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  • Опубликовано: 29 сен 2024

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  • @neoticmusic
    @neoticmusic  3 года назад +62

    More NOSTALGIC Music ♥
    ruclips.net/video/SduJmOxrL3U/видео.html

  • @esha5046
    @esha5046 6 лет назад +3371

    these sounds make me miss days that never happened and people I don’t even know

  • @ugige
    @ugige 7 лет назад +149

    that Kingdom Hearts Beginning

    • @Yuleidystar
      @Yuleidystar 7 лет назад +6

      Ugur Gezici Specially the second song..killin it

    • @ugige
      @ugige 7 лет назад

      yeah right?

    • @erenyalcn9393
      @erenyalcn9393 7 лет назад +1

      Türkte varmış

    • @ulquln
      @ulquln 6 лет назад +1

      Ugur Gezici I thoughts I was the only one who noticed

    • @fabrypotter5
      @fabrypotter5 6 лет назад +2

      The beginning was actuallyfrom final fantasy X. Then there is the KH song. Be more careful next time please.

  • @sociscin327
    @sociscin327 3 года назад +4

    You've found me

  • @Sabojake
    @Sabojake 6 лет назад +7

    This song really helped me through life my perants got a divorce the day and it broke my heart to see my perants leave each other meaning it was ganna be very difficult for me I wasn't going to school much and my life was a total drag I felt like my life was over..til I brought myself back up and when I did I listened to this song and it made me think about life and when my time will come..but this made me realize it wasn't the end for me at all...i brought myself up from my knees and knew what I had to do..I know I couldn't change my perants divorce but all I needed to know is that I need to stay strong and get things focused on during life..when that time came I held in my tears and took deep breaths. I let all the pain go away..now today I live with my mom I'm happy that I didnt think about this til I found this song again songs can bring deep depression but sometimes it's ok to remember things u didn't want to...tho I know others are suffering divorces and it's hard to get over those if u are I want u to take a deep breath in the nose and out the mouth then close your eyes and think of the memory's u had once as a child but most importantly try to not think about the bad memories u had those days and try to think positive memories

  • @v.i.pdance8903
    @v.i.pdance8903 3 года назад +1

    Summer's about to end and I wish you guys a great new year, full of productivity, success and happiness ❤️

  • @Blank-zn2zk
    @Blank-zn2zk 5 лет назад +1

    I remember going back and forth to my apartment complex to the bus stop that's half a mile away from the complex to go to school at 7am. It would be a hot, humid summer morning, but I would still have a curly 'fro and would be wearing jeans and a hoodie with a white tank under it. Though during those times it was pretty hard for my family, I kinda miss it. I would listen to this mix while going to the school bus.

  • @antoniobellostas
    @antoniobellostas 6 лет назад +18

    Todos aspiramos a ser algo de mayores, pero nos damos cuenta de que esta sociedad es una mierda, nos autoengañamos para vivir felizes, necesitamos estar sedados, para poder "vivir". Algun dia sera, alguno la cambiara. Quizas no nací para cambiarlo, aunque si para intentarlo. Adios, que os vaya bien ;)

  • @francishernandez7744
    @francishernandez7744 3 года назад +1

    To think that this is 3 years old already damn I still remember when this was posted. Time flies

  • @juanjupi7293
    @juanjupi7293 3 года назад

    I listened to dis non stop in the winter 2018 just found it again and making me feel some type of way lol

  • @zskjz
    @zskjz 4 года назад

    0:02 the sound from one of my favorite animes no game no life

  • @danielhathaway2334
    @danielhathaway2334 6 лет назад +1

    I dont know why but these videos remind me of holographic simpsons cards and stickers that i used to get out of chip packets back in the day.....but oh well i like it, the music just makes me escape from the world and into the unknown, the reason why its called the unknown is because its unknown and no one knows what its called, just like being in a dream...are we living or are we just in a dream or are we dead, we don't know, you know why? because its the unknown......

  • @koolherald7747
    @koolherald7747 3 года назад

    hey there, yea you behind the screen. either you are sad and in pain or you are happy. i just wanted to tell you are beautiful and the best person in the world. Have an amazing rest of your day or night.

  • @joelheredia2964
    @joelheredia2964 4 года назад

    Thank you man for this great video man. I use this to help me sleep cuz I have insomnia. Now I am ready for school in the morning. 𝑲𝒆𝒆𝒑 𝒖𝒑 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒌

  • @heliohebert8358
    @heliohebert8358 6 лет назад

    Irei ficar velho e continuarei escutando isso!!!!!!

  • @DecBro777
    @DecBro777 5 лет назад

    I don’t get how people use this music to fall asleep like yes it’s chill af but it gets me thinking...gets me thinking about deep sad shit... gets me thinking about reality like the fact that I don’t really think about myself and try make myself happy cos I’m to busy trying to make other people happy making other people happy makes me happy but when I’m alone I just sit there sad thinking of things like jokes yet I’m always sad cos i always feel alone even when I’m not like I don’t get it like I want to be alone when I’m with people but then when I’m alone I want someone to talk to like sometimes I talk to the stars or images. I use the internet as a way to escape Life’s confusing but don’t give up I’ve been in the edge of life before but I thought deeply and realised some shit like suicide doesn’t get rid of the pain...it passes it on to the people that actually love you Sometimes you’ve just got to sit down and think deeply about life like how I am now Like make yourself sad to see what makes you happy like watch a sad movie like mean creek for example then see what cheers you up after and don’t say nothing cos there is something. And if you can’t find anything you aren’t looking hard enough Don’t put yourself down bring yourself up be yourself Be the great person you know you are?¿? If you’re reading this, I don’t know who you are or where you are but I know you’re there and I hope you have a great day and an even better day. Im gonna go cry some more so goodbye and goodnight...love yourself

    • @DecBro777
      @DecBro777 5 лет назад

      That’s my Mind at 2 in the morning on a monday and if you read it...you just explored my mind

    • @DecBro777
      @DecBro777 5 лет назад

      Make sure you talk to the right people and surround yourself with the right people because if you’d take a bullet for somebody think to yourself “would they do the same”

  • @mathixdark
    @mathixdark 5 лет назад

    I have lived all my life int he shadow of my parents, my family. . . my friends, always looking for them whenever i could, trusting that what they say is the only truth but why im always the one losing everything, why i am depressed thinking i have never felt real joy and only "momentary happyness" thinking why i could never be like them, when will that happen to me, maybe im just too impatient and my time will come but lately im feeling kind of old maybe it wasn't for me, you know i always wanted to talk to my parents and feel like im part of the family or having a best friend.. imaging how my speech as his best man in his weeding would be or having a girlfriend and give her all the inconditional love i could but maybe... maybe im just here so others can feel better about themselves and i don't know maybe i was too weak for the job and all i think is how much time should i feel this way before i take the easy route(Excuse my poor english if someone ever read this, hope you can do better in your life than i did)

  • @sgtpizza2940
    @sgtpizza2940 5 лет назад +1

    D R E A M S

  • @ayvalia1888
    @ayvalia1888 5 лет назад

    mood chill out

  • @user-lv4et8ol9k
    @user-lv4et8ol9k 5 лет назад

    stay dreaming/ daylight redeeming beaming/ this life scheming streaming/ makes my head wanna screaming/ just to wake up realize i was swimming in my own dream/ or am i still dreaming/

  • @killuutzvupurgruuvicu1341
    @killuutzvupurgruuvicu1341 5 лет назад

    u wil never b welcome here. iv listened to these thoughts for years.

    • @nuumuu5592
      @nuumuu5592 5 лет назад

      ur thoughts are against u cant u see ...

  • @ape8887
    @ape8887 6 лет назад +1533

    I ain’t even sad, this music just gets me to sleep, but these comments are depressing af, ya’ll need a bear *hug* ?

    • @1osayd1
      @1osayd1 5 лет назад +7

      lol

    • @_BPB_
      @_BPB_ 5 лет назад +13

      Please😪

    • @daurx9393
      @daurx9393 5 лет назад +6

      Same here😭😭😂

    • @baionetta_music
      @baionetta_music 5 лет назад +9

      Please give hug :(

    • @heidurakeiiiiii5804
      @heidurakeiiiiii5804 5 лет назад +22

      Yes, I do. I really need a hug. and not any kind of hug, I need a hug from a person that I can trust. From a person that I just know will always be there for me. One of those hugs that just warms my whole body up, and makes me cry even more. A hug that never ends. A temporary fix to all the horrible shit that's happening to me. I want a bear hug.

  • @alicia5181
    @alicia5181 6 лет назад +718

    i just wanna take a late night drive with this music and clear my mind.

    • @lemonlottie420
      @lemonlottie420 5 лет назад +18

      focus on the wheel though buddy. stay safe

    • @alyssahernande
      @alyssahernande 5 лет назад +10

      me too, but i don’t have a license. ☹️💀

    • @noelsnave9395
      @noelsnave9395 5 лет назад +9

      I would start thinking to much and I don't think it would be safe😂

    • @izumadnan7038
      @izumadnan7038 4 года назад +2

      are you old enough to drive?

    • @Guero.Quijada
      @Guero.Quijada 4 года назад

      Lemme join pleaasee I’ll drive

  • @chasefleming7084
    @chasefleming7084 6 лет назад +881

    I don’t know why but this mix just makes me think of the quote from The Office where Andy says “I wish there was a way to tell you’re in the good old days before it’s too late and already passed”

    • @peppwoni259
      @peppwoni259 6 лет назад +11

      im conflicted now because I hate Andy but i love this wtf

    • @enigmax4807
      @enigmax4807 6 лет назад +3

      I'm Nameless. Deal With It, Google. The nard dog

    • @victoriaperez7236
      @victoriaperez7236 5 лет назад

      so trueee ohmygod

    • @stefannotchev7209
      @stefannotchev7209 5 лет назад

      Andy said something profound like that? Color me surprised

    • @dionisiovega6270
      @dionisiovega6270 5 лет назад +2

      saddest thing ive read all year

  • @petlahb9484
    @petlahb9484 6 лет назад +1501

    This kind of music makes me want to drive on an empty highway and cry.

  • @HenriqueSilva-vf6bd
    @HenriqueSilva-vf6bd 6 лет назад +1456

    This is the last album that my brother sent me. He told me to listen to it while spacing out in bed. Yesterday was the last day that I could ever talk to him, he crashed his car into a truck.
    I miss him so much.

    • @polopolo4037
      @polopolo4037 6 лет назад +103

      Henrique Silva I'm sorry for your lost, I hope you feel better by now and keep going strong

    • @kor6624
      @kor6624 6 лет назад +33

      I'm sorry ._.

    • @sebastiandiaz9018
      @sebastiandiaz9018 6 лет назад +67

      I hope he is in a better life, and hope you feel better about it.
      Be happy, don't pretend to, if you're sad or suffering, don't pretend not to, and accept suffering as a part of life, live with it, and at the right time; Get over it.

    • @cameronscott6324
      @cameronscott6324 6 лет назад +17

      I'm sorry dude

    • @clxxny6229
      @clxxny6229 6 лет назад +56

      Too fake for me

  • @amadasanchez1661
    @amadasanchez1661 6 лет назад +1059

    if music never existed I would be dead rn .....

    • @EduardoContrerasD
      @EduardoContrerasD 6 лет назад +45

      emma reyes I think like seriously all the people need the music everyday, for me a solitary man bored of the regular things like: study for your future, don't do that, listen to me when i talk because i'm your ... bla bla bla.
      My point is; without music the life is meaningless.

    • @mariatrakali7131
      @mariatrakali7131 6 лет назад +8

      Same

    • @elizabethrose1596
      @elizabethrose1596 5 лет назад +5

      try smoking weed

    • @cloroxbleach5771
      @cloroxbleach5771 5 лет назад

      @sweet treats This is your profile picture enhanced, apparently it's not plain black gyazo.com/f2e3055274228bd17dd132fe2f47bd20

    • @ExplodesGamez
      @ExplodesGamez 5 лет назад +2

      @@elizabethrose1596 yeah, weed and music sure do it

  • @lilaznliquidfreak
    @lilaznliquidfreak 7 лет назад +556

    You sometimes think you want to disappear, but all you really want is to be found.

    • @brittanygilpin7000
      @brittanygilpin7000 7 лет назад +16

      Julian D. Gold

    • @ufolebt2793
      @ufolebt2793 6 лет назад +10

      nah not true sometimes i just want to kill myself and don't want to be found. *cough* now *cough*

    • @jacobgyo
      @jacobgyo 6 лет назад +8

      Julian D. you just blew my fucking mind

    • @xblueberryximainjgl716
      @xblueberryximainjgl716 6 лет назад +5

      Damn

    • @Wolfenry
      @Wolfenry 6 лет назад +9

      You, this planet needs you.

  • @LofiReborn
    @LofiReborn 2 года назад +73

    I’m not depressed but I'm starting to like these kinds of music

  • @vinsoriano493
    @vinsoriano493 7 лет назад +1262

    Recently had a dream about someone I haven't thought about in a very long time. It's weird how someone could be a big part of your life and mean alot to you and then one day they dont even cross your mind anymore and you haven't even talked to them in years but your brain still has them in there somewhere . life is weird

    • @ufolebt2793
      @ufolebt2793 7 лет назад +48

      Vin Soriano i feel the same way about my very first friend. sad i haven't talked to her in like 7 years

    • @hidud585
      @hidud585 7 лет назад +6

      That is what happening to me...glad im not alone

    • @statue9127
      @statue9127 7 лет назад +11

      Vin Soriano I had a lucid dream wen I fell asleep listening to this and the I made the sky pink and purple and well dont really remember but it was n I c e u shud try it

    • @christopheralexander6502
      @christopheralexander6502 7 лет назад +1

      TAXIKO research and read up on and practice lucid dreaming and astral projection and O.O.B.E(out of body experience) and N.D.E(near death experience) i believe it all ties in together.

    • @mattyorionson4799
      @mattyorionson4799 6 лет назад

      It's all in the mind y'know

  • @illi0
    @illi0 6 лет назад +349

    the comment section of lo fi songs is so peaceful and amazing for some strange reason . everyone is dead inside but is just so soft and warm when it comes to comforting others. it suprises me that T H O S E people are the most heartbroken.

    • @jarjarbinks2302
      @jarjarbinks2302 6 лет назад +1

    • @kayzzzzzzzzz
      @kayzzzzzzzzz 6 лет назад

      jenna darewish me

    • @NazoCrystal
      @NazoCrystal 6 лет назад +12

      "The loneliest people are the kindest,
      The saddest people smile the brightest,
      The most damaged people are the wisest,
      All because they do not wish to see anyone else suffer the way they do." - Anonymous

    • @bocornhauler5133
      @bocornhauler5133 6 лет назад +1

      its because they understand what people are going through

    • @ml2129
      @ml2129 6 лет назад +1

      While depressed, helping others make you feel better and let you for a moment forget about your problems.

  • @juicebox3839
    @juicebox3839 6 лет назад +445

    I don't wanna be depressed anymore

    • @eduardoalencar5088
      @eduardoalencar5088 6 лет назад +14

      just stop being depressed LOL

    • @vita46
      @vita46 6 лет назад +30

      @@eduardoalencar5088 knock it off

    • @JesusIsTheWord
      @JesusIsTheWord 6 лет назад +10

      Call upon the Lord Jesus Christ.

    • @bo9455
      @bo9455 6 лет назад +11

      HOPE YOU'RE DOING OK

    • @imaginarypluto6719
      @imaginarypluto6719 6 лет назад +19

      Hey, I know this is a little late for your comment, but I just wanna say that I hope you are doing a bit better. And doing better means different stuff for different people. For some, it might mean feeling better. For others, it means being able to cope with their stuff better than they used to. Both of those are super valid. Progress is progress. You've made it this far. And... it is okay to be not okay. Even though it sucks. Depression really, really sucks. You not wanting to be depressed anymore makes perfect sense. So... yeah... I hope you are doing better. :)

  • @ChefFandangle
    @ChefFandangle 6 лет назад +489

    There's so many people in this world but... why do I feel so alone.

    • @luis_9351
      @luis_9351 6 лет назад +12

      ChefFandangle cuz u dnt socialize idiot duh

    • @mariojulianherrero6211
      @mariojulianherrero6211 6 лет назад +7

      rosas are red
      violeta are Blue
      i know your lonely but fuck u

    • @iiodixx
      @iiodixx 6 лет назад +11

      mario julian herrero i saw a lot of yiur comments under this video. You just judge people... I'm sure you have problem in your life. A lot. So... Shut up.

    • @YoungBuddhaGotThatRemedy
      @YoungBuddhaGotThatRemedy 6 лет назад +2

      B E Y O U R S E L F . . . P E A C E .

    • @polopolo4037
      @polopolo4037 6 лет назад +5

      Luis Q toxic ass

  • @auntbeast9640
    @auntbeast9640 7 лет назад +287

    I feel nostalgic for a time I've never known and for a life I never lived

    • @jariit4
      @jariit4 7 лет назад +3

      How can you do that font?

    • @MaryJane-vv4fp
      @MaryJane-vv4fp 6 лет назад +3

      same I get that all the time. It extends to a unearthly place and existence sometimes

    • @jakeashcraft3240
      @jakeashcraft3240 6 лет назад +4

      S A M E T H O W E S H O U L D T A L K

    • @taylorrobin9546
      @taylorrobin9546 6 лет назад

      itslowkeyavery 💜💜

    • @suckmydingledong
      @suckmydingledong 6 лет назад +2

      IS tHere a woRd fOr th iS?

  • @bonelesspizza
    @bonelesspizza 2 года назад +40

    I remember when i first listened to this in 2017. I was lost, not really sure where to go with my life. I was smoking and drinking a lot, did some other stuff too. To anyone who comes across this video and feels a connection to it you are not alone. I remember having this on repeat for weeks at a time. I'd say I'm better off now but that would be a lie. If I have any advice, be better than what you think you can be. I spent too much time wallowing in self-loathing and thinking I was the problem when in reality I was just expecting too much from others. Take the initiative and love yourself for who you are. I want you guys too do great things. I believe in you and I love you, even if no one else does.

    • @om1t765
      @om1t765 Год назад

      thank you😢

    • @spicy-boiii
      @spicy-boiii 11 месяцев назад

      I was right there with you but about 2018ish.

    • @napoleonfeik6668
      @napoleonfeik6668 10 месяцев назад

      I also listened this in 2017. I'm still Lost.

    • @gareth6652
      @gareth6652 7 месяцев назад

      Same story for me same time too. This song just takes me right back to being alone in my room damn..

    • @FrankyMaldo
      @FrankyMaldo 13 дней назад

      Right there with you in 2017-2018. Soon after I joined the military and with enough time, never looked back. It’s crazy how time and certain events can just split your life in two. Hope the days have gotten better for you stranger

  • @mikoajmiazek8238
    @mikoajmiazek8238 7 лет назад +806

    hi all depressed friends out here...

    • @nat675
      @nat675 7 лет назад +5

      Mikołaj Micy hello

    • @emmaessary4534
      @emmaessary4534 7 лет назад +16

      Mikołaj Micy you're so beautiful. I love you so much

    • @jenna7812
      @jenna7812 7 лет назад +3

      Hi... ~Sobs~

    • @juanthejuan9850
      @juanthejuan9850 7 лет назад +16

      you guys are really weird

    • @kennethmaclean3947
      @kennethmaclean3947 7 лет назад +3

      hello! it wouldnt be the same without you

  • @XsmithyboyX
    @XsmithyboyX 6 лет назад +592

    I love everyone here

  • @courtneyburcham5861
    @courtneyburcham5861 5 лет назад +135

    These songs bring back harsh memories. I don’t think you fully get over depression 100% you just learn to push it away better for the most part :( and that’s truly sad

    • @Tucker619
      @Tucker619 5 лет назад +1

      Purple Icecubes try breathing why smiling
      I know you breath while smiling I just wanted you to smile have a nice day

    • @Jesusjunkie402
      @Jesusjunkie402 5 лет назад

      True

    • @smexyrocklee2562
      @smexyrocklee2562 3 года назад

      ye :(

    • @borp6912
      @borp6912 3 года назад

      I'm getting worse at pushing it away the older I get. And I'm becoming more numb

  • @thaspectator4026
    @thaspectator4026 7 лет назад +3091

    *What If Life Is A Dream & When We Die We Wakeup?*

    • @stansmith8766
      @stansmith8766 7 лет назад +347

      Tha Spectator then why you in my dream man

    • @alanismillan5323
      @alanismillan5323 7 лет назад +295

      Well... What a bad dream, eeh?

    • @ufolebt2793
      @ufolebt2793 7 лет назад +189

      w h a t i f i w i s h t h a t i s t r u e

    • @redbowmen4071
      @redbowmen4071 7 лет назад +15

      Alanis Millan It has its ups and down, hear it gets really interesting if your aware of it.

    • @alanismillan5323
      @alanismillan5323 7 лет назад +7

      Red Bowmen Hehe, I guess

  • @spaceguy3560
    @spaceguy3560 6 лет назад +594

    Bubble gum (song) really hits me. When I was young I met a girl who was all alone in a park. (I just got out of my school bus) my mum was running late so I decide to talk to the girl. God she was great we talked like we were friends and we messed around in the park till sunset. She told me how her mom and dad we having problems (probllly a divorce) and that her family would pick her up when it was late. Then my mum came to pick me up, I told the girl goodbye and I can't wait to see you tomorrow.
    I never saw her agian. Remember people make the most out of live because you never know if the things you love will ever be there tomorrow. (I wish I could see her agian I hope she's ok)

    • @darkmagician6192
      @darkmagician6192 6 лет назад +52

      space guy brutal I'm sure she thinks about you too man. She's probably fine.

    • @sikkuntatley3996
      @sikkuntatley3996 6 лет назад +33

      Not even a year ago i had a girlfriend, beautiful as all hell. We dated for over a year (very serious) but she would never kiss me. Only on the forehead, nose, neck etc. Earlier that second year, she broke up with me. She didn't didn't want to get hurt she claimed and moved on. Like that song you and I love so much, because she was scared of kissing me only to lose me or something of the sort. I miss her bro, i only hope its better for you

    • @kayzzzzzzzzz
      @kayzzzzzzzzz 6 лет назад +15

      space guy jeez i’m really sorry. i’ve had so many experiences like that, and one recently last month. i honestly just feel empty inside when i think about it but 🤷‍♀️.

    • @DoubleBread
      @DoubleBread 6 лет назад +4

      Thank you, beautiful.

    • @addief.136
      @addief.136 6 лет назад +5

      I'm sure she's okay. Moments like that live forever and I'm positive she remembers you.

  • @Stopitpls
    @Stopitpls 6 лет назад +170

    It’s odd, dreams are filled with the most wonderful things, great landscapes, breathtaking structures, and amazing people, and the fact that you’ll never experience them again, or at least remember it, makes us depressed. It’s odd how the mind does that. As if it’s telling there’s better out there, but we refuse to find out.

    • @lilylikesmoch9545
      @lilylikesmoch9545 5 лет назад +9

      I cant take this comment seriously with your profile picture and user, m8

    • @nayten0324
      @nayten0324 4 года назад +1

      Lily likes Moch! Thank you, you made me laugh with your comment :)

    • @AnaphylaxisClips
      @AnaphylaxisClips 4 года назад +1

      I am a disappointment to my parents holy fucking shit. Yeah.

    • @JoshuaSeoOfficial
      @JoshuaSeoOfficial 4 года назад +1

      Learn Lucid Dreaming.

    • @arandomperson1706
      @arandomperson1706 3 года назад +1

      What kind of dreams you have?? Mine are all about pain, fear, and hiding

  • @yourboimango560
    @yourboimango560 6 лет назад +229

    I always get dreams about love. About someone i love loving me back. When i wake up, i remember it isn’t true. It never happened... And that’s quite sad.

    • @polopolo4037
      @polopolo4037 6 лет назад +7

      Your Boi Mango I feel the same way :')

    • @coketankiep6239
      @coketankiep6239 6 лет назад +9

      man just wait, the things come when you stop looking for them, you can find love anywhere but maybe it isn't the right time yet...

    • @cameronscott6324
      @cameronscott6324 6 лет назад +4

      And I wake up with this feeling of complete overwhelming happiness... then just to realize, it was never true.

    • @diphooh
      @diphooh 6 лет назад +3

      I wish I was here to hug all you heartbroken people. I want to give you guys the love that no one gave me.

    • @ExplodesGamez
      @ExplodesGamez 5 лет назад

      Welcome to the club, fuck life

  • @pastabird2078
    @pastabird2078 6 лет назад +68

    I’m remembering my 10th grade English teacher right now. There’s so many things I wanted to talk with him about. I wanted to know how he overcome the struggles in his life. I wanted to become his best friend.
    I miss you. You were genuinely a good person. Thank you for enlightening my life.

  • @kaylileonardd921
    @kaylileonardd921 7 лет назад +321

    do you ever feel so sad but there's no way you cry ? . Like your just so used to having those feelings that it doesn't even harm you anymore ? Or is that just me :/

    • @Itsmechelsea2
      @Itsmechelsea2 7 лет назад +3

      Uhmm random fandom kayli same

    • @whitechocolate4271
      @whitechocolate4271 7 лет назад +2

      I'm with you there :(

    • @Adrian19032
      @Adrian19032 7 лет назад +13

      Same here bro. You sort of embrace the uncertainty and grit of life. I guess you just have to walk through it if you want to see where you end up. I mean there's nothing else going on. Might aswell just carry on. Take care of yourself. Things change all the time.

    • @cole8208
      @cole8208 7 лет назад

      its not just you...at least now i dont feel so alone anymore, there are others out there who feel this way, but it doesnt change the fact that i feel dead inside

    • @sandrafuentes9865
      @sandrafuentes9865 6 лет назад +1

      Uhmm random fandom kayli same :/

  • @jacobteasley206
    @jacobteasley206 6 лет назад +86

    That's a pretty accurate depiction of what depression feels like

  • @Rocket_PC
    @Rocket_PC 6 лет назад +85

    a smile hides lots of bad things... smiling is a way to escape from them. too
    -a friend

    • @NimpayPvP
      @NimpayPvP 6 лет назад

      that's really moving :)

  • @mohammedelattari7324
    @mohammedelattari7324 6 лет назад +400

    What if dreams are the real life and the life is just a dream.

    • @nuclearboi2613
      @nuclearboi2613 6 лет назад +11

      Mohammed Elattari D E E P

    • @EduardoContrerasD
      @EduardoContrerasD 6 лет назад +10

      Yassine AIT ELHAJ Sometimes a dreams allow you to see what will happen, sometimes is just a dream and in the rest of cases you don't even dream because you feel like "sweats dreams myself" and bum it's just tomorrow.

    • @nathancombrinck2230
      @nathancombrinck2230 6 лет назад +8

      i wish

    • @PZooni
      @PZooni 6 лет назад +12

      then I'll be living in a nightmare

    • @giv123
      @giv123 6 лет назад +3

      That's deep.

  • @corynthius8860
    @corynthius8860 6 лет назад +77

    I remain restless within a hammock of dreams, floating within a sea of shattered memories

  • @123cameran12
    @123cameran12 7 лет назад +39

    In my dreams, I see you
    I see your face and all your beauty
    And when I wake up...
    You're never there.
    I miss that

    • @MedienGulli
      @MedienGulli 6 лет назад

      Breaks my heart :(

    • @basedmonkey4558
      @basedmonkey4558 6 лет назад

      Happened me too

    • @luis_9351
      @luis_9351 6 лет назад

      I would be there fr you. All i ask is the same from you😙

  • @GuRu-nj8oc
    @GuRu-nj8oc 6 лет назад +34

    Life is a dream. This one was a nightmare for me. I love you all regardless. May the universe grant you the best incarnation ever. I love you all.👁️🙏

    • @liamdyer6536
      @liamdyer6536 5 лет назад

      GuRu1111 you are a random stranger on the internet. i probably will never meet you. i could die tomorrow, you could. we are communicating through a series of pixels being put together. have a good life, maybe you arent right now. what did you do today? whats your favorite food? mine is scallops. today i contemplated asking out my crush while discussing it with a friend of hers. good luck with your relationships. i play battlefield 4 a lot, i like the attack jets. im in the eighth grade. i have many friends. these small bonds is yet another reason why life is worth living. have a good life❤️🤩

  • @suzybannion8246
    @suzybannion8246 6 лет назад +123

    R.I.p. to my homie Justin... passed away this week. We will meet again brother... 😭

    • @tannxra2556
      @tannxra2556 4 года назад +1

      rest in peace im so late but at least hes somewhere safer and better

    • @softspot4851
      @softspot4851 3 года назад +3

      @@tannxra2556 I’m just as late but rlly hope he rests in peace

    • @nap1422
      @nap1422 3 года назад +1

      is he cracked at fortnite

    • @edwinrays8542
      @edwinrays8542 3 года назад

      @@nap1422 oh wow haha you are so funny 😐

  • @djwjfxlql3666
    @djwjfxlql3666 6 лет назад +53

    I miss my best friend. She has a serious mental breakdown and she won't even answer my text or calls. I'm so worried about her. I tried to get in touch with her but she wouldn't let me help her. It's been about 1 month now and she's still not okay. She came out in my dream yesterday and I felt so happy and sad at the same time, I woke up from sleep crying. At this point there is nothing I can do for her. I just hope she doesn't try to commit suicide.

    • @saliuds7868
      @saliuds7868 6 лет назад

      레몬소다 update ?¿

    • @hederaivy2537
      @hederaivy2537 6 лет назад +4

      WHAT.THE.HELL.IS.WRONG.WITH.YOU.
      Your best friend is having a fucking mental breakdown and is feeling super shitty and you don’t care to tell anyone?

    • @chloemarie5173
      @chloemarie5173 6 лет назад +1

      I know how that feels. I went through something similar with my friend and you just feel so helpless and worried for them... it's the worst

    • @alissah297
      @alissah297 6 лет назад

      what happens next ?

    • @TheRJGD
      @TheRJGD 6 лет назад

      Hard drugs break you down 😔

  • @camillewatts149
    @camillewatts149 7 лет назад +74

    i find it so weird that whenever i listen to these i'm always in the same positions as the simpsons character

  • @ScottTakashi
    @ScottTakashi 6 лет назад +87

    Despite the fact I cannot understand any other language besides English I just wanna say I love everyone here from every corner of the globe and hope you are okay.
    I hope you are warm and comfortable and if not I wish I could hug you right now.

    • @veigaranao3800
      @veigaranao3800 5 лет назад +1

      私は改善しようとしています...しかしそれは彼らが言うことです...
      のみ
      "続行" ...

    • @Crave88evarC
      @Crave88evarC 5 лет назад +2

      i could really need that right now. Not been hugged in a while. Atleast one of those long honest heartfelt hugs you know? The healing kind. I love you too. Thank you so much.

    • @sheilacook9059
      @sheilacook9059 5 лет назад +2

      I'm depressed

    • @BANDA-jc8zu
      @BANDA-jc8zu 5 лет назад

      People who like the cold: Am I a joke to you?
      Quick edit: this is a joke, and I hope u guys are warm on the inside, even if you do like being physically cold

    • @hugme298
      @hugme298 5 лет назад

      I love you!

  • @mysticmatrix444
    @mysticmatrix444 6 лет назад +8

    I hate how sad I am @ such a young age but this world and theses people are fucked up

    • @lynxiee6033
      @lynxiee6033 6 лет назад +1

      Simply Shay I feel the same, the exact same.

  • @lunecker
    @lunecker 6 лет назад +345

    Am I only one who isn't depressed but listens lofi hiphop?

    • @s3ntin3l70
      @s3ntin3l70 5 лет назад +6

      i listen to this when I edit videos so you aren't the only one

    • @BANDA-jc8zu
      @BANDA-jc8zu 5 лет назад +2

      I here too

    • @nsgcharlie3370
      @nsgcharlie3370 5 лет назад +2

      No signs of depression here

    • @azurgan.8595
      @azurgan.8595 4 года назад +1

      Yup

    • @jg1681
      @jg1681 4 года назад +5

      i just listen to it when i'm doing schoolwork or relaxing

  • @kinjascool
    @kinjascool 6 лет назад +105

    Anyone wanted to sleep while listening to this?
    Or is just me?

  • @nailahussein9333
    @nailahussein9333 7 лет назад +1265

    just knowing all the stuff in your dreams, *don't happen*

    • @jackgriffis96
      @jackgriffis96 7 лет назад +14

      K I N G D O M H E A R T S

    • @Phoenix-ty7yz
      @Phoenix-ty7yz 7 лет назад +24

      f o r e v e r a l o n e

    • @ufolebt2793
      @ufolebt2793 7 лет назад +10

      Phoenix w h a t h o g w a r t s i s n ' t r e a l ? ? ?

    • @otakuraku
      @otakuraku 7 лет назад +55

      if you remember it, it happened

    • @desi2119
      @desi2119 7 лет назад +6

      Im so happy because i have bad dreams of loosing the people i love most. I just had a bad dream about my whole family being trapped

  • @sup.christian
    @sup.christian 7 лет назад +64

    dreaming is my escape from this fucked up world ...

    • @snorkfroken7056
      @snorkfroken7056 6 лет назад

      I just escaqpe in my even more fucked up dreams..

  • @tracymartel2453
    @tracymartel2453 7 лет назад +191

    This is why im still alive.

  • @tommyboy9666
    @tommyboy9666 9 месяцев назад +10

    I'm just glad this mix is still here. Something nice to go back to. Wild how videos like this made us nostalgic back then, and then here we are years later looking back on THOSE years....thank you NEOTIC

  • @dragonlungss5319
    @dragonlungss5319 7 лет назад +38

    The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.

  • @mohamedmaish7169
    @mohamedmaish7169 7 лет назад +128

    i remember when my father used to take me with him when grocery shopping,i could never dare to ask him to buy me anything,but somehow every time he knows what i want and gets it for me,i looked up to him so much.used to run to him as soon as he came home from work.i miss those days,when life was easy.sadly my parents got divorced and i live with my mother and two siblings in one room,eating rice everyday,i hate to admit but i regret choosing my mother,i was young and i wasn't rational.I hate seeing my father and his step children go on vacations while i have to live like this.i just needed to get this off my chest

    • @superman44338
      @superman44338 7 лет назад +34

      Hey, I believe you did right by your mom. Sounds like your dad found another family. Your mom prob would have been destroyed if you left. Make the best of it. Be a hero and a man for your mom. I don't know the dynamics of your situation but just know the happiest people make the most out of everything. Hope this helps

    • @ufolebt2793
      @ufolebt2793 6 лет назад +14

      i have like the totally same situation except for i couldn't choose and have to live with my brother who takes drugs, smokes and drinks every day right in front of me (Not the drugs but you know i know he Does it in his room) and he's 16!! and my mom does nothing about it. she doesn't care if he goes to school, she never makes me/us food, literally at the highest once a week, and i'm okay with thw food but JESUS I HAD TO GO THROUGH THIS SINCE I WAS 11. i had no chance to be a real child. the thing is, i'm not old. i just turned 13. had Depression for idk 1 and a half years and now it's coming back. great. life sucks. anyway nevermind thanks for reading and stuff. what should i do? get through it, run away, kill myself? probably gonna keep gonna watch tvshows and movies and forget who i am. I'm waiting for the day my brother gets lungcancer so i can FINALLY get my shit together.
      i hate god so much

    • @ufolebt2793
      @ufolebt2793 6 лет назад +2

      sorry for the rage. just like you, i needed this

    • @ufolebt2793
      @ufolebt2793 6 лет назад

      konaha thruster hopefully. thanks 'n stuff. btw, how about you? how are you doing?

    • @mohamedmaish7169
      @mohamedmaish7169 6 лет назад +2

      And it's a cruel world i graduated this month and my father contcated me about going to a foreign country with him for further studies.But i havent decided whether ill go yet.

  • @SmashinB
    @SmashinB 5 лет назад +52

    sad people will always appreciate happiness more because they expect the least

    • @thefuck1777
      @thefuck1777 4 года назад +1

      ow💔

    • @darthvader9970
      @darthvader9970 3 года назад +1

      @@thefuck1777 its true i know i will be chose last ignored by the pretty girls and left alone while everyone partys. I'm ok with that because i have accepted im not worth it

    • @SmashinB
      @SmashinB 3 года назад

      @@darthvader9970 maybe they're not worth it

  • @idleglance
    @idleglance 7 лет назад +900

    Goddamn I can relate to the visuals rn

    • @chronosmagia
      @chronosmagia 7 лет назад +4

      idleglance 腐った ayo its you I love your channel. Really like the "bones" mixes you uploaded. :)

    • @lonelyjacob4565
      @lonelyjacob4565 7 лет назад +1

      how do u guys do these visuals?

    • @Lav3nd3rForest
      @Lav3nd3rForest 7 лет назад

      idleglance 腐った same

    • @Silentrix
      @Silentrix 6 лет назад

      200 liker

    • @stevenmichaelwight
      @stevenmichaelwight 6 лет назад +4

      I drowned in my past life as well

  • @breannathompson9094
    @breannathompson9094 7 лет назад +1525

    10:54 I'm not even on this planet anymore

  • @OneStarOfficial
    @OneStarOfficial 3 года назад +4

    Damn. So many stories told in these comments, so many lives are under strain and being lived. Stay strong my dudes, one day we'll all meet in the stars.

  • @nicks0013
    @nicks0013 7 лет назад +18

    FUCK DEPRESSION..............

  • @___Denis___
    @___Denis___ 7 лет назад +55

    Sitting in the bus after a long day, with headphones on listening to this masterpiece while it's raining

    • @hebaajaz
      @hebaajaz 7 лет назад +3

      Denis Sounds relaxing...

    • @rosemarylane1
      @rosemarylane1 7 лет назад +2

      just woke up and fed the dogs, listening to this masterpiece while I eat my oatmeal

    • @kaelynsynna2428
      @kaelynsynna2428 7 лет назад +2

      Sitting here eating Wendy’s lying on the bed, in the dark, with the fan on medium, listening to this.

    • @Parelf
      @Parelf 6 лет назад +1

      Light storm outside, sitting by a window and looking outside at a dark blue sky, listening to this.

  • @Cocytus127
    @Cocytus127 5 лет назад +33

    Imagine being adrift in space knowing that you're mere hours from death.
    Life is a lot like that, only longer.

  • @MsJair15
    @MsJair15 6 лет назад +132

    Someone want go a trip with me and look at the night stars and more... peacefully with this music.

  • @beeflat2896
    @beeflat2896 7 лет назад +124

    D O N ' T  A W A K E  M E

    • @alexfelton5299
      @alexfelton5299 7 лет назад +2

      how do you do that font btw

    • @beeflat2896
      @beeflat2896 7 лет назад +2

      Vaporwave keyboard on iOS AppStore. I heard android has an app too. There's also websites you can copy and paste from just G O O G L E it.

    • @Elizabeth-ul6uf
      @Elizabeth-ul6uf 6 лет назад +1

      W O K E

    • @lortonhoorbeer2619
      @lortonhoorbeer2619 6 лет назад +2

      I W O N ' T M A T E

    • @user-qx2rt4nh8s
      @user-qx2rt4nh8s 6 лет назад +1

      I wanna trip a long time so,

  • @SuperDogeish
    @SuperDogeish 7 лет назад +97

    we will get over it together...

    • @rhi2604
      @rhi2604 6 лет назад +3

      o k w h o t h e h e l l a r e y o u

    • @megazlatan10
      @megazlatan10 6 лет назад

      U like 12 chill bro

    • @ixneverdead9414
      @ixneverdead9414 6 лет назад

      Charlie Capadona What are we getting over bro?

    • @skillbert
      @skillbert 6 лет назад

      how can you do that font?

    • @fairymarie6837
      @fairymarie6837 6 лет назад

      Shahroze Raja i wish i could get over him

  • @trashcanman9357
    @trashcanman9357 7 лет назад +75

    I miss her so much. I miss the days when I loved being alive. I want to disappear into my dreams.

  • @peppwoni259
    @peppwoni259 6 лет назад +114

    this is the feeling of being the one who always gets kicked out of the group when there are too many people for an activity. I'm the extra in my friends group. I just wanna cry and sleep.

    • @DecBro777
      @DecBro777 5 лет назад +5

      I'm Nameless. Deal With It, Google. I understand you I’ve know my “friends” for a long time but I sad knowing that if they had to kill someone in our group they wouldn’t hesitate to choose me anyway have a good life goodbye

    • @kikiz00
      @kikiz00 5 лет назад

      Facts

    • @nayten0324
      @nayten0324 4 года назад

      I obviously like my friends but it pisses me off when I see them on Snapchat hanging out and drinking all the time when they rarely invite me. I’ve been invited around 3-4 times overall, in like a year or two

    • @soap5799
      @soap5799 4 года назад

      Man, i wish i could help you. But.. just lay on bed, eating food and listening to lofi hip hop. You'll be so calmed down. You'll forget your worries. Spacing out, just havin' a great time relaxing overall. You don't need to worry about people that don't care about you. You'll be okay and fine. I hope you understand. I do this all the time. And all my worries float away..

  • @mr.swearbear546
    @mr.swearbear546 7 лет назад +11

    I hate my life. Everyone else is so socially gifted while I'm here never talking to anyone and I'm never approached at all. All the girls see me as some weird kid and my huge deep hard uncrushable crush doesn't even like me back even after 3 years. I never know what to talk about because my life is pretty much a boring piece of shit. The group of friends I hang out with don't even care about me like they would never wait for me and keep moving on and always say mean things to me. If I don't hang out with them, I'm pretty much alone. If I were to be approached, it would just be a delinquent trying to be a dicky joker. I can't understand how everyone can talk about anything so easily and smoothly while I'm here struggling with what I should say. Everyone in my school has a girlfriend while I'm here as the annoying weirdo people avoid. I say one normal sentence, and people get weirded out. I can't understand. I can never really get the sense that I even have a future. My marks are always terrible and I don't really know what I want to be in the future. I don't think I might have one. I might die young. I've been getting that feeling since day 1. My life is a piece of trash. I wish I was a little more socially gifted like the rest. Maybe I'm already dead and my life is hell. We never know.

    • @senaguno8233
      @senaguno8233 7 лет назад

      you are not alone bro

    • @tedective4427
      @tedective4427 6 лет назад

      We take the days as they come. Forget the past, live in the now. Forgive others even if you don't want to open up to them. Say things are alright, even if they aren't. Find people who like talking so you can listen quietly and quote them later. "Today is good."

    • @imanzou3167
      @imanzou3167 6 лет назад

      I understand what you feel specially with your "friends" ... I stay with my "friends" just to not be alone but I feel more lonely with them

    • @jaylynnbarrios6519
      @jaylynnbarrios6519 6 лет назад

      Mr. SwearBear your not the only one your not alone on it

    • @Arkrodoyy
      @Arkrodoyy 6 лет назад

      Sena Guno i used to be a weirdo i highschool but except the fact that i'm shy, that never made me suffer, because i knew i had something that made me unique, i don't want to be like them, i always felt superior to them, and i am. You are too, you are a dude who knows his weaknesses, you don't try to hide them, that's your strength. Not being sociable is not a bad thing, it's a part of you, like your kindness, your loyalty.
      For all of you guys, we're defined with our bad parts only, it's a 50/50
      Focus on the good ones!
      (soory for my english i'm french you know)

  • @woomie8835
    @woomie8835 7 лет назад +23

    my dreams are the only thing thats seems real because I wake up to a nightmare

  • @sclice8680
    @sclice8680 3 года назад +8

    "Suicide doesn’t stop the pain,” “It gives it to someone else.”
    - [ ] 1: We would miss you
    - [ ] 2: It’s worth it to be alive
    - [ ] 3: It does get better, believe it or not, it will eventually get better.
    - [ ] 4: There’s so much you would miss out on doing.
    - [ ] 5: You are worth it don’t let anyone, even yourself tell you otherwise.
    - [ ] 6: God made you for a reason, you have a reason.
    - [ ] 7: There is always a reason to live!
    - [ ] 8: So many people care about you
    - [ ] 9: You are amazing
    - [ ] 10: I don’t even know you and I love you
    - [ ] 11: I care for you
    - [ ] 12: There are plenty of people that love you
    - [ ] 13: You're literally perfect!!

  • @rosevevoswag
    @rosevevoswag 6 лет назад +185

    Scarfie's Tips for Life:
    -I know some of you can take crushes very emotionally. Most only go as far as having a dreamy love for their crushes, while some can't decide whether or not it would be better if they were out of their life or in love with them. I have been there. However, it is best to remember that there are many more chances to find a true love - one that loves you back.
    - If you think life is getting hard, take it on the chin. Whenever you think an opportunity to start anew has appeared, take it. The best season of our consciousness is Spring- when we get a chance to turn over a new leaf.
    -Some of you may be facing mental illnesses. These can bring up a question; the question that could end one's life: 'Should I end my life?'. This can be a horrible question to ask yourself. But, refer back to my last tip. Isn't it better to start fresh than not be able to?
    - To be made fun of is something a lot of people can get past, but having a sensitive mind can change this. One undermining comment can make you think about the grand scheme of things- sort of like a spider diagram. But it is good to remember the start of this mental diagram; it can't be that bad if it has to branch out onto worse things. There are more important things in life.

    • @danjoseph2102
      @danjoseph2102 6 лет назад

      Scarfie i agree bro

    • @polopolo4037
      @polopolo4037 6 лет назад +2

      Damn,I legit came here bc of "crush" issues

    • @almaflores7284
      @almaflores7284 6 лет назад

      Yes

    • @kzone4
      @kzone4 6 лет назад

      idk y but this comment made me feel better thank you

    • @itsdyl9366
      @itsdyl9366 6 лет назад

      thx dog, much appreciated words

  • @K4TSWRLD
    @K4TSWRLD 6 лет назад +21

    What if life was a movie... everyone is just watching u...

  • @anna-yh2je
    @anna-yh2je 5 лет назад +10

    hey, you..
    i love you💕 have a great day/night.

  • @bert98deer
    @bert98deer 7 лет назад +70

    It was all a *D R E A M. . . .*

  • @unlimitededitionpepe5489
    @unlimitededitionpepe5489 6 лет назад +21

    Who's going to remember all those memories when we die? All the happy sad moments... I mean, like 80 years of life, for what reason? The memories wont even matter then, but where do they go I wonder. It's tuff being an intulectual organism. We are aware of being aware, It's sad yet beutiful.

  • @kane0012
    @kane0012 6 лет назад +32

    And there we were. Together in the night. Our hands were sweaty from holding each other’s for so long, but we didn’t mind. It was dark but I could still manage to make out your face. Your nose, your mouth, your eyes. Your eyes. I always loved those eyes. Even at night , when they were hard to see. I still knew exactly how pretty they were. Hazily brown. Beautifully brown. We laid there, looking into one another’s eyes. You were smiling. I was smiling back. Though it was dark, I could still see that immaculate smile. I always loved that smile. A bright white. I could feel the butterflies flying in my stomach. You lifted your hand and mine with it, and kissed it. Odd but kind gesture. We paused momentarily. I leaned my face towards yours. Your beautiful eyes closing as I leaned closer. Your lips directed towards mine. In the silence of the night, we kissed. The sound of our lips touching filled the room. The sounds echoing in my head. We paused slightly, only to resume. Love was there that night as you laid your head on my chest and fell asleep.
    Too bad it didn’t stick around.

  • @IpngMacMAC
    @IpngMacMAC 6 лет назад +23

    This track right here wants me to smoke blunts forever and stay in a paradise don't know what planet I'm on but I want to stay there forever with this track looping in a paradise with beautiful women dancing nakedly-free

    • @mymonabibi1237
      @mymonabibi1237 6 лет назад

      Mark Cardenas read the novel 'The Beach' by Alex Garland . it makes this quite real and left me shooketh tbh

  • @aliciajane5673
    @aliciajane5673 7 лет назад +43

    I hit this video on accident while scrolling in my suggested videos on the RUclips app, I stayed because the first this I heard was “Sora” and I was like KINGDOM HEARTS AHH FUCK YEAH

  • @catsungdae
    @catsungdae 5 лет назад +75

    So I sleep to this every night now.
    It's become a part of my nightly routine.
    Even if I don't go to bed at my bedtime.
    Because insomnia doesn't let you go to bed when you're supposed to. If there's something you can do to take up the time, its gonna make you do that something.
    Insomnia doesn't let you sleep. You're tired, you want to sleep, but it's always there, telling you - *_"you can be tired tomorrow."_* or *_"i'm going to make you cry yourself to sleep."_*
    it's hell.
    this is my favorite track, and i'm going to be sleeping to it for years to come.
    i have depression and i'm *_proud._*
    i've gone through hell and i'm *_proud._*
    i live in my own personal hell that i made for myself. i built it years ago, based on simple words that i had been told. i built that hell based on what i had done, what was done to me, what was said to me, and what i said to myself.
    *you're not good enough for anyone anymore.*
    *let me help you.*
    i think about suicide all the time. i think about it what it would be like to finally be able to just... give up.
    but i'm afraid.
    and that fear is what drives me.
    that fear is what keeps me going.
    my life is fine.
    i have a wonderful mother, a father who wants to force his religeous beliefs on to me (as to which i do not take kindly), a brother who is just an empty egg shell (he's not depressed. he doesn't understand anything. he's always so *_dead_* all the time and it's driving me crazy. HE HASN'T CRIED FOR YEARS AND HE DOESN'T KNOW WHAT HEARTBREAK/LOVE IS), a cat that isn't even ours to begin with, nor are we allowed to have him at all,
    and
    a miscarried sister.
    who died a good 40 years ago.
    long before i was put into place.
    everyone leaves me.
    i'm not good enough for my own expectations.
    everything is fine, i have friends, but the one friend that i want to appreciate me is just awful at being a friend to a person like me.
    hell yeah, i complain.
    why?
    BECAUSE THERE'S PAIN.
    YOU WANT ME TO STOP COMPLAINING? WELL TOO BAD. YOU EITHER HAVE TO GET USED TO ME OR LEAVE ME LIKE EVERYONE ELSE HAS.
    but you still haven't left.
    that is what i can not understand.
    this is hell.
    where your own mind is lying to you.
    i can't let go of the past.
    it won't go away.
    the rainclouds, they're always splashing onto my shaky shack of a life.
    i've always loved the rain.
    literally and figuratively.
    _why are you so fat and ugly? overweight and disgusting? you don't even sound like a woman, what kind of singer could you be? no one likes your poems, your stories that you put so much time and love into. no one except your mother, of course. but she will die one day._
    _then there will be no one who loves you anymore._
    i can't do anything right anymore. my own expectations for myself have gone too far.
    i'm so tired of living with my own self-hatred.
    i'm so tired of this.
    _this isn't depression, you're fine._
    i tell myself, even though i know that there's something wrong. i just can't tell anyone. because no one would understand,
    except my mother,
    of course.
    i just want to give up.
    i just want to get my point across the only way i know how.
    and that way.
    is.
    by giving myself scars. hurting myself. hitting myself until it hurts. smashing my head against a wall to give myself a headache. get attention. showcase my own suffering for everyone to see. leave my pain in a book, and leave it open on a desk.
    i would hurt myself.
    i would do it.
    if i wasn't so *_afraid_* of it.
    and you can thank my mother for that.
    _i've already lost everything, so go ahead and take whatever's left of me away, too._
    - long ass vent over with, December 10th, 2018

    • @rightinfrontofmysalad9668
      @rightinfrontofmysalad9668 5 лет назад +3

      Cryptic
      Warning: Before all, english extremely bad
      *chances of radiation contamination*
      hey, I know it's easy to say, I don't live your pain, but I feel it, far from this screen, I just want to say, even I not knowing you, you're awesome, you've being through so much, withstood the criticism of people, btw fuck people, at least most of them, the only person that knows your own story is you, and, at some degree, your mom. You're awesome, 'cause you face the challenge of living bearing so much pain caused by the cruelty and ignorance of people. There will be some place where you'll be accepted and loved for what you are, but first YOU have to love yourself. Love the way you walk. Your body, if it's fat, skinny or whatever
      *Who are you for not loving yourself or not being loved?*
      Are you Hitler? I don't think so
      So, gurl ( or boi, I don't remember lol bad memory ), get off that chair and show the world the only thing you have to proof is that you don't have to proof anything *TO ANYONE*
      I hope I had helped you, even on a microscopic degree.
      Be nice.
      Be you.

    • @PM-vn6gw
      @PM-vn6gw 5 лет назад +8

      this comment is so beautiful that when it ended i felt sad, i wanted to read more. I never read something that actually touched me, it made feel things i cant express. I hope things will get better for you, if life can get "better." Try to express yourself in videos, since youtube is named *you* tube. If you do, i would like to hear your poems or stories, because i love the way you say things. Girl, show the world who the hell you are and show those ignorant dumbass jealous people how great you can be.
      Remember, you only have one life, so try to live to the fullest, try to do exiciting things you never done. Cherish life.
      -Sincerely, a random kid in the Internet.

    • @catsungdae
      @catsungdae 5 лет назад +4

      everythings doing much better now.
      the person that lied to me for a year that felt more like a lifetime, finally realized that what she was doing was wrong.
      we still haven't spoken to each other out loud since january 31st, 2019.
      i'd tell the whole story, but its a long one, and im tired of retelling it differently each and every time.
      everythings more fine now.
      my mental state is still nowhere. im still suicidal.
      but i found a friend now.
      i have a best friend who loves me.
      i finally have someone who won't leave me.
      i have bad trust issues bc of the girl that lied to me. made me believe we were friends when we really weren't.
      it was a mentally abusive and toxic relationship that wouldnt end.
      because we both kept coming back.
      i find it ironic that i posted this comment only 2 days before the death of my lovely little kitty, that made me such a happy person.
      i still miss him.

    • @PM-vn6gw
      @PM-vn6gw 5 лет назад +1

      Cryptic Life itself isnt bad, but how the world makes it bad. Try to make hobbies that can help you (writing down your thoughts or events, or drawing, or ect.) When life draws you a curve, draw a curve back. If you're young or old inspire others, do crazy exciting things. Life has so much to give for, dont let depression win. Sucide is not only not gonna show that depression is the winner, but also that you lost your chance to cherish life. Life is precious, sure you may not see it, but it really is. I havent dealt much but I do cry every night, think of suicide and have trouble sleeping or end up sleeping to much. Dont let the motherfucker known as depression win, its like a chanllege that life gave you, its rough and cruel of a chanllege but its a way to show that how strong, independent and inspiring you can be for others or yourself.
      -sincerely, a stranger

    • @catsungdae
      @catsungdae 5 лет назад +1

      and if you want to read some of my stories, here are a few links to them:
      (poem) boy with a ribbon/children of pain/bittersweet - docs.google.com/document/d/11wq4TIeMWj8tQqfOpZBa-jqkhh6pwqH4bGcZ2CngkQU/edit?usp=sharing
      "anxiety" (this is almost a year old, and im thinking of redoing it.) - docs.google.com/document/d/1VUsTcxCs2VbXigyxWUSybCFFzy3rmbsYGusXHXij3yg/edit?usp=sharing
      "gone." (a poem i started writing almost a few hours after losing my kitty, it remains unfinished.) - docs.google.com/document/d/1j33KMdIsSzA5UB8ft2_TkbyyAzXovw7JseFpwA5EC5g/edit?usp=sharing
      "loneliness." (one of my friend's friends attacked me bc i was unknowling being mean to her, and i felt really bad and made this.) - docs.google.com/document/d/1Ymt87ljUqmZj_KmKiHiCnFfP24kqFN-c8jrx2xbrdpc/edit?usp=sharing
      "the feeling of nothing." (to be honest, i don't remember what this one was made for, i guess i was just sad.) - docs.google.com/document/d/1WhJKVQk2GZZqEUTS7FSPgB98TCgeWX10CcDzdBy4Djo/edit?usp=sharing
      "it's not helping." (i had been staying up late, and i had my lamp light on, and my mom knocked on my door and told me to turn it off and go to sleep. i don't do well to being yelled at in any circumstance, so i ended up making this the next morning.) - docs.google.com/document/d/1Z57ZR9Hy-T_bIrtDyjjYFsUiFDDp3m4alTBncCthET0/edit?usp=sharing
      "ashamed." (a poem i had written shortly after the girl that lied to me started ignoring me for a month straight. to this day, we still havent said anything out loud to each other, but im positive things are going to work out.) - docs.google.com/document/d/1WcZpPVrCvUQWqlwQKHUcb-j3oiIMdgdh0kKsZdBzvGo/edit?usp=sharing
      "her kitty." (probably the longest story i've made that is actually finished. after i lost my kitty, i decided it would be a good idea to make up a past for him, and tell the story of his beautiful life.) - docs.google.com/document/d/15cxZPaIrF_XqkPK1JhlIaQMKsKDlX_WKAeEYxv9IklQ/edit?usp=sharing
      "someone else's nightmare" - docs.google.com/document/d/1i2AKUZoA9PCl0hls1gZTakmgijtAUTddUO_ms2bbVO4/edit?usp=sharing
      "not open." - docs.google.com/document/d/10CRaWYlvGnP3-kBiZRoym_3jeZ7yd4DWds-KuiszMtU/edit?usp=sharing
      "crack(ed) children." - docs.google.com/document/d/1Avmjbd1Mr_wgGRfcGSvzzak-6_qI-p9k2sPdqU-Mduk/edit?usp=sharing
      "where did you go?" - docs.google.com/document/d/1WyMjptbYdrGceyJm-FJrh9vEL-b9jnuLfrQHdjDP-yU/edit?usp=sharing
      "cold silence." - docs.google.com/document/d/1smpOoWO-O4FPFVyMY8dlyQxlLpHLV4PcBwLSJK963GM/edit?usp=sharing
      "insomnia." - docs.google.com/document/d/1yOGGE8_jrTZWypRpNeXFukEOgmqmkrmgH64c2noO16I/edit?usp=sharing
      "he." (theres more lyrics to this song now.) - docs.google.com/document/d/1a-9uwtrAJRK_jbITBz8BMOGRCcF7y4w6jqYECo9BNCw/edit?usp=sharing

  • @oliverong9265
    @oliverong9265 7 лет назад +33

    I just want ya'll to know you're not alone

  • @thechrislewisssss
    @thechrislewisssss 7 лет назад +148

    Humans be emotional asf

    • @sean2880
      @sean2880 7 лет назад +1

      Chris Lewis fr good thing I'm not human

    • @ottogajardo7233
      @ottogajardo7233 7 лет назад +3

      Chris Lewis i AM reptilian and i love this videos

    • @mlgquickscoper8122
      @mlgquickscoper8122 6 лет назад +10

      Chris Lewis its not by choice, we were made this way.

    • @KHALIDTiH
      @KHALIDTiH 6 лет назад

      yeep

    • @ewediee
      @ewediee 6 лет назад

      tru

  • @travonlewis8134
    @travonlewis8134 6 лет назад +41

    I don't know what hurts the most the fact that the girl I dream about may never know how I feel or the fact that she already does but doesn't feel the same

    • @mathewbehill2981
      @mathewbehill2981 3 года назад +3

      Bro shit like this will tare u down bro for years if u let it . Take it from me If it’s ment to happen it will and if it’s not her the real her is out there broski. Stay up and much love. -Matty Ice

    • @d50cent21
      @d50cent21 3 года назад +1

      Maybe late for the party, but please tell me, what did u do and what happened after that?

    • @borp6912
      @borp6912 3 года назад +1

      Go for it. When looking back at your life you will be more proud of the times you took chances than you will of the times you did nothing.

  • @samrowe7851
    @samrowe7851 6 лет назад +110

    i don't know what to say, i feel like I'm lost, i feel like i've lost touch with the world, i feel like i've lost touch with my family and my friends, i feel as tho ive lost myself, to stubborn to realize what i was becoming, who am i now and why do i do the things i do? i know some of the things i do are wrong and start to hate myself for it, yet i say i want to be better, i say i want to be me again and nothing changes, the more things happen the more i hate myself, the more i hate myself the more i want to die, the more i want to die the more... i become less... i

    • @ibra9952
      @ibra9952 6 лет назад +7

      sam rowe It gets better bro.. We have all been there.. Dont consider suicide as a choice though please..

    • @prestonnoneya3767
      @prestonnoneya3767 6 лет назад +6

      sam rowe, you have to find something fulfilling. Sometimes you just have to travel. See the world. It’s the best way to find yourself, seeing so many different ways to live, and so many different people, but, not everyone can do that, that’s how I escaped this crushing feeling of not knowing how I feel, who I am, or where I’m going. Sorry if it didn’t help.

    • @kor6624
      @kor6624 6 лет назад +7

      If you figure out how to overcome it let me know, I've pushed away everyone that cares about me choosing to be alone

    • @Luke-jd5jz
      @Luke-jd5jz 6 лет назад +7

      Hey man are you doing any better?

    • @amaansharif8500
      @amaansharif8500 5 лет назад

      Stay Strong and Fight though it

  • @so7hi3
    @so7hi3 7 лет назад +160

    i know a person who used to consider me there best friend, nothing changed they just hardly ever talk to me now, i keep having dreams where were best friends again, but then i wake up and have to go to school, dreams are great while your in them but once your up everything sucks

    • @jorgeelcroda4873
      @jorgeelcroda4873 7 лет назад +14

      I feel you man, but you've gotta move on, and I know how hard that is, have you tried talking to them?

    • @lanetv327
      @lanetv327 7 лет назад +6

      shit this is happening to me right now, i have a friend i have known for 8 years, but recently he's just acting like a dick with everyone and has this idea that he's the most popular guy in my class, damn i cant even stand him anymore, but he's still my friend and the guy i know since im a kid. i dont know how this is going to end

    • @kennethmaclean3947
      @kennethmaclean3947 7 лет назад +7

      You are a divine being. The future you create is the future you will have.

    • @so7hi3
      @so7hi3 7 лет назад +6

      yeah im trying to talk to them more

    • @rosemarylane1
      @rosemarylane1 7 лет назад

      I have alot of people I care about but don't see. It's like I don't have the capacity for going out anymore, I still feel the same about my friends but its getting harder and harder to say yes when people ask me to do things together.

  • @Tello.fellow
    @Tello.fellow 7 лет назад +81

    The Kingdom Hearts' audio bit gave me chills. Makes me want to play all the games with your channel playing in the background 💭

  • @MaxRollison
    @MaxRollison 7 лет назад +20

    Lyrics of a wordless song pierce your heart without saying a word. I told it to quiet down but it got louder. My screams of pain held hope as my fate had given me what I deserved. I know I'll never be heard, living insane, dying in vain, fading away like a subzero stain stuck in cement with nowhere to swerve. In my own lane, I'll stay, ice cold and but please just grasp my word and hold it. These notes I play have lost their love. Please give me some. I don't deserve it and I never will. Now I stare out my windowsill rain pelting through my now faded ghostly wanderlust of a shadow. . . My face twisted when I saw her face. But she wasn't even there. I thought I actually made a friend. Maybe it was just a dream

    • @lilsunflowers1262
      @lilsunflowers1262 7 лет назад

      Alexander Rollison Would it be okay if I quote this? Also if you are going through deppression, stay strong. People out there care about you. But you just don't know it. If you dream bad dreams, I recommend buying a dream catcher. I have one and it works really well. :)

    • @lilsunflowers1262
      @lilsunflowers1262 7 лет назад

      I got strong when I had deppression. You can make it out alive too.

    • @MaxRollison
      @MaxRollison 7 лет назад +2

      Lil Sunflower with a big heart.
      Maybe bad dreams aren't as bad as they seem.
      I know they intervene but maybe their intent isn't what they mean.
      Lil Starlight soar through the Neotic sky, a half-full bottle of twilight and broken meteorite.
      A heart can be broken, but never fixed.
      Once two souls depart, they rise in unison and desert.
      Maybe my heart is coal and yours is under control.
      I believe some holes will never be made whole.
      Sometimes filling them isn't the goal.
      I think it's just not my role.
      Little-Big Sunny golden art.
      Please don't get torn apart.

    • @MaxRollison
      @MaxRollison 7 лет назад

      Sure. You can quote it

    • @lilsunflowers1262
      @lilsunflowers1262 7 лет назад +1

      Alexander Rollison Tysm! And that is 100% beautiful!

  • @purplepanda3432
    @purplepanda3432 5 лет назад +13

    Y'all ever just miss "those days" where you were young and kinda free and just had so much fun, but now you have so many responsibilities to do and its just very difficult 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😢😢😢😔😖😫

    • @sonofsats
      @sonofsats 4 года назад +1

      try having a baby. haha its just the way life goes. challenges and changes make us grow as souls. so enjoy the present its the only thing we have.

  • @jasminejerry1449
    @jasminejerry1449 6 лет назад +33

    This makes me wanna sleep
    Motivational

  • @NintendoBoy64
    @NintendoBoy64 6 лет назад +43

    far from home,
    I feel like a slave,
    can't save any money,
    it feels like I owe everyone everything,
    losing contact with close friends,
    my life feels like shit right now......

    • @HansonJP98
      @HansonJP98 6 лет назад

      Logan Ehmke same

    • @HansonJP98
      @HansonJP98 6 лет назад

      Crispylee99 real shit bro

    • @HansonJP98
      @HansonJP98 6 лет назад

      Crispylee99 idk whatchu been thru but on some rs we all one bro we all have good and bad days. stay positive fam tybg

  • @jackharpe3rd233
    @jackharpe3rd233 2 года назад +5

    I definitely feel bad for Lisa Simpson.

  • @NightShiftsOnly
    @NightShiftsOnly 7 лет назад +26

    used to dream about you all the time, now you're just a distance thought in my mind.

    • @luis_9351
      @luis_9351 6 лет назад

      AlmightyKid look like gucci mane lol

  • @planettmarss2572
    @planettmarss2572 6 лет назад +32

    lately i haven’t been having too good of thoughts, and have thought about offing myself and lay in bed at 2 am listening to these mixes to get me in my feels and eventually go to sleep and it’s relaxing to get my mind off the negatives

    • @caitlin4128
      @caitlin4128 6 лет назад +2

      marss mellow
      i know sometimes it may feel like otherwise, but there are people that care about you. there are countless things you've yet to experience, and so much to live for. stay safe please, if not for yourself then for me

    • @wendys444
      @wendys444 6 лет назад

      i hope youre doing much better now ily

    • @thesheepgoddess284
      @thesheepgoddess284 6 лет назад

      Stay alive friend ||-//

    • @mazlumut
      @mazlumut 6 лет назад

      planettmarss this is exactly what i feel, lately

    • @ACameronUK
      @ACameronUK 2 года назад

      Hope you’re okay 👍