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i had a moment like this but for the young kids never and i mean ever ever let toxic people stay. there gonna ruin u and leave u left with a trauma that u want many times but hate bec ur used to the feeling focus on ur dreams and passion live ur life
Time flies, doesn’t it? Feels like just yesterday we were walking to the bus stop, with mourning doves cooing in the distance.. pretty sure we all thought they were owls and we asked ourselves: “What’s an owl doing up right now?” Man we were so innocent.. … Time doesn’t go any faster or slower, just our perception of it. we all know what time it is. A minute lasts 60 seconds when we look at the clock. But when we don’t look at it, A minute becomes the new second, 15 minutes just gets shorter, and shorter, and shorter. The more we get older, and the older we get. We all start to realize what name we’re making for ourselves. Sure.. we aren’t making history. But you might have changed someone’s life for the better today. You might have saved someone’s life by just saying hello as you walk past them in the street. You might have fed someone’s pet when you tipped your barista. Time is inevitable, physically growing older is inevitable. But mentally.. You can always go down memory lane, and be happy you have the gift to remember. Unlike some of the unfortunate old folks with Alzheimer’s.. You are fortunate, People love you, though you may not believe it.. trust me, there will always be someone who you made smile. You may have to get older.. but you don’t have to grow up.
Adult is more routine oriented. "Time flies" is that bs routine deciding your day before you even wake. Routine is what prisoners do to keep from going insane.
I never see it, no one gives a shit if I'm not here anymore, the indiference gets heavier every day, I'm starting to not be able to stand it anymore, no one cares man
To anybody who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind. May clarity replace confusion. May peace and calmness fill your life
Overindulgence in lecherous reverie is the collectivistic presupposition of living lifeforms. Thus, if one thinks he can escape the sempiternal melancholy, and vanity of existence, one should be doomed to suffer as long as he exits. Man is a compound of dozens of needs and necessities hard, and eventually impossible, to satisfy, it is for which such needs are fulfilled, while scarcely such Infinite needs are fulfilled, one enters a state of nothingness and boredom, and if existence has any real intrinsic value, one shall not experience in boredom, for which one should be satisfied by relative nothingness and merely existing. Moreover, will, individuality, consciousness, and emotions obstruct such salvations of existence. Doom, inexistence are the ultimate salvations of living lifeforms.
@@NakkLeVaar101 Such profound insights are rare to find. To be able to deeply understand the existence and the correlation of true salvation between the conscious beings. Might as well say that I'm genuinely intrigued by your way of constructing these unique way of thoughts.
My buddy Joe passed on 1/23/24. Joe was a great soul. We never argued as far as I can remember. Last time I saw Joe I told him I loved him and that next time we see each other we would hit the beach and enjoy some cold ones. Never got to go to the beach Joe. But I dream of you and the rest of the homies kicking it at the beach on a sunny day, laughing, and simply loving life. I still remember your smile Joe, your laugh, how smart you were. Till my last breath, I’ll always keep you in my heart Joe. You were my best friend and I love you. Sometimes I go outside and look at the stars Joey and see you smiling. I know you are at peace. Save a spot for me Joe, and we can hit the beach. I’ll drive. Rest in peace Joseph David Vasquez.
if you're studying to this, good luck if you're doing homework to this, hope you get amazing grades, if you're crying to this, hope you know things will get better if you're being happy to this, hope you stay that way if you're working out to this, hope you get the size/body you want if you're cleaning to this, hope you get it to your standers if you're waking up to this, hope you have a good day if you're going to sleep to this, sweet dreams If your playing games to this, hope you win if your just here to listen to fill in the silence, hope you enjoy the sound and hope your day will get better
Am doing an assignment and preparing to deliver a speech in front of a few hundred people. Almost 12:30 am here, and I am sitting in front of my lap listening to music while contemplating many decisions that led to my current state. Might stay up late or fall asleep midway, either way I needed this.. thank you human, now onward with my work :)
I wasn't expecting life to turn out like this, i feel pathetic. Simply existence is being hard each day and my life is falling apart, i think it's slowly reaching it's end.
i feel the same way too and i hope you do better i believe in you even if i have never met you i will always be proud of you even if im not proud of myself
It's comment sections like this that make the internet an incredible thing. The fact that there are strangers all over the world on here posting these heartfelt, motivational comments for other random strangers that they have never seen, is just beautiful. Whatever struggles you're facing, I hope you feel safe, happy, loved, or inspired here, even if it's for just a little while.
Means a lot I may be in middle school but I'm going through something rn it may not be the best but at least I get to be happy sometimes then never if anyone sees this gl in your troubles in life it may not be the best but at least be grateful for what you have good people
100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favourite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Someone’s skin against yours. 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it. Ps : Never forget you are a beatiful person 💕 Life is so beatiful so live, live like no one else exist, live for yourself, don't care of bad people, you are strong, i love you 🫶🏼
Dreams: I'll keep you safe from reality. Mirror: I won't laugh at you. Pillow: I will hold your tears. Rain: I'm here to cry with you. Door: I'll keep you hidden Music: I'll try to block the noises TV: I'm here when you need comfort Teddy: You may think I'm for children, but I'm always here when you need a hug. Light: I'll make it dark so you can sleep Imagination: I'll always be by your side, whenever you need me And People: You're so ugly, and weird, or You're useless Don't listen to them, you're Beautiful/handsome, and you are amazing Love yourself, and don't follow the Haters ❤🩹 Follow the light Love you all ❤
i'm 14 now but everything in my life feels like it is already a 100 years ago. I've been through: 1. depression 2. covid-19 3. no friends 4. addiction 5. bullying 6. no love 7. bad body 8. bad grades i've been thourhg this as a 14 year old boy, and it doesn't matter if your older or younger,if you have different issues. The bad times only make you realise how lucky you are to be you. Be yourself. love yourself. good luck my friend.
Damn man, ive went through all of this aswell, im glad i didnt tear the paper into pieces and throw it in the trash, depression is like paper, you crumble it, again, and again, and again, once the paper stops crumbling, you open it, just to find it permanently damaged. You find the paper damaged, some people will say: Its alright, i can do it, but the paper wont be fixed, some people will choose to tear the paper apart, taking their life away from themselves. What im saying is, dont give up on yourself, even at the worst moments, dont feel down, alright? I know you may not know me, nor will you probably never see me again, but what im requesting is for you to live your life to the fullest, even at the worst times, just dont take your life away from yourself. Farewell, until i see you next time, Ruben.
Im 15 I feel same but trust me I wont give up , I wont stand still . I dont like my life so I will change it ..... I have lost many times but still I never stop trying ... Because you can only try ., outcome is not in your hands
My mom died in 2020. When I was 12. Sometimes I find videos like these and they just calm me down and let me think of stuff. Usually my brain is too cluttered and it's just annoying. So thanks, this is one of my favourite to listen too. All the stress of trying to appear happy and tough gets to you eventually
💔 man thats such a young age. I'm sorry to hear... it must still be hard. God bless you and comfort you, may you find his peace. Do you have anyone to talk to about it?
Born 1993, when I was around 5/6 me and my family had to move to Germany, Osnabruck because my Dad was stationed there for being in the British Army. We stayed there until 2001. I can honestly say from what memories are still there in my head, are the best years of my life. If I could just relive those days, just for a few hours, I would be so happy. I spend hours crying happy/sad tears on Google Earth Pro with the time machine of the maps. Seeing my old Primary School before it was demolished. Seeing the Army barracks my dad was at before that too was sadly demolished. Seeing my old childhood home which I haven't seen since we left 22 years ago. It's even more saddening with how Germanys privacy laws are. Google Street view is practically none existent. So the buildings and the streets I fondly remember are mainly just these pixelated resemblances of buildings that I still vividly remember from my childhood but i can't see how are now or was a few years ago. I only have what I remember, and the odd remnants of videos here on RUclips which is extremely lacking and rare to find. The walks we went on, the Warner Brothers Movie Theme Park down south near Dorsten. Pony rides in the woods and picking the oldest one there who was called Boris. I picked him all the time because he liked to eat the grass a lot which made the ride last longer so I could spend more time with him. The little & big lake walk just behind the Nettebad. The traditional Christmas Markets in the town centre. Playing video games when my Dad finally came home on my Playstation 1, we would try and beat the games in one day but never could because I didn't have a memory card. Getting excited whenever Pokemon was on the TV. Friends round mine to share the big swimming pool I had. Watching Halloween Town before going out trick or treating. Finding our first ever pet, a kitten abandoned behind a grit bin while we were on a bike ride and taking her home, we named her Millie. So many memories. All lost to time. With only old VHS tapes & photographs to try and relive those memories at least just a tiny bit. Oh what Id do just to go back to those days. Nostalgia is such a beautiful but cruel mistress. I hate to love it and love to hate it. I Miss you Osnabruck. I miss you childhood. But. I have a baby daughter now. And I honestly can not wait to be the best father I can possibly be. And to make everlasting memories with her that she can look back on and smile just as much as I do looking back at the ones I made with my Mum & Dad. Oh Germany. Oh Osnabruck. Oh childhood. You were the best of days. I'll revisit you one day. With the whole family hopefully.
Man i lived your memories as i read through you should probably write a book on this you will sell millions of copies i tell you for sure and name the books distorted memories have happy life ahead of you
@@Aabis_Saadaat Thank you for the kind words! I actually plan on making a video about nostalgia on my 2nd channel. I feel i'll be able to articulate and project how i feel about all this better
i was sad when reading your story because of the nostalgia i had when i was 5 i would be playing with Nerf guns all the time, having fun on the playground with my friends, having play dates on weekends. But now a lot of my friends are in different classes and my best friend had to move to a different school plus i get so nervous when talking to new people and i just cant make them think im weird and somtimes i just cry on my bed when im sleeping cause they call me rude things, so after hearing this you made me smile because all the memories of being 5 are gone having fun, play dates, Nerf gun wars, where has the time gone? if you were reading this thank you so much this was a lot of time to do this and now being in middle school and almost going into grade 8 and on to high school im just saying time flys and use it properly just like how many memories ive told you guy so yea Hope you guys have a great day
@@GreenBanana-wi7eg You still have your youth kid. Things like that make you feel like that at that age will be insignificant to you when you're older. It may not think that now & i know, it's a big deal at your age to try and fit in. But you will find your kind of people some day, it may be soon it may not be. But all i can say is, cherish the youth you still have right now. I'd do so much to be where you are right now. Don't waste those precious years of youth, don't do anything stupid, stick with the right people. And please, please, if you have grandparents or anyone in your family who is on the older side. Please visit them and talk to them, you'll regret it later in life if you didn't. Good luck, stay safe, be smart, have fun, make memories with family, the world is a big and scary place.
If you come here because you need that little bit of peace, let me tell you please don't give up. You have to keep fighting. That stronger, faster, better you is waiting at the end of whatever battle you're fighting. It's not the end. It's only the beginning. You have to get up . Despite the numerous times you've been slammed into the ground you have to dust yourself off and ask "is that all you got?" Because you're strong. Know it. Own it. Trust me, I know. And if you have to go down, go down fighting with everything you've got. Never stop fighting. Please. I'm sure someday we will meet and show our battle scars and talk about how we made it. Sleep easy tonight. You need to rest. Blessings and Love❤❤❤
let me be the reality, the reality is nothing will get better in the end, i've seen this before, people will always tell you it's going to get better or there's a better light at the end of the tunnel, but the cold hard truth is that only light you were looking for is "the illusion", and once you get there you realize that the only thing you found is wasted time following forgotten ambitions , and the sooner you realize this it could save you from pursuing this empty concept of "something getting better". The best advice i can give is to fight hard, yes "fight hard" for yourself, your family, your dreams, your right to life, your love, your mental wellness, because "if you don't " something or someone WILL steal it from you, a great evil has come upon this world, if you don't fight for your ambition it will be lost to time, lest your very soul to be molded to this world or succumb to fall to a deep abyss, fight for your soul never allow it to be broken. when i younger i really tried hard to seek out friends hoping i'd be a part of something, i searched forever and never found true friends, i always seeked out for friends, ambitions, dreams, but all my hopes were dashed and broken, now i'm older and i'll never find the pieces to my broken life nor will i ever seek out answers to my past, i will never pick up my walking stick to go find something that can't be found, i will live out the remaining days of my life in peace and search for solace, iv'e burnt up the last of my dreams and chances, fake friends, broken relationships, and responses, someone told me long ago after i lost my best friend, "sometimes you have to deal with disappointments" , I never thought someone could be so cold, after that i've lost many good friends along the way never to see them again, if you want the truth, the truth is nobody will fight for you, you mostly will be left alone in this world, while others may say to believe that some things get better. I say for sake of everything about you, please don't buy into it, stay awake and never trust anyone, because just as easily as someone can appear to be trustworthy, they can just as easily destroy you, remember that this world is very cruel as for people, and your mental state. as for the isolation i've experienced in my life has been very cruelly torturing, and nobody has truly been there for me as a friend, iv'e learned to be more cruel to those cold to me, to speak out, and to guard my beliefs, and never allow people to use me for free, and to never allow anyone just into my social circle unless they can understand me as a person and not just to pretend like they got me, it's a cruel world people must fend off the evil before it eats the soul
I wanted to become so many things when i was a child, but somewhere along the line i stopped wanting to be anything, no tragedy or any serious thing happened. But....I still sometimes wonder what went wrong.
Man. Listening to this after 2 months of dealing with severe depression after who i thought was the love of my life left me. So many thoughts on my mind but this is just so calming. Thank you for posting this.
This makes me want to embrace life and let my loved ones know how much I care because one day all I’ll have are memories to look back on and cherish. Regret is a burden. Live for today.❤
To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love you even if you have insecurities i love your accomplishments i love you even if you have failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you even on sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you act i love you even if you cry i love you when you're kind i love you even if you you're mean i love you even if you're alone i love you even if you can't feel i love you even if you feel too much i love you even if you can't take life anymore i love you even if you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you even if you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you even if you don't believe in yourself i love you even if you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you even if you have problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you even if you're in pain i love you even if you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love you even if you have wounds i love you even if you have scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you even if you lie i love you even if you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you even if you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you even if you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you even if you have headache i love you even if you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you're mature i love you even if you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you even if life isn't bright i love you when you're responsible i love you even if you're irresponsible i love you even if you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love even if your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you :) (Not my idea but please spread it around, everyone deserves even just a little bit of love.) :}
How can you love a single person you've never seen, spoken to, or met before. The gesture is thoughtful but it somewhat demeans the word love when you say it to just anyone you've never even gotten to know like that you know. Don't hate me for this, it's just my opinion
@Sillyman27, I am good now, thanks dude. I just realized that if I am succumbing to sadness, My dog in the afterlife will be sad if he sees me in that state.
It's been a year since I lost someone I loved, and it was because of me. Until this day I feel the pain and guilt, I went into depression, lost the will to live and closed myself. I am currently undergoing medication treatment and have been greatly helped by my family and friends. I feel like God hasn't given up on me yet, and I was taken aback by this video, this song and this list. Thank you so much for this! While I’m writing, It’s raining here in Rio de Janeiro, and I’m going to sleep 😴
God has not given up on you, my love! Have faith in Jesus, He died on the cross and paid the price for all of our sins, you don't have to carry the pain and guilt on your own. For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life. I promise you, when you give your heart to God and trust in Him and love Him, He will help you with everything. Try reading the Bible, learn more about Jesus, and let God heal you. Keep going and let God strengthen you! I hope to see you get better ❤
"Why do we have to fear death? Does anything good come from being alive? Not for me. Not a single good thing has happened to me in my entire life" -Thorfinn, Vinland saga
Blankly staring at the wall, remembering the good times you had. As the tear rolls down your cheek, you set the photo of your kids down and close your eyes, hoping that oneday you get to see them again.
Damn we re all depressed here, well something we all have in common feels warm, thanks for all the support, I’ll never know you but you’re all precious!
My childhood passed so fast... When I learnt more about the world, It was the worst time in my life and yet it still is. My experience have this solution: more you know, more you worry about. As a child I really didnt cared about anything. Gosh the teen age is so bad. I thought itll be good, but I was wrong. This type of music really allows me to stop thinking about the reality. Ps: I cried while reading the comments, man. 😭
its 3am i have litterly no one to talk to. i have no friends and im just alone with my thoughts. all i wanna do is havw deep convos with someone about life or play roblox (although im 17 roblox be fun ngl) i miss having friends. feels like im wasting my years and im just stuck as the world moves on and it drives me insane.
These kinds of playlists I believe resonate with a lot of people fighting their inner demons, and those under depression. I’ve never experienced such emotional pain before, as I’m from an understanding family, but I really find this genre really peaceful, with a hint of sorrow. I’ve found this genre last year and it was the best thing I’ve ever discovered.
Reading every comments shows that everyone has different stories to tell, different problems, things going on in their life and thats what makes us human, it makes me wants to keep living more so i have more stories to tell
I miss my dad. This sound is so calming its making me think alot..like how i shove my emotions in and never let it go...because i want to be happy. I dont want to cry and be sad i really dont. But i realized i have to let my emotions out and not lock them in. Thank you so much for making this video. God bless you love 🙏🏾
I'm sorry he's not there 💔 I bet today was tough too... sorry. I can relate. "A father to the fatherless, a defender of widows, is God in his holy dwelling." Psalms 68:5 🫂
This is the video that really got me into this type of music. I woke up at 6:00 in the morning and listened to this while I got ready for school. It was a vibe.
100 reasons to be alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favorite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you 75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships. 76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person. 77. Joy and happiness in the little things. 78. The power to inspire others. 79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression. 80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life. 81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet. 82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family. 83. Learn new things and develop new skills. 84. Create a legacy that will outlive you. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Cuddles 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it. Ps : Never forget you are a beautiful person 💕 Life is so beautiful so live, l love you
It feels like just yesterday was my birthday, July 12, and now it’s Christmas Day. I try to tell myself cherish every single ounce of time you have, because it’s the most valuable resource you have on this planet. But no matter how much I tell myself this, it goes by faster and faster. I guess, just remember to have fun while you use up your limited amount of time ❤
I listen to these sort of playlists the night before a new semester in academia begins for me, since I feel a sort of warm wave of nostalgia come and relax me before work starts again. It gives me a sense of motivation and comfort to continue persevering through life and to eventually reach my dreams. Stay safe and strong to whoever is reading this comment.
" Relection.. Its like water. nothing is softer then water.. Yet it can overcome rock " -Jet Lee " A perfect blossom is a rare thing.. You can go your whole life searching for one.. And it would not be a wasted life " - Katsumoto Never feel like your not enough.. Even if your alone. There was a time you used to smile and be happy go there. Look inside your heart. Find yourself again.
Your hitchhiking down a lonesome road. Only your thoughts to keep you company. You see a hotel sign but you have no money for a room. It’s a wet but warm night. The rain makes the atmosphere strangely pleasant. You begin to contemplate your life, your death and ever choice you’ve ever made in between. Next thing you know you’ve been standing there for almost 40 minutes. A nostalgic air hangs around you as you bush the rain off your head and continue on your way
This is amazing ty I know sometimes u think „why is it always me??“ but remember this is not forever. I‘ve been trough worse.. much worse all I can say is „let time be time“ what I mean by that is do not care about every single person problem or Situation in ur life, let time decide how it will be going. Time changes people change will come I know that! God is with all of us.
Tired and weary from the hours on end of driving, you spot the neon sign in the dim light. It was impossible to miss, with the contrast and eye catching name. You stop in, check in, and get your key. You hear the faint sound of rain hitting against the window and pavement outside. You turn to look, but when you turn back, the clerk is gone. The neon sign is burnt out; a decrepit interior. A memory.
We live in a different zones. I know it's raining on your own. Mine is cold and there's a breeze. I wish you could see me, just one more time and remember my beautiful face and that smile you used to adore. Breaks me into pieces thinking you're not longer mine, and thinking that you don't want me as yours anymore. Where did the love go? They say it transforms, into something new. Something new that I don't need and I don't want. How many nights should I ask God to hear your voice again? All my dreams and goals went with it Can I call you again? Can you calm me instead? I've been independent my whole life, but it's the first time that I need someone by my side. Only you, but you act like you're a ghost and like you never existed in my life.
When I was near the end of my high school era,I used to dream about becoming a rich man who can adapt to this cruel society and not only survive it,but dominate it. The reason for this dream was simple.Since I come from a third world country,seeing kids under 5 begging for alms is a frequent scenario here.My dream was to be rich enough so that I can select the kids who want to grind(but are too poor to do so) and raise them as such so that they can achieve in life according to their will and ambition. 5 years later,here I am.Lost,fazed,clueless about what the hell I'm doing here,no hope to keep me going on.When I clicked this vid and the music began,what i remembered instantly was my own forgotten dream.i'm sorry to my past self.He deserved better.Anybody reading till this,I hope better days are in store for you.
Dipikir-pikir malah kepikiran masa depan, bakat, karir, pekerjaan... Tinggal aku anak satu-satunya di keluarga ini, aku harus bisa membuat mereka bangga dan bahagia... Walaupun berat semoga aku bisa melalui ini semua :')
"Forgotten Dreams" Forgotten Dreams that haven't crossed my mind since the night of having those dreams... until coming upon this playlist.. this playlist hit me so cognitively deep.. i forgot there were ever such a place for such dreams... dreams with such deep feelings but little trace of memory. Dreams have alaways been my Wonderland.. and i wonder mindfreely every night from this hatred world corrupt by the matrix.
This just hit me. I don’t remember a time I was truly happy….I think the only time I smiled a good genuine smile (with no one expecting anything from me, I didn’t have to do anything and I was safe) was when I was with my sister staying up until 7am watching the Walt Whitman bridge traffic go by at night. We could see the city lights of Philadelphia. The window was open and I could feel the night air. We were able to watch the moon and the stars appear and disappear. I had her close to me and it felt like nothing could separate us. We had no expectations to meet and we could simply be our twin sister selves. Miss those nights.
My mom passed away in november 2023 due to cancer, i usually stay up at nights just remembering the old times and imagining how would i be doing right now if i still had her by my side, mostly while listening to music. Im gonna miss her at my graduation, at my marriage and when im gonna start earning full time (if I'll ever get a chance). Love your parents to the fullest Gs. Life is unpredictable.
Right now i am in another country alone with bigger dreams and no one share with and problem inside me and no one will care when i say it And my family away in a war zone but i keep saying to my self aziz some day you will make all your dreams come true and i will make my father love me again because he hates me and mom she will be happy again my day will come soon I wrote this message here because i don’t some one to understand what ı am going through it wish you all good luck
"We didn’t realize we were creating cherished memories; we were simply enjoying the moment and having fun. Those carefree times turned into the most treasured moments of our lives, reminding us of the beauty in living spontaneously."
Sometimes I really hate that song Snowfall.. makes me feel empty about the past and wishing I did things differently but other times it almost inspires me to plan my next adventure.
:to everyone who's studying with music Checklist: • A bottle of water, at least 1 liter. Your brain works better if it has enough water and drinking helps you to concentrate💧 • Your charger. You sometimes don't even notice that your device's battery is going down, so better have it plugged in all the time🔋 • Your headphones. You will be able to focus more with headphones, because it blocks background noises. Also, if it's a late night study session, you won't wake up anyone🎧 • a tea or coffee. Coffee keeps you awake, green or black tea can make you feel more awake as well.☕ • Your study/work stuff: your laptop/tablet/phone , a few pens, paper or whatever you need.⌨ •Anything else you could need, what about a heat pad, a blanket, a good lamp, your pet so you have a study buddy 🐈 Reminder : After an hour, you should stand up and walk a bit around. Better stop the music or put on different music for the break. Open your window, even if it's cold outside. Fresh air will make it better, trust me. You could also lay your head down on your desk for ten minutes and listen to a podcast. Or, if you have to read a book, listen to the audiobook of it. You can also listen to the audiobook while doing another thing, that's even better than listening to music while reading the book. I hope y'all had a good day, if not, that's okay too. Remember to take care of yourself and try to get some sleep tonight 😴🧸
It is so nice to have friends but knowing that one day they will stop talking to you is undoubtedly something that makes you nostalgic, the past now the present, let's imagine that we are grown up now... Will we really die? What is beyond the universe?
Struggling with mental health, especially last week. Broke down from thinking too much on the past and was drinking too much coffee. Doing the best i can to get better for myself, my husband, and the family that cares. Sometimes wish mom and dad really loved me and that both sides of my parents families weren't pedophiles, manipulators, fakes, drug abusers, etc but it is what it is. Being around my mom or dad and both sides of the family makes me incredibly depressed and stressed so the best i can do is except the loyal and awesome friends i have the kind individuals members in my husband's family. I get scared of rejection and being pushed away to the point i have to remind myself or need to hear it from him (husband) in order to help me whenever im lost and scared in my anxiety riddled episodes of being alien in the world filled with mystery and brutality.
You can never forget dreams.. You just move on from them. You find new dreams and you think its ur truly dream, you feel happy from thinking about it.. But suddenly, you lose them.
I had a dream one night when I was trying to stop drinking and using for the millionth time, before I fell asleep i asked God to reveal Himself to me, I dreamed a man came up to me and said “You’re more than a ten statement type of girl Paula “ I said “Did you know me before my addiction “ He said “I’ve always known you” I said “ can I come with you” He said “ Yes, follow me “ I was then baptised in my dream, after 30 years of using, I haven’t had a single drink or drug since Dec 8 2022, thank you 🙏
i feel like im wandering blindly and hoping to stumble upon a way worth going. im desperate not to waste the brain i was given, but at the same time the academics that I dedicate my life to are unfulfilling. i'm 21. it feels old, but everyone tells me it isnt. im not depressed and im not suicidal, im fine, im just uncertain, like im moving forward through pitch black on the mere faith that i'll be able to see again when i get through.
honestly same bro.. I'm 20 years old and I still feel like I'm so far from whatever my purpose is supposed to be and I have no clue how to even begin with pursuing a relationship with anyone. Everyone keeps telling me that I have so much time ahead of me and I already feel like I am nearing the end. I hope you break through that empty void
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
Comment sections like this give me hope for humanity. The internet and social media could be such a positive and wonderful place with better monitoring. Its just so full of hate with no consequences to the people that give it. Anyway... Just stay awesome! Because you are! You know you are. Youre so different to any other person in this world
my dad died in 2015 (when i was 3-2 years old) so hearing this makes all his memories come back to me edit: im having an emotional break down after writing this comment bc i miss him alot (this is not fake please do say that it is)
This is so beautiful when im sad i Listen to this It reminds me of a house in a forest It helps me to escape reality It helps me from all the Bad negativity, thank you❤❤
This is just Peace , this music helped me from being alone and afraid to being alone and happy ... Please dont stop making those Tracks . This is more than just Music . Thank you
I fell into heroin 5 years ago now, I feel lonely and with this drug I can no longer feel lonely. I lost my best friend 7 years ago. I would never see again. This music, it comforts me and draws my image, drugs kill suffering and I'm afraid without it... Who told us that angels exist? I'm out in the dark staring at the blood red moon Remembering the hopes and dreams I had And all I had to do Wondering what happened to that boy And the world he called his own... I'm out in the dark I wonder how I got so old It's all gone There's nothing left of everything I loved everything feels wrong It's all gone No hopes no dreams no world no...i don't belong No...I don't belong here anymore I will get lost in time It will not be long Left alone with nothing The end Left alone with nothing Nothing
Please talk to someone about it, go to rehab. Your friend wouldn't want you to not live your life because of him. Don't think of living your life as being disrespectful to them. Live the life your friend would have wanted you to have. I understand it's not easy to just give up on drugs but just try to talk to someone, phone a number, go into rehab, something. For your friend. You deserve to live your life.
I agree with the comment above me. Turn your life around man, theres still hope. Everything will get better soon, but you need to something about it yourself! Stop the drugs, get rehab, talk with someone, view yourself as a better person! We are all counting on you man, I wish you the best❤❤❤
I get that thought very often, and im only 22, but everyone's end gets closer every minute, jit just you and I. It might not ve as bad as we think though
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@Terachad. No worries mate, Glad you passed by. Enjoy the rest of my videos too ;)
사람들은 살아간다. 내가 지구 반대편에서 늘 실감하는 사실이다.
why cant it be monetized?
@@emilyl2515 because he didn't make the songs, he just copy pasted them
Well hes still the man for putting these together ..wicked dude if I could I'd send you money don't give up
you don’t miss the old you,
you miss the times when you were happy..
That really is true.
i had a moment like this but for the young kids never and i mean ever ever let toxic people stay. there gonna ruin u and leave u left with a trauma that u want many times but hate bec ur used to the feeling focus on ur dreams and passion live ur life
Fuck this hits deep...
😭😭😭
توجع
I don't wanna stop living, I just wanna stop living like this.
(PS thank u for supporting my music🖤)
Were all rooting for you man. Keep going
I feel it....I really do. 😪 I am rooting for you as well! We just gotta try to stay strong and keep moving forward.
WOLF, TRY TO FIND PEOPLE YOU CAN HELP!!!! HELP SOMEONE, TEACH SOMEONE, LOVE MANY!!!!!! ALL MY ❤️
@@patriciapiper6294 ?
Same too
Time flies, doesn’t it?
Feels like just yesterday we were walking to the bus stop, with mourning doves cooing in the distance.. pretty sure we all thought they were owls and we asked ourselves:
“What’s an owl doing up right now?”
Man we were so innocent..
…
Time doesn’t go any faster or slower, just our perception of it. we all know what time it is. A minute lasts 60 seconds when we look at the clock. But when we don’t look at it, A minute becomes the new second, 15 minutes just gets shorter, and shorter, and shorter. The more we get older, and the older we get. We all start to realize what name we’re making for ourselves. Sure.. we aren’t making history. But you might have changed someone’s life for the better today. You might have saved someone’s life by just saying hello as you walk past them in the street. You might have fed someone’s pet when you tipped your barista.
Time is inevitable, physically growing older is inevitable. But mentally.. You can always go down memory lane, and be happy you have the gift to remember. Unlike some of the unfortunate old folks with Alzheimer’s.. You are fortunate, People love you, though you may not believe it.. trust me, there will always be someone who you made smile.
You may have to get older.. but you don’t have to grow up.
I always thought they were owls. Take care buddy
Adult is more routine oriented. "Time flies" is that bs routine deciding your day before you even wake. Routine is what prisoners do to keep from going insane.
It's basically prison. But you are free to roam around and create offspring (the prisoners that replace you) redundancy works
"if bubblegum lasted forever noone would buy more."
That's why cancer exists
"don't be sad they are gone, be happy they were ever there" I wish you the best Sinister
younger you had a dream, make that little guy proud, i love you
It came too quickly 😢
i don't know you, you don't know me but, i love you and we all want you here.
thanks about that
@@prxvbeyou’re always welcome.
I needed that. ❤
I never see it, no one gives a shit if I'm not here anymore, the indiference gets heavier every day, I'm starting to not be able to stand it anymore, no one cares man
@@sjm7290 trust the timing. Once u look back at now, u’ll realize how far you have come.
To anybody who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind. May clarity replace confusion. May peace and calmness fill your life
I just read your comment. Thank you, my friend. 👍
thanks man, heartbreak sucks…
Overindulgence in lecherous reverie is the collectivistic presupposition of living lifeforms.
Thus, if one thinks he can escape the sempiternal melancholy, and vanity of existence, one should be doomed to suffer as long as he exits.
Man is a compound of dozens of needs and necessities hard, and eventually impossible, to satisfy, it is for which such needs are fulfilled, while scarcely such Infinite needs are fulfilled, one enters a state of nothingness and boredom, and if existence has any real intrinsic value, one shall not experience in boredom, for which one should be satisfied by relative nothingness and merely existing.
Moreover, will, individuality, consciousness, and emotions obstruct such salvations of existence.
Doom, inexistence are the ultimate salvations of living lifeforms.
@@NakkLeVaar101 Such profound insights are rare to find. To be able to deeply understand the existence and the correlation of true salvation between the conscious beings. Might as well say that I'm genuinely intrigued by your way of constructing these unique way of thoughts.
Ameen
My buddy Joe passed on 1/23/24. Joe was a great soul. We never argued as far as I can remember. Last time I saw Joe I told him I loved him and that next time we see each other we would hit the beach and enjoy some cold ones. Never got to go to the beach Joe. But I dream of you and the rest of the homies kicking it at the beach on a sunny day, laughing, and simply loving life. I still remember your smile Joe, your laugh, how smart you were. Till my last breath, I’ll always keep you in my heart Joe. You were my best friend and I love you. Sometimes I go outside and look at the stars Joey and see you smiling. I know you are at peace. Save a spot for me Joe, and we can hit the beach. I’ll drive. Rest in peace Joseph David Vasquez.
The image just gives me the feeling of nostalgia for a life I never lived.
if you're studying to this, good luck
if you're doing homework to this, hope you get amazing grades,
if you're crying to this, hope you know things will get better
if you're being happy to this, hope you stay that way
if you're working out to this, hope you get the size/body you want
if you're cleaning to this, hope you get it to your standers
if you're waking up to this, hope you have a good day
if you're going to sleep to this, sweet dreams
If your playing games to this, hope you win
if your just here to listen to fill in the silence, hope you enjoy the sound and hope your day will get better
Jesus is the Way, the Truth and the Life! Repent and you shall be saved by the Lord! ❤
Am doing an assignment and preparing to deliver a speech in front of a few hundred people. Almost 12:30 am here, and I am sitting in front of my lap listening to music while contemplating many decisions that led to my current state. Might stay up late or fall asleep midway, either way I needed this.. thank you human, now onward with my work :)
thank you very much for the words
@@sirjavxckieIt's increasingly difficult to believe this, but nobody said the path would be easy, right?
I’m just wondering when the pain ends. When will the voices in my head go away
I wasn't expecting life to turn out like this, i feel pathetic. Simply existence is being hard each day and my life is falling apart, i think it's slowly reaching it's end.
Don’t give up I’m there with you but we can only do one thing and that’s continue on with our battle scars. I pray you’re still with us
i feel the same way too and i hope you do better i believe in you even if i have never met you i will always be proud of you even if im not proud of myself
"look those rain? its like tears, but don't worry it'll stop"
Deep
It's comment sections like this that make the internet an incredible thing. The fact that there are strangers all over the world on here posting these heartfelt, motivational comments for other random strangers that they have never seen, is just beautiful. Whatever struggles you're facing, I hope you feel safe, happy, loved, or inspired here, even if it's for just a little while.
Same to you!
:)
❤️
💪💪
Means a lot I may be in middle school but I'm going through something rn it may not be the best but at least I get to be happy sometimes then never if anyone sees this gl in your troubles in life it may not be the best but at least be grateful for what you have good people
100 reasons to stay alive:
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your favourite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favourite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. “I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Pray (if you are religious)
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone you
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Someone’s skin against yours.
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it.
Ps : Never forget you are a beatiful person 💕 Life is so beatiful so live, live like no one else exist, live for yourself, don't care of bad people, you are strong, i love you 🫶🏼
I just want to die bro
My Grandmother would say things like this to me and I never ignored her
101.for flight
102.enjoy the life
@@Beginner_Aviator
103. to make your own diary
104. to hug your loved ones every night to tell them you love them
After reading the list I just realized I don't have much to live for. Except 51, 56, 57 and 94
hey you . yes you . random person that I will never meet . I truly hope that you will find happiness in life . today is going to be a great day
But I want to meet you
I hope you know that your an amazing person and you deserve many more awesome days to come as well
Thanks. You too.
You won't be able to get to know me, I'm from Brazil
Who know maybe we'll meet each other one day😁❤
Dreams: I'll keep you safe from reality.
Mirror: I won't laugh at you.
Pillow: I will hold your tears.
Rain: I'm here to cry with you.
Door: I'll keep you hidden
Music: I'll try to block the noises
TV: I'm here when you need comfort
Teddy: You may think I'm for children, but I'm always here when you need a hug.
Light: I'll make it dark so you can sleep
Imagination: I'll always be by your side, whenever you need me
And People: You're so ugly, and weird, or You're useless
Don't listen to them, you're Beautiful/handsome, and you are amazing
Love yourself, and don't follow the Haters ❤🩹 Follow the light
Love you all ❤
Bro tysm for the comment, I rlly needed it....
i'm 14 now but everything in my life feels like it is already a 100 years ago.
I've been through:
1. depression
2. covid-19
3. no friends
4. addiction
5. bullying
6. no love
7. bad body
8. bad grades
i've been thourhg this as a 14 year old boy, and it doesn't matter if your older or younger,if you have different issues. The bad times only make you realise how lucky you are to be you. Be yourself.
love yourself. good luck my friend.
Bro I am 18 and I feel already fucking old and shit,there is no salvation for me
Damn man, ive went through all of this aswell, im glad i didnt tear the paper into pieces and throw it in the trash, depression is like paper, you crumble it, again, and again, and again, once the paper stops crumbling, you open it, just to find it permanently damaged.
You find the paper damaged, some people will say: Its alright, i can do it, but the paper wont be fixed, some people will choose to tear the paper apart, taking their life away from themselves.
What im saying is, dont give up on yourself, even at the worst moments, dont feel down, alright? I know you may not know me, nor will you probably never see me again, but what im requesting is for you to live your life to the fullest, even at the worst times, just dont take your life away from yourself.
Farewell, until i see you next time, Ruben.
Stay strong brother 🫂
@laogamachilisauce saying no salvation for you, is pretty much dooming yourself. Thought proceeds actions
Im 15 I feel same but trust me I wont give up , I wont stand still . I dont like my life so I will change it ..... I have lost many times but still I never stop trying ... Because you can only try ., outcome is not in your hands
I love how music can connect people so simply.
Quite correct ❤
Music is the universal language.
There really is something for everyone..
My mom died in 2020. When I was 12. Sometimes I find videos like these and they just calm me down and let me think of stuff. Usually my brain is too cluttered and it's just annoying. So thanks, this is one of my favourite to listen too. All the stress of trying to appear happy and tough gets to you eventually
💔 man thats such a young age. I'm sorry to hear... it must still be hard. God bless you and comfort you, may you find his peace.
Do you have anyone to talk to about it?
hey man stay strong 🫂
...(
Stay strong champ, I know this feeling. Keep going forward no matter what and make her proud ❤
Be strong! connect to divine power within (I call it God). peace and love to you 🙏💙
Born 1993, when I was around 5/6 me and my family had to move to Germany, Osnabruck because my Dad was stationed there for being in the British Army. We stayed there until 2001. I can honestly say from what memories are still there in my head, are the best years of my life. If I could just relive those days, just for a few hours, I would be so happy.
I spend hours crying happy/sad tears on Google Earth Pro with the time machine of the maps. Seeing my old Primary School before it was demolished. Seeing the Army barracks my dad was at before that too was sadly demolished. Seeing my old childhood home which I haven't seen since we left 22 years ago.
It's even more saddening with how Germanys privacy laws are. Google Street view is practically none existent. So the buildings and the streets I fondly remember are mainly just these pixelated resemblances of buildings that I still vividly remember from my childhood but i can't see how are now or was a few years ago. I only have what I remember, and the odd remnants of videos here on RUclips which is extremely lacking and rare to find.
The walks we went on, the Warner Brothers Movie Theme Park down south near Dorsten. Pony rides in the woods and picking the oldest one there who was called Boris. I picked him all the time because he liked to eat the grass a lot which made the ride last longer so I could spend more time with him. The little & big lake walk just behind the Nettebad. The traditional Christmas Markets in the town centre. Playing video games when my Dad finally came home on my Playstation 1, we would try and beat the games in one day but never could because I didn't have a memory card. Getting excited whenever Pokemon was on the TV. Friends round mine to share the big swimming pool I had.
Watching Halloween Town before going out trick or treating. Finding our first ever pet, a kitten abandoned behind a grit bin while we were on a bike ride and taking her home, we named her Millie. So many memories. All lost to time. With only old VHS tapes & photographs to try and relive those memories at least just a tiny bit.
Oh what Id do just to go back to those days. Nostalgia is such a beautiful but cruel mistress. I hate to love it and love to hate it. I Miss you Osnabruck. I miss you childhood.
But. I have a baby daughter now. And I honestly can not wait to be the best father I can possibly be. And to make everlasting memories with her that she can look back on and smile just as much as I do looking back at the ones I made with my Mum & Dad.
Oh Germany. Oh Osnabruck. Oh childhood. You were the best of days. I'll revisit you one day. With the whole family hopefully.
Man i lived your memories as i read through you should probably write a book on this you will sell millions of copies i tell you for sure and name the books distorted memories have happy life ahead of you
@@Aabis_Saadaat Thank you for the kind words! I actually plan on making a video about nostalgia on my 2nd channel. I feel i'll be able to articulate and project how i feel about all this better
@@Pilps Good luck brother!
i was sad when reading your story because of the nostalgia i had when i was 5 i would be playing with Nerf guns all the time, having fun on the playground with my friends, having play dates on weekends. But now a lot of my friends are in different classes and my best friend had to move to a different school plus i get so nervous when talking to new people and i just cant make them think im weird and somtimes i just cry on my bed when im sleeping cause they call me rude things, so after hearing this you made me smile because all the memories of being 5 are gone having fun, play dates, Nerf gun wars, where has the time gone?
if you were reading this thank you so much this was a lot of time to do this and now being in middle school and almost going into grade 8 and on to high school
im just saying time flys and use it properly just like how many memories ive told you guy so yea
Hope you guys have a great day
@@GreenBanana-wi7eg You still have your youth kid. Things like that make you feel like that at that age will be insignificant to you when you're older. It may not think that now & i know, it's a big deal at your age to try and fit in. But you will find your kind of people some day, it may be soon it may not be. But all i can say is, cherish the youth you still have right now.
I'd do so much to be where you are right now. Don't waste those precious years of youth, don't do anything stupid, stick with the right people. And please, please, if you have grandparents or anyone in your family who is on the older side. Please visit them and talk to them, you'll regret it later in life if you didn't.
Good luck, stay safe, be smart, have fun, make memories with family, the world is a big and scary place.
Sometimes hearing sad songs gives me relief
The comment sections on these videos is just a reason to be happy, really shows that there are good people still alive.
Quite correct! ❤
I think the same
Indeed homie
All humans ..we are people...looking for happens...from morocco...❤
I JUST MISS THE OLD DAYS WHEN I WAS A KID,THE WORLD IS SO FUN BACK TO THE KID T T
Bro ikr.....
If you come here because you need that little bit of peace, let me tell you please don't give up.
You have to keep fighting.
That stronger, faster, better you is waiting at the end of whatever battle you're fighting.
It's not the end.
It's only the beginning.
You have to get up
. Despite the numerous times you've been slammed into the ground you have to dust yourself off and ask "is that all you got?" Because you're strong.
Know it. Own it.
Trust me, I know.
And if you have to go down, go down fighting with everything you've got. Never stop fighting.
Please.
I'm sure someday we will meet and show our battle scars and talk about how we made it.
Sleep easy tonight.
You need to rest.
Blessings and Love❤❤❤
Thank you so much, you are a blessed human being! ❤❤❤
let me be the reality, the reality is nothing will get better in the end, i've seen this before, people will always tell you it's going to get better or there's a better light at the end of the tunnel, but the cold hard truth is that only light you were looking for is "the illusion", and once you get there you realize that the only thing you found is wasted time following forgotten ambitions , and the sooner you realize this it could save you from pursuing this empty concept of "something getting better". The best advice i can give is to fight hard, yes "fight hard" for yourself, your family, your dreams, your right to life, your love, your mental wellness, because "if you don't " something or someone WILL steal it from you, a great evil has come upon this world, if you don't fight for your ambition it will be lost to time, lest your very soul to be molded to this world or succumb to fall to a deep abyss, fight for your soul never allow it to be broken. when i younger i really tried hard to seek out friends hoping i'd be a part of something, i searched forever and never found true friends, i always seeked out for friends, ambitions, dreams, but all my hopes were dashed and broken, now i'm older and i'll never find the pieces to my broken life nor will i ever seek out answers to my past, i will never pick up my walking stick to go find something that can't be found, i will live out the remaining days of my life in peace and search for solace, iv'e burnt up the last of my dreams and chances, fake friends, broken relationships, and responses, someone told me long ago after i lost my best friend, "sometimes you have to deal with disappointments" , I never thought someone could be so cold, after that i've lost many good friends along the way never to see them again, if you want the truth, the truth is nobody will fight for you, you mostly will be left alone in this world, while others may say to believe that some things get better. I say for sake of everything about you, please don't buy into it, stay awake and never trust anyone, because just as easily as someone can appear to be trustworthy, they can just as easily destroy you, remember that this world is very cruel as for people, and your mental state. as for the isolation i've experienced in my life has been very cruelly torturing, and nobody has truly been there for me as a friend, iv'e learned to be more cruel to those cold to me, to speak out, and to guard my beliefs, and never allow people to use me for free, and to never allow anyone just into my social circle unless they can understand me as a person and not just to pretend like they got me, it's a cruel world people must fend off the evil before it eats the soul
Man this shit hits hard when your gaming late at night
It really does
I am looking out my window, it's night and this playlist fits so well
Playing games alone that I used to play with my siblings really gets to me, you know. They've moved on but I'm still clinging to old memories...
this in the backround , 2 am ,playing roblox and scamming little kids
I did that alllll the time when lofi was popular, hopefully I get to have that experience again someday
I wanted to become so many things when i was a child, but somewhere along the line i stopped wanting to be anything, no tragedy or any serious thing happened. But....I still sometimes wonder what went wrong.
Man. Listening to this after 2 months of dealing with severe depression after who i thought was the love of my life left me. So many thoughts on my mind but this is just so calming. Thank you for posting this.
This type of music is so peaceful.
This makes me want to embrace life and let my loved ones know how much I care because one day all I’ll have are memories to look back on and cherish. Regret is a burden. Live for today.❤
Very wise words ❤
To whoever reads this,
i love you
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love you even if you have insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love you even if you have failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you even on sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you act
i love you even if you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you even if you you're mean
i love you even if you're alone
i love you even if you can't feel
i love you even if you feel too much
i love you even if you can't take life anymore
i love you even if you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you even if you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you even if you don't believe in yourself
i love you even if you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you even if you have problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you even if you're in pain
i love you even if you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love you even if you have wounds
i love you even if you have scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you even if you lie
i love you even if you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you even if you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you even if you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you even if you have headache
i love you even if you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you're mature
i love you even if you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you even if life isn't bright
i love you when you're responsible
i love you even if you're irresponsible
i love you even if you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love even if your worst
i love the little things you do
i love all of you
i love you when you're you
i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
From the stranger on the internet who loves you :)
(Not my idea but please spread it around, everyone deserves even just a little bit of love.) :}
Damn… I appreciate that
im not gay lol but what if you are girl .... nothing
How can you love a single person you've never seen, spoken to, or met before. The gesture is thoughtful but it somewhat demeans the word love when you say it to just anyone you've never even gotten to know like that you know.
Don't hate me for this, it's just my opinion
Thank you so much!
@@PhuongChinhVN Love doesn't have to be romantic, like for example loving your family and friends isn't romantical.
My dog just died today, This is perfect song to mourn on him
Its been 8 years to be with me on my side, Run free now and rest
Rest In Peace
sorry for your loss...
How u holding up man
@Sillyman27, I am good now, thanks dude. I just realized that if I am succumbing to sadness, My dog in the afterlife will be sad if he sees me in that state.
@@semi22363 I wish I could give you a hug man your a trooper.
It's been a year since I lost someone I loved, and it was because of me. Until this day I feel the pain and guilt, I went into depression, lost the will to live and closed myself. I am currently undergoing medication treatment and have been greatly helped by my family and friends. I feel like God hasn't given up on me yet, and I was taken aback by this video, this song and this list. Thank you so much for this!
While I’m writing, It’s raining here in Rio de Janeiro, and I’m going to sleep 😴
Stay strong brother ❤
You are doing amazing my man! Hope you get better soon, i'm counting on ya!
God has not given up on you, my love! Have faith in Jesus, He died on the cross and paid the price for all of our sins, you don't have to carry the pain and guilt on your own. For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life.
I promise you, when you give your heart to God and trust in Him and love Him, He will help you with everything. Try reading the Bible, learn more about Jesus, and let God heal you. Keep going and let God strengthen you! I hope to see you get better ❤
@@feverbearrrthank you some much for taking a time to write this message for me! Really, it means so much! Big hug ♥️🙏🏻
Im at a place called starlite inn right now, ironic this popped in my feed
"Why do we have to fear death? Does anything good come from being alive? Not for me. Not a single good thing has happened to me in my entire life"
-Thorfinn, Vinland saga
Just this thumbnail itself got me like this video already. I miss Seattle
Blankly staring at the wall, remembering the good times you had. As the tear rolls down your cheek, you set the photo of your kids down and close your eyes, hoping that oneday you get to see them again.
Hey you, who stopped to read my comment, never give up, go ahead, fight for your dreams, things will come better for you, I wish you every success
Don’t look back, Go forward.
Just treasure in your heart
Music is the one thing which really saves me. Thanks for nice playlist. I'm feeling much better now.
Jesus can save..
turn to Him in faith..
@@adriannakent9541 jesus is dead.
@@adriannakent9541 no mid jesus shit
dont worry I love you
Damn we re all depressed here, well something we all have in common feels warm, thanks for all the support, I’ll never know you but you’re all precious!
I am not, I just enjoy the music.
@@gertal2764 nice pretty good stay like that. Hope you never find yourself here
We're out here.👋
Memories warm you up from the inside. But they also tear you apart.” 🥺💔
The title has such a deep meaning. We see dreams almost everyday but only remember them every once in a while.
My childhood passed so fast...
When I learnt more about the world, It was the worst time in my life and yet it still is.
My experience have this solution: more you know, more you worry about. As a child I really didnt cared about anything. Gosh the teen age is so bad. I thought itll be good, but I was wrong. This type of music really allows me to stop thinking about the reality.
Ps: I cried while reading the comments, man. 😭
its 3am i have litterly no one to talk to. i have no friends and im just alone with my thoughts. all i wanna do is havw deep convos with someone about life or play roblox (although im 17 roblox be fun ngl) i miss having friends. feels like im wasting my years and im just stuck as the world moves on and it drives me insane.
Don't worry buddy, we've all been there. It can be difficult at times.
Im here with norifications on, if you want to talk to me about life then you can do it my friend, im listening ♥️
@@Duarteyahoo272 thank you I really appreciate it
@@alicia1351
These kinds of playlists I believe resonate with a lot of people fighting their inner demons, and those under depression. I’ve never experienced such emotional pain before, as I’m from an understanding family, but I really find this genre really peaceful, with a hint of sorrow. I’ve found this genre last year and it was the best thing I’ve ever discovered.
Reading every comments shows that everyone has different stories to tell, different problems, things going on in their life and thats what makes us human, it makes me wants to keep living more so i have more stories to tell
I miss my dad. This sound is so calming its making me think alot..like how i shove my emotions in and never let it go...because i want to be happy. I dont want to cry and be sad i really dont. But i realized i have to let my emotions out and not lock them in. Thank you so much for making this video. God bless you love 🙏🏾
I'm sorry he's not there 💔 I bet today was tough too... sorry. I can relate.
"A father to the fatherless, a defender of widows, is God in his holy dwelling."
Psalms 68:5 🫂
@@the.seagull.35 thank you so much 🙏🏾❤️
I’m very sorry he is not there with you. But he always loves you no matter what ❤
@@arobindudas4863 thanks 🫂
Just remember, no matter what hard times you are going through someday you will smile again. I promise. 👍
To who ever reads this comment things will get better for you, you will doubt it but they will. Dont lose hope,better days are coming.
As you sit and enjoy this mix, remember. The universe flows through you in avalanches of abundance in health, wealth, love, prosperity and happiness
Always reveal my memories,those mysterious memories that I don’t even sure it existed
This is the video that really got me into this type of music. I woke up at 6:00 in the morning and listened to this while I got ready for school. It was a vibe.
100 reasons to be alive:
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your favourite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favorite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. “I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Pray (if you are religious)
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone you
75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships.
76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person.
77. Joy and happiness in the little things.
78. The power to inspire others.
79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression.
80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life.
81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet.
82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family.
83. Learn new things and develop new skills.
84. Create a legacy that will outlive you.
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Cuddles
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it.
Ps : Never forget you are a beautiful person 💕 Life is so beautiful so live, l love you
:)
I still believe there are similar people like us.... we just need to find them😢
You don't miss the old days you just miss being happy being a kid again
It feels like just yesterday was my birthday, July 12, and now it’s Christmas Day. I try to tell myself cherish every single ounce of time you have, because it’s the most valuable resource you have on this planet. But no matter how much I tell myself this, it goes by faster and faster. I guess, just remember to have fun while you use up your limited amount of time ❤
I listen to these sort of playlists the night before a new semester in academia begins for me, since I feel a sort of warm wave of nostalgia come and relax me before work starts again. It gives me a sense of motivation and comfort to continue persevering through life and to eventually reach my dreams. Stay safe and strong to whoever is reading this comment.
Glad you like them!
@@soulscape20 ♥️
" Relection.. Its like water. nothing is softer then water.. Yet it can overcome rock "
-Jet Lee
" A perfect blossom is a rare thing.. You can go your whole life searching for one.. And it would not be a wasted life "
- Katsumoto
Never feel like your not enough.. Even if your alone. There was a time you used to smile and be happy go there. Look inside your heart. Find yourself again.
Your hitchhiking down a lonesome road. Only your thoughts to keep you company. You see a hotel sign but you have no money for a room. It’s a wet but warm night. The rain makes the atmosphere strangely pleasant. You begin to contemplate your life, your death and ever choice you’ve ever made in between. Next thing you know you’ve been standing there for almost 40 minutes. A nostalgic air hangs around you as you bush the rain off your head and continue on your way
Well written ❤
This is amazing ty I know sometimes u think „why is it always me??“ but remember this is not forever. I‘ve been trough worse.. much worse all I can say is „let time be time“
what I mean by that is do not care about every single person problem or Situation in ur life, let time decide how it will be going. Time changes people change will come I know that!
God is with all of us.
Tired and weary from the hours on end of driving, you spot the neon sign in the dim light. It was impossible to miss, with the contrast and eye catching name. You stop in, check in, and get your key. You hear the faint sound of rain hitting against the window and pavement outside. You turn to look, but when you turn back, the clerk is gone. The neon sign is burnt out; a decrepit interior. A memory.
We live in a different zones. I know it's raining on your own. Mine is cold and there's a breeze. I wish you could see me, just one more time and remember my beautiful face and that smile you used to adore.
Breaks me into pieces thinking you're not longer mine, and thinking that you don't want me as yours anymore.
Where did the love go? They say it transforms, into something new.
Something new that I don't need and I don't want.
How many nights should I ask God to hear your voice again?
All my dreams and goals went with it
Can I call you again? Can you calm me instead?
I've been independent my whole life, but it's the first time that I need someone by my side.
Only you, but you act like you're a ghost and like you never existed in my life.
this hits hard ..
Fantastic playlist! Saved for when I’m journaling or reading. Or just laying in bed and wanna vibe.
Jesus is alive
Nice
When I was near the end of my high school era,I used to dream about becoming a rich man who can adapt to this cruel society and not only survive it,but dominate it.
The reason for this dream was simple.Since I come from a third world country,seeing kids under 5 begging for alms is a frequent scenario here.My dream was to be rich enough so that I can select the kids who want to grind(but are too poor to do so) and raise them as such so that they can achieve in life according to their will and ambition.
5 years later,here I am.Lost,fazed,clueless about what the hell I'm doing here,no hope to keep me going on.When I clicked this vid and the music began,what i remembered instantly was my own forgotten dream.i'm sorry to my past self.He deserved better.Anybody reading till this,I hope better days are in store for you.
Dipikir-pikir malah kepikiran masa depan, bakat, karir, pekerjaan... Tinggal aku anak satu-satunya di keluarga ini, aku harus bisa membuat mereka bangga dan bahagia... Walaupun berat semoga aku bisa melalui ini semua :')
"Forgotten Dreams"
Forgotten Dreams that haven't crossed my mind since the night of having those dreams... until coming upon this playlist.. this playlist hit me so cognitively deep.. i forgot there were ever such a place for such dreams... dreams with such deep feelings but little trace of memory. Dreams have alaways been my Wonderland.. and i wonder mindfreely every night from this hatred world corrupt by the matrix.
This just hit me. I don’t remember a time I was truly happy….I think the only time I smiled a good genuine smile (with no one expecting anything from me, I didn’t have to do anything and I was safe) was when I was with my sister staying up until 7am watching the Walt Whitman bridge traffic go by at night. We could see the city lights of Philadelphia. The window was open and I could feel the night air. We were able to watch the moon and the stars appear and disappear. I had her close to me and it felt like nothing could separate us. We had no expectations to meet and we could simply be our twin sister selves. Miss those nights.
the first song made me feel colder
Snowfall
My mom passed away in november 2023 due to cancer, i usually stay up at nights just remembering the old times and imagining how would i be doing right now if i still had her by my side, mostly while listening to music. Im gonna miss her at my graduation, at my marriage and when im gonna start earning full time (if I'll ever get a chance). Love your parents to the fullest Gs. Life is unpredictable.
If sleeping is the only way to escape reality then I'll sleep all day
Songs hurt, but the Qur’an comforts your heart ❤
Right now i am in another country alone with bigger dreams and no one share with and problem inside me and no one will care when i say it And my family away in a war zone but i keep saying to my self aziz some day you will make all your dreams come true and i will make my father love me again because he hates me and mom she will be happy again my day will come soon I wrote this message here because i don’t some one to understand what ı am going through it wish you all good luck
"We didn’t realize we were creating cherished memories; we were simply enjoying the moment and having fun. Those carefree times turned into the most treasured moments of our lives, reminding us of the beauty in living spontaneously."
Sometimes I really hate that song Snowfall.. makes me feel empty about the past and wishing I did things differently but other times it almost inspires me to plan my next adventure.
:to everyone who's studying with music
Checklist:
• A bottle of water, at least 1 liter. Your brain works better if it has enough water and drinking helps you to concentrate💧
• Your charger. You sometimes don't even notice that your device's battery is going down, so better have it plugged in all the time🔋
• Your headphones. You will be able to focus more with headphones, because it blocks background noises. Also, if it's a late night study session, you won't wake up anyone🎧
• a tea or coffee. Coffee keeps you awake, green or black tea can make you feel more awake as well.☕
• Your study/work stuff: your laptop/tablet/phone , a few pens, paper or whatever you need.⌨
•Anything else you could need, what about a heat pad, a blanket, a good lamp, your pet so you have a study buddy 🐈
Reminder : After an hour, you should stand up and walk a bit around. Better stop the music or put on different music for the break. Open your window, even if it's cold outside. Fresh air will make it better, trust me.
You could also lay your head down on your desk for ten minutes and listen to a podcast. Or, if you have to read a book, listen to the audiobook of it. You can also listen to the audiobook while doing another thing, that's even better than listening to music while reading the book.
I hope y'all had a good day, if not, that's okay too. Remember to take care of yourself and try to get some sleep tonight 😴🧸
thanks g
this playlist going in my deep child memory
I can imagine heaven feeling inside my head, its so beautiful there❤
It is so nice to have friends but knowing that one day they will stop talking to you is undoubtedly something that makes you nostalgic, the past now the present, let's imagine that we are grown up now... Will we really die? What is beyond the universe?
May all the exam papers you touch this year only brings you happiness, success and satisfaction ❤ with love
Idk why but the first song always makes me think of the year 2072.
It makes me think of a wintry, snowy night, but I can picture that as well.
its so calming
It sure is
Indeed it is
Struggling with mental health, especially last week. Broke down from thinking too much on the past and was drinking too much coffee. Doing the best i can to get better for myself, my husband, and the family that cares. Sometimes wish mom and dad really loved me and that both sides of my parents families weren't pedophiles, manipulators, fakes, drug abusers, etc but it is what it is. Being around my mom or dad and both sides of the family makes me incredibly depressed and stressed so the best i can do is except the loyal and awesome friends i have the kind individuals members in my husband's family. I get scared of rejection and being pushed away to the point i have to remind myself or need to hear it from him (husband) in order to help me whenever im lost and scared in my anxiety riddled episodes of being alien in the world filled with mystery and brutality.
I don't wanna stop living, l just wanna stop living like this.
Yep
You can never forget dreams.. You just move on from them. You find new dreams and you think its ur truly dream, you feel happy from thinking about it.. But suddenly, you lose them.
I had a dream one night when I was trying to stop drinking and using for the millionth time, before I fell asleep i asked God to reveal Himself to me, I dreamed a man came up to me and said “You’re more than a ten statement type of girl Paula “ I said “Did you know me before my addiction “ He said “I’ve always known you” I said “ can I come with you” He said “ Yes, follow me “ I was then baptised in my dream, after 30 years of using, I haven’t had a single drink or drug since Dec 8 2022, thank you 🙏
This is good. I hope you have a great day. I hope God grants you success
Get ready we are about to start tribulation, everything will be alright,don't be afraid to lose everything, just rely on him
i feel like im wandering blindly and hoping to stumble upon a way worth going. im desperate not to waste the brain i was given, but at the same time the academics that I dedicate my life to are unfulfilling. i'm 21. it feels old, but everyone tells me it isnt. im not depressed and im not suicidal, im fine, im just uncertain, like im moving forward through pitch black on the mere faith that i'll be able to see again when i get through.
honestly same bro.. I'm 20 years old and I still feel like I'm so far from whatever my purpose is supposed to be and I have no clue how to even begin with pursuing a relationship with anyone. Everyone keeps telling me that I have so much time ahead of me and I already feel like I am nearing the end. I hope you break through that empty void
relatable
but all we have to do is just keep moving until the very end no matter what happens time is always ticking until we meet our end naturally
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
Im 15, i make music but i already have regrets that i can’t erase from my mind😔
Comment sections like this give me hope for humanity. The internet and social media could be such a positive and wonderful place with better monitoring. Its just so full of hate with no consequences to the people that give it.
Anyway... Just stay awesome! Because you are! You know you are. Youre so different to any other person in this world
I'm literally miss having the emotions of waking up and actually appreciate living in life😢
I love this, thank you for sharing 🤗❤️
Made me go nighty night by accident- I loved it
Appreciate it! Do check out my other stuff too ;)
my dad died in 2015 (when i was 3-2 years old) so hearing this makes all his memories come back to me
edit: im having an emotional break down after writing this comment bc i miss him alot (this is not fake please do say that it is)
I’m very sorry to hear that. But he loves you no matter what ❤❤
Remember this: someday soon you will smile again.
Sorry to hear about it. May his soul rest in peace.
Good times will come I promise you rip
This song feels like your in heaven!❤😌
This is so beautiful when im sad i Listen to this It reminds me of a house in a forest It helps me to escape reality It helps me from all the Bad negativity, thank you❤❤
I always come here, i love this playlist so much
Why am I feeling loved? Why am I crying?..
I ラブ you
Because you are loved.
Jesus loves you. ❤✝️
Because you are loved ❤
This is just Peace , this music helped me from being alone and afraid to being alone and happy ... Please dont stop making those Tracks . This is more than just Music . Thank you
This song makes my heart slow down.... 🙂
I’m still existing bro, but I stopped living that one night.
I fell into heroin 5 years ago now, I feel lonely and with this drug I can no longer feel lonely. I lost my best friend 7 years ago. I would never see again.
This music, it comforts me and draws my image, drugs kill suffering and I'm afraid without it...
Who told us that angels exist?
I'm out in the dark
staring at the blood red moon
Remembering the hopes and dreams I had
And all I had to do
Wondering what happened to that boy
And the world he called his own...
I'm out in the dark
I wonder how I got so old
It's all gone
There's nothing left of everything I loved
everything feels wrong
It's all gone
No hopes no dreams no world
no...i don't belong
No...I don't belong here anymore
I will get lost in time
It will not be long
Left alone with nothing
The end
Left alone with nothing
Nothing
Please talk to someone about it, go to rehab. Your friend wouldn't want you to not live your life because of him. Don't think of living your life as being disrespectful to them.
Live the life your friend would have wanted you to have.
I understand it's not easy to just give up on drugs but just try to talk to someone, phone a number, go into rehab, something. For your friend.
You deserve to live your life.
I agree with the comment above me. Turn your life around man, theres still hope.
Everything will get better soon, but you need to something about it yourself!
Stop the drugs, get rehab, talk with someone, view yourself as a better person!
We are all counting on you man, I wish you the best❤❤❤
my end is getting closer every day
I get that thought very often, and im only 22, but everyone's end gets closer every minute, jit just you and I. It might not ve as bad as we think though