Hi,i m can use your music to compare why reality and nature is better and stronger than all unreal and just unnatural things including gods and religions,but first give permission
This doesn't feel like a villain's theme or an evil, otherwise chaotic song, it feels like someone's tired of pretending to be a good person after repulsing their feelings for so long.
You can feel the air getting thinner with each beat, the song amplifies the flames that burns endlessly, in the middle of it all there he stands. Menacingly staring at you, with those two evil eye's of his.
I see everyone saying this is the beginning of their villain arc or something, but I don’t get how. If anything, this looks like the end of a villain’s life. “I Got No Time”’s lyrics basically symbolize the character when they were younger- innocent, scared, etc. “My Ordinary Life” was them in their prime- evil, powerful, etc. And this, with Springtrap standing there, is basically them just giving themselves up to the flames that surround them. Not necessarily happy, not sad, either, but just accepting.
Springtrap aka William Afton burning in hell after killing all of those children. That's what the background is. But to be honest with you, he is a badass.
Lyrics: They tell me, "Keep it simple", I tell them, "Take it slow" I feed and water an idea so I let it grow I tell them, "Take it easy", they laugh and tell me, "No" It's cool but I don't see them laughing at my money though And I know this is I know this is the truth 'Cause I've been staring at my death so many times These scary monsters roaming in the halls I wish I could just block the doors And stay in bed until the clock will chime They tell me I've been sleeping, I say, "I'm wide awake" Tracks hot and ready so they call me Mister Easy-Bake They say the grass is greener, I think my grass is dank Drivin' with a drank on an empty tank to the bank Got to keep my calm, and carry on Stay awake until the sun will shine But I'm not so strong, and they're not gone They're still out there to take what's left of mine Stayin' still, eyes closed Let the world just pass me by Pain pills, nice clothes If I fall, I think I'll fly Touch me, Midas Make me part of your design None to guide us I feel fear for the very last time music They tell me that I'm special, I smile and shake my head I'll give them stories to tell friends about the things I said They tell me I'm so humble, I say, "I'm turning red" They let me lie to them and don't feel like they've been misled But I'm stuttering I'm stuttering again No one will listen and no one will understand Because I'm crying as much as I speak 'Cause no one likes me when I shriek Want to go back to when it all began No matter what I make, they never see mistakes Makin' so much bread, I don't care that they're just being fake They tell me they're below me, I act like I'm above The people blend together but I would be lost without their love Got to keep my calm, and carry on Stay awake until the sun will shine But I'm not so strong, and they're not gone They're still out there to take what's left of mine Stayin' still, eyes closed Let the world just pass me by Pain pills, nice clothes If I fall, I think I'll fly Touch me, Midas Make me part of your design None to guide us I feel fear for the very last time Lay still, restless Losing sleep while I lose my mind All thrill, no stress All my muses left behind (left behind) World is below So high up, I'm near-divine (I'm so high up) Lean in, let go I feel fear for the very last time
The lyrics are about the speaker's experience in the music industry and their struggle to maintain their own identity and well-being. They face challenges from those around them and the pressure to conform and succeed. Despite these obstacles, the speaker tries to stay positive and remain true to themselves, but they are struggling to stay calm and are feeling fear for the first time. They seek comfort in their music and hope to make a lasting impact with their art.
@arianperc2869 I am offering my thoughts, even if not requested ^-^ Besidese: It seems like you may be facing some challenges yourself. I am here to assist you if you need help.
I like this a lot because this makes me feel like this person lightly describes how they feel on the outside but the dark voice is how they really feels at the inside of their void heart
This song feels like a big industry song artist relapsing, but still trying to maintain their career, suffering as each second passes because they can't let go of an addiction they thought they got control over.
springtrap just staring makes this scarier.. this is honestly a great mashup especially with slowed and reverb! i love It a lot a it kin of scares me but in a good way! keep it up!
The Living Tombstone is one of my favorite RUclips music creator of all time his music was part of my childhood and when this dude mike geno dropped this mashup I straight up...
You stand there amidst the roaring flames, you feel the fire engulfing by the swift passing of a second, the rapid chaos ruthlessly overwhelms your soul , and yet an entity is beheld in front of you, a still force rattling your very soul with his seemingly ruthless and determined stare
i enjoyed this music a lot. here, reminisce if u want to! よ! じゃぁ 行こうぞ! ジャンケンポン! They tell me, "Keep it simple", I tell them, "Take it slow" I feed and water an idea so I let it grow I tell them, "Take it easy", they laugh and tell me, "No" It's cool but I don't see them laughing at my money though And I know this is I know this is the truth 'Cause I've been staring at my death so many times These scary monsters roaming in the halls I wish I could just block the doors And stay in bed until the clock will chime They tell me I've been sleeping, I say, "I'm wide awake" Tracks hot and ready so they call me Mister Easy-Bake They say the grass is greener, I think my grass is dank Drivin' with a drank on an empty tank to the bank Got to keep my calm, and carry on Stay awake until the sun will shine But I'm not so strong, and they're not gone They're still out there to take what's left of mine Stayin' still, eyes closed Let the world just pass me by Pain pills, nice clothes If I fall, I think I'll fly Touch me, Midas Make me part of your design None to guide us I feel fear for the very last time They tell me that I'm special, I smile and shake my head I'll give them stories to tell friends about the things I said They tell me I'm so humble, I say, "I'm turning red" They let me lie to them and don't feel like they've been misled But I'm stuttering I'm stuttering again No one will listen and no one will understand Because I'm crying as much as I speak 'Cause no one likes me when I shriek Want to go back to when it all began No matter what I make, they never see mistakes Makin' so much bread, I don't care that they're just being fake They tell me they're below me, I act like I'm above The people blend together but I would be lost without their love Got to keep my calm, and carry on Stay awake until the sun will shine But I'm not so strong, and they're not gone They're still out there to take what's left of mine Stayin' still, eyes closed Let the world just pass me by Pain pills, nice clothes If I fall, I think I'll fly Touch me, Midas Make me part of your design None to guide us I feel fear for the very last time Lay still, restless Losing sleep while I lose my mind All thrill, no stress All my muses left behind (left behind) World is below So high up, I'm near-divine (I'm so high up) Lean in, let go I feel fear for the very last time
My interpretation of the song (not including the fact that it’s a mashup) is that the rapper/singer is having ptsd from a life he escaped and the people he escaped. So he reminds himself of how good he has it now and how he won’t let his fear control him.
This doesn't give me some villain sense or what other people say, instead, it gives me joy, mainly whilst I am playing God of War or any game where you are overpowered, in the way that is fun and not cheap.
Wake up , The flames get higher but you refuse to burn , However you want to feed the chaos , Your Mindset starts becoming ashes , Nothing important to you to left behind , Your destiny is now inmutable so you can't resist anymore Raise up , This is where you begin , Feed the flames and let other burn *“ I feel fear FOR THE VERY LAST* *T I M E”*
Sounds like the final boss theme, at 3:40, the boss is almost defeated and the allies come to destroy it. the song ends when the game is beaten. MAN that gave me endgame vibes.
Stayin' still, eyes closed Let the world just pass me by Pain pills, nice clothes If I fall, I think I'll fly Touch me, Midas Make me part of your design None to guide us I feel fear for the very last time This is the best part of the song also: Got to keep my calm, and carry on Stay awake until the sun will shine But I'm not so strong, and they're not gone They're still out there to take what's left of mine Is the part where I clear out my nostrils to breath and see the sun
this is literally the feeling of middle. One half of the lyrics are about being delusional & and feeling atop things while actually being a bottom. While the other half is about feeling bottom even though youre mostly ahead of the situation Middle.
I feel like this is the song that plays when the hero starts to realize the villain was doing the right thing and they can't prevent a true evil any longer because of the hero's own stupidity
Remake: ruclips.net/video/sNw_-xxK38g/видео.htmlsi=4ozy_bLFIa_xGlXS
Thanks❤
I watch this at school while I play prodigy
Hi,i m can use your music to compare why reality and nature is better and stronger than all unreal and just unnatural things including gods and religions,but first give permission
This doesn't feel like a villain's theme or an evil, otherwise chaotic song, it feels like someone's tired of pretending to be a good person after repulsing their feelings for so long.
Yeahhh
They just like me fr
Bro💀
homelander:
how bro felt after saying that: 👹👺
3:38 love this part
also
Same here
I am too
Me
Yeah man also
I remember listening to My Ordinary Life non-stop almost two years ago, one of my best phases tbh
me rn
same here, man. quarantine cut my highschool experience in half, and this was my vibe all the way throughout.
me rn,W phase
Repent to Jesus
@@dxnixble what.
3:14 is where everything starts to get really good
Agreed
0:00 is where everything starts to get really good
For me is 2:34
@@NutsDerk1 based
4:39 is just better
The way the song blends so perfectly with the background and Springtrap in the fire is just really eerie
The music is amazing and the background goes with it PERFECTLY.
Yes, but i also watched the original, _half of this song references Five Nights At Freddy's 4_
@@alexandervishnesky7498 because its the living tombstone
Well the background is fnaf3 where as the song is fnaf 4 but yea it still fits really good
@@alexandervishnesky7498 no shit
@@HydroxTheCat I Got no Time refers to the trauma of C.C or Evan afton which was told in fnaf 4 even though what was told was only bite 83
Everyone else: listening to the music calmly
Me and William: having an intense staring constest
Did you win?
Legend has it that they're still having a staring contest till this day..
I won. . . Wait-
My boy willie
You won.... But at what cost...
You can feel the air getting thinner with each beat, the song amplifies the flames that burns endlessly, in the middle of it all there he stands.
Menacingly staring at you, with those two evil eye's of his.
ikr i felt it too!!!
“Father.. It’s me, Michael. I did it. I did what you asked. Now we will burn together.”
fredy five night
5 children for 5 dollars is a good trade.
Bro tf you talking about 💀💀
For anyone wanting to know, the video is a loop from a section of Squimpus McGrimpus's horror FNaF series. Highly recommend btw
Is it just on RUclips?
yup
@@mrhumanfry5996 Nice, thanks
*Theme to listen to when you feel like always coming back.*
William Afton must be a fan then
Springtrap: I ALWAYS COME BACK-
@@Shep180 I'm not and i don't feel ''always come back'', I ALWAYS COME BACK!
WE BURNING THE WHOLE FAZBEAR FRIGHT ATTRACTION WITH THIS ONE 🥵🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
scraptrap my beloved ❤️
@@lilsquidyyyjust to let you know, your simping on a Robotic Fictional Corpse right now
@@lilsquidyyya big forehead green peanut with limbs that's big
@@GestlrSPRINGTRAP
@@lilsquidyyy Springtrap
I see everyone saying this is the beginning of their villain arc or something, but I don’t get how. If anything, this looks like the end of a villain’s life.
“I Got No Time”’s lyrics basically symbolize the character when they were younger- innocent, scared, etc.
“My Ordinary Life” was them in their prime- evil, powerful, etc.
And this, with Springtrap standing there, is basically them just giving themselves up to the flames that surround them. Not necessarily happy, not sad, either, but just accepting.
you're right, he's a hero not a villain
@@slider7500 sorry for necroing but william afton aint no hero
@@XmanoPrime give me one reason to not a hero
@@slider7500 killed 5 children
@@XmanoPrime it was a necessary evil to bring back his son
Fits so well!
Also oh my god the background is cool af
Its william afton
@@Quzcanavarı I know, maybe that's why I love it so much
@@Travis_20098 Its a crayz character 🔪🔪
@@Quzcanavarı it don’t matter if he is crazy William afton will be a legendary character in fnaf
Springtrap aka William Afton burning in hell after killing all of those children. That's what the background is. But to be honest with you, he is a badass.
The bg is haunting, like the theme needs to be ☻️
oui
This is so chaotic yet so nostalgic, It's like am going through 2014-2018 and 2020-2021 at once.
2019 really was that weird middle era huh…
2012-2019
This feels like the main villain actually won and killed everyone
“What now? Actually why did I kill everyone in the first place? I was so set on reaching my goal that I forgot what it actually was”
Isn’t it obvious willam always comes back to take revenge the cycle repeats every time
@@TheHattestStarman not really
@@csgpoffical1223 do I have to explain the entire fnaf lore
@@TheHattestStarman nope nope no you dont
"This ends..for all of us.."
*farts*
End Communication.
I Always come back henry
Ya dude
1:03love this part
Lyrics:
They tell me, "Keep it simple", I tell them, "Take it slow"
I feed and water an idea so I let it grow
I tell them, "Take it easy", they laugh and tell me, "No"
It's cool but I don't see them laughing at my money though
And I know this is
I know this is the truth
'Cause I've been staring at my death so many times
These scary monsters roaming in the halls
I wish I could just block the doors
And stay in bed until the clock will chime
They tell me I've been sleeping, I say, "I'm wide awake"
Tracks hot and ready so they call me Mister Easy-Bake
They say the grass is greener, I think my grass is dank
Drivin' with a drank on an empty tank to the bank
Got to keep my calm, and carry on
Stay awake until the sun will shine
But I'm not so strong, and they're not gone
They're still out there to take what's left of mine
Stayin' still, eyes closed
Let the world just pass me by
Pain pills, nice clothes
If I fall, I think I'll fly
Touch me, Midas
Make me part of your design
None to guide us
I feel fear for the very last time
music
They tell me that I'm special, I smile and shake my head
I'll give them stories to tell friends about the things I said
They tell me I'm so humble, I say, "I'm turning red"
They let me lie to them and don't feel like they've been misled
But I'm stuttering
I'm stuttering again
No one will listen and no one will understand
Because I'm crying as much as I speak
'Cause no one likes me when I shriek
Want to go back to when it all began
No matter what I make, they never see mistakes
Makin' so much bread, I don't care that they're just being fake
They tell me they're below me, I act like I'm above
The people blend together but I would be lost without their love
Got to keep my calm, and carry on
Stay awake until the sun will shine
But I'm not so strong, and they're not gone
They're still out there to take what's left of mine
Stayin' still, eyes closed
Let the world just pass me by
Pain pills, nice clothes
If I fall, I think I'll fly
Touch me, Midas
Make me part of your design
None to guide us
I feel fear for the very last time
Lay still, restless
Losing sleep while I lose my mind
All thrill, no stress
All my muses left behind (left behind)
World is below
So high up, I'm near-divine (I'm so high up)
Lean in, let go
I feel fear for the very last time
How much free time do you have???
@@Zaaaaaam he just copied the lyiric, someone else did, my man cant even hide he copy and pasted
bro copy and pasted
Imagine copy and pasting
@@isaah___ atleast he took all that sweet time to do this I bet u just sitting on your ass ain't doing shit so stop talking
The lyrics are about the speaker's experience in the music industry and their struggle to maintain their own identity and well-being. They face challenges from those around them and the pressure to conform and succeed. Despite these obstacles, the speaker tries to stay positive and remain true to themselves, but they are struggling to stay calm and are feeling fear for the first time. They seek comfort in their music and hope to make a lasting impact with their art.
@arianperc2869
I am offering my thoughts, even if not requested ^-^
Besidese: It seems like you may be facing some challenges yourself. I am here to assist you if you need help.
@@Calgan04 don't worry, these people just aren't even worth the typing
@arianperc my god such a child
It's a fnaf 4 song tho..idk about ordinary life but I got no time speaks about a child who's in a coma fighting off the fear for animatronics
The my ordinary life lyrics are actually about the people who get rich and how they feel when they are "above" the poor people
I like this a lot because this makes me feel like this person lightly describes how they feel on the outside but the dark voice is how they really feels at the inside of their void heart
William fits so good with this
I dont like that people create slowed + reverb in perfect songs but this is better than others slowed + reverb from i got no time x my ordinary life
"I Always Come Back"
This song feels like a big industry song artist relapsing, but still trying to maintain their career, suffering as each second passes because they can't let go of an addiction they thought they got control over.
eminem in a nutshell
This is the perfection.
i'm gonna download this song and listen to it for a long time. by the way it's amazing keep it up!
springtrap just staring makes this scarier.. this is honestly a great mashup especially with slowed and reverb! i love It a lot a it kin of scares me but in a good way! keep it up!
Oh... My.... God.... This is so amazing
THIS HITS HARD🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
This video is underrated to a level that all parts of my brain, neurons, and mind cannot comprehend.
THE ANIMATRONIC WAS LOCKING DEEP IN MY SOUL 🥶
So chaotic, yet so beautiful.
Yes sir
The Living Tombstone is one of my favorite RUclips music creator of all time his music was part of my childhood and when this dude mike geno dropped this mashup I straight up...
1:16 prob the best beat in the vid
Agreed
This is like actually beautiful.
WE MAKING IT OUT OF THE SPRING LOCK WITH THIS ONE
Damn this spring trap looking so cool there , he’s actually the best character to be in that theme.
THIS IS A MASTER PIECE
2:35 is the best
Agreed
@@77I8Official you agreed to all the “best parts” tho
@@firstname55 they're not wrong tho
@@TheDarkKitten true
Me looking at my best friend after he choses another person to do the group project:
Hahahaha :)))))
2:35 things start to get awesome🔥
This is the best mashup I've ever heard!
Yes
Never expected this piece of art!
You stand there amidst the roaring flames, you feel the fire engulfing by the swift passing of a second, the rapid chaos ruthlessly overwhelms your soul , and yet an entity is beheld in front of you, a still force rattling your very soul with his seemingly ruthless and determined stare
Quedé fascinado con las canciones combinadas, si ya de por si solas se escuchaban fenomenales, al combinarlas se escuchan muchísimo mejor.
una del grupo marrano con el grupo firme
Se escucha demasiado mezclado no queda tan bien
En algunas partes
@@0-xXJabonXx-0 Bueno, cada uno con su opinion
Al chile esta chingona
i enjoyed this music a lot. here, reminisce if u want to!
よ! じゃぁ 行こうぞ! ジャンケンポン!
They tell me, "Keep it simple", I tell them, "Take it slow"
I feed and water an idea so I let it grow
I tell them, "Take it easy", they laugh and tell me, "No"
It's cool but I don't see them laughing at my money though
And I know this is
I know this is the truth
'Cause I've been staring at my death so many times
These scary monsters roaming in the halls
I wish I could just block the doors
And stay in bed until the clock will chime
They tell me I've been sleeping, I say, "I'm wide awake"
Tracks hot and ready so they call me Mister Easy-Bake
They say the grass is greener, I think my grass is dank
Drivin' with a drank on an empty tank to the bank
Got to keep my calm, and carry on
Stay awake until the sun will shine
But I'm not so strong, and they're not gone
They're still out there to take what's left of mine
Stayin' still, eyes closed
Let the world just pass me by
Pain pills, nice clothes
If I fall, I think I'll fly
Touch me, Midas
Make me part of your design
None to guide us
I feel fear for the very last time
They tell me that I'm special, I smile and shake my head
I'll give them stories to tell friends about the things I said
They tell me I'm so humble, I say, "I'm turning red"
They let me lie to them and don't feel like they've been misled
But I'm stuttering
I'm stuttering again
No one will listen and no one will understand
Because I'm crying as much as I speak
'Cause no one likes me when I shriek
Want to go back to when it all began
No matter what I make, they never see mistakes
Makin' so much bread, I don't care that they're just being fake
They tell me they're below me, I act like I'm above
The people blend together but I would be lost without their love
Got to keep my calm, and carry on
Stay awake until the sun will shine
But I'm not so strong, and they're not gone
They're still out there to take what's left of mine
Stayin' still, eyes closed
Let the world just pass me by
Pain pills, nice clothes
If I fall, I think I'll fly
Touch me, Midas
Make me part of your design
None to guide us
I feel fear for the very last time
Lay still, restless
Losing sleep while I lose my mind
All thrill, no stress
All my muses left behind (left behind)
World is below
So high up, I'm near-divine (I'm so high up)
Lean in, let go
I feel fear for the very last time
Didn't ask
What
🔥🔥🔥
@@hurtcorecommunity L
@@diogosoares6823 ok Diogo vai para o jantar que a tua mãe já te chamou, chavalo
I Really Like That Song❤ *Springtrap’s Burning is so Coldest Moment🥶🗿*
For some reason, I feel like this song somehow sums up the entire fnaf lore ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
This song is such a W
The mix of this song and springtrap burning on the background makes it sound like a Villainous Song
Love how the echo of the song fits with the visual of springtrap in the flames its almost like a twisted point of his view
I feel like my latest song would be good enough for this playlist ! (Slowed & Reverb version of course !)
I got chills when william showed up
brooo this is fire
literally
@@Tutelcool372 lol
@Aras7773
just like the pizzeria when Henry gave his speech
And so is he
Literally
these songs fit so well together
They were made by the same dude
3:14 is the best part
Me after going on Twitter:
Relatable
Me after going on Reddit:
My favorite part start in 2:28
My interpretation of the song (not including the fact that it’s a mashup) is that the rapper/singer is having ptsd from a life he escaped and the people he escaped. So he reminds himself of how good he has it now and how he won’t let his fear control him.
nice interpretation
This song makes you feel like the I Got No Time voice is you on the inside, but the My Ordinary Life voice is you on the outside
This doesn't give me some villain sense or what other people say, instead, it gives me joy, mainly whilst I am playing God of War or any game where you are overpowered, in the way that is fun and not cheap.
Springtrap is just iconic
It's true, I'm iconic. 😎
@@Springtrap33333 wtf is that white stuff in ur face did u just do another shit with ballora again💀💀💀💀💀
3:08 this very best part in this song
Wake up , The flames get higher but you refuse to burn , However you want to feed the chaos , Your Mindset starts becoming ashes , Nothing important to you to left behind , Your destiny is now inmutable so you can't resist anymore
Raise up , This is where you begin , Feed the flames and let other burn
*“ I feel fear FOR THE VERY LAST*
*T I M E”*
Damn that was nice
Sometimes the most innocent people become the most fearsome villains
Bro this make me feel like a villain
@@abod_ORIGINAL fr
and you know you'll come back.
@@bodorerik9014and the most fearsome villains can become the strongest heroes
2:55 build up was insane
Yes
Прямиком из Ада. Рад встрече, Фиолетовый Человек
Masterpiece
3:38 Sends chills down my spine 🔥
This is amazing.
Me enjoying the music
William burning in the background
Sounds like the final boss theme, at 3:40, the boss is almost defeated and the allies come to destroy it. the song ends when the game is beaten. MAN that gave me endgame vibes.
I used this for an edit and made it amazing thanks for making this
I have this on repeat. nice song!
This is the best music can you listen
Stayin' still, eyes closed
Let the world just pass me by
Pain pills, nice clothes
If I fall, I think I'll fly
Touch me, Midas
Make me part of your design
None to guide us
I feel fear for the very last time
This is the best part of the song also:
Got to keep my calm, and carry on
Stay awake until the sun will shine
But I'm not so strong, and they're not gone
They're still out there to take what's left of mine
Is the part where I clear out my nostrils to breath and see the sun
Esto es jodidamente espectacular
1.25x là bình thừng đối với My Oridinary Life và I got no time.
1:29 good part
2:47 is my favorite part of the song
Agreed
@@77I8Official like I said
my too
Ok that is Fire!
Literally
0:00 The Good Part 💯🔥🗿
BRO THIS HITS HARD AF
before this starts i can just imagine "I AM JUST SICK OF PRETENDING TO BE THE GOOD GUY, I WAS NEVER GOOD AT ALL. NOW YOU SHALL PAY."
Kids from 2009-2015 trying to sleep after watching 28 horror videos at 1:00 Pm:
i like your pfp and name idk why
this is literally the feeling of middle. One half of the lyrics are about being delusional & and feeling atop things while actually being a bottom. While the other half is about feeling bottom even though youre mostly ahead of the situation
Middle.
So proud of you buddy :)))
I feel like this is the song that plays when the hero starts to realize the villain was doing the right thing and they can't prevent a true evil any longer because of the hero's own stupidity
i know right
"I feel fear for the very last time" hits hard
Best version
Who's watching (listening) this after the fnaf movie 🥶
AAAHHH I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH
cant stop staring into his eyes
MICHAEL, DONT LEAVE ME HERE! *MICHAEL!!*
This fits William perfectly
Bro this is so gas in 2x!!!😂 Keep up the good work man! ❤❤❤
Lol
you know what the visuals of this video really fits with the song, tbh this song is probably one of the best remix out there, i cant argue with that.
This is.. Bussin'..
"And you know what keeps me up at night? If I lose everything, I'll have nothing to lose."
*Every 60 seconds in Africa, a minute passes.*
Not cooking my food is Like cooking my food but it's not cooked
“And there’s nothing more dangerous then a man who has nothing to lose…”
@@getthehelloffmyproperty And every 168 hours in Mexico, a week passes!
*a person who thinks all the time has nothing to think about except thoughts.*
Bro took ' I Always Come Back ' To the next level
The way springtrap stares at you, it’s terrifying, but at the same time depressing.