed that chapter in my life and finally gave it closure I said my story is so far from over I'm no longer looking back, I must keep moving forward... [Chorus:] Take my hands, don't let go The pain I hide won't let show Take my heart, set me free All these scars left me weak Take my hands, don't let go The pain I hide won't let show Take my heart, set me free All these scars left me weak I feel so weak Set me free Please set me free
I literally started crying, that’s hard to do for me. Once again your music has made me feel something real, I love your honesty about the darkness in life
🛑CHECK OUT MY MUSIC AND LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK?🛑‼️NEGATIVE AND POSITIVE COMMENTS WILL ONLY HELP ME GET BETTER‼️THANKS SO MUCH ✊🏼💯💯 I appreciate it ~CHICAGO
Man this is such a very personal song. I’m sorry about what you have been through Jay, but I am honestly very proud of you. Please know you are loved so much and you’re so strong. 🙌🏻😩
Jay - thank you for your strength and words. Forgiveness feels impossible but I did it over time. To all of them and then myself for not fighting harder. For lacking the courage to speak up... You're music is me. To my sister...I still love you!.. To the others... God will judge you worse than I..
glad people finally hearing you out man. you helped me out threw the dark a while back I was stuck in an unending loop of doing drugs bc I was broken but then I listen to what u was saying I your songs. and man you make it feel like it's all going be alright. thanks for that.
Got me cryin at 230 in the morning why you always gotta hit us with real shit homie your music never falls to have substance and meaning. your song if i should literally saved my life and stopped me from making a permanent mistake for a temporary problem. You may not realize how many lives your music has save but just remeber not all heros wear caps and you are one of mine. May god bless you broski
People always ask me what’s one of my wishes I would want to make happen... and I always say one of my biggest wishes is to meet jaytekz one day, as he has been the voice I most needed in my loneliest times, been the hand I needed to guide me through when I had no one else to, and been the one to help me keep fighting and stay strong. Been through many things, and just when I thought I couldn’t anymore I heard one of his songs back in 2015. And ever since then I’ve told myself I’m here for a reason and I’m going through what I’m going through for a reason .. it’ll get better, and honestly it didn’t get what you call better but it’s working out slowly and that’s what matters. I’m thankful for jaytekz, for wanting to make a change and actually making that change in my life.❤️
Thank u for everything u do bro u keep me going through my stuff thank u for everything it means a lot to me and everyone elss that deals with depression and mental health
The pain that can be felt through your music is truly amazing. You never cease to amaze me man. I can’t imagine going through what you have God has built you tough ❤️❤️
The beauty of your music speaks deep into my heart I am truly grateful for you & your music thank you for showing me that I am not alone you dont not understand how much your music has helped me get through my toughest days❤
I relate to this so much. It's like building a life ontop of my.fractured child foundations. I'm 30 now... hurt then and still hurts now. Keep up the good work jayteks. I need music like this to make me feel. X
Honestly I started crying. But your song never fail me I know I can always count on your music to make me feel good. I love knowing that your music has been there for me for a few years for now it has gotten me through some hard times. Thank you for everything jayketz
Wow I’m speechless I love that he can send this message through a song and jay is totally right it not spoken a lot about and that needs to change. I give your props and respect ✊
Here we go...:(: Edit: I am only at 1:32 and I can't imagine the pain you had to go through and still go through. I am so sorry you had to go through this. I hope you are doing good better now🙏🏼💕 Update: I don't understand how someone can do that at all! Especially to a nine year old! No matter what you think, you are strong and we are all standing right here supporting you. Love you💕❤️💕 :(:
Izabella Brooks 🛑CHECK OUT MY MUSIC AND LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK?🛑‼️NEGATIVE AND POSITIVE COMMENTS WILL ONLY HELP ME GET BETTER‼️THANKS SO MUCH ✊🏼💯💯 I appreciate it ~CHICAGO
Wow, I've found this song right when things feel like they are becoming more than I can handle. It's not the first time I have broken and given up, it won't be the last. This was raw
Sweetheart you're so much stronger than before and it shows in the courage you've shown putting your life on the front., Confronting those demons and finally being able too set free everything that was currupting your very soul , letting the burdens you've carried alone be lifted and set free. Is hard to do and only the strongest of us are able to, before suicide is the winner in our battle. Love you 💯, so proud of you!
Ive been waiting such a long time for this😭💕 i feel so connected to it, i personally went thro something like this now im dealing with depression anxiety and panic attacks. Jaytekz has helped me thro it all when im down or feel a panic attack coming i start listing to jaytekz so thank you man💕💕
@@shelbiiem4226 we all have away to help release that pain which is one of the reasons why i am a wrestler and a softball player. I hope you find away to release this pain
This song is so full of emotion and pain.I can hear it.I was a victim of rape too.I try not to think about it but I guess there is still some pain left from that
You seem to always speak the words my soul can't seem to find. It's like we live in the same mind. You made a beautiful song for beautiful people to enjoy 💙 thank you again Jay for being strong and guiding the blind threw there hardest times.
Very deep and personal. Definitely love it. You never fail to impress me. Your words are beyond touching. Your lyrics are relatable. You’re truly a great inspiration, not just to me but to many of us. 🖤
Damn this is a really deep song!! Those who dealing with depression suicide n other type of thoughts&pain keep y’all head up things will get better !!! Thanks jaytekz I needed this your songs helps me a lot threw my thoughts.. love you bro jaytekz!!!
Omfg this is the best song ever from you this song is helping me so much with my depression. Thank you so much for making this because this song is pretty much me but in your word once again thank you I am gonna send this to everyone that is in my list and love the song so much can't wait for the next one!!!!!.
@JayteKz I wanna take a moment out of my life to tell you thank you for what you do.. Life is hard in many ways over coming many things like addiction, family issues etc. But you are one person that can help heal, that can help address the real situations no one else talks about! Thank you for everything you do Love you JayteKz!❤🤟
I am so lost for words. I am terrified to speak and let alone tell my trauma. I sincerely just want a friend or anyone to listen who truly likes me for me I’m so close to the edge of breaking. I’m trying to hold back my tears to write this. I just want to be at peace. Thank you jaytekz your music and you have saved me so many times I can’t count. Keep up the amazing work! ❤🫶🏼
I can relate. I was very young when my Uncle did awful things to me. Then when I was a teenager, barely, my own brother tries to rape me. Many years of therapy & medicine has kept me alive. I have been a cutter since I was 12. My Mom was so cruel to me. I am sorry you had to go thru that pain! Love ya J! ❤❤🙏
I'm so sorry... I was 9 cousin and uncle.. mom hooked on pain meds and alcohol.. never around.. I wasn't a cutter I was a good cover up person who always had a smile but was dieing inside.. I made people laugh was they wouldn't ask me questions about my life and other things.. then it all started catching up to me.. bipolar disorder and depression and anxiety disorder and PTSD symptoms and suicide 3times...
Very strong person alot stronger than me..👍💪💪💪💪sorry for the pain you felt..i know a lot of people are trying to be nice and and everything, but the comments about the pain ?????????????? You and me sadly a lot of people on this comment blog have been through and we have felt what it is like to look the devil in the eye and wonder if were gonna make it today.... but please don't try.... if you have never walked in these boots over here.... I will leave it at that ... RESPECT, FEELINGS, DEEP METAL HEALTH
😥😞 I'm so sorry jay ❤️❤️❤️ you an me have so much in common this would of taken pure strength you release this ...made me cry ....how could owe childhoods be taken in such a crual way by the way people just think they can lay there hands on us ...that goes for anyone who has had to exsperience this ...my heart goes out to you all but exspescially you Jay ....ur one in a million an I love ur soul dearly as well as ur music ....hence y I share ur stuff on a daily on Twitter xxx may God bless yah 💖💖💖
I know you ain't gonna hear this but I felt you. Your lyrics speak to me on another level. I know that lonely feeling, difting out by yaself. Your lyrics speak how I feel, in a way I can't get out on my own. With out this there was no discribring it.. you're so blessed 🙏 you ain't even know it
You are saving me, your music allows me to grieve and understand my emotions ten times over, every one of your song has meaning and they’re beautiful. I love this. Thank you for it all, you’re saving my life
This is such an amazing video and has such a powerful message that I pray the whole world gets to soak in. You did an amazing job and Chosen One Films you're such a master of your craft.
Keep the good work, I love your music Jay, motivates me to live life even when we want to give up. No homo, but I love you jay, and I thank you and your music for helping me out.😭❤️🙏🏻
You music never lets anyone down! You get through to a lot of people with your unique way of expression. Your art shall live forever! Much love Joel!🔥✊🏽
My heart...💔🥺 Your music always speaks to me, because you always speak the truth and I ALWAYS can relate to the pain, Keep up the AMAZING work Jaytekz, keep doing you! Looooove! #4NEVER :(:
This song it very touching... But I love that you share this 😔❤. I dont want other people going through this. Edit: I can feel the pain... This didnt happen to me but I knew some that this happened to and it is fucked up that kids have to go through this and not tell people. We should take care of the kids cause you never know what is going to happen.😣😔
Sadly..i know this pain all to well, no matter what i do the pain just seems to never leave me alone. I try forget everything that ever happened but how could i erase the feeling of his hand on my skin, how could i erase the feeling of his breath on my neck late at night, how could i erase the long hours of the night and the memories with him. I see him almost everyday and everyday i fear he will come for me again, just like he did when i was 6,7,8,9,10,11,12.... the saddest part is i knew what he was doing was wrong but i never told anyone, he never threatened me with anything or anyone but i still didn't tell, simply because i didn't want to feel weak and be a reason for pity. But after listening to the lyrics and hearing the pain within his vocals , i some how felt free from him and got the feeling I'm not alone . i have so much more to write but so little time ...i just wanted to say thank you jaytekz, you helped me find a way to explain everything so clearly now . thank you
This is my sorry this was my brothers friends younger brother I was 8 he was 17 I didn’t know better. He said either me or my little sister and I chose myself to play his game and had bad feeling in my stomach and then it happened.. still hurts to this day but I won’t let it repeat in my children
these scars are going to stay ever since my beautiful friend left the place I work at i will never forget those times we had together she is so lovely and i loved her and will cry myself to sleep because of this when i think about alot and it puts me it alot of pain
I just wanna say please keep making music. I heard one of your songs years ago and I was struggling real bad. And listening to your music now hits me right in the heart. Your music could make a major difference to a lot of people.
Well, here it is. I know subjects like this are extremely sensitive, but it’s the harsh reality of the world we live in. We are going to go through some fucked up, detrimental shit throughout our lives, because life is no fairy tale - But we will also persevere through every hardship life throws our way no matter what, because life is beautiful and we are worth it, regardless of whatever happens to us. For those of you who feel alone and are too afraid to speak up, I am here for you. I love you with all of my heart and I promise you that one day, you will heal. You are actually healing right now. Thank you all so much for accepting me for me and shedding so much light into my life. I adore you all so much, until my dying days. ♥️
imsadandhappy :(:
Thank you so much for this, I knew this song was going to be an emotional rollercoaster to listen to and it was, because I went through a similar experience; but mine happened when I was 21. I was raped by a family friend and it took 2 years for it to go to trail and then end result was the found him not guilty even though his DNA was found on me but apperantly it was my fault because I was to drunk and passed out to say no. Its a bullshit world we live in, it took a great deal for me to forgive him but I had to in order to help heal myself. Thank you for speaking out about this issue. Love you JayteKz #imsadandhappy:(:
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Excuse I'm sorry I hate to get personal were you molested or were you talking about the girl and I've been listening to you since day one I'm sorry for asking I just wanted to ask because I'm confused
Me to the dot 😔
This guy saved my life when I was I wish I could talk to you in person
For anyone who can relate to this song, I’m so sorry, I don’t wish it on anybody🙁💔
I can damn this song is beyond amazing
@@temp28 me freaking too
Thomas Austin I can relate to broken the best
Temp same tho
@@jennifermartinez9191 Word though !!!broken ,scars deep skies and all the rest but this one just wow !!!
My brother ❤️❤️❤️
You n him kept me alive the last year. For real. Because of yous two's works. I'm not alone. Appreciation.
You guys need to make some songs together it would be dope
Sik world and jay together would be so amazing
Aye I got your hoodie
You both make real touching music! Dont stop doing what you love!
😢😢😢💔💔💔💔💔 “temporary pleasure left me permitly damaged” this hit me 😢😢
Same:(
Same😔
It's TRUE I have PTSD, anxiety, panic attacks, shortness of breath, I'm a schizo and complete alcoholic, that man fucked me up
Sorry you had to go through that.
@@davidbrown-yg9rjsoooooo sorry I feel that he fucked me up to 😢😭
Hope you enjoy what jay and I created!!!!! Love you all♥️♥️♥️🎥
ChosenOneFilms you did an amazing job
You guys killed it ! Love it
Was he molested or was he talking about the girl?
Thank you for this amazing song
I have now words. I can imagine the pain that went into this video and how the actors felt🙏🏼💕🔥
I just turned 21 today. Your music has truly saved me, it made me feel like I wasn’t alone. Thank you and thank u to everyone who believed in me
This world does not deserve a human being like you. I swear, your music is not only impactful but omnipotent, meaning your music is that powerful. You're the literal voice for the voiceless.
I’m pretty sure anyone who dislikes this, doesn’t understand the concept of the song or the meaning behind the song. It’s deep and it’s hurtful to so many people bc this happens to so many but jay really out here connecting wit people that have felt this 💔 I pray you and everyone going and who went through this find peace 💕
Wow this reminds me of my life when I was a kid and now im struggling with many issues of depression. Anxiety and ptsd and my self esteem and confidence due because of the rape that went on for 5 years as a kid. I really wish people dont have to go through that
If u need anything im here and u can add me on Snapchat @ “DontAskMeIt”
I know what your going throw .....I feel your pain ....I was rape by my cousin when I 9 ....
Same my moms ex molested me at 11 the hardest part of all was my mom didn’t believe me :(
alexis Gamino I’m so sorry that ever happened. Similar things happened to me. Keep strong.
alexis Gamino same I'm sooooooooo sorry for your past, but on the bright side the past doesn't define you. Your future is the chance to make what you want out of it. Your not a victim your a survivor, a fighter, and a warrior this is your chance to help other people go through the same things
The fact that I can relate to this song hurts my soul its always been things I locked into the furthest vault in my mind. Took me years to open up about it. It haunted me for so long. I no longer allow it to make me or break me. Jay you did amazing with your words. The video was great. Im in tears.
How did you get to where it doesn't break you anymore I'm I turn 37 this year and I'm falling apart mentally I met a woman finally that treats me right I got my troubles taken care of I have my family and mentally I'm slipping just alot of hate and anger lately
This song hurts my heart. I can feel all the emotion in it. I relate to much and it kinda hurts. If anyone is going through this or have gone through it I'm so sorry that you are experiencing or experienced this. Please stay strong I know its hard but you are beautiful and a wonderful person and do not deserve this treatment. If you have someone you can trust tell them. Speak up or it'll go on forever. I know you can get through it. I believe in you. You are NOT alone.
Thank you. I literally burst into tears after watching this, because well I relate, and I understand the feelings and emotions shown in the video, and it really just breaks my heart seeing something similar that happened to me, happen to someone else
Thank u So much i litterly started cryin cuz i Can relate to it
I love your music .. has always spoken real words .. & after I lost my boyfriend 10 months ago I was ready to give up .. your music speaks to me 💯💯 my life is similar to your words ..
I lost my boyfriend 6 months ago as well. I hope your pain becomes less and I hope you receive many blessings this year. Ik it’s hard to keep going. I’m ready to give up too :( but aye I’m still here so 🤷🏻♀️
I feel your pain i lost my girlfriend a year ago and im still in pain from it but hey im hanging in sometimes I don't want to anymore but I got do it for my daughter just keep your head up high
You are the voice of millions of CHILDREN across the entire EARTH, this song brings so many tears to my eyes and I told myself I'd never cry for anything anymore in my life, I have tears running down my hands for that no more wasted tears
"I wish this was a dream but I'm wide awake" 🙏
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Your "name" reminded me of this tune.
@@jonanderson4474 actually part of where i got my rap name ☺
Preach Boy check out Dreams Audio on my Chanel ✌️
Listening to this balling my heart out. As a victim twice in my life. I just cant even begin to tell you how grateful I am for this song. Scarred the rest of my life and left to the vultures as a child. Thank you for this. 💔💔😭😭😭😭😭
monica saucedo 💙 you have a deep meaning to life I’m sorry you had to go through this you are more amazing than something happen to you ‼️ keep pushing and keep making it happen in life you’re a blessing you are loved 💙
Amen same here. You're beautiful and worthy don't ever forget that queen 💙
@@6luedream303 thank you so much for that. It truly filled my heart. I pray people will see this as more than a song, but more of an empowering movement that will make people stronger in knowing they are not alone. Many of us broken and scarred. May it all be brought to light. God bless you for your words. ❤❤❤
@@rebeccamilton4744 thank you so much as well. For yall to have taken the time to lift me up only goes to show the power of Jaytekz' message. God bless you as well and may we all continue to lift each other up and be compassionate and soldiers of truth and justice.
@@msauce357 this song does really hit home but im glad someone did made one and see there are alot of us who been there im always looking for ward did fall couple times but nomore keep your spirits up we all need a good song
“Thought that it was weakness if I let myself become exposed. I never said a word always kept my pain silent..”💔😭
Your music has gotten me through a lot and I’m glad to see you grow and help other people the way you’ve helped me✊🏻💯🔥
I’m sorry JayteKz. I’m sorry you had to go through that suffering. I’m sorry your eyes where opened to a hideous side of the world at such a young age.
I personally know how it feels and it sucks. I always blamed myself for what they did. Now I don’t anymore because when I look back I see a child of the age of 6 and then again at 9, not knowing what was happening... I’m sorry for anyone and everyone who ever went through this as well.
Veronica Garcia check out Dreams Audio on my Chanel ✌️
Never cried so much... so hard to see anybody go through this... I relate to this.. and it hurts... everyone needs to open up even though it won’t be easy but it will help!!!😕♥️ You truly did an amazing job here.. you always do... and im truly grateful for you and your music♥️♥️
I’m crying. Your music is truly a blessing in this world
Forever A Bitch true ... he’s a great artist. check out Dreams Audio on my Chanel ✌️
Straight COURAGE and HONESTY. ABSOLUTELY AMAZING! I know my husband carries this BURDEN and TRAUMA as unfortunately many do. I Love the inspiring outcome, it's all perception although it's hard to see, until you get to the point you want to be free. LOVE LOVE LOVE!!! AMAZING, can't say it enough! Truly from the heart, wouldn't have it any other way. Keep doing what your doing. Believe me, it's working. AHHHHHHHHH
For anyone who relates to this song my heart hurts for you and I’m here for you ♥️🙏🏼 keep praying and keep moving forward, we serve a supernatural God always remember that.
My whole life I kept a secret, I never told a single soul
Thought that it was weakness if I let myself become exposed
I never said a word, always kept my pain silent
But deep inside my heart and soul, I could hear the sirens
Yeah, I could hear the sirens
I was crying out for help within my own confinement
Many years passed, and to this day I'm still reminded
That I was betrayed by someone who I should confide in
I was just a child
And early on I was exposed to a world so vile
Took my smile, took my innocence, and left me stranded
In denial that this incident was just imagined
But it wasn't
I wished these words I speak were due to a lack of judgement
It's hard for me to function when my past is still alive today
I wish this was a dream, but it's not, I'm wide awake
These memories might be the death of me
I can't believe you took the rest of me
But I forgive you for molesting me
Just know you fucked me up and left a scar mentally...
[Chorus:]
Take my hands, don't let go
The pain I hide won't let show
Take my heart, set me free
All these scars left me weak
Take my hands, don't let go
The pain I hide won't let show
Take my heart, set me free
All these scars left me weak
I feel so weak
Set me free
Please set me free
[Verse 2:]
Can't you see you stole my childhood and left me traumatised?
So much hate and self-destruction, like a bomb's inside
No, I cannot lie, I often wanna die
And if love is real, why is love so hard to find? (Why is love so hard to find?)
Why is love so hard to find?
Cause the only love I once knew caught me blind
I was only nine when you chose to take advantage
The temporary pleasure left me permanently damaged
But regardless, I won't let your lifeless acts of cruelty turn me heartless
I can promise you one day I'll rise
I might be sinking now, but karma's gonna turn the tides
Take a look into my eyes and don't forget this image
Now take a deeper look inside and see what you've inflicted
All the sorrow I've kept hidden here is now forbidden
And I refuse to keep on suffering from your decisions
And although I cannot erase these acts that you've committed
I know my heart will surely mend through faith and be uplifted
And I will smile again, go ahead and mark my words
You see, a flower only blossoms if it grows through dirt
Although it hurts, I must confront you and no longer run
Although it hurts, I do forgive you for the things you've done
I know my worth and I will search until I find the sun
And let this story symbolise the way my life begun
But my story is so far from over
I closed that chapter in my life and finally gave it closure
I said my story is so far from over
I'm no longer looking back, I must keep moving forward...
[Chorus:]
Take my hands, don't let go
The pain I hide won't let show
Take my heart, set me free
All these scars left me weak
Take my hands, don't let go
The pain I hide won't let show
Take my heart, set me free
All these scars left me weak
I feel so weak
Set me free
Please set me free
I did the same exact thing I was 9 years old too I waited well over 20 years before I told family and I was kicked out of my family
This is so freaking scary crazy that I went through the same situation to the tee
🦋❤️🩹Ditto❤️🩹🦋
I literally started crying, that’s hard to do for me. Once again your music has made me feel something real, I love your honesty about the darkness in life
Omg I waited all day for this song to be dropped
This song is fire. I almost can relate to it. But I can feel his pain tht he deals with
🛑CHECK OUT MY MUSIC AND LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK?🛑‼️NEGATIVE AND POSITIVE COMMENTS WILL ONLY HELP ME GET BETTER‼️THANKS SO MUCH ✊🏼💯💯 I appreciate it ~CHICAGO
Michael Smith check out Dreams Audio on my Chanel ✌️
Not surprised about the direction you've taken your music to. You've always been truly talented and your music never fails to speak to the heart.
Man this is such a very personal song. I’m sorry about what you have been through Jay, but I am honestly very proud of you. Please know you are loved so much and you’re so strong. 🙌🏻😩
YOU LITERALLY HAVE NO IDEA HOW HAPPY YOU MAKE ME
To be honest
yt jonalyn Done, Yes he’s a great artist,,, check out Dreams Audio on my Chanel ✌️
Jay - thank you for your strength and words. Forgiveness feels impossible but I did it over time. To all of them and then myself for not fighting harder. For lacking the courage to speak up... You're music is me.
To my sister...I still love you!..
To the others... God will judge you worse than I..
glad people finally hearing you out man. you helped me out threw the dark a while back I was stuck in an unending loop of doing drugs bc I was broken but then I listen to what u was saying I your songs. and man you make it feel like it's all going be alright. thanks for that.
Got me cryin at 230 in the morning why you always gotta hit us with real shit homie your music never falls to have substance and meaning. your song if i should literally saved my life and stopped me from making a permanent mistake for a temporary problem. You may not realize how many lives your music has save but just remeber not all heros wear caps and you are one of mine. May god bless you broski
That 2nd verse... Holly shiy bro. Chills down my spine every time.
People always ask me what’s one of my wishes I would want to make happen... and I always say one of my biggest wishes is to meet jaytekz one day, as he has been the voice I most needed in my loneliest times, been the hand I needed to guide me through when I had no one else to, and been the one to help me keep fighting and stay strong. Been through many things, and just when I thought I couldn’t anymore I heard one of his songs back in 2015. And ever since then I’ve told myself I’m here for a reason and I’m going through what I’m going through for a reason .. it’ll get better, and honestly it didn’t get what you call better but it’s working out slowly and that’s what matters. I’m thankful for jaytekz, for wanting to make a change and actually making that change in my life.❤️
From one survivor to another ❤️
Thank u for everything u do bro u keep me going through my stuff thank u for everything it means a lot to me and everyone elss that deals with depression and mental health
When I first heard this song I swear it hit DEEP.
The pain that can be felt through your music is truly amazing. You never cease to amaze me man. I can’t imagine going through what you have God has built you tough ❤️❤️
The beauty of your music speaks deep into my heart I am truly grateful for you & your music thank you for showing me that I am not alone you dont not understand how much your music has helped me get through my toughest days❤
It's so hard....n this is so true ......it LEFT a PERMANENT SCAR INSIDE ME😢😢😢😢😢💞💞💞
Joel, I can relate each and every word of this song.....we are the ones who end up paying while they live a happy life like nothing ever happened...
I relate to this so much. It's like building a life ontop of my.fractured child foundations. I'm 30 now... hurt then and still hurts now. Keep up the good work jayteks. I need music like this to make me feel. X
I just want to say, thanks man. I was molested by my older sibling so this song hit me hard but explained things in ways I could never word them
Hits close to home I known people that have gone threw this 🥺
I was 7 when I went to foster home. This reminds me of my childhood. Thank you for such outstanding music. Much love from the one above.💚💚💚
Honestly I started crying. But your song never fail me I know I can always count on your music to make me feel good. I love knowing that your music has been there for me for a few years for now it has gotten me through some hard times. Thank you for everything jayketz
This was absolutely powerful, speaking out for many, relating to all much love much love 🙏🏼❤
Wow I’m speechless I love that he can send this message through a song and jay is totally right it not spoken a lot about and that needs to change. I give your props and respect ✊
Your music helps us all medicate our pain and make it through. Thank you.
I wish i had friends like jaytekz and sick world hope one day ill meet them love from El Paso Tx
The sad part is there's alot of people out there that make these false accusations and it's sickening for the ones who actually went thru it
Here we go...:(:
Edit: I am only at 1:32 and I can't imagine the pain you had to go through and still go through. I am so sorry you had to go through this. I hope you are doing good better now🙏🏼💕
Update: I don't understand how someone can do that at all! Especially to a nine year old! No matter what you think, you are strong and we are all standing right here supporting you. Love you💕❤️💕
:(:
Izabella Brooks
🛑CHECK OUT MY MUSIC AND LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK?🛑‼️NEGATIVE AND POSITIVE COMMENTS WILL ONLY HELP ME GET BETTER‼️THANKS SO MUCH ✊🏼💯💯 I appreciate it ~CHICAGO
He was molested or was he talking about the girl because this shit is fucking sad no one deserves to go through that
Wow, I've found this song right when things feel like they are becoming more than I can handle. It's not the first time I have broken and given up, it won't be the last. This was raw
Sweetheart you're so much stronger than before and it shows in the courage you've shown putting your life on the front., Confronting those demons and finally being able too set free everything that was currupting your very soul , letting the burdens you've carried alone be lifted and set free. Is hard to do and only the strongest of us are able to, before suicide is the winner in our battle. Love you 💯, so proud of you!
All of his songs remind me the ways my parents treated me 😢
They molested you? Damn
Damn...that hit me in the heart😢 your music is so powerful!!
Thanks JayteKz I really appreciate you’re music so much it’s unbelievable ❤️😓 I relate to every word you speak and I feel it on such a emotional level
Angel haze cleaning out my closet,
These two put the feelings into the right words what somebody can feel, it's a deep cut that can't heal.
Ive been waiting such a long time for this😭💕 i feel so connected to it, i personally went thro something like this now im dealing with depression anxiety and panic attacks. Jaytekz has helped me thro it all when im down or feel a panic attack coming i start listing to jaytekz so thank you man💕💕
Same here..i cant stop crying 😭😭
@@shelbiiem4226 we all have away to help release that pain which is one of the reasons why i am a wrestler and a softball player. I hope you find away to release this pain
kailey silva you’re not alone. There are so many of us out there that carry the pain. 😭
David Copeland 💕 thank you 🙏
kailey silva check out Dreams Audio on my Chanel ✌️
Jaytekz omg dude !!! Crazy shit bro
Jay giving voice to those thad can speak for the self
Let’s not ignore this message and speak up
I can relate to this song I wish somone could set me free
We are here for you , I’m so sorry Jaytekz. Everyone like this and show him we are here for him.
This song is so full of emotion and pain.I can hear it.I was a victim of rape too.I try not to think about it but I guess there is still some pain left from that
Jessus I didn't expect this. Keep on keeping on brother. You will get what you deserve and we'll always be here to support you. This is so deep omfg
You seem to always speak the words my soul can't seem to find. It's like we live in the same mind. You made a beautiful song for beautiful people to enjoy 💙 thank you again Jay for being strong and guiding the blind threw there hardest times.
Very deep and personal. Definitely love it. You never fail to impress me. Your words are beyond touching. Your lyrics are relatable. You’re truly a great inspiration, not just to me but to many of us. 🖤
Just stared listening and it touched my heart 😭❤️
Jesus Lopez like a sharp feeling 💙
Damn Jay, I always feel your music so deep bruh. I love this. Looking good dawg 😭😭
If you a real fan you seeing this on Feb 28, 2019 y'all.
Damn, crazy because this fr showing what this world is really like.
Took this song to the maxx, my heart rn..☹
Damn this is a really deep song!!
Those who dealing with depression suicide n other type of thoughts&pain keep y’all head up things will get better !!!
Thanks jaytekz I needed this your songs helps me a lot threw my thoughts..
love you bro jaytekz!!!
Omfg this is the best song ever from you this song is helping me so much with my depression. Thank you so much for making this because this song is pretty much me but in your word once again thank you I am gonna send this to everyone that is in my list and love the song so much can't wait for the next one!!!!!.
He often speaks the words I'm unable to articulate.
@@jonanderson4474 right
I can't stop listenin 2 this love u so much Jay 😘😘😘😘😘😭😭
@JayteKz I wanna take a moment out of my life to tell you thank you for what you do.. Life is hard in many ways over coming many things like addiction, family issues etc. But you are one person that can help heal, that can help address the real situations no one else talks about! Thank you for everything you do Love you JayteKz!❤🤟
I am so lost for words. I am terrified to speak and let alone tell my trauma. I sincerely just want a friend or anyone to listen who truly likes me for me I’m so close to the edge of breaking. I’m trying to hold back my tears to write this. I just want to be at peace. Thank you jaytekz your music and you have saved me so many times I can’t count. Keep up the amazing work! ❤🫶🏼
I can relate. I was very young when my Uncle did awful things to me. Then when I was a teenager, barely, my own brother tries to rape me. Many years of therapy & medicine has kept me alive. I have been a cutter since I was 12. My Mom was so cruel to me. I am sorry you had to go thru that pain! Love ya J! ❤❤🙏
Michele Ruffin Runge check out Dreams Audio on my Chanel ✌️
you are strong! i am sorry you had to go through that ..
I'm so sorry... I was 9 cousin and uncle.. mom hooked on pain meds and alcohol.. never around.. I wasn't a cutter I was a good cover up person who always had a smile but was dieing inside.. I made people laugh was they wouldn't ask me questions about my life and other things.. then it all started catching up to me.. bipolar disorder and depression and anxiety disorder and PTSD symptoms and suicide 3times...
Very strong person alot stronger than me..👍💪💪💪💪sorry for the pain you felt..i know a lot of people are trying to be nice and and everything, but the comments about the pain ?????????????? You and me sadly a lot of people on this comment blog have been through and we have felt what it is like to look the devil in the eye and wonder if were gonna make it today.... but please don't try.... if you have never walked in these boots over here.... I will leave it at that ... RESPECT, FEELINGS, DEEP METAL HEALTH
Hope ur well and living ur best u can keep going yo keep going.
I’m in tears this is basically telling my story 😭😭😭😭😭😭
Im sorry for anyone who ever had to go through this I can’t imagine.
😥😞 I'm so sorry jay ❤️❤️❤️ you an me have so much in common this would of taken pure strength you release this ...made me cry ....how could owe childhoods be taken in such a crual way by the way people just think they can lay there hands on us ...that goes for anyone who has had to exsperience this ...my heart goes out to you all but exspescially you Jay ....ur one in a million an I love ur soul dearly as well as ur music ....hence y I share ur stuff on a daily on Twitter xxx may God bless yah 💖💖💖
Been waiting all day. Hurts to say I can relate to this, but thank you for your music that’s helped so many. Keep up the good job 👍🏼💪🏼
Love this.great job buddy. 💘💘💘
I know you ain't gonna hear this but I felt you. Your lyrics speak to me on another level. I know that lonely feeling, difting out by yaself. Your lyrics speak how I feel, in a way I can't get out on my own. With out this there was no discribring it.. you're so blessed 🙏 you ain't even know it
You are saving me, your music allows me to grieve and understand my emotions ten times over, every one of your song has meaning and they’re beautiful. I love this. Thank you for it all, you’re saving my life
This is such an amazing video and has such a powerful message that I pray the whole world gets to soak in. You did an amazing job and Chosen One Films you're such a master of your craft.
Konsept The Emcee check out Dreams Audio on my Chanel ✌️
Keep the good work, I love your music Jay, motivates me to live life even when we want to give up. No homo, but I love you jay, and I thank you and your music for helping me out.😭❤️🙏🏻
Ernesto Luna feel this bro 💙
this is really how i felt i just couldnt word it like you can
You music never lets anyone down! You get through to a lot of people with your unique way of expression. Your art shall live forever! Much love Joel!🔥✊🏽
Omg😭😭 this is so fucken trueee💯💯💯 this hit me hard tears coming down my face thank you so much for making these song that person can understand
My heart...💔🥺 Your music always speaks to me, because you always speak the truth and I ALWAYS can relate to the pain, Keep up the AMAZING work Jaytekz, keep doing you! Looooove! #4NEVER :(:
Powerful Joel almost cried watching this 😢
Real talk brought a nigga down. Prayers go to anyone who goes through this. 😔🙏🏼
This hit home😭 wow great no fantastic job on this jay i hope this year is filled with happiness and blessings for u all❤
This song it very touching... But I love that you share this 😔❤. I dont want other people going through this.
Edit: I can feel the pain... This didnt happen to me but I knew some that this happened to and it is fucked up that kids have to go through this and not tell people. We should take care of the kids cause you never know what is going to happen.😣😔
Midori Santillan check out Dreams Audio on my Chanel ✌️
Sadly..i know this pain all to well, no matter what i do the pain just seems to never leave me alone. I try forget everything that ever happened but how could i erase the feeling of his hand on my skin, how could i erase the feeling of his breath on my neck late at night, how could i erase the long hours of the night and the memories with him. I see him almost everyday and everyday i fear he will come for me again, just like he did when i was 6,7,8,9,10,11,12.... the saddest part is i knew what he was doing was wrong but i never told anyone, he never threatened me with anything or anyone but i still didn't tell, simply because i didn't want to feel weak and be a reason for pity. But after listening to the lyrics and hearing the pain within his vocals , i some how felt free from him and got the feeling I'm not alone . i have so much more to write but so little time ...i just wanted to say thank you jaytekz, you helped me find a way to explain everything so clearly now . thank you
Everything he creates gives me chills. I'm a beader. I'm going to make a jaytekz medallion !!!!!
My favourite rapper of all Time
This is my sorry this was my brothers friends younger brother I was 8 he was 17 I didn’t know better. He said either me or my little sister and I chose myself to play his game and had bad feeling in my stomach and then it happened.. still hurts to this day but I won’t let it repeat in my children
I chose my sister to I saved her from a cruel world
Jaytekz always talkin bout true shit about life
i love you💛your voice ..your songs speak my thoughts inside and i love you so much keep doing what your doing💯💯
I have been waiting anxiously for this video for like 2 months😆😆😆😆
Sik world and Jaytekz needa collab an make a song together💯👀🖤
Peanut Abalos check out Dreams Audio on my Chanel ✌️
these scars are going to stay ever since my beautiful friend left the place I work at i will never forget those times we had together she is so lovely and i loved her and will cry myself to sleep because of this when i think about alot and it puts me it alot of pain
I just wanna say please keep making music. I heard one of your songs years ago and I was struggling real bad. And listening to your music now hits me right in the heart. Your music could make a major difference to a lot of people.