FORMER ATHEIST WRECKED BY CORY ASBURY'S KIND - LEONARDO TORRES REACTS

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  • Опубликовано: 22 авг 2024
  • We have been on a spiritual and emotional rollercoaster ride lately and Erika suggested I listen to this song by ‪@CoryAsburyOfficial‬ titled "Kind". I had no idea that it would pierce my soul! I apologize for the ugly crying. lol
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  • @cassiepeabody6313
    @cassiepeabody6313 Год назад +570

    Amen!!! I have to say, even when you were an atheist you were spreading the gospel with these videos! I’m celebrating right now! I’m so happy for you!

    • @helenberezowski3347
      @helenberezowski3347 Год назад +10

      Amen!!

    • @Lordknows88
      @Lordknows88 Год назад +18

      Hallelujah 🙌 praise God. God has a funny way of knocking on your door of life and when u open it man o man no lookin back in Jesus name amen 🙏

    • @eddiemayo6986
      @eddiemayo6986 11 месяцев назад +3

      Bless it be

    • @tedshew6393
      @tedshew6393 11 месяцев назад +7

      Well said, Cassie. Leonardo, your raw heart and humble spirit make the angels above and the brothers and sisters you don't even know rejoice! You are not alone. So sorry for your loss. God is not unaware, brother. His heart is broken with yours.

    • @hubert2038
      @hubert2038 11 месяцев назад +3

      Amen.
      Praise Be Your holy name lord Jesus.
      ❤🙏🙏

  • @minimaxmiaandme.4971
    @minimaxmiaandme.4971 11 месяцев назад +207

    That wasn't ugly crying, it was beautiful crying...your heart cracked open and you felt the words. You seem like such a sweet guy, I wish you the best and know that you are loved.

  • @beforetherainbow355
    @beforetherainbow355 Год назад +366

    This song is almost exactly life for me. My marriage is failing. I delivered my daughter Caroline stillborn last year. My husband battles addiction and has relapsed a lot over our 15 year marriage. Three years ago I ran from God into the arms of other men after finding out my husband had been unfaithful. I am thankful to say I serve a KIND Savior who has drawn me closer to Him than ever before through finding an amazing and intentionally loving church home after 25 years in a very unloving church.

    • @deborahw0
      @deborahw0 Год назад +9

      I'm praying for you now!

    • @coachdaltonyeatman536
      @coachdaltonyeatman536 Год назад +8

      My friend you are in my prayers

    • @joecostigan66
      @joecostigan66 Год назад +4

      Prayers going up to the big guy 🙏 ❤

    • @beforetherainbow355
      @beforetherainbow355 Год назад +10

      @@deborahw0 Thank you!! All glory to God for what He has done and is still doing in my life. I can feel Him preparing me for bigger things, and I trust His will in my life.

    • @beforetherainbow355
      @beforetherainbow355 Год назад

      Thank you! Prayer is so special and important. After a lot of years of being discouraged from serving in my old church, I am now very humbly and thankfully serving on the prayer team in my new church. I have learned just how much prayer and encouragement can touch people.@@coachdaltonyeatman536

  • @tinastillwagon9136
    @tinastillwagon9136 Год назад +117

    If you're being attacked by the enemy, it's because your ministry is a threat to him! 💜🙏🙏🙏💜

  • @KevinArrant
    @KevinArrant 10 месяцев назад +82

    Your father is more healed than any of us.... he is in heaven with Jesus in his perfect body, no more pain, no more suffering, no more sickness.

    • @Ellie46706
      @Ellie46706 3 месяца назад

      Amen, brother in Christ!

  • @mistybustamante8906
    @mistybustamante8906 Год назад +157

    I ugly cried when I first heard it.......I love you Jesus so much! You were so kind to me when I didnt desreve it.

    • @butterfly-ln6rr
      @butterfly-ln6rr Год назад +8

      I also ugly cried that brokeness is what we need right now cuz we are so protected as we are learning what kindness and love from our Father God

  • @sherrikneeland3613
    @sherrikneeland3613 Год назад +208

    One of my favorite moments in the Chosen, was when Jesus said to the man with the broken leg, "In this life, bones will still break, hearts will still break, but take heart the light will overcome the darkness" Praying for your heart❤

    • @corneliacaulliez4208
      @corneliacaulliez4208 Год назад +2

      oh yes Sherrikneeland, it was my prefered too

    • @marranm4950
      @marranm4950 11 месяцев назад +4

      That’s so beautiful sweetheart I haven’t watch the chosen as yet but I plan to do so All the best God bless you

    • @sherrikneeland3613
      @sherrikneeland3613 11 месяцев назад +3

      @@marranm4950 Yes, you must!! Best thing I've ever watched, ever!

    • @kokomcdade2886
      @kokomcdade2886 11 месяцев назад +2

      Agreed!!!!

    • @dianedeaton60
      @dianedeaton60 10 месяцев назад +2

      Amen!

  • @luiegiii
    @luiegiii Год назад +137

    It’s so amazing to see your journey man. I came to Jesus in 2018 and I was like you, angry at God and using his name as a cuss word. To see God touch you through music and how you eventually came to Christ through your trials is encouraging. God is so good. Bless you and your walk with Jesus brother.

    • @trenae77
      @trenae77 Год назад +2

      Creation started on a song; music will always be the truest course of God’s message to us. All of us have loved you since before you gave your heart, and you have our continued love and prayers as you continue on this road.there are never words to explain, only the promise that whenever the going gets tough, you will always have the assurance that you are never alone.

    • @debyclark895
      @debyclark895 9 месяцев назад +1

      Precious man bless you! I lost my husband to cancer! 2 1/2 years ago! Married 49 1/2 years! Married at 16-17. The love of my life! I prayed and begged God to spare him. The Holy Spirit flooded my soul with the thought I was praying wrong! I prayed God they will be done. When he passed I received a note that read, God does not look upon death as we do. When a person passes away is because their work here is done, and they have earned the rest. You will see him again. God bless you with his tender mercy and grace

    • @MsCharlotte
      @MsCharlotte 2 месяца назад

      God Bless you sweet friend in Christ. May He bless your day! ❤🙏🏻

  • @siryizzur
    @siryizzur 6 месяцев назад +39

    Crying with you, brother. I’m so glad that you and I both found our way back home. God bless you!

  • @NateWhitelock
    @NateWhitelock Год назад +7

    My brother… God heals everyone. He healed my dad last fall… but he did it by granting him his eternal body and whispering his name to call him into eternity. It doesn’t make it easy for us when we’re left here to struggle. But there is that assurance that this life isn’t all there is.
    I had the same reaction to this song that you did when I first heard it… it wrecks me on every level. And I’ve lived every word. The honesty in this song is something I haven’t heard in Christian music since Rich Mullins was alive.

  • @tinastillwagon9136
    @tinastillwagon9136 Год назад +45

    Rejoice brother! Your dad got his healing! 💜

  • @sherrikneeland3613
    @sherrikneeland3613 Год назад +72

    I cried along with you. Intensely beautiful and real. Thank you for your transparency in your feelings. You're right, we never know why some of our most urgent prayers are not answered in the way we want. I'm sorry for the grief you are going through. Just know that lives are being affected by your honesty. He is using your pain as a testimony. Love to you and your dear family.

    • @donnapaquette9231
      @donnapaquette9231 Год назад +2

      I love your comment ❤

    • @ericmartini2980
      @ericmartini2980 11 месяцев назад

      It doesn't take the pain away but something beautiful will grow from it

  • @CyberSERT
    @CyberSERT 5 месяцев назад +9

    That "ugly crying" was beautiful, bro. So real, and from a beautiful song.

  • @amandabitson1286
    @amandabitson1286 Год назад +9

    Seeing your response, brother, makes my heart swell with joy for you. I am so so glad that your walls were torn down, and you made your way to the light of Jesus. You are worthy, friend. Eternity in paradise is yours ✝️

  • @pattyegroffel7834
    @pattyegroffel7834 Год назад +66

    So blessed! This song is an anthem to HIS Mercy , Grace and Love for us, HIS children; He will become The Truest Father we will ever know!

  • @arieplomp8906
    @arieplomp8906 7 месяцев назад +7

    I lost my dad also and it is hard! I thought I could do without our God! I left Him but he never left me! My dad was a very religous man and still he doubted about his faith! And if he had lived the right way! And then his Son , that lost Gods path! Had to tell him that God loves us all and as specialy him , because he thought us to love each other like our God does ! My dad had cancer! And he chose to end treatment and we supported his choise 1000% And God gave us a beautiful time with so much love ! And Cory helped me through this hard time, with this song and also with Born again! I’am sorry for your loss! But your dad and mine and so many dad’s mom’s brothers and sisters are now in the warm loving arms of our loving God! They are saved , without pain ! We Will be rejoined ! Amen 🙏

    • @arieplomp8906
      @arieplomp8906 7 месяцев назад

      Sorry for my poor english! Sails the song of Pat Barrett helped me also ! And still it touches me ! My dad thought me to love like our loving God does!

  • @sondragonzalez6764
    @sondragonzalez6764 11 месяцев назад +36

    Beautiful song. I’m so thankful you found Him. My husband lost my dad in November. We watched him be greeted by Jesus. It all played out in front of us. It was amazing. He wasn’t a church man but a believer.
    I’m so happy you have your Savior. ❤️❤️

  • @elenahunsaker8972
    @elenahunsaker8972 10 месяцев назад +7

    When my dad was sick I cried out to God on my hands and knees praying for healing, begging for healing but instead he chose to call my dad home. I was so angry with God for taking him but at the same time I knew I wouldn't be able to get through the loss without God by my side. I know I will see my dad again. God is with me always and every trial, tribulation, and loss I have suffered in this life he is there to give me the strength to endure. PRAISE GOD that you have found his endless love for you. Welcome to the family!

  • @tammywood7514
    @tammywood7514 Год назад +13

    We can't run and hide from the love of God!❤

  • @elaine8013
    @elaine8013 Год назад +10

    I remember you! The Reckless Love of God song and I cried and prayed for you. I saw the pain in your eyes and how much you needed Jesus' love. I'm so happy to see you again if only online.

  • @TennesseeWhiskey0616
    @TennesseeWhiskey0616 Год назад +4

    Psalm 34:18 “The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit.” I'm so sorry about your father. Remember God loves you, He feels your pain and He holds it.
    Scars in Heaven by Casting Crowns is a good song to listen right now. ❤️

  • @k.burton3473
    @k.burton3473 Год назад +9

    Oh Leo..Brother...I wish that we lived closer man because I give you a huge hug and I'd love to just sit at a cafe and talk music and God with you. Still full of joy every time I see you pop up on youtube because now I can call you Brother. Thanks for listening to Kind, I enjoyed hearing it too.

  • @Amanda-yf7vj
    @Amanda-yf7vj Год назад +5

    We all prayed that God would heal my aunt. Well he did! He took her home to be with him. She is healed and so is your father. You will see him again even though the wait be long.

    • @beforetherainbow355
      @beforetherainbow355 Год назад

      This happened with my aunt as well. It really hurt my mothers relationship with God for a little while, as less than a year later He also took her brother, and my grandfather less than a year after that. Healing doesn't always come on this side of eternity....what our loved ones received was the ultimate healing!

    • @Amanda-yf7vj
      @Amanda-yf7vj Год назад

      @@beforetherainbow355 😔 I'm so sorry. Loss is so hard for us who aren't there yet or as I call it haven't graduated to the next stage of life

  • @mademoiselleB12
    @mademoiselleB12 11 месяцев назад +7

    Not ugly Leonardo .. it's purely Beautiful ❤

  • @reesacarr1936
    @reesacarr1936 Год назад +13

    I have been a Christian my whole life. I was born into a Christian home and I love Jesus more than anything in this world, more than my parents, my children more than everything and it is because he is so kind to me, to you, to everyone and I just wish they would open up to him like you did. Congrats very proud of you and so excited for your walk with Jesus and that personal relationship he loves so much.

  • @ramsey.pizarro
    @ramsey.pizarro Год назад +35

    i have never heard this song before I just heard it with you and started balling. God is truly so good! These lyrics are truly so good and true.

  • @MB-mn8yk
    @MB-mn8yk 8 месяцев назад +3

    Man, He did heal your father. He healed him on the other side of eternity.

  • @trystendawson7473
    @trystendawson7473 Год назад +27

    Remember. He isn't always choosing who he heals and doesn't heal. It's also about who he chooses to take. All in Gods good time! Love your videos!

  • @carriegilmoregoringna7559
    @carriegilmoregoringna7559 10 месяцев назад +8

    Dude, you kill me! Thank you for keeping it real! Praying for you Brother! Holy Spirit! Please comfort and continue to teach this man of God!

  • @pattichapman7296
    @pattichapman7296 Год назад +33

    It’s SO WONDERFUL to have you back!! I LOVE this song!! Take care of yourself my brother!! I’ll continue to Pray for you.
    🙏🏼🌈❤️🕊🐾

  • @LoriFailner
    @LoriFailner Месяц назад +2

    I just lost my father yesterday. I have no other words right now other than thank you for sharing this. ❤

  • @loriforeman3500
    @loriforeman3500 9 месяцев назад +7

    It breaks my heart when you cry! Not knowing you but seeing you so vulnerable is just beyond beautiful. Prayers to you and yours always 🫶🏼

  • @lyndseywathen5765
    @lyndseywathen5765 6 месяцев назад +5

    please dont apologize. The true display of raw emotion at realising how all encompassing the love of God is is beautiful!! this brought me to tears

  • @sandy_521lakestreet
    @sandy_521lakestreet 7 месяцев назад +4

    I am sitting here crying with you........God Bless us both.....

  • @debperry1431
    @debperry1431 11 месяцев назад +14

    All He's ever been is kind to me also...thank you for Your Amazing Grace Jesus!!!!

  • @randomvintagefilm273
    @randomvintagefilm273 10 месяцев назад +4

    Awwe, it is obvious you are redeemed and love your Father in Heaven. You are being refined by the fire brother. Much love ❤

  • @MarkP2103
    @MarkP2103 11 месяцев назад +19

    This song has a special meaning to me and I will never forget the KINDNESS and MIRACLE my family received ... Thank you Jesus

  • @hilbeans06
    @hilbeans06 Год назад +14

    You have an amazing partner. She picked a perfect song that completely describes your journey in your faith.

  • @depabooks
    @depabooks 10 месяцев назад +4

    Isn't wonderful how the Holy Spirit touches us so deeply......

  • @mercedesallison5951
    @mercedesallison5951 11 месяцев назад +3

    I’m so happy for you brother I’m Jesus Christ! Is normal to cry when we open our hearts for him! Aleluya

  • @alvinaawong357
    @alvinaawong357 Год назад +6

    Aloha Brother from Hawaii 🤗🕊️🔥🌹🤙 it's so beautiful to see when men can be "real"! I was serving in full time ministry in Los Angeles when I received a call from my mom that my dad went home to the Lord. I was broken because I was coming home in a couple of months to celebrate my sister's graduation from highschool. And now my dad wasn't going to be there. It wasn't easy, BUT GOD! He helped me through the pain and loss. He's doing the same for you now. Trust Him...know that you will be reunited with your father.❤ SHALOM SHALOM 👐 Let the Lord continue to strengthen you and your family during this time. It's okay to be vulnerable. It's during these times that our Heavenly Father becomes greater within us! All glory to HIM! 👏🇺🇸🇮🇱🌹

  • @natalieohlsson7777
    @natalieohlsson7777 11 месяцев назад +8

    I love Cory Asbury songs. They always really touch my heart deeply for the Lord

  • @Norahsegavas
    @Norahsegavas Год назад +7

    This song wrecks me too! “All He’s ever been was kind” just wrecks me… Truth

  • @lilev4409
    @lilev4409 Год назад +2

    I'm sorry to hear about your father, condolences. Keep drawing near to God and He will draw near to you and how blessed are you when you experience His peace that passes all understanding. May the Holy Spirit comfort you in your time of grief. Jesus loves you.

  • @griffenjones8229
    @griffenjones8229 Год назад +16

    Man it’s awesome to see where you are now. I remember watching your reaction to Oceans by hillsong a while back and I started watching all your vids. As a Christian I love seeing your progress and how God changed your life!

  • @TheTrueStevieK
    @TheTrueStevieK Год назад +12

    Love you brother. I cry almost every time I sing this song in earnest. I pray for peace for you in this rough season 🙏🏼

  • @debbiegrager8646
    @debbiegrager8646 11 месяцев назад +2

    God is good! Even in the pain and confusion. Bless you as you walk with Him!

  • @DarkPony.01
    @DarkPony.01 9 месяцев назад +2

    I lost my mom when I was 35, she was 56. Isaiah 57:1 is what got me through…praying that the God of all comfort and all peace will be with you as you grieve the loss.

  • @savedbygrace6735
    @savedbygrace6735 Год назад +21

    This touched me so much! You have been a real encouragement to me. So glad to see your faith being strengthened. We serve an amazing Heavenly Father❤🙏

  • @judywallace783
    @judywallace783 Год назад +4

    I feel your place. I lost my dad in Sept. My mom had a heart attack in Nov. and then had difibulator surgery in Feb. My brother who is on the kidney transplant list was hospitalized 3 times with complications with his peritoneal catheter. My husband had a perforated appendix and hernia surgery. Was then hospitalized with osteomyelitis (complications from diabetes), came home and bottomed out so had to perform CPR, was then hospitalized again for a blood clot. Meantime my brother-in-law had a stroke, my brother and sister-in-law where rear ended by two cars and hospitalized with extensive back injuries, my sister and her husband were laid off (came back home and luckily found jobs), and then my mother’s only living sibling was run over by a drunk driver while in his wheel chair (that Happened in May and he finally went home Monday). I have wanted to curse God for all these challenges our family has faced, but even in all the pain and turmoil He has been kind. I ugly cried when you played this song, because it is all I have felt in the last 11 months.

  • @jillmarshall5471
    @jillmarshall5471 Год назад +1

    Lenard I am sorry for your loss. I pray for you. You prayed for your fathers healing and God answered that prayer. He healed him just not on this side. He is free from the sickness and pain. I know your heart aches for him because I lost my dad in 2017. Not a day goes by that I don't miss him and his Godly wisdom. God's grace is sufficient and I pray that He wraps you in His arms and covers you in His grace. This is a beautiful song. Thank you.

  • @jonellamoore960
    @jonellamoore960 10 месяцев назад +2

    What’s so wonderful is that He’s coming back soon to take us Home to live with Him forever! All the pain and sadness will be washed away forever! God loves us so much he allowed His Son to die a brutal death in order to offer us atonement and salvation and eternal life. MARANATHA! ✋🏻🤚🏻💫👑

  • @robinfoshee4543
    @robinfoshee4543 11 месяцев назад +7

    Man, your story is extraordinarily Moving. I’m a 60 ur old that really appreciates what your doing and love how genuine you are your emotions and comments. Keep clinging to Him! Much love my friend!!

  • @dpwellman
    @dpwellman Год назад +4

    Unexpected surprise. Very glad to see you back to form, despite the circumstances.
    Hope we can share more music in the future. . . like near future. . like. . . some annual festive celebration future. . . if you catch my. . . drift?

  • @andreawhysall1
    @andreawhysall1 Год назад +1

    Oh wow. I sobbed at this.....I've battled to, as you know when my husband died suddenly I was so angry....how could God do this.....but my journey since has shown me that even when things like this happen, it is part of his plan for us.....God has shown me so much more about his love and grace and I've grown in him ......I love God so much more and know so much more that we really cannot do this life without him xxx

  • @michelebeew1l930
    @michelebeew1l930 Год назад +2

    Blessed is the Name most High 🕊
    The Kindness in His Promise
    Your transformation was witnessed and I continue keep watch in my prayers over you and your family.. Leo, Galatians, fruit of His Spirit
    Keep your eyes on Him. Amen

  • @andycampsall3832
    @andycampsall3832 Год назад +11

    Love you Leo always loved the journey you’ve been on from that first Christian song you reviewed way back to where you are today full on for Jesus. Sorry to hear about your Dad I hope you and Erica stay strong through the grieving. See you on discord love you bro ❤

    • @FishersofMen721
      @FishersofMen721 Год назад +1

      So true I remember when he started this journey its beautiful

  • @dianabrazil3571
    @dianabrazil3571 Год назад +8

    I saw Cory Amsbury this past weekend at Soulfest and man he is absolutely my favorite artist/writer. He has such a joyful presence and an amazing story! He's a very soulful person ❤

  • @jaquelincarrillo6885
    @jaquelincarrillo6885 11 месяцев назад +2

    I lost my dad 3 years ago. God has been so kind to me through it all. My prayers for you to live psalms 91.

  • @janewestpoldskrvseth
    @janewestpoldskrvseth Год назад +1

    A am truly sorry for your loss, a lost mine2 years ago and a still doesn't understand that he is gone. So a understand you and think of the good memories. And thanks for the good song hugs from Norway 🫂🫂🙏🏽🙏🏽💞💞

  • @user-xu6li2mu7p
    @user-xu6li2mu7p Год назад +4

    I've watched you on and off for a while now, prayed for you right along with our brothers and sisters in Christ! Bless you and your family for the loss of your father, I too lost mine in 2016. I found so much comfort from the Lord!

  • @ozw3k2000
    @ozw3k2000 Год назад +7

    Hey brother, I am so sorry to hear of your loss. This song came to me at the right time these last few weeks while I've been in a dark place. I lost my daughter at 4 days old back at Christmas. I think another song that might help is scars in heaven by casting crowns. The past and pain may define us but it does not dictate how we live moving forward. God bless you brother...

  • @arieplomp8906
    @arieplomp8906 4 месяца назад +1

    Leonardo , I’am standing in the same shoes ! I totaly agree , Cory is one of a kind songwriter! His Music and lyrics helped me through tough times! I lost also my dad ! My dad was a man from few words and “ Born again “ does remind me of him and the love of our Savior! And “Sails” also gave me lots of strenght the song from Patt Barret with Steffani and Amanda! I hope you find time to listen to these songs ! I’m so sorry for your loss! I wish you all the best and God’s love ! One day we Will be reunited with our loved ones in the loving arms of our Lord ! 🫶🙏 Greetings from the Netherlands 🇳🇱

  • @kassiedavidson-tooby6047
    @kassiedavidson-tooby6047 7 месяцев назад +1

    I adore this song. I played it on repeat for days. I love Jesus more than anyone or anything. I cried all the way through this video. God is awesome beyond understanding. Much love to you, God will take you safely through your grief. God bless, Kassie xxx

  • @jtbrownjr71
    @jtbrownjr71 Год назад +4

    Glory Hallelujah!!! Praying for you as I’m typing this through tears. In your pain it’s clear to see how God is moving in your life. I know what it’s like to lose your parent… I have lost both. And I can attest… He is just kind.

  • @chrisinolympiawa9295
    @chrisinolympiawa9295 Год назад +7

    Wow! This is a powerful song! It reminds me of this portion of scripture that I keep coming back to when I struggle with God. John 6:60-69 After this many of his disciples turned back and no longer walked with him. So Jesus said to the twelve, “Do you want to go away as well?” Simon Peter answered him, “Lord, to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life, and we have believed, and have come to know, that you are the Holy One of God.”

  • @madtabletopgamer3204
    @madtabletopgamer3204 4 месяца назад

    Good song, I prayed in my truck today and broke down in tears after singing the Lord's prayer in the truck... Amen brother, I am glad you found Jesus Christ...

  • @helenatkins8421
    @helenatkins8421 Год назад +1

    Bless you my Brother. God's blessings be upon you. Stay close to Him. He'll never let you go.❤

  • @desertsunset8025
    @desertsunset8025 Год назад +6

    Happy to see you back , even though i know ots difficult to show raw emotions to the public . God Bless you and Erica and your beautiful family 🙏 . I have shared this video with a family member who is going through the same thing you have . You have a great message , thank you .

  • @pattibarksdale9806
    @pattibarksdale9806 Год назад +12

    I have been a believer for most of my life. At 67 the last four years have been the hardest. We lost our middle son in 2019 to a drunk driver. Shortly after my husband was diagnosed with non-Hodgkins lymphoma. He was pronounced clear in June of 2020 and relapsed in October of 2021. He passed away last October. I have had the hardest time with “why”. Why if healing is possible, why not him? I know the Lord numbers our days before there was one but still. I have the hardest time praying. I feel further from Him than ever. Just feel so lost. I am grateful that even if I feel far from Him.

    • @marranm4950
      @marranm4950 11 месяцев назад +1

      Jesus is never far from you ! Dear Patti…. Rest assured Jesus will never leave you or forsake you He’s right by your side now believe when I tell you I’ve lost so many members of my family through cancer dementia alcoholism Car accidental death I’ve asked the Why ? Why ? Why ? but even then God’s there for the Why? He has taken everyone off your tears and kept them in a jar No we will never quite understand so much loss pain ! but Jesus went through so much more for us Lean into Him because He loves you so very much my sweetheart I wish I could give you the biggest huuuuuuuuuuuuuggggg So here’s a long one from me I’ll be here for you if ever you want to chat God bless you dearest one xxxx

    • @jaquelincarrillo6885
      @jaquelincarrillo6885 11 месяцев назад

      Prayers for your hurt and the Lord to hold you close. Read his word, it's so encouraging.

  • @kimberlycraft3806
    @kimberlycraft3806 10 месяцев назад +1

    May you truly, authentically feel the compassion and caring sent to you.. love, Agape! We we all be together again one fine day! Your father will be there to greet you just as my loved ones and Christ Himself!

  • @LittleHouseOnTheMountain
    @LittleHouseOnTheMountain Год назад

    You clung to your heavenly Father as you said goodbye to your earthly one. My brother, that is beautiful. Im so sorry for your deep sorrow and loss. Jesus is near to the broken-hearted ❤❤❤

  • @hackerdontcare2032
    @hackerdontcare2032 Год назад +5

    I first heard this song with you and I was crying with you but your words at the end is where I lost it. There is quick loss and slow fade loss but its still loss, and I think I am just realizing that I'm greaving too just for different reasons. Thank you for you willingness to do this and your vulnerability. I need this song as well. My prayers are with you.

  • @brookemtman9978
    @brookemtman9978 Год назад +4

    Love the slide guitar!! Your wife is a wonderful lady, as she picked the perfect song!! So beautiful❤

  • @sherrycanter1453
    @sherrycanter1453 Год назад +1

    .WOW..Such a blessing..All I see is Jesus all over you❤❤❤❤

  • @elisnastevenson5813
    @elisnastevenson5813 2 месяца назад

    You know the other day I was asked "how do you experience God's love" and as time goes on it's different but man.... Watching you listening to this song.... I experience God's love so much. Thank you for sharing 🙏

  • @Chaotic_Veteran
    @Chaotic_Veteran 11 месяцев назад +3

    That feeling you have when you listen to that song is conviction within your heart my from the Holy Spirit my friend! I’m truly sorry for your loss. Having lost my younger brother I too found myself asking why and shouting in anger. But, by the grace of God I was able to realize that it wasn’t my place to question the the choices of God. There are lessons in the struggle regardless of what it is. Keep clinging to His hand!

  • @Elya08
    @Elya08 Год назад +12

    I was sobbing from the first line of this song, too. My marriage is struggling, and I miscarried my second baby… 😭
    ETA: “And in return, all He’s been is Kind”. God has shown me love when I couldn’t love myself through my pain and anger.

  • @ericsullivan7190
    @ericsullivan7190 Год назад +2

    Love to see “former atheist”. I’ve been praying for you since your first worship song reaction. Keep the faith, brother

  • @lindaderry8469
    @lindaderry8469 4 месяца назад

    I feel your pain. I lost my husband my soulmate on 10-20-23. I cling to him and you are washed clean. So you are bright and pure as the undriven snow. I pray for you and I that as we travel this journey of grief. God Bless 🙏💙⚓️

  • @lydiathompson8536
    @lydiathompson8536 10 месяцев назад +1

    WOW....what a powerful testimony of your love and change in your path! Thank you for your vulerability...i'm sure that alone touched many! This song by Cory Asbury is special, purposeful and so powerful!

  • @addygeyer9522
    @addygeyer9522 Год назад

    God is so good to us even when were unfaithful and angry, God still runs after us with His loveing kindness and unfailing love. He left the 99 to find us. His Holy Spirit breaks open our hard hearted hearts. Praise God for His goodness!!

  • @sierraboer6221
    @sierraboer6221 10 месяцев назад

    I lost my little brother August 18th in 2022 he was only 22 and I was pregnant with his 2nd niece.... Our family prayed and didn't everything we thought we could to save him...unfortunately the enemy took his life and we were all in utter shock, it still feels unreal to speak about it. All this to say Our God has been kind. I have my 2nd daughter just two months after my brother died. She was not planned by us. Infact we were trying to not get pregnant. GOD had other plans. She is and was my rainbow after a flood of tears. She has a supernatural gift of joy, and looks sooo much like my little brother did as a baby. And God gave her to us because he knew the pain we would all walk through, so he gave us joy through her in the midst of our sorrow.

  • @coffeegirll
    @coffeegirll 10 месяцев назад +1

    Love you Leo❤️ You have such a tender heart and I just know how much God loves that! It’s so wonderful. Glory to God!!!

  • @pattywinkle8791
    @pattywinkle8791 10 месяцев назад

    God Knows how to reach us Right where we are!! I Remember feeling like I couldn’t even walk without holding his hand! At the very Moment I thought that a song came on the radio… Called I can’t even walk without you holding my hand!!!God is So Merciful!!!❤❤❤

  • @tinalafever1756
    @tinalafever1756 9 месяцев назад

    Every living thing has an expiration date. No matter how much we pray when its our time or the ones we love, we have to go. It took me a long time to really understand that. He is a truly beautiful God.

  • @monicafaalavaau7163
    @monicafaalavaau7163 5 месяцев назад

    Hei Leonardo, I did that too! I cursed God publically blaming him for my miserable Life! & while I confessed it passionately, one day to these Beautiful young people & my foster family who LOVE JESUS, my whole body & voice was trembling!
    Did I know that years later, I would give my Heart to Jesus, Hallelujah 🙌 He captured me because of his Kindness in people who picked up my broken Heart & simply Loved me! Thank-you for sharing wholeheartedly a Jesus Parable!!! You deserve all the Honour & Glory Abba, Father Amen 🙏

  • @merchernel123
    @merchernel123 24 дня назад

    Thank you so much for your honesty. I lost my son at 4months old. God bless your open heart. God will never leave you. Jesus Christ is right there. If you start to doubt you let go and give it to God. Life is hard. But you are not alone. And you just introduced me to Cory. I'm crying but still so in love with God. If my baby is with God now who could I ever be in life to stand a chance against that and who am I to question? He'd be 21 this year on earth. And I'm grateful he's home.

  • @wildeberry74
    @wildeberry74 Год назад +2

    Oh Leo! 💝💝💝 Hugs my brother!
    One day when your journey on earth is through, you will be with your father, AND your Father again, and you will have your eyes wide open as to the Lord's timing for our loved ones life span. Hang in there until then! ❤

  • @paulacribb56
    @paulacribb56 10 месяцев назад

    Never apologize for crying. Its the way a soul heals and the way the HOLY SPIRIT moves in you...God bless you brother!

  • @nesetagiilima9211
    @nesetagiilima9211 2 месяца назад

    He surely kicked down that door to get to your heart! Hallelujah!

  • @user-yy9uz9ds5d
    @user-yy9uz9ds5d 9 месяцев назад

    And that, my brother in Christ, is a heart changed by the love of our Savior. Hallelujah!! For his mercy endures forever.

  • @user-friendly36
    @user-friendly36 8 месяцев назад +1

    Those of us who truly love God have all felt this.

  • @mjrox317
    @mjrox317 9 месяцев назад

    I prayed so hard for my baby and pleaded for his life in 2022. God did not heal him in this life, but I know that my son is being cared for better than I ever could on the other side. So I asked God, “What do you want me to know through this?” For me, He had a new heavenly mindset to give me: a new appreciation for those around me, a new level of patience with my children I have here with me on Earth, more connection with my husband, and a deeper faith when bad things come.
    “Goodness of God” was my song to listen to in my grief. If you haven’t listened to it yet, it is a powerful song to worship to when handing your heartache to Him, because He grieves with us.

  • @joannehorton6721
    @joannehorton6721 Год назад +1

    Bless you brother Leonardo

  • @theburgess2863
    @theburgess2863 11 месяцев назад +2

    This song is beyond annointed and beautiful! I have had many hard circumstances the last 5 years. A lot of death and sorrow. I understand exactly how you feel Leonardo even though I have been saved since I was a child. Thank you Cory and thank you Leonardo for your honesty! I to will be replaying this song over and over and over! Blessings!

  • @Dillinger444
    @Dillinger444 3 дня назад

    I had n NDE in 2018 and I had a full out of body experience seen my grandpa that died 19 yrs before he walked right up to me but he didn't have two legs when he died and was blind in his right eye my entire life and he was so great looking. I was able to see down on myself as they cut my body out of the car. I was then projected into the mountain side n engulfed by the warmest loving feeling ever. Then it sounded like thunder rolling through the mountain side and a voice come out of the clouds that sounded like a voice I knew my entire life. He said my son it's not ur time u need to go back for you have many great things yet to do. He also gave me a gift to feel the presence of angels, and I'm a mortician n it's a different feeling

  • @genarovalencia7089
    @genarovalencia7089 Месяц назад

    Best song to break down to especially when you live through it. I love you God for always being kind

  • @tonyakucey42
    @tonyakucey42 10 месяцев назад

    I am so sorry you for the loss of your father. My husband died last year after years of praying for his healing. I understand the sorrow. I feel that God did heal him…..total healing in heaven.

  • @janeblue3053
    @janeblue3053 10 месяцев назад

    When the Spirit hits you, It’s really hard to contain your emotions..when I hear a song or an old hymn from bygone days
    I’m brought to tears.