Addicted to Meth | "I Didn't Want a Different Life"

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  • Опубликовано: 21 авг 2024
  • What's the difference between a person hooked on meth and one who gets free? Meth addiction is a devastating condition, but you can get sober. In this video, Justin Hepler talks about how he quit using meth.
    It's not what you think.
    In this video Justin Hepler shares his recovery story and how he went from believing he was going to die an addict to serving the homeless and finding freedom
    Addiction doesn't define who you are. You may feel like you need alcohol and drugs to survive, but this man found new meaning. Find out the one best thing that changed his life.
    If you or a loved one is dealing with alcohol and drug addiction, there is help for safe detox. Quitting cold turkey can cause serious symptoms which may lead to relapse from a physical dependency on alcohol and drugs.
    Open yourself to finding the love and care you didn't expect. Call (866) 403-9262 for a safe medical detox center in Arizona.

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  • @hesedken
    @hesedken 3 года назад +86

    16 years addiction, 12 in and out of jails and prisons, now over 40 years sobriety... it starts with hope

    • @andreaallen1903
      @andreaallen1903 3 года назад +5

      40 year's that's incredible

    • @hesedken
      @hesedken 3 года назад +9

      @@andreaallen1903 yea... it really takes a miracle... considering depression, suicide thoughts, and the addiction itself. I advise people wanting sobriety to get help with a group with people like themselves... AA, NA, church, sports groups with a focus of sobriety, others. There is a group for everyone if they look. Actually i hardly go to any groups anymore, but during the first couple of years i went to church often... different ones.

    • @lashanda8977
      @lashanda8977 Год назад

      Bless you. So much to be thankful for.

    • @retro000
      @retro000 Год назад

      Bless you,you know own your recovery sreps.......🎉once you get it and get sobriety time, and time to rethink and absorb,live recovery, it is all worth it.🎉🎉 everyday, happy day clean!!!
      One of the.most authentic and grounded,mature recovery videos which.dont glorify your sad journey, but in true recovery your share your 1. Experience and hope making it real. Bless you.man🎉❤

    • @spiritualbeing4279
      @spiritualbeing4279 Год назад +1

      I really didn’t know how blessed I was until I got sober, there’s so much to live for. 40 yrs sobriety is amazing, and I explain mine as a miracle as well. There’s no other way to describe it.

  • @ebeneezerscrooge2942
    @ebeneezerscrooge2942 2 года назад +18

    My grandma and my now wife saved my life. Definitely saved me from myself. 4 years clean, heroin, meth, alcohol, pills, cigarettes, and I’ve never been happier. I was so lost and so sad and didn’t even realize how low I was. If you’re suffering, get help, you can overcome anything and it’s always worth it.

  • @thaiexpert8413
    @thaiexpert8413 2 года назад +8

    "Now, I work in a homeless shelter and I see me everyday."

  • @CapricornSunSagRisingLibraMoon
    @CapricornSunSagRisingLibraMoon 4 года назад +37

    What a beautiful testimony. I wish him nothing all the good things life has to offer.

    • @emit3338
      @emit3338 3 года назад +2

      You wish him nothing? A bit harsh

    • @janicejacome
      @janicejacome 3 года назад

      @@emit3338 Thats a mistake she meant to write nothing BUT all the good things life has to offer!

    • @janicejacome
      @janicejacome 3 года назад +1

      Justin you are AMAZING! Keep it up ,young man. I am an addict for 40 plus years, lm a GRANDMA With 2 sons with substance abuse problems. I need help so badly and am PARALYZED WITH FEAR. Congratulations and lm so glad you made amends with Dad! You are WONDERFUL 👏

    • @jesuscadena5673
      @jesuscadena5673 3 года назад

      Very beautiful testimony. Have you watched his other video? Same channel. Very well said..

  • @jenniferfrazierlpc7171
    @jenniferfrazierlpc7171 3 года назад +17

    Praying right now for all who may be struggling in this area!🙏🏽🙏🏽

  • @piercecountyhomes123
    @piercecountyhomes123 4 года назад +56

    That was very raw and powerful Justin. Thank you for being so open and honest. This helped to understand why my daughter just didn't stop.

    • @recoveryinsideout238
      @recoveryinsideout238  4 года назад +6

      I'm so happy this story offered understanding to your situation. We are all in this together!

    • @davidr1620
      @davidr1620 4 года назад +5

      I didn't understand parental pain until I became a dad. My daughter is just 17 months, but now I understand how painful it must be for parents whose children struggle with addiction. You just love your child so much, even more than they'll ever love you. And every pain they feel hits you at your core. I'm so sorry for your pain, Kym.

    • @hesedken
      @hesedken 3 года назад +3

      Addiction is chemical dependence. An addiction makes a different physical person as the drug changes him. What normal people think is wrong (getting drunk, for instance) seems like the necessary thing to do to the self-inflicted victim. It leads to either prison or the grave... if you can help the person, don't wait too long.

  • @ryanlorance6168
    @ryanlorance6168 2 года назад +15

    I could listen to this guy tell stories for hours 💯

  • @brittaolson6550
    @brittaolson6550 2 года назад +9

    I wanted to quit. I had just given up on anything working, after trying so many treatments and programs. He makes the distinction well between not wanting to quit and feeling unable to quit. The exact same thing helped me that helped him, people caring who “shouldn’t have.”

  • @mandymoore5774
    @mandymoore5774 3 года назад +12

    Withdrawal from alcohol is so much worse than even heroin withdrawals. It’s so insane bc it’s a drug no one thinks your going to ever have a “serious” alcohol addiction/issue. It’s a very underrated drug. Bc most all of us drink at the very least at celebrations, but MY family always had “cocktail hour”. Kids were never allowed into the living room where cocktail hour took place at my grandparents. If my siblings my cousins or myself went into the living room area to talk to a parent we’d be given an answer & told “ok, now go back to the tv room”. But we knew why we weren’t allowed, we knew what they were doing! Kids pick up on EVERYTHING! They may not understand the severity or impact it is making on them as children, but what’s also awful w booze is it’s very much a hereditary addiction! Bc I drink nightly NOW. Bc it was alway so downplayed w my family, it was a normal everyday routine. & my grandfather would always be the one to say “don’t trust a man who doesn’t drink bc those are the ones w something to hide”.

    • @rockyrodriguez9818
      @rockyrodriguez9818 3 года назад +3

      Right on point

    • @mikehunt4797
      @mikehunt4797 Год назад

      It's weird I drank vodka daily for a few years and one day I just quit cold turkey and had zero withdrawal but with opiates its the complete opposite. It's sure strange how we r all the same yet wired differently.

    • @girlinthesouth850
      @girlinthesouth850 2 месяца назад

      Truth

  • @mbrooks3892
    @mbrooks3892 Год назад +4

    I can't think of anything that's harder than recovering from addiction. Absolutely amazing. Please continue to share your story.

  • @jideajibola5074
    @jideajibola5074 Год назад +2

    Beautiful human being. May God continue to give you strength each and every passing day Justin. ❤

  • @flaplaya
    @flaplaya Год назад +3

    As a society, we better start considering alcohol a drug. On the scale of harm it's #1 worst substance out here. Drugs... alcohol and nicotine included. Be honest don't lie, ask for help it exists. Peace get clean stay clean

  • @kittycat6195
    @kittycat6195 Год назад +4

    This one is a keeper. Such an important video to watch and rewatch - for those with or with out addiction.
    Thank God for you.🙏🏻

  • @Same_Rules_Apply
    @Same_Rules_Apply 3 года назад +5

    You have a great laugh. You are meant to be here to spread that greatness!

    • @ericunderwood8080
      @ericunderwood8080 2 года назад

      He does... everything Chang when He said he needed help...
      And a true friend...a true friend is powerful medicine

  • @skulldon9
    @skulldon9 4 года назад +15

    Seeing all of his videos on this channel, talking so openly about his dark past and then googling him and seeing his fitness Instagram page was a revelation for sure! He‘s an extremely fit coach, who would have thought?

  • @lashanda8977
    @lashanda8977 Год назад +1

    I pray this young man stays on the right path in life.

  • @ripsagoly
    @ripsagoly Год назад +3

    What an awesome young man... so proud for you... you are such an inspiration... my daughter got out of jail two days ago, she told me she really wants to stay sober and get her son back, she said she’ll call me that night and I haven’t heard from her since.... I’m tired of my soul and my heart being crushed .... I have to let her take her own way, she’s been living on the streets behind a dumpster or in the bushes for over a year now .... I’m trying to sit with the pain, and stop trying to fix it ... because I can’t ... I listen to people like you for hope and understanding.... but I also realize that she’s one pill away from death .... Thankyou for sharing ...

    • @bboyswitch22
      @bboyswitch22 Год назад +1

      Sounds rough for both you and your daughter. Hopefully things change

    • @ripsagoly
      @ripsagoly Год назад +1

      @@bboyswitch22 Thankyou so much, I’m 🙏 for a change in direction for her, I’m helpless in the whole situation, all I can do is just keep sending her love... thx for your comment 😊

  • @khoenack
    @khoenack Год назад +2

    You are such an inspiration. Congratulations on your sobriety! You give people hope. ❤

  • @alyshapedaraza3044
    @alyshapedaraza3044 Год назад +1

    I could listen to you all day. Your words are spot on and bless you for helping and loving others.

  • @Hugo-py2ce
    @Hugo-py2ce Год назад +1

    This was incredible listening to you, i have a brother that is going through that right now and everyone in my family feels so helpless. He has gone through rehab and looked like he was done after loosing his family.
    But he fell into drugs again and feels like hes never going to get out. I pray for him every chance i get when he comes to mind which is almost every day.
    Watching your video gives me hope, i teared up typing this. Thank you for sharing your story.

  • @bazinbali
    @bazinbali 4 года назад +10

    really amazing you sharing this, thanks

  • @Translucentism
    @Translucentism 4 года назад +7

    This was incredible...how does this not have more views?

  • @TancheapMcFatass
    @TancheapMcFatass Год назад +1

    I'm fairly young like this man in the video, just 27. I struggled with serious alcoholism for over 10 years just like him, absolute blackouts every single day of my life and it took everything away from me. I went to rehab and got clean but admittedly I slowly continued to justify using other party drugs because I figured I could moderate myself and they weren't so addictive, but this led to what almost became a serious cocaine addiction that was quickly spiralling out of control. Just took the steps necessary last night to cut that stuff out of my life for good and I look forward to a clean future

  • @Marinemom75
    @Marinemom75 3 года назад +4

    You are beautiful inside and out!! And i love that you turned a thing that was meant to ruin you and now you use what you learned from it to help others god bless u

  • @rehetbutler
    @rehetbutler 2 года назад +5

    I've been clean for fifteen years now and I still dream about doing meth all the time.

    • @brittaolson6550
      @brittaolson6550 2 года назад

      That’s rough. I guess I’m lucky I haven’t had using dreams in a long time.

    • @dcforte123
      @dcforte123 2 года назад +3

      Pray before you sleep. It will help I promise we always are heard from above and He knows best

  • @biancashingles8225
    @biancashingles8225 2 года назад +2

    Thanks for sharing your life journey, very enlightening for people who still struggling with addiction

  • @rivercruz3589
    @rivercruz3589 2 года назад +8

    Does anyone know how he's doing? I hope you're well Justin.❤️

  • @loriweikel9551
    @loriweikel9551 Год назад

    Very raw and powerful 💯I luv his last line "I believe you can"

  • @thomasriddle8877
    @thomasriddle8877 Год назад +1

    i can probably thank my father for stopping all togther.. it was him that really got me clean, got me help.. i called him at like 23 and just broke down and told him i was doing bad.. got me into a methadone clinic, i cut off everyone i knew that had conections to drugs.. because it wasnt just heroin.. anything that came in front of me i would buy and hoard.. i did have much better conservative powers than other people, i never once overdosed or stayed up longer than 2 days... because i would balance things, i knew doing too much destroyed the fun of it, tolerance killed everything.. so chilling out for a day or two is good to reset the brain... I knew also, that going waaay too hard can change how your brain works.. and thats how you end up like those twitching dudes...

  • @0n374
    @0n374 Год назад

    God bless you all who struggle with the demons of pain. God is always with you. ✝

  • @alfredathomson9663
    @alfredathomson9663 3 года назад +1

    Thank you for sharing your story, I hope you never live in that hell again. 💜

  • @invictusmaneo464
    @invictusmaneo464 Год назад

    Je to paráda! Akorát si dávám!!! :D
    Vždycky večer jsem si dával Herák, ale dneska udělám výjimku, změna je život :D

  • @me-thebusta610
    @me-thebusta610 Год назад +1

    I quit alcohol after 20 years.

  • @kaeobermoy4401
    @kaeobermoy4401 Год назад

    Yes 👍 I know what this is like I was addicted to methadone for 11 years. I saved up and got ibogaine treatment in Mexico it saved my life

  • @amynoe8173
    @amynoe8173 3 года назад +1

    Praise God you were saved

  • @crazyhorsetrading8655
    @crazyhorsetrading8655 4 года назад +1

    Wow Justin, thank you for your courage in sharing your story, you a very brave man. I pray that your journey through this funny thing called life is made easier for you and that many blessings come your way. Living a life of gratitude is so powerful. May God bless you. Much love from Cape Town South Africa

  • @thomasriddle8877
    @thomasriddle8877 Год назад

    Yeah im the same way dude.. My eyes can see and my lungs have breathe in them, im effin good man...
    Thats enough for me, to keep me here, it feels good to be alive and experience the world through sober eyes... when your a really hard drug addict, you take it for granted..

  • @evelyndel223
    @evelyndel223 3 года назад +2

    Thank you now i have a clear understanding for addicts. You are a good person.

  • @Paul-ml3sl
    @Paul-ml3sl 10 месяцев назад

    This guy’s a great narrator

  • @ReligionAndMaterialismDebunked

    Yeah, many seem to not know alcohol is one of the worst drugs, and it's very unique with the dying from heavily drinking and then stopping cold turkey.

  • @liraelgreen1329
    @liraelgreen1329 Год назад

    I think every day, about a guy i was in love with who loves meth. I never did much thankfully. That was 20 yrs ago he's still in it.

  • @lynnmcquillan2338
    @lynnmcquillan2338 Год назад

    Thankyou - Happy Easter from Oz 🐣❤️🐰👍👍👍👍👍😎

  • @colleenthompson8707
    @colleenthompson8707 10 месяцев назад

    ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ thank you so much for sharing

  • @marioappelman1431
    @marioappelman1431 Год назад

    Netjes gedaan man! 🎉Groetjes vanuit NL

  • @blazedboss1833
    @blazedboss1833 Год назад

    I wish I was addicted to drugs right now. I cherish the state o’ mind.

  • @bonniebell2050
    @bonniebell2050 3 года назад +2

    Ask & u can have anything u want..God Bless u..Ur just a doll baby..U still look so healthy.Keep up the great work..My prayers will b w/ u..

  • @_DivineTruth_is_Home_
    @_DivineTruth_is_Home_ 7 месяцев назад

    Thank you ❤

  • @1life_Only
    @1life_Only 2 года назад +1

    “Recovering addicts are modern day prophets” - Dr Anna Lembke (dopamine nation)

  • @cameronpickard7456
    @cameronpickard7456 2 года назад

    good for you you've claimed victory

  • @Friendofbill
    @Friendofbill 4 года назад +8

    Hi Mate, i set up a channel to help with recovery. ether way keep going! good work

  • @thanelore8400
    @thanelore8400 3 года назад

    wow our story is so similar, thank you🙏🏼

  • @corrado9683
    @corrado9683 Год назад +1

    Jeez he really had a hard time accepting the fact that he could change. He’s very lucky that he got another in life. It would have been a shame because he’s such a great looking guy and he could have lost everything!

  • @scottnovak8903
    @scottnovak8903 2 года назад +1

    Praise the Lord Christ 🙏 salvation back, Bless all future and keep strong praise in storm, Danny Gokey song awesome.

  • @nanamc8295
    @nanamc8295 Год назад

    Get what you need and leave the rest ❤😊

  • @welcome2thecoronaversewith400
    @welcome2thecoronaversewith400 4 года назад +3

    Thank You, So much for sharing!!!!!!!!!1

  • @tishie42
    @tishie42 2 года назад +2

    This is legit.
    Sad part for me is my family is still struggling with the fact that their love wasn't enough to get me to stop. It took losing everything and seeing myself in strangers to get better. But whatever happened out there to all of us makes us not strangers, it makes us all one. So it needed to happen for me to not take things for granted. It made me become a much better person, at quite the cost. Fair trade ain't no robbery I guess. Reintegration to the family seems to be the hardest part, for me. I can't make them understand, (they're "normie") , all I can do is be consistent. One day at a time. And maybe they'll never get over it and we miss out on all our time together. All anyone can do is the next right thing...

  • @timothykotter8301
    @timothykotter8301 3 года назад

    Just found this sure grateful I did

  • @janshiff9942
    @janshiff9942 3 года назад +1

    Your a pretty nice guy . I hope you get your life straighten out . 😀😃😄

  • @lisadeyermond599
    @lisadeyermond599 3 года назад

    God bless you..
    Hope & faith

  • @cody-channeling
    @cody-channeling 6 месяцев назад

    I need help but Im scared if I tell my psychiatrist I wont be able to take my adhd medication

  • @davidr1620
    @davidr1620 4 года назад +3

    We are all so different. I really enjoy drinking whisky and scotch and other drinks from time to time, but I rarely get beyond a tad buzzed, and usually don't even feel anything. In fact, the older I get, the less I enjoy going over the limit. I get sick and I get tired and I don't even have that much fun usually. It's hard for me to imagine what alcoholism is like. But some people's bodies are almost designed for it.

    • @NeanderthalDogma
      @NeanderthalDogma 3 года назад

      Its really just you know consuming any drug for a long time you gain tolerance

  • @bensbikex510
    @bensbikex510 3 года назад

    Im bouta cry

  • @krisamagus1
    @krisamagus1 3 года назад

    You got wise.

  • @lyndayates7533
    @lyndayates7533 Год назад

    Wonderful Dad you have. I'm so happy for you!
    Never really had a problem stopping the drug. For me it was always the people. I don't crave meth and I'm very vigilant about running into those people.
    God is great! Even the air I get to breathe. So lovely.

  • @pppukkie1185
    @pppukkie1185 2 года назад

    great one

  • @accent1975
    @accent1975 3 года назад

    He released

  • @PKPM2
    @PKPM2 2 года назад

    M'son sorry for'ya but I'm need those treatments you got..I'm in the middle of it..

  • @lukedesselle4589
    @lukedesselle4589 3 года назад +1

    Are you still doing ok?

  • @sallaiina8603
    @sallaiina8603 4 года назад +11

    He's hot

    • @traitorjoseph1893
      @traitorjoseph1893 4 года назад +2

      Inside out, oowee

    • @bp7792
      @bp7792 4 года назад +4

      gorgeous colored eyes

    • @jenniferwilcox9759
      @jenniferwilcox9759 4 года назад +5

      That's it? That's all you got out of this? Wow, you run deep.

    • @sallaiina8603
      @sallaiina8603 4 года назад +6

      @@jenniferwilcox9759 lmao calm the fuck down. Ive been struggling with all of this for years. Just pointing out he is still very attractive despite his drug use which often shows.

  • @justinchester4315
    @justinchester4315 2 года назад +1

    This guy is extremely hot!

  • @kenniferlopez1
    @kenniferlopez1 Год назад

    You are very lucky. I wish my friend Al had this happen to him. Instead he is gone. Good for you. Embrace it and live on!

  • @johnblackbird7523
    @johnblackbird7523 Год назад

    That's so methed up

  • @levilenoxx6175
    @levilenoxx6175 Год назад

    Wow dude I’m not an addict but your words have me thinking. Your a beautiful person

    • @Willie_brooks
      @Willie_brooks Год назад

      *Hey I'll refer you to this dude online who guided me through my first ever experience,he got all kinds of psychedelic stuffs and he also ship discreetly to any location*

    • @Willie_brooks
      @Willie_brooks Год назад

      He is on telegram¿¿

    • @Willie_brooks
      @Willie_brooks Год назад

      Coldtrips ✓✓

  • @VjKam
    @VjKam 2 года назад

    ❤️❤️❤️

  • @marianaltrincham1
    @marianaltrincham1 3 года назад

    i love you

  • @tinawindham6958
    @tinawindham6958 4 года назад

    U must b clean just a few seconds in...your face and eyes look clean and sober. Gotta get back to the video now...

  • @kdconnor9107
    @kdconnor9107 4 года назад +2

    Imagine being the one person who ‘disliked’ this video😂🤦🏼‍♂️

  • @michaelbarbera1616
    @michaelbarbera1616 Год назад

    Abwûn:

  • @Caffein780
    @Caffein780 Год назад

    Dirst person who I believe

  • @games.io-Banus
    @games.io-Banus 9 месяцев назад +1

    Alcohol is also a drug