turning 24 in 2 months. I'm feeling surreal because adult life hits me very hard. it's difficult for me to put it into words. every day, every month, every year, i discover one new thing. sometimes i feel like i have been living my life wrong, that it makes me wanna become someone else. but life is not fairy tale where you can just change it with a magical spell or wand.
Turning 30 next month. Adult life hits everyone hard. You continuously grow throughout your life and change. We all do, What you once wanted is not the same as what you want now, and it will repeat multiple times as you get wiser over time. Never regret what you once wanted; it was correct during that period of time.
I turned 24 last month, it’s honestly hard for me to sometimes grasp the fact that I am an adult, that I need to take things more seriously, but that nothing is ever really that serious. Seems like adult life is contradictory sometimes. Sometimes I feel good about where I’m at, what I’ve done, where I’m going, and sometimes I don’t- instead I wish for it all to end.
Somehow it feels like the time and space have stopped functioning last seconds before death. The black doorway opens and a dark faceless figure approaches and says: - "Your lifetime is done. We are now in a temporary transit dimension. Before your new timeline is branched and generated into the multiverse, I am going to give you 2 options" Full of confusion, out of billion questions you decide to follow the suggested script and ask: - What options? - Move straight to a new branch, new life, losing all the memory of your current life. Or.. - Or? - Review your entire life from the very beginning, till the very end, like a farewell revision. - Who are you? - An architect. Don`t think I am doing this exclusively for you, as I am hyperdimensional being, or rather a collective of beings, many as one, one as many. While I am giving you this moment of eternity, on this plane of existence, this layer, I, we are simultaneously guiding billions like you, and performing uncountable by your measures amount of tasks. - So you...are God? - From your perspective, probably, if that pleases you and simplifies your current mental state, let it be so. However, God is just your own convention, nothing more. So, to the point, your answer? - I.....I would like to revisit my lifetime once more.... - As you wish... All the beautiful moments, all the pain, all the suffering.....all of them opened in front of you, in a non-linear sequence, while you being not a player this time, but a spectator... Tears on your face, relief and grief, bliss and frustration.....What a spectrum. We shall take it to our database to improve our never-ending cycle and growing network of the multiversal evolution. Thank you for you cooperation. It is time to move on, to reload you. Farewell and see you again.
There is something calming about this music that mixes a moment of uncertainty, what is next, and feeling helpless with the hope, yearning, and fondness of something better to come. I just love the almost neutral peace it brings me listening to it.
Couples break apart easily and even the best of relationships don’t last. The meaning of life is far superior than couples or romance, it is not known by humans, and in the end, it is beyond our understanding. Perhaps… There is a God out there… Watching us…
I don't know, but it seems to me that my life is getting better and it's cool, very even, but for some reason, on this particular day, time goes slowly, very strangely, although on other days it flew very fast
The true hero battles for what lies beyond tomorrow... even while others merely fight solely for today. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind’s journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul’s fate revealed. In time, all points converge, hope’s strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe’s endless refrain, We must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ -- Diamond Dragons (book I)
@@malamstafakhoshnaw6992 yeah i definitely see a comparison, and i love those genres. but all these new songs are definitely something a bit different. seeing as it's not all just one artist, i thought there might be a term floating around already that i haven't heard yet.
I really like your videos, but I really think that your QR code thing is kind of distracting from the overall tone of the video. I wrote a comment about it on your previous video, I really must of just never posted it or something there's no way you'd delete it, I mean it wasn't even negative. But yea, to bring up what I said in the previous one, you really might want to tone down the QR code. As far as I can tell, it doesn't do anything other than show your already showing spotify link in the pinned comment and description. Don't you think it would have an overall better tone if the video had a bit less of that rather bright and out of place QR code? I mean whatever you do is up to you, I just want to make sure you receive this opinion.
Best tracks from my channel on a SPOTIFY playlist:
spoti.fi/4aH2Phn (Daily updated)
turning 24 in 2 months. I'm feeling surreal because adult life hits me very hard. it's difficult for me to put it into words. every day, every month, every year, i discover one new thing. sometimes i feel like i have been living my life wrong, that it makes me wanna become someone else. but life is not fairy tale where you can just change it with a magical spell or wand.
I relate so much to this. I think most people do too 💙
Turning 30 next month. Adult life hits everyone hard. You continuously grow throughout your life and change. We all do, What you once wanted is not the same as what you want now, and it will repeat multiple times as you get wiser over time. Never regret what you once wanted; it was correct during that period of time.
I turned 24 last month, it’s honestly hard for me to sometimes grasp the fact that I am an adult, that I need to take things more seriously, but that nothing is ever really that serious. Seems like adult life is contradictory sometimes. Sometimes I feel good about where I’m at, what I’ve done, where I’m going, and sometimes I don’t- instead I wish for it all to end.
Somehow it feels like the time and space have stopped functioning last seconds before death. The black doorway opens and a dark faceless figure approaches and says:
- "Your lifetime is done. We are now in a temporary transit dimension. Before your new timeline is branched and generated into the multiverse, I am going to give you 2 options"
Full of confusion, out of billion questions you decide to follow the suggested script and ask:
- What options?
- Move straight to a new branch, new life, losing all the memory of your current life. Or..
- Or?
- Review your entire life from the very beginning, till the very end, like a farewell revision.
- Who are you?
- An architect. Don`t think I am doing this exclusively for you, as I am hyperdimensional being, or rather a collective of beings, many as one, one as many. While I am giving you this moment of eternity, on this plane of existence, this layer, I, we are simultaneously guiding billions like you, and performing uncountable by your measures amount of tasks.
- So you...are God?
- From your perspective, probably, if that pleases you and simplifies your current mental state, let it be so. However, God is just your own convention, nothing more. So, to the point, your answer?
- I.....I would like to revisit my lifetime once more....
- As you wish...
All the beautiful moments, all the pain, all the suffering.....all of them opened in front of you, in a non-linear sequence, while you being not a player this time, but a spectator...
Tears on your face, relief and grief, bliss and frustration.....What a spectrum.
We shall take it to our database to improve our never-ending cycle and growing network of the multiversal evolution. Thank you for you cooperation. It is time to move on, to reload you. Farewell and see you again.
There is something calming about this music that mixes a moment of uncertainty, what is next, and feeling helpless with the hope, yearning, and fondness of something better to come. I just love the almost neutral peace it brings me listening to it.
Yes we do, see, when a couple loves each other a lot...
That is indeed, very true
Couples break apart easily and even the best of relationships don’t last.
The meaning of life is far superior than couples or romance, it is not known by humans, and in the end, it is beyond our understanding.
Perhaps…
There is a God out there…
Watching us…
@@Dream-Eternal87 thank you, now i can't sleep :D
@@Indigo_Springs_Zulu:D sorry I got you thinking. Sleep well my friend :3 💙🌙
You see, what truly matters isn't how bad and painful the fall is, but how you get up and keep trying.
look like a joke
@@Ozzy-worsttaste But, is it?
you just gotta find that reason. some dont. some do.
Either way, it's an existence worth enjoying 💙
:D keep shining, and Goodnight 🌙💙✨
Yes… I don’t know what it is. I thought I did, but I am no longer sure of what it is.
Search deep within. I'm sure you'll find it. Good luck 💙
yes..... devouring foods
food for thought
I don't know, but it seems to me that my life is getting better and it's cool, very even, but for some reason, on this particular day, time goes slowly, very strangely, although on other days it flew very fast
The true hero battles for what lies beyond tomorrow... even while others merely fight solely for today.
🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨
"Before I start, I must see my end.
Destination known, my mind’s journey now begins.
Upon my chariot, heart and soul’s fate revealed.
In time, all points converge, hope’s strength resteeled.
But to earn final peace at the universe’s endless refrain,
We must see all in nothingness... before we start again."
🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨
-- Diamond Dragons (book I)
20:00 shinzou wo sasageyo
Tatake 💙
my reason is her.
what would you call this genre?
I'm not entirely sure myself
Sounds like vaporwave, synthwave beings its sub genre.
@@malamstafakhoshnaw6992 yeah i definitely see a comparison, and i love those genres. but all these new songs are definitely something a bit different. seeing as it's not all just one artist, i thought there might be a term floating around already that i haven't heard yet.
many people call this genre dark ambient
I'm a man, i'll be fine (kms)
The main reason is inertia
I guess
I don't think so.
To marry Yemileth..... 😘🧱👩🦰
☁️
🛌👫🤵👰
Good luck and a blessed life for you both. Having your own family is a blessing.
First
My guy
I love you bro 💙
I love you too my g 💙
I really like your videos, but I really think that your QR code thing is kind of distracting from the overall tone of the video. I wrote a comment about it on your previous video, I really must of just never posted it or something there's no way you'd delete it, I mean it wasn't even negative.
But yea, to bring up what I said in the previous one, you really might want to tone down the QR code. As far as I can tell, it doesn't do anything other than show your already showing spotify link in the pinned comment and description. Don't you think it would have an overall better tone if the video had a bit less of that rather bright and out of place QR code?
I mean whatever you do is up to you, I just want to make sure you receive this opinion.
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