RUclips decided that my blurring job on someone's wrists was not good enough. So instead yall get my beautiful paint rendition. Also the video got age restricted cause you know, it's youtube. Can't have anything that isn't family friendly. Anyways please subscribe cause I got more like this coming (hopefully with less age restriction though). Finally, bpd is borderline personality disorder, not bipolar disorder.
I've seen one disguised as a regular server and it was full, I mean full of cp. Probably 10 terabytes or that shit. I tried to leave but my account got locked out.
Just watching this video actually made me feel sick, it's insane what some of these people do all over the world, if there's a hell I do truly hope they don't get too comfortable
It's always been flawed and refuse a single human actually reads them. Also fun fact I learnt from my experience with support. You can send someone the most vile disgusting message and send any attached file but delete it after the user blocks you and discord can't take action. Years ago reported a group who all were abusing alts to harrass me and bypass being blocked for a few weeks. Zero action taken. Some weirdo sends me a disgusting gif of a guy fucking a dead rat in dms. Zero action taken. A few months ago Reported a child who admitted to bypassing a discord ban being sexist, homophobic and throwing a tantrum when they were denied a server role. First got told by a bot to provide evidence (which was in the email) I repost the links hoping to get a human. Investigating ever since.
Thank you for not blaming or mocking the children in the server, tons of people when talking about issues like this mock the kids and act like they're not being manipulated.
TRUE. Kids brains are not fully developed yet and anything could impact their life and how they view things therefore it wouldn't be the kids fault but it doesn't help that they stay in this environment.
tw sh Yeah, I used to be in a lot of discord servers like this (without the grooming and direct toxicity but obviously still bad). It’s very common for people who self harm and have restrictive eating disorders to want to get worse. It’s obviously extremely harmful, I didn’t have an ed back then but my sh got worse and there are many times I almost died, even time after I decided to quit those servers. When I clicked I was expecting the average pedo catcher video, it was definitely a shock to see that mentioned. It was a very dark time lol.
Discord really needs to get rid of that "join servers for you" feature to solve this whole thing up and warn ( which leads to ip ban eventually ) for those who makes these sort of servers. It's really disgusting to see server like these promoting self harm and reward by giving "nitro" for craving a permanent scar.
IP banning is utterly pointless, most residential IP's are dynamic and thus all a permanent IP ban would do is just ensure random people can't use Discord, and not whoever's behind these awful actions. What needs to instead be done is Discord cooperating with relevant authorities against individuals like Heaven to have them put behind bars.
@@thrackerzod6097 These people think that removing features is going to stop this kind of stuff. They would find another way. They always do. The only thing that stops them is being removed from the internet, which is what really needs to happen.
@@pizza-pi I have to disagree but agree on removing the feature. In part, this is a good idea, this would stop a fair amount of them seeing as a lot would not figure out how to get around it and would assume it's impossible to do anymore. On the flip side, yes some would still get past it. This is something that comes up often in all forms of security, you can never have 100% bullet proof security no matter what, seeing as there needs to be holes for whatever is being secured to operate, so instead the approach is just to make it hard to get through those holes, as hard as possible. Removing this feature would help stop a lot of these, and a lot of other annoyances too, since bots like this could be utilized to great effect in malware & scam campaigns.
@@IvanoktVan well you could get a skin graft probably? or just make a bigger scar on top of it / tattoo over it (although that would still be visible, just less) so, yeah, probably possible, but I don't think possible for everyone
2:21 Oh my god. As someone who used to be addicted to self harm this is terrifying, the person talking about the pain celebrated about hitting "beans" which is the codename for fat. They cut so deep that they hit fat.
@@kriichuvnot the same person but i personally started sh to cope w emotions ; as a kid i wasnt allowed to "feel" emotions otherwise i'd get yelled at by my parents and later on i turned into just doing it for fun
HOLY SHIT DUDE I WAS IN HERE!! I LEFT WHEN THEY POSTED CP!! I had an irl friend invite me to it, and i got worried she would relapse in her eating disorder, they post so much actual child assault of girls under 8, its fucking gross. Villain is rumored to be offline right now because he was finally arrested for the underage girls. Thank you so much for covering this!!
@@huntthehunter3659 i tried! Police said that since i personally wasnt a grooming victim, i wasnt allowed to make the report. Only parents or victims can.
That's kind of a weird rule, You werent a grooming victim but there are others in the server who are. So should they technically still make a case about it? @@detectivejellysquish
I'm 16 and I originally joined Discord for gaming purposes, but now I've seen the darker side of the platform through this video and others. Big thanks to you and other guys for exposing this degeneracy.
@KaliX0120 You have a similar experience to me it seems. I also joined some servers back during the height of the pandemic that probably weren't the most stable. It's.. a long story.
i joined discord when i was around 9-10, it genuinely wasn't that bad since i kept to the popular roblox servers but when you join smaller communities it really puts you at risk especially at a younger age
The fact that people do this, for the fun of it, and do it in numerous ways, is horrifying. The fact that this man found it, and had to dive deeper, I salute.
EDIT - REPLIES HAVE TOLD ME FOR MONTHS IP DOESNT WORK LIKE THAT . If you wanna see better solutions check the replies !! These people know more than me !! Discord needs to ban IP addresses rather than just emails or accounts in these cases. I was groomed at least once on discord when I was younger and it should genuinely be regulated by law to prevent these people from hurting more children, banning or reporting them is never going to be enough.
@@ozzy2134 do you think it would be possible to do by MAC because thats permanent iirc, so you log the MAC address of all the devices with that acc and block them if it was something serious
Sadly IP banning is not an effective measure anymore, majority of IPv4 adresses are duplicated en masse and adoption of native v6 is extremely slow IP wasn't an unique identifier for ages now
just discovered this video, but this is disgusting, utterly disgusting and repulsive, i genuinely felt horrified watching this video, its the fact so many vulnerable children who might stumble upon servers like this, and due to lack of maturity and brain not being fully developed, fall into the hands of these servers filled with SICKENING people who know no better and should be locked up for life, this video was 8 months ago so i do hope discord has managed to tighten security, privacy measures in the past few months, good on you for bringing awareness about this
It's literally making me cry thinking that 200 people out there joined that server. And the fact that there were 3 reacts saying they were 11 or under... The adults in this need to be investigated and go to therapy, the kids in this need to be comforted like hell and also get therapy. I hope that they'll be ok ❤
my god, this was a really hard watch. How do you even have the willpower to not only look through these servers, but even DM that Heaven guy... Absolute balls of steel.
Because most parents nowadays just sit their kids in front of a computer, tablet, or console and do absolutely nothing else. Then act surprised when something bad happens. It’s sad, I’m witnessing it myself with my own niece and will be stepping in myself the best way I can to make sure she’s not getting into anything she shouldn’t be.
i talked to a 13 yo she said her dad grouned her for one year bu t she still cut random guys names on her skin and yk what else just for male attention, she said shes normal bc she goes school n outside , but theyre just sick mentally sick
Today's parents don't care about their children, this is evident from almost every facet of society that involves children, such as public schooling pushing sex to kindergarteners and elementary school students.
Those people are just horrible, no, more than horrible. Its sad to see people around my age (teens) joining those servers and getting messages that are similar to those from "Heaven". So thank you for making a video on this and keeping people safe. Earned a sub.
im so glad a person with a big platfrom talk about this stuff, i've encountered a few very sick servers in the past where in one of these people were literaly sharing CP files with each other i reported it do the discord but there's a small chance these disgusting people actually suffered any consequences but when a person with large following exposes this type of stuff on their main channel there's a much higher chance something will be done about it, whether it's involving the police yourself or people on the internet finding these people
Please guys, don't go looking for these servers. It's not a good idea. You also may come across some horrible images that won't get out of your mind. Stay safe.
@@holymeto9981 since these type of discord servers aren't really moderated (because they don't follow any rules anyways) they often contain graphic images of some of the most disgusting things online. As well as sexism / racism or any form of discrimination etc.
@@parkourchinx7978I got groomed and men are just gross to me and I seen shit on a website which messed me up more about men but I’m trying to overcome my disgust
As a person who survived severe depression, thank you for bringing light to this kind of shit. If i was a kid and I'd been caught up in one of these degenerate echo chambers, i wouldn't be here and i know that as a fact.
I feel bad for these minors feeling the need to reach out to these servers. (or just straight up getting invited) i know myself was in a simular one, it was one person telling alot of people the best ways to harm themselves, im glad i manged to leave before i got hooked to such behaviors. i hope nothing but the best for these people and i hope they get the help they need.
i honestly just realized how disgusting these kind of servers are, considering that i used to be in these servers simply because i was addicted to doing sh and had an ed 😭😭 i never realized how horrible the server actually was (including the people) for glorifying sh and ed, normalising it as if it's fine ?!?! i was like 11 when i first found these servers and i honestly wished that younger me never got into sh or thought that being just skin and bones were pretty lmao .. these people are honestly mentally ill and i hope that they get the help they need, excluding the ones that cannot be saved anymore (heaven and his ana prncss)
Just a tip: “bpd” doesn’t usually refer to Bipolar disorder. It it a shortened term for Borderline Personality disorder, which is a COMEPLETELY different disorder. just lettin yall know !
@insertcreativeusernamehere9900 a server that looks innocent on the outside but the only thing in the server is a link to the real server that is not so innocent, its a gateway
This disgusts me. I once had to convince a friend to not kill themself. It was a horrific interaction. And to see all of these people have to deal these thoughts is really sad.
BPD isn't bipolar disorder, its borderline personality disorder, and is arguably worse, since it tends to cause many friendships and relationships to end on toxic bitter notes because the majority of people who do have it, don't even know. Truly a sad disorder :(
@@blorpobaggins yeah, i lost a good friend from it, she was extremely affected by it and the slight "narcissistic" qualities (can't put a pin on it literally it was unexplainable) and toxicity that came as a result of being untreated made little things blow up HUGE
@@JAL_EDM yeah it's rough, sorry you lost a friend. A good therapy type for bpd is called DBT. If you ever meet someone else struggling maybe a good thing to talk to them about :)
This disgusting cruel world needs help Heaven is a creep and the fact he wants the girl (Miri) to kill herself & “sacrifice” on voice chat is just straight up disrespectful, disgusting, and cruel. What a disgusting weird world we live in.
Accidentally ended up in one of these servers myself. these people are legit deranged and I wish discord would do more against them to keep them off the platform and away from both kids and adults...
The fact that this guy has been banned before but is back at it shows that discord saw what he did and decided to instead of reporting it to law enforcement just ban him from the site knowing damn well he'll just come right back. Not just him but most if not all communities like this. I hope your got his id and reported this to law enforcement or something.
Hey, just a little insight about this So as it turns out reporting this to the law enforcement is actually extremely ineffective unless you have identifying information like ID. The other issue is cross country investigation, it just sucks, the problem is not Discord not reporting it because they probably tried, the issue is a much much bigger one of those cases being very often horribly misshandled by law enforcement due to outdated procedures. And I know that from personal experience trying to do something against someone who groomed me, having his actual full legal name, the case was effectively colmpletely cold until another person from the same country as the groomer was affected.
@@Jenner_IIC oh I assumed discord would at least have his location or something yeah I know IP isn't ALWAYS exact but they still have some information Our current law enforcement is really outdated with a lot of stuff on the internet like copyright laws so I could see that being the case here.
I was in a similar server when I was 13, luckily mine was a lot healthier and rather than encourage it they helped me understand things like "lolicon" aren't stuff you should praise and going deeper down isn't gonna fix anything. I'm 21 now and actually a functionable decent person who is past my SH and ED. My heart breaks for the kids that are falling into this stuff, I hope the people behind them get charged even though I know it's unlikely.
These servers are absolutely disgusting but it is VERY unlikely Discord will step in, they have worse moderation than Roblox. I'm glad you're doing better now though.
This isn't even the worst I've seen. There's even more underground servers. in around 2020 I was dragged into MAP servers and because I was so mentally gone and unaware of how bad it is, I've just seen, this kinda concept mixed with super open pedophilia and actual open channels of CP. and even then what I saw was apparently not the worst of it from what others said. It's fucking terrifying.
I too joined a MAP and AAP server, i got jumped on for calling them "Pedos", they started insulting my race💀🙏🏽 Im Indian, so an easy target, but imagine being a pedo or a kid with daddy or mommy issues😭 They aint only racist (as they were saying slurs and horrible things, even had a nsfw channel which deffo had cp, but i couldnt see it as it was age restricted), but pedos too. I cant believe that disboard even has that server listed, its called shiba btw.
Here in Brazil it's the same thing. There are many servers like this and a bit of bizarre stuff. A while back, there were even investigations because many of these Discord servers were encouraging school attacks. Unfortunately, a series of attacks (or attempts) happened, and believe it or not, there were even INFLUENCERS involved, which was the case of ''Glauciele Smith''. I never followed her, but she was known to have a sad story and make some videos that people thought were weird (as far as I know). Almost every day that I enter Tik Tok, in my For You there are some videos promoting this type of server. Really disgusting.
Thank you SO MUCH for all your time and effort in researching and exposing all the many flaws and exploits in Discord, Roblox and all the other scum havens out there right now. You're my hero.
Omg ive been in servers where they just do it as sarcasm but this actually almost made me want to throw up i never knew servers like these actually existed and youre so brave to go through it all just for content. I stan you king
Im not a minor anymore but when I was i used to be in groups just like this. I saw your videos and didnt even know half of the actions that happened to me had names for them. Thank you for exposing servers like this. As a server owner its disgusting to see these servers are still around all these years later.
what an awful start to my day 💖 fr though thanks for showing stuff like this to the world, even as painful as it is to look at, this is important to document
It's partly because there is little to practically 0 actual punishment for this, and if they do get punishment, it's also practically nothing. Let's say they get at most 5 years in prison for everything, they will probably get out in 3 for good behavior, and they will just do this again, and they won't be caught again. Discord doesn't care about this, they will ignore it the best they can until they are forced by the government (assuming the government even does anything about this), and even then, they will only take down major servers, and will ignore actually taking it up to the law. And even then, it's only for show, they will do the bare minimum and no more. Honestly, allowing this kind of shit is no different from promoting it. It's not even remotely hard to find it, a discord moderator can find this by just googling it. (and like ntts said at the end, even if these communities get banned, they just come back)
These people are all so chronically online, I can't actually believe people gather around to share their "self help" pics or think these situations are okay Their parents need to give them more attention, and so the police to some of them
As someone who did cut herself a number of years ago and managed to get out of it, this type of echo chamber is extremely dangerous and absolutely *will* lead to suicide, I've seen it first hand. It's "very fast" at it too, and sometimes it's accidental as well due to too many cuts that went too deep. This needs attention from authorities honestly, Discord should get threatened by one of the alphabet institutions to take it down and monitor for this sort of stuff.
As someone who was in similar servers, I think you should've mentioned the mental illness aspect more. I used to be in a couple similar servers when discord was new. It didn't have a central person, like this one, but it was very much sh, ed, unalive etc. While “Heaven” is obviously something different, a lot of the members of the servers are obviously seriously mentally ill, and while this server is clearly an echo chamber, I can pretty much guarantee it isn't the cause. It brings up issues, that usually remain unseen, but are very much real even without these communities. So this server should be banned, but that's far from the issue. The issue is how so many children are forced into this terrible mental state in the real world, which then manifests in communities like this, or even communities without a “Heaven”, where sh and unalving becomes a competition. edit: Oh and I also have something carved in me, except it was a teen-to-teen dynamic, instead of a groomer.
same here, i was in communities like this and on edtwt when i was around 12 to 15 and i wish the mental illness aspect was addressed more because now that im older i know its largely because im very mentally ill was easy to manipulate by those people :/ i defo agree with what you said
I once saw a discord nitro scam and for some reason my dumb ahh entered to the server. Then that server lead you to another server. And then in that server there was a text that said something like "share this image with many people as you can and send proofs to get nitro" (that's what it said as far as I could remember). The point is that the image was uhh, well, words that I can't share on RUclips. And yes, that server also had an auto join bot.
I watched the original video but I couldn't think of anything to say, I was borderline grossed out. I'm someone who suffers from mental illnesses myself and I completely understand why these kids join these servers. They have no one to support them and with how social media romanticizes suicide they do it as well. It's gross how filthy discord mod adults decide to take advantage of these vulnerable children. Servers like this have always existed, similarly to the "anna" blogs (pro anorexia blogs called anna to disguise themselves). I really hope the children in these types of servers manage to exit these hell holes and get the help and love they deserve. I also hope the disgusting adults here finally get caught and put into rehab or sentenced to life in prison. These aren't servers, these are cults. I've met many people that romanticize gore, sh, sa, eds and no matter how hard you try to convince them to stop, you cannot. There comes a point where these people are so brainwashed they cannot comprehend words, that's why professional action is needed. I have been online groomed myself and the feeling of not being able to break free is common. You know the (most likely) adult is grooming and using you for their own pleasure, but too scared to tell anyone. It's even more difficult when you already suffer from illnesses. I really really hope these people get the help they need.
its impossible too get them help, when i went into one of these servers all they did when i offered help, is be toxic and tell me too end it all, and then i got banned. They dont want help, 1 of them even dmed me, but then did that too troll, and make fun of me. These kids are obviously hurt but its really hard too help them, they need intervention in there life. Physicals intervention. There parents need too take there electronics away for the better good, because all this servers do is encourage them too self harm. Take there electronics away and then sit down and talk too the and get the therapy
Theres not much more appalling behavior to me than those who encourage sh, i found myself in these types at the peak of my abuse and its safe to say they only degraded my mentel health further, hope these people get they help they deserve because recovering from this is Genuinely difficult and its still impacting me years later. Really sad to see
When i was at my lowest, (right before being admitted into a psych ward) i used to be in so many servers like this its so sick how theyre promoting such unhealthy behaviors to young kids
As someone who is dealing with self h4rm this part 4:32 is really hurtful even if it's a bad person that i don't even know.. Anyways it's great of you that exposed this disgusting server ^^ Have a great day
This has been a huge problem for way too long now. There are other messed up servers out there that have a bunch of people in vc turn on their cameras and abuse, torture, and even kill animals and pets. There is a particular group called Kaskar (probably spelled it wrong) where they mostly abuse cats and kittens, and proceed to boast about it to everyone they know. The chat, the vc, random people on their friends list, everyone. And some Kaskar members often go to other public servers and perform these disgusting acts on vc until they get banned from that server. With horrible stuff like that, and the stuff that you talked about in this video, it is truly terrifying to think how many other small and hidden servers are doing things this messed up, and how many people and animals have to succumb to this treatment.
As someone who struggled a lot with self-hatred and used to sit at a table with a box cutter contemplating self-harm regularly (but thankfully didn't), I approve of this. Self-discontent is a sensible feeling, but the answer to it is self-denial, not self-hatred and self-harm. That means: accept that you can't solve your problems by yourself and that you need help from an older person that you can trust (e.g. a constable, doctor, teacher, religious minister, nun, etc.) to help you with them.
I've know people who'd probably join these servers and get taken advantage of and it's heartbreaking. It's even worse when you have told them they were being taken advantage of and they let it happen.
As someone with depression, these people genuinely make me sick. Promoting people to do something I cannot stop, so they can get a stupid nitro badge for a month or whatever is sickening. This "Heaven" guy will not be going to heaven, I can tell you that.
Fun fact: Discord has no E2E encryption. They have clear text of every DM, every server, perhaps even deleted messages on their servers, yet instead of it to prevent... this... they just allow chronically online admins to look over people's private lives... How difficult can it be to just make a single database query for such terms, servers with bots that can re-add members, or just run random samples of messages though an AI classifier? Discord are ether incompetent or give a silent approval to such activities.
they most likely do much of this already, but banning based on entirely automated systems will get a lot of innocent people caught in the crossfire. they then need a human reviewer to check that the computer got it right, but there are so many suspected discord servers and not enough people to review them. i would at least guess this is what is happening.
Thanks for raising awareness about this, I’m glad I watched this video before making my first discord account. I haven’t joined any mental health related servers but it’s sad on how toxic some of those kinds of servers are.
just wanted to point out the bpd doesn't stand for bipolar disorder, it stands for borderline personality disorder ^^; it's a disorder caused by extensive trauma, such as childhood neglect, gr00ming, etc. it can be treated with therapy and some medications to make it easier to manage the symptoms. edit: bpd is worse than bipolar in terms of symptoms, however, you can have both bpd and bipolar. bpd can cause you to be very paranoid, comes with a severe fear of abandonment (once again, touching on childhood neglect), and people with bpd have a much lower life expectancy and are more likely to have substance abuse issues as a way of coping with their trauma.
i went to the comments for this too even tho its not the point of the vid, thanks for saying smth abt it cause at least for most of ppl w bpd its important to know the difference
When i was in my worst i joined one of these servers, I never talked or even interacted with anybody but it was filled to the brim with racism, and topics like SH or ED'S were talked about so casually it was like saying "How was your day?" I no longer use discord so much and only use it to talk to one person. The server was probably banned and turned into this server because its so similar. This server was the worst thing i'd ever seen, And at that time i was on twitter for ykyk. Im better now and all i can hope is that these people recover too.
(From someone in the SH/ED community) Heaven has had other people code bots like that in the past, the bot itself is not the problem, but rather the fact that discord allows “join servers for you” to be a feature in the first place
@@Atimoz Haha nice joke Dude, do you think furries go around every comment section talking about being zoophiles? No. They cosplay. That's it. That's what furries do. That's not immoral.
@@psythyrella Then Discord needs to be more proactive in disabling these kinds of apps or find some other viable alternative (maybe requiring the app to be verified, but that has its downsides). The join servers permission has important purpose as a way to gate servers behind restrictions other than Twitch or RUclips membership, most notably as a Patreon perk. Discord has a lot more scams and scandals than other social platforms but joining servers is about the only interesting thing apps can do on your behalf without Discord’s approval; it would be a shame if the feature was severely limited or cut entirely
@@realtbhandrewAnd most of us don’t even do that, given that many makers deny people under 18 and full suits often cost over $1K :^) You’re right though, we like cool animals
Watched the video twice, I just couldn't wrap my head around what ever the hell I watched, this server is maybe one of the more "tame" ones. Imagine what it's like when you delve deeper into the depths of the filth, that is discord.
Tw: SH Things like these are one of the worst things to ever happen, I used to SH when I was 10~11 and would use social media and promote SH behaviour. I’m glad that now I’ve been clean for a while but i still worry about just how many people I’ve ruined by giving SH “tips”. I’m glad people like you are exposing just how disgusting the internet can really be and how kids are roped into these types of things
Worst part is that Discord's reporting system doesn't work when it's supposed to work but then end up working when it's not supposed to (example: Changing the question of Butterfree's Pokedex number to the age question).
I mean. Yeah, they have shut down the server and the account numerous times but the only way to stop this is if the authorities got involved and then one of the release condition is that they're banned from using the Internet.
if you had a brain you would know none of those worked as different users in different countries using vpns or alts only possible way is to slower their process
one of my best friends is one of the people you talked to about this server and the screenshots they've sent me and what i've seen happen to them because of this server has genuinely made me tear up
I had a user who joined my server once, they had that "heavens anorexic princess" bio too, word for word. That's kinda unsettling if you think about it like what this server owner "Heaven" is doing to supposedly mentally ill kids
it's so sad, too, being drawn into these circles in your youth and even if you try to report everyone and everything there's nothing you can do except watch them set up another server and try to figure out who it was that 'snitched' in order to give them a piece of their mind... upsetting, ed & sh circles on mainstream internet have exploded in popularity since march 2020 and the hype never died down
It may be fun to paint them as chronically online but I wouldn't be at all surprised if there was actual CP on that server or at least in the owner's DMs.
RUclips decided that my blurring job on someone's wrists was not good enough. So instead yall get my beautiful paint rendition.
Also the video got age restricted cause you know, it's youtube. Can't have anything that isn't family friendly. Anyways please subscribe cause I got more like this coming (hopefully with less age restriction though).
Finally, bpd is borderline personality disorder, not bipolar disorder.
well that explains it
So THAT'S why it got removed a bit back
Damn bro you can’t just leak someone’s wrist, shame on you!
POV you saw original 😎
it was striked 10 mins 💀 also i have seen worse discord servers that make cod lobbies sound like 4 year olds having a conversation
The worst thing about this is that you found it. It’s the worst server we know of. Imagine what is out there hidden. Great video as always.
Honestly makes me shudder. If these sick people do this in a public server I don't want to know what is out there Hidden.
@@doggo1609 there can be very bad things that better be hidden.
That's kinda deep thinking abt it ...
I've seen one disguised as a regular server and it was full, I mean full of cp. Probably 10 terabytes or that shit. I tried to leave but my account got locked out.
Just watching this video actually made me feel sick, it's insane what some of these people do all over the world, if there's a hell I do truly hope they don't get too comfortable
The Discord reporting system is very flawed. I've reported people but it's never worked. It's sad that servers like these exist.
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It's always been flawed and refuse a single human actually reads them.
Also fun fact I learnt from my experience with support. You can send someone the most vile disgusting message and send any attached file but delete it after the user blocks you and discord can't take action.
Years ago reported a group who all were abusing alts to harrass me and bypass being blocked for a few weeks. Zero action taken.
Some weirdo sends me a disgusting gif of a guy fucking a dead rat in dms. Zero action taken.
A few months ago Reported a child who admitted to bypassing a discord ban being sexist, homophobic and throwing a tantrum when they were denied a server role. First got told by a bot to provide evidence (which was in the email) I repost the links hoping to get a human. Investigating ever since.
It works, but it takes like 1 day
@@uastyrdzhii what
you can get someone banned if they just say the number 12 without context
good work showing this stuff, this topic is very weird to see on yt videos, and the fact that you are showing it is nice.
Thanks
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@@arnavgupta.30 and you gave him 0
@@beejayxl9018 lmao
Thank you for not blaming or mocking the children in the server, tons of people when talking about issues like this mock the kids and act like they're not being manipulated.
TRUE. Kids brains are not fully developed yet and anything could impact their life and how they view things therefore it wouldn't be the kids fault but it doesn't help that they stay in this environment.
Time to join the server I've been looking for one like that for a while
tw sh
Yeah, I used to be in a lot of discord servers like this (without the grooming and direct toxicity but obviously still bad). It’s very common for people who self harm and have restrictive eating disorders to want to get worse. It’s obviously extremely harmful, I didn’t have an ed back then but my sh got worse and there are many times I almost died, even time after I decided to quit those servers. When I clicked I was expecting the average pedo catcher video, it was definitely a shock to see that mentioned. It was a very dark time lol.
@@riccicamori how did u find those servers I can't find any
@@arandomperso4438 why would you want to?
Discord really needs to get rid of that "join servers for you" feature to solve this whole thing up and warn ( which leads to ip ban eventually ) for those who makes these sort of servers. It's really disgusting to see server like these promoting self harm and reward by giving "nitro" for craving a permanent scar.
IP banning is utterly pointless, most residential IP's are dynamic and thus all a permanent IP ban would do is just ensure random people can't use Discord, and not whoever's behind these awful actions. What needs to instead be done is Discord cooperating with relevant authorities against individuals like Heaven to have them put behind bars.
@@thrackerzod6097 very true
@@thrackerzod6097 These people think that removing features is going to stop this kind of stuff. They would find another way. They always do. The only thing that stops them is being removed from the internet, which is what really needs to happen.
@IKillAnimalsOnYT Well, ain't that ironic.
@@pizza-pi I have to disagree but agree on removing the feature. In part, this is a good idea, this would stop a fair amount of them seeing as a lot would not figure out how to get around it and would assume it's impossible to do anymore. On the flip side, yes some would still get past it.
This is something that comes up often in all forms of security, you can never have 100% bullet proof security no matter what, seeing as there needs to be holes for whatever is being secured to operate, so instead the approach is just to make it hard to get through those holes, as hard as possible. Removing this feature would help stop a lot of these, and a lot of other annoyances too, since bots like this could be utilized to great effect in malware & scam campaigns.
Imagine you're like 40 years old, have a kid, a good family and then your kid asks you "Mommy, why is there a heart with a text "trash" on your arm?"
rip
Pull a pro gamer move and slap her
I think that it can be removed in some way...
@@IvanoktVan well you could get a skin graft probably? or just make a bigger scar on top of it / tattoo over it (although that would still be visible, just less)
so, yeah, probably possible, but I don't think possible for everyone
I know this trash guy. When i was a teen a was on a similar server. It’s sad that after all those years he is still a free man
2:21
Oh my god. As someone who used to be addicted to self harm this is terrifying, the person talking about the pain celebrated about hitting "beans" which is the codename for fat. They cut so deep that they hit fat.
Oh my… That is seriously my worst nightmare and almost makes me gag, I really hope these people get help 😞
oh my go no
honestly learning about “beans” pretty much put me off of doing it because that’s all i would think of 🤢
can i ask something? why did you start sh? (just outta curiosity)
@@kriichuvnot the same person but i personally started sh to cope w emotions ; as a kid i wasnt allowed to "feel" emotions otherwise i'd get yelled at by my parents and later on i turned into just doing it for fun
HOLY SHIT DUDE I WAS IN HERE!! I LEFT WHEN THEY POSTED CP!! I had an irl friend invite me to it, and i got worried she would relapse in her eating disorder, they post so much actual child assault of girls under 8, its fucking gross. Villain is rumored to be offline right now because he was finally arrested for the underage girls. Thank you so much for covering this!!
bro why didnt you report it or anything
@@huntthehunter3659 i tried! Police said that since i personally wasnt a grooming victim, i wasnt allowed to make the report. Only parents or victims can.
@@detectivejellysquishwhat the fuck. that is STUPID.
That's kind of a weird rule, You werent a grooming victim but there are others in the server who are. So should they technically still make a case about it? @@detectivejellysquish
@@YunniKaru they wont unless a parent reports it. Idk why
I'm 16 and I originally joined Discord for gaming purposes, but now I've seen the darker side of the platform through this video and others. Big thanks to you and other guys for exposing this degeneracy.
Yeah, I use discord for trying to join other people's Minecraft server and realms
Same. I originally joined back in 2019, it's really gone to shit, especially during Covid Lockdowns.
@KaliX0120 You have a similar experience to me it seems. I also joined some servers back during the height of the pandemic that probably weren't the most stable. It's.. a long story.
i joined discord when i was around 9-10, it genuinely wasn't that bad since i kept to the popular roblox servers but when you join smaller communities it really puts you at risk especially at a younger age
@r6ri When were you 9-10? When I was that age, Discord was barely a year old. I originally joined in early 2019, around the time I was 13-ish
Honestly? This guy, if he can be grabified, should be reported to their local authorities with the logs pulled before the server can be deleted again.
unless a victim or parent of a victim reports it, police cant do anything. i tried
He's been doxxed, his job, license, address and county have been leaked and Pretty much everything else about him has too
@HOUOUIN_KYOUMA_001 He literally admits to being a diddler. 100% he's not smart enough to use a vpn.
@HOUOUIN_KYOUMA_001 discord has this dude's bank information if he's gifting nitro, i'm pretty sure he can easily be located
He probably paid for nitro with his credit card
Age is just a number, a lawyer is just a person, the prison cells are just rooms...
And a knife is just a sharp piece of iron.
@@Orochi97Jr steel not iron
The electric chair is just a seat
a death sentence is just a date on a calendar…
A bullet is just lead, copper, and steel
The fact that people do this, for the fun of it, and do it in numerous ways, is horrifying. The fact that this man found it, and had to dive deeper, I salute.
It’s.. Sickening honestly
Relatable
relatable
Horrible, everything should be reported to the authorities and these people should be locked up.
These are the kind of people executions were invented for
You can tip the fbi just saying
@@Peppapiggy81818fbi wont care unless you have connections to them or actual evidence.
@@Peppapiggy81818 Oh heck yeah.
I'm sure the FBI could go with some free discord nitro
@@Guardie lmao
“age is just a number” *so is 911* 💀
🧌
Thats insensitive to that tragedy
if age is just a number than jail is just a place
And so is hell!
hell is just a really hot place !!!
"Heaven", oh how ironic. He should be named "Hell".
He should be in Hell
He should go the deepest pits of hell for his actions
once again NTTS has sacrificed their sanity for us. An absolutley brilliant content creator keep up the great work
I don't this he has any sanity left after years of using Discord
@IKillAnimalsOnYTLeast obvious bait account
@IKillAnimalsOnYTbot brings worst bait comment ever to party, is asked to leave immediately
@sieksa3 ur really mocking technoblade, he's literally dead bruh
@@whyamisounloveable why did bro check out the rage bait 💀
EDIT - REPLIES HAVE TOLD ME FOR MONTHS IP DOESNT WORK LIKE THAT . If you wanna see better solutions check the replies !! These people know more than me !!
Discord needs to ban IP addresses rather than just emails or accounts in these cases. I was groomed at least once on discord when I was younger and it should genuinely be regulated by law to prevent these people from hurting more children, banning or reporting them is never going to be enough.
they always ban with IP tho
people can just turn on and off the wifi and it's over
@@ozzy2134 do you think it would be possible to do by MAC because thats permanent iirc, so you log the MAC address of all the devices with that acc and block them if it was something serious
but why focus on these people when you can try banning trans people instead? theyre the REAL groomers after all!! 😤 (this is sarcasm.)
@@chickenbobbobbaNope MAC addresses can be spoofed very easily. Newer Android phones even do this by default.
Sadly IP banning is not an effective measure anymore, majority of IPv4 adresses are duplicated en masse and adoption of native v6 is extremely slow
IP wasn't an unique identifier for ages now
just discovered this video, but this is disgusting, utterly disgusting and repulsive, i genuinely felt horrified watching this video, its the fact so many vulnerable children who might stumble upon servers like this, and due to lack of maturity and brain not being fully developed, fall into the hands of these servers filled with SICKENING people who know no better and should be locked up for life, this video was 8 months ago so i do hope discord has managed to tighten security, privacy measures in the past few months, good on you for bringing awareness about this
these servers are only found by searching up sh and ed bro
It's literally making me cry thinking that 200 people out there joined that server. And the fact that there were 3 reacts saying they were 11 or under... The adults in this need to be investigated and go to therapy, the kids in this need to be comforted like hell and also get therapy. I hope that they'll be ok ❤
my god, this was a really hard watch. How do you even have the willpower to not only look through these servers, but even DM that Heaven guy... Absolute balls of steel.
I don't think he's scary at all, he's just disgusting...
@IKillAnimalsOnYTthere’s no way ur not joking
@IKillAnimalsOnYT wtf
They're all a bunch of losers lmao
@@Itsinvadedi mean at the end of the day this just some random sicko I'll never see again.. so I dont think he's scary either, just disgusting
i worry about how these kids can hide such things from their parents..
fr
Because most parents nowadays just sit their kids in front of a computer, tablet, or console and do absolutely nothing else. Then act surprised when something bad happens.
It’s sad, I’m witnessing it myself with my own niece and will be stepping in myself the best way I can to make sure she’s not getting into anything she shouldn’t be.
i talked to a 13 yo she said her dad grouned her for one year bu t she still cut random guys names on her skin and yk what else just for male attention, she said shes normal bc she goes school n outside , but theyre just sick mentally sick
Today's parents don't care about their children, this is evident from almost every facet of society that involves children, such as public schooling pushing sex to kindergarteners and elementary school students.
shi i’ve been being groomed online for almost a year by this guy and my parents don’t know. i almost wish they did so it would stop
Those people are just horrible, no, more than horrible. Its sad to see people around my age (teens) joining those servers and getting messages that are similar to those from "Heaven". So thank you for making a video on this and keeping people safe. Earned a sub.
im so glad a person with a big platfrom talk about this stuff, i've encountered a few very sick servers in the past where in one of these people were literaly sharing CP files with each other
i reported it do the discord but there's a small chance these disgusting people actually suffered any consequences
but when a person with large following exposes this type of stuff on their main channel there's a much higher chance something will be done about it, whether it's involving the police yourself or people on the internet finding these people
Please guys, don't go looking for these servers. It's not a good idea. You also may come across some horrible images that won't get out of your mind.
Stay safe.
How bad is it?
@@holymeto9981 since these type of discord servers aren't really moderated (because they don't follow any rules anyways) they often contain graphic images of some of the most disgusting things online.
As well as sexism / racism or any form of discrimination etc.
@@parkourchinx7978I got groomed and men are just gross to me and I seen shit on a website which messed me up more about men but I’m trying to overcome my disgust
@@holymeto9981 my wrists felt scared after watching 5 mins of the video. That's how bad it is.
surprisingly easy to find if you know where to look
U know its serious when google gives you "The following content may contain themes of suicide or self-harm." on startup 💀
I got a recommendation for telephone counseling
I'm pretty sure I've only ever seen RUclips give that warning on music before.
I got it on a geometry dash rage video once lmao
ruclips.net/video/VOvNUL-pccw/видео.html
POV: You know it's a re-upload because the first one was taken down by RUclips for "violating the community guidelines"
yup, I had two notifications for the same video. The first one displayed this
yepp
For real😂😂
RUclips making the stupidest decisions while letting youtube kids be a cesspool.
Yeah
As a person who survived severe depression, thank you for bringing light to this kind of shit. If i was a kid and I'd been caught up in one of these degenerate echo chambers, i wouldn't be here and i know that as a fact.
I feel bad for these minors feeling the need to reach out to these servers. (or just straight up getting invited)
i know myself was in a simular one, it was one person telling alot of people the best ways to harm themselves, im glad i manged to leave before i got hooked to such behaviors.
i hope nothing but the best for these people and i hope they get the help they need.
hope you’re doing well my guy
i honestly just realized how disgusting these kind of servers are, considering that i used to be in these servers simply because i was addicted to doing sh and had an ed 😭😭 i never realized how horrible the server actually was (including the people) for glorifying sh and ed, normalising it as if it's fine ?!?! i was like 11 when i first found these servers and i honestly wished that younger me never got into sh or thought that being just skin and bones were pretty lmao .. these people are honestly mentally ill and i hope that they get the help they need, excluding the ones that cannot be saved anymore (heaven and his ana prncss)
Discord is a hellhole full of criminals and depressed people, prove me wrong 😅
@@ripegirllhow did you even find a server like that at such a young age?!
Just a tip: “bpd” doesn’t usually refer to Bipolar disorder.
It it a shortened term for Borderline Personality disorder, which is a COMEPLETELY different disorder.
just lettin yall know !
We all know it's short for Beautiful Princess Disorder ❤
@@ghostoflazlo really not the time for this dude. Did you not watch the vid?
@@CMDR.Useless probably just ragebait, best thing to do is ignore it
@@ghostoflazlo shut UP bruh
@@ghostoflazlo😂
Worst of all, its a gateway server AND a disgusting one. Who would have known what horrible things were hidden without this guy?
@IKillAnimalsOnYT Ah great, the troll bots are back lmao
What's What's gateway server?
@insertcreativeusernamehere9900 a server that looks innocent on the outside but the only thing in the server is a link to the real server that is not so innocent, its a gateway
This disgusts me. I once had to convince a friend to not kill themself. It was a horrific interaction. And to see all of these people have to deal these thoughts is really sad.
BPD isn't bipolar disorder, its borderline personality disorder, and is arguably worse, since it tends to cause many friendships and relationships to end on toxic bitter notes because the majority of people who do have it, don't even know. Truly a sad disorder :(
I have bpd and managing relationships is definitely rough. Therapy can help out a lot tho, hope it's brought to light more
@@blorpobaggins yeah, i lost a good friend from it, she was extremely affected by it and the slight "narcissistic" qualities (can't put a pin on it literally it was unexplainable) and toxicity that came as a result of being untreated made little things blow up HUGE
@@JAL_EDM yeah it's rough, sorry you lost a friend.
A good therapy type for bpd is called DBT. If you ever meet someone else struggling maybe a good thing to talk to them about :)
@IKillAnimalsOnYTfunni bot
Report and ignore the spambot in the replies
This disgusting cruel world needs help
Heaven is a creep and the fact he wants the girl (Miri) to kill herself & “sacrifice” on voice chat is just straight up disrespectful, disgusting, and cruel.
What a disgusting weird world we live in.
i remember another server i was in where a girl actually almost committed on vc. luckily we talked her out of it but that shit really happens.
@@irllvrexactly. So sad and disgusting people can be sometimes, luckily you guys talked her out.
This is why the word Evil exists
Accidentally ended up in one of these servers myself. these people are legit deranged and I wish discord would do more against them to keep them off the platform and away from both kids and adults...
Many Discord admins have been exposed to be groomers.
@@flameguy3416They mean the owners of Discord. Anyone can be an admin
This is Absolutely Disgusting, I respect you for exposing them and this deserves a subscription.
The fact that this guy has been banned before but is back at it shows that discord saw what he did and decided to instead of reporting it to law enforcement just ban him from the site knowing damn well he'll just come right back. Not just him but most if not all communities like this. I hope your got his id and reported this to law enforcement or something.
Hey, just a little insight about this
So as it turns out reporting this to the law enforcement is actually extremely ineffective unless you have identifying information like ID. The other issue is cross country investigation, it just sucks, the problem is not Discord not reporting it because they probably tried, the issue is a much much bigger one of those cases being very often horribly misshandled by law enforcement due to outdated procedures.
And I know that from personal experience trying to do something against someone who groomed me, having his actual full legal name, the case was effectively colmpletely cold until another person from the same country as the groomer was affected.
@@Jenner_IIC oh I assumed discord would at least have his location or something
yeah I know IP isn't ALWAYS exact but they still have some information
Our current law enforcement is really outdated with a lot of stuff on the internet like copyright laws so I could see that being the case here.
Lol cry more about it as it will never happen
@@Nemuthcat9don’t cut yourself on that edge buddy lmao
I find it hilarious that user “ssfuhrer” is subscribed to clash royale youtube channels LOL
I was in a similar server when I was 13, luckily mine was a lot healthier and rather than encourage it they helped me understand things like "lolicon" aren't stuff you should praise and going deeper down isn't gonna fix anything.
I'm 21 now and actually a functionable decent person who is past my SH and ED. My heart breaks for the kids that are falling into this stuff, I hope the people behind them get charged even though I know it's unlikely.
@@chibisayori20 What the fuck.
@@chibisayori20that’s too far
@@chibisayori20 Woah, calm down if you say that whats the differnece between you and them? just hope they get punished for what they did
@@_MaX01 i am sorry
These servers are absolutely disgusting but it is VERY unlikely Discord will step in, they have worse moderation than Roblox. I'm glad you're doing better now though.
This isn't even the worst I've seen. There's even more underground servers. in around 2020 I was dragged into MAP servers and because I was so mentally gone and unaware of how bad it is, I've just seen, this kinda concept mixed with super open pedophilia and actual open channels of CP. and even then what I saw was apparently not the worst of it from what others said. It's fucking terrifying.
@YakkoWarYTclose, Minor Attracted Person
example; undergroundbasedgod
say pedophile not "map", rewording is a powerful propaganda move
I too joined a MAP and AAP server, i got jumped on for calling them "Pedos", they started insulting my race💀🙏🏽 Im Indian, so an easy target, but imagine being a pedo or a kid with daddy or mommy issues😭 They aint only racist (as they were saying slurs and horrible things, even had a nsfw channel which deffo had cp, but i couldnt see it as it was age restricted), but pedos too. I cant believe that disboard even has that server listed, its called shiba btw.
Funny how his name is "Heaven" when he's likely going to Hell
I don’t think a heaven exists in this universe… not with these discord servers around
Likely?
@@MayconMLG Its assuming theres even an afterlife
Jesus loves you very much!❤
@@6p6p1oncashapp Fuck no I'm not assuming shit. Heaven and Hell are real
Here in Brazil it's the same thing. There are many servers like this and a bit of bizarre stuff. A while back, there were even investigations because many of these Discord servers were encouraging school attacks. Unfortunately, a series of attacks (or attempts) happened, and believe it or not, there were even INFLUENCERS involved, which was the case of ''Glauciele Smith''. I never followed her, but she was known to have a sad story and make some videos that people thought were weird (as far as I know). Almost every day that I enter Tik Tok, in my For You there are some videos promoting this type of server. Really disgusting.
Thank you SO MUCH for all your time and effort in researching and exposing all the many flaws and exploits in Discord, Roblox and all the other scum havens out there right now. You're my hero.
Omg ive been in servers where they just do it as sarcasm but this actually almost made me want to throw up i never knew servers like these actually existed and youre so brave to go through it all just for content. I stan you king
Im not a minor anymore but when I was i used to be in groups just like this. I saw your videos and didnt even know half of the actions that happened to me had names for them. Thank you for exposing servers like this. As a server owner its disgusting to see these servers are still around all these years later.
what an awful start to my day 💖
fr though thanks for showing stuff like this to the world, even as painful as it is to look at, this is important to document
its honestly sad how messed up people can possibly be..
edit: yo wtf im famous???
It's partly because there is little to practically 0 actual punishment for this, and if they do get punishment, it's also practically nothing.
Let's say they get at most 5 years in prison for everything, they will probably get out in 3 for good behavior, and they will just do this again, and they won't be caught again.
Discord doesn't care about this, they will ignore it the best they can until they are forced by the government (assuming the government even does anything about this), and even then, they will only take down major servers, and will ignore actually taking it up to the law. And even then, it's only for show, they will do the bare minimum and no more.
Honestly, allowing this kind of shit is no different from promoting it.
It's not even remotely hard to find it, a discord moderator can find this by just googling it. (and like ntts said at the end, even if these communities get banned, they just come back)
@@Otgel exactly, i’m glad you noticed
it's sad to say that I have heard and SEEN worse, most of the time these people are rarely ever caught.
@@sniffcocaine that’s terrible
“How pedo could I possibly be?”
8:15 Now why does Heaven himself have a 18- role?
possibly baiting people under 18 despite him being very outgoing about being 21. as said in the video, he's sick in the head
These people are all so chronically online, I can't actually believe people gather around to share their "self help" pics or think these situations are okay
Their parents need to give them more attention, and so the police to some of them
… and suddenly the NSFW server I joined seems like the coziest, safest and cleanest place on earth compared to that shit
the fact this video has a WARNING is insane, I didn't even know "SH" servers were a thing, crazy man. Hope those people get better.
As someone who did cut herself a number of years ago and managed to get out of it, this type of echo chamber is extremely dangerous and absolutely *will* lead to suicide, I've seen it first hand. It's "very fast" at it too, and sometimes it's accidental as well due to too many cuts that went too deep. This needs attention from authorities honestly, Discord should get threatened by one of the alphabet institutions to take it down and monitor for this sort of stuff.
im addicted to smoking *t e a b a g s*
Me too
yo dude i found a nuclear boner alien
As someone who was in similar servers, I think you should've mentioned the mental illness aspect more.
I used to be in a couple similar servers when discord was new. It didn't have a central person, like this one, but it was very much sh, ed, unalive etc. While “Heaven” is obviously something different, a lot of the members of the servers are obviously seriously mentally ill, and while this server is clearly an echo chamber, I can pretty much guarantee it isn't the cause. It brings up issues, that usually remain unseen, but are very much real even without these communities.
So this server should be banned, but that's far from the issue. The issue is how so many children are forced into this terrible mental state in the real world, which then manifests in communities like this, or even communities without a “Heaven”, where sh and unalving becomes a competition.
edit: Oh and I also have something carved in me, except it was a teen-to-teen dynamic, instead of a groomer.
same here, i was in communities like this and on edtwt when i was around 12 to 15 and i wish the mental illness aspect was addressed more because now that im older i know its largely because im very mentally ill was easy to manipulate by those people :/ i defo agree with what you said
oh wow i will not get sleep tonight...
I once saw a discord nitro scam and for some reason my dumb ahh entered to the server.
Then that server lead you to another server.
And then in that server there was a text that said something like "share this image with many people as you can and send proofs to get nitro" (that's what it said as far as I could remember). The point is that the image was uhh, well, words that I can't share on RUclips.
And yes, that server also had an auto join bot.
Take some photos and send to the fbi
@@Fetuchynniwhat kind of words? Slurs?
I watched the original video but I couldn't think of anything to say, I was borderline grossed out. I'm someone who suffers from mental illnesses myself and I completely understand why these kids join these servers. They have no one to support them and with how social media romanticizes suicide they do it as well. It's gross how filthy discord mod adults decide to take advantage of these vulnerable children. Servers like this have always existed, similarly to the "anna" blogs (pro anorexia blogs called anna to disguise themselves).
I really hope the children in these types of servers manage to exit these hell holes and get the help and love they deserve. I also hope the disgusting adults here finally get caught and put into rehab or sentenced to life in prison. These aren't servers, these are cults.
I've met many people that romanticize gore, sh, sa, eds and no matter how hard you try to convince them to stop, you cannot. There comes a point where these people are so brainwashed they cannot comprehend words, that's why professional action is needed.
I have been online groomed myself and the feeling of not being able to break free is common. You know the (most likely) adult is grooming and using you for their own pleasure, but too scared to tell anyone. It's even more difficult when you already suffer from illnesses.
I really really hope these people get the help they need.
its impossible too get them help, when i went into one of these servers all they did when i offered help, is be toxic and tell me too end it all, and then i got banned. They dont want help, 1 of them even dmed me, but then did that too troll, and make fun of me. These kids are obviously hurt but its really hard too help them, they need intervention in there life. Physicals intervention. There parents need too take there electronics away for the better good, because all this servers do is encourage them too self harm. Take there electronics away and then sit down and talk too the and get the therapy
Theres not much more appalling behavior to me than those who encourage sh, i found myself in these types at the peak of my abuse and its safe to say they only degraded my mentel health further, hope these people get they help they deserve because recovering from this is Genuinely difficult and its still impacting me years later. Really sad to see
@IKillAnimalsOnYT agreed dude fr
@sieksa3ew.
When i was at my lowest, (right before being admitted into a psych ward) i used to be in so many servers like this its so sick how theyre promoting such unhealthy behaviors to young kids
As someone who is dealing with self h4rm
this part 4:32 is really hurtful even if it's a bad person that i don't even know..
Anyways it's great of you that exposed this disgusting server ^^
Have a great day
Jesus loves you very much!❤
God, not Jesus stop elevating him as equal to god you Christian@@CyberCoderZ1
This has been a huge problem for way too long now. There are other messed up servers out there that have a bunch of people in vc turn on their cameras and abuse, torture, and even kill animals and pets. There is a particular group called Kaskar (probably spelled it wrong) where they mostly abuse cats and kittens, and proceed to boast about it to everyone they know. The chat, the vc, random people on their friends list, everyone. And some Kaskar members often go to other public servers and perform these disgusting acts on vc until they get banned from that server. With horrible stuff like that, and the stuff that you talked about in this video, it is truly terrifying to think how many other small and hidden servers are doing things this messed up, and how many people and animals have to succumb to this treatment.
self-harm is not the answer. if any of yall are going through something similar, please find help or someone you can talk to ❤
Thanks. I wish i realized that sooner
late reply but hope u feel good or better rn always speak to someone you trust @@parkfever
As someone who struggled a lot with self-hatred and used to sit at a table with a box cutter contemplating self-harm regularly (but thankfully didn't), I approve of this. Self-discontent is a sensible feeling, but the answer to it is self-denial, not self-hatred and self-harm. That means: accept that you can't solve your problems by yourself and that you need help from an older person that you can trust (e.g. a constable, doctor, teacher, religious minister, nun, etc.) to help you with them.
As someone who grew up on discord, it's always been like this, and this is NOT a rare occurrence.
Damn, hope YT doesn't take this video down AGAIN. That's just making people not know what shit is goin on with Discord.
well at the very least it is now age-gated, which while it makes sense from what I've read from the comments, may as well be a full take down
I've know people who'd probably join these servers and get taken advantage of and it's heartbreaking. It's even worse when you have told them they were being taken advantage of and they let it happen.
@@fruelein5191 You still have to catch up to the Hungarian Nationalist. You're not edgy enough. *insert buff tf2 soldier*
when you see the suicide/ self-harm warning on a Discord-video, you know it's going to get disgusting
Heaven would be the type to say: "just a groomer, not a loser"
As someone with depression, these people genuinely make me sick. Promoting people to do something I cannot stop, so they can get a stupid nitro badge for a month or whatever is sickening. This "Heaven" guy will not be going to heaven, I can tell you that.
Fun fact: Discord has no E2E encryption. They have clear text of every DM, every server, perhaps even deleted messages on their servers, yet instead of it to prevent... this... they just allow chronically online admins to look over people's private lives...
How difficult can it be to just make a single database query for such terms, servers with bots that can re-add members, or just run random samples of messages though an AI classifier? Discord are ether incompetent or give a silent approval to such activities.
they most likely do much of this already, but banning based on entirely automated systems will get a lot of innocent people caught in the crossfire. they then need a human reviewer to check that the computer got it right, but there are so many suspected discord servers and not enough people to review them. i would at least guess this is what is happening.
Bro people are humans not ai, they will make new words and talk about this stuff in code
Does it make them money... No. So why would they spend money and resources on it?
Are you gonna pay them a few millions to do it?
Discord is ran by furry gooners.
6:38 "o-oh no, what a shame" why is that so funny to me
Thanks for raising awareness about this, I’m glad I watched this video before making my first discord account. I haven’t joined any mental health related servers but it’s sad on how toxic some of those kinds of servers are.
You know the video's good when you get a suicide popup
nah but fr
this is filthy. discord really needs to look into these types of servers. I'm glad you're spreading light on it tho
what's even worse is that there are a lot of server like this and sometimes it isn't the owner its the members themselves
As someone who is terminally online we do not accept him, pass it over to the psychopaths.
"join servers for you" is such a stupid permission with no remotely necessary uses, I can't fathom how discord ever thought it was a good idea
just wanted to point out the bpd doesn't stand for bipolar disorder, it stands for borderline personality disorder ^^; it's a disorder caused by extensive trauma, such as childhood neglect, gr00ming, etc. it can be treated with therapy and some medications to make it easier to manage the symptoms.
edit: bpd is worse than bipolar in terms of symptoms, however, you can have both bpd and bipolar. bpd can cause you to be very paranoid, comes with a severe fear of abandonment (once again, touching on childhood neglect), and people with bpd have a much lower life expectancy and are more likely to have substance abuse issues as a way of coping with their trauma.
i went to the comments for this too even tho its not the point of the vid, thanks for saying smth abt it cause at least for most of ppl w bpd its important to know the difference
The one thing more disturbing than this, is that Ive come across minors who actually tried to bait me into grooming them by lying about their identity
Doing gods work exposing these sickos, great work man 👍
seeing my country's flag as the ONLY reaction when you first joined that server scared tf out of me. horrible representation
Even crazier is the fact that discord knows that these servers exist. They have access to literally EVERYTHING on the site..
When i was in my worst i joined one of these servers, I never talked or even interacted with anybody but it was filled to the brim with racism, and topics like SH or ED'S were talked about so casually it was like saying "How was your day?" I no longer use discord so much and only use it to talk to one person. The server was probably banned and turned into this server because its so similar. This server was the worst thing i'd ever seen, And at that time i was on twitter for ykyk. Im better now and all i can hope is that these people recover too.
Fuck me, now I'm thinking about what else is lurking in the deep dark crevasses of discord.
This is incredibly disgusting. Restorio needs to deny service to these people or Discord needs to disable the app
You know something is very bad when a furry says something moral
(From someone in the SH/ED community) Heaven has had other people code bots like that in the past, the bot itself is not the problem, but rather the fact that discord allows “join servers for you” to be a feature in the first place
@@Atimoz Haha nice joke
Dude, do you think furries go around every comment section talking about being zoophiles? No. They cosplay. That's it. That's what furries do. That's not immoral.
@@psythyrella Then Discord needs to be more proactive in disabling these kinds of apps or find some other viable alternative (maybe requiring the app to be verified, but that has its downsides). The join servers permission has important purpose as a way to gate servers behind restrictions other than Twitch or RUclips membership, most notably as a Patreon perk. Discord has a lot more scams and scandals than other social platforms but joining servers is about the only interesting thing apps can do on your behalf without Discord’s approval; it would be a shame if the feature was severely limited or cut entirely
@@realtbhandrewAnd most of us don’t even do that, given that many makers deny people under 18 and full suits often cost over $1K :^) You’re right though, we like cool animals
Watched the video twice, I just couldn't wrap my head around what ever the hell I watched, this server is maybe one of the more "tame" ones. Imagine what it's like when you delve deeper into the depths of the filth, that is discord.
8:55 “You probably have lost all faith in humanity.”
Yes, I have.
wait, you actually had faith in humanity???
Tw: SH
Things like these are one of the worst things to ever happen, I used to SH when I was 10~11 and would use social media and promote SH behaviour. I’m glad that now I’ve been clean for a while but i still worry about just how many people I’ve ruined by giving SH “tips”. I’m glad people like you are exposing just how disgusting the internet can really be and how kids are roped into these types of things
Worst part is that Discord's reporting system doesn't work when it's supposed to work but then end up working when it's not supposed to (example: Changing the question of Butterfree's Pokedex number to the age question).
I mean. Yeah, they have shut down the server and the account numerous times but the only way to stop this is if the authorities got involved and then one of the release condition is that they're banned from using the Internet.
Previous video was removed because youtube did dumb dumb - don't DM NTTS and don't ping us (mods) in the server please
I was wondering why it said 2 minutes ago when I watched an hour or so ago
i will DM NTTS and ping the mods in the server. 😈
@@TR0VAS NOOO DONT DO THIS TO ME
@@Pearoookay, ill just dm ntts and ping mods then
crazy how people can be like this and just have zero regard for human life sometimes…
The rabbit hole im going down while not being able to sleep is insane, but i like this one. Love the channel
5:36 The worst part is that they have a Touhou pfp.
Reimu does not deserve this.
No, that is *not* the worst part. The worst part is that someone is fucking grooming children.
free reimu
no not reimu D:
Average Touhou Project fan
What's TouHou?
i’ve tooken it upon myself to doxx and nuke these types of servers for these past 3 years but discord rather terminated me then those servers
if you had a brain you would know none of those worked as different users in different countries using vpns or alts only possible way is to slower their process
@HimenosDirtySocknah they deserve to be doxxed
@HimenosDirtySockDoxxing is kinda fire tho because you can call the cops on someone 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 Fuck the pedos
cant believe Teto would become a Synth V and start advertising an SH server 😭
As someone who used to cut a lot back in high school. This breaks my heart.
one of my best friends is one of the people you talked to about this server and the screenshots they've sent me and what i've seen happen to them because of this server has genuinely made me tear up
It’s wild that I found this
I was a victim of these sorts of things. I find it incredible Discord does nothing about this. To this day, T&S didn't respond to my report.
I had a user who joined my server once, they had that "heavens anorexic princess" bio too, word for word. That's kinda unsettling if you think about it like what this server owner "Heaven" is doing to supposedly mentally ill kids
This whole cut thing is like giving yourself a tattoo but it’s more painful
it's so sad, too, being drawn into these circles in your youth and even if you try to report everyone and everything there's nothing you can do except watch them set up another server and try to figure out who it was that 'snitched' in order to give them a piece of their mind... upsetting, ed & sh circles on mainstream internet have exploded in popularity since march 2020 and the hype never died down
Discord has went from nice and friendly to this kind of stuff with sluice and self-harm stuff
That's because people are sick, not the platform itself. There will be people like that everywhere no matter what.
@@Redyf especially the internet
It may be fun to paint them as chronically online but I wouldn't be at all surprised if there was actual CP on that server or at least in the owner's DMs.
definitely
There is. They also spam the DMs of ppl they dont like with CP, its fucking awful.
@@psythyrellathat’s sad but reporting it to the fbi is the way don’t give them a reaction 🌝
oh he definitely has some he asked me for my noods
as someone who was in that server, there is! of girls from infancy to 17. he doesnt do 18 tho, too old for him
5:33 her “about me” is actually so sad