I am so heartbroken. He was the only artist that I felt honestly so connected to and he was so smart and bright and so ahead of his time and just I am pissed at whoever killed him. And its killing me that I can't do shit about it.
R.I.P X. You'll be forever missed...❤His songs were inspirational, and one of his songs even cured my depression. I felt safe and secure with one of my favortie songs, "Changes" out of most of them, it changed my life. Thank you X for everything you done to others, and me...
Jurrivh Hello, already on that I have commented often in your videoes, I do not do it uselessly: thank you for this music, now, I hope that you continue growing in youtube. Regards.
😞😭😭 I dont want to be exaggerating, but why it really hurts, when you don't want to admit that fact, I always show a smile, everyone thinks I'm fine, but doesn't ask me If I am, it's sad when everyone have their friends and put you apart, 😢 😔 when you can stay there more longer, but you need to do it, because you're scared of what they'd think
@@ElleLove1998 i love talking with people but im shy.. Im scared with people's reaction. I wanna talk and share everything with my friends but i dont have anyone to talk to eventho i have many friends. It hurts me. I care a lot about their feelings but they just called me selfish without knowing me who struggle with my inner self everyday.
R.I.P Mac miller R.I.P Paul walker R.I.P Jonghyun R.I.P Lilpeep R.I.P Avicii R.I.P xxx R.I.P Cheester R.I.P Stan lee R.I.P Juice World R.I.P Cameron Boyce R.I.P Kobe bryant R.I.P Black panther _ ' Thanks for everything '_
A sad feeling is when: You are used to being sad so when you are felling happy you feel weird. You cant feel anything You want to do something but you are stuck... You dont socialize enough and when youre old people dont even notice you. and even if they do they think you want to be alone. You want to be alone, you wanto feel sad, its like somethings pulling you down... An anchor..
The thing U said Is not true When we Are with people... they don't yltink about us But once we R gone forever EVERYONE WILL TALK ABOUT US JUST LIKE MY FRIEND NO ONE THINKS ABOUT HIM HE SHARES EVERY PROBLEM WITH ME AS A BROTHER BUT ONE DAY HE DID SOMETHING .. THAT MADE EVERYONE THINK ABLUT HIM....
I totally understand. Everything about me is unneeded - I love but no one wants it from me. Sad to know my death will be alone and even no one to even attend my funeral
My brother passed away recently from suicide. It has been a really tough pill to swallow, we were very very close. It feels like he was a part of me that has now died. There was no note, or any explanation. He just wanted a way out and took it. When I first found this song I started bawling my eyes out, as it brought a lot of memories up. Rest in peace, William 2002-2021. Please, if you are having suicidal thoughts call someone, if you don't have anyone to talk to, call a hotline! Your life doesn't have to end now, even if things are really bad now doesn't mean it's going to be like this forever.
I also have a little sister that we are very close and also.... i have to tell sorry about your brother and another thing that i can say is ... you brother couldn't bear everything i know him i had many unsuccessful socied ... i can t live anymore for why ? Why ... i hope my sister after my death won t be sad like you
If you’re freaking sad and completely broken and you came here to hear something painful to cry out on then im so sorry dear ♥️💔 life is really painful
every time I listen to your music my sad memory embraced me and my tears started to fall endlessly... I feel the pain.. The wound is still there it never heal.. I'll be a prison of my dark and lonely past.. 🍃🍃🍃
**** I WROTE THIS WHILE LISTENING TO THIS PIECE*** I ask myself why. Every time I pick up the phone I cry You don't see the way my heart breaks You don't see every day how this pain aches every bone every vessel You made a mess out of someone who was down for you till her last breath Every promises broken Your words unspoken I look up to the sky asking Him why. Why. Why did I let a man break my heart a thousand times? And then maybe I thought I wasn't broken that it was my head making up the stories shaken Anxiety and stress and depression takes over Now I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder I just wanted you to sacrifice Not adding up another lie Still I ask myself why. Why. Why did I let you in my life? I can't blame you for the pain that you caused I let you in my life we were both in distraught You should've let me be Till you can figure out what you're meant to be Cause I don't know if you even believe in me or in you. You don't see the way I see you. I see marvel, I see grandure I see lights in the stream its like mother nature made you perfect, all the cells in your body made you a somebody but for a nobody like me. Why. Why. Why did I ever call you mine?
Rianne Faye Senining I would like to sing this over this beat and I’ll send it to you after I’m done, I will not post the song publicly unless you allow me to though
Verse 1: She, she is strong She is loved She is kind She is nice But she will never know She will never know ohh She losing hope She a home But it's so cold Her heart is out of control People think she's fine But maybe just listen to her one time One time, She needs help I reach out my arm I reach it out But she doesn’t take it No she doesn’t take it If only they knew If only they knew Maybe then they help her get thru x2 Verse 2: she gets so stressed She doesn’t sleep at night She is depressed She is putting up a fight I hope she doesn’t let go Of hope Cause its all she holds People just let her go Life feels slow I wish they help I hope she knows i help I’m here for you I will listen to you I will not judge you I will not judge you Yes it isn’t easy But i'm here if you need me….. If you need me… If only they knew If only they knew Maybe then they help her get thru x2
I show my best to the people that it’s around me, Smiling and saying that everything it’s okay. But I don’t really confess my concerns to anyone. I’m behind a mask I keep asking to myself * Why I’m here? * What I should do to be okay? * What’s my purpose? I consider myself as a dreamer and I say that all my dreams will became come true, and I will make it happen But people are blocking me, I just want them to let me go and give me my wings to fly away from here. I don’t want to be in this world
I know it's hard . Believe me i know what i'm talking about . But suicide is not the solution . Yes it may be a choice , it may be a way to end the pain . But it won't take the problems . It will just pass the pain to others . And if you don't believe me . I was in a mental hospital , i was locked there because my parents and my friends were scared that i might kill myself . I didn't care ' bout anyone . I just wanted the pain to end . I am not better . But I know that if I 'd take this path I 'd just make more problems , not for myself , but for my friends and family . I don't want you guys to suffer . Please seak help and stay strong .
I feel how you feel. Like, I bottle up my negativity as well. It hurts me to do so, but if I can keep it from the people that I love and care about, then I will. Pessimism tears you into pieces, but just keep the optimism on the other side. And when you begin to meet new people and form relationships with them, you realize that everything you put into holding that pessimism inside, it was worth it, and the thought of that changes you. And in the end, you find that inner peace of mind, that balance of emotions that you wanted to acquire for the longest, and the war with your optimism and pessimism ends. Your burdens become lighter than you've ever known since you have had them, and your universe finally balances.
I'm sure when I was younger I never wished to become a dead person. An artist? Sure. A teacher? Yes. But never dead. Oh how I wish I could go back to those days.
You can't change the past but you can live you present well and change your future You know what i lived in the past for so many years regretting, blaming myself and crying over what i did lose My life was like a living hell but now i treat my past like my ex friend
You should fix that as fast as you can..you're so beatiful..your soul is the life..your heart is pure ..and you didn't give up ..What are the reasons to make you don't love yourself yet ?..no reasons..Just love yourself..it deserves 🖤
@@vanessatzita6640 no you are not, you are an amazing person and nobody can change that I know it might be hard but don’t give up like that, try something new?
(0:16) All I can see is flashes in my head, memories of back when we were kids, the world was so different, we were just living for the hell of it, no pain, no depression, nothing to regret, and it feels weird talking to you now, the way you are it really breaks my heart and I just cant....I just can't understand, why you called and I didn't answer shit, it's been years since we last spoke, the last words you had for me you left on that note and I don't know if I'll ever be able to cope with that I could of been there to stop you but I wasn't and that's the fact, I was feeling bad for myself when you needed me most and that's the hardest part, and I still regret it, even now while I'm screaming at you "why'd you fucking do it?" while you're laying in a box, I'm sorry I don't mean to scream but I just want to know the answer now I cant even see your face, only thing i got left is pictures now and tears always falling down my face, I saw your dad and I didn't know what to say I've never seen a man break down that way, fuck what the others say to me you'll always be more than a memory to me, Never thought it'd end this way, Now I'm thinking to myself as they lay that dirt on your grave, there's so much more to her than they'll ever say, I saw perfection in your flaws, I saw heaven in your heart, even when you were fighting hell in your head, even though you had demons catching up quick, even though you listened to what they said, I forgive you, I miss you, and I wish that I could see you again, came close a few times just to be with you, but I forever live on in your memories think about the times we had when I finally have a family and hopefully grow up to be everything you'd thought I can be. I just can't stand to let you down, rather make you smile, wherever you are now, I hope you got everything you wanted, I hope it's better on the other side now, hope the pains gone, hope the scars all faded, hope you don't have to drink to get away and just know I will ll see you eventually, I can't pretend it doesn't hurt to see you go this way, All I can see is flashbacks and memories, in a world that's changed so much since you and me. If I could turn back time I would, Picked up the phone just to hear your voice, maybe this all could have been avoided, I don't know, I just wonder what you would have said if I answered the phone
Man, this really hit home run with me. I mean, if you think hormones run high, my emotions skyrocketed. I felt everything from numbness to an emotion that can’t be described with words, only tears. With every key, some sort of feeling set itself in my chest. It choked me, if I’m being completely honest. Thank you for those emotions.
I hate life why? Because I lost my dad. I just can't forget him. In past I always said "I can't live without you dad ". But I live. I'm dead. But I am alive. Impossible yeah? I hate everything. My dad always said " I won't leave you alone " And now where are you dad? This is not fear you can see me but I can't see you. I just want to hug you. But I can't. I miss you dad. I love you MY HERO.😳😔
i understand you...be strong! we are not crying for them,we are crying for us because we will not going to see them! they are angels now! and they are fine! everybody lose someone one day,this is life! remember...they are next to us so be strong!
Aylin Gokmen I'm so sorry...Be strong.. I've lost someone also but not like my father... It was my Best friend of suicide... But we got to be strong... 😤😧 I want to die... To be with them again....😢
You know.. you really making me move on.. when I lose someone within my heart someday, i started to think "is this the end for me?" Then going all alone in the night, talking to yourself, saying "why did this happen for me?". Then I go home, go to the bedroom, starting to lose myself. But then I found the sad music, i started crying hard, now I know why did this happen because I was wrong... so I really thank you ;)
I'll never forget the day, the day you left. I woke up feeling this heavy weight on my chest. I knew something was wrong, but I never thought Something was wrong with you, more or less. As the day went on, still had this feeling. I felt like all of my insides were bleeding. I tried ignoring it, but the feeling wouldnt fade. Something was wrong, didnt know you had stop beleiving. The day was almost over, I began to forget why I felt so tense, all I could do was sigh. Then that night I rememeber getting a call from you. I picked up the phone, and it wasnt you. It was your mom on the other end, crying and sobbing. She couldnt find the right words to say to me. I was confused, my mind was racing. All she could get out was, "Im sorry." I started to cry, for I knew then and there. You were gone from this world, it wasnt fair. I threw my phone down, I was in peices. You wrecked me, I hope youre happy knowing that you cant erase this. I couldnt even make it to your funeral, I guess you could say I was angry. I talk to some people who went and they said it was beautiful. But that doesnt change the fact that you left me. Many months later, your mom found a note. It was written for me, and I choked. I opend it expecting it to answer "Why." But all the note said was a mere goodbye. How could you do this to me? How could you leave me here without even talking to me? I dont understand why you had to go out this way! Didnt even ask if I wanted to go with you or stay! You never even told me you were suffering! I wish I knew, than maybe I couldve stopped this from happening! But you just kept it locked away, huh? Didnt you? I thought we were close and I had nothing left to prove to you! Why did you have to leave me? I may never see you again, not even in the next life. Once was blind to it all, but now I see! I wish I could've been there, but I guess you buried yourself in strife! Why did you do this, man, why did you do it? You had your whole life ahead of ya, but you blew it! I guess we honestly will never know why. Unfortunately, all I can say is goodbye. Link to song: Goodbye - soundcloud.com/lumin808/goodbye
Una amiga se quitó la vida hace unos días. Y porque digo esto, porque el suicidó es cosa seria, por más que muchos dicen que solo los cobardes hacen eso, dejenme decirles que no es verdad, sentirse vacío, sentirse mal consigo mismo, tener problemas de sobra con los que cargar, son varias de las razones que traen consigo depresión, ansiedad, trastornos, mala salud, etc. Después de tiempo esas cargas se vuelven más pesadas, es difícil controlarlo y simplemente creen que su vida no tiene sentido, cuando uno no sufre de eso, ojalá que no les pase, tiene la costumbre de criticar a los demás pero acaso sabes que es estar en su lugar, tener los problemas que tiene, unos son más fuertes que otros, cada quien tiene su manera de reaccionar, así que antes de decir algo que puede dañar alguien, escuche se primero y piensen que como tú vives tu vida, no es como lo viven los demás.
Esta es mi humilde opinión, creo que mucha gente se da el tiempo de críticar conociendo solo una parte de la historia. No sé si te sirvió de algo pero espero que asi sea.
Me sirvió enormemente, como me gustaría que el mundo estuviera lleno de personas que pensara igual que tú. Me caiste bien, me gustaría hablar contigo por alguna red, por interno si no hay problema?
I love these types of piano pieces. As someone who feels this way on the inside often, knowing I'm not alone in these feelings helps me feel less broken.
You are unique. Everyone has a gift. You too. You don't have to be someone else. You only have to find your identity. You can be who God created you to be.
Me pone a pensar y pues yo afuera de mi casa soy uno pero cuando regrese a mi casa soy alguien diferente😞 pues afuera de mi casa hablo normalmente, me rio, hago locuras y pues cuando llego a mi casa es todo lo contrario😞 Afuera finjo que todo va bien ago reír a la gente que conozco pero no saben q detrás de mi cara feliz ay una llorando😭😭😭
Yo era así incluso intente suicidarme. Pero comprendí que necesitaba ser salvada, necesitaba ser feliz. Ser yo de verdad ya no quería ser feliz por fuera y por dentro estar rompiéndome a pedazos
Depresion....... patetico gente sin ambicion solo estais depresivos porque veis y escuhais cosas depresivas pero si buscais ambiciones en vuestras vidas a llegar a ser una mejor version de ti veras que la vida es mejor de lo que piensas, empieza hobbies canta,toca el piano,haz deporte,investiga sobre lo que quieres ser o simplemente sal a pasear en bici o andando etc.... pero recuerda siempre una cosa Las cosas depresivas solo te hacen estar mas deprimido
Apegate más a tu familia. No vengas al mundo como una personas más del montón. El propósito de esta vida es convivir con tu familia hasta el final pase lo que pase y no alejarte de tus seres queriendo hacer tu vida de lejos.
Tal vez no puedes regresar el tiempo a esos momentos tan felices donde una persona importante en tu vida te apoyaba, pero... Puedes tratar de recrearlos con esa persona que tanto quisiste o con una persona distinta, con el mismo amor pero... Diferentes maneras Tu sigue adelante, yo sé por lo que estás pasando tal vez no por lo mismo pero entiendo tu dolor no del todo pero un sierra parte Sabes... Me gustaría platicar con tigo, si quieres platicar sobre tus cosas como problemas etc... Este es mi WhatsApp 8132325774 sigue adelante, la vida es solo una y problemas son muchos, los problemas son parte de la vida, por favor mándame un mensaje o algo para ver si te puedo ayudar en algo Tal vez no en todo pero al menos tendrás a alguien que te puede y te quiere escuchar Jeferson Araiza [f]
You’re an amazing pianist . I discovered you not too long ago. Have listened to most of your songs. You are the master of sad music. I don’t know if this is how you’re really feeling and this is your way of expressing and hinting this to us. Just know you’re not alone. You have many fans and we all support you, your channel, your talent! Please reach out to someone if you need to talk. This message goes to everyone else who’s reading this. You’re not alone.
The sad thing is that everybody saw you as a strong person, and you lend a shoulder to anyone to cry on, but then no one, lend a shoulder for you to cry on, cause everyone thaught your fine, strong and cheerful, not even an "Are you okay?"
I really know what you feel, bro, I know how it's feel to be the strongest person, but this world is made that way that even the strongest people will have a sholder to cry when we really need to but we are so strong and able to solve our problems by ourselves that we just have fun to control our lives and help others. It's the way for us to be needed. It's our biggest dream (I feel like that).
Everyone loses people in life. Many people put guilt on themselves because they felt like they could have contributed in some way. Although it is easier said then done, it's best to move on. Doesn't mean you have to forget about it entirely.
Dibyani Singh Bharadvaj this is so sad I'm crying now because I wanna kill my self right now because someone I love walk out my life and I was with her for 8 years I put my gun to my head and want to pull the trigger man I'm hurting right now I'm sorry
ERIC GAFFNEY R u stupid .... ??? Why are you hurting yourself because of someone who is so unlucky .... She doesn't deserve a guy like you who loves her so much .... Listen .... I know I can't understand your feelings .. I know I can't even feel the pain you are going through ... But .. Seriously ...Wait ... Just wait till 21 days .... Because it is proven that in 21 days this heartbreaking pain vanishes from life like it never happened.... And starting focusing on yourself .... Be selfish... Prepare your self for a new change .... do something exciting.... Eat as much as you can . ..Walk miles.... Eat chocolates and chocolate icecreams... I damn sure ... If you can be in a relationship for 8 years that too in this generation ... Someone very lucky is their for you ... Trust me ...She will come soon in your life and will love you more than you loved your ex
At Eric gaffnee keep your head up bro I know its hard, please dont do that to yourself because your life is worth celebrating, sometimes we have to stand even when we dont have the strength to
ERIC GAFFNEY Please dont do that... Not needed.. there will be a time you will get the one you want and the one that wants you.. Just wait for that time and you'll be happier than ever before..
I feel your emotions in all the songs "sad" I am now going through a bad time in my life, I ended a relationship of years and, somehow, your songs accompany me... thanxs for playing
life is a choice if you want to give up or not if you want to be happy or not if you want to move on or not everything is a choice and all choices in life has consequences this choices can be very difficult sometimes when there is someone involve because if you make a wrong choice it could be the end of ones life! choose to be with GOD choose to love choose to forgive choose to be happy no matter how sad your life is....................... choose to help other people choose your own path!!!!! and choose to be alive no matter what! even wen life always knock you down , even if they betrayed you so many times, even if they hurt you countless times, even if you feel that there is no hope in life. always choose to be alive because nobody cannot take that away from you! life is a gift from GOD! Never Give Up!!!!!
You are right.. you can choose your own decision... but its just that.. not everything you want is something that you get... you may want to be happy but how can you be happy when you can't see any reason to become happy?
lol when you say path, i'd say that's more of a taoist thing than a God/Christian thing. when it comes to God/Christianity, it's more so about accepting and overcoming whatever God puts in front of you, then say choosing, unless you count things like "choosing to live (since suicide is bad)," and "choosing to believe in God," which if you think about it is more of a "the answer is there, all if you have to do is choose it" rather than "whatever you do, it's your choice" kind of way and it's the latter people in general link with the concept of Choice. which of the two is the right "answer"? we don't know for sure, especially when applied to life. we're just people. but then again, God doesn't quite give the set in stone solid answer either. you know why? because God knows the world of humans is gray rather than black-and-white. or maybe that's just my "God." In that case my "God" would understand us and bless us for a better future whatever choice we make. even suicide.
its been a long time brother. im still still listening to this music till now, we miss you so much my friend, you changed my life X. thank you for being her on earth and knowing your music brother and thank you to the youtuber that made this sing for you so that means alot that knowing there is still life and will never forget about you man thank you again xxxtentation yout number 1 fan...
I just wanted to say that if you are going through anything please stay strong, the pain the you’ve been feeling can’t compare to the joy that’s coming ROMANS 8:18. If you are going through something and you don’t want to be like that anymore please seek God, trust me when you look for him you will find him and your going to have peace and happiness in your heart ❤️ please stay strong guys. I know I don’t know you or don’t know what you are or have gone through but I love you!! I really do and please know that there is people who truly care and pray for you everyday 💙💕✨✨
if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help.
You know, guys, life is just a big challenge for all of us out there. It challenges us dealing with really hurting problems as well as with good aspects of life and how we handle them. But in my case, life just hurts me more and more. I recently dreamed about the early death of my lovely grandma, then it happened after the night... ._. (R.I.P. Grandma 2019) After 1 month, my two little kitten died and the pet-doctor couldn't tell me, my brother and my parents, why... (R.I.P. 2019-2019) I just hate my life. I am crying every single night. ._. If you don't care about that, why would you read through this? ._.
Cause some of us really do care so of us are going through the same things. Or just wishing to die in thier sleep. Leave this world forever cause its does seem no one cares. Yeah there are people out there that do. But if those are not the people you need caring than no one cares. But keep your head up I know it's hard. Tearing up as I type this. A year ago I lost my home. It burned to the ground, forced to move to a state I have never been and know nothing about. With nothing. 700 miles away from everyone I love and care for. Stuck in the middle of no where no way to go anywhere no way to get a job and work my self out of this place. Times I wish to die as I slip into dreamland. But you have to keep going you have to keep trying. I may never know your name. May never get to meet you. May never get to see your face. But I love you. I love you. Always remember that.
God has many ways to care and love you ! Losing close ones to death doesn't mean they no longer exist Souls are wondering this world praying for your sake Know that they are in a much better place and we are only visitors to this realm ! We are soon to fade and we will be joined by our beloved in heaven .
paahh karet honey i miss him so so so much😭 i cried so much yesterday.. just thinking about his pain hurts me deeply.. i just really want to see him.. just once😭💔
The saddest Part of Life is when Someone you had much memories whit becomes and Memory RIP grandpa but if Someone you loved die doesnt mean its over it just means the live in your Heart and they will always stay there Till your ready to See them at the Gates of heaven ik you dont know me but trust me things will get better stay strong i am here for you just know That
Be happy don't despair If you stop at the world, it won't leave you happy So fight it and live the rest of your life Making you smile baby doesn't mean I'm happy Years passed, tears of the past are still I am a prisoner of the past Be happy, don't despair
Something about this video made me want to go back to the past but at the same time I don't want to. I've been depressed ever since I was a kid. And ven though some of my family already knew about my past, I still want to die. But I can't cuz Im scared. But something about this song just made me calmed down. This is a beautiful song you made and thank you for sharing it.
Thank you for this song I really love to listen to it when I was sitting alone and nearly 5 day more i will die so I leave this messages that I'm still here for support your youtobe I really miss this world of sadness in my whole life and I really hate myself that I can't found my happiness and even can't with parents , I'm just a shawdol but after 5days I'm completely desapear..😊
Este instrumental forma una parte muy importante de mi vida, con el me desahogaba y con mis lágrimas en las mejillas miraba al techo pidiéndole a Dios que me ayudara a salir de ahí, a salir de donde estaba, no lo entendía y solo quería morirme, lo intenté varías veces, por suerte nunca funcionó o tal vez no tuve el valor, hoy la escucho y me hace llorar porque me viene a la mente todos esos momentos que solo Dios y yo sabemos como los pase, fue duro, pero aquí estoy, Orgullosa de no haber perdido la batalla!.
Road to becoming the best golfer I can ..... I'm so sorry for your lost. I recently lost my pet fly... It was tragic he flew into the fan... Rip little dude
Rest in Peace X, you will be missed..
I am so heartbroken. He was the only artist that I felt honestly so connected to and he was so smart and bright and so ahead of his time and just I am pissed at whoever killed him. And its killing me that I can't do shit about it.
R.I.P X. You'll be forever missed...❤His songs were inspirational, and one of his songs even cured my depression. I felt safe and secure with one of my favortie songs, "Changes" out of most of them, it changed my life. Thank you X for everything you done to others, and me...
Jurrivh oh I can't believe that I so hurts I hot of crying 😭😭😭😭😭 RIP I can't believe I can't believe 😭😭😭😭
Jurrivh bro he ain’t dead
Emily Franklin Yes he is
Big fan of X, already wanted to make a piano song dedicated to his songs for a long long time. Let me know if you feel it!
Jurrivh Hello, already on that I have commented often in your videoes, I do not do it uselessly: thank you for this music, now, I hope that you continue growing in youtube. Regards.
Jurrivh he quit music apparently
Will Rogers yep he said he was quitting... Hope it's only a break, guy can hype it up yeah but hes a genius for 17
yea i felt ut from the start
are you tring to make people kill thenselved
“Just because I’m *breathing* doesn’t mean I’m *living* ...”
So true...
I feel u
That's sad...
I relate
Waiting for my last breath, Set me Free
'Just because I make u smile doesn't mean I'm always happy"
Definitely sad still we have to live for help to someone in the world who broken like us
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😞😭😭 I dont want to be exaggerating, but why it really hurts, when you don't want to admit that fact, I always show a smile, everyone thinks I'm fine, but doesn't ask me If I am, it's sad when everyone have their friends and put you apart, 😢 😔 when you can stay there more longer, but you need to do it, because you're scared of what they'd think
True
I don't understand 😭
The saddest feeling is when u have a lot to talk about but you just can't. Only tears falling down and you cried so loud but no voice...
Vella Arcenciel or a lot to talk about and no one to talk to in my case. Hope things get better for you
Elzira El Filali hey there! Please my instagram is @xdepressedmemesx. I’m helping people with a lot of problems. Please come talk to me. Ily❤️
@@ElleLove1998 i love talking with people but im shy.. Im scared with people's reaction. I wanna talk and share everything with my friends but i dont have anyone to talk to eventho i have many friends. It hurts me. I care a lot about their feelings but they just called me selfish without knowing me who struggle with my inner self everyday.
We can heal ourself with music ❤
Vella Arcenciel thats me right now😭😭😭😭
R.I.P Mac miller
R.I.P Paul walker
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A sad feeling is when:
You are used to being sad so when you are felling happy you feel weird.
You cant feel anything
You want to do something but you are stuck...
You dont socialize enough and when youre old people dont even notice you. and even if they do they think you want to be alone.
You want to be alone, you wanto feel sad, its like somethings pulling you down... An anchor..
I know how that feels so very well.
I have the same problem😭
I don't know if i Will be happy again😭
Raïssa of course you will. If you don’t give up
Really??😢😢thx
Relate also with people treating you so badly all the time your used to it so your feel uncomfortable when people act nice to you
the saddest thing is when no ones gonna be sad or miss you when you're gone..
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The thing U said Is not true
When we Are with people... they don't yltink about us
But once we R gone forever EVERYONE WILL TALK ABOUT US
JUST LIKE MY FRIEND
NO ONE THINKS ABOUT HIM HE SHARES EVERY PROBLEM WITH ME AS A BROTHER
BUT ONE DAY HE DID SOMETHING
.. THAT MADE EVERYONE THINK ABLUT HIM....
@@adityagagra1814 Well.. some people really have no one who will remember them even of they die. No one.
@@justsomeone3343 Yes .... I still Miss Him
I totally understand. Everything about me is unneeded - I love but no one wants it from me. Sad to know my death will be alone and even no one to even attend my funeral
I live a life of joy and happiness. Just in my imagination.
u don't have to only in yur imagination, u can outside
@@aquamarine2416 I wish it was that easy 💔
You're not alone buddy
So do I. I imagine that just to go on with Life😔
Make that happiness REAL cuz YOU CAN Never Give up CUZ THE HAPPINESS IS WAITING FOR You just have to find it SO DONT GIVE UP!!
If you are here and listening to this.. I'm so sorry.
Be strong.
Kevin Bakonyi im trying...i just feel...lost
💘.
Chels Silva ❤️
I'm ok I just like depressing music
Lost..
My brother passed away recently from suicide. It has been a really tough pill to swallow, we were very very close. It feels like he was a part of me that has now died. There was no note, or any explanation. He just wanted a way out and took it. When I first found this song I started bawling my eyes out, as it brought a lot of memories up. Rest in peace, William 2002-2021.
Please, if you are having suicidal thoughts call someone, if you don't have anyone to talk to, call a hotline! Your life doesn't have to end now, even if things are really bad now doesn't mean it's going to be like this forever.
So sorry to hear that😢😢
I also have a little sister that we are very close and also.... i have to tell sorry about your brother and another thing that i can say is ... you brother couldn't bear everything i know him i had many unsuccessful socied ... i can t live anymore for why ? Why ... i hope my sister after my death won t be sad like you
I'm sorry to hear that😢
you still there ?
I am truly sorry to hear that
If you’re freaking sad and completely broken and you came here to hear something painful to cry out on then im so sorry dear ♥️💔 life is really painful
Thank you❤️🩹😭
every time I listen to your music my sad memory embraced me and my tears started to fall endlessly... I feel the pain.. The wound is still there it never heal.. I'll be a prison of my dark and lonely past.. 🍃🍃🍃
Same like me 😢😭😭😭
No dears, you guys aren't alone. God bless you. One day you will be succeed. Lonliness is a state of mind.
Yeah ...ur right...
If I can help you, I will
Shut up
**** I WROTE THIS WHILE LISTENING TO THIS PIECE***
I ask myself why.
Every time I pick up the phone I cry
You don't see the way my heart breaks
You don't see every day how this pain aches
every bone every vessel
You made a mess out of someone
who was down for you till her last breath
Every promises broken
Your words unspoken
I look up to the sky asking Him why.
Why.
Why did I let a man break my heart a thousand times?
And then maybe I thought I wasn't broken
that it was my head making up the stories shaken
Anxiety and stress and depression takes over
Now I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
I just wanted you to sacrifice
Not adding up another lie
Still I ask myself why.
Why.
Why did I let you in my life?
I can't blame you for the pain that you caused
I let you in my life we were both in distraught
You should've let me be
Till you can figure out what you're meant to be
Cause I don't know if you even believe in me
or in you. You don't see the way I see you.
I see marvel, I see grandure
I see lights in the stream its like mother nature
made you perfect, all the cells in your body
made you a somebody but for a nobody
like me. Why.
Why.
Why did I ever call you mine?
Rianne Faye Senining I would like to sing this over this beat and I’ll send it to you after I’m done, I will not post the song publicly unless you allow me to though
Febreze feel free! Hopefully i can sing it with you haha. You can post it if you want.
Isabella DeRusse would love to see the video
That's so good
Rianne Faye Senining daaaaaamn that is sooo good sad but good you got me in the feels ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Verse 1: She, she is strong
She is loved
She is kind
She is nice
But she will never know
She will never know ohh
She losing hope
She a home
But it's so cold
Her heart is out of control
People think she's fine
But maybe just listen to her one time
One time,
She needs help
I reach out my arm
I reach it out
But she doesn’t take it
No she doesn’t take it
If only they knew
If only they knew
Maybe then they help her get thru x2
Verse 2: she gets so stressed
She doesn’t sleep at night
She is depressed
She is putting up a fight
I hope she doesn’t let go
Of hope
Cause its all she holds
People just let her go
Life feels slow
I wish they help
I hope she knows i help
I’m here for you
I will listen to you
I will not judge you
I will not judge you
Yes it isn’t easy
But i'm here if you need me…..
If you need me…
If only they knew
If only they knew
Maybe then they help her get thru x2
Cj Games it makes me cry. This is an art
jiminnie wife thanks.
Oml i loveeee this sooo damn much it really did touch me i felt every word u typed there yeah maybe she will get through 💔😭
@Dandy D thanks
@@mdadala8151 thinks
Never thought I'd come here just to cry my eyes out.
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Me too
Hope u are okay now
Wow
Q triste...tu comentario..va en toda la realidad...no solo lo hacen los débiles también los fuertes...pero llega ese momento
En dónde te vence
You are not alone 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔
I show my best to the people that it’s around me, Smiling and saying that everything it’s okay.
But I don’t really confess my concerns to anyone.
I’m behind a mask
I keep asking to myself
* Why I’m here?
* What I should do to be okay?
* What’s my purpose?
I consider myself as a dreamer and I say that all my dreams will became come true, and I will make it happen
But people are blocking me, I just want them to let me go and give me my wings to fly away from here.
I don’t want to be in this world
I know it's hard . Believe me i know what i'm talking about . But suicide is not the solution . Yes it may be a choice , it may be a way to end the pain . But it won't take the problems . It will just pass the pain to others . And if you don't believe me . I was in a mental hospital , i was locked there because my parents and my friends were scared that i might kill myself . I didn't care ' bout anyone . I just wanted the pain to end . I am not better . But I know that if I 'd take this path I 'd just make more problems , not for myself , but for my friends and family . I don't want you guys to suffer . Please seak help and stay strong .
Same here...
Stay strong. I promise you will get through this. From: Natasha.
I feel how you feel. Like, I bottle up my negativity as well. It hurts me to do so, but if I can keep it from the people that I love and care about, then I will. Pessimism tears you into pieces, but just keep the optimism on the other side. And when you begin to meet new people and form relationships with them, you realize that everything you put into holding that pessimism inside, it was worth it, and the thought of that changes you. And in the end, you find that inner peace of mind, that balance of emotions that you wanted to acquire for the longest, and the war with your optimism and pessimism ends. Your burdens become lighter than you've ever known since you have had them, and your universe finally balances.
same....
Beautiful. I think X or NF could go on this
Thanks bro!! I agree, NF could be on this one as well
Contrary Beats NF could totally go off of this
nf definitely
Contrary Beats NF would probably be a better choice
Contrary Beats nah I prefer X
I'm sure when I was younger I never wished to become a dead person. An artist? Sure. A teacher? Yes. But never dead. Oh how I wish I could go back to those days.
You can't change the past but you can live you present well and change your future
You know what i lived in the past for so many years regretting, blaming myself and crying over what i did lose
My life was like a living hell but now i treat my past like my ex friend
I just realized something I can't get out of my head.
_Why can't I love myself?_
Same i hate, myself i dont deserve no one i am a mistake
You should fix that as fast as you can..you're so beatiful..your soul is the life..your heart is pure ..and you didn't give up ..What are the reasons to make you don't love yourself yet ?..no reasons..Just love yourself..it deserves 🖤
@@vanessatzita6640 no you are not, you are an amazing person and nobody can change that
I know it might be hard but don’t give up like that, try something new?
@Ali khan she said she can't idiot
Listen ppl I love you all okay!!! I love you
So beautiful....
I'm crying so hard now...
Army
(0:16)
All I can see is flashes in my head,
memories of back when we were kids,
the world was so different,
we were just living for the hell of it,
no pain, no depression, nothing to regret,
and it feels weird talking to you now,
the way you are it really breaks my heart
and I just cant....I just can't understand,
why you called and I didn't answer shit,
it's been years since we last spoke,
the last words you had for me
you left on that note
and I don't know if I'll ever be able to cope with that
I could of been there to stop you
but I wasn't and that's the fact,
I was feeling bad for myself when you needed me most and that's the hardest part,
and I still regret it,
even now while I'm screaming at you "why'd you fucking do it?"
while you're laying in a box,
I'm sorry I don't mean to scream but I just want to know the answer now
I cant even see your face, only thing i got left is pictures now
and tears always falling down my face,
I saw your dad and I didn't know what to say
I've never seen a man break down that way,
fuck what the others say to me you'll always be more than a memory to me,
Never thought it'd end this way,
Now I'm thinking to myself as they lay that dirt on your grave,
there's so much more to her than they'll ever say,
I saw perfection in your flaws,
I saw heaven in your heart,
even when you were fighting hell in your head,
even though you had demons catching up quick,
even though you listened to what they said,
I forgive you, I miss you, and I wish that I could see you again,
came close a few times just to be with you,
but I forever live on in your memories
think about the times we had when I finally have a family
and hopefully grow up to be everything you'd thought I can be.
I just can't stand to let you down,
rather make you smile,
wherever you are now,
I hope you got everything you wanted,
I hope it's better on the other side now,
hope the pains gone,
hope the scars all faded,
hope you don't have to drink to get away
and just know I will ll see you eventually,
I can't pretend it doesn't hurt to see you go this way,
All I can see is flashbacks and memories,
in a world that's changed so much since you and me.
If I could turn back time I would,
Picked up the phone just to hear your voice,
maybe this all could have been avoided,
I don't know,
I just wonder what you would have said if I answered the phone
Jay S wow thats deep
Jay S @ Thats deep bro, I felt that
That was really good
I want to cry but I can't I've been thinking the same ever since my very close friend ended it all
This is good , got me crying 💯
Man, this really hit home run with me. I mean, if you think hormones run high, my emotions skyrocketed. I felt everything from numbness to an emotion that can’t be described with words, only tears. With every key, some sort of feeling set itself in my chest. It choked me, if I’m being completely honest. Thank you for those emotions.
"when i die i will be remembered for the life i live not for the money i make"
#AVICII :) , YOU DID IT BROTHER.
The nights 😔
I hate life why? Because I lost my dad. I just can't forget him. In past I always said "I can't live without you dad ". But I live. I'm dead. But I am alive. Impossible yeah? I hate everything. My dad always said " I won't leave you alone " And now where are you dad? This is not fear you can see me but I can't see you. I just want to hug you. But I can't. I miss you dad. I love you MY HERO.😳😔
i understand you...be strong! we are not crying for them,we are crying for us because we will not going to see them! they are angels now! and they are fine! everybody lose someone one day,this is life! remember...they are next to us so be strong!
Thank you 😇💙
Aylin Gokmen I'm so sorry...Be strong.. I've lost someone also but not like my father... It was my Best friend of suicide... But we got to be strong... 😤😧
I want to die... To be with them again....😢
stay strong
people love u
Be strong.. Your dad always see u and he want to see your smile. I'm sure. Love from Vietnam
You know.. you really making me move on.. when I lose someone within my heart someday, i started to think "is this the end for me?" Then going all alone in the night, talking to yourself, saying "why did this happen for me?". Then I go home, go to the bedroom, starting to lose myself. But then I found the sad music, i started crying hard, now I know why did this happen because I was wrong... so I really thank you ;)
I'll never forget the day, the day you left.
I woke up feeling this heavy weight on my chest.
I knew something was wrong, but I never thought
Something was wrong with you, more or less.
As the day went on, still had this feeling.
I felt like all of my insides were bleeding.
I tried ignoring it, but the feeling wouldnt fade.
Something was wrong, didnt know you had stop beleiving.
The day was almost over, I began to forget why
I felt so tense, all I could do was sigh.
Then that night I rememeber getting a call from you.
I picked up the phone, and it wasnt you.
It was your mom on the other end, crying and sobbing.
She couldnt find the right words to say to me.
I was confused, my mind was racing.
All she could get out was, "Im sorry."
I started to cry, for I knew then and there.
You were gone from this world, it wasnt fair.
I threw my phone down, I was in peices.
You wrecked me, I hope youre happy knowing that you cant erase this.
I couldnt even make it to your funeral,
I guess you could say I was angry.
I talk to some people who went and they said it was beautiful.
But that doesnt change the fact that you left me.
Many months later, your mom found a note.
It was written for me, and I choked.
I opend it expecting it to answer "Why."
But all the note said was a mere goodbye.
How could you do this to me? How could you leave me here without even talking to me?
I dont understand why you had to go out this way!
Didnt even ask if I wanted to go with you or stay!
You never even told me you were suffering!
I wish I knew, than maybe I couldve stopped this from happening!
But you just kept it locked away, huh? Didnt you?
I thought we were close and I had nothing left to prove to you!
Why did you have to leave me? I may never see you again, not even in the next life.
Once was blind to it all, but now I see!
I wish I could've been there, but I guess you buried yourself in strife!
Why did you do this, man, why did you do it?
You had your whole life ahead of ya, but you blew it!
I guess we honestly will never know why.
Unfortunately, all I can say is goodbye.
Link to song: Goodbye - soundcloud.com/lumin808/goodbye
IJDK Productions bro this is beautiful I’m kinda crying is this true?
DAILY HYPEBEAST yeah, happened two years ago.
My goodness...this made me cry so bad :'( love it...❤💖💓💗💝💟
Musket Pawz thanks, I already recorded this song with this instrumental, turned out really good
IJDK Productions that is amazing... don’t stop writing
¡Gracias!
Es increíble cómo una simple melodía trasmite Miles de cosas...
Sea como sea es increíble la verdad!!!
Una amiga se quitó la vida hace unos días.
Y porque digo esto, porque
el suicidó es cosa seria, por más que muchos dicen que solo los cobardes hacen eso, dejenme decirles que no es verdad, sentirse vacío, sentirse mal consigo mismo, tener problemas de sobra con los que cargar, son varias de las razones que traen consigo depresión, ansiedad, trastornos, mala salud, etc. Después de tiempo esas cargas se vuelven más pesadas, es difícil controlarlo y simplemente creen que su vida no tiene sentido, cuando uno no sufre de eso, ojalá que no les pase, tiene la costumbre de criticar a los demás pero acaso sabes que es estar en su lugar, tener los problemas que tiene, unos son más fuertes que otros, cada quien tiene su manera de reaccionar, así que antes de decir algo que puede dañar alguien, escuche se primero y piensen que como tú vives tu vida, no es como lo viven los demás.
No copies intelecto de otra persona.
No he copiado nada, solo he dado mi opinión.
Ame tu comentario con todas las fuerzas de mi alma.
Esta es mi humilde opinión, creo que mucha gente se da el tiempo de críticar conociendo solo una parte de la historia.
No sé si te sirvió de algo pero espero que asi sea.
Me sirvió enormemente, como me gustaría que el mundo estuviera lleno de personas que pensara igual que tú. Me caiste bien, me gustaría hablar contigo por alguna red, por interno si no hay problema?
Yes , could feel a lot of hurt and sadness in this song. You captured the moment and the sudden ending drifted and ebbed away like in real life.
I lost my daughter a few months ago, and this music captures my grief perfectly. The emptiness I feel is unreal.
Sorry for your loss. I wish you strength and courage to be brave enough to get through it!!!
I will pray for you 🙏
THIS IS EPIC BRO! XX Should jump on this!
Beats With Hooks - Rap Instrumentals too bad he’s locked up
My man tunna long time bro 😉
I'll like this bit it's at 666 likes
He's dead now
Holly Willis bro
2020?
Wow, what a rough start to the year,
Creativity Dragon especially with Juice WRLD passing... 😔😢 RIP 999 ♾
pq porra
rip seu cu
of corse
@@bt-cheki4125 seu cu
His eyes look so sad... his expression he look so numb and lifeless you can tell this is something he has experienced for himself
I love these types of piano pieces. As someone who feels this way on the inside often, knowing I'm not alone in these feelings helps me feel less broken.
❤
Expressing our words and emotions through music is god gifted...so only least people can do that...i m not gifted so that that makes me unlucky
Anyone can express there feelings through music. It's just if you have the motivation to find the right words. Stay strong man things will go your way
You are unique. Everyone has a gift. You too. You don't have to be someone else. You only have to find your identity. You can be who God created you to be.
R.I.P. Xxxtentacion
R.I.P Avicii
R.I.P Chester Bennington
R.I.P Paul Walker
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😦😦😦
RIP Mac Miller
RIP lil peep
RIP Tupac
Paul Walker 😣😢
and mac miller🖤
Oh it's so beautiful, I love this sad music😍
THIS MADE ME CRY IT'S SO SAD BTW I THINK THAT THIS IS A GREAT VIDEO agh capslock sorry
A star can't shine without the darkness. You have the precious gift of music. Thank You for sharing this with us.
RIP DAD
RIP MUM
RIP UNCLE ERIC
I’m sorry, if you ever want to talk let me know. I’ll be there for you❤️
iam so sorry
hello from México
(hola desde México)
I'm so sorry, you can always text me if you need someone to talk to
RIP DAD OK ASSLAMUIKUM AKU BUSNIAS JD
Kevin Kakumbi I’m sorry for you
Me pone a pensar y pues yo afuera de mi casa soy uno pero cuando regrese a mi casa soy alguien diferente😞 pues afuera de mi casa hablo normalmente, me rio, hago locuras y pues cuando llego a mi casa es todo lo contrario😞
Afuera finjo que todo va bien ago reír a la gente que conozco pero no saben q detrás de mi cara feliz ay una llorando😭😭😭
Te comprendo...
Yo era así incluso intente suicidarme. Pero comprendí que necesitaba ser salvada, necesitaba ser feliz. Ser yo de verdad ya no quería ser feliz por fuera y por dentro estar rompiéndome a pedazos
TheLegend 27 estamos completa mente igual creo que hacemos esto solo para ocultar nuestro dolor y sufrimiento 😔
Depresion....... patetico gente sin ambicion solo estais depresivos porque veis y escuhais cosas depresivas pero si buscais ambiciones en vuestras vidas a llegar a ser una mejor version de ti veras que la vida es mejor de lo que piensas, empieza hobbies canta,toca el piano,haz deporte,investiga sobre lo que quieres ser o simplemente sal a pasear en bici o andando etc.... pero recuerda siempre una cosa
Las cosas depresivas solo te hacen estar mas deprimido
Me pasa lo mismo
se me hace imposible escuchar esto sin llorar :(
The notes reverberates just like how empty my heart is. I feel overwhelmed by sadness but I can't cry anymore. Everything seems dull and colorless.
Just found this and I cried. I’ve been listening to it on repeat for a couple days straight. I love this so much! Great job!!
2019? 👼💔
Me!
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Eu 🇧🇷
Here
❤➡💔
Es difícil seguir adelante cuando alguien ya no esta a tu lado , ya que no podrás volver el tiempo en donde esa persona siempre te apoyaba 😞
Cierto
Apegate más a tu familia. No vengas al mundo como una personas más del montón. El propósito de esta vida es convivir con tu familia hasta el final pase lo que pase y no alejarte de tus seres queriendo hacer tu vida de lejos.
Tal vez no puedes regresar el tiempo a esos momentos tan felices donde una persona importante en tu vida te apoyaba, pero... Puedes tratar de recrearlos con esa persona que tanto quisiste o con una persona distinta, con el mismo amor pero... Diferentes maneras
Tu sigue adelante, yo sé por lo que estás pasando tal vez no por lo mismo pero entiendo tu dolor no del todo pero un sierra parte
Sabes... Me gustaría platicar con tigo, si quieres platicar sobre tus cosas como problemas etc...
Este es mi WhatsApp
8132325774 sigue adelante, la vida es solo una y problemas son muchos, los problemas son parte de la vida, por favor mándame un mensaje o algo para ver si te puedo ayudar en algo
Tal vez no en todo pero al menos tendrás a alguien que te puede y te quiere escuchar
Jeferson Araiza [f]
@@jefersonaraiza7563 Gracias por eso 😊
Muy sierto quisiera devolver el tiempo y tenerte a mi lado Arley Suárez
You’re an amazing pianist . I discovered you not too long ago. Have listened to most of your songs. You are the master of sad music. I don’t know if this is how you’re really feeling and this is your way of expressing and hinting this to us. Just know you’re not alone. You have many fans and we all support you, your channel, your talent! Please reach out to someone if you need to talk. This message goes to everyone else who’s reading this. You’re not alone.
this is beautiful, i can feel the emotions you put into this
So beautiful!
I just found your channel and after two songs I subscribed.
Beautiful and touching songs!
Congratulations.
Love your way to express yourself with music and without the lyrics. 😍
This 2:39 point where there's silence, and then a different kind of melody starts
Tears don't come out anymore.....my face remains plain....😐😐
this song made me cry i love it, the piano sounds it so cool
R.I.P Xxxtentacion 💔
The sad thing is that everybody saw you as a strong person, and you lend a shoulder to anyone to cry on, but then no one, lend a shoulder for you to cry on, cause everyone thaught your fine, strong and cheerful, not even an "Are you okay?"
Yess ty for understanding how i feel
@@darealone1766 your welcome, just to tell you, I'm proud of you going through the day and I hope you would be happier over time😊
I really know what you feel, bro, I know how it's feel to be the strongest person, but this world is made that way that even the strongest people will have a sholder to cry when we really need to but we are so strong and able to solve our problems by ourselves that we just have fun to control our lives and help others. It's the way for us to be needed. It's our biggest dream (I feel like that).
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
I've lost so many people in the past few years...
I wish I could have heard their last thoughts before they left, none of them left notes...
Everyone loses people in life. Many people put guilt on themselves because they felt like they could have contributed in some way. Although it is easier said then done, it's best to move on. Doesn't mean you have to forget about it entirely.
They left love.
Snickercole just know they are at peace now and can watch over you, always near x
Yesterday was history, tomorrow is a mystery, and today is a gift thats why its called present.
Sooooooo beautiful.... How can anyone unlike this ...?????
Dibyani Singh Bharadvaj this is so sad I'm crying now because I wanna kill my self right now because someone I love walk out my life and I was with her for 8 years I put my gun to my head and want to pull the trigger man I'm hurting right now I'm sorry
ERIC GAFFNEY
R u stupid .... ???
Why are you hurting yourself because of someone who is so unlucky .... She doesn't deserve a guy like you who loves her so much ....
Listen .... I know I can't understand your feelings ..
I know I can't even feel the pain you are going through ...
But .. Seriously ...Wait ...
Just wait till 21 days .... Because it is proven that in 21 days this heartbreaking pain vanishes from life like it never happened....
And starting focusing on yourself ....
Be selfish...
Prepare your self for a new change .... do something exciting.... Eat as much as you can . ..Walk miles.... Eat chocolates and chocolate icecreams...
I damn sure ... If you can be in a relationship for 8 years that too in this generation ... Someone very lucky is their for you ...
Trust me ...She will come soon in your life and will love you more than you loved your ex
At Eric gaffnee keep your head up bro I know its hard, please dont do that to yourself because your life is worth celebrating, sometimes we have to stand even when we dont have the strength to
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ERIC GAFFNEY Please dont do that... Not needed.. there will be a time you will get the one you want and the one that wants you.. Just wait for that time and you'll be happier than ever before..
I feel your emotions in all the songs "sad" I am now going through a bad time in my life, I ended a relationship of years and, somehow, your songs accompany me... thanxs for playing
La plus belle des mélodies que je n'ai jamais entendu. Je pourrais la passer en boucle sans m'en lassé. C'est vraiment une magnifique musique.
Ouais
Todo cambió, desde que nuestra sonrisa se apagó...
Si....
Todo a cambiado :"v
Sí
Si........
Pero siguemos soportando este dolor, pocos han logrado superarlo, pero aqui estamos... hundiendonos en el abismo de nuestras almas...
*XXXTENTACION* _o rei das músicas tristes..._ 🥀❤️
como se llama esa musica de intro porfa dime
The most beautiful sound I've ever heard in my entire life feels like I'm flying to the space 🛸✨
life is a choice
if you want to give up or not
if you want to be happy or not
if you want to move on or not
everything is a choice
and all choices in life has consequences
this choices can be very difficult sometimes
when there is someone involve
because if you make a wrong choice
it could be the end of ones life!
choose to be with GOD
choose to love
choose to forgive
choose to be happy no matter how sad your life is.......................
choose to help other people
choose your own path!!!!!
and choose to be alive no matter what! even wen life always knock you down ,
even if they betrayed you so many times, even if they hurt you countless times,
even if you feel that there is no hope in life. always choose to be alive
because nobody cannot take that away from you! life is a gift from GOD!
Never Give Up!!!!!
You are right.. you can choose your own decision... but its just that.. not everything you want is something that you get... you may want to be happy but how can you be happy when you can't see any reason to become happy?
lol when you say path, i'd say that's more of a taoist thing than a God/Christian thing. when it comes to God/Christianity, it's more so about accepting and overcoming whatever God puts in front of you, then say choosing, unless you count things like "choosing to live (since suicide is bad)," and "choosing to believe in God," which if you think about it is more of a "the answer is there, all if you have to do is choose it" rather than "whatever you do, it's your choice" kind of way and it's the latter people in general link with the concept of Choice. which of the two is the right "answer"? we don't know for sure, especially when applied to life. we're just people. but then again, God doesn't quite give the set in stone solid answer either. you know why? because God knows the world of humans is gray rather than black-and-white. or maybe that's just my "God." In that case my "God" would understand us and bless us for a better future whatever choice we make. even suicide.
Even to die ????
You cant just...ugh nvm
YES
Just speechless. This is so beautiful.
kensaii yea it is
Still Crying.. 💔🖤
~.🖤R.I.P🖤 Legends Never Die.~
its been a long time brother. im still still listening to this music till now, we miss you so much my friend, you changed my life X. thank you for being her on earth and knowing your music brother and thank you to the youtuber that made this sing for you so that means alot that knowing there is still life and will never forget about you man thank you again xxxtentation yout number 1 fan...
I just wanted to say that if you are going through anything please stay strong, the pain the you’ve been feeling can’t compare to the joy that’s coming ROMANS 8:18. If you are going through something and you don’t want to be like that anymore please seek God, trust me when you look for him you will find him and your going to have peace and happiness in your heart ❤️ please stay strong guys. I know I don’t know you or don’t know what you are or have gone through but I love you!! I really do and please know that there is people who truly care and pray for you everyday 💙💕✨✨
thank you very much!!!!!
JAHA pro you’re welcome :) 💙 if you ever need someone to talk to, my instagram is januarylit70
So beautiful, God bless you❤️
you're*
Ali J Thank you, and God bless you too!! 💙
So much depth inside of U! U r a special soul! THANKU
So deep definition of greatness 👌
I am literally crying alone, in the dark. Not having anyone around me sucks, especially when going through a rough time.
if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help.
I hope you’re ok
Stay strong!! "Send hugs"
I'm sorry to hear about that. I hope you feel better.
reading that breaks me
You know, guys, life is just a big challenge for all of us out there. It challenges us dealing with really hurting problems as well as with good aspects of life and how we handle them. But in my case, life just hurts me more and more.
I recently dreamed about the early death of my lovely grandma, then it happened after the night... ._. (R.I.P. Grandma 2019)
After 1 month, my two little kitten died and the pet-doctor couldn't tell me, my brother and my parents, why... (R.I.P. 2019-2019)
I just hate my life.
I am crying every single night. ._.
If you don't care about that, why would you read through this? ._.
I care 💕
I'm so sorry I do care 💗
Cause some of us really do care so of us are going through the same things. Or just wishing to die in thier sleep. Leave this world forever cause its does seem no one cares. Yeah there are people out there that do. But if those are not the people you need caring than no one cares. But keep your head up I know it's hard. Tearing up as I type this. A year ago I lost my home. It burned to the ground, forced to move to a state I have never been and know nothing about. With nothing. 700 miles away from everyone I love and care for. Stuck in the middle of no where no way to go anywhere no way to get a job and work my self out of this place. Times I wish to die as I slip into dreamland. But you have to keep going you have to keep trying. I may never know your name. May never get to meet you. May never get to see your face. But I love you. I love you. Always remember that.
God has many ways to care and love you ! Losing close ones to death doesn't mean they no longer exist
Souls are wondering this world praying for your sake
Know that they are in a much better place and we are only visitors to this realm !
We are soon to fade and we will be joined by our beloved in heaven .
I love you friend. Just hold on to your heart and you'll be ok in the end.
Estoy sad😔.....quien la escucha en 2019
yo
ALV yo me corto las venas
@@Limonada_RC vaya, y lo vas soltando por ahi como si fuera algo normal...🙄🤦🏻♀️
@@Limonada_RC jsjs
Yo
esta musica cuando la escucho nose es como que si estuviera en otro lado . ¿cuanto de ustedes le pasa esto ? ..
😔😔🙁😔😔
Yo igual 😭
@@nicolacosta4316 si
@@pilarramossea548 que triste
Hello
un merveilleux travail je trouve :)
THIS IS BEAUTIFUL ! GREAT JOB BOY!
R.I.P Sulli :")
March 29, 1994 - October 14, 2019
this melody remind me about jonghyun. 😔 Oh god , i cant hold my tears every second i think about him. 🌸🍁💐💛💛💛💛💛
paahh karet honey i miss him so so so much😭 i cried so much yesterday.. just thinking about his pain hurts me deeply.. i just really want to see him.. just once😭💔
Binx :3 Shinee need our support. This is a test and we must accept the destiny God has set to us. Stay strong shawol🙂💕
paahh karet thank you☺ yes we need to be strong and keep each other together😄 i hope you're doing well🤗
beautiful piece. GREAT
You made the best Beats. I have cryed. Very sad and emotional😭😢 I love this😍 You are the best Beatmaker. This is my meaning😍👍❤
Laura Keller he's good
Sayonara Lycris kiiiim🤗❤👋 alles klar?
*cried
His beats are great, your grammer...Not so much.
chad evan engelbrecht no need to be disrespectful.
This music makes the rock cry😔❤️ i am so beautifully influenced 😔❤️
This is what i'm looking for a long long time
The saddest Part of Life is when Someone you had much memories whit becomes and Memory RIP grandpa but if Someone you loved die doesnt mean its over it just means the live in your Heart and they will always stay there Till your ready to See them at the Gates of heaven ik you dont know me but trust me things will get better stay strong i am here for you just know That
Wow!!What beautiful!! I like it!!
Thank you thank you!!!
R.I.P XXXTENTACION 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
MARI FLORES I wish he didn't die he was a good men and no one would kill him
Vai com deus xxxtentation 😇😇😣😓😢😭😭
MARI FLORES n
MARI FLORES 👍😢
R.I.P XXXTENTACION 😭😭💔💔
Life is meaningless without music ❤ 🎵
in this blue journey of my emptiness life your music is the only thing I feel like it does understanding & talk to me sometimes, thank you for that
This song made me cry😧😢..R.I.P X💔😔
I am soooooo in love w ur work my goodness! My heart never felt so much emotion.
Awwww... this made me cry 😭
Be happy don't despair
If you stop at the world, it won't leave you happy
So fight it and live the rest of your life
Making you smile baby doesn't mean I'm happy
Years passed, tears of the past are still
I am a prisoner of the past
Be happy, don't despair
Something about this video made me want to go back to the past but at the same time I don't want to. I've been depressed ever since I was a kid. And ven though some of my family already knew about my past, I still want to die. But I can't cuz Im scared. But something about this song just made me calmed down. This is a beautiful song you made and thank you for sharing it.
Your talent for music is amazing. ...
Thanks so much!!
R.I.P Paul walkee
R.I.P Avicii
R.I.P XXXTentacion. :'8
slo paul y avicii
Sami Tahar Benlalam RIP junior
And Chester from Linkin Park
Sami Tahar Benlalam 😩😢😢😢😢legends
And peep
Thank you for this song I really love to listen to it when I was sitting alone and nearly 5 day more i will die so I leave this messages that I'm still here for support your youtobe I really miss this world of sadness in my whole life and I really hate myself that I can't found my happiness and even can't with parents , I'm just a shawdol but after 5days I'm completely desapear..😊
Este instrumental forma una parte muy importante de mi vida, con el me desahogaba y con mis lágrimas en las mejillas miraba al techo pidiéndole a Dios que me ayudara a salir de ahí, a salir de donde estaba, no lo entendía y solo quería morirme, lo intenté varías veces, por suerte nunca funcionó o tal vez no tuve el valor, hoy la escucho y me hace llorar porque me viene a la mente todos esos momentos que solo Dios y yo sabemos como los pase, fue duro, pero aquí estoy, Orgullosa de no haber perdido la batalla!.
Proud of you 👍
This reminds me of the time when my pet rock died...
RIP pet rock 2017-2017
one like : one person who cares
Road to becoming the best golfer I can ..... I'm so sorry for your lost. I recently lost my pet fly... It was tragic he flew into the fan... Rip little dude
thx for feeling my pain dude
I miss my pet chicken, he sacrificed himself so i could get some protein after a workout, Rip Lil Chick
Saddest story of 2017...made me cry
My pet grass recently died and I’m struggling to get out of bed 😔R.I.P grass🙏
Life is like a light, let it shine your world Snow White.
But otherwise the light must be blown, and when that time comes,
Let go.
Crazy GamerGeek that make me crying 😭😭❤️😍
perfecto, magico, como puede un sentimiento volverse sonidos, lo ame!!