Depression is serious, so stop joking about it. Anyone who says “depression is all in your head”, yeah, it’s an imbalance of serotonin in my brain. Telling someone with depression to be happy is like telling an asthmatic to just breathe. It’s not easy
Real conversation I had with my friends mother yesterday Me: the school doesn't care about our mental health, they used their budget for mental health awareness for a texting and driving speaker. We're all depressed and they don't care. Her: You just get up in the morning and decide to be depressed, none of you are actually depressed.
Susan Jonson They are wrong. We don’t choose to be sad. We don’t. She has no idea what people have been through. Or even people with normal lives. People have no idea what people like me feel like. I have a normal life. But I can’t help it. I don’t wanna say depressed cause part of me doesn’t believe it being of the life I have. I don’t get along with my brother and I’m losing it. He won’t listen to me. No one ever seems to notice. One time my mom saw me crying and thought it was because she took away my phone. I just agreed because what right do I have to get upset. Tell me!! I have a normal life. So why should I get depressed. I pretend like it doesn’t bother me. And no one is there to hug me when I cry. I cry in plain sight but no one can guess it’s because it’s the reason of suicidal thoughts. I once told but I got no help. So I don’t tell anyone anymore. And frankly, I find it hard to just text this. If I told, I know it would be then same answer about how I should be on my phone less. About how I should ignore my brother. The truth is I just want someone to hug me when I cry. Someone to reassure me it’s alright. Someone who doesn’t need an explanation from me. They’ll just be there. But I know that won’t happen
I had my dad tell me that everything is in my head and I just had to have enough strength to get passed it and didnt realize that depression is just as deadly as any disease until I went into inpatient... he learned after 3 or 4 years of me being depressed that depression is real and not something that's made up in people's mind
This song doesn't really feel like it's hinting at suicide other than the word. I hate when people make depressing songs just because they're popular and other artists do it. Only about 2 out of 100% of artists who sing about depression actually know what depression is, how it effects people and what it's about. Songs like this don't even make sense and there's nothing depressing about this song. It's just got Suicide as the title to hopefully make it more popular when the artist isn't even singing about what the title is other than saying the word a few times
There were this lovely couple at our school who were so in love they got married the moment they turned 18. High school sweethearts and all. But they got into a car crash and both didn’t survive. I was freshman at the time and knew the girl from a welcoming committee, and she was beautiful. I offered a memorial and so I chose this song. Still racks me half to death hearing it again after all these yeara
Dear grandad, I'm sorry I didn't get to say goodbye. I'm sorry I barely ever visit your grave. I'm sorry I never went to your funeral, dad didn't let me... I still kept your photo under my pillow... I still hug that book you gave me as a present every day 😢 I hope you liked those candles we lit near your gravestone... We have a candle for Xmas this year to remember you.. I love you so much and I miss you... Its getting harder every day trying to live without you. Please...please come back to me 😭😭 Lots of love, Your granddaughter 😭
why don't people ever understand that depression isn't something that disappears overnight, nor is it something that you can control all the time. Meds? after your body is used to them it is useless and if you get another prescription, the cycle just repeats. why do people say "Why are you so depressed when you have nothing to be depressed about and have everything in the world?" Depression isn't only causes by traumatic or bad experiences. it can be caused by your own insecurities or thoughts like this said in sensitively when they don't even know what's going on. Why do people think that oh, promise you just won't do it or your so stupid for being depressed and immediately peg you as crazy or being overdramatic? if they promise and end up accidently breaking it, it just makes it twice as hard to keep going. and those insults of Oh your just craxy, overdramatic, etc. it's not that we are, it's just how our mind is making us feel and think and we can't stop it. these insensitive words and phrases just make it harder for us to progress and improve. It's like the minute they see you're broken, they make you a black sheep and do whatever they can to either get rid of you or fake a smile and pretend to be happy instead of getting help. Do they think we like being this way? feeling like we are nothing, not good enough, useless, or broken? We dont, but we try to make you feel happy and not make you worry. I'm tired of this and tired of pretending. I want it to change
I am here with you girl! they may not understand ,but we must not give up faith that our lifes will one day be filled with more than these dark thoughts ,but with good vibes ,smiles ,love and beauty! Hold onto faith !
Y'all need to shut up you say you're depressed yet the first thing you do is post it on the fucking INTERNET? What in the hell made you think that was going to help or do you just want others to feel bad about yourselves well let me tell you something THAT DOESNT WORK. You guys need to stop feeling sorry for yourselves you need to stand up for yourselves because I WAS once depressed and I had never blamed anyone but me and you wanna know why it's because deep down I knew that I was the fucking problem so I made the change and now I'm happy
Listen everyone gets depressed over different stuff. It's not a race between who has more depression. everyone has at least that feeling and life goes on. all you need to do is be strong.
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal!!
I understand both of you. I am funny and playful at school but I get really sad and never show anyone because im supposed to be tough and suck it up. I have thought of suicide on several occasions but never follow through. I just remember my family and friends that would be devastated. The people that I keep smiling are the same people that keep me from ending it all. And they don't even know it.
It's not an option, it's an end. I feel like doing it sometimes, but i'm a little scare of doing it... I just tell myself "just... just a little bit more time... a bit more... maybe theres a way... maybe the things can get better..." even when everything was just... shit and pain. and you know what? Being patient was enough... i'm almost out of it. I still fall in the same thing sometimes. i had to wait 5 years... i'm sure you people can wait more than me. I'm still alone, but i don't want to give up, or at least not now. come on, if one person got better, other can too! you'll get throught it! I'm rooting for you! PD: sorry if i wrote something worng, idk, my english isn't that good.
Coming back to this old song to help remember something from years in my past. But if anyone reads this and happens to be feeling down or going through something of some sort. I want to tell you that you don't have to carry that hurt alone. Regardless of whatever you may be feeling, there's one thing that is true and honest. All that pain, and you're still here. Keep your heads up and keep living so that you can see a better tomorrow.
I act happy at at school, at home I be friendly with everyone I laugh all day people think I'm the happiest person In this world, and whenever someone is broken inside, sad I try to make them happy but they don't know I'm the one who is broken on the inside
I know this was posted 2 years ago, but I hope you are feeling much better compared to when you first posted this comment. 2 years... I wonder how you're doing now... I wonder if you'll even read this... But if you do read this, I really do wish that you're happier compared to 2 years ago. Stay strong
This week has been too much for me I have tried so hard to make everyone else happy and anytime I stop laughing I have to run to my room to cry I can’t do it anymore making others that don’t care about your feelings isn’t a way to be I’m. Never Going to let my own mental health get that low again to help others mental health that don’t care about mine ❤️
I am too ugly. I am too skinny. I shouldn't be mourned on. I have hobbies, I have interests, I have feelings. But they are all gone. I love making art. I make realistic art. The brush is my blade, The canvas is my body. The blood is realistic, Don't you think? Are you proud of me finally? Am I talented now? Or am I still a mess? Mum, I was always the one to say I love you first. If I die, My hobbies, My interests, My family, And me will be gone. Really I am doing people a favour, Since you all hate me. People say you will miss me, But if you will miss me, Why don't you care?
I care.I have friends that are depressed and I am doing everything I can to make them happy.I am skinny aswell but I don't care that I am skinny I am still beautiful...So are you in you're own ways.Want to be friends?❤😇
I don't know you and you don't know me and I don't know what you've been through... But if you pull that trigger.. You think it will take away your pain? *No* it will spread.. Your family loves you... They will suffer every night wishing you hadn't taken your life that day... You have to realise that there is someone in life that *loves* you, You are special in your own way.. Your unique in your own way.. Your *beautiful* in your own way.. I nearly took my life one night with a knife to my heart.. Then I realised that it would affect my family.. Even if you commit suicide yo affect yourself as well... People that are suicidal... *Hold on...*
I used to cut too and I used to think nobody cared too. But there's always people who care. Always. Really. I care, if that's of any help. You deserve to live and you're wonderful. Don't leave scars on your beautiful skin. Please? Idk if you believe or not, but God loves you. If you don't believe, always remember that someone loves you. And you should love yourself. Stay strong 💞
Me every day but girl (or guy 😂) how can u be "to skinny" I don't wanna say there's no such thing because in a way there is but you probably perfect no matter what. In my opinion I'm to fat iv been bullied since preK and it still happens to this day. I think like this often and last year was a whole mess but slowly I'm learning to just not care so much. I still think about what the people tell me but I use it as inspiration to try and do somthing. I never used to be like this, it used to put me down and make me not wanna do anything tbh. U sound prettier than me and it still seems that it doesn't matter if I wear makeup it makes me uglier(low key true facts tho) your probably supper pretty and drop dead gorgeous without it anyway but As long as u don't let the ppl who "don't care" change you personally, like how u paint and draw, you will always be perfect. Now if they do change who you are that's not you which is why I say that. I hope you have found or are getting and / finding, searching ? For happiness. If u have not found it or have let this add to it. YOU ARE PERFECT💙 don't change All the love in the world A random stranger
Hey my name is Emily and I am 11 years old...turning 12 in October this year I know I am only young...but I do know things from right to wrong... Message for ppl who think they aren't beautiful enough, smart enough, strong enough: trust me, I know how u feel I am going though the same thing right now... I know what ur thinking 'how would she help us she is going though this 2?' but I believe that everyone in this world deserves to life a good life...of course life will never be perfect but just listen to what I have to say... you are beautiful as much as u don't think u r...u r beautiful...I wouldn't be giving up my time to write this comment if I *thought that u weren't beautiful ur strong... ur good enough... u r...u know that u r...u just have to believe me...* message for those who r bullied: hey there, u know what don't worry about those bullies! u r beautiful just the way u r...*they r just jealous of ur awesomness and ur beauty... they r jealous of ur talent... if u r thinking right now 'I don't believe...u ur lieing'* listen... U matter, Ur opinions matter, Ur feeling matter, Ur thoughts matter,Ur dreams matter, Ur life matters,U r special, U r beautiful, U r talented, U r valuable,U r wonderful, respected,U r cared about, u r strong,Ur a good person, u r loved,U will succend, reach out, hold on overcome, U mean something...U DESERVE to LIVE... remember: if ppl talk behind ur back, that where they belong behind u (: message to those who bully other ppl: a poem for u... *Are ur jokes still funny now?The shovels, the trips, the sadistic grins...U stole everything from her/him...ur words tore her/him fragile being to shreds... coz of you, she lost her soul...she lost her heart...she lost her will...she lost her joy...you killed her, in every way but Physical...R u happy now?* ur beautiful remember that (: I think that u r amazing and awesome, that counts for something -Emily
Guys please listen to me. I was a depressed 14 year old cutting everynight, drinking and smoking. I'm 23 my daughter just started kindergarten and my husband just came into remission :) It's getting better :)
I'm 14 now, I'm cutting, drinking and smoking. And I don't think that I'm going to be old enough to have children. All I want is to have someone holding my hand, blow away my tears and talking to me every night about the world and our feelings. But I don't have someone like this. I never had and I won't have such a person. So tell me. Why should I keep going? Life is a piece of shit, so am I.
I'm dating a girl who was suicidal. And I was suicidal too. So technically, loving her was suicide. But we are still together. Dating since September 24th, 2018.
I know that (maybe) no one will read this, but I'm a depressed person. If you do suicide, you think the pain will just go away. But, no. The people that loved you will feel _your_ pain. So, please don't ever do suicide. My friends were oblivious about me being depressed and suicidal. But, I helped myself up. Please just stay happy, live life to the fullest. I don't want anyone committing suicide because they're depressed. Hopefully, this helped! :)
It's weird when you used to listen to a song like this and you could relate to the emotion so well that it hurt.. And yet now I can listen to this song and I don't feel anything. Strangely, I'm sad that I don't feel pain over this song anymore. Maybe because I know the feelings I once had are over.. I miss having emotions lol
Aj Summer I just feel like am gonna kill myself am saying it so many times in a day and in a minute and I got a knife out and my mum actually stopped me from killing myself my family is really worried about me
I came back to listen to this song after a while because the song is so personal and beautiful but it’s so sad so many people in the comments relates to this. I hope you know that you’re so important and you deserve so much love. You deserve every good time in life and life does have its challenges but I know you can do it! Sometimes I wish I could take away the pain everyone feels, I wish people were so happy and loved themselves more because you are all beautiful souls. God put you all here for a reason. You all are so strong and gotten so far. You should feel proud of yourself, if not, I am. ❤ I love you
moment, when the song tuches you so much u can't even think straight..u just listen to the lyrics and see ur life in one picture..hate that feeling but the song is so beautiful :(
REMEMBER: suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. You were put on this earth for a reason. You may not have found it yet but you will. YOU are beautiful. No one can change that. I have anxiety and depression and i know what its like for people to not understand. If you need to talk i am here for you. Please remember this! No one should have to go through all of these problems. You may not like you but i like you. I hate me. You shouldn't be me.
A note to my best friend: You know, I love you, more than I love myself. I love you so much, and you never even understood, you dated me, then broke me. You killed me on the inside with these words, "I'm not ready for a relationship." I understood, but when a week later you got a girlfriend, then broke up with her, it really hurt, that when you said you loved me, it was a lie. That when you said you cared, it was a lie too. You broke me. You took the last piece of my small broken heart, and shattered it. Into a million little pieces. You got together with my friend, knowing it would hurt me even more. But why did I come back? Why does my mind always come to the thought of us? When I'm alone with my thoughts, all I can think about is you. I don't think you realize how much I love you. And the fact that I will love you more than anyone else can. I always cared about you, and I always think about you, but why did you do this? Is it because I'm gullible enough to believe you love me? Or is it because you wanted to mess with my heart? Was it all just a game? What is wrong with me? When we talk, it's like you're the only guy in the world. You told me I was beautiful. I believed it for a while. But, now, I'm just an emotional wreck when I talk to you, saying, "I'm fine" But why do you even still talk to me, I've gone off on you, and you probably hate me. But answer this, why did you say you loved me, if you didn't mean it? Please.. Just understand.. I love you. And I'll always be waiting on you. Goodbye, for now, I'll see you on the other side, I love you.
So many things this makes me wish to say. But I’ll leave it at this. I know not the whole story, but know this, what you’ve described does not make you gullible or weak in any way. In fact, quite the opposite. It makes you, an exception to everything I’ve learned and experienced in my life. It makes you the one in one million. What you describe is loving someone unconditionally and with no restrictions. Do not under any circumstance, allow anyone to steal that away from you. That one thing, makes you a better person then millions of others. It makes you a rare find. Don’t let that vanish over the years. And one day, you’ll find someone of the same caliber that will see the value in you.
Totally meee! + my mom is chinese so she thinks school is life but that means Im screwing my life. Yeah well, it sucks anyway...first year in college is going to hell, cutting, smoking, hard depression and anxiety, traumas of violence... like theres nothing left for me anymore...
Please pray for my friend Hailey cos she suffered from deppression and killed herself on the 22/01/19 R.I.P baby girl...heaven has gained another angle :{
You might never ever read this.. But I really love(d) you 😔 You tricked me into a fake relationship based on lies and just to mess around with me. But just know... I really love(d) you 😔
иαтѕυмι 夏美 Word bro my girl played with me hard all the time and would lie constantly but after soo many lies she sent me this song and then committed suicide
I’m reading the comments and people are saying if suicide is an option or not. But idk I feel like people only do it, not because they want to die and don’t want to live their life. They do want to live their life but not the life they have. You know what I mean. I mean I’ve been through things and I’ve learnt this but it’s probably just me. If you are feeling the need to take your own life, or your hurting, I’m soo sorry and just so you know you’re beautiful and your worth it ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Grandes Love when life feels like a prison , such as mine , the "you are worth it " comments make no sense . When you have NO FUCKING WAY to get what you want , and also your ego does not let you stop wanting the things you want , you really see death as freedom. It is the ultimate "my way or highway" statement. But don't worry about me , although life DOES FEEL like a prison for me I have chosen to stay in prison and explore it , because I will die anyways and I am not suffering as bad as to want to kill myself now , I will wait until some natural phenomenon or a bodily accident kills me , untill that I will live like I am in a 80 years old waiting room . 80 years of imprisonment is something I think I CAN choose to deal with.
Depression is different for everyone, it’s unique to every individual, but this holds truth. I’m sure if everyone lived the life they dream of they would be happy. But, people recover by being happy with what’s been given rather than what they want handed. I have clinical depression, but it helps so much to be so self aware that the life I have is extremely valuable to me and the ones who truly love me. I’m lucky to even get a shot at the life I got :) and so is everyone else.
TO EVERYONE OUT THERE, STAY! ALWAYS CHOOSE TO STAY. THESE DARK DAYS DO NOT LAST FOREVER AND ONE DAY YOU WILL BE HAPPY. AND IN CASE YOU FORGOT TODAY, SMILE.
I smile on the outside but in the inside I am screaming . I didn't think i would be like this when I was younger. I wonder how the younger me will see me now .
Your Skin isn't paper, so don't cut it your face isn't a mask, so don't cover it Your life isn't a movie, so don't end it your beautiful just the way you are and don't let people tell you otherwise Love u Xx
Hey you reading this. You are beautiful/handsome no matter what you think.Right now its hard.. I have been depressed for 7 years now. But you are not alone!! I know you can do this. You are not what people call you. You are worth so much more then the labels taped on you. You are not fat. Your body is beautiful and I wish you could see how amazing you are. YOU were put on this earth for a purpose. DO NOT give up yet! The life we live seems long, but its actually so short. We together can fight depression. You are not worthless. YOU ARE WORTH IT. If you are cutting... stop. When you cut you look back at that scar and think that's the time you felt worthless and it hurts you more so you take it out by hurting yourself. Listen, you are gonna be okay one day. I know you will. Right now you are going to deny that. But you just need to do what makes you happy. And I hope someday you realize that you are so wanted. I love you :)! I do not care what others say about you. Cause they are so wrong they don't even have the right to say that crap they say about you. Stay. DO NOT GIVE UP!! If you are reading this it means that you are still breathing, blinking, trying, fighting. I am so proud of you for coming this far. Smile. Cause you are needed. I am happy god decided to make a handsome/beautiful angel like you. Cause we need more people like you. Stay strong babe :D!
You canmot imagine how helpful your words are. I mean I'm not struggling with my life right now. I've never cut myself. There were many days that I wanted to get lost from the earth. But deep there in my soul I knew that there were people who cared abou me. I mean, even though I'm fine right now your comment made me cry because you are just amazing. Caring about the others,even if you may not know them, is the most beautiful gift you can be given. God be with you❤
This song is beautiful yet so upsetting for me I was young around 14/15 I met my first love and my first girlfriend but all we got was hate at high school, bullied that much that I felt suicidal and I was contemplating on going to the bridge but I stopped myself because I couldn't let the bullies win. I kept it from my Mum, she didn't know how much I hated school until I got older and told her all the bullying that went on, she was so upset that I didn't tell her whilst I was still at school. So the relationship was tough, it felt like we was getting judged for being a same sex couple even though we are in the in 2021 not 1900's. I listened to this song and cried, it is touching and beautiful. Thank you Rihanna
Everyone hides a story. Everyone has a past and some try to escape from it. Few of them can. Most of them die just because they feel as if they couldn't be as perfect as the rest. But truth is you aren't worthless or stupid or all those bad words they usually call you. You are as good as anyone. Perfection doesn't exists. That's why you don't have to try so hard. Stay here. And learn how to live.
This song is so relatable to me and man depression fucking hurts and so many people have it and sometimes when I'm down I wanna cry myself to sleep. This song helps me.
I HATE the people who don't take these songs seriously! My dog ate my chips? My cookie fell into my milk?! Get real people. Some of us listen to this song because we relate so much to it and it is disgusting to see people trying to say that they relate to this song because of a stupid reason! Grow up people.
I have depression since about three-four years and it began because my mother twisted my reality. She framed my father for all her wrongdoings, she has alcoholism and smoked. Before I finally was allowed to move to dad she killed my dog I raised from her birth on and nearly killed me by choking me. I dropped out of school recently because I couldn't take it anymore. My father doesn't show emotions to me, he has them but he is just as broken as I am. I talked with my headmaster short before dropping out. He had studied psychology and I told him what I am right now. Know what he said? I am suffering from a depression circle, and it went far enough for me to have no feelings anymore. I lost my feelings, empathy and have no family love any longer. I wish an adult, especially my father, would understand me just like my headmaster did.
@@UnknownPerson-nl7te In all honesty, I don't even remember having made this comment. Don't worry, in the same year of dropping out of school I attended therapy for three months and got my life together. Living a happy one in my own apartement and in an apprenticeship.
I always thought that you should please everyone around you. That you have to keep them happy. And it's something I regret doing. Yes, I love making people feel special about themselves because it also brings me joy. But, at some point, I realized that I don't have to keep everyone around me happy. I had "friends" who acted like they cared, when they actually hated me. I began realizing that when I stopped pleasing them. Cause when I stopped, their masks fell off. People can sometimes use you for their own pleasure. Some call themselves "friends" when their really you're enemies. It hurts a lot when you know you were only a toy for them to play around with. I'm not saying that happiness is bad, you can keep people happy if you want. What I'm trying to say is, you should stop PLEASING people. It's not a bad thing to be someone's happiness, but it's bad when you're treated like someone's slave. There's a difference between keeping people HAPPY and keeping people PLEASED. Happy, is when everyone's happy but you're ALSO happy. PLEASED, is when you're the joker and everyone is laughing at YOU, and what happens? YOU loose YOU'RE happiness. When you stop pleasing people, you'll start to see their true colors. And it's not pretty. Keep people happy but make sure you're happy too. Stop pleasing people, cause it's taking you're strength when it's all you ever do. I am speaking from experience and yes, it does hurt, but on the way you get the right friends and the right happiness. God bless!! Have a nice, happy day!
JM Dk I'm sorry 2 heat that and I agree u can't always trust people who aren't there 4 YOU when u need them most but there are others out there who will be there 4 u
This song describes me and my life and this helped me get through so much that i have been through and i know some people say this is what love will do to you so you should should stay away from love but love is not just something we choose its somthing you feel inside and deep inside my heart is a mixture of dark ness and pain and all because i loved someone just because i saw something special in someone and i loved them i got hurt i thought about killing myself sometime but the thought of him keeps me going my heart used to be the most brightest and peaceful and joyfull heart you have ever seen and now because i loved someone its full of darkness and pain sometimes at night i cry myself to sleep at because i am thinking of him thankfully i did not kill myself but i have three scars on my left rist i cut myself and every time i look down at my rist it remines me that i am strong and no matter how much pain he put me through i am still here thank god for helping me through this tough time you cant bring me down and the crazy thing is after all he put me through i still love him
' i drown in your every word and every breath that's in between, somehoe you got me where it really hurts, it's killing every part of me. Loving you is suicide' 👆🏻👆🏻👆🏻 Dammmnnnnnn them feels!! 😔😔😔💔💔 He is destroying me!!
I know ill probably never ever know the pain of being in a toxic relationship, and very greatful that im not in one, but this song for me describes me being in love with someone i cant have💔
For the people whom think they want to die think about the people who cares about you. Stay positive spend time with family and friends I know it's hard not to think about suicide be brave and walk away from the things that are harming you ok.
Josefina Torres easier said then did...when the world of a person is broken because this one boy was her world then you can't think positive anymore...that's my situation..to handle it a little bit I'm cutting myself and tried to kill myself but the world won't let me go...
You NEED to keep going , please stop looking at stuff like this if you're thinking about ending your life ... you're beautiful just being you ... you are loved , I love you
Hello, friends. Not long ago, I struggled with school, and life. I was often bullied for not being good enough, and not being straight. it was really hard for me, so one day I told one of my friends (who had moved to Florida long before this) that I was done, and finished with living. so she called the police. It was horrifying, in my opinion. But she's coming back to my town during Christmas break, and I'll be sure to thank her so much for doing that, because now life is better than I ever thought it could be. The person that I thought would never love me back now is head over heels for me, and I've gained loving friends (even including the people who used to bully me) Trust me guys, don't assume life is at its worst right now, it always gets better, I promise. Now but that knife, bottle, glass, pills, or anything else harmful to your body down, and embrace that whoever created us created you for a reason. You're not here for nothing. And your hearing this from a person that can't even do math correctly, and cries over people raising their voice at them, but trust me, every storm has a rainbow afterwards. Embrace that you're alive. And remember that some person named Maxwell loves you more than anything. Stay safe, friends
@Rosie Lopez I promise it gets better I was getting bullied a lot I didn't tell anyone because I thought it would get worse but listen no matter what life goes on and it gets better I promise
This song reminds me of a boy I liked and I remember him whimpering in my ear " I love you" never forgot since now we don't talk .... I should had said it back
i fell in love with a guy a long time ago... i still love him.. he never loved me back but then my "friend" started dating him when she knew i loved him with every ounce in my heart.. he was my everything and she was his.. no matter how much she hurt him he continued to love her and he would talk to me about it.. now she left him and he still loves her and when he claims to love me.. he crushes me over and over again but i still love him and ik it sounds really dumb but ive been depressed b4 this and now im kissing suicide.... he says he loves me but wont be with me bc hes stuck on his ex... i dont wanna be his 2nd choice but i love him enough to.... idk what im doing anymore...
Clysse i hope it clears up love, i know i’m replying late but i was strangled by my bully at 8 years old. i still suffer with depression but for different reasons, but i have learned to overcome that memory. it was extremely challenging, but rewarding in the end and i know you can do it!
I know this is late. 2 years late. But. Im 17. I wanted to die when i was 15. I got bullied. Pushed around by my brother. Yelled at by my dad. It was overwhelming. I almost did it. But the ceiling broke as i jumped. Went to a mental hospital and it helped me. So much. I love my life rn.
Among all these comments I hope you find this one💕 I hope you know what a beautiful soul you are. I hope you know your worth, your value, your beauty. Your life brings others joy and you're a lovely human that this world needs. You are important. You are needed. You are loved. So hold on a bit longer, my friend. There is hope. You'll be okay, I promise. The light is just up ahead ❤❤
The blood that bleeds from your wrists. Is the blood that bleeds from my breaking heart. The thoughts you think. Are the thoughts of you in my mind. Don't hurt yourself. You are so beautiful. Beautiful things aren't perfect things. Beautiful things are the things that have been damaged again and again. Heart broken again and again, but the pieces are glued and the cracks make a more beautiful web of human. So please don't. I love you. - to everyone who needs it
For me this is about one of my friend (girl) we were best friend we had the best weekend together. We went outside on her trampoline watching movies eating candies watching stars and talking about how much we love each other and never want to break our best friendship... On monday she told me she didn't want to be my best friend anymore... I recreate a friendship with her this year I left 1 day and she replaced me ignored me and now im in a big fight with her and my real friend (boy) is on her side because she is more beautiful or whatever she's killing me from the inside it still hurt soo bad everytime I see her
Marie . If that is who “supported you “ they weren’t worth it. Unfortunately manipulating happens . It is happening to me at the moment . There are way better people in the world that deserve someone like you . If that is who they are . Lucky you found out now before you got stuck in it .
a person has to have already lost themselves and everything they cared for been swept away, when you feel nothing and cant see past the void that consumes your soul, clinging to something as painful as living becomes futile, a song or picture doesnt make anyone end thier existance that hasnt already accepted that this the path they must walk.
It’s been two years since I last commented. I’ve had a journey since then. I learned how to find value in myself, not in others. I learned what it meant to keep fighting, even if you feel like giving up. I’m 19 now.
Always believe in yourself. We all have our place in this world. It takes some time to understand why we are existing right now. You got it pretty early, and that's impressive. Stay strong !
You just saved my life....i was going to pull this rope around my life then my phone buzzed and then this song popped up so thank you so much I don't know what id be if the song wouldn't have popped up id be dead so thank you thank you vary much even tho I know you probably won't read this I'm still grateful for what you've done I've lived through this song I don't know how many times and keep up the good work😭😭😓
My parents always tell me to think happy things but all I can think of is sadness, ever since I started to see the world as a hurtful place where no one is happy forever
I feel the same. I dont told it my parents, i told it someone i really trust, one special person. How am i supposed to be happy when i'm constantly thinking about killing myself
Everyone says how beautiful I am but I'm really not I'm worthless No one would care if I died 1 month after I would die no one would remember me No one needs me I'm overweight I cry every night I have lost interest in everything My Life sucks I use to be so happy It's not worth staying I have fake friends
Depression is serious, so stop joking about it.
Anyone who says “depression is all in your head”, yeah, it’s an imbalance of serotonin in my brain.
Telling someone with depression to be happy is like telling an asthmatic to just breathe. It’s not easy
Real conversation I had with my friends mother yesterday
Me: the school doesn't care about our mental health, they used their budget for mental health awareness for a texting and driving speaker. We're all depressed and they don't care.
Her: You just get up in the morning and decide to be depressed, none of you are actually depressed.
Susan Jonson
They are wrong. We don’t choose to be sad. We don’t. She has no idea what people have been through. Or even people with normal lives. People have no idea what people like me feel like. I have a normal life. But I can’t help it. I don’t wanna say depressed cause part of me doesn’t believe it being of the life I have. I don’t get along with my brother and I’m losing it. He won’t listen to me. No one ever seems to notice. One time my mom saw me crying and thought it was because she took away my phone. I just agreed because what right do I have to get upset. Tell me!! I have a normal life. So why should I get depressed. I pretend like it doesn’t bother me. And no one is there to hug me when I cry. I cry in plain sight but no one can guess it’s because it’s the reason of suicidal thoughts. I once told but I got no help. So I don’t tell anyone anymore. And frankly, I find it hard to just text this. If I told, I know it would be then same answer about how I should be on my phone less. About how I should ignore my brother. The truth is I just want someone to hug me when I cry. Someone to reassure me it’s alright. Someone who doesn’t need an explanation from me. They’ll just be there. But I know that won’t happen
I had my dad tell me that everything is in my head and I just had to have enough strength to get passed it and didnt realize that depression is just as deadly as any disease until I went into inpatient... he learned after 3 or 4 years of me being depressed that depression is real and not something that's made up in people's mind
This song doesn't really feel like it's hinting at suicide other than the word. I hate when people make depressing songs just because they're popular and other artists do it. Only about 2 out of 100% of artists who sing about depression actually know what depression is, how it effects people and what it's about. Songs like this don't even make sense and there's nothing depressing about this song. It's just got Suicide as the title to hopefully make it more popular when the artist isn't even singing about what the title is other than saying the word a few times
Also why do most of the time these songs are about girls?
a tongue has no bones but is still strong enough to break a heart be careful with your words because one wrong thing said could end a person's life.
That was beautiful.... Thank you
So true, we forgive but the memory of those words are forever
So true. We can forgive but the memory of those words are forever
…😔
wow that was corny
There were this lovely couple at our school who were so in love they got married the moment they turned 18. High school sweethearts and all.
But they got into a car crash and both didn’t survive. I was freshman at the time and knew the girl from a welcoming committee, and she was beautiful.
I offered a memorial and so I chose this song. Still racks me half to death hearing it again after all these yeara
Chaoticly :( That's so sad 😭
whAT THAT IS GODDAMN SAD
I’m so sorry
Wow deep
That's a one sad story.... But atleast they died on each other sides...
Dear grandad,
I'm sorry I didn't get to say goodbye.
I'm sorry I barely ever visit your grave.
I'm sorry I never went to your funeral, dad didn't let me...
I still kept your photo under my pillow...
I still hug that book you gave me as a present every day 😢
I hope you liked those candles we lit near your gravestone...
We have a candle for Xmas this year to remember you..
I love you so much and I miss you...
Its getting harder every day trying to live without you.
Please...please come back to me 😭😭
Lots of love,
Your granddaughter 😭
God that's deep is it true?
Omg, my grandpa passed away because of cancer 2 months ago... I feel you... I was crying while reading this comment...
😭😭😭
Why is this so fucking close to my situation...
Katie Obrien same. Only thing that is different is that i was on my grandpa’s funeral...💔
why don't people ever understand that depression isn't something that disappears overnight, nor is it something that you can control all the time. Meds? after your body is used to them it is useless and if you get another prescription, the cycle just repeats. why do people say "Why are you so depressed when you have nothing to be depressed about and have everything in the world?" Depression isn't only causes by traumatic or bad experiences. it can be caused by your own insecurities or thoughts like this said in sensitively when they don't even know what's going on. Why do people think that oh, promise you just won't do it or your so stupid for being depressed and immediately peg you as crazy or being overdramatic? if they promise and end up accidently breaking it, it just makes it twice as hard to keep going. and those insults of Oh your just craxy, overdramatic, etc. it's not that we are, it's just how our mind is making us feel and think and we can't stop it. these insensitive words and phrases just make it harder for us to progress and improve. It's like the minute they see you're broken, they make you a black sheep and do whatever they can to either get rid of you or fake a smile and pretend to be happy instead of getting help. Do they think we like being this way? feeling like we are nothing, not good enough, useless, or broken? We dont, but we try to make you feel happy and not make you worry. I'm tired of this and tired of pretending. I want it to change
I am here with you girl! they may not understand ,but we must not give up faith that our lifes will one day be filled with more than these dark thoughts ,but with good vibes ,smiles ,love and beauty! Hold onto faith !
I'm so so sorry for you, I hope you will be okay, stay strong💕
thalia givens omg yess
I know how u feel
I totally agree with you you 😔😔💯💯
I have depression and my parents tell me I should listen to happier songs but it's harder to listen to happy songs when you are so depressed. 😢
try being 10 and having it no one likes you because youre never happy
Y'all need to shut up you say you're depressed yet the first thing you do is post it on the fucking INTERNET? What in the hell made you think that was going to help or do you just want others to feel bad about yourselves well let me tell you something THAT DOESNT WORK. You guys need to stop feeling sorry for yourselves you need to stand up for yourselves because I WAS once depressed and I had never blamed anyone but me and you wanna know why it's because deep down I knew that I was the fucking problem so I made the change and now I'm happy
Listen everyone gets depressed over different stuff. It's not a race between who has more depression. everyone has at least that feeling and life goes on. all you need to do is be strong.
I feel you...
I understand i cant listen to happy songs at all
I'm -not- fine. I'm -not- happy. I -don't- love myself. I'm always -fake- smiling.
Same here
I feel ya. 🥲
You may not believe it. But I swear. I share your pain!!
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal!!
@@onliner10000same
when ur the "funny guy" of the class and you ppl think just because i can make ppl laugh i'm happy af
just because i can laugh doesn't mean I'm happy
Nick Mans same. I use this mask of being the Class Comedian to hide my own insecurities.
I understand both of you. I am funny and playful at school but I get really sad and never show anyone because im supposed to be tough and suck it up. I have thought of suicide on several occasions but never follow through. I just remember my family and friends that would be devastated. The people that I keep smiling are the same people that keep me from ending it all. And they don't even know it.
Well I don't even have that going for me. I'm not funny or anything.
Same I'm the funny girl so people don't take seriously but only three people understand
Nick Mans exactly
I hate when songs relate to me so deeply.
when I'm okay i feel the music when I'm are sad or in a rut ..I feel the lyrics.
I feel the same way u do about music like this song.
Me 2😷😞😒😔😥😭😪
I know how u feel
same
same here dude!!!
I hate it when people say "suicide isn't an option" when it really is.
Madison Rasmussen Stop your bitching and fight your way through it.
It is an option but it’s not what everyone wants so that’s why say it isn’t
Madison Rasmussen hey it's OK u get through it u can fight it ok your not alone
I agree with you. I always feel like a burden to my family and friends because they're always angry at me. I sometimes feel like to suicide
It's not an option, it's an end.
I feel like doing it sometimes, but i'm a little scare of doing it... I just tell myself "just... just a little bit more time... a bit more... maybe theres a way... maybe the things can get better..." even when everything was just... shit and pain.
and you know what?
Being patient was enough... i'm almost out of it. I still fall in the same thing sometimes.
i had to wait 5 years... i'm sure you people can wait more than me.
I'm still alone, but i don't want to give up, or at least not now.
come on, if one person got better, other can too!
you'll get throught it!
I'm rooting for you!
PD: sorry if i wrote something worng, idk, my english isn't that good.
Coming back to this old song to help remember something from years in my past.
But if anyone reads this and happens to be feeling down or going through something of some sort. I want to tell you that you don't have to carry that hurt alone. Regardless of whatever you may be feeling, there's one thing that is true and honest. All that pain, and you're still here. Keep your heads up and keep living so that you can see a better tomorrow.
Love this❤❤❤❤
I act happy at at school, at home I be friendly with everyone I laugh all day people think I'm the happiest person In this world, and whenever someone is broken inside, sad I try to make them happy but they don't know I'm the one who is broken on the inside
Same... I like helping people with their feelings but I don't want help with mine
Same here I pretend to be happy but deep inside I’m broken beyond repair
I know this was posted 2 years ago, but I hope you are feeling much better compared to when you first posted this comment. 2 years... I wonder how you're doing now... I wonder if you'll even read this... But if you do read this, I really do wish that you're happier compared to 2 years ago. Stay strong
This week has been too much for me I have tried so hard to make everyone else happy and anytime I stop laughing I have to run to my room to cry I can’t do it anymore making others that don’t care about your feelings isn’t a way to be I’m. Never Going to let my own mental health get that low again to help others mental health that don’t care about mine ❤️
When everyone stops hanging out with you cause you're too "depressing"
And it makes you more depressed
life is depressing
That's what happen to me my so call friends stop hanging out with me because I'm to depressing and then they say I'm negative
Heyyyy I know I'm way too late but I just saw your comment and couldn't help but reply to you.
Are you okay??
They stop hanging out with you
So you start hanging
From the ceiling
♡i heard you say you love me thats the part i cant forget♡
your PFP and name omg youre awesome
twentyønecrybabies you are everywhere! !!
Twenty one Crybabies At the disco ikr
Lol , love your profile! I bet you'll see me a lot.
Twenty one Crybabies At the disco Thankyouu💕
You may know me but you don't know my story.
you know my name, not my story... share your story on youtube...
Most people just think I am this bright and happy person. My own family doesn’t even know me. 🥲
My even family don't know...how others will know?
I am too ugly.
I am too skinny.
I shouldn't be mourned on.
I have hobbies,
I have interests,
I have feelings.
But they are all gone.
I love making art.
I make realistic art.
The brush is my blade,
The canvas is my body.
The blood is realistic,
Don't you think?
Are you proud of me finally?
Am I talented now?
Or am I still a mess?
Mum, I was always the one to say I love you first.
If I die,
My hobbies,
My interests,
My family,
And me will be gone.
Really I am doing people a favour,
Since you all hate me.
People say you will miss me,
But if you will miss me,
Why don't you care?
I care.I have friends that are depressed and I am doing everything I can to make them happy.I am skinny aswell but I don't care that I am skinny I am still beautiful...So are you in you're own ways.Want to be friends?❤😇
I don't know you and you don't know me and I don't know what you've been through... But if you pull that trigger.. You think it will take away your pain? *No* it will spread.. Your family loves you... They will suffer every night wishing you hadn't taken your life that day... You have to realise that there is someone in life that *loves* you, You are special in your own way.. Your unique in your own way.. Your *beautiful* in your own way.. I nearly took my life one night with a knife to my heart.. Then I realised that it would affect my family.. Even if you commit suicide yo affect yourself as well... People that are suicidal... *Hold on...*
I used to cut too and I used to think nobody cared too. But there's always people who care. Always. Really. I care, if that's of any help. You deserve to live and you're wonderful. Don't leave scars on your beautiful skin. Please? Idk if you believe or not, but God loves you. If you don't believe, always remember that someone loves you. And you should love yourself. Stay strong 💞
Hey, if you ever need someone to rant to or talk about your problems, we're here.💕💕💕
Me every day but girl (or guy 😂) how can u be "to skinny" I don't wanna say there's no such thing because in a way there is but you probably perfect no matter what. In my opinion I'm to fat iv been bullied since preK and it still happens to this day. I think like this often and last year was a whole mess but slowly I'm learning to just not care so much. I still think about what the people tell me but I use it as inspiration to try and do somthing. I never used to be like this, it used to put me down and make me not wanna do anything tbh. U sound prettier than me and it still seems that it doesn't matter if I wear makeup it makes me uglier(low key true facts tho) your probably supper pretty and drop dead gorgeous without it anyway but As long as u don't let the ppl who "don't care" change you personally, like how u paint and draw, you will always be perfect. Now if they do change who you are that's not you which is why I say that. I hope you have found or are getting and / finding, searching ? For happiness. If u have not found it or have let this add to it. YOU ARE PERFECT💙 don't change
All the love in the world
A random stranger
Hey my name is Emily and I am 11 years old...turning 12 in October this year
I know I am only young...but I do know things from right to wrong...
Message for ppl who think they aren't beautiful enough, smart enough, strong enough:
trust me, I know how u feel I am going though the same thing right now...
I know what ur thinking 'how would she help us she is going though this 2?' but I believe that everyone in this world deserves to life a good life...of course life will never be perfect but just listen to what I have to say...
you are beautiful as much as u don't think u r...u r beautiful...I wouldn't be giving up my time to write this comment if I *thought that u weren't beautiful
ur strong...
ur good enough...
u r...u know that u r...u just have to believe me...*
message for those who r bullied:
hey there, u know what don't worry about those bullies! u r beautiful just the way u r...*they r just jealous of ur awesomness and ur beauty...
they r jealous of ur talent...
if u r thinking right now 'I don't believe...u ur lieing'*
listen...
U matter, Ur opinions matter, Ur feeling matter, Ur thoughts matter,Ur dreams matter, Ur life matters,U r special, U r beautiful, U r talented, U r valuable,U r wonderful, respected,U r cared about, u r strong,Ur a good person, u r loved,U will succend, reach out, hold on overcome, U mean something...U DESERVE to LIVE...
remember:
if ppl talk behind ur back, that where they belong behind u (:
message to those who bully other ppl:
a poem for u...
*Are ur jokes still funny now?The shovels, the trips, the sadistic grins...U stole everything from her/him...ur words tore
her/him fragile being to shreds... coz of you, she lost her soul...she lost her heart...she lost her will...she lost her joy...you
killed her, in every way but Physical...R u happy now?*
ur beautiful remember that (:
I think that u r amazing and awesome, that counts for something
-Emily
:')
I know
Hey Cool!
My name's Emily to, and Imma turn 12 October 9th.
Coincidence, am I right?
Shyheart the WarriorCat Kassy Mendezz I'm 12 today!
+Emily Kemp Cool ;)
Guys please listen to me.
I was a depressed 14 year old cutting everynight, drinking and smoking.
I'm 23 my daughter just started kindergarten and my husband just came into remission :)
It's getting better :)
I'm 14 now, I'm cutting, drinking and smoking. And I don't think that I'm going to be old enough to have children. All I want is to have someone holding my hand, blow away my tears and talking to me every night about the world and our feelings. But I don't have someone like this. I never had and I won't have such a person. So tell me. Why should I keep going? Life is a piece of shit, so am I.
+GandaPang♡ sweetheart your a precious gem you'll have all of that I promise
+GandaPang♡ Same here.
+Kira Judd Thats good, you are recovering
Awee that's amazing. Congratulations. 😊💕
When your in a toxic relationship but you love him to much to let go
this is me with my bestfriend, except we’re not dating
Thats life(
Period
Why do chicks stay with the douchebags 😂
@@justmadisonn5384 i can relate so much...
I'm dating a girl who was suicidal.
And I was suicidal too.
So technically, loving her was suicide.
But we are still together.
Dating since September 24th, 2018.
Misaki Edits I’m happy for you :)
Glad you have someone
ha can’t relate
happy 2 years💘
Misaki Edits that’s not long at all
I'm a depressed person, so I listen to all sad songs, who's with?
Me
I'm with you
KevinNunezVlogs me, sad songs can make me feel calmer and relaxed taking all the thoughts away for a moment
Me
Isn't everybody?
Depression is one of my couple of friends I have
same, I have depression, suicidal and obsession to darkness.
head up doll you're stronger than you think
mine too, along with a newfound friend called "You're blood sugar isn't low, you just need more water!!!!!
so we have the same friend.
your not alone...
I want people to *forget* about *me.* Wait..... I was wrong.... I want to *die.*
I know that (maybe) no one will read this, but I'm a depressed person.
If you do suicide, you think the pain will just go away. But, no. The people that loved you will feel _your_ pain. So, please don't ever do suicide.
My friends were oblivious about me being depressed and suicidal. But, I helped myself up. Please just stay happy, live life to the fullest. I don't want anyone committing suicide because they're depressed. Hopefully, this helped! :)
You don't DO suicide,but okay
Telling me what is happiness and trying to make me happy is like telling a blind person how colorful the world is, believe me, it won't help me
That didnt help
This doesn't help for nothing. I don't how to help myself.
It's weird when you used to listen to a song like this and you could relate to the emotion so well that it hurt.. And yet now I can listen to this song and I don't feel anything. Strangely, I'm sad that I don't feel pain over this song anymore. Maybe because I know the feelings I once had are over.. I miss having emotions lol
Oh my god same!!
well...same...
Aj Summer sort of
Aj Summer I just feel like am gonna kill myself am saying it so many times in a day and in a minute and I got a knife out and my mum actually stopped me from killing myself my family is really worried about me
Aj Summer true
This is one of my favorite songs
same here
Same here
same here...😔😔😔
Violet Johnson same
same
Why is this not on Spotify ?!
Same, i can't find it
God Knows
I think it’s because maybe it’s not song be Rihanna??🤨💔💔
it is not an official rihanna's song, it's just a demo which was written for her, unfortunately she never recorded it :/
fernando meliani that sucks:(
I came back to listen to this song after a while because the song is so personal and beautiful but it’s so sad so many people in the comments relates to this. I hope you know that you’re so important and you deserve so much love. You deserve every good time in life and life does have its challenges but I know you can do it! Sometimes I wish I could take away the pain everyone feels, I wish people were so happy and loved themselves more because you are all beautiful souls. God put you all here for a reason. You all are so strong and gotten so far. You should feel proud of yourself, if not, I am. ❤ I love you
moment, when the song tuches you so much u can't even think straight..u just listen to the lyrics and see ur life in one picture..hate that feeling but the song is so beautiful :(
Relatable
All these emotional comments about their lives.
And I'm just over here, concerned about the fact that half the lyrics were wrong.
lol
lol ikr except I'm here eating McDonald's
+Madison Jaranowski same herein bugs the crap out of me when the lyrics are wrong
+ForTheLoveOfSkulls lol same
+ForTheLoveOfSkulls Should i make a new video with corrected lyrics, so that you will not have to be concerned about this again :D ?
REMEMBER:
suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
You were put on this earth for a reason. You may not have found it yet but you will.
YOU are beautiful. No one can change that.
I have anxiety and depression and i know what its like for people to not understand. If you need to talk i am here for you. Please remember this! No one should have to go through all of these problems. You may not like you but i like you. I hate me. You shouldn't be me.
Thank you exept I can't find the reason
It may not be temporary for most.
Sounds good doesnt work - Donald Trump meme
I hate me too
🙂☠️
A note to my best friend:
You know, I love you, more than I love myself. I love you so much, and you never even understood, you dated me, then broke me. You killed me on the inside with these words, "I'm not ready for a relationship." I understood, but when a week later you got a girlfriend, then broke up with her, it really hurt, that when you said you loved me, it was a lie. That when you said you cared, it was a lie too. You broke me. You took the last piece of my small broken heart, and shattered it. Into a million little pieces. You got together with my friend, knowing it would hurt me even more. But why did I come back? Why does my mind always come to the thought of us? When I'm alone with my thoughts, all I can think about is you. I don't think you realize how much I love you. And the fact that I will love you more than anyone else can. I always cared about you, and I always think about you, but why did you do this? Is it because I'm gullible enough to believe you love me? Or is it because you wanted to mess with my heart? Was it all just a game? What is wrong with me? When we talk, it's like you're the only guy in the world. You told me I was beautiful. I believed it for a while. But, now, I'm just an emotional wreck when I talk to you, saying, "I'm fine" But why do you even still talk to me, I've gone off on you, and you probably hate me. But answer this, why did you say you loved me, if you didn't mean it? Please.. Just understand.. I love you. And I'll always be waiting on you. Goodbye, for now, I'll see you on the other side, I love you.
I’m SO sorry...hold on ❤️🙏🏼
I know how you feel... But we do not honestly no for a fact what awaits us when we die. I rather stay here, where I know what to expect.
Don't do it please!
So many things this makes me wish to say. But I’ll leave it at this. I know not the whole story, but know this, what you’ve described does not make you gullible or weak in any way. In fact, quite the opposite. It makes you, an exception to everything I’ve learned and experienced in my life. It makes you the one in one million. What you describe is loving someone unconditionally and with no restrictions. Do not under any circumstance, allow anyone to steal that away from you. That one thing, makes you a better person then millions of others. It makes you a rare find. Don’t let that vanish over the years. And one day, you’ll find someone of the same caliber that will see the value in you.
Don’t go we love you 😢
School= Stress, Broken hope, Hopelessness, Depression, Self harm, Drug addiction, Suicidal thoughts. 💔
+FrostBite i agree
FrostBite we can get through this together and we can make it I promise you that
FrostBite ya your right I have all that happening right now 😭😭
FrostBite I really hope things are going better for you now! It always gets better, I promise! The only way to go from the bottom is up.
Totally meee! + my mom is chinese so she thinks school is life but that means Im screwing my life. Yeah well, it sucks anyway...first year in college is going to hell, cutting, smoking, hard depression and anxiety, traumas of violence... like theres nothing left for me anymore...
rip my granddad that passed away this morning aged 84 yrs
Thx
so sorry for you're loss
cutie pie I am so sorry for your loss I bet he was a good man
cutie pie i am sorry for ur lost u are in my prayers. god bless u
I am so sorry, may his soul rest in peace. 🙏
Please pray for my friend Hailey cos she suffered from deppression and killed herself on the 22/01/19 R.I.P baby girl...heaven has gained another angle :{
Rip, I've been cutting since my gf cheated on me and I almost overdosed on my mom's pills I'm only 13 and depression hit me already😢
lil unique don’t let that bitch destroy your life, you should get even with her,
@@darkreaper9205 you should consider shutting the fuck up
kulthum Malik go fuck yourself stupid bitch, I didn’t asked anything from you
@@lilunique7923i hope ur still alive and i know it can get better, i believe in u stranger
♥😢I heard you say you love me that's the part I can't forget 😢♥
You might never ever read this..
But I really love(d) you 😔
You tricked me into a fake relationship based on lies and just to mess around with me.
But just know... I really love(d) you 😔
иαтѕυмι 夏美 I know exactly how you feel, I felt that way a couple of months ago. It sucked so much. 😭
иαтѕυмι 夏美 Word bro my girl played with me hard all the time and would lie constantly but after soo many lies she sent me this song and then committed suicide
иαтѕυмι 夏美 I really loved someone too and they said they did too but then he told me he like my BEST friend ... and idk I’m sad scared idk
GamePlayz TV Yeet I'm just a depressing person
夏美иαтѕυмι I hear you I'm going to stress
Everyone thinks I'm happy but I'm broken on the inside 😔💔
Same! And the Other Day I Broke!
I know exactly how you feel
Ikr I feel like that too
Me Too
I feel u 😢
Depression is nothing to play with. Neither anxiety or paranoia.
I’m reading the comments and people are saying if suicide is an option or not. But idk I feel like people only do it, not because they want to die and don’t want to live their life. They do want to live their life but not the life they have. You know what I mean. I mean I’ve been through things and I’ve learnt this but it’s probably just me. If you are feeling the need to take your own life, or your hurting, I’m soo sorry and just so you know you’re beautiful and your worth it ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Grandes Love when life feels like a prison , such as mine , the "you are worth it " comments make no sense . When you have NO FUCKING WAY to get what you want , and also your ego does not let you stop wanting the things you want , you really see death as freedom. It is the ultimate "my way or highway" statement.
But don't worry about me , although life DOES FEEL like a prison for me I have chosen to stay in prison and explore it , because I will die anyways and I am not suffering as bad as to want to kill myself now , I will wait until some natural phenomenon or a bodily accident kills me , untill that I will live like I am in a 80 years old waiting room . 80 years of imprisonment is something I think I CAN choose to deal with.
Depression is different for everyone, it’s unique to every individual, but this holds truth. I’m sure if everyone lived the life they dream of they would be happy. But, people recover by being happy with what’s been given rather than what they want handed. I have clinical depression, but it helps so much to be so self aware that the life I have is extremely valuable to me and the ones who truly love me. I’m lucky to even get a shot at the life I got :) and so is everyone else.
Suicide, it’s means suicidal people don’t want to die, we just want to end the pain Trust me I no
TO EVERYONE OUT THERE, STAY! ALWAYS CHOOSE TO STAY. THESE DARK DAYS DO NOT LAST FOREVER AND ONE DAY YOU WILL BE HAPPY. AND IN CASE YOU FORGOT TODAY, SMILE.
Thank you, i needed this :)
Thank u:-D
I've been smiling a fake smile all day but you mad me sincerely smile
Kevin Licardie I'm glad I could
You act like its so easy
Looking through the comments to see if anyone else realize this ain't Rihanna lls.
SAME
+Kay Love I realized that, I was thinking; wait..this don't sound like her..
I just looked it up i think it is but I think it was a long time ago
haha same:)
HUHHHHH .. I WASNT THINKING IT AINT BUT IT SAYS RIHANNA RIGHT THERE.. TF
I really wish this song was released, it’s so beautiful, I still listen to this over the years
" Suicide doesn't take the pain away, it just passes it on to others "
- BTS Kim Namjoon
(I'm not sure if these are the exact word)
this song already made me cry and it was been 30 seconds in... 💔
One of my favorite songs to cry to
i love Another Empty Bottle too
I smile on the outside but in the inside I am screaming . I didn't think i would be like this when I was younger. I wonder how the younger me will see me now .
I just want to be forgotten forever.... 😳
Me 2 I was I didnt exist because im a mistake nd I always want ti die
Same..💔 **tear rolls down cheek**
My existence is a big mistake
This is not even Rihanna....this is Cathy Dennis...........facepalm
No , it's Rihanna. This song was write but because of Chris Brown she could not put it in her album
Right lol
Ciersten Gumski Do you understand my texte ? Because I'm french and I speak very bad English :')
Right Now what are you talking about....
What is goin on I'm confused
i am always playing this song Whos here in 2016?
Me
🙋🏻
me
me
hhhhhhi
Your Skin isn't paper, so don't cut it
your face isn't a mask, so don't cover it
Your life isn't a movie, so don't end it
your beautiful just the way you are and don't let people tell you otherwise
Love u Xx
Why? Why are you so nice? What did people like me do to deserve nice people like you?
that´s bullshit. You would know if you would know me.
What if I put paper over my skin?
If only people I knew actually cared enough to say words like that to me.
Thank you Rhianna for summing up the past couple of years of my life in a song.
Hey you reading this. You are beautiful/handsome no matter what you think.Right now its hard.. I have been depressed for 7 years now. But you are not alone!! I know you can do this. You are not what people call you. You are worth so much more then the labels taped on you. You are not fat. Your body is beautiful and I wish you could see how amazing you are. YOU were put on this earth for a purpose. DO NOT give up yet! The life we live seems long, but its actually so short. We together can fight depression. You are not worthless. YOU ARE WORTH IT. If you are cutting... stop. When you cut you look back at that scar and think that's the time you felt worthless and it hurts you more so you take it out by hurting yourself. Listen, you are gonna be okay one day. I know you will. Right now you are going to deny that. But you just need to do what makes you happy. And I hope someday you realize that you are so wanted. I love you :)! I do not care what others say about you. Cause they are so wrong they don't even have the right to say that crap they say about you. Stay. DO NOT GIVE UP!! If you are reading this it means that you are still breathing, blinking, trying, fighting. I am so proud of you for coming this far. Smile. Cause you are needed. I am happy god decided to make a handsome/beautiful angel like you. Cause we need more people like you. Stay strong babe :D!
* applauds *
Knighta Nine Thank you sir
+kylee van Your words made me cry. Thank You!
Leonardo Souza You are very welcome
You canmot imagine how helpful your words are. I mean I'm not struggling with my life right now. I've never cut myself. There were many days that I wanted to get lost from the earth. But deep there in my soul I knew that there were people who cared abou me. I mean, even though I'm fine right now your comment made me cry because you are just amazing. Caring about the others,even if you may not know them, is the most beautiful gift you can be given.
God be with you❤
how did I get here from her last words
Saaaaame I guess songs that I can relate to are all linked by RUclips
grimcreeper 1000 omg mee tooooo
grimcreeper 1000 same
I did too..
grim __.__.__ same
This song is beautiful yet so upsetting for me
I was young around 14/15 I met my first love and my first girlfriend but all we got was hate at high school, bullied that much that I felt suicidal and I was contemplating on going to the bridge but I stopped myself because I couldn't let the bullies win.
I kept it from my Mum, she didn't know how much I hated school until I got older and told her all the bullying that went on, she was so upset that I didn't tell her whilst I was still at school.
So the relationship was tough, it felt like we was getting judged for being a same sex couple even though we are in the in 2021 not 1900's.
I listened to this song and cried, it is touching and beautiful.
Thank you Rihanna
this...this is everything i feel for my brother 💔 please come home...i need you💔
So many suicidal people here...
Makes you realize how fucked up the world really is.
Everyone hides a story. Everyone has a past and some try to escape from it. Few of them can. Most of them die just because they feel as if they couldn't be as perfect as the rest. But truth is you aren't worthless or stupid or all those bad words they usually call you. You are as good as anyone. Perfection doesn't exists. That's why you don't have to try so hard. Stay here. And learn how to live.
Thank you! RUclips needs more comments like this.
Very nice Comment
Sorry for my bad english
thank you that is so beautiful and good to hear
Been there
True
This song is so relatable to me and man depression fucking hurts and so many people have it and sometimes when I'm down I wanna cry myself to sleep. This song helps me.
2022 and I still need this song 🎶
but I heard you said you loved me, that's the part i can't forget😢
Queen E and I wish U would come save me
Queen E I feel u
QueenE -_- and I wish that you would come save me cuz I'm standing over the edge
I actually feel the same güey
Same...
I HATE the people who don't take these songs seriously! My dog ate my chips? My cookie fell into my milk?! Get real people. Some of us listen to this song because we relate so much to it and it is disgusting to see people trying to say that they relate to this song because of a stupid reason! Grow up people.
Well said
Agreed and your picture makes it 10 times better ❤
+Erin Howell thank you💖
omg ur my frand
ur part of the phandom
come my phellow Phan we must go craft glitter faces and squareflakes
!!!! Your so right! This is exacly what im going through right now!!
I have depression since about three-four years and it began because my mother twisted my reality. She framed my father for all her wrongdoings, she has alcoholism and smoked. Before I finally was allowed to move to dad she killed my dog I raised from her birth on and nearly killed me by choking me. I dropped out of school recently because I couldn't take it anymore.
My father doesn't show emotions to me, he has them but he is just as broken as I am.
I talked with my headmaster short before dropping out. He had studied psychology and I told him what I am right now. Know what he said?
I am suffering from a depression circle, and it went far enough for me to have no feelings anymore. I lost my feelings, empathy and have no family love any longer.
I wish an adult, especially my father, would understand me just like my headmaster did.
You need psychological and police help, get to police, report everything and go to a psychiatrist, you will get good soon, believe me, it will help
@@UnknownPerson-nl7te In all honesty, I don't even remember having made this comment. Don't worry, in the same year of dropping out of school I attended therapy for three months and got my life together.
Living a happy one in my own apartement and in an apprenticeship.
This is one of the most underrated Rihanna songs imo.
Don't go to sleep, you will never wake up
Agreed
but ain't that good?
Chipsy That sounded emo
Kyleigh Eaton Please don't ;-;
Green Apple I've slept several times and have always woken up...
I always thought that you should please everyone around you. That you have to keep them happy. And it's something I regret doing. Yes, I love making people feel special about themselves because it also brings me joy. But, at some point, I realized that I don't have to keep everyone around me happy.
I had "friends" who acted like they cared, when they actually hated me. I began realizing that when I stopped pleasing them. Cause when I stopped, their masks fell off. People can sometimes use you for their own pleasure. Some call themselves "friends" when their really you're enemies. It hurts a lot when you know you were only a toy for them to play around with.
I'm not saying that happiness is bad, you can keep people happy if you want. What I'm trying to say is, you should stop PLEASING people. It's not a bad thing to be someone's happiness, but it's bad when you're treated like someone's slave. There's a difference between keeping people HAPPY and keeping people PLEASED. Happy, is when everyone's happy but you're ALSO happy. PLEASED, is when you're the joker and everyone is laughing at YOU, and what happens? YOU loose YOU'RE happiness.
When you stop pleasing people, you'll start to see their true colors. And it's not pretty.
Keep people happy but make sure you're happy too. Stop pleasing people, cause it's taking you're strength when it's all you ever do.
I am speaking from experience and yes, it does hurt, but on the way you get the right friends and the right happiness.
God bless!!
Have a nice, happy day!
Thank you😭💙
JM Dk I feel you!!😞
I have experienced too!
thank God still I Believe that I have true friends!
JM Dk I'm sorry 2 heat that
and I agree
u can't always trust people who aren't there 4 YOU when u need them most
but there are others out there who will be there 4 u
JM Dk and I have experience 2
it's not a good feeling
Trinity Langan it never is. But the only way to move on is to be the bigger person. The people who hurt you are little kids who hasn't grown up yet :)
2023 and still listening to this song 🎶
imagine being the only person in youtube watching this video in 2020 :( feelssadman
i wonder how many died listing to this
prolly
Alia Albinali probably many
Alia Albinali 😢😭
Alia Albinali i tried to kill myself listening at this...
just a random kid stay strong you'll make it I promise
actually no one is ever lonely .....
cuz depression will always be a friend when everyone leaves :):
As much as I hate to admit this. I relate to strongly to this.
And to multiple people as well.
Some are gone(not dead), some aren't.
This song describes me and my life and this helped me get through so much that i have been through and i know some people say this is what love will do to you so you should should stay away from love but love is not just something we choose its somthing you feel inside and deep inside my heart is a mixture of dark ness and pain and all because i loved someone just because i saw something special in someone and i loved them i got hurt i thought about killing myself sometime but the thought of him keeps me going my heart used to be the most brightest and peaceful and joyfull heart you have ever seen and now because i loved someone its full of darkness and pain sometimes at night i cry myself to sleep at because i am thinking of him thankfully i did not kill myself but i have three scars on my left rist i cut myself and every time i look down at my rist it remines me that i am strong and no matter how much pain he put me through i am still here thank god for helping me through this tough time you cant bring me down and the crazy thing is after all he put me through i still love him
' i drown in your every word and every breath that's in between, somehoe you got me where it really hurts, it's killing every part of me. Loving you is suicide'
👆🏻👆🏻👆🏻
Dammmnnnnnn them feels!! 😔😔😔💔💔
He is destroying me!!
Somehow****
The story of my life.
I know ill probably never ever know the pain of being in a toxic relationship, and very greatful that im not in one, but this song for me describes me being in love with someone i cant have💔
someone 2019?
For the people whom think they want to die think about the people who cares about you. Stay positive spend time with family and friends I know it's hard not to think about suicide be brave and walk away from the things that are harming you ok.
Josefina Torres easier said then did...when the world of a person is broken because this one boy was her world then you can't think positive anymore...that's my situation..to handle it a little bit I'm cutting myself and tried to kill myself but the world won't let me go...
Babygirl Princess
I understand, cutting isn't worth it girl plz don't cut no more okey ur to young live life and find love as a girl its hard trust me
Josefina Torres but what if you don’t have friends??? I don’t and family that’s good me me either so what do I have???
Josefina Torres I think of my parents when sucidal thoughts come in my mind. It stop me😑
You NEED to keep going , please stop looking at stuff like this if you're thinking about ending your life ... you're beautiful just being you ... you are loved , I love you
baby !! For me I rather die
Thank you i needed this
Lol fuck u
Sad, you have to say it instead of my parents, my lover, my friends
+dead !!
Sorry, but if you're saying these things, why are you here watching this video?
2018 anyone? :/
2019
Yep
Simply Jennifer 2019???
I'm in the future
Darkness brings comfort, I guess that's why i am back again
Hello, friends. Not long ago, I struggled with school, and life. I was often bullied for not being good enough, and not being straight. it was really hard for me, so one day I told one of my friends (who had moved to Florida long before this) that I was done, and finished with living. so she called the police. It was horrifying, in my opinion. But she's coming back to my town during Christmas break, and I'll be sure to thank her so much for doing that, because now life is better than I ever thought it could be. The person that I thought would never love me back now is head over heels for me, and I've gained loving friends (even including the people who used to bully me) Trust me guys, don't assume life is at its worst right now, it always gets better, I promise. Now but that knife, bottle, glass, pills, or anything else harmful to your body down, and embrace that whoever created us created you for a reason. You're not here for nothing. And your hearing this from a person that can't even do math correctly, and cries over people raising their voice at them, but trust me, every storm has a rainbow afterwards. Embrace that you're alive. And remember that some person named Maxwell loves you more than anything. Stay safe, friends
thank you . 😔 I'm going back to my struggles . all I want to do is cry and cut myself . I don't know what else I can do ..
+Josie Lopez same I cut and cried
@Rosie Lopez I promise it gets better I was getting bullied a lot I didn't tell anyone because I thought it would get worse but listen no matter what life goes on and it gets better I promise
@josie sorry
I've been bullied for 6 years and I've been trying to fight even though who ever I told doesn't do anything about it
This is not rihanna it's Cathy Dennis
you are correct and this persons lyrics are way to fast
love bree Yeah! I see :)
C'est Bien mais c'est pas rihanna >.
Oui ce n'est pas Rihanna , c juste la voix , elle se ressemble
I was gonna say........wtf happened to her voice lol
This song reminds me of a boy I liked and I remember him whimpering in my ear " I love you" never forgot since now we don't talk .... I should had said it back
i fell in love with a guy a long time ago... i still love him.. he never loved me back but then my "friend" started dating him when she knew i loved him with every ounce in my heart.. he was my everything and she was his.. no matter how much she hurt him he continued to love her and he would talk to me about it.. now she left him and he still loves her and when he claims to love me.. he crushes me over and over again but i still love him and ik it sounds really dumb but ive been depressed b4 this and now im kissing suicide.... he says he loves me but wont be with me bc hes stuck on his ex... i dont wanna be his 2nd choice but i love him enough to.... idk what im doing anymore...
I'm shocked. Never knew Rihanna made this song. I love it ❤
Viviana Faudoa it's from Cathy Dennis, not Rihanna.
Yeah if i just could be able to read faster, that would be great!
haha so true
I am suicidal because I get bullied, I don't know what to do anymore..
Alyssa xo me too and I have no idea what to do anymore too
Clysse i hope it clears up love, i know i’m replying late but i was strangled by my bully at 8 years old. i still suffer with depression but for different reasons, but i have learned to overcome that memory. it was extremely challenging, but rewarding in the end and i know you can do it!
Alyssa if you get bullied talk about it! Talk to a person you trust and talk to the teacher. Humans are so cruel
Im bullied because im suicidal, and being bullied makes people want to commit suicide.
What the hell do *I* do!?
I know this is late. 2 years late. But. Im 17. I wanted to die when i was 15. I got bullied. Pushed around by my brother. Yelled at by my dad. It was overwhelming. I almost did it. But the ceiling broke as i jumped. Went to a mental hospital and it helped me. So much. I love my life rn.
Among all these comments I hope you find this one💕 I hope you know what a beautiful soul you are. I hope you know your worth, your value, your beauty. Your life brings others joy and you're a lovely human that this world needs. You are important. You are needed. You are loved. So hold on a bit longer, my friend. There is hope. You'll be okay, I promise. The light is just up ahead ❤❤
The blood that bleeds from your wrists. Is the blood that bleeds from my breaking heart. The thoughts you think. Are the thoughts of you in my mind. Don't hurt yourself. You are so beautiful. Beautiful things aren't perfect things. Beautiful things are the things that have been damaged again and again. Heart broken again and again, but the pieces are glued and the cracks make a more beautiful web of human. So please don't. I love you.
- to everyone who needs it
I love you, you beautiful soul. May you get the best of things in life. God bless your soul. We need more people like you in the world.
Thank
You...
Yes
For me this is about one of my friend (girl) we were best friend we had the best weekend together. We went outside on her trampoline watching movies eating candies watching stars and talking about how much we love each other and never want to break our best friendship... On monday she told me she didn't want to be my best friend anymore... I recreate a friendship with her this year I left 1 day and she replaced me ignored me and now im in a big fight with her and my real friend (boy) is on her side because she is more beautiful or whatever she's killing me from the inside it still hurt soo bad everytime I see her
Marie . If that is who “supported you “ they weren’t worth it. Unfortunately manipulating happens . It is happening to me at the moment . There are way better people in the world that deserve someone like you . If that is who they are . Lucky you found out now before you got stuck in it .
a person has to have already lost themselves and everything they cared for been swept away, when you feel nothing and cant see past the void that consumes your soul, clinging to something as painful as living becomes futile, a song or picture doesnt make anyone end thier existance that hasnt already accepted that this the path they must walk.
It’s been two years since I last commented. I’ve had a journey since then. I learned how to find value in myself, not in others. I learned what it meant to keep fighting, even if you feel like giving up.
I’m 19 now.
Always believe in yourself. We all have our place in this world. It takes some time to understand why we are existing right now. You got it pretty early, and that's impressive. Stay strong !
never heard this song before now, and I love the song
rainbow lady same
I think I'm making a new friend called depression....💔
its been my friend
+Courtney Butler 1 (800) 273-8255 SUICIDE HOTLINE, call it now sweetie okay?
no its not ive been fighting it my wole life i tryed to fight it i broke in two days i couldent handle it
it always has
yay a new friend
Cupid: *points a love arrow"
Me: *pull out a gun and points it at em* "back the fuck up Cupid"
You just saved my life....i was going to pull this rope around my life then my phone buzzed and then this song popped up so thank you so much I don't know what id be if the song wouldn't have popped up id be dead so thank you thank you vary much even tho I know you probably won't read this I'm still grateful for what you've done I've lived through this song I don't know how many times and keep up the good work😭😭😓
This is not a hate comment towards everyone's stories. But this song is about a relationship, Not actual suicide...
Thats true its about a relationship 👌🌎
ikr...thts wht i was thinking
My parents always tell me to think happy things but all I can think of is sadness, ever since I started to see the world as a hurtful place where no one is happy forever
I feel the same. I dont told it my parents, i told it someone i really trust, one special person. How am i supposed to be happy when i'm constantly thinking about killing myself
13 yr old me sung this so much it became my live
Everyone says how beautiful I am but I'm really not
I'm worthless
No one would care if I died
1 month after I would die no one would remember me
No one needs me
I'm overweight
I cry every night
I have lost interest in everything
My Life sucks
I use to be so happy
It's not worth staying
I have fake friends