I hope this gets to you because of the hassle of comments actually reaching you but I want you to know Sam that I care for you and I am so proud of you that you're trying your best and actually getting out there and making it happen. You are like me, we are empaths and when someone says a cruel joke, it really stabs you fiercely. I get that and know exactly how you feel and what has helped me so much is when I get old and look back at my life, I don't want any regrets about what I wanted to do. If I bothered doing what others wanted and didn't be who I wanted to be, then I would have missed out on what I wanted. I want to smile at the end of my life with no regrets and not frown wishing I'd done everything I wanted to but didn't. You do what YOU want to do! Brush off the jokes like bread crumbs. Be free mate! Be YOU! You are special and unique. Let your uniqueness show brightly. I see a beautiful man when I see you Sam! I love you Sam! Hugs! CJ ❤️✌️🤗
I got the message! It got through 🥰🥰 thanks CJ that's all and what I needed to hear 🥲😭🥲🥰 ill live exactly like that. Thank you for saying this! Honestly thanks you so much!! 😊 x
The friend thing sucks bro. Great fucking job hitting 400! From consistency and putting it out there, you deserve it. A 1-2-year travel goal is cool as hell. That + the personal journey? Thats going to be as good for you as the channel. It's a better plan for you than I can express.
Thank you HSP!! Truly! :) yeah I feel so lost and just like aghhh that I feel like a travel and personal journey is all I really wanna do. And in time we'll both get what we deserve!! We just can't give up. But thank you, honestly from the bottom of my heart, you're an absolute star and I hope to see us go so far, which I fully believe and know in my bones that we will get somewhere with our dreams. And people will be people we just gotta keep going and persevering and it'll be inevitable. Appreciate you man! You're an absolute inspiration to me, infact if you don't mind I would like to make a little video shootout to you and how you've inspired me to try new things and try harder. We got this bro! 💪 I believe in you and your god dam buttery voice and delivery you got going on haha. 🫶🫶🤘🤟
@@Pyxlmynd Thats really cool man, I can't imagine myself actually helping anybody but yeah! Feel free! In fact, make sure to make fun of me a little. Being a homeless RUclipsr IS ridiculous. And I'm a sock-puppet art thing. It's hard being self-aware and me, lol! The van goal seems totally realistic for you. The channel growth, plans to save, open personality. It seems like you can. Getting feeling lost too. RUclips takes a strange toll on me that I never would have guessed could happen. It actually causes anxiety, and costs so much of something. That van goal though. Thats a perfect goal. The feeling of driving away will be worth everything. I bet you could start a life with that, even if people tell you it's only running away.
@homelesssockpuppet ahh dude anythings possible. And sure, course I take the piss a bit haha in a good roasting way. But I feel like ill be going somewhere soon. Thanks so much for all these kind words, people do say I'd just be running away but I want something more. And of course you help people. You make it seem possible that people that are in similar situations can try do something with their lives, like how you're trying and your unique selling point is very niche and something will pick up, just gotta keep trying if you deem its worth the mental pain. But that's why you can't forget why you do youtube. For me it's literally just to vent my feelings in a selfish way and now it's turned into, "well, what can I do with my life" and people seem to follow for my journey, sure I get stuck and have a day of lose a couple subscribers (cnts) 😂 and I know how tilted it can make you feel but then just remember why your really doing it. To vent and to release a bit of creativity which your body is craving to release. Fuck the subscribers. They'll come when they'll come. Build it and they will come... eventually 😂 excuse the innuendo but I feel you it is exhausting that's why I just make whatever makes me feel good once either out in the air. But appreciate you bro. So much. Just keep on going and something good WILL happen from it.
Yeah I worked and moved all over my country for that exact reason. Now I'm settling down in what I consider the most beautiful place and am only 1 month away from being a business owner that started with fuk all. I just keep in mind that there's very good, generous, kind people out there willing to workin w/ ya n all that but all ppl are assholes regardless. I realized that I was born with a certain amount of fuks. All my "friends" are aware that I haven't had any left in years n haven't been happier. Great plan Sam go for it!!!!!!
Yeah, sometimes they can be hard work. But I feel you, the though of having no judgements is a nice one. Starting a new or going on a new path is inviting, and I'm certainly going to go down that path a while. And see where it takes me. And yeah, I suppose we only have a certain amount of fuks to give. My dad has used up 90% of em.😅 He's currently moaning at me in my ear about leaving the butter open 😂😂😂 as I type this. I just wanna vanish, so that's what I'll do part-time
@@Pyxlmyndlol ya know I never have had a reply to any comment I've ever left so it really never occurred to me to see if ya said anything Sam😂 fuckin hell sorry dude it's on me and well tbh I still smoke alot of weed so could that too lol
Thanks dude!! And I watch literally countless vanlife channels, I love them so much. And it's what I'm gunns do. I'm desperate for it. Haha. I love those channels x
@@Pyxlmynd Mark is such a fckin inspiration, there another guy i watch he's up in Scotland atm backpacking his way around there and doing a bit of work here and there, he put an add on FB for some work and got hundreds of replies lol, offers of jobs and places to stay its unbelievable how kind people can be. he's called Toby and his channel is "Truth be with you".
Similar thing for me atm i actually had a job interview booked this last week for a half decent job at the Royal Mail which i thought i wanted, but when i sat down i thought do i really wanna be spending my days working for them? and no, no i don't i've spent half my life doing shit i don't really wanna do because i felt i had to. So i thought i'd carry on struggling to get some painting work and work on building up a small business with my mate, and as much as the anxiety gets me down i do really wanna make a go of it. its hard when you have young kids like i do because they have to be looked after, but sometimes you just have to do what you feel in your heart, yeah you are still young very young actually to a 55 year old lol, but you have to go for it, don't waste your time on people and places that don't support you, like i and many others have.
@MUSIC4TRUTH.... yeah Facebook groups are great for that I need to check them out to be honest and learn a bit more but first things first, money and I'll be off living my best life soon :) 🫶🫶
I hope this gets to you because of the hassle of comments actually reaching you but I want you to know Sam that I care for you and I am so proud of you that you're trying your best and actually getting out there and making it happen. You are like me, we are empaths and when someone says a cruel joke, it really stabs you fiercely. I get that and know exactly how you feel and what has helped me so much is when I get old and look back at my life, I don't want any regrets about what I wanted to do. If I bothered doing what others wanted and didn't be who I wanted to be, then I would have missed out on what I wanted. I want to smile at the end of my life with no regrets and not frown wishing I'd done everything I wanted to but didn't. You do what YOU want to do! Brush off the jokes like bread crumbs. Be free mate! Be YOU! You are special and unique. Let your uniqueness show brightly. I see a beautiful man when I see you Sam! I love you Sam! Hugs! CJ ❤️✌️🤗
I got the message! It got through 🥰🥰 thanks CJ that's all and what I needed to hear 🥲😭🥲🥰 ill live exactly like that. Thank you for saying this! Honestly thanks you so much!! 😊 x
Well said, we are empaths are when we hurt we fckin hurt eh. but don't fck with us because we can very easily forget you exist.
The friend thing sucks bro. Great fucking job hitting 400! From consistency and putting it out there, you deserve it. A 1-2-year travel goal is cool as hell. That + the personal journey? Thats going to be as good for you as the channel. It's a better plan for you than I can express.
Thank you HSP!! Truly! :) yeah I feel so lost and just like aghhh that I feel like a travel and personal journey is all I really wanna do. And in time we'll both get what we deserve!! We just can't give up. But thank you, honestly from the bottom of my heart, you're an absolute star and I hope to see us go so far, which I fully believe and know in my bones that we will get somewhere with our dreams. And people will be people we just gotta keep going and persevering and it'll be inevitable.
Appreciate you man! You're an absolute inspiration to me, infact if you don't mind I would like to make a little video shootout to you and how you've inspired me to try new things and try harder. We got this bro! 💪 I believe in you and your god dam buttery voice and delivery you got going on haha. 🫶🫶🤘🤟
@@Pyxlmynd Thats really cool man, I can't imagine myself actually helping anybody but yeah! Feel free! In fact, make sure to make fun of me a little. Being a homeless RUclipsr IS ridiculous. And I'm a sock-puppet art thing. It's hard being self-aware and me, lol!
The van goal seems totally realistic for you. The channel growth, plans to save, open personality. It seems like you can.
Getting feeling lost too. RUclips takes a strange toll on me that I never would have guessed could happen. It actually causes anxiety, and costs so much of something.
That van goal though. Thats a perfect goal. The feeling of driving away will be worth everything. I bet you could start a life with that, even if people tell you it's only running away.
@homelesssockpuppet ahh dude anythings possible. And sure, course I take the piss a bit haha in a good roasting way. But I feel like ill be going somewhere soon. Thanks so much for all these kind words, people do say I'd just be running away but I want something more. And of course you help people.
You make it seem possible that people that are in similar situations can try do something with their lives, like how you're trying and your unique selling point is very niche and something will pick up, just gotta keep trying if you deem its worth the mental pain. But that's why you can't forget why you do youtube.
For me it's literally just to vent my feelings in a selfish way and now it's turned into, "well, what can I do with my life" and people seem to follow for my journey, sure I get stuck and have a day of lose a couple subscribers (cnts) 😂 and I know how tilted it can make you feel but then just remember why your really doing it. To vent and to release a bit of creativity which your body is craving to release. Fuck the subscribers. They'll come when they'll come. Build it and they will come... eventually 😂 excuse the innuendo but I feel you it is exhausting that's why I just make whatever makes me feel good once either out in the air.
But appreciate you bro. So much. Just keep on going and something good WILL happen from it.
@@Pyxlmynd Well said my man.
Yeah I worked and moved all over my country for that exact reason. Now I'm settling down in what I consider the most beautiful place and am only 1 month away from being a business owner that started with fuk all. I just keep in mind that there's very good, generous, kind people out there willing to workin w/ ya n all that but all ppl are assholes regardless. I realized that I was born with a certain amount of fuks. All my "friends" are aware that I haven't had any left in years n haven't been happier. Great plan Sam go for it!!!!!!
Yeah, sometimes they can be hard work. But I feel you, the though of having no judgements is a nice one. Starting a new or going on a new path is inviting, and I'm certainly going to go down that path a while. And see where it takes me.
And yeah, I suppose we only have a certain amount of fuks to give. My dad has used up 90% of em.😅 He's currently moaning at me in my ear about leaving the butter open 😂😂😂 as I type this. I just wanna vanish, so that's what I'll do part-time
@@Pyxlmyndlol ya know I never have had a reply to any comment I've ever left so it really never occurred to me to see if ya said anything Sam😂 fuckin hell sorry dude it's on me and well tbh I still smoke alot of weed so could that too lol
Good talk that Sam, have you watched Mad Marks van life? on youtube? he's doing exactly what you're taking about.
Thanks dude!! And I watch literally countless vanlife channels, I love them so much. And it's what I'm gunns do. I'm desperate for it. Haha. I love those channels x
@@Pyxlmynd Mark is such a fckin inspiration, there another guy i watch he's up in Scotland atm backpacking his way around there and doing a bit of work here and there, he put an add on FB for some work and got hundreds of replies lol, offers of jobs and places to stay its unbelievable how kind people can be. he's called Toby and his channel is "Truth be with you".
Similar thing for me atm i actually had a job interview booked this last week for a half decent job at the Royal Mail which i thought i wanted, but when i sat down i thought do i really wanna be spending my days working for them? and no, no i don't i've spent half my life doing shit i don't really wanna do because i felt i had to. So i thought i'd carry on struggling to get some painting work and work on building up a small business with my mate, and as much as the anxiety gets me down i do really wanna make a go of it. its hard when you have young kids like i do because they have to be looked after, but sometimes you just have to do what you feel in your heart, yeah you are still young very young actually to a 55 year old lol, but you have to go for it, don't waste your time on people and places that don't support you, like i and many others have.
@MUSIC4TRUTH.... yeah Facebook groups are great for that I need to check them out to be honest and learn a bit more but first things first, money and I'll be off living my best life soon :) 🫶🫶