This Article Was My Teenage Frightmare & Here's Why..
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- Опубликовано: 14 окт 2024
- Today I'm sharing my personal testimony with all of you that I shared on California Healin'.
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This particular incident in my childhood is one that I have never shared publicly.
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Beautiful Testimony!!!
I'm alone and live on a very tight budget.
Chynna….how could anyone forget you???
I promise you, I will never forget you. You have a beautiful soul…flaws and all. ❤
Thank you for sharing Chynna, I hope to meet you some day you truly feel like a sister and I know we will see each other for sure some day in heaven.
Always Praying for much happiness , health and love, peace and understanding for you and your beautiful family Chynna. Hold On !!! Peace Of Christ 😊❤ 🙏 🌸 ✌️.
My father was in politics when I was a child and when he lost an election, I had to deal with relentless bullying at school the following day. Two days after the election it was determined the voting machine was programmed to give the vote to the opposite candidate and it was announced that my dad actually won. I took the high road and said nothing at school the following day as the silence was deafening. I simply thanked God for giving those kids a lesson that I hoped would carry throughout their lives.
Kids can be so mean.
I am so happy for you & your father that TRUTH was discovered ASAP & became publicly known. Regardless, those children had no excuse for bullying or speaking in any way derogatory of you. It was not a reflection on you. The most they should have had would be empathy for your hurt when it appeared that your father had lost, & joy for you when it was learned he had actually won. I'm so sorry you experienced bullying. Your reaction in your heart was/is golden.
Been there, all my life.
I was a bullied child as well, but I can't imagine that spotlight on you simultaneously. Mine was an opposite life, but unfair pain is difficult for any child. Hugs.
I was terribly bullied ! For many reasoned!
You all should be praying for McKenzie who was molested by their monster of a father!
And Masterson's victims😢
Hey !! Your being very judgy...that comnent helps no one.
@@MarJo333I only read facts. John did some bad things and that cannot be denied or ignored. But I do pray that john was saved. God loved him and no matter what he did, probably influenced by demonic drugs, he deserved as much grace and forgiveness as you or I.
My dad was married to a woman who turned him against me. I loved my dad. I tried for years to reconcile. In March of this year he got cancer and passed away. I wasn't allowed to tell him I loved him even over the phone. The only thing that helps is knowing that those who blocked me will have to stand before God. I'm working on forgiveness for those who have hurt me.
You have my deepest sympathies and most sincere condolences for the loss of your Dear Dad. God sees all and He will take care of business on your behalf. Take care.
Same happened to my daughter and your dad should have put you before his wife. My daughter knows that her father is a pos for abandoning her at a young age and she is not in the least bit interested in seeing or talking to him. Please move on and realize that your father had his priorities mixed up.
@@maryreilly5092 Thank you for your kind words.
Same story for me. Down to losing him in the month of March. It’s painful but I sense the same thing you speak of.
@@dianac2498 same happened to me , but I was born in march .
I used a spirit box recently because I thought I had a ghost in my house messing with our cat .
My dad came through and he’s stuck and is being punished . He’s mad at me !
As if I’d done this to him ! My Dads second wife that he had abandoned his pregnant wife and two children for. Ultimately burned down my grandparents farm , took all of the land , all of the money , sent my brother sister and myself 100 dollar check notifying us that he had dead and wanted us only to have that .
Ultimately they took everything from my grandparents burnt up everything anybody that lived them might want and stole the rest . My grandma died in public housing alone .
He did it to himself and the fact that he thinks I am somehow at fault is just proof he was maladjusted. . When she dies I hope they get everything they deserve , like all of us . No more or no less . If they can t bring themselves to a better place , deliver themselves from evil then they’re choosing it .
I hope they can find peace .
As a survivor of childhood SA.I pray for your sister Mckenzie for going through what she had too with your father. I also pray for the many victims of Masterson. I support the survivors of SA.
I pray for Danny also. I know some people may not think that's okay because it undermines the victims, but I do it because the Bible tells us to pray for others.
We don't know why Danny was doing those things. I think it had to do with the evil of scientology and maybe Danny was molested as a kid also and never dealt with it, we just don't know.
I feel horrible for the victims and I pray for them to heal, but I pray for his wife and daughter and him also.
One person can make so many victims. I hope he finds Jesus in prison, for real I do. Maybe if the lord cuts him off of scientology for good he will be able to recieve the gospel and ask forgiveness.
You are such a beautiful soul, I cant say it enough. Please always remain faithful to our beautiful Jesus. There is no greater love that I have experienced in my soul but the love of Jesus encompasses it all. God bless you Chynna. 💚
Thanks so much for this! I had such a simular experience. My Dad left me and my Mom joined a guru cult when I was 11. Praise Jesus He has taken the bitterness and unforgiveness out of my heart ♥. My Mom and I have had a reconciliation for the last 6 months and now she's battling pancreatic cancer. You would love me over here blubbering like a 5 yr old today. I just want more time with her now so she can realize her need for salvation through Jesus Christ. Please pray for my Mom. God bless 😢
Aww. Prayers for you and your mother.
I'm praying for your mom's salvation and for you . 💕🙏🇨🇦
Praying 🙏🏻❤🌸🌻
Praying now!
Don't worry, the Lord loves her more than anyone, knows her intimately & what she's suffered in the past & the present. He will have mercy on her soul. God is 1st of all Love.
Chynna, I’m so sorry you had a childhood so unpredictable. I know the feeling of not being protected as a child. I tried as a mother to give my children a feeling of security. Im wishing you the peace of Christ securing you, making you feel safe and strong and complete.
I wish I could give a heart on the heart you left me ♥️. It’s so beautiful how you share all of this. I believe this is a time of enlightenment. And I wouldn’t be surprised if Jesus does come back to save us. We shall see, In the meantime I love your videos and all that your doing Chynna ♥️♥️♥️
We see you, Chynna!!!! Your entire life experience put you here on your knees asking Jesus in front of all of us for love,wisdom, courage, and strength! Your entire life put you here to help and guide All of us too! Thank you Soooooo much for sharing your heart and soul with me and all your followers. I am in such awe of your spirit. You are an angel on earth❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I very much agree! We never know the Big picture & plans our LORD has for us, but I have found that what I have struggled with in past or present has been used to help others... His doing, not mine. Thank for being honest & open with us. And He will get the glory! 🙏✝️😊
Wow! What you said,, I've been thinking about. Why am I here, I also want to be remembered. My mom died , I was only 3 years old.i don't remember her or anything. My biological father was never in my life.And a couple of years ago, he told me to my face, that he didn't care about me!.So Chynna I can feel your pain.Sending you a big hug! 💜🙏✝️
God, the King of the Universe loves you and cares about you!
Just turning 59 yesterday, I can so relate to the "time is running out" thinking! Thank you for reminding me I am not the only one going through this. Two (of many) of my favorite verses in the Bible are "Pray without ceasing" and "I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me" 🙏
Happy birthday -- God bless.
@@riverebec1 thank you
@@PS1982SHS I turned 65 ten days ago, so enjoy your "youth".
One year to plan your big 60th!!!! Every freaking birthday is a gift from God. Use your gifts wisely and have fun!!! Happy 59th!❤
@@riverebec1 lol 😆 I'll do that!
Chynna, I've been an ordained minister for 35 years. And I've said for many of those years, "The preaching/teaching that touches/reaches me has two things: 1) passion and 2) humility. I've listened to many speakers over the years who have no humility. You do. And that's what touches me the most when I stop by and listen to you. As I've told you before, "You're anointed." You are DEFINITELY called. As I tell all of my Christian friends, male and female: I look forward to spending forever with you.
Thank you 🙏 This made me smile. Holy hugs Rona.
This made me cry, how beautiful your comment is, ironsmith. Plus I feel chynna is my friend, even though I may never meet her in this life, never thought how I will know her in heaven. That blew me away, on a wonderful moment
Chynna, your words made me well up with tears. I know our Savior Jesus looks down upon you and says, “Well done my faithful daughter”. ❤️❤️❤️🙏🏻🙏🏻
Yes….I agree!
Worded so well. ❤
What a beautiful testimony about this time in your life Chynna. Your dad was bigger than life, such a powerful and willful man with so much baggage of his own. When I first got saved in 1990 I had already spent about 4 years in and out of The M’s & P’s. When ever you kids came on the scene I would pray so hard… especially for you and Bijou. And for Mack too. My eyes were opened by then and there were so many things out of place in the Phillips family. I read your dads book, (he had given me a copy) and now my mind was focused on prayers. My husband Chuck & I prayed fervently for ALL of you. I see now how my prayers were answered here in your testimony, your ministry and in your family. I was scrutinized and rejected by many people in your dad’s band because of my faith. True story and some day will be a part of my testimony but not today. I am rejoicing now that I didn’t back down or give up! All GLORY to our precious God and SaviorJesus Christ! I hope we can see each other again one day xox ❤🙏🤗
AMEN!
Such a beautiful heartfelt message.I Praise Jesus holy name. Thank you for being you. God bless you and your family. 🙏🌼
So beautiful. I'm crying Chynna! Your life has impacted so many and continues to impact people for Christ. Thank you for this word today!
🙏🙌🙏 sending Holy Hugs 🤗
I love how you can express yourself with words. I am not good at expressing myself. I internalize everything. I am thankful I can talk to Jesus and he understands where I am coming from. Thank you for you testimony. It gives me hope . The Lord is good.
Thank you for sharing this. Isn’t it amazing how our precious Jesus loves us so deeply that He will always be there for us.❤️🤗♥️. Love you sister.🌸
That was beautiful Chynna, thank you. When you said it was time for you to play "invisible girl" and that you couldn't allow yourself to have needs because they wouldn't be met, I thought "That was me!" My parents divorced when I was three, and I lived with the parent who was an alcoholic hippy who also had bi-polar disorder. Before I was saved, I was so desperate and alone. I can remember being in college and listening to "Hold On." It encouraged me to not give up and I marveled that there was someone out there who could write words that someone like me could relate to! I'm so profoundly grateful that since that time, we both have been adopted by Father God through our Lord and Savior, Jesus, and will never be alone again! I may never meet you this side of glory, but I'll see you in Heaven and give you a big hug!
Thank you for your testimony. Honest and revealing of my own fears. Amen.
You are so loved by all of us, Chynna! Thank you for being you. A beautiful, intelligent and precious child of God! ❤🙏🏻
Great prayer ending by Billy, Chynna! You've come so far and you've been so blessed, yes, in all those struggles you've opened up to us about. Joy to you.
Chynna, that was so honest and real. Thank you for sharing ... I've heard the expression that "others will find healing from your scars." and I see that. "We share in Christ's suffering " but when we go to be with the Lord, he'll wipe away every tear. If your testimony brings healing to the thousands that God is bringing to you, then you'll be rewarded when you meet all those souks in Heaven, and they say thank you! ❤ You've been blessed with a wonderful husband and 3 beautiful children. God, i is restoring your soul by giving you the family that you didn't have as a child. You suffered greatly, but now you are being greatly blessed, not to mention the thousands you are ministering to, including me. ❤ Thank you, sweet sister in Christ. God bless and love to you and Billy.
These are the moments that we try desperately to avoid. But, they eventually teach us to find out how to heal. ❤
Thank you for sharing your personal testimony with us. Cal Preach is a gift from God.
What a beautiful testimony, Chynna! And your prayer (“in closing”) is truly a prayer we can all pray daily, minute by minute, and without ceasing. Blessings and much love to you!
I truly love you Chynna! 🙏❤️ thank you for being so real.
Thank you so much for sharing this. You have impacted so many people, including me in such a positive way. Your testimony was so brave and honest. It had me tearing up. Peace of Christ Chynna.
Chy. I have the same abandonment issues with my father as my parents divorced when I was under 2 years old and my dad never gave me the love I needed as a child or an adult and he tragically died of colon cancer when I was 30 so I didn’t get to know him as an adult. I’m still dealing with this trauma and heart break as it still haunts me in my current relationships but healing is happening, it takes time. Thanks for sharing ❤
God loves you
That blessed me so.....thank you Jesus that pain can cause my life now to be touched to your glory.
Amen. When I hear this. Breaks my heart. We all had problems at home. Our parents were just mere mortals. They inherited their parents pain. But,, I am so grateful I had two parents who were in love and and loved us. Even with our money problems at times Daddy would drink and it broke our hearts we loved him so much. Then we would get back on track. But. We loved each other , crazy as we were. Went to Mass on Sundays , couldn’t wait to get there. The feeling I had sitting there. The Holy Spirit and I don’t even know it 🙏🏻❤️☺️
Chynna, You always seem to cheer me up and lift me up. You touch my heart with the Lord. You touch so many hearts. And the touching way in which you preach the love of God. You always give me so much to think about and learn from. You are such a tower of strength, a shining survivor that reached the other side with a beautiful soul. God has truly enveloped you in his arms and used your damaged childhood to reach out and save others! You are such a shining star. I thank you for sharing yourself and all that you give to others for their enrichment. This is how God meant for you to be purposeful and spread His Love. You have a very meaningful life. Thank you. 🙏❤
I hope that doesn't sound too corny, but I just spoke from the heart. I felt that you would understand. Proud to have heard your story.
Debra,
this is one of the most beautiful messages I have ever received! Thank you for blessing me with your kind and supportive words. Let's praise God!!! He did it, He conquered the world 🌎, amen 🙏
Chynna. Beautifully done 🌸 ✝️ ! Know it was tough for you , but with God by your side , your testimony was heard , and thank you for sharing, you will always be remembered , always, that beautiful blessing you are ✨️. Peace Of Christ 💖 😊 🙏 🌸 👑 🕊 ✌️.
I already saw this but watched again because so much resonated with me. I’m in tears, dear Chy and thank you for being so vulnerable, real and imperfect with everyone! You are priceless to so many!
I had built walls as a child because of my parent’s divorced when I was 3 and I always heard my dad was abusive to my mom. I never heard my dad tell me he loved me. Then I built more walls after I married a man who was abusive and knock my teeth out, so at 30 I had all false teeth. It ended when I found out he was sexual abusing my 7 yr old daughter. I have kept those walls up and try to show people I am strong but really I am just hiding.
You are such a blessing to all of us Chynna! You have found your calling my dear. Everything that happened to you in the past has shaped you into the person you are today and I certainly see one hell of a woman! Praise God!❤️
Omg, that was a cryfest for me!😢 Your testimony, as sad as some parts were, made you full of wisdom & deep insight. It makes you so real & able to relate & encourage others who are so broken. I’m so glad in all of this that you went through, that you found Christ! The most important thing & you are such a genuine treasure! Thanks again for being so transparent even though it’s scary for you. He really does shine through you & it’s such a beautiful, helpful blessing to so many of us. Peace of Christ to you Chynna! 💔💝😇🤩🥰🙏🏼
Thank you for these beautiful words Shelley!! 😢
Thank you so much for articulating the way I have felt my entire life. Absolutely perfectly written. From one invisible child to another
Oh Chynna, I love you so much. I love your testimony!!! I will give a little back story on my life trying not to let this be too long. I was in therapy most of my life. My dad was emotionally unavailable. He was a great person and I loved him immensely. I was extremely hurt by him one day when my mom and him were fighting. He went outside, I followed him and I tried to sit on his lap and he pushed me away. I think that started my abandonment issues. Later in life, I went from man to man looking for love and to be honest I don't think I ever liked men. My mother instilled in me spirituality and God. I thank her for that but I struggled with my spirituality all my life. I was brought much closer to God lately being that my daughter has cancer and it's not curable. Sometimes when I pray I go on and on as Billy did in his prayer. Lol. I have deep conversations with him but I want to truly walk the path with him and be stronger. You have helped me soo much. I can listen to you talk forever. You're transparent, funny, loving and more. I'm sorry for your childhood but we grow and learn from God's Word and love. I'll be working harder with my relationship with him and getting what I need from you and YOUR words. You are so special and I thank God for your channel. Peace of Christ..Hugs and ❤. Ps. I wrote a lot here .😊
Thank you for sharing this. Alot of us were vulnerable little girls who needed alot more hugs. Praise Jesus, we know he will hug us now.
BEST YET! BLESS YOU CHYNNA AND ALL MY SISTERS AND BROTHERS HERE! ❤️🙏💞
Thank you , thank you Chynna for being vulnerable and so open. Even though my story is different from yours ,it did the same type of damage and dredged up the same emotions. Now to learn how to heal and not live in constant anxiety and fear. I’m praying for victory.
You’re probably never going to read this but you’re an incredible person and an inspiration, thank you for sharing.
Made me smile tonight 😌 thank you for saying this! Holy hugs 🤗
Chennai Thank you for sharing your soul.. so many of us had no emotion or physical needs met as a child… it’s so wonderful that we have a Father that Loves us.. will never forsake us.. and will take care of all our needs.. the humans we count on for that are not always capable of it.. I found I had to understand that to start healing.. one day this will be forgotten and all our needs will be met.. God bless you sister.. going through that and being in the spotlight had to be so difficult for you.. one day at a time.. with a smile of gratitude ❤
Oh my, this was amazing ❤ Your words were so honest and real and I pray the Lord restores your stolen innocence of childhood! He does redeem everything that Satan has stolen so look up, dear sister, as Jesus will deliver you of all your fears and heal the brokenness in your heart ❤️
Peace be with you dear Chynna. You have truly so touched me today with your testimony. I also have issues with fear, anxiety immobilizes me, spiral into depression. I don't want t9 feel like this and pray daily for our Lords help and guudance. And to be grateful without complaints. God bless you.
Thank you for sharing, it had me in tears. My earthly father struggled with alcoholism throughout most of my lifetime. I never thought he loved me. I know now that he did but didn't know how to express it because of the alcoholism. I can relate to most of your testimony. ABBA Father is healing me through our Lord and Savior Christ Jesus!
Thank you for sharing!! 💖
Thank u Chynna. We all have had some bad stuff in our childhood. My best defense was to forgive them for they know not what they do. I love u girl. You and Billy so much. 🥰🥰🥰🥰. Wish I could meet you guys. Thank u for pouring your heart out. You are healed. In Jesus name.
Thank you for sharing your heart. Being vulnerable is something I have trouble with. If things aren't 'just so' I am unsettled. Thank you for showing that it's ok to not look like I have it all together 'all of the time'. I think I would have less anxiety if I can remember this.
Thank you for helping me! I feel the same! Why am I here? I worry like you about the raft trip and going over the waterfall! Lol! And not crying at a younger age…..afraid to show my vulnerability….ugh that was so hard. I do try my very best to keep constant praying in my heart …and to be thankful and show gratitude. Time passing so quickly and having that worry of the end of life….it is scary! I wish it wasn’t. How do we handle it…..🙏🏻❤🙏🏻
Wow, I can relare so well to your feelings about not being seen and having to pretend to be strong when you are crying on the inside. You put a voice to hoe I felt. I grew up in an alcoholic home, no abuse but no emotional bonding, no show of affection. Im 56 and just realizing why I am the way I am. This one really hit home. Ty God bless.
LOVE this testimony. LOVE! So relatable. LOVE the things you love about people being real.
Though our stories may defer, we can feel your pain, Chynna! I often draw comfort from a David Meece song called, Learning to Trust. David also had a very painful past, an alcoholic father who crashed his car into David's bedroom one night, pointed a gun at David and said he'd never amount to anything. Out of his pain he wrote this beautiful song, which you can find on RUclips...
"Learning to Trust"
There's a father in your sweetest dreams
Who's always there to meet your needs
He never ever let you down
There's a mother in your heart of hearts
Who always plays the perfect part
She never lets you hit the ground
This is the need of children
These are their tender dreams
And oh, how it hurts when they don't come true
That's why I'm learning to trust in You
In everything I do
I'm learning to trust in You
'Cause I know in my heart that You're true
I'm learning to trust in You
But sometimes it's so hard to do
Father, little children must grow up
And to grow we've got to learn to trust
And to trust we've got to cling to You
And when You tell me You will hold me close
It's the very thing I need the most
But it's the very hardest thing to do
I've got this pain inside me
It speaks to me loud and clear
When there's so much to gain there's always so much to lose
That's why I'm learning to trust in You
In everything I do
I'm learning to trust in You
'Cause I know in my heart that You're true
I'm learning to trust in You
But sometimes it's so hard to do
Keep calling me, drawing me closer
Don't let me hold back
Whatever it takes I must break through
The heart of a child is broken
But his time has come
Whatever he lost, I'll find in You
That's why I'm learning to trust in you
In everything I do
I'm learning to trust in You
Chynna, you are always famous in the Lord’s eyes! And you have done so many incredibly significant things!
Hi Chynna, I just wanted to tell you that you are such an inspiration to me. I will tell you why, even though you have lived what some would call an incredibly difficult childhood and life, you are always a ray of sunshine for others. I experienced a lot of abuse as a child. As I grew into a woman, I got to know Christ and let him into my life. It wasn't until then that I realized that I can be a happy and fulfilled adult. Even with the trauma I experienced as a child. I feel a connection to you in that sense. You remind me that the Lord loves us fully and completely. I just wanted to thank you for that. Truly. ❤
Oh my dear Chynna!! I love you so much!! 💗 Thank you for sharing another part of your amazing testimony! ❤❤❤ I am so very thankful for you and Cal Heal. Oh how the Holy Spirit is moving!! God is using you mightily.🙌🙌❤
Thank you dear friend 😘
And in closing... 😅
I love you, Chynna ~ your story is bringing people closer to God because it is the story of Jesus and how only HE can redeem our life no matter where we grow up and how we grow up. He was there in every part of your life. People see us on the outside ~ you have been in the spot light but not even fame could fill the void that can only be filled through faith in Jesus Christ. I thank you for sharing your redemption story. Your identity wasn't being in a famous musical family ~ you found your true identity in Christ.
Amen, this was beautifully said!
Wow! This was so powerful! My father was sick when I was growing up and he died when I was 14. At the time, I was so grateful to our Lord that it hadn't been my mom. I realized after I grew up how much I had needed my father. Thank you Chynna for opening up your self and being so transparent with us. I love you so much! Janet from Burleson Texas
Many of your struggles are relatable! Thank you for these Bible verses! Thank you Father God for the lessons and for Chynna as your child your tool to teach us. ♥️
I wanted to tell you how much your testimony meant to me today. I understand what it means to feel unseen by the people who are supposed to see you and care for you. My family, for all kinds of different reasons and circumstances, never saw me. I have felt, and in some ways, I was abandoned. Psalms 27:10 says "Even if my father and mother abandon me, the LORD will hold me close." Thank you for sharing and God bless you.
Excellent testimony Chynna...💪❤
Uh boy can I relate!
We can never be truly authentic with God or others until we are honest to our core.
Jesus loves our brokenness, He looks for the humble and heartbroken ones.
We will get no where serving Him, obeying Him, truly loving Jesus then others... if we are not honest, vulnerable and REAL.
I would love to be a part of your California healing group but...right now I cannot afford $100.00 a month.
Medical bills are a priority.
But...I CAN pray for your group!
Dearest Chynna, you are so precious and loved. You wear your heart on your sleeve and I love it ❤. Always know, you are truly blessed and the Grace of God is with you ALWAYS 💕🙏🙏
Thank you, thank you Chynna for sharing. You are so raw and real with your feelings. It encourages myself to dig deep into why I react negatively at times! God bless you! 😘
Sending lots of hugs to you sweet Chynna! Thank you for sharing and talking straight from your heart 💜
Chennai, you are so real…I’m in tears listening to you. I happened upon your Chanel and you are so inspiring. I had not known you or your background, but I do now! I am so happy to find you. Thank you for you’re trstamony and fears and faith and ALL that you share. Love you.
Dont know what i expected, why youtube presented this in my feed, why i even clicked, but it was delightful - a blessing and an encouragement. Jesus Christ makes all things new, gives us His life, and hope and joy, and anticipation in His return for us. Valued by Him = wondrous security and comfort. May you ever know the nearness of His presence. California is a good place to be from, I often say. Thank you for shining the light there, with so many others who are a remnant - God sees and knows you, and He loves you! Shalom.
I’ve been praying for your family for a long time. I pray that the Phillips and Baldwin sisters and their families feel the presence and peace of God in your lives. Chynna I love you so much, my sister in Christ and I look forward to meeting you in heaven. It’s going to be pure joy to finally see the fruit of our lifelong prayers. If you ever need a prayer buddy, I’m here. -Belinda
Beautiful best of you, Chynna, to your core of being. In not 'ripping your heart out', but coming together in soul & spirit by heartfullness in years gone by & forward ⏩ on ..... ✌️☮️
Thank you Chynna I love you saying this… I miss California this attitude of vulnerability
you express in this video tends to be more prevalent in fact, downright acceptable in California. Maybe it’s because in California therapy is so prevalent or maybe it’s because people are forced to be vulnerable with each other in therapy. Therapy is acceptable in California. I don’t know , but I know I love those same things about people when they’re broken and honest and real. I love it in Psalms when it says He is not far from the brokenhearted and contrite. Thank you for share!
Thank you for being so open, honest and vulnerable to be sharing your thoughts, feelings and life experiences. You’re a very strong woman. ✌🏼❤
That prayer at the end got me sis!!!! I had to listen to it a couple of times!!!! So powerful and anointed!!! You are one lovable gal!!!!! I'm sure I speak for many,many of us out here when I say, I love you, and am so thankful that we are forever family!!!! ❤️❤️❤️
P.S. I just went in for a third time to hear that ending prayer!!! 🔥🔥🔥
Thank you so much!! God bless you ⚜️
@@ChynnaPhillipsBaldwin Thank YOU so much Chynna!!! ❤️
❤ I was touched by this message. And I love you as a sister in Christ.🙏🏾
Thank you for your vulnerability, and heartfelt testimony. You are so inspiring with your honesty, openness. Keep encouraging others, and remember you are a beautiful child of God. 💕💕
Chynna, thank you for your personal testimony. This will help others experiencing difficult times know that they will persevere, and will grow stronger from their experience. Peace of Christ!
Thank you for this testimony, Chynna. Its what I needed to hear. Makes me wanna Hold On for one more day. ❤️ 💞💙💛
🤍🤍🤍🤍 Amen
Thanks, Chynna, for sharing the hard parts of life. I've been finding my way back to my faith after a two-decades'-long CPTSD "valley". This showed me how I can bring Jesus back into my life to deal with the magnitude of the memories and my questioning my worth. So, thank you for the reminders and the words and the Scriptures that will help me get back to where I was and help heal my journey. Interesting how lately I, too, have been wondering if I will leave some kind of legacy with or through my challenges in life. Am always wishing you well.
Hi Chynna from Australia. Thank you for being so open and honest. Yes feeling very exposed is a terrible thing. I can understand your reaction with your friends is totally understandable. There is a real risk to opening up your heart when rejection from others is a strong possiblity. I can relate to what you are saying so much. Thank God that He saw behond all this and actually wanted you as part of his family. How amazing is that! John 14:27 is such an encouraging scripture.
Thank you 🙏
I love your testimony Chynna! It was absolutely beautiful! I read MacKenzie’s book. I can understand why you would feel what you feel. You are such a strong woman. You inspire me by your beautiful spirit and … you make me laugh! Keep on keepin on doing you because you are so special. ❤️
Thank you, Chynna❤, I needed to hear your healing words today! God bless you!
No child should ever go thru 1 of the horrors u endured, nevermind MULTIPLE traumas u survived. MP is THE BEST - caring 4 u all those yrs in many ways. It's HIS grace/mercy that saved u - a fab MOM, WIFE, talented ARTIST, smart seeker, doer. U rock resilience💪We "see you" Chyna🩷 Keep up the good work🙏
thank god you had supportive friends. you can think back on it and now understand they cared. big hug xo
You are so precious Chynna! Your vulnerability in sharing those very truths, touch me right where I need it. I can relate to much of what you shared. Thank you! ❤
Children want a relationship with both of their parents no matter how ill with substance abuse they are and will often go to great lengths to preserve the relationship with the parent with the most fragile bond because it is the most at risk of the child losing it.
The ill parent has the most power because they generally have a weak emotional investment in the child's well being so they create chaos through at times just the detachment of substance abuse.
Sorry you dealt with this Chyna ~ many times I listen to you and have heard your pain buried deep within emerging.
Keep networking & reaching out ~ your need for connection is your strength.💖💯
I loved watching this and I really needed to hear this. I’m so glad you shared it. Thank you for your vulnerability and your honesty. Sharing is connecting and being intimate. This allows for opening up and allowing people to come together for a greater purpose to hear and share Gods word. Thank you again.
Thank you Chynna my sister in Christ for sharing your testimony. May God shine His face upon you and everyone here.
Hi, its funny how things work out, 30 years ago I heard the song Hold on by Wilson Phillips. It became a song I clung to to get me through the very sad times I was in. I took my power and have struggled on my own With jobs seemingly designed to break me down. experiencing loss of my grandparents the only people who loved me, betrayal from literally everyone including both my parents and More recently my first love. I have been trying to find a way past this and stumbled upon your video today. Thank you for your video. I will remember and be grateful to you for this food for thought. Take care.
I'm praying right now that our heavenly father will comfort you and the and wrap his arms around you for the best hugs ever. 🙏
I'm so sorry. Life is hard enough and you were under the microscope. Love and light and God's blessing. Thank you for helping others see how to forgive. You're an inspiration. And thank you for letting people know that reaching out and getting help in therapy and from Jesus are what will help us find the strength we need to move forward.
Powerful! My identity is in Christ! Such a perfect point to make. Thank you for sharing your testimony.
Good video Chynna, yes the Spiritual Battlefield of Tomorrow is definitely in our Minds. Bringing our minds into obedience with God, remaining obedient to Christ, Rooted in his Word Daily, whole open & welcoming to his Holy Spirit will be the only way to win the race & not be deceived. Luv your Videos.
AMEN
That was a beautiful testimony. We see you Chynna and God sees you. ❤
Thanks for sharing Chynna 🙏 you have a beautiful soul ❤ sending love light and peace 💙🙏☮️🦘🦘🇦🇺🇦🇺
You know I love personal testimonies. And I LOVE (& loved) this testimony of yours. Cal Heal has been a life shifting experience. I am always inspired by all your stories - whether I have heard them before or not. This was a new and continued beautiful side for me. Chy, I love you more every day and your friendship over all these years is beyond words. You are such a godsend to me and so many others with your raw honesty. Always praying. I love you my Chy-Chy! I am eternally grateful God had us find each other on this side of life in this world. My search, others search and your searching everywhere and landing at the feet of Jesus says it all. He is the rock. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
And in closing…. 😅
❤❤ eternal
Oh Dear, I felt the same as you did at the age of 13/14.. Trauma is real..love from Australia 🇦🇺💓
I really like your videos. I was tempted to join but have had previous bad experience with online groups. Thank you for sharing your life and testimony and for bringing connection no matter how distant. Peace of Christ to you.
Have I told you lately that I love your hair 😍
What a beautiful testimony...so honest and so vulnerable. Ty
I'm late to this party, but you are such a sweet, open & down to earth girl. God Bless You!
Amen Amen Amen
You are an amazing woman Chynna!!
Praise God for your strength & continuing to seek peace!
Much love & daily prayers for continued healing, strength & peace!
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Thank you Chi for being YOU we see you We remember you God will make sure of that I relate
I feel like I relate to you so much. From my childhood experiences and my healing of my spiritual life as Jesus Christ as my Lord and savior. Jesus is the only way to fulfill our true happiness in this human life.