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  • Опубликовано: 6 сен 2024

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  • @tonytaylor2418
    @tonytaylor2418 11 месяцев назад +14

    This woman has such a beautiful spirit. Sending prayers and positive vibes to you.

  • @unclelenny7401
    @unclelenny7401 11 месяцев назад +4

    Teach, n Preach my Queen! The spirit abides in you truly you are a great.n blessed soul, I pray travelers Mercy on your behalf, goodnight, I am also doing a 180, lifestyle change preparing to be an empty nester, able to travel more, finish screenplay and memoirs, simultaneously.....and fish!😅

  • @PowerTom286
    @PowerTom286 11 месяцев назад +12

    No need to be nervous, YOU ARE GREAT, Taylor Gordon!

  • @Erinelijah
    @Erinelijah 11 месяцев назад +7

    As someone who deals with anxiety on a daily basis, I empathize so greatly with needing those things of comfort when in those moments. I have to remind myself that I can only influence, not control. Exercising, increasing fiber, talking to God and , what I've been practicing recently, watching what I say naturally. I tend to complain during those times and I try to counter it with optimism. You seem to have that down with this vlog! Keep taking things one day at a time+

  • @RealityHasAWokeBias
    @RealityHasAWokeBias 11 месяцев назад +8

    Thanks so much for sharing your experience with us :)

  • @Draxtor
    @Draxtor 8 месяцев назад +2

    old guy here, former touring musician for a short time and I hear you in re routine and anxiety! I think in (artistic) life it is super important to be honest and in tune to what fits your personality. I have plenty of friends who LOOOOOVE to be on the road constantly. People who would say "all i need is a good hotel room and a nice breakfast buffet" and I have other friends in the biz who are somewhat afraid to voice their issues with the touring life.

  • @Smokosfunktime
    @Smokosfunktime 7 месяцев назад +2

    You got this Taylor. Cast your cares unto Him. Much love, sis! God bless you. Praying for you. Be safe.

  • @copperblackent
    @copperblackent 11 месяцев назад +5

    Your vlog is helping so many people with your blessing to allow people to witness you grow on this journey. "I have nothing to prove to anyone." So wonderful! so calming keep it up so awesome!

  • @etrhythm
    @etrhythm 11 месяцев назад +14

    You got this Lady Queen

  • @Kertranka
    @Kertranka 11 месяцев назад +2

    Life is a big stage. If you want it, you go get it. Keep going. I remember when you told me that " I inspired you" I did it Sweetie Pie, and enjoyed every moment there of...and I'm coming back!!!! ( Singing in Churches and Coffee Shops...I've done plenty of that before).
    You are beautiful and amazing!
    ----your Auntie Kaye 🍓

  • @cassiesizzle1600
    @cassiesizzle1600 8 месяцев назад +3

    Drinking water very important for skin and clearing out your body!

  • @stevenpope1462
    @stevenpope1462 11 месяцев назад +4

    I only toured for about 5 weeks at most, but It can be super enjoyable if you manage your time right. Make time for relaxing and being alone and control your diet and such. I actually got sinusitis pretty bad and we didn't have a proper lodging situation, so I had to buy a few days in a hotel by myself and just load myself up with meds to get through the last leg of the tour. I learned my lesson real quick on self-care when away from the comforts of home. Healthy diet, water, and rest between shows with a little time to see the sights. :)
    You got this Queen!

  • @unclelenny7401
    @unclelenny7401 11 месяцев назад +2

    An old Professor, told us to " Do the right thing, when no one is watching", and you be as fine as you truly are, inside and out. Spiritually and physically. Enjoy London, was there during Navy years.

  • @cashisclay8474
    @cashisclay8474 11 месяцев назад +2

    Beautiful.💯👀😍 #Masterpiece

  • @craigpurdie3528
    @craigpurdie3528 11 месяцев назад +3

    Been watchin you for years, and now have a new understanding of your spirit. Knowing that you trust God to steer the ship, and realizing that it's not about you, are concepts I wish way more of us would adopt. To reveal as much about yourself is so brave and hopefully encouraging to many. Very few folks would do what you did here. I will continue to follow your musicianship with new eyes and ears knowing the peace you carry inside. Can't wait to hear this gig! God bless and keep you. 🥰🙏

  • @vegansheldon4087
    @vegansheldon4087 6 дней назад

    i love your healthy attitude and I totally appreciate you being so vulnerable, and that is your super power to be real and honest. Thank you.

  • @laurentngassam314
    @laurentngassam314 11 месяцев назад +1

    14:19 That was an excellent attempt Pocket Queen … 🤣🤣🤣
    I am staying tuned indeed …

  • @minaondrums
    @minaondrums 11 месяцев назад +7

    Aaah, this is so good! Thank you for being open and vulnerable like this, it’s so appreciated 🙏🏻

  • @stevenignelzi9257
    @stevenignelzi9257 3 месяца назад

    Excellent!!! You are so correct to create a way to stay in your healthy- creative space on the road! All the best!!!!

  • @yarpyarp85
    @yarpyarp85 11 месяцев назад +2

    Thank u so much for sharing this… I’ve always loved your playing but never realized how open and insightful u can be… I’m not sure if u realize how important what u r saying is but for me it’s life changing. ♥️♥️♥️♥️

  • @porCristo777
    @porCristo777 11 месяцев назад +1

    God bless you sister! Keep giving God the Glory through your amazing talent

  • @alanrandall3098
    @alanrandall3098 Месяц назад

    Beautiful spirit; lovely young lady; God's with you my dear.

  • @musictillous
    @musictillous 9 месяцев назад +1

    marvelous ! so good to listen to you. you speak with your heart (as you play of course) and it feeds.. thank you so much xxx

  • @antoniojulia6014
    @antoniojulia6014 11 месяцев назад +1

    hi, ni ce to meet you here. Always something to inspire. Your words touch people same way as your grooves. thanks much love

  • @NEUROTICENIGMA
    @NEUROTICENIGMA 11 месяцев назад

    hey tay ! love your work n art, I would say 2025will be a new moon phase so you will be planting seeds n 2033 you will be seeing what has sprouted n what need to be supported/staked up n what needs to be weeded, then 2040 you will be reaping / harvesting in full moon phase etc. so right now is time to decide what to plant n what you want to cultivate . Love you keep in the present n keep those breaths deep down n full of joy I appreciate you n all you do.

  • @rikeverglade6429
    @rikeverglade6429 10 месяцев назад

    You are awesome, and other people think so too. Grab those accolades and know that you are one of the masters of a craft. We need you to show us, at least I think that you should.

  • @markoszouganelis5755
    @markoszouganelis5755 11 месяцев назад

    You Are Beautiful!
    Thank You!
    🌈🌈
    🦋

  • @shoogafoot1204
    @shoogafoot1204 11 месяцев назад

    Looking forward to seeing you get back on the trail and blaze!!!!

  • @Stephon723
    @Stephon723 11 месяцев назад

    Lol😂😂😂 loved the awakening to first class flight.

  • @theartoflivingoutloud888
    @theartoflivingoutloud888 6 месяцев назад +1

    You got this young lady.

  • @muhammad91000
    @muhammad91000 11 месяцев назад

    Thank you for sharing.

  • @HeyMrDJPaign
    @HeyMrDJPaign 11 месяцев назад +2

    The season I'm currently in consists of me getting education and meditation to prepare me for the next season. Good luck to you on your season and I pray you have an awesome time.

  • @abdulharris9793
    @abdulharris9793 11 месяцев назад

    Greetings from Jakarta, Indonesia 🇮🇩 wow you are amazing girl 😊keep it up and God bless you 🙏😊😎✌️

  • @pebblesstone1316
    @pebblesstone1316 11 месяцев назад

    Have a Great time Queen ! You get to see the World again . Enjoy Life❤❤❤❤❤

  • @etrhythm
    @etrhythm 11 месяцев назад

    Wow...with the fitness

  • @markoszouganelis5755
    @markoszouganelis5755 11 месяцев назад

    17:12 I have to learn this! So steady! Solid! Solid Rock! 🌎🌎

  • @AmrddH
    @AmrddH 10 месяцев назад

    Loving this and hope to see more

  • @Kertranka
    @Kertranka 11 месяцев назад +1

    Hi again Sweetie Pie, I spoke with your Auntie Judy. She tells me that you're doing too much! Pull back just a little. Schedule time for yourself. Your audience would understand and love you for it. It's'the whole "you" that they want.
    Love ya 🍓

  • @ChuloDavidcito
    @ChuloDavidcito 11 месяцев назад +3

    We love you and hope you get through this!!! ❤❤❤

  • @LeoAllenJr
    @LeoAllenJr 11 месяцев назад

    This is extraordinary. Thank you so much for sharing!

  • @ReeseDee
    @ReeseDee 10 месяцев назад

    First off - thank you for your sincerity, Im now asking myself what season Im in. Can I recommend : Gaia adrenal daily jumpstart + nightly restore. When i was working 17 hour days on film sets, and uppers/downers were just making things worse - and some guy at a health food store recommended it. Been taking them both for 7 years - still notice a difference when i miss a day. But also, god sometimes sounds an alarm through anxiety in order to bring us closer. ❤ you PQ

  • @antjuanstephenson5473
    @antjuanstephenson5473 11 месяцев назад +1

    Respect queen blessings to everything u do and touch I already know u gonna kill it and I'm a routine person also I understand but u r destined for great things and nothing can stop u especially how self aware you're being stay true to u and God bless

  • @CharLeeClerge
    @CharLeeClerge 11 месяцев назад

    Cool, be in the moment and enjoy the experience… your spiritual growth will manifest in your season, a day at a time sis! Bless up

  • @bobbyagee3796
    @bobbyagee3796 5 месяцев назад

    Too many minds. One thing one moment one event at a time. Pull your foot from the accelerator just a little. Peace comes with balance. You are on the right track.

  • @victoragun8751
    @victoragun8751 11 месяцев назад

    Great one! So good to find out you're a believer in Jesus. Keep the good work going.

  • @RetroJov
    @RetroJov 11 месяцев назад

    18:18 effortless and smooth grace notes 👌🏾👌🏾👌🏾

  • @abe3303
    @abe3303 9 месяцев назад

    have fun...enjoy your life❤❤❤😊😊

  • @Street__Soul4
    @Street__Soul4 11 месяцев назад +1

    My RUclips crush!!! Do what you do Pocket Queen!

  • @markoszouganelis5755
    @markoszouganelis5755 9 месяцев назад +1

    Hello Pocket Queen!
    Can you post NEWS from your journey, please?
    I would like to listen to your news about the tour.
    It makes me feel good. please...
    🎼🎹🎤🎵🗽🌈

  • @geebee44
    @geebee44 11 месяцев назад +1

    a lot of people think that people they see on the stage that it's nothing to being on it. Stage fright hits most... i stopped performing after years of dealing with it. been singing well above average all my life and got to point where I just couldn't deal with sounding good and looking a fool anymore...

  • @Dthunderman
    @Dthunderman 11 месяцев назад

    Your the best!! I know you’ll be great❤️❤️❤️😁

  • @jjc4111
    @jjc4111 11 месяцев назад +1

    Keep God first! Everything will be fine.✌

  • @doitee52
    @doitee52 11 месяцев назад

    Taylor...on so many different levels you have it so together.Touring is very rough though. Change of food, water, lack of sleep. When you do it regularly for some reason you relax into it more. Totally understand the anxiety and two steps ahead. Hope you are o.k. now. Love your videos!!!

  • @cor6broo
    @cor6broo 11 месяцев назад

    Congratulations, you got this.

  • @michaelworsham934
    @michaelworsham934 11 месяцев назад

    Whatever you want to do that's what's best. God bless.

  • @2dbuy
    @2dbuy 11 месяцев назад

    Ministering to yourself ministered to me thank you.

  • @BlackRootsAcademyOfSoul
    @BlackRootsAcademyOfSoul 11 месяцев назад +1

    I guess that's why we didn't get an answer to our invitation for you to perform over here. I now understand.
    All the best for your next endeavours
    Greetings from Uganda 🇺🇬👊🏿🖤

  • @SnowdriftBoy
    @SnowdriftBoy 11 месяцев назад

    Loving the 🥁
    Loving the ✝️
    God Bless!

  • @unclelenny7401
    @unclelenny7401 11 месяцев назад

    Trust n God , that you are a great steward of the talents he entrusted in you.

  • @bradmicheallyerla3134
    @bradmicheallyerla3134 3 месяца назад

    Appreciate you my sister in Christ

  • @markoszouganelis5755
    @markoszouganelis5755 11 месяцев назад

    My dear Pocket Queen. I am waiting for your NEWS! 🦋♾

  • @cymbalmonke
    @cymbalmonke 11 месяцев назад

    110% you got this 🙏🤩

  • @dominikn19
    @dominikn19 11 месяцев назад

    GOOO Taylor! 🙌

  • @SoundScientist1
    @SoundScientist1 11 месяцев назад

    Nice episode Queenie... 🙋🏾‍♂️✌🏾

  • @VocalEyesVoiceovers
    @VocalEyesVoiceovers 11 месяцев назад

    Thank you for sharing! I will be praying for you while your on tour! 🙏🏾I, too, have felt overwhelmed lately (Solution: Psalms; many psalms). And I'm about to enter a new creative process, so I need wisdom and daily reminders of my purpose as an ambassador for Christ (Proverbs, 2 Cor. 5:14-21).

  • @CitizenPain69
    @CitizenPain69 11 месяцев назад

    VERY Inspirational. Get It, Sista!

  • @markoszouganelis5755
    @markoszouganelis5755 11 месяцев назад

    I love PAISTE too!

  • @suellenseariac4975
    @suellenseariac4975 11 месяцев назад

    We love you you got this 😊❤

  • @21Exo
    @21Exo 10 месяцев назад

    You should do more vlogs and include drumming in it. Really love your content.

  • @ashleylawson5543
    @ashleylawson5543 11 месяцев назад

    You was in the UK 😢😢 I really do hope it was good. Pocket Queen you are amazing iv lost count of how long I have been following you. You got this but God's got you. Bless up

  • @garrybellamy814
    @garrybellamy814 10 месяцев назад

    "PHANTASTIC"🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

  • @HailsLuxury
    @HailsLuxury 11 месяцев назад

    I admire people doing this without excuses. Live your life as you see fit. I enjoy all your work. Continue to believe you got this. Anything else wouldn't make sense. 👍🏾

  • @2006HARLEYDELUXE
    @2006HARLEYDELUXE 11 месяцев назад

    God is with you!!!🙏🏽

  • @jonniequezt9105
    @jonniequezt9105 10 месяцев назад

    congradulations queen

  • @DjMoDaDon
    @DjMoDaDon 11 месяцев назад

    You are the bomb , you got this beautiful lady.

  • @vickiefranklin3658
    @vickiefranklin3658 11 месяцев назад

    Ty so much 4 sharing this!

  • @rustamh7675
    @rustamh7675 11 месяцев назад

    Good luck girl!

  • @stanislavvrednic677
    @stanislavvrednic677 11 месяцев назад

    Dear PQ, i need to share with u some things that i am using, that are making me feeling better with my self, and when i need to perform on the scene. So maybe they can be useful for u too. 1st detail, the problems that your digestive system it's showing to you, clearly are related to stress. Do u meditate? Meditations can change your relation with your possibles performances. 2 COLD SHOWERS are a good remedy against stress. 3 There are some specific, important sleeping hours when our stomach it's regenerating, hours when we should not be awake if we want to help our body, at 23 00 we should be sleeping already.
    WISH YOU GOOD LUCK AND GOOD HEALTH !

  • @peace4102
    @peace4102 6 месяцев назад

    I know it was amazing!

  • @markoszouganelis5755
    @markoszouganelis5755 11 месяцев назад

    You Are Our Queen 🗽

  • @ogueriviews
    @ogueriviews 11 месяцев назад

    👍 ❤

  • @globalismoblackman
    @globalismoblackman 4 месяца назад

    Wow i missed this one last year PQ😮

  • @RobWill5864
    @RobWill5864 11 месяцев назад

    This is confirmation that I am on the right path and should stop questioning it all together.

  • @siukuechtv
    @siukuechtv 11 месяцев назад

    Chào bạn thân mến một ngày tấm sự rất vui vẻ

  • @juliusgreen7495
    @juliusgreen7495 11 месяцев назад

    What s happening queen godbless keep your eyes open be careful over sea s

  • @wyntonmcnary2233
    @wyntonmcnary2233 10 месяцев назад

    I'm in a season where I'm in the waiting process of musically touring. I don't understand it. But that's how I feel.

  • @christopherb.6323
    @christopherb.6323 11 месяцев назад

    Keep your head up dear ⚠️ Don't give up. The good Lord has your back.

  • @djnaph_
    @djnaph_ 11 месяцев назад

    😎🥂

  • @markoszouganelis5755
    @markoszouganelis5755 11 месяцев назад

    18:37 Is it Snare this? How can you have two completely different sounds? Do you play one drum only with your left hand? Do you play one drum or two, with your left hand?
    The fast notes and alternation between Kick and (Snare?) is great! Reminds me of John Bonham!

  • @geauxgaia
    @geauxgaia 11 месяцев назад +1

    💓💓💓

  • @UninvitedGuestSpeaker
    @UninvitedGuestSpeaker 11 месяцев назад

    I won’t reveal the artist, congratulations for that gig!

  • @ayojones8669
    @ayojones8669 11 месяцев назад

    Amazing 🎉

  • @papesy5446
    @papesy5446 11 месяцев назад

    They should be intimidated by you..the best is yet to come sis. Your Senegalese brother ❤

  • @colinpinardkb
    @colinpinardkb 11 месяцев назад

    So cool!

  • @guitaristbiker
    @guitaristbiker 11 месяцев назад

    Im mid 30's, grew up in a musical family and been playing all my life, atleast with music i always recognized sensory overload issues, well about a month ago i learned that im a level 1 autistic (formerly known as aspergers)

  • @majesticgent
    @majesticgent 11 месяцев назад +2

    Does your stage fright go away after the performance starts, or does it stay with you the entire time? Also, the season that I'm in is preparation for what's to come. Not sure what that is, but I feel the need to be ready for whatever "it" is.

  • @markoszouganelis5755
    @markoszouganelis5755 11 месяцев назад

    18:06 I love your hi hat here! How exactly are you playing it at this moment 18:06 to 18:19? (Your hi hat)

  • @j.g.p.jr.6497
    @j.g.p.jr.6497 11 месяцев назад

    Nice vlog, Taylor (TPQ)!

  • @MultiAsteroides
    @MultiAsteroides 11 месяцев назад

    Love you❤

  • @RetroJov
    @RetroJov 11 месяцев назад

    32:37 this is my season since August... "my one step at a time" / "dont rush" season...