My best friend killed herself. She never stopped taking. She’d always come over sing and talk. When she died I found her play list and it was all instrumental. I would do anything to listen to her talk and have her to her own RUclips karaoke. I miss her so much I can’t bring her back and it breaks my heart.
Aye bro. My brother just got shot and killed 3 months ago. He wasn't a banger, or nothing like that. Just happened to be in the wrong place at the wrong time. We created a Playlist together full of instrumentals. And we'd just freestyle. It was like a never ending freestyle, we'd just pick up right where we left off. This beat was on there, which brought me here. At anytime bro, you wanna freestyle or sing. Just comment back and we can get down. For them brotha. We have to after all..
@@cannibaljohnson.2409nothing to be sad about we’ll get to meet back up with them eventually it’s simply a matter of time. In the mean time it’s our job to keep living and creating stories for us to talk about once we finally meet back up. I know my brother and father have so much to tell me and we’ll have the best time once we finally get to catch up.
the extroverted light of this world often go home to cry in isolation. id be lying if i said i havent thought about going home with Christ during rough times. but God has me here for a purpose whether i like it or not. Blessings to you. God healed and restored my broken soul after my cousin died a decade ago from a bad brain tumor. her name was nikki nyzio, graduated suma cum laude at seton hall, great job. great soul always making me feel welcome despite me being 11 years younger. yet God took her at 28 years old... now im older then my cousin when she passed and often i shake my fist thinking it should have been me. but all that darkness led me to christ
My best friend died. Both of them. My child hood friend and current friend. This music makes me feel like I’m with them thank you. You guys have a dance off in the after life I need this.
My brother and my best friend both committed suicide one month apart in 2016, one hanged himself and one shot himself in his front yard on Halloween night. I have never recovered. And mac who was my distant cousin also died in a short time frame and I dont think I will ever get those pieces back. I only say that to let you know you're not alone. Keep your head up and keep moving forward bc for every individual person we lose in our lives that breaks us and crushes us, we have 10 who would feel the same exact way if we left earth. So stay strong for those still here. And at the same time don't let the memory of the ones who are gone, ever be forgotten. Much love. R.i.p a-rob, R.i.p Kota and R.i.p mac. Much love to all 3 and to all of everyone's lost loved ones.
I think like how this high feels I sit back And I think That I might just die here And for me thats okay I haven’t seen a reason to live The more I go on The more I grow numb Consumed by my own addictions It burned a hole in my heart
Is every day just another vacation? Living needs no reason just like seasons they keep changing Have you seen the people's faces when you take away their pain? That shit is prettier than any picture Monet could've painted, I Swear to god I coulda never saw this happening you was you was rappin it your mind started unraveling
Only took 10 mins on this, so it’s definitely not the best, but thought it could work- [Verse]: Proceed with caution, all it takes is a taste Horses off to the race, filled my mind with toxins They got me boxed in, under there control Full of sin, I resent everything within Till I die, till I die Where I lay, on the ground, not far from heavens eyes Was this even a surprise I don’t know Do it all make sense? I don’t know Can you please make it all make sense I once had big dreams, now I’m thinkin' this is it The end of me Had a good run I’m Sorry my friends And my family, I probably should have made amends Now I’m a different man, just didn’t have a chance to grow up Could have made a plan, could have made it out Too late I’m a memory, do you remember me I took a chance, now I’m out - Chorus - I wonder why, I do this to myself Sit down and proceed to melt All the pain I felt, try to numb it out Is this right? Have my doubts I wonder why, I do this to myself Sit down and proceed to melt All the pain I felt, try to numb it out Is this right? Have my doubts Every night, is a fight But we alright - -
I like how the high feels I sit back and i think that i might just die,today She was mine blew her back out damn how time feels I gutted this world and i lost dull control I knew nothing but dirt I saw your hard work I sit back with my kush I sit back with my rock Fold a dollar and brotha Crush it up Love how it feels Without a thought or a feeling She was mine until she died Love how it feels Its beyond a flesh feeling
What an amazing track! Your voice carries so much emotion. As a beat maker, I love the backdrop you’ve created. Looking forward to more music from you. Lets go re_midi
@@minktrap you killed it fam i always rap on these miller esqe beats but this one i couldn’t think of anything because i couldn’t just imagine him on it and it ain’t feel right for me keep up the good work bro
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My best friend killed herself. She never stopped taking. She’d always come over sing and talk. When she died I found her play list and it was all instrumental. I would do anything to listen to her talk and have her to her own RUclips karaoke. I miss her so much I can’t bring her back and it breaks my heart.
You'll always be able to spend time with her through music. I really hope your best friends are happier now and not in pain anymore.. Much love
Aye bro. My brother just got shot and killed 3 months ago. He wasn't a banger, or nothing like that. Just happened to be in the wrong place at the wrong time. We created a Playlist together full of instrumentals. And we'd just freestyle. It was like a never ending freestyle, we'd just pick up right where we left off. This beat was on there, which brought me here. At anytime bro, you wanna freestyle or sing. Just comment back and we can get down. For them brotha. We have to after all..
bless you beloved. King Jesus saved and healed my broken soul as he's done for countless others. sometimes the optimal way unto truth is headfirst
@@cannibaljohnson.2409nothing to be sad about we’ll get to meet back up with them eventually it’s simply a matter of time. In the mean time it’s our job to keep living and creating stories for us to talk about once we finally meet back up. I know my brother and father have so much to tell me and we’ll have the best time once we finally get to catch up.
the extroverted light of this world often go home to cry in isolation. id be lying if i said i havent thought about going home with Christ during rough times. but God has me here for a purpose whether i like it or not. Blessings to you. God healed and restored my broken soul after my cousin died a decade ago from a bad brain tumor. her name was nikki nyzio, graduated suma cum laude at seton hall, great job. great soul always making me feel welcome despite me being 11 years younger. yet God took her at 28 years old... now im older then my cousin when she passed and often i shake my fist thinking it should have been me. but all that darkness led me to christ
My best friend died. Both of them. My child hood friend and current friend. This music makes me feel like I’m with them thank you. You guys have a dance off in the after life I need this.
My brother and my best friend both committed suicide one month apart in 2016, one hanged himself and one shot himself in his front yard on Halloween night. I have never recovered. And mac who was my distant cousin also died in a short time frame and I dont think I will ever get those pieces back. I only say that to let you know you're not alone. Keep your head up and keep moving forward bc for every individual person we lose in our lives that breaks us and crushes us, we have 10 who would feel the same exact way if we left earth. So stay strong for those still here. And at the same time don't let the memory of the ones who are gone, ever be forgotten. Much love. R.i.p a-rob, R.i.p Kota and R.i.p mac. Much love to all 3 and to all of everyone's lost loved ones.
❤❤❤@@beensavage390
Your beats are fire brother one love
appreciate you fam, stay blessed
I think like how this high feels
I sit back
And I think
That I might just die here
And for me thats okay
I haven’t seen a reason to live
The more I go on
The more I grow numb
Consumed by my own addictions
It burned a hole in my heart
real
How do it feel when you make it?
Is every day just another vacation?
Living needs no reason just like seasons they keep changing
Have you seen the people's faces when you take away their pain?
That shit is prettier than any picture Monet could've painted, I
Swear to god I coulda never saw this happening
you was you was rappin it your mind started unraveling
Only took 10 mins on this, so it’s definitely not the best, but thought it could work-
[Verse]:
Proceed with caution, all it takes is a taste
Horses off to the race, filled my mind with toxins
They got me boxed in, under there control
Full of sin, I resent everything within
Till I die, till I die
Where I lay, on the ground, not far from heavens eyes
Was this even a surprise
I don’t know
Do it all make sense? I don’t know
Can you please make it all make sense
I once had big dreams, now I’m thinkin' this is it
The end of me
Had a good run
I’m Sorry my friends
And my family, I probably should have made amends
Now I’m a different man, just didn’t have a chance to grow up
Could have made a plan, could have made it out
Too late I’m a memory, do you remember me
I took a chance, now I’m out
- Chorus -
I wonder why, I do this to myself
Sit down and proceed to melt
All the pain I felt, try to numb it out
Is this right? Have my doubts
I wonder why, I do this to myself
Sit down and proceed to melt
All the pain I felt, try to numb it out
Is this right? Have my doubts
Every night, is a fight
But we alright
- -
Woooo
I miss my friend's 2 it was 😂😅😮😢
I like how the high feels
I sit back
and i think
that i might just die,today
She was mine blew her back out damn how time feels
I gutted this world and i lost dull control
I knew nothing but dirt
I saw your hard work
I sit back with my kush
I sit back with my rock
Fold a dollar and brotha
Crush it up
Love how it feels
Without a thought or a feeling
She was mine until she died
Love how it feels
Its beyond a flesh feeling
Hope u doing okay fam, beautiful lyrics btw
What an amazing track! Your voice carries so much emotion. As a beat maker, I love the backdrop you’ve created. Looking forward to more music from you. Lets go re_midi
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this shit definitely has big mac vibes fasho
tysm bro! this song is super special to me. glad you enjoyed it
@@minktrap you killed it fam i always rap on these miller esqe beats but this one i couldn’t think of anything because i couldn’t just imagine him on it and it ain’t feel right for me keep up the good work bro
It’s a real Mac song. Just unreleased. This is a remake.
@@belak1551ohh word
Yo PM me let's make this a serious track & do more!!