@@4myaegetting likes on a youtube comment means absolutely nothing. you gain absolutely nothing from getting a like on a comment. i simply commented on like 3 separate videos because i thought it would be fun in 20 years or so to see people still come back to these songs far past when i experienced them. i don’t know how you have found enough time in your life to be offended by that. enjoy the music, and have a good one.
This album makes me feel like I am living in the static dark of a sleeping TV, waiting to be woken up so I can be what someone wants me to be, entertaining them and praying I keep their attention until they inevitably switch me off, and I am plunged back into the cold depths of static and drowning in its lonely embrace. I long to be useful again.
Thank you mother I was truly looking for Ethel Cain - Amber Waves (Official Visualizer) today. Life has been rough but I know it can get better with Ethel Cain - Amber Waves (Official Visualizer) in my headphones.
Sad that my first listen of the album is coming to an end, grateful that I get to live on with it for an eternity. It happened to me. It’s happening to everyone.
I don’t think I’ve ever had such a guttural reaction to a song before. There’s something about the way it sounds that makes me want to start sobbing. Hayden is so talented
This song makes me ask myself what was it in my life that hurt me the most? Out of everything I need to know. I was so happy to be alive before. Even when bad things would happen it didn’t hurt me at first. I was so much stronger. Something broke me.
it's here and it's happening to me, you and everybody else. as it's always been happening and will continue to do so for this whole year or another. i love you hayden anhedonia, you.. you are something that's ineffable to describe in words. you're unreal. you're not real to me and when I listen to you, I don't feel real either. it feels like im floating, listening to your music. it's heavenly, psychedelic I just feel so so high. and i find myself being nostalgic and melancholic towards a place somewhere that I've never been, towards a feeling in my heart and soul that I've felt only once or twice but your music helps in its rebirth. thank you, hayden for all these tracks that I so will listen to every day. you're not even going to see this but thank you.
This album takes you and drags you by the hair through the darkest places of your mind, and I loved every second of it. I was exploring an abandoned building site while listening to it and everything just felt so right, it was exhilarating. On my way out I noticed a street light flickering to the tempo of Housofpsychoticwomn, and then a neon sign to Onanist. Thank you so much Hayden, I feel like you truly understand me. I feel such a deep connection to the album already.
this entire album reminds me of the ambience of fnaf 1 for whatever reason. Not even in a funny way, in a very familiar but uncomfortable way. In the vein of machines , innocence being subjected to violence, and decay. very creepy. maybe I’m just too high
Love this song. As I was listening, I peered out my window and caught a little glimpse of life for two birds. They ducked together, flitted about, and perched side by side on this overhang of an apartment building. I think because of that I will associate this beautiful song with me and my mom ❤ thank you for touching me and so many other people with your music.
as someone who has suffered greatly due to my self-afflicted addiction, this song is fucking cathartic. thank you❤️ “is it not fun to feel many other ways what you do is nothing to me is it not fun in the catatonia maybe it’s true you were nothing to me” fuck.
i have chills all over my body, listening to this album in the dark with only a candle is the best idea i’ve ever had. hayden i’m, again, in awe and amazed by you. it is indeed happening to everybody.
I had a dream to the demo ver of this abt a group of older teens who were kidnapped as small children and raised in a cult in a house by a man who told them the outside world was evil and eventually he disappeared and they believed smth horrible happened to him and rearranged the hierarchy to replace him and all this abuse happened until they finally found out he just realized what deep shit he was going to be in with the law and abandoned them in cowardice and now they didnt know how to be people and went insane
just unbelievable. the full version builds on the demo in the most perfect way. everything she does is magic, and speaks to me like no other. florida forever 🤍
first listen ,3 mins in and i feel a well in my throat like a spike, it makes my soul want to cry before my brain realizes, truly an amazing experience . l Hayden is the only one who can write the way pain sits on the chest.
This song makes me think of growing up and trying to heal from years of complex trauma and abuse. And how that effects a young mind and person and their decisions and mindset and opinions of themselves and others. And it makes me think of the complexity of trauma and trauma bonds, and love for Family or a lover even when that is unusual or unreciprocated because of the abuse they've inflicted onto you. And how it almost turns into Stockholm syndrome in ways. And how you long for the very people who hurt you, even if you're not in that place anymore. And how hard , almost unbearable to move on or forward. But, you do because its the only way or place to go because you don't have those family or friends or that lover anymore because you were strong enough to leave, but yet still sitting with, and struggling with the grief and pain because you'll never quite get over it all, or them, or really know how to "act" or "be" normal. But we try. Its happening to you, its happening to me, its happening to everybody. This song, This entire project made me feel like i am not the only person in the world who suffered, who escaped, survived and yet still suffers, mourns, and longs. Thank you.
This is exactly it, songs burns like a lump in your chest . At least an understanding to the pain and weird loneliness in trying to grow and move away from trauma and abuse. i still long for the love of those who hurt me. but am still angry at yourself for letting it happen.
This song gave me the same feeling as Holy Is the Name at the end of All b-tches die by Lingua Ignota, it also gave me goosebumps, at 2 am on a school night with my headphones on, my room dark, some candles lit and benumbed by all the song prior to this one. I can’t even put it to words. It’s such a marvelous and cathartic song, especially considering my brother is basically giving himself away to smoke and weed. Some of my fav lyrics from you ever. Thank you.
So beautiful, and also all the other emotions too! I'm pretty sure the world's largest teapot even got me through a spot there oddly enough. Thank you for the album and all of the other things you do!
I genuinely don’t allow myself to listen to this after the first listen because the second that guitar comes in my stomach tightens and I feel like crying. I would die if I overplayed this
thank you for such an incredible experience, ethel. we love you and your art. please keep realising more and more we never will be tired of listening you
Sí está canción hubiera salido en 2019 hubiera Sido una locura, nunca me había sentido tan identificada con las letras de Ethel, escucharla fue una experiencia tan cruda y tan humana wow...
commenting just to flex on the future generations to come, that i was here when ethel cained on us all
okay bot and likes seeker, we see you under every visualizer with the same comment
I'd rather she etheled, but to each his own
@ not a bot but what’s wrong with me commenting this under a couple visualizers? not every. it truly isn’t that serious
@@lisztomaniiac likes seeking aint fun thats all
@@4myaegetting likes on a youtube comment means absolutely nothing. you gain absolutely nothing from getting a like on a comment. i simply commented on like 3 separate videos because i thought it would be fun in 20 years or so to see people still come back to these songs far past when i experienced them. i don’t know how you have found enough time in your life to be offended by that. enjoy the music, and have a good one.
WHY does this feel like I’m remembering a memory that isn’t even mine? This is a soul experience wtf HAYDEN
The sky is so much bigger when this song plays
dare i say this is possibly one of the best songs of hayden’s entire discography
dare I say you're correct
this song is an experience that you just have to let take control
@@ry666n couldn’t be truer
This album makes me feel like I am living in the static dark of a sleeping TV, waiting to be woken up so I can be what someone wants me to be, entertaining them and praying I keep their attention until they inevitably switch me off, and I am plunged back into the cold depths of static and drowning in its lonely embrace. I long to be useful again.
It’s so David lynch coded
Thank you mother I was truly looking for Ethel Cain - Amber Waves (Official Visualizer) today. Life has been rough but I know it can get better with Ethel Cain - Amber Waves (Official Visualizer) in my headphones.
Best comment.
Sad that my first listen of the album is coming to an end, grateful that I get to live on with it for an eternity. It happened to me. It’s happening to everyone.
I don’t think I’ve ever had such a guttural reaction to a song before. There’s something about the way it sounds that makes me want to start sobbing. Hayden is so talented
bawled my eyes out from start to finish, you're meant to do this
I am so seated
This song makes me ask myself what was it in my life that hurt me the most? Out of everything I need to know. I was so happy to be alive before. Even when bad things would happen it didn’t hurt me at first. I was so much stronger. Something broke me.
the 7:02 - 9:02 stretch hits so hard at the end of this album..
played block blast while processing this whole album ily hayden
Literally what I’m doing right now omg
this and scrolling through pinterest 😭😭
This album made me do a journal entry about this great dark, divine theater concept... holy shit the chokehold this woman has on me
Cooool
"Is it not fun to feel many other ways?"
Absolutely beautiful work.
I was hoping this would come out officially, defo my favourite on the album.
This walking in the fog is so good
i remember hearing this live at summer stage in nyc, so beautiful and hypnotic. so happy for its release
it's here and it's happening to me, you and everybody else. as it's always been happening and will continue to do so for this whole year or another. i love you hayden anhedonia, you.. you are something that's ineffable to describe in words. you're unreal. you're not real to me and when I listen to you, I don't feel real either. it feels like im floating, listening to your music. it's heavenly, psychedelic I just feel so so high. and i find myself being nostalgic and melancholic towards a place somewhere that I've never been, towards a feeling in my heart and soul that I've felt only once or twice but your music helps in its rebirth. thank you, hayden for all these tracks that I so will listen to every day. you're not even going to see this but thank you.
this one is so special. feels like finally getting closure from difficult times. thank you 🖤
This album takes you and drags you by the hair through the darkest places of your mind, and I loved every second of it. I was exploring an abandoned building site while listening to it and everything just felt so right, it was exhilarating. On my way out I noticed a street light flickering to the tempo of Housofpsychoticwomn, and then a neon sign to Onanist. Thank you so much Hayden, I feel like you truly understand me. I feel such a deep connection to the album already.
This whole album was an experience and i dont know if I'll ever be the same...
this entire album reminds me of the ambience of fnaf 1 for whatever reason. Not even in a funny way, in a very familiar but uncomfortable way. In the vein of machines , innocence being subjected to violence, and decay. very creepy. maybe I’m just too high
no youre right though diegetic industrial dark ambience is what will save the world
this album made me feel like an alzheimers patient i love it
Please don't speak so lightly of it, it's not anything to make a joke out of.
If you actually knew what it felt like you wouldn't have said that.
god, i love ethel and her fanbase but i forgot she has fans that says bullshit like this sometimes, like did you read what you typed, my god...
@@tourniquet381 exactly, they need to learn when to think twice about the things they say.
No hay mejor forma de describirlo
Love this song. As I was listening, I peered out my window and caught a little glimpse of life for two birds. They ducked together, flitted about, and perched side by side on this overhang of an apartment building. I think because of that I will associate this beautiful song with me and my mom ❤ thank you for touching me and so many other people with your music.
as someone who has suffered greatly due to my self-afflicted addiction, this song is fucking cathartic. thank you❤️
“is it not fun to feel many other ways
what you do is nothing to me
is it not fun in the catatonia
maybe it’s true
you were nothing to me”
fuck.
I feel like this song makes me want more life. I didnt want this album to end.
The way she sings "Amber Waves at me" is so hauntingly beautiful!!! She sounded like she had lived on earth for a millions of years.
that ad at the five minute mark hit me like a 40 ton truck
Real
this and a joint is heaven
At this point, I don’t think I will ever be capable of forgetting Ethel Cain. This experience is beautiful ❤
I need some black lace and an oil lamp
Best song on the album, I actually can't, this is so good 😭
This song is so genuinely beautiful.
the way i can hear the waves crushing, this is high level poetry!
commenting to look back when i’m healed from this 😍
i have chills all over my body, listening to this album in the dark with only a candle is the best idea i’ve ever had. hayden i’m, again, in awe and amazed by you. it is indeed happening to everybody.
Hayden's talent and way of creating a mood and telling a story through her music is extraordinary and unmatched and this album proves it once more 🖤
this guitar reminds me of living room by grouper, love love love
Omg yes
“watching love of mine leave but i’ll be alright” I understand, mother...
I think this may be one of your most impeccable songs to date. Holy shit, well done Miss Cain 🖤
Listening to this track to sleep is a whole new experience to me, thanks Ethel Cain❤
I had a dream to the demo ver of this abt a group of older teens who were kidnapped as small children and raised in a cult in a house by a man who told them the outside world was evil and eventually he disappeared and they believed smth horrible happened to him and rearranged the hierarchy to replace him and all this abuse happened until they finally found out he just realized what deep shit he was going to be in with the law and abandoned them in cowardice and now they didnt know how to be people and went insane
Please write this, I need a book like this to drown in while Perverts plays on repeat in the background ❤
@Vasaloloa Id like to but i bet you theres already a book like it out there somewhere
@@hc7220 Doesn't mean that other books would have your unique spin on it ♡ It's a really great idea, I really love it ♡
sounds like the movie "the village"
reminded me of i who have never known men, lord of the flies and true detective S3!!
I read a letter my mom wrote me to this and I cried. A lot. I don’t know if I would’ve cried as hard without this song.
i absolutly love this, tomorrow is my 15 birthday and im not even glad, this song just made me look at the wall in silence
Happy birthday! It’s all going to be ok. Ur not alone :)
@@josephd7720 ahw, thank u sm
Happy birthday man! It’s all uphill from here trust me 🫶
Her voice is so angelic! ✨🪽🪽
just unbelievable. the full version builds on the demo in the most perfect way. everything she does is magic, and speaks to me like no other. florida forever 🤍
3:30 made me ascend when the layered vocals hit
This is the best song in the album. Thank you Hayden
what a unique sonic experience. so thankful for these visualizers, too. they help immerse the listener in the music so deeply.
THANK YOU MOTHER CAIN ❤
This feels like an Ambient Black Metal type of release. You're amazing Hayden.
god how i love this song
thank u mother for releasing an official version of this song
Loved this album, this kind of music lends itself well for offering a borderline movie experience. Really like this.
falling asleep to this just hits different
first listen ,3 mins in and i feel a well in my throat like a spike, it makes my soul want to cry before my brain realizes, truly an amazing experience . l Hayden is the only one who can write the way pain sits on the chest.
the only spirit I trust for guidance and protection is ethel cain
I cried, thank you mother🙏
I forgive myself and all I have done. I must unapologetically love myself to truly be myself. No more shame just breathe in and out. In and out.
5:47 holy Jesus I’m acending
This album was an experienceeee
genuinely beautiful
it’s happening to all of us, at the same time, all of the time
i love amber waves so much
We have been blessed 🙌 ✨️✨️
This song makes me think of growing up and trying to heal from years of complex trauma and abuse. And how that effects a young mind and person and their decisions and mindset and opinions of themselves and others. And it makes me think of the complexity of trauma and trauma bonds, and love for Family or a lover even when that is unusual or unreciprocated because of the abuse they've inflicted onto you. And how it almost turns into Stockholm syndrome in ways. And how you long for the very people who hurt you, even if you're not in that place anymore. And how hard , almost unbearable to move on or forward. But, you do because its the only way or place to go because you don't have those family or friends or that lover anymore because you were strong enough to leave, but yet still sitting with, and struggling with the grief and pain because you'll never quite get over it all, or them, or really know how to "act" or "be" normal. But we try. Its happening to you, its happening to me, its happening to everybody. This song, This entire project made me feel like i am not the only person in the world who suffered, who escaped, survived and yet still suffers, mourns, and longs. Thank you.
This is exactly it, songs burns like a lump in your chest . At least an understanding to the pain and weird loneliness in trying to grow and move away from trauma and abuse. i still long for the love of those who hurt me. but am still angry at yourself for letting it happen.
This oddly reminds me off lullabies i used to listen to on cds as a little kid
At least that’s a good thing happening to me right now thanks hayden such a masterpiece of an album
This song gave me the same feeling as Holy Is the Name at the end of All b-tches die by Lingua Ignota, it also gave me goosebumps, at 2 am on a school night with my headphones on, my room dark, some candles lit and benumbed by all the song prior to this one. I can’t even put it to words. It’s such a marvelous and cathartic song, especially considering my brother is basically giving himself away to smoke and weed. Some of my fav lyrics from you ever. Thank you.
Also, I completely misheard a lyrics the first time, I though it went:”Cause the devil I Know is the devil I owe”
Beautiful resonance at play
WAITING FOR THIS SONG FOR SOOO LONG
Oh god this is it. I feel like I'm ascending.
So beautiful, and also all the other emotions too! I'm pretty sure the world's largest teapot even got me through a spot there oddly enough. Thank you for the album and all of the other things you do!
it has happened to everyone
I genuinely don’t allow myself to listen to this after the first listen because the second that guitar comes in my stomach tightens and I feel like crying. I would die if I overplayed this
i may be sobbing but thank you for this
God this is painfully beautiful
Im seated with lights off, i really need the whole vibe
thank you for such an incredible experience, ethel. we love you and your art. please keep realising more and more we never will be tired of listening you
Ethel Cain…. The woman you are ❤️
The “crunching” sound in the beginning is so haunting. I’m not sure what it is exactly, but given PD’s story… 😩
One of my all time favorite songs by you and Im so so incredibly grateful that youve decided to release it
Sí está canción hubiera salido en 2019 hubiera Sido una locura, nunca me había sentido tan identificada con las letras de Ethel, escucharla fue una experiencia tan cruda y tan humana wow...
she is here and its everything i have ever dreamt of
waves running down my face
she’s such a good artist, i feel so emotional listening to this
will be playing this one REPEATEDLY during school
i absolutely loved hearing this live, i can’t wait to listen to the entire album
love.
this was beautiful hayden, thank you for the reawakening.
it’s happening to me and to everybody :)
I waited so long for this to be released I could actually sob.
chills
This album changed me
Your best track yet
Beautiful
has an early Low vibe. love it
my favorite >>>>>>
listening to this album and god this has to be my favorite so far. how fucking gorgeous