Near death experience, clinic backs of, judge decision, FAITH, morphine, admission date, MIRACLE
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Hi dear! On this channel I will share my journey with you how NOT to die from anorexia... I am still alive by the grace of God. I have suffered from all kinds of eating disorders since 31 years (!!) now. It is a miracle that I am still alive! And though I seem to be 'at my last end', I will keep trusting that I am still alive for a reason. One of which is to share my story with you. I will give all I have to give as long as I keep breathing. And I hope that you can use it for the better to prevent you and/or your beloved to suffer as much from this disease as I have. Topics I certainly will address: anorexia, bulimia, binge eating, orthorexia, intestine issues, intolerances, fear, anxiety, what I eat in a day, panic attacks, urges, overeating, undereating, purging, medical help, hospitalisation, inpatient treatment, outpatient treatment, twelve step program, spirituality, Higher Power... and so much more! Subscribe and like not to miss out on anything.
You really probably need to drop the concept of "food intolerances". The harsh reality is that your body won't tolerate any food right now, and won't for a long time. The different pains from food intolerances need to be coped with while you recover.... Been there... It doesn't go away over night but it gets better. You'll learn that the other reality is, what you think are food intolerances may have been brought on by the eating disorder to begin with. Let go of this concept of a "meal plan". You don't get to dictate what goes into your body anymore.
Let go of your thoughts about what "should" be happening - those thoughts are what got you here. You don't know better and need to accept that your mind is completely overrun by your eating disorder.
You need to be physically stable before your mind will be able to manage therapy. Take the help.
I just found out Lique passed away. I feel sad. I am sorry she didn’t recover from her anorexia. I hope she is resting in peace free from suffering and full of love and health.
Yes breaks my heart 😢
I remember you said that people only get a feeding tube when they say they will not eat anymore. So maybe that's your last chance. Go to the hospital or to your doctor and say, that you will stop eating. Maybe then they will give you a tube that will give you food constantly. I know that sounds harsh and I don't know if that would work, but maybe everything is easier with a tube supporting your body. May God bless you 🙏
Yes, yes, yes! In Canada the waiting list for ED treatment was so long when I was sick 30 years ago, our doctor told us to go to emerge and tell them I was suicidal and going to kill myself if I didn’t get help. I was 12 and played the best dramatic role of my life telling them should I be released they would find my name in the obituary tomorrow. I was emitted to the psych ward (which had a ED program) that evening. Angelique you have to play the game. With that said you need to do your part too, no matter how difficult. It’s great to have faith but GOD can’t do this for you, you need to consume 5 ensures a day min. I addition to food! Non negotiable! This is coming from a dietitian who suffered from an ED so trust me!!!!!!!!
If she has dysphagia (inability to swallow or trpuble swallowing), they can also order a feeding tube for that. The problem still goes back to, "She is not healthy enough to survive the procedure & bodily adjustments (refeeding syndrome) that accompany feeding tube placement." She would need to be very carefully medically monitored with a "new" feeding tube to prevent death from refeeding syndrome (dangerous & potentially deadly drops in electrolytes or glucose). She already struggles from strong hypo spells & isn't monitored regularly for electrolyte imbalances. Changing the reason for the tube or the approach unfortunately doesn't change the medical reality that doctors don't want to work on her. This is right up there with a risky brain tumor as far as doctors & hospital administrators are concerned - it's easier (for them) to not risk trying to save someone unlikely to be saved. I just don't know that any such advice would help her due to the still-existing riskiness of placing a tube. It really sucks, to put it mildly, that it's gotten this far. She was so much "healthier" looking when she first started filming, despite being very obviously ill. I hope someone does decide to take the chance because ultimately it's what Angelique wants. Death is circling & she is literally trapped in her head & non-ambulatory body. It's not what anyone wants for her, but a medical team has to actually agree to try. They strike me as cowardly.
Hi Lique, I love that quote. It has gotten me through so much. I have so much compassion for you. I was raised catholic and turned my back on the religion due to the hate I saw. But, that hatred was from humans, and God is still good. I am slowly picking it up again as I deal with life’s challenges. You will definitely be in my prayers.
Should have happened a long time ago.
@@princesskileyrae wow you sound so informed you must work in medicine. You make some really valid points.
How many times have you been in a hospital or clinic and then checked yourself out? I saw your videos a couple of years ago when you needed a bed and or wheelchair.... why don't you try to be compliant with the hospital or clinic? Would it be better to not be alone? All I've seen out of you is "please help me" but on my terms. When you are at death's door,, trust me, you just don't care anymore... and then the nurses, doctors can take care of you. Does it have to go that far? Let someone do what they can for you...
Do you know that story about someone whom died during a flood because they were stuck in a tree, waiting for God to save them, meanwhile turning away any help offered by people because they were sure God would rescue them instead? When they asked God why they didn't rescue them God tells them that he sent people, a boat and a helicopter but the person turned them all down because they were waiting for something else. Maybe this clinic, even though it's not specialized, is your boat or helicopter?
Know that story indeed and love it. Thanks for the reminder! 👍🏻😘
You hit the nail on the head I think. We can be our own worst enemy 💔
Food disorders are also addiction issues....
Not sure how you got to this point, but it obviously was over a very long period of time. Clearly you had a major role in this outcome. Sometimes people on RUclips channels become enablers, by offering support by saying the things you want to hear, and not what you need to hear.....
It surely has an addictive component in it, but also OCD which makes it very hard to treat.
Is your comment helping her? You know how to help her, then do it.
I struggle with ocd and your strength motivates me to keep fighting. I wish the best for you. Please know that you have touched so many lives.
Thank you so much dear! Totally get the ocd… it is SO hard and frustrating…BUT: keep having faith! We will get there 💪🏻
Love to you 💖
Hey love! I suffered ocd in the past. Graduate from my clinic. It’s going to be hard. But it gets better! When going to therapy, you learn tools how to manage. The key is to let go! Let go and stop doing the compulsions
@@Invertique exactly! And I agree that's the hardest part. But very essential to completely get ride of ocd.
I went to a clinic that hadn’t treated Ed’s before and there was only a psychiatrist that had seen me as an outpatient…I spent over three months in that hospital and I had to try and work with the staff rather than assume they had any knowledge. I had about nine different diagnoses of separate medical conditions in addition 25 years of anorexia. I couldn’t walk from the spinal cord damage done during recovery but I did recover and have celebrated 15 years of recovery this year. I had two near death experiences in treatment. I don’t consider my recovery a miracle because I know how much work it took to recover and a miracle would mean it just happened to me and it was more about grit and determination for me. Others have been in difficult times and found there way out. I hope you can find your way out too
Thank you so much for sharing this… 😘
Congratulations!!❤
God bless you
Amazing! 💗glad you made your way out!
Well done on your recovery!
Bravery and determination is required and you have proven you have it!
Take care and enjoy your beautiful future
Mazel tov on your recovery! And thank you for sharing your story.🥰
She dreams of being recovered and traveling the world and being a spokeswoman for recovery. She dreams of Nirvana. But she is unwilling to take the first baby step towards that recovery such as slightly increasing her daily caloric intake.
She dreams about being at the end of the journey, but is not willing to take the first step on it.
Exactly. Pathetic really. I think she blocked me so you won’t see my comment!
God is it you going through.this hell? God bless her
Agree
Meissie ik denk aan je ik blijf duimen dat de mensen hun verstand gaan gebruiken en je niet veroordelen en beoordelen
Ze zullen het nooit begrijpen
Ik heb het 1 en ander meegemaakt dat vertel ik je nog wel eens
Voor nu droom fijn
Ik hoop dat je fijn kan slapen ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
stay strong, love! ❤️ even 1% chance is worth fighting for with all your might. your faith is admirable, as always. praying for you. 🙏🏼
She should actually stop fighting, accept help and accept that her way of eating must change. Contuing to fight against any treatment plan that does not cater to the specific eating restrictions she wants is the problem.
@@da4441 i didn’t mean fighting people who want to help, i meant not giving in to negative thoughts
Angelique does not want to get better. She does not want to change. She wants to keep her control, not give up her ways, but somehow magically get better, which is impossible. Money given to her is a waste.
Even in this video she is full of excuses why she can't eat almost all types of food.
Give your money instead to someone for whom it will make a difference.
So much negativity from you, Im sorry that you're feeling that way.
@@teainortakoy but she is right!
I agree, fully!
I agree also. She wants the attention
Angelique is suffering from a serious illness. Yes, she wants to keep control. Yes, she doesn’t want to eat. And you know why? Because these are the SYMPTOMS of her illness. You’re basically judging the sick person for being symptomatic!
God, do you even know anything about eating disorders? You’re obviously treating symptoms as character flaws.
And btw, you wrote so much about her flaws, but what “writing unkind things to a suffering person” kind of behavior says about YOU as a human being?
Yes, morphine is used for people who are terminally ill, or severely sick (like from surgery). In your case it could help the pain and maybe help you be more "OK' with meal plans or meal plan increases.
It could also help with general pain you have. It *can* be addictive, but most people don't end up addicted from it.
Exactly! Most people stop taking morphine, when they no longer need it.
And people with chronic pain take morphine for years and life a normal live.
Morphine is an efficient pain killer...BUT it has to be managed VERY carefully. It causes blood pressure drops and is a respiratory depressant. At such a low weight Lique would require 24 hour monitoring.
She would need the dose that would be appropriate for about a three-year-old child. They're going to have to be very careful.
@Catherine Mitchell I had high BP with it. I took it for chronic pain for years and stopped in 2018. If they gave her the extended release form (low dose) little at a time would release throughout the day for 12 hours. Then she'd take another.
Its physically addictive, SO WHAT.
Lique I believe in you. I know people who have been deemed as hopeless and are fully recovered. You can do this. Even if the place isn't specialised if they can help you physically get a bit better and emotionally give you care, then that has to be worth a try. The place that saved my life wasn't specialised in EDs, infact I think I was the first severe case they dealt with. However they were amazing, it was my first experience of being loved for me, encouraged to be who I was (a chaotic, creative, wild at times, pretty solitary, odd Autistic person). It made so so much difference. I'm sending you so so much love x
So beautifully and wisely expressed, Chloe. As someone who also didn't feel loved until later in life (third decade), I can relate to your experience. It seems that oftentimes in life, the best medicine isn't as obvious as we believe it to be. I suspect that missing love in one form or another is at the root of most, if not all, cases of ed, as well as many other health challenges.
May life treat you well moving forward, Chloe.
Karen
@@karenbutnotthatkaren5528 thank you and sending you love. X
I believe in Angelique too!!!!
@@karenbutnotthatkaren5528 a million times over. I believe in her so so much. Absolutely know she can do this. Cx
I am praying for you !!!
I'm sorry but I think I have to unsubscribe from your channel. I just can't watch the same thing week after week of 'near death' and 'close to dying' experiences but followed up with excuses of why things won't work. I mean no disrespect to you or anyone here..I just find the content of your videos bothersome for me personally. I hope you can find peace. ☀
This is her way of for some reason she doesn't go to the clinic.
Then why tell her, just do it, we do not care. Why would you want to hurt a sick Person? Shows who you are, I hope YOU get well! You need it.
@@piamiddione3695 As I said in my comment..I'm not saying anything disrespectful, however, I think it's important for viewers to consider the repetitiveness of her videos and how things are playing out. It's better understood if you watch her videos from the beginning..you can see the progression.
She is actively dying here. Now she's dead. I had to stop watching because she did nothing but blame others. It's a sad disease but I don't think she was ever fully honest on this channel
@@giab1188No, unfortunately she wasn't telling the truth. People need to remember, she had a severe mental illness, no one should have encouraged her thinking or believed her re the help she said she wasn't getting & the amount food she was eating. I could see she wasn't telling the truth, regarding the amount of food she said she was eating, in her own apartment. She was literally wasting away in front of our eyes, she was mostly skin, over her skeleton. It was so hard to watch, i unsubscribed over a yr ago. I DIDN'T realize she had died, not long after i unsubscribed. But not surprised. I just saw a recommended video today from RUclips & her friend Robin saying she had passed away. I'm glad she's now free from the suffering & the torment of this mental illness, causing a tragic eating disorder.
I understand now why her family couldn't watch her slowly killing herself & turning down the help that was offered & available. The lies being said to her & her believing those lies, are what killed her. It was always a mental & a spiritual battle. For satan is the father of lies & she was a tormented soul. The enemy comes to kill, steal & destroy, but Jesus came to give eternal life & the fullness of that life on earth, is knowing him & making him known.
Angelique will be a peace now, in heaven with her Saviour Jesus. Free from all that suffering, she has endured for so long.
I'm glad you're now at peace Angelique.❤
The irony of a woman dying of an eating disorder worrying about becoming a drug addict to morphine. For her the eating disorder is the FAR BIGGER problem than a prescription medication addiction.
She is worried about lack of control in both scenarios….
She needs support not judgement on her. Take a good look at yourself.
@@crembruley2694 Precisely!
@@karenbutnotthatkaren5528 while I haven't training on food disorders the ugliness of these comments is horrible. If this helps her I'm all for it, but I don't know if it helps her or is pushing her further down. I could not look at myself in the mirror with such mean words to someone, such lack of empathy. Again if this is what you need Angelique than fine, if not listen to the people that love you ❤️. We are here, only wanting the best for you ❤️ Courage my dear.
@@crembruley2694 Sadly, the lack of empathy is very obvious throughout pockets of the comment section. These individuals don't seem to realise that their statements are revealing more about themselves than they probably intend - none of it positive. I will even go so far as to say that some of the comments appear to qualify as passive-aggressive bullying - NOT OK!
I'm glad I didn't miss your comment and the chance to see such insightful and kind words written for Angelique. Take care, @crembruley (cool name!!).
Karen
I am watching all your videos. I am also fighting an eating disorder. It’s the hardest battle I have ever fought, but I’m sure we will win this xx
You're not going to get better until you decide to be compliant. Sadly, you have sabotaged many treatment opportunities offered. For some reason, you get something you desperately need psychologically from not following thru. Faith heals, but "faith without works is dead." This is a terrible thing that's happening to you, and I hope you ❤️ get well. 🙏
Couldn’t of said it better myself. Self sabotages every opportunity she has had. She doesn’t want to get better because she has this poor me/I can’t do the work needed to get well. If she gets well then who will she be?
@@weenett Thanks. I'm a medical professional, and you're right. She has probably done damage to her organs already by the stress and malnourished state she's put them in. I think she lives in fear of death, and in fear of getting well ,and what would that mean to cope without this escape mechanism. She can't sit on that fence for long, though. She's a challenging case, for sure. Sad.
Absolutely heartbreaking there are people literally dying to be in her shoes they die waiting for help. I know its all part of her illness but ive never met someone with such a poor me, everything’s so bad and difficult in my life person before. It cant always be the doctors the nurses the carers, Angelique fight if you want to live, stop making excuses and moaning everythings everyone elses fault, take accountability and commit to getting better if you want to live! Its gonna b hard there gonna be hard on you, you clearly need it coz to be honest your on borrowed time. Your not a little girl anymore either fight it or it will take you!! Sorry if thats harsh but it’s my honest opinion. Good luck
Maybe she's also using drugs, so when they see that on her chart they don't want to admit her, because you won't get better if you are still using drugs. The #1 thing drug users do...is lie.
@@solangelalebron1348 Drugs? That's quite an assumption you make. What makes you think that? I don't believe it.
Same thing, week after week… year after year. I don’t think she will make it although I hope I’m wrong. Just the damage she’s done to her body over the years makes long-term survival unlikely, even if she does somehow find the strength to actually accept help.
The excuses are starting already
Oh Angelique 🥺 only half way through your video and just want to send love your way. Your struggle is heart wrenching, but your will to see another day is strong. Please keep your faith and thank you for updates. 🙏💛
I hope there is a miracle for you soon! ❤
I have never seen a person as strong and positive as you. It's never over until it's over. I believe your struggles will lead you to recovery. Praying for you.
(in the spirit in sharing) I'm really struggling with Complex-PTSD. People say turn to family when you're struggling, but my abusive parents (and unstable childhood) are the cause of my issues. It's a very lonely and, at times, hopeless situation. Therapy isn't doing much. Feeling paralysed and lost.
Same situation here with my family and trauma's and also no helpful help. It feels hopeless. Money really does open doors that are shut now. 😢
Can i just encourage you both to keep searching for the right help and someone you connect with..that connection doesn’t need to be family to be healing..it just needs to be someone who can really see you so you can see yourself and learn to love all of you despite the pain you have been through. I didn’t think hopeless or paralysed and lost would end either but it did…healing takes a lot of work but it’s worth it
@@meherenow Yes, I have a support group. Not the mental health professionals, but other people who are a tremendous support. I am very grateful for that.
@@marjol3in I’m glad you do…any connection can help you heal
@@olyckssister Amen! I am so glad for you that this nurse validated your experiences in stead of downplaying it, what most people do unfortunatly. Are you familiar with Sherrie Campbell? She has written books and can be found on Instagram. Such a blessing this woman is.
❤🙏Praying for you!!!! I believe in miracles too!!!!
💓 Thinking of you at 11:15 pm from the US, hope you're able to see puffy white clouds, blue sky & the Spring flowers soon !
You can do this, Lique. I know how exhausting the fight is and know you still have HOPE ❤..Please accept all our love, courage & big hugs through the heartwaves.
“What if” is such an insidious emotional whirlpool. It’s completely natural to find yourself there, but if you can’t resist playing out scary scenarios, don’t forget the scariest of all: missing the opportunity for support and treatment. Whatever the shortcomings of the clinic in The Hague, it offers hope. I hope it leads you along the path to recovery. Thinking of you often! ❤
Well said.
I care so much about you please hang in there you can can get through this ❤
I'm praying for you, Lique! I know you are scared, but you can do this despite the fear! One step at a time! One day at a time! One minute at a time! Let go and let God! God has wonderful things planned for you! I'm giving you a virtual hug right now❤️ Hang in there! You WILL beat this disease and become an inspirational spokesperson!
Thank you so much… 🙏🏻❤️
@@liquefaith all we can do is pray for you ❤️ I will say that never have I seen anyone with so much fight!!! God bless you❤
Is she the missing girl Madeleine mccann...how old is lique?
@@rebekahTee-er3rz
Lique was 42 years old when she passed away in May of 2023.
Stay strong and fight through. You have so much to give the world. Sending my love, thoughts and good and healing vibrations.
Thank you Renee! 😘
Hey, I am praying for you. Take all the help you can get. Eventhough it seems like it doesn't fit your situation. You don't have any other choice at the moment. You asked for a tip/help. I would say try not to talk yourself out of it. I see that in this video you keep stating why the clinic can't help you or what they can't do enough. You are doing this on your own now, and everything that you get as extra help is better than you have now. I learned this from my own experience with severe mental health problems and it will hold you back and will become your enemy when you continue to talk yourself out of help. Take care and keep sharing!🙏🙏
And if you like to connect more with people through personal message, make a insta account related to this channel. Just an idea!❤
I hear you Leontine… thank you for your comment 👍🏻
Lieve Angelique,
Ik ben tot nu toe een stille volger geweest voor een paar maanden nu, maar nu wil ik je laten weten dat ik veel hoop en bid voor jou. Je bent zo'n strijder en ik zou je graag op een of andere manier willen helpen! Ik woon zelf in Den Haag, je mag me altijd een berichtje sturen , ik zou graag fysiek willen helpen, maar ik weet niet of dat mogelijk is. Heel veel kracht en liefde jou toegewenst!❤❤
Dankjewel, dat is heel erg lief! 😘
Never give up I'm praying for you !!! Stay positive hope you feel better soon 🎉🎉🎉
Thank you dear 🙏🏻❤️
Have faith, trust those who are trying to help you, keep your head up and stay prayerful. God places people into our path when we need them. You are loved. ❤
That experience that you shared, I had one very similar and it actually WAS a near-death experience. It was when your body is starting to shut down 😞 I know you're worried about your sugars but because you're having the diarrhea you need to worry about your potassium, magnesium and phosphorus levels as well because you're getting Beyond dehydrated and that can actually harm you faster than the sugars. I would say until you are at least able to get into a place make sure you're upping your salt. That's really important and definitely up your potassium because those are what take care of your heart and and if the heart goes everything goes. I was just diagnosed with with Stage 1 congestive heart failure and I started swelling out of nowhere from my knees down my face my hands. all my tests came back and it turns out that it was my heart. I didn't see it coming but the body is very resilient though it does have its limits and it will put you in a position where you can only lay down and exist because that's the only way it can continue to function. I don't want to scare you but I am worried with the symptoms you are sharing and experiencing that these doctors and lawyers don't fully understand the severity of the situation. You will continue to be on my prayers and I'll never give up my faith in you.❤️🙏
I totally agree. You can buy Orisep for that sothat you get all your vitamines and it prevent dehydrating. Each farmecy and drugstore sell it and it is not expensive.
@@olyckssister I'm happy to hear you're OK now. It's terrifying because at that point just eating a banana or drinking some Gatorade isn't enough.
Im so glad to see you smiling. Yes, i thought of a feeding tube that way you would constantly be getting nutrients. You are so inspiring. I know you have the will to want to keep going. Stay with that and you will see how much difference that will make for you. Stay strong . You will make it. You have alot of people believing in you, and cheering you on. Much love and prayers to you.❤🙏
Thank you so much Kimberly 💖
@@liquefaith You are so welcome. Stay strong.🙏❤️
Oh dear Angelique, the way you describe this SEVERE hypo you had - it reminds me of how I feel during seizures (partial, waking). I almost think you might’ve been heading that way, or were on the verge of losing consciousness had it not been for your strength to get sugar in your body. The way you describe that almost emptiness, and screaming, to feel something/get the energy, it resonates with me 100% seizure-wise. Also, when you said you felt like you couldn’t find yourself for a while after - oh my goodness, I really believe you dodged trouble. Even with support right next to me, seizures are terrifying. You are so STRONG. I admire your courage so much. I’m rambling here, but I want you to know that I’m here, I see you, I’m going to absorb what you’ve said here, and come back later, ok? My mom and I are both here listening to you, your message is no pity party, you’ve been through hell. We send you lots of love, and will think together about the questions you asked viewers. Be back later, ok? HUG HUG ❤❤❤
Brandi 💜
I’m back! I wanted to ask: are you still monitoring your sugars with your continuous glucose monitor (synced to your phone)? I would say this is a definite need for these days ahead until admission, and even after being admitted, too. I worry so much with your friend being at work. Is there any way that your glucose readings can be pushed to his phone as well? Perhaps your phone could send alerts to your friend as an emergency contact ❤️
Oh, dear. You will get through this! You will! I so wish you were well enough to fly - I would love to see you be admitted to an ED clinic here in the States. I’ve suggested Timberline Knolls to you before, I wish so much you could be there. It’s an entire healing retreat, many patients are there for a prolonged time. You have psychiatric, physical, spiritual, etc. help. It’s so expensive 😢 Here’s what I think. I say: stay calm, let us know if you need continuous glucose monitoring supplies, keep close, close tabs on your sugars, try to keep stress down (WAY easier said than done, I know 😭). You will be admitted, and then the way I see it, the psychiatrist who is there - they can hopefully help you with some things, pain management, etc. - these things can ease your stress so that you may begin taking nutrients again. Then, there is the monitoring of you while you re-feed - I will have to keep thinking about this one, dear. I am beyond sorry this is happening to you. I will keep thinking, keep sharing any ideas that come to mind.
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Dear Angelique, me too I'm thinking of you very hard. And yes, I believe in miracles too and I will never stop praying for you. All the best for your recovery. ❤❤❤❤
***Honey, my heart goes out to you. I'm in the health care field and strongly feel you need to be in a facility that will take care of you around the clock, maybe permanently. I've been watching you for a long time and I only see you physically, emotionally and mentally declining. I know you've been trying to get help for a long time now. But I feel the time has came for you to make a big decision. It seems you're just prolonging what needs to be done. Trust me, I myself would want to stay in my own home but I dont feel you have that option anymore and getting into the facility you have been wanting to be in, doesn't seem like it's going to happen soon enough. What about getting admitted to a nursing home? I know it's not ideal. But it seems to be your only choice. I know you've been waiting to get into that one place that can help you but the clock is ticking and your declining. Even if you go into a nursing home, than down the road get transferred to the facility that you want. It's not safe for you to be by yourself. I'm not sure how it works where you live, but in the states all it takes is a doctor to write that you are not able to take care of your health etc. Than a nursing home is found and you are transferred there. At least if you're there they can start the necessary measures to help your health and mental wellbeing. Also you have rights. Tell them you are not willing to eat anymore due to mental health problems. At least you'll get a feeding tube. But you need to be watched very closely due to refeeding your body. I wish you were in the states. You would be admitted immediately. Honey you mite also want to try to act unstable (say you're suicidal). I don't want you to have to lie to get help asap. But you mite not have much time left. I would say and do whatever I needed to so I could get the medical help you desperately need. Best wishes.***
A nursing home wouldn't have the appropriate medical staff or facilities to care for Lique.
I agree with you. Ligue ,I'm praying for you. Sending comfort and lots of love.
Agreed she has to get somewhere inpatient ASAP. The decline is dramatic and Lique you need to fight for it. I hope you can be heard
I wished that would be possible here too… but it isn’t 😔
My gp tried to get me in a nursing home numbers of times. I am declined everywhere. And here they are allowed to do so. 🙄
She's not in her own home now is she??
She has had miracle after miracle after miracle offered to her and turned them down. She talks about faith but is completely unwilling to trust in a power greater than herself, despite her rhetoric.
Never a truer word a spoken.
Has a healthy body, yet destroys I day after day, while I fight to stay alive and didn't ask for this shit. Ungrateful for God's gift.
Sadly she passed away
I think it’s important that the medical professionals help stabilize your health first and then you can work on the ED recovery. Your health needs to take priority. Gain a bit of weight and be more physically stable first. The psychological part can come later.
You are absolutly right. Therapy don,t really help when a person is severe underweighted. First priority i think, is gain weight.
Yes but what you don't understand is that you need medication to do that and medications have side effects so when you're dealing with a body that is this damaged and multiple systems that are this traumatised, you have to have knowledge of Eating Disorders to know what medications you can utilise without doing major damage
@@david18ireland well, I think she’s still better off in a medical facility than where she currently is. Hopefully the medical professionals can get her body stable with fluids and make IV nutrition. I wish her the best.
Yep. If you were in an ED clinic, that's what they would do anyway. They generally don't even allow you to begin therapy until you're physically stable. Just give up the control and let them help you. You don't know better, clearly.
This is a terrible situation. I am just going to drop some things that i organized when clinics resisted me, maybe some of them can help you as well. Once, i was treated in a clinic by day. In the evening, the nurses walked me to the hospital near by. I slept there for safety. I also had a nutritional scientist that i texted photos of my meals on whatsapp and she commented what i could add to get more nutrients in. Lastly, you can have a look at the website of nationale hulpgids and maybe you can place an advertisement on that platform to find more help. Praying that you will be admitted next week.
Wake up call!!!!! you keep saying how close you are to death but play no part in trying to turn things around. You HAVE to put the effort in, even in hospital. Your life is up to you. Stop playing the 'poor me' victim. At the end of the day you choose to live, the world does not owe you a living. The fact that you have asked strangers for money by setting a go fund me account only emphasises that. I'm sorry if this sounds harsh, it isn't meant to be, it's a reality check. Ultimately only you can get yourself better, there is no divine intervention, no miracle cure. Recovery is bloody tough and ugly, if you want it then stop waiting for someone else to do it for you. It won't happen. Start now, or stay in your bed feeling sorry for yourself. You get one chance in life, it is up to you to live it, or waste it, but you can't turn back time
Thank you! The manipulation 8s incredible. Everyone that continues to tell her how proud they are of her for trying is delusional. Every video is the same.... excuses and more excuses. Like you've said, She can eat or she can die. I don't think she fully understands that once she's dead, she will not return to life. Of course she could go to the hospital if she was near death as she said. If the newest place that she says she's going to cannot do anything at all for her eating disorder then essentially going to hospital is the same. This is getting ridiculous already.
@@heidiyoung8207 She also has the absolute belief that her "Higher power" is going to single her out and save her first.That higher power might want to look at the state of Ukraine first?
@@yeahbro760 Spot on
@@yeahbro760 Exactly, it always makes me laugh when religious people say God saved them but not their neighbours child who died of cancer. All those poor people in Ukraine, praying did nothing for them. Delusional indoctrination.
Thank you! I was beginning to think I was the only one that felt this frustrated with her. I hate that she is wasting all this go fund me money when she uses the words , help me not to die. I always leave less than half way through this page.
It's okay to be scared, lique. Let God work thru others for you. That's so right, keep your brain off of the negatives. Yes, lique, I believe in miracles. I will not explain exactly the details as to why rn, but I am alive because of a miracle too. My addiction took me to the brink of death, and God saved me too. Because I know 100% from all of my scientific medical knowledge what happened to me was impossible!!! Looking forward to seeing you triumph thru all of this for his Glory 🌈🌈
Thank you so much for sharing this… it gives me hope 🙏🏻❤️
@Lique Faith I believe the team is there to be a witness to this! Imagine the power of change that will come from them seeing this! Ahhh I can just see sooo much light being spread!!!
@Lique Faith idk if you read angel numbers, but I got the notification of your heart at 1103:
Your angels want you to know that they are watching over you and helping you maintain good health. Do your part by eating healthy and getting rest.
Are you currently facing a health challenge? The number 1103 is a sign that you will soon overcome it. Have faith that your angels are by your side, helping you through this difficult time. They will give you the strength and courage to get through it.
I'm behind you in this, and so is the entire Universe. And a great message for myself also this beautiful Sunday morning here!
I'm sorry if I'm doing a lot, but I just feel like I need express this light that I am feeling today!
Love always, Staci Renee. 🙏
@@costaldevomito happy you did! Thank you Staci 😘
Lique come on, there is a psychological problem as well as physical problem with you. This clinic and the staff will be able to help you. You just need to accept it. I am begging you, just give it a change. Just try. Please.
Hi Angelique❤ you do have an immense strength it’s just coming right through my iPad. I am praying for you . I can’t imagine people not helping you once you get there regardless of the rules, they will see a person who needs help and then how can they not help her? I just have a feeling you WILL get help there, just maybe drink the ensure drinks I can’t imagine they will not bring you something that you like that has protein . It is crazy to think they won’t provide or prepare the food. Once they see your condition, they will have to. It’s like ignoring a helpless person right there in front of you. How could any medical professional ever do that? I don’t care of the rules of the facility they have to help you and once you’re there, they will. ❤
We will see dear… I do what I can to have faith. So thankful you are coming along… and thank you for your prayers too! 🙏🏻❤️
That's my thought too. I believe they will call upon local experts in their own medical community to help assess Lique and work with her situation.
Sending you a big hug, keep hanging in there, you are very much loved. As someone on another recovery channel said "nothing will hurt you more than your eating disorder" There's a beautiful rainbow waiting for you at the end of this and a wonderful new life ❤
Don't fear the morphine. It may help with the pain. Your won't be an addict, and you won't be delusional. I've had it several times when in the hospital. You will be much better off in the clinic because there will be medical people there so you won't be alone. They can help at least a little. Maybe a lot. I have cancer but it's under control because of the doctors and nurses who have helped me. Maybe they can help you also. At least they can keep you alive and more able to function. And you don't need to hope for a miracle You ARE a miracle, sent by the heavens to inspire all of us. Bless you for being you. Love you much. 💗💗
Thank you so much for sharing this dear! That is encouraging 👍🏻🙏🏻❤️
Hello precious Lique. I hear you. I hear your extreme exhaustion & the constant pain that you have. I really can't imagine what it is like so forgive me if this is wrong to say. I am just cautioning with morphine. My fathers heart was very weak & fragile at the end of his life. They gave him his morning injection and he passed away 20 minutes later. Now I can't say anything about a pediatric dose. There are other pain killers that are strong, but I am not by any means a doctor so this of course cannot be medical advice. It was just a thought I had to mention, but the doctor should know what your heart can take. No, your message is NEVER too long! Love you so much Lique upload anytime with anything you feel like sharing because we are behind you 100%
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Dear lady I am so sorry that you are going through such pain and sorrow. I will pray for you for God's grace and comfort. I have struggled most of my life with my mental health and have depression and anxiety. Life is so hard sometimes. I really hope that you receive help and love. God loves you dear Angelique. You are a precious sweet soul. Thank you for your poignant words. Blessed are they that mourn for they will be comforted. I send you all my love and prayers. Take care lovey xxx 😘🧡🙏
Lots of love to you my dear friend, Angelique. I suffer pain every day as well. I hope you get relief soon. I am praying for you. ❤
Thank you dear… am praying for you too… 🙏🏻❤️
I'm with you darling! Be sure God is keeping you here because, when you share your journey, you are helping a lot of people too!😃💚
Thank you Maria 🙏🏻❤️
That sounds so scary. I’m glad you’re okay.
Please still stick to your plan to be helped physically first. Then, worry about therapy more after they get you physically stabilized.
Like others have said, give up control, and please do what you need to be helped.
I saw some other suggestions to try to get a feeding tube for yourself and how you could maybe try to go about that. It seemed like a good idea.
Love you, Lique. Keep fighting. 💕
Also, as a chronic pain sufferer, it is scary going on meds, but sometimes, it’s the best thing when your quality of life is so low.
Thank you dear… 🙏🏻❤️
@@liquefaith You’re very welcome. You have to survive. You’re honestly just way too full of light. The world needs that more than ever. ❤
Dearest Angelique.. I've been following your journey over the past few months and pray for your full healing and recovery. Its my opinion at this point you need to SAY whatever NECESSARY to get yourself admitted to a hospital or a nursing facility for treatment and help regarding your personal care. Even if it means having to tell a "white lie" to a medical professional such as saying you can't eat or are considering suicide. In my heart, I feel you have a strong spirit and will not only survive this, but make a full recovery and go on to help others. Please stay strong and know everyone here on this channel love ❤you dearly and are keeping you in thought and prayer. Sending many hugs from the the USA 🇺🇸. God Bless...❤xxooxxo 🙏
Thank you… 🙏🏻❤️
Lique you know I support you and I only want you to get better. But what I am about to say may sound harsh. It comes from a caring place from a woman in recovery for twenty five years. You only have two choices. You let go and let the clinic care for you as best as they can or you let God. You must surrender. Otherwise you will surrender to the disease. ❤
Or both? Go to clinic with God?
Stay strong. I believe in you. Prayers for the Doctors and staff that will care for you. Prayers to lessen your pain.
Thank you Shelley… 😘
I’m praying for you, sending love and strength for your journey ❤❤❤❤
Thank you Julie 🙏🏻❤️
The same story every time! Life is in your hands, you got help but you turn it down or just leave in the middle of a treatment. People should not give you money, you will receive money from your RUclips channel and you will certainly also receive benefits! You have to do this yourself and your viewers cannot do this for you or solve this for you.
You live off the attention you get from comments under your video. If you do not change anything about your own behavior, you can also say goodbye to all the help that is offered to you. We know now, you're at the end, there's no place for you, there's no help, people/clinics don't want to help you blah blah blah! It's your own fault, you've been given so many opportunities!
And the titles of your videos are clickbates!!!
Totally correct! She will just be wasting the clinics time again if she enters it. Time to let her go
It is just like every other disease.....if they don't want to help themselves, there is nothing anyone else can do.
What in hell is the matter with some of you people? Your opinion on what you think needs to be done is your opinion. I know some of the followers agree with what you are saying, but it sure as hell doesn’t help her hearing your negative thoughts and opinions on this matter! Why do you insist on watching her videos when you offer no positive support! Take your disrespectful mentality elsewhere!
@@mikewojnar6254 Because Im not gonna tell her sweat lies like many of you do!!
If you think this woman is lying about things then you're probably right but that's the nature of the illness you asshole. It comes with a lot of shame when it comes to letting people know how bad you really have gotten. Also the illness will scare you into finding any reason not to get treatment this isn't her making same decisions herself period. The anorexia brainfog is crazy I can tell you that because I have anorexia nervoso you shouldn't be so quick to judge people and I don't know who you think you're helping what you think you're doing but all you're doing is showing who you are a shitty person it seems. I hope maybe now you can understand more and maybe think about what you say to people❤
Hello beautiful Soul! You are doing so well… none of us could live your life any better! Something to consider: staying positive to avoid the fear of death is actually just hidden resistance… But neutralizing the idea of death, and THEN pointing your mind to the positive, is very different energetically. That is when positive focus can work. I work with critically ill clients quite a bit and this is a common block. When I get them to relax around death, realizing we all will die, and they reconnect with their faith in their eternal Soul… and THEN we help them choose hope and positivity from there… it can work it’s magic, and gives the body a chance to heal. (If the Soul is meant to heal.) Facing our pain doesn’t ADD negativity - it simply allows us to look at, and explore, and love that which has always been with us, and following us. It’s an act of self love to turn toward our pain - as that is what it’s been wanting most: the light of love from our very own hearts! But this is the toughest work for any of us humans to do…
I hope this serves in some way… You are so amazing and brave and loved! Your journey teaches us all… huge love!
Thank you Stephanie! I find it certainly useful 👍🏻🙏🏻❤️
Oh my gosh, I had a near-death experience myself last year. I was unconscious and went into a coma. From this I had the sensation of pure love and welcoming. There was nothing to be afraid of. I believe this now.
I know you're scared but I don't let this get on top of you. You're going to survive and go onto live the life of your dreams. I believe most people who have near-death experiences have them for a reason - any type of these experiences - because it teaches you something you need to know about how to live from now on. This is a special thing that has happened to you. Please stay positive and fight. You can do this Lique❤❤❤
Thank you for sharing this 👍🏻😘
You need to acknowledge that you are not being accountable for your actions. You complain and whine about how you don’t deserve the place you are in, but your actions have put you there. Start being accountable. Praying for help without doing the things you need to do is worthless.
What actions is she accountable .anorexia is a very complex mental illness
Wtf do you expect her to do? She's doing everything she can!!
Yes this is true..faith without works is dead...I hate this happened..I just today watched her..never knew her..however they've got Eugenia Cooney still in the spotlight!
I want to see you traveling the world! Miracles do happen! Sending you my love and best wishes.
Thank you Jennifer 😘
You are wasting away on video in front of us. You’re playing Russian roulette with your life. You’re going to regret that. You don’t need a miracle, you need to give up that control. Angelique, you are not going to make it if you don’t start relenting that control and need for sympathy. You can’t see yourself, like we can. I know, I’ve been there. So, take our word for it. Years and I can see through the bones in your face, you’re at the end. You need to let it go. Let that control go. I know you’re trying to get someone’s attention. Trying to make them care. Here’s what I’ve learned... the more you try, the more they won’t. They didn’t care before, they’re definitely not going to care now. So, the trick is to let them go. Just let them go. They are not your identity. I promise. And, slowly, over time, you’ll discover life. One day, you’ll realize you forgot to try to get their attention.
All this attention, especially from new viewers is fueling you. Not food, attention. You’re not going to change your mind set over night, but you can change it. You have to decide to live. And, if you truly want to be an inspiration for others around the world, this is not working. Right now, you are inspiring other ED’ers to hold to their guns and not let go of that control! They’re inspired by you. If you can stand your ground, then so can they! Only, that ground leads to death. Other people are watching you. You know this, you’re making the videos. You are an inspiration of control. What should have taken months is still going on years later. It’s a simple formula. You know what it is. Increase your calories a little every day. Every day! You know this. No specialist or perfect facility is going to be able to help you, because ED is a disease of will. You must be willing to help yourself. You are waiting for that right specific person to give you the attention you want from them. It hasn’t happened, time to reroute your course. It sucks, I know! But, you have to do it. Death is final and you will STILL have to deal with your heart on the other side. Death doesn’t fix it. Choose to live. Choose to inspire others to life. Choose to be an influencer as an over comer.
I’m waiting for flesh to fill your face again. For a glisten of your eyes and for your hair to shine. For your teeth to fill out. I remember the pictures of you before you got this sick. You had life in you. You still do, but it’s fading, Angelique. It’s fading 😞
You were created to live and prosper. God says so in Jeremiah. Repent of your control and allow Him to bring you back to life... In Ezekiel 34 God brings the dry bones back to life. He puts flesh back on their bones. I have seen flesh regrow on bone, as if it was always there. I want to see that with you. I want to see you LIVE! Give us that miracle you’re asking for 👩
I've been trying to think what else i could say to help but you pretty much covered it all. Stop filming, start your own eating plan ( because I'm SURE you know how to do that) implement it and start putting some flesh on your bones. After watching last night I said to myself, " oh, this isn't going to end well. We're all cheering you on . I just don't want to hear you have died. Feeling very, very sad right now.😢
Very well said.
Lique go towards the light and the light will take over. Your light right now is the clinic and pain relief .God bless you lovely soul.
I am praying for you, Lique. You seem really fragile to me. Hang in here. Sending love!❤️
Thank you Barbara 😘
Thank you so much for that quote. I am currently grieving but I do not want to be in this state forever and I won't. Keep staying strong, I believe in you too!
Thank you for sharing this Emilia! And a brave decision you made. 👍🏻😘
I'm praying for you Lique. Especially that you come to true repentance and faith in Jesus, if you haven't. Also for comfort and strength, knowing that He loves you so much!
What a blessing to see you again. You have made it another week♥️ You are working so hard to stay live!
I’m praying that God will show you how to manage preparing your food. I’m asking God to give you relief from the pain. You are being lifted up every day. I’m looking forward to your next video.
Thank you so much Tracey 😘
Do you understand that so many of your physical problems would resolve if you could/would just nourish your body? You will have energy if you'd eat. At this point you don't have a choice but to feed your body all day a little at a time not binging just a little at a time. Eventually you will start to feel so much better. I'm praying for you.
As you are not moving much ask your friend to leave a small tray on the bed with the fortisip and dome water with salt and any other food you can get down. Read 2 lines of a book and then eat something. Drink as much as possible as fluids are sooo important. Take it minute by minute❤
So how will others be able to help you with their tools when you won't help yourself? We can't tell others what they have to do. They have guidelines and those apply to you too. Your viewpoint will need to change if you want help?
Hello Angelique, this is Veronika...I think of you everyday and am sending LOVE and HUGS to you...♥️♥️♥️🙋♀️🇱🇷.
Love and light to you on your journey, sweet one. Praying you feel better soon.
Thank you… ❤️🙏🏻
Lique you will have the strength to keep going. You have it in your power to fight this.I wish I could give you hugs and come and take care of you. I feel so bad for your situation.❤
That’s so sweet of you! Thank you… 🙏🏻❤️
Hi Lique! Thank you for this update! You can do this, you can do all things through Christ Who strengthens you. (Philippians 4:13). I am praying for you in Jesus’s Name 🙏🏼 I love your fighting spirit! Keep claiming those Bible verses. I’m so sorry you are in pain. Yes, it is called morphine in the US as well. Sending you all of my love and hugs. God bless you in Jesus’s Name ❤️💖🙏🏼🤗🌹🌷😊
Hello lique....I just want to say thank you to you for being so honest showing your truth....because we are learning and from this possibly we could help someone in life ....because of this experience you give us.. you are brave honest and a great teacher....of course it's hard as we can't help you much from such distances but give yourself credit for what you are teaching us. Much love always xj
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Amazed once again by your bravery and will to survive this despite it being so scary physically and mentally. I sincerely hope you get to the clinic on the 5th April where they are going to give you morphine which will help take away the physical pain and hope that the Psychiatrist, although not specialized in Eating disorders can support you enough to get through the first few weeks/months until you feel a bit better and stronger to do it again for yourself. In my thoughts and prayers 🙏😙❤ with love from the UK❤ XXX 😅
Thank you dear… 💖
Good evening beautiful Angel of the internet. I am so sorry you are having such a hard go of all of this but you have an incredible fire of determination to get on the other side of this. I know you are going through hell right now but know that your fire, your determination is so inspiring. Thank you for continue to create and post. It means more than you could ever know❤ ❤❤
Sooooo welcome dear! Thank you too for being here 💖
@@liquefaith 🤗🤗❤️🤗🤗 Sending you a whole bunch of healing love 🤗🤗❤️🤗🤗
I wouldn't be thinking about anything other than the court date. If you have your lawyer tell the judge you can't be responsible for your own meals, the Court should order that help. It would be ludicrous for a court to order you into a facility that you don't belong in. I look forward to hearing that the court finally orders you the help you need!
Will keep you updated… 😘
@@liquefaith 😘🤗
I feel and know your pain for I have been living through similar since early 2000's. Praying that you get the pain relief and medical you need very soon .
Thank you…
WOW wow wow what a great speech you gave there at the end!!! So incredibly motivating and strong!!!
I truly believe everything you said, that you are gonna be fine. I mean look at your channel, no matter what you just keep on going. It is inspiring beyond measure.
Times are hard right now... seeing you continue to fight makes me want to fight as well. We will get through this no matter how hard the journey is. There is always hope as long as we are alive. As long as we wake up in the morning we keep winning.
Thank you for staying strong, you are a positive influence in my life.
You are always in my prayers, keep on taking one breath a time. Lots of love from Sara❤🙏
Thank you Sara🥰
I know how much your trying and I know first hand that it’s sooooo hard to gain! I haven’t gone up in a long time since my sister passed I keep thinking she’s not eating 😢😢 it sometimes hurts but I know I have too eat it or my ulcer hurts and it being soo hard to breathe non the less eat or even drink water WATERR!!!! I’m so low at this minute 😢
I am with you too sweetheart … never give up hope! Keep fighting for yourself. Set a concrete goal
Both small (only today) and bigger (meet me ? 😀)
Rooting for you! ❤️
🌄🙏❤ Many Prayers Lique . You've been on our hearts & minds, many blessings to you. The clinic still is better than the present care. This will be a test, try to open up and voice your fears if you get there. ❤ You're needing daily Nursing care, Morphine. 'More-feen.' At this point, feeling comfortable is needed to help thru Anxiety/Fear. Healing will come with trust ❤ Thks for the update, Lique.
The thing is this …. No one is gonna do this for you. No one can help you but you!
The same as you found the strength to get that ensure drink that one day is the way you need to fight for every single bite and drink.. the morphine will kill you. You need to fight for yourself, I promise the moment you’re dying none of this nonsense will matter at all. You will wish more then anything that you just chose to get better not wallow in excuses. Enough is enough… cry out to Jesus Christ to help you then fight for YOUR LIFE!! It can only be you, stop thinking and stop being scared of everything and just do it!
Amen you WILL LIVE TO DECLARE THE glory of the Lord ❤! My heart hurts for you but know the Lord hears our prayers.
Thank you… 🙏🏻❤️
Just a bit of advice when posting you’re videos. It would be appropriate to give a trigger warning at the beginning (many other RUclipsrs with Anorexia do) as those with this illness wii see how you look and their anorexic mind will say just by looking at you that they’re not thin enough or sick enough. This content is extremely triggering for younger people who are either not in recovery yet or who have just started. I know this because I’ve had the illness all my adult life.
I have been the edit -thinking and praying for you ❤. Just know that I love you sister, much love and strength.heart❤
Thank you dear 😘
I will be praying for you 🙏✌🏻👌👍
Hey sweetie pie!! I just subscribed to ur channel just to help encourage u thru this journey to recovery ur on & to say that if u continue using some of the dynamite tools u already have, ur gonna get to the end of that journey exactly n the position to tell ur story & show others that miracles do indeed happen!!! 1st & foremost u have THE TOOL u have to have & THAT IS GOD!!! It's God who IS gonna get u thru this honey!! Positivity is a game changer gf!! What u tell urself & what comes out of ur mouth(& what comes out of the mouths of others) matters!! Do not allow urself or others to confess or think negatively about u!! My husband & myself will b praying for u & we'll walk w/u down this road. We luv u! God bless u & expect ur miracle sweetie!! 🙏🥰🙏❤️🥰💋🙏💋🙏💛🖤💛
I agree with another commenter-tell the hospital you need a feeding tube and see if you can get nutritionally stable on that. Your body can’t handle the ups and downs of eating and you need some stable source of nutrition in your life.
“Relax My Child, I am in control” 🙏
Amen… 🙏🏻
Hi Lique, I totally understand and I also can’t find any help. I have extreme sensitivity to almost all food, I have so many conditions that effect my digestion and my bladder. I do not have an eating disorder other than food intolerance and fear although the doctors like to label me with one. My family doctor just tells me to eat anything I can? I’m very upset that they are not helping you but I guess they really don’t know how, me too. You seem so strong and you give me faith in the fight!!!!😘❤️🤞🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
I will pray for you and I hope your strength of mind continues to get stronger. ❤
Thank you 🙏🏻❤️
Well it must be better to go to the clinic and get SOME help, compared to staying at home with NO help at all? Anyway I hope you find the peace you’re looking for.
Sending healing prayers 🙏♥
God blessed! Please make her eat more and help her God. Greetings from Halmstad in Sweden. A great hug.
Thank you Kristina… 🙏🏻❤️
Is there anyone close that can go and help her ? This breaks my heart, I'm in the UK, otherwise I would be there for her , it's disgusting how she's not getting help from the government, your so strong , Absolutely amazing, we are all routing for you ❤ please help her ,she deserves a future 🙏
Exactly. She needs actual real-life, in person assistance. Whether from a friend, neighbor, social services, or a nurse - she *needs* help. I hate that this has gotten so dire. =(
Praying you have the strength to come through. ❤
Thank you… 🙏🏻❤️
Sending you the biggest hug and so much love. Please heal soon beautiful soul ❤❤❤
Thank you… 🙏🏻❤️
GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS!!!!! GOD IS WITH YOU!!!☦🙏☦🙏☦🙏💞🌻
Thank you dear Donna 😘
Oh Angelique, I'm so sorry the clinic has messed you around. I continue to pray for you and sending lots of love across the North Sea ❤ 🇬🇧
Thank you Laura 😘
The clinic must surely be of some benefit. Their help with bathing, getting dressed etc will spare you some energy. You understand how the body works and what it needs for recovery. Keep getting those calories in. Sending big hugs your way xx
Thank you Martina 😘
Sending you so much love, as always. Thank you for sharing so vulnerably with us.
Welcome dear! 😘