Clearly I was mistaken. It was not Do You Really Want To Hurt Me (although I must have played and sung it a thousand times this summer. And there is another video I filmed before or after that one where I was. The song that was actually playing is “Put Your Records On” by Corinne Bailey Rae.
💔 🔔Why I Maintain Distance. 22 much Trust in this world. Refuse to self isolate however. Just. Keep. My. Distance. I do not burn people. Maybe Truth hurts them. I do not agress and if me saying NO. And standing my ground is aggression, I MUST be sharing my S0HLl with the wrong folks. Thankful 22 All my day 1’S who actually get this because they live this and therefore treat people the same I do. They do not cower and dim their Light. They move away silently. Naturally respecting. And when I say goodbye, it means goodbye. It doesn’t mean there cannot 🐝 another hello. It means goodbye. It means good luck re entering my inner circle. And I mean that genuinely, Good Luck. It has historically occurred. But I do not hedge bets on any soul. Nor do I need hateful and bitter silent people who do not share the Truth. And quietly despise me. Treating me like a Friend. I am not stupid 4444 🐝leiving and ✝️rusting people, and perhaps, no, I AM 22 PATIENT 4444 THE LIKING 0v THIS WORLD. But no one will drag me down 22 their level. That’s why I am hated. I know thissss. 🐍 Goodbye means what it means. Good Luck, means what it means 22. Whoever I let back in, they better know it is a detriment to My 1nner Child and also a Grace 🕊️ 22 my 1n her Child. 👼 I am no fool. 🃏. I am Loving, Compassionate & Kind. I also have inner hells which will appear when I am genuinely threatened but it shows up as NOPE GO AWAY. & 1 do NOT allow the same devil that burned me back in. Only the change will be permitted. Something I could never do and therefore refuse to attempt to do for people. I take them as they are. And one day, I might just vanish. Dissappear. Dissatisfied with the status quo, I return 22 From Whence I Came. I only become stronger when I make my choice. While folks believe I needed them the entire time. Yep. I do need friends. I admonish and cannot tolerate “frenenimes”. It takes me a long time 22 realize I have been blind & that we do not indeed share the same values, which I fully embody. Cheers. Ciao. Adios, fake amigos. You gave love a painful name each time to me. But it only grew my compassion further. & I KNOW that is what they cannot stand and that fact alone is a Bane 0v my existence. I only wanted you to find your ✝️rue, 1nner P34CE. 🕊️and u fooled me in to believing, you already embodied that. 🖤
Said what I Said. Actively 3mbody 1t. Always Improving. I Have Spoken.
I didn’t realize the sounds of the original video would play. The song is Careless Whisper at about 3 minutes in by George Michael.
I love my solitude
Clearly I was mistaken. It was not Do You Really Want To Hurt Me (although I must have played and sung it a thousand times this summer. And there is another video I filmed before or after that one where I was. The song that was actually playing is “Put Your Records On” by Corinne Bailey Rae.
I don’t know which song is the OPA! Please link it if you know it. Love that word tho.
When I spill or break something I 3xClaim: 🎉!OPA!🎉
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🔔Why I Maintain Distance. 22 much Trust in this world. Refuse to self isolate however. Just. Keep. My. Distance.
I do not burn people. Maybe Truth hurts them. I do not agress and if me saying NO. And standing my ground is aggression, I MUST be sharing my S0HLl with the wrong folks.
Thankful 22 All my day 1’S who actually get this because they live this and therefore treat people the same I do. They do not cower and dim their Light. They move away silently. Naturally respecting.
And when I say goodbye, it means goodbye. It doesn’t mean there cannot 🐝 another hello. It means goodbye. It means good luck re entering my inner circle. And I mean that genuinely, Good Luck. It has historically occurred. But I do not hedge bets on any soul. Nor do I need hateful and bitter silent people who do not share the Truth. And quietly despise me. Treating me like a Friend.
I am not stupid 4444 🐝leiving and ✝️rusting people, and perhaps, no, I AM 22 PATIENT 4444 THE LIKING 0v THIS WORLD.
But no one will drag me down 22 their level. That’s why I am hated. I know thissss. 🐍
Goodbye means what it means. Good Luck, means what it means 22.
Whoever I let back in, they better know it is a detriment to My 1nner Child and also a Grace 🕊️ 22 my 1n her Child. 👼
I am no fool. 🃏. I am Loving, Compassionate & Kind. I also have inner hells which will appear when I am genuinely threatened but it shows up as NOPE GO AWAY. & 1 do NOT allow the same devil that burned me back in.
Only the change will be permitted.
Something I could never do and therefore refuse to attempt to do for people. I take them as they are. And one day, I might just vanish. Dissappear. Dissatisfied with the status quo, I return 22 From Whence I Came.
I only become stronger when I make my choice. While folks believe I needed them the entire time. Yep. I do need friends. I admonish and cannot tolerate “frenenimes”.
It takes me a long time 22 realize I have been blind & that we do not indeed share the same values, which I fully embody.
Cheers. Ciao. Adios, fake amigos.
You gave love a painful name each time to me. But it only grew my compassion further.
& I KNOW that is what they cannot stand and that fact alone is a Bane 0v my existence. I only wanted you to find your ✝️rue, 1nner P34CE. 🕊️and u fooled me in to believing, you already embodied that.
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