(Verse 1) I was never just a normal kid, grew up twisted in the mix, Parents split, life flipped, darkness creeping in quick, Dad preached a righteous path, then turned his back, From faith to fallen grace, I watched his soul crack. I saw him wrestle with demons, in his eyes, a tormenting storm, A once strong man, now shattered, in pieces he'd perform, In front of me, he aimed to end it all, a chilling scene, That haunting night, etched deep, in my mind it gleams. (Chorus) I turned to smokin', drugs, tryna numb this pain, Escape the real, but it just fuels the flame, Lost faith in God, lost faith in myself, In this hell, drowning, can't escape this hell. (Verse 2) I started walkin' a thin line, lost in the haze, No light, no way out, just a hopeless maze, Anger burned bright, fueled by this inner fight, Wanted out of this darkness, but lost in the night. Tried to drown out the screams with the sound of a high, Chasing highs to forget lows, but it was all a lie, Blaming God for the mess, cursin' at the sky, But deep down, just a lost soul tryna survive. (Chorus) I turned to smokin', drugs, tryna numb this pain, Escape the real, but it just fuels the flame, Lost faith in God, lost faith in myself, In this hell, drowning, can't escape this hell. (Bridge) But through the chaos, I found a flicker of light, A voice inside, whisperin', "It's gonna be alright," Slowly rebuilt, found strength to fight, No longer chained by the past, breakin' free tonight. (Verse 3) Now I stand tall, scars etched, but I'm alive, Grew from the ashes, found purpose to thrive, No longer runnin', no more shadows to hide, Embracin' flaws, reclaimin' my stride. Learned to forgive, found peace within the storm, No longer haunted by the past, I've been reborn, No longer need to escape, found my way home, In this journey of redemption, I now roam. (Chorus) No more smokin', drugs, I faced the pain, Embraced the real, turned my losses to gain, Found faith in God, found love for myself, From the depths of hell, emerged stronger than myself.
I wake up, wrong side of the bed All these evil thoughts roaming in my head Search for peace, all I find is dread Even my own momma, wishes I was dead Hard, is the game of life They stab you like Brutus with the tip of a knife That’s why you stay hidden like the dead of the night Cause haters can’t see without no sight Understood? never thought u would I did everything that I, thought I could Using all your muscle to make it out the rubble Nothing in this life can come without a struggle (Let me know your thoughts down below maybe I’ll come back and add some more) stay strong my friends
My brothers came n stabbed me like Brutus My cousin came n stabbed me like Cassius My whole family abandoned me, wishing me lifeless Even turned in by lil Octavius Showers are conquests, dinner's a mission Struggle to raise my laureled, twisted head "Hold high the standard" "Man fight off depression" Maybe somehow I will find a better way A way to find joy, anticipate tomorrow And manage to appreciate today? But that's just a joke, I mean can't we end this sorrow? My own damn mind, "Et tu Brute?"
My man you never woke up on the wrong side of the bed, it's this world makin' you fucked up in the head, maybe we should all share some peace instead, this world is all backwards, 1st world countries, but people are still not being fed, your the best thing to happen to your mamma, your exsistance is a little calm, from the drama, your right the evil cant see you through the darkness of night, but salvation that you hope to find, but the devil will be tricking the blind, the world of peace is always on the decline, it's a designed wicked system, but the evilness takes gods name and dissis him,
You ever been Stuck inside your own mind, doesnt matter where you looking never able to find a way to climb back up from behind, on the steep decline start losing tract of the time, keep living in the past wishing that you could rewind, think i know what johnny meant when he said he walk the line, and id be lying if i told you i was fine, trying to protry myself as giant to hide the emptiness thats eating me inside, having thoughts of dying and contemplating trying, wondering who would even notice if one day that path is chosen, cant seem to get my mind to focus on anythibg other then these emotions, wish i could i say im only joking, but inside feeling broken, thinking bout overdosing, tired of just coasting by even wrote a goodbye note, tears falling out my eyes grow steady, and i guess now im ready
Yo, that ptsd got me fucked in the head. Yep what I said is what's said. That one day when my dad passed it just led. To this point. Suicidal thoughts need a joint. Always been a void. Kicking back with my boy. All grown-up not Givin a fuck just smoking up blunts. Always getting drunk.
@@davidmain9934 too prideful I woke up but somehow I’m in a slump these things keep happening memories keep rewindin I try but I can’t see a good thing out it my thoughts become sparactic to rap I am a addict that don’t matter cuz these trauma battles they made me a savage
13 he seeing death where he could make it Big dreams got cut down By the concrete in the pavement Not time to decided which medication Causing complications He singing “ only god could judge me “ But even pac had to face it Regrets a word he use daily But it don’t mean the same to him When he’s sent pussy to the gates, it’s Hard to understand why so he Just simply negates it I was 13 When my innocence was taken burnt up and blown away Laid down with the pavement Pain means a different thing When all your life you done faced him I ain’t talking bout god I’m talking bout Satan Or whatever his name is Cause Once I look in the mirror I start to see him taking shape Its just me I guess we’re exactly the same I bleed red but only for today I bleed red but only for today
Back to the river, back to Cave, where you wrote all these letters, the words that came from the shades, back to the feelings, back to the hate, found your own rhythm, now you’re removing the traits, Back to the villain, back to the fade, playing this backwards, you’ll enter the phase Nothing comes backwards, im just playing this safe? Can you hear me? Am I still living? My name?
Delay! is my motherfucking lyrics delayed? Trapped in maze , am i still dreaming for days? Amazed! am I just living, okay? Well if I must say this I came the name Who am I talking to, what is my fate? I’m done playing these games, I rather die, than fucking living this way? YEAH I LIVE IN THIS WAY
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been looking for a way out, after all isn't that what life's all about? You see, I try to stay sobber, but only when I'm sleeping. Guess most of my life choices left my loved ones alone and weeping, as I shoot for the stars, but my aim's a little off instead of hitting stars I'm crashing cars on freeways. Don't even know which way is up, not that you really give a fuck anyways. No matter where you go, I'll still be here for you, even after all the shit you put me through, after all a wrecked home is better than being all alone right? Many times, I lie awake at night, wondering why half the time I even try to still put a fight. Been on the brink death a couple of times, I try to express my pain through my rhymes, but it seems the harder that I try to do that, the more disgusted you become at me. I break every fuckin mirror that I see, you know how I make you sick when you look at me, well that's how I feel when I see the demon eyes staring back at me. Never really mattered if you would have stayed, there's just no possibility that I'd ever change. Thought I had this shit under my control, but now I see that all the drugs have finally taken their toll. That's all I got for now
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Te deje una nota shorty Solo me traje mi maleta En un papelito que parecía una receta Eran pocas Si te digo a detalle lo que dentro me pasaba Se que no me entenderías aunque lo diga en tucara Baby no eres mala, lo que pasa es que te amaron diferente Lo mio no es amar de lejos, eso lo tengo presente Me enamoro una tal princesa que estaba metía en exceso El corazón me jugo chueco y la mente cayó en un hueco Fuck me enguile por uno besos Pero n
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Stuck in my head not enough on the page for words to be said am i dead Just pass me the lead il blast in my sleep i shot my self in my head remarkably i was still alive I woke up in sweat thinking damn this wild i look at the clock it stopped just like the hands of time Got me rocked but thats just such as life i made a promise i gotta pick the locks holding me in chains in my mind
I ain't been the same, I can't explain it, but it's true The pain I been thru brought the game I'm into And I don't know if I'mma make it Lately I been feeling vacant
So im seeking ancient, scriptures meaning greatness, guidance from those scared times now im teaching patients knowledge is a weapon im already reading pages humanity is breaking im seeing people fading
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Latly ive notice all the people hating and im debating if life is really worth celibrating kuz happiness is a myth that is konstantly fadeing n uts got me aiming for a life thatll never be so now i see there is no chance that ill get a second glance frkm anytjing othere than misery and its killimg me learning this lesson like how kan i ever cross this river of depression with out drowning like im klimbing a mountain wit no gear just hoping death is near kuz the one thing that i fear has been right here and still i hear my screams going un heard and its absurd that death takes every one and im just hoping its my turn kuz i yern for a life of bliss but instead i burn and no one seems koncerned that im stuck in my feeling wen alone but in public im robin williams wishing that i was just dangling from the ceiling or worse taking a blade and making it squirt till im the back of the hurse finally riding this curse and aftee analizing every verse ur eyes begin to burst wit tears kuz its sickening to hear that my suicide note was to my self kuz ive been begging for help for years being unheard just like a whisper Left bleeding like a blister in the kold of a blizzard on my knees and u realize ur the one that let me freeze So just keep me in ur memories an please let me rest n ease kuz ive never nown peace and im tired i jusg wanna go to sleep Ksk
Sei mai stato in mezzo al freddo con la cassa che ti scalda? Mo mi ammazzo lo hai mai detto in faccia alla tua cara mamma? Compro un Carmol e lo rivendo come se fosse una canna C’ho il coraggio ma di certo c’è qualcosa che mi scatta /\ Monto un puzzle come sterco che metterei nella faccia Di chi parla di chi intendo non chi c’ha una giornataccia Di chi calca ciò che ho detto per tentar la figuraccia Che brutta biaccia.. ------- Sto vivendo come se in questo momento stessi aspettando qualcosa ma non capisco più come render meno tenebrosa questa vita che non sfocia in nulla sai come funziona gente che manco c’ha l’ acqua.. tu che forse ce ne hai troppa |. .| Sai è tempo che rammento Ciò che in due stiamo facendo Fisso te come se leggo Morirei per te di certo Una tortura o un taglio netto Come l’intestino o il retto Come se mi stilo un ferro In gola non lo fo di certo Sento il cuore nel cervello Fisso te come se leggo Fisso te come se leggo Morirei pure se adesso Cercassi solo un pretesto Con un figlio che detesto Gli darei la pasta al pesto Perché è ciò che non ho mai provato e sicuro detesto Forse è questo Che non penso Quando resto Nel mio letto Li pensando come un fesso Riguardando il mio successo Continuando sto processo Collassando nel silenzio |. .| Certo certo certo certo! Non mi entra mai dentro il freddo Perché so come mi vesto Resto sveglio se non esco Spengo il cuore come un action Movie horror Richard benson Non so cazzo sto dicendo Tu cazzo ti stai sentendo?
I was kid who was bullied everyday I became a castaway once I started to age I got growing pain And binful of rage No thanks to my dad he wasn’t there any day
Screaming in the darkness Screaming in the darkness I can’t handle this alone I can’t handle this alone How’s it going? You ask. Well I gotta be honest My life hasn’t exactly gone Quite how I wanted “Just keep swimming” I need a lifeboat, I’m drowning in my sea of self inflicted problems I know how to create them, but just can’t seem to solve em This cloud of anxiety follows me around, can’t do anything now My thoughts are so loud, Saying Anything they can just to drag me down! That I’ll never be enough That life is tough That I’m too weak to take it That I’ll never make it Wanting someone to pull me out this hole I created, so I Plead to a god I don’t know if I follow And hope to find strength till tomorrow At least I don’t turn to the bottle Like my mother did Sorry mom but it made life harder And dads not off the hook either Walk on eggshells, avoid your temper! Screaming in the darkness Screaming in the darkness I can’t handle this alone I can’t handle this alone I’m grown but my mind is still the same scared child Don’t know how the world works, I need a pacifier, Want mommy to hug me and tell me she loves me But she won’t even answer when the phone rings. I never learned the life skills I needed to know So I’m out here tryna figure out life as I go But I still don’t even know how to do my taxes Never done em and I’m praying on no consequences Feel like texting my ex just to tell him I miss him Kinda funny since I just wrote a song where i dissed him Cause I realized I don’t really want him back I just miss having someone Who listens I kinda regret Writing the song to begin with Forgiveness, its easier said than done I’m not proud of my anger there’s a lot of it- I’m trying to be better Pour my pain into unsent letters Screaming in the darkness Screaming in the darkness I can’t handle this alone I can’t handle this alone Feel like I owe so much to others But don’t have enough to give I’ve spent so much time surviving I don’t know how to live For the people who have helped me I can’t thank them enough If it seems like I don’t care, just know that I’m grateful For everything you’ve done I went from walking to racing But somehow pacing and waiting for something to change And I know that needs effort, it’s not up to fate Yet still wake up everyday for a job that I hate Having big dreams but don’t know how to pursue them No matter what I do, still feel like I’m losing and snoozing my life away Every day is the same Tomorrow blurred into yesterday, I don’t know what to say I blink and six months gone by I don’t know where to start. How can I be successful Or make a living off of my art? Screaming in the darkness Screaming in the darkness I can’t handle this alone I can’t handle this alone Screaming in the darkness Screaming in the darkness I can’t handle this alone I can’t handle this alone
Well it's December I really do remember Us at the park Our favorite song was Well I can't think if the name of it now All I know is it's been 4 years Where the hell is my call Why haven't you texted I reached out a couple times This ain't like you I wrote an entire album Got your name on it too How have you not heard it Everything I ever wrote was for you I know you too well Usually you'd be happy to hear from me What's Changed Something on ya mind I get it Maybe I did something you didn't like Whatever it is Can we just talk it out All this nonsense Your friends hate me No really Is it something I did Cuz Well it's December I really do remember Us at the park Our favorite song was Well I can't think if the name of it now All I know is it's been 4 years Where the hell is my call Why haven't you texted I deleted every pic and text What do I gotta do next Forget about you Well I can't Cuz it's been hard to stop daydreaming When ya so damn perfect In every way Baby you're worth it Anyways gotta go But there's one last thing Well it's December I really do remember Us at the park Our favorite song was Well I can't think if the name of it now All I know is it's been 4 years Where the hell is my call Why haven't you texted Why
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Way back in year three, I was already spittin' bars When I had a pretty face, before I had these scars. When I had an army, of fifty loyal friends. When I was the fastest runner, why'd it have to end? Some people peaked in high school, I peaked in year six Playin' pranks on teachers, I had so many tricks. So what the fuck happened? Where'd it all go wrong? The only cope I have is to keep singin' this song. I think it's because, when I was in year four I stopped makin' friends because I didn't need no more. By the time it was year seven, I forgot how to make 'em got picked on every day- the pricks, I just wanted to break 'em But I was a little scrawny kid, so there was nothin' I could do. Got bullied more than the retarded kid in the corner sniffin' glue. I tried to sort things out with teacher but that just made it worse. No one wanted to be around me, it's like I had a curse. A couple of times that year, I wanted to get a hearst And just hang myself because it felt like I was gonna burst. What followed was my lowest point, the year eight drama Only friend I really had, was my baby mama I was closer to the edge than I ever was before Beaten and bruised every day, I was in the wars. Had no money at the time, I was broke and poor. Scarred for life, on the surface and at the core Now where was I? Oh yeah- a little boy that's shy So close to the edge I nearly ended up on thirteen reasons why Wanted to enrol in another school, but I'd have to wait in line Even at my darkest hour, God didn't send a sign. Let's skip year nine, cause Jack shit occured I wasn't as depressed, but I was still a nerd. just before year 10, I made a promise, to stop lying to myself, and start being honest I'd let my hair grow long, how could I stoop so low? Started eating lots of junk, I really let myself go I had let go of the reigns, but I'm back to take control Had no benefits at first, because I had to reap what I sowed. I used to be poor, now I got some dough I used to be shit, now I can flow. How do I write a verse? I used to never know Until I bought this album, The Eminem Show. Yeah I use CDs, I'm a bit of a boomer. Still waiting for puberty, I'm a late bloomer. But I'll get there in the end, of course I'm gonna make it, I wanna be an artist, cos I wanna make shit. Up in the sky, there's always a sun behind the grey Life's the toughest game on Earth, but everyone's gotta play. I wanna thank everyone, who's been with me all the way. If you wanna change your life- my advice is start today
Mon gars, j'écris mes pensées Dans le rap j'me suis lancé C'était pas pour danser Plutôt pour évacuer Souffrance que j'avais accumulé 24 09, sur la tempe, mili 9 J'suis en chien comme dans Titeuf Ma belle, t'as faillis commettre un meurtre Ce poème en guise de cette alibi C'était pas joyeux comme Alibi Souffrance comme dans Walibi On s'fait la, guerre, comme dans Sibérie Remy d'auber berçait mes oreilles, quand j'étais duper Mes démons faut qu'j'les fasse tairent Car, mes sentiments me guidairent J'ai porté mon corps dans une civière Mon coeur perdu dans une rivière Mon être, dans une pièce sombre avec une bière La j'ai mon coeur qui fond Je me sens comme Sifon Pour accepter ton départ j'ai du boire une centaine de fus 9 mili dans mon coeur t'as tiré J'ai ramené toutes mes affaires en pensant que tu serais la dernière femme qu'allait rentrer dans ma vie J'ai boycotté mes potes en pensant qu'tu serais la dernière femme qu'j'allais aimer dans ma vie Mon coeur il est blessé Ma belle toi t'as tiré Enfait tu m'as blessé, niqué Le 2ème couplet mon cœur est essoufflé Car avec mes sentiments tu t'en es amusé J'te croyais bien enfait t'étais rusé Ton prénom est dans tous mes versets Toute ma haine, j'ai finis par deversé Car tous ces mots me pesait en moi J'avais besoin de parler à mon siamoi
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Quante le volte che penso Le volte che penso le volte che penso Ore sul letto le ore sul letto Le ore sul letto le ore sul letto X2 Sei mai stato in mezzo al freddo con la cassa che ti scalda? Mo mi ammazzo lo hai mai detto in faccia alla tua cara mamma? Compro un Carmol e lo rivendo come se fosse una canna C’ho il coraggio ma di certo c’è qualcosa che mi scatta /\ Monto un puzzle come sterco che metterei nella faccia Di chi parla di chi intendo non chi c’ha una giornataccia Di chi calca ciò che ho detto per tentar la figuraccia Che brutta biaccia.. ------- Sto vivendo come se in questo momento stessi aspettando qualcosa ma non capisco più come render meno tenebrosa questa vita che non sfocia in nulla sai come funziona gente che manco c’ha l’ acqua.. tu che forse ce ne hai troppa Sai è tempo che rammento Ciò che in due stiamo facendo Fisso te come se leggo Morirei per te di certo Una tortura o un taglio netto Come l’intestino o il retto Come se mi stilo un ferro In gola non lo fo di certo Sento il cuore nel cervello Fisso te come se leggo Fisso te come se leggo Morirei pure se adesso Cercassi solo un pretesto Con un figlio che detesto Gli darei la pasta al pesto Perché è ciò che non ho mai provato e sicuro detesto Forse è questo Che non penso Quando resto Nel mio letto Li pensando come un fesso Riguardando il mio successo Continuando sto processo Collassando nel silenzio Certo certo certo certo! Non mi entra mai dentro il freddo Perché so come mi vesto Resto sveglio se non esco Spengo il cuore come un action Movie horror Richard benson Non so cazzo sto dicendo Tu cazzo ti stai sentendo? (Ho finito sto trabocchetto) Quante le volte che penso Le volte che penso le volte che penso Ore sul letto le ore sul letto Le ore sul letto le ore sul letto X2 La gente che poi becco in giro mi chiede perché io abbia un flow frate della madonna Posso anche aggiungere che da piccino ho ricevuto qualche batosta Cose che forse si scrivono ma C’ho Uno scudo che non le fa mettere in mostra Quello che vedi se mi vedi in giro non è la mia parte nascosta, è quella più rotta Si che ho la fotta Quella che fa fare danni Che non ti fa risparmiare quando c’è il tuo frate che ti tuberebbe la donna Quella che fa andare avanti Quando ti serve solo una risposta Mente corrotta solo perché esamino Dentro me stesso mi buco con l’acido Mi guardo dentro ma non mi do adito Potrei bucarmi la fronte da quanto mi palpo pensando che non sei dello stesso calibro No non mi passi come se saltassi 6 metri di ostacolo Sono l’oracolo Sono l’oracolo Sono l’oracolo Quello di lupus infabula Quello che esamina Quello alla cattedra Quello che blatera
Take the gun aim to my chest not my brain, so much history, wish i can go back and change, they shouldnt forgive me, and inspecially pops and games, i suck at them, get a job thats your real game,, ima rise and over come adversity, roll it up and smoke it up like a bangery, i think im hungry buy some cookies at the bakery's, she so thick got me tripping, now i feel like scottie pimpin, i got real game'
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The only reason I'm writing this Is so this evening I won't be fiending to buy some piss My mind is shifty, it's so deceiving at times I know it's feeding me lies but it's so depleting to try resist I'm overheating but finding drips I'd go to sleep but I won't succeed 'cause it's 9-6 I'd like to visit my bros but even if I were to go and meet em tonight I'd just know to see them's a heightened risk I'm so over leading this life I live I'm over seeing these rhymes exist I'm overeating them, over and freaking ovеr I'm over not being sober, I'm ovеr being a whiney bitch I just flow the beat, just the time it ticks And flick a lighter, the smoke releases inside my lips This ain't for likes or loaded streams or subscriber clicks I'm just tryna cope, that's the only reason I'm writing this Tate McRae 'Greedy' Official Lyrics & Meaning | Genius Verified [Verse 2] The only reason I'm writing this Is so this evening there's no proceeding to slice my wrist My mind is shifty, I know I'm needing a psyche But I don't believe that they're right so there's no receiving advice they give They might insist on a slow increase when I try to quit 'Cause when I do I've been prone to seizures and violent fits Prescribed a fix, I hope this treatment is right The dosage seems to be light and there's no repeats for these type of scripts Now there's no reliefs so the vices switched No more meds, I'm just overeating and lighting cigs So defeated, I'm over being at home where I'm only seeing a sofa But know it beats the asylum bricks So I chose to speak to this mic a bit Though I was tired, it spoke to me like a cyclist This ain't for hype or a post you see when you're liking clips I'm just tryna cope, this the only reason I'm writing this
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2 The No Life Kids Your Not Alone Be Better Please I was a Young boy with a liquor soul Never ever had no hands to hold Just a devil with a choke hold I was on my own Down this road All alone Not single soul Would ever know All the pain that I suffered Young brain, put through the thunder Marry Jane, just keeping me under My real father figure wanted to get up and leave Had another family that was far away from me Never ever was able to see me turn 3 While my step father figure was putting his hands on me See I never understood why I never wanted him to leave So I took the whips from the willow trees While my back bleeds it’s okay cause I knew he never fucking leave That’s what love meant to me It was never enough so mama had to act tough Even if got rough So she lied to her kids Pushed down the stairs she was sleep walking I was just watching Like mama why lie But understood why You don’t wanna see your kids cry So you stuck with him and drank through night Even if every day was another fucking fight Like mama you alright Mama you okay I swear that I’m okay I promise that it’ll be get better But never ever did So mama had some trust issues that was never ever solved Just the bottom of the liquor bottle getting dissolve Mama got locked up I was on my own Fell in love with girl An I started doing dope With the weed an the lust It’s the only way to cope When your feeling all alone When you ain’t got trust Just a nose full of coke With a Glock you wanna bust So hard to get attached But it’s easy at the same time When no one has your back While your Blinded by the drugs In the puppy love Saying I don’t give fuck Take another shot Just ease the soul If I don’t do it then my hearts gonna fold Gotta keep it locked Gotta keep it in the cold Cause if I show my feelings then everybodys know Never was a liar, never was a cheater, but after all the pain, something had change 1 dad 2 dad 2 bullets in the chamber Look me in the eyes and tells me whos in danger Cause not me it’s every mother fucker that treated this family poorly
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I cant believe Everything that I see I press my pen Against the pages In my composition Now my pens Leakking ink These are my thoughts These are my wishes I dont give a fuck aBout nothing Thats who i am A lost soul something wrong With the chemical Balance up stairs
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wokeup with a pack of smokes/stabbed my throat/ and blowed O's threw the hole/ so cold now that im a-lone/ stoned in some home/ thats not mine/stop cryin/ur embarrsing ur un-cle/he stopped-by/for a cudd-lle/uh-oh/my butthole/aint ready for this/im leavin tonight w the chevy in fifth/ etc etc
Ei flavio dove sei Sono qua non ti sento Pagherei per del silenzio Mentre chiamo questo numero Per non sentirmi solo Dico aspetta o fallo adesso È il momento Non mi è mai fregato un cazzo Io mi uccido adesso La mattina sono spento Muoio, vorrei morir davvero Ma cosa penseranno gli altri Quando il mio nome sarà in cielo Incompreso, egoista poteva parlare almeno I problemi si risolvono, ma un prezzo poi devi pagare O con la morte o con i soldi E con i soldi sei uno schiavo Io piuttosto potrei uccidermi Per morire da umano Ma se lo fai diventi un pregiudicato Una vittima di abusi Non vuole più esser schiavo
You tell me what a single mother on well fair can do, With two pennies give to her not even enough to provide some food, Every day ashamed cause she can’t a afford lunch for school, ohh dear allah for give me if ask why life so cruel, I know am greatly grateful to Allah for everything I ever had but yet still my thought sometimes are thoughts of a fool, But don’t get twisted I wasn’t born with a silver spoon, Everything I have I world hard for fom dawn to noon and hustled for underneath the silver moon, Highly awaited are the tides when you guided by stars adventurous are the pirates till they rest in the tumbe,
Not a tear Falls from his eyes Yet the darkest thoughts are crossing his mind , memories like movie scenes The man he used to be Staring into a broken mirror dont reflect a damn thing nothing is as it seems like a nightmarish dream no escape from reality losing his sanity Numb inside Nothings brings a vibe Nothing makes him feel alive Except when hes high He knows his loved ones can tell when he aint alright And Latley thats been all the time Doesnt want to hurt His mother no longer Whos terminally ill wishin he was stronger lashing out on His father Long distance phone calls with his sister and brothers They all got issues that wont resolve with tissues Dont matter if he says the words i miss you Still they cant save him from himself He put himself inside this cell in his personal hell So 3 past midnight strike He headed towards the crossroads with only one thing on his mind Suicide
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Mai shant hu meri cheekhey koi sunra hai kya Sapno pe kadhai upar vala bun ra h kya Bhai gaand fat ti h ninde chaar pal ni h Khoya andhere me mai mujhe koi dhundra h kya Dark thoughts itne zyada hua mai tanned out Khudki cheekhey sun sun k hua mai behra hu Beh ni paara me bss ruk k khada hu Life lene pe lagi h or me jhuk k khda hu Likhne bethu toh thoughts block ho gye h Jaise me no. Mera phone me uske kho se gye h Aathvi class or meri height bhi ni khaas Abhi 2-3 ladke aake mujhe todke gye h Ek baar jutte pe ek baar blackboard pe muh Ek ko dhaka ek bolu bag chhod de tu Jisne collar thi pakdi use me dost smjhta tha Tbse kisi se na mai zyada dosti kru Gandi vardi dekhe baap bole ye ladke aaya h 12 bje gandi vardi firse school jaana h Kapde Gande hote ldne vale k nhi pitne vale k Kaise bolu ladka ldkey nhi peet k aaya h Ladka vo Kaise baat kre inse jiske dost nhi they Kanche lattu bhi haara kyuki saanjhi nhi thi ek Jis umar me dekhe the usne tut te kanche Usi me Umar bharey h pal jo use h todte Kia hi kiya tha usne vo toh kabhi ladta bhi ni tha Baap se pitke jaata school or vha bhi pit ta hi tha Sabse akela chuchaap chhupke rehta tha vo toh bench pe vha bethe jaha se kuchh dikhta nhi tha Bhukh bhi kaise hi lagti nhi vo lunch laata tha Lunch se pehle period teacher se dande khata tha Or school se bhaagke bhi vo kaha hi jaata ghar pe baap nashe hoga toh vo ghar ni jaata tha Cricket bhi kaise khele jeb ni ball k paise Or ye log baari nhi dete bas dete dhakke Or jo aagyi baari kisi din khel liya jo late baap aake saare ldko k aage maare Khush hota dekh aa rha koi hath milaane pr vo hath they milaate usme suiyaan chhupaake Or is duniya ka toh dastur hi yahi hai chupp hona sikhaati h rula rula ke
Kisse galle lagu or royu koi galley hi naa mile Aansu gire jinkandho vo kandhe hi na mile or ye aaye mujhe bole kyu ni baat krta tu Jab seekh lia rehna akela is dil ne Ye hard muscles hai chhupaate uss soft boy ko Hasne ki koshish bhi karey toh bss h roye vo Hide nhi krta pain khud hi chhupa rehta. Andar psychoness bole uss traumatic joy ko Kuchh bole egoistic rude Duniyadaari se durr Kahe na baat krta tu Kahu samajh paaoge tum Jab mai bolu slim shady ko mai feel krta hu I mean i lost myself so much brain damaged me hu Mere sir ki chautey boht h haavi ho rhi h Aake kitni puraani h kahani keh rhi h Aaj bhi mujhe vo classroom h yaad Mai chup rehta hu jab koi kahey school k ky din they Haa sahi mai school k kya din they Jo aaj tak lage bhulne kathin hai Insaan muskuraata jab h dhundli yaad aati koi or jab mai muskurau chehra mera jack white se mile
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Im not a weak ass teen I got a family to feed In the night i just write and read You dont even know how much knowledge i seek Everyday i just follow my dad I be getting scared i hope i dont do nothing bad I dont wanna get my mother mad She dont even deserve that All these tears on my face screaming momma Don't be sad Once i had a girl she broke my heart for another man but you know what's more sad? There is god and i forgot that now i just cry in my prayers God have mercy for my heart slayers Every year matters even a day does I dont have much friends i avoid them fakers These bitches be lyin running after money they be flyin they just dont wanna know What will happen after dyin God have mercy i wrote it on my jersey My heart is clean Just not dirty All these bitches stay pervy Even if they thirty They just pray for the curvy but momma Dont worry your son will be worthy I need knowledge Im thirsty I ghosted people They search me No respect no mercy You Just have faith On me Im saying this to you kinda early Pray for me be a part of my journey My mind so straight no curly Masculine words no girlie Vision so clear no blurry I be goin slow but steady no hurry
Como vamos mi princesa hoy me acordé de ti pensé todo lo que hice ahí mismo me arrepenti recuerdo la última vez que tus labios yo senti aunque a pasado tanto tiempo que ya ni piensas en mi Ya han pasado tantos meses si extraño que me beses, no pienso azararte mejor dicho bebé ni te estreses,solo quería decirte algo a ver si con esto me comprendes que no será lo mismo cuando te vea nuevamente. Sabía desde el inicio que no somos ni seremos, pero todos los recuerdos esos si serán eternos, sé que no somos perfectos, nos paramos en pretextos apesar de tanto tiempo no aprendimos a querernos. Y no lo niego, cuando estoy contigo yo no se qué es más bello si el color azul del cielo o el color de tu cabello o el de tus lindos ojos que interpretan un destello. Ya ni te conozco, sé que has cambiado pero quiero conocerte y que vuelvas a mi lado, que cuando veo lo que subes yo me quedo hechizado, de todo he intentado sé que soy el indicado la mujer que más amo la mujer que he deseado. Un domingo a las nueve estoy ansioso para cuando tus labios de nuevo pruebe pero será como morir de sed mientras veo como llueve. Y se, que no vas a volver, pero déjate querer que si llego a la cima quiero que sea con usted, no piense que estando allá arriba seguire a su merced. que así sea, eres mi libertad y mi condena, no quiero a nadie solo quiero te quiero a ti nena, si te dedicaba fondo blanco antes de irme de escuela, que si alguien te toca esta Beretta si se estrena. Ahora sin pensar, este ijueputa amure no me deja consentrar, y no quiero ser vulgar pero la luna me dice que te tengo que llamar y buscar. Todo lo que yo he perdido, te alejas y te alejas yo me hago el distraído, creo que cupido me flecho y es obvio que contigo. Me cuestiono y ya ni puedo ser tu amigo, ya no sales de mi pecho es un tormento y martirio y lo digo extraño cada tarde acostado en tu ombligo Soy un hombre, no sé qué es lo que me escondes talvez si me meto en wiros es pa que oigas mi nombre Solo se, que aún no se va tu olor aunque he buscado en mil mujeres ninguna tiene tu sabor, sé que ya eres mayor, ya se me fue valor tu eras mi princesa ahora a todas les digo amor. Dices que me odias pero tús ojos no mienten sabes bien lo que digo perfectamente eres diferente, lo sé de corazón me inspira locura ternura y satisfacción no es porque sean tus besos es porque besas con pasión Yo pienso y recuerdo todo lo que hemos vivido cuando me besas me abrazas para no sentir el frio
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Death told me something in my ear. What he said struck me down with fear. Clock is ticking so my time is near. “Grab that rope come along with me”. I felt I choked, couldn’t even breathe.
All those times I wish I’d spoke better to my mother She’s been there when my father wouldn’t really bother Now I’m getting old and I feel the end is getting colder Maybe if daddy would’ve been a bit more sober We wouldn’t have to deal with eating leftovers I’m always dreaming of a reality where money isn’t tight Where I’d open the fridge and it ain’t empty at night Where we’re together and not worry about paying the light But it’s just a dream, which means I’ll have to fight
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I mess up the first one cant do it this time, i feel like the hulk in his prime time. , when he face the abomination in the streets,, thor took the hammer nocked him out then took his cheeks, dahmer is a beast with those muscles see, then he faced a black panther getting smashed like freaks. NENENE. NATURAL, big factual, getting smacked like a casual, horses are faster than a camel, glock 19 hit his top now hes creepers, shout out too bonnie she with clyde.
Screaming in the darkness Screaming in the darkness I can’t handle this alone I can’t handle this alone How’s it going? You ask. Well I gotta be honest My life hasn’t exactly gone Quite how I wanted “Just keep swimming” I need a lifeboat, I’m drowning in my sea of self inflicted problems I know how to create them, but just can’t seem to solve em This cloud of anxiety follows me around, can’t do anything now My thoughts are so loud, Saying Anything they can just to drag me down! That I’ll never be enough That life is tough That I’m too weak to take it That I’ll never make it Wanting someone to pull me out this hole I created, so I Plead to a god I don’t know if I follow And hope to find strength till tomorrow At least I don’t turn to the bottle Like my mother did Sorry mom but it made life harder And dads not off the hook either Walk on eggshells, avoid your temper! Screaming in the darkness Screaming in the darkness I can’t handle this alone I can’t handle this alone I’m grown but my mind is still the same scared child Don’t know how the world works, I need a pacifier, Want mommy to hug me and tell me she loves me But she won’t even answer when the phone rings. I never learned the life skills I needed to know So I’m out here tryna figure out life as I go But I still don’t even know how to do my taxes Never done em and I’m praying on no consequences Sent my ex a text last night, I told him I missed him Kinda funny since I wrote a song where i dissed him Cause I realized I don’t really want him back I just miss having someone Who listens Wanna post that song but that’s not my mission Forgiveness, its easier said than done I’m not proud of my anger there’s a lot of it- I’m trying to be better Pour my pain into unsent letters Screaming in the darkness Screaming in the darkness I can’t handle this alone I can’t handle this alone Feel like I owe so much to others But don’t have enough to give I’ve spent so much time surviving I don’t know how to live For the people who have helped me I can’t thank them enough If it seems like I don’t care, just know that I’m grateful For everything you’ve done I went from walking to racing But somehow pacing and waiting for something to change And I know that needs effort, it’s not up to fate Yet still wake up everyday for a job that I hate Having big dreams but don’t know how to pursue them No matter what I do, still feel like I’m losing and snoozing my life away Every day is the same Tomorrow blurred into yesterday, I don’t know what to say I blink and six months gone by I don’t know where to start. How can I be successful Or make a living off of my art? Screaming in the darkness Screaming in the darkness I can’t handle this alone I can’t handle this alone Screaming in the darkness Screaming in the darkness I can’t handle this alone I can’t handle this alone
![[FREE] Eminem Emotional Type Beat "MISS YOU" (prod. H1TMAN)](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/Mkpm2A48j5o/mqdefault.jpg)
(Verse 1)
I was never just a normal kid, grew up twisted in the mix,
Parents split, life flipped, darkness creeping in quick,
Dad preached a righteous path, then turned his back,
From faith to fallen grace, I watched his soul crack.
I saw him wrestle with demons, in his eyes, a tormenting storm,
A once strong man, now shattered, in pieces he'd perform,
In front of me, he aimed to end it all, a chilling scene,
That haunting night, etched deep, in my mind it gleams.
(Chorus)
I turned to smokin', drugs, tryna numb this pain,
Escape the real, but it just fuels the flame,
Lost faith in God, lost faith in myself,
In this hell, drowning, can't escape this hell.
(Verse 2)
I started walkin' a thin line, lost in the haze,
No light, no way out, just a hopeless maze,
Anger burned bright, fueled by this inner fight,
Wanted out of this darkness, but lost in the night.
Tried to drown out the screams with the sound of a high,
Chasing highs to forget lows, but it was all a lie,
Blaming God for the mess, cursin' at the sky,
But deep down, just a lost soul tryna survive.
(Chorus)
I turned to smokin', drugs, tryna numb this pain,
Escape the real, but it just fuels the flame,
Lost faith in God, lost faith in myself,
In this hell, drowning, can't escape this hell.
(Bridge)
But through the chaos, I found a flicker of light,
A voice inside, whisperin', "It's gonna be alright,"
Slowly rebuilt, found strength to fight,
No longer chained by the past, breakin' free tonight.
(Verse 3)
Now I stand tall, scars etched, but I'm alive,
Grew from the ashes, found purpose to thrive,
No longer runnin', no more shadows to hide,
Embracin' flaws, reclaimin' my stride.
Learned to forgive, found peace within the storm,
No longer haunted by the past, I've been reborn,
No longer need to escape, found my way home,
In this journey of redemption, I now roam.
(Chorus)
No more smokin', drugs, I faced the pain,
Embraced the real, turned my losses to gain,
Found faith in God, found love for myself,
From the depths of hell, emerged stronger than myself.
Damn that's good
I wake up, wrong side of the bed
All these evil thoughts roaming in my head
Search for peace, all I find is dread
Even my own momma, wishes I was dead
Hard, is the game of life
They stab you like Brutus with the tip of a knife
That’s why you stay hidden like the dead of the night
Cause haters can’t see without no sight
Understood? never thought u would
I did everything that I, thought I could
Using all your muscle to make it out the rubble
Nothing in this life can come without a struggle
(Let me know your thoughts down below maybe I’ll come back and add some more) stay strong my friends
My brothers came n stabbed me like Brutus
My cousin came n stabbed me like Cassius
My whole family abandoned me, wishing me lifeless
Even turned in by lil Octavius
Showers are conquests, dinner's a mission
Struggle to raise my laureled, twisted head
"Hold high the standard" "Man fight off depression"
Maybe somehow I will find a better way
A way to find joy, anticipate tomorrow
And manage to appreciate today?
But that's just a joke, I mean can't we end this sorrow?
My own damn mind, "Et tu Brute?"
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My man you never woke up on the wrong side of the bed,
it's this world makin' you fucked up in the head,
maybe we should all share some peace instead,
this world is all backwards,
1st world countries, but people are still not being fed,
your the best thing to happen to your mamma,
your exsistance is a little calm, from the drama,
your right the evil cant see you
through the darkness of night,
but salvation that you hope to find,
but the devil will be tricking the blind,
the world of peace is always on the decline,
it's a designed wicked system,
but the evilness takes gods name and dissis him,
You ever been Stuck inside your own mind, doesnt matter where you looking never able to find a way to climb back up from behind, on the steep decline start losing tract of the time, keep living in the past wishing that you could rewind, think i know what johnny meant when he said he walk the line, and id be lying if i told you i was fine, trying to protry myself as giant to hide the emptiness thats eating me inside, having thoughts of dying and contemplating trying, wondering who would even notice if one day that path is chosen, cant seem to get my mind to focus on anythibg other then these emotions, wish i could i say im only joking, but inside feeling broken, thinking bout overdosing, tired of just coasting by even wrote a goodbye note, tears falling out my eyes grow steady, and i guess now im ready
Yo, that ptsd got me fucked in the head. Yep what I said is what's said. That one day when my dad passed it just led. To this point. Suicidal thoughts need a joint. Always been a void. Kicking back with my boy. All grown-up not Givin a fuck just smoking up blunts. Always getting drunk.
@@davidmain9934 too prideful I woke up but somehow I’m in a slump these things keep happening memories keep rewindin I try but I can’t see a good thing out it my thoughts become sparactic to rap I am a addict that don’t matter cuz these trauma battles they made me a savage
Can I steal this verse
13 he seeing death where he could make it
Big dreams got cut down
By the concrete in the pavement
Not time to decided which medication
Causing complications
He singing “ only god could judge me “
But even pac had to face it
Regrets a word he use daily
But it don’t mean the same to him
When he’s sent pussy to the gates, it’s
Hard to understand why so he
Just simply negates it
I was 13
When my innocence was taken
burnt up and blown away
Laid down with the pavement
Pain means a different thing
When all your life you done faced him
I ain’t talking bout god
I’m talking bout Satan
Or whatever his name is
Cause Once I look in the mirror
I start to see him taking shape
Its just me I guess we’re exactly the same
I bleed red but only for today
I bleed red but only for today
So so deep and beautiful buddy
Beast rappers on here dont play boi.
Yurrrrr
What a melody fresh 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Staying out of your head don't put yourself in your self in prison ❤❤❤
when h1tman drops, yk it'll be crazy
Insane composer behind this beat man good work you are a legend for real 🥵👊👌🔥
Y'all be ready for this story man.
All the beats I have listened to are perfect.
Back to the river,
back to Cave, where you wrote all these letters, the words that came from the shades,
back to the feelings, back to the hate, found your own rhythm, now you’re removing the traits,
Back to the villain, back to the fade, playing this backwards, you’ll enter the phase
Nothing comes backwards, im just playing this safe?
Can you hear me?
Am I still living? My name?
Delay! is my motherfucking lyrics delayed?
Trapped in maze
, am i still dreaming for days?
Amazed!
am I just living, okay?
Well if I must say this
I came the name
Who am I talking to, what is my fate?
I’m done playing these games,
I rather die, than fucking living this way?
YEAH I LIVE IN THIS WAY
This is a really dope beat 🔥
Its bitter but acceptance is better
❤
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Fire brow 🔥❤️
Hold up this is too fire, wtf . Hold that w . I’m writing now
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been looking for a way out, after all isn't that what life's all about? You see, I try to stay sobber, but only when I'm sleeping. Guess most of my life choices left my loved ones alone and weeping, as I shoot for the stars, but my aim's a little off instead of hitting stars I'm crashing cars on freeways. Don't even know which way is up, not that you really give a fuck anyways. No matter where you go, I'll still be here for you, even after all the shit you put me through, after all a wrecked home is better than being all alone right? Many times, I lie awake at night, wondering why half the time I even try to still put a fight. Been on the brink death a couple of times, I try to express my pain through my rhymes, but it seems the harder that I try to do that, the more disgusted you become at me. I break every fuckin mirror that I see, you know how I make you sick when you look at me, well that's how I feel when I see the demon eyes staring back at me. Never really mattered if you would have stayed, there's just no possibility that I'd ever change. Thought I had this shit under my control, but now I see that all the drugs have finally taken their toll.
That's all I got for now
Do u know what rhyming words is🤔
Beautiful melody
I been thinking bout how ive been, took the lost , loss my granny i was a little man, cant learn from my mistakes shouldnt really live$ NE momma we go get the money after that, its like a world of a paradise, more beautiful than hell. Sorry for everything... Shout out to the vhb gang man its a world of a paradise if i was too win 100,000,000 dollars... 2 mill goes to every single vhb member.
Going To Buy It Soon For Personal Life Story Track❤
already bought this and used it
Jokes on U
and this shit free, no copyright so fuck you mean Buy?
@@donthemarathon Dude Whyy Gettin Hot 🔥 Am Using It Professionally For High Spot And Plz Don't Make Yourself Flout 😂🍷❤️🩹 Chill Bruhhh
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U cold my g
🔥🔥🔥❤❤
Hell,takes,shape
You’re trapped in this place
With no e-scape
You try to, run, to save, your face
Big 🔥
Te deje una nota shorty
Solo me traje mi maleta
En un papelito que parecía una receta
Eran pocas
Si te digo a detalle lo que dentro me pasaba
Se que no me entenderías aunque lo diga en tucara
Baby no eres mala, lo que pasa es que te amaron diferente
Lo mio no es amar de lejos, eso lo tengo presente
Me enamoro una tal princesa que estaba metía en exceso
El corazón me jugo chueco y la mente cayó en un hueco
Fuck me enguile por uno besos
Pero n
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Great job on this🔥 you have my sub💯
Stuck in my head not enough on the page for words to be said am i dead
Just pass me the lead il blast in my sleep i shot my self in my head remarkably i was still alive
I woke up in sweat thinking damn this wild i look at the clock it stopped just like the hands of time
Got me rocked but thats just such as life i made a promise i gotta pick the locks holding me in chains in my mind
Together 4 ever❤
Lindo beat
0:19
I ain't been the same, I can't explain it, but it's true
The pain I been thru brought the game I'm into
And I don't know if I'mma make it
Lately I been feeling vacant
So im seeking ancient, scriptures meaning greatness, guidance from those scared times now im teaching patients knowledge is a weapon im already reading pages humanity is breaking im seeing people fading
My mind open for suggestions on controlling depressions ill focus on this sentence for those with no conception.....
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Muy buenoo !!! 👏👏👏
Latly ive notice all the people hating and im debating if life is really worth celibrating kuz happiness is a myth that is konstantly fadeing n uts got me aiming for a life thatll never be so now i see there is no chance that ill get a second glance frkm anytjing othere than misery and its killimg me learning this lesson like how kan i ever cross this river of depression with out drowning like im klimbing a mountain wit no gear just hoping death is near kuz the one thing that i fear has been right here and still i hear my screams going un heard and its absurd that death takes every one and im just hoping its my turn kuz i yern for a life of bliss but instead i burn and no one seems koncerned that im stuck in my feeling wen alone but in public im robin williams wishing that i was just dangling from the ceiling or worse taking a blade and making it squirt till im the back of the hurse finally riding this curse and aftee analizing every verse ur eyes begin to burst wit tears kuz its sickening to hear that my suicide note was to my self kuz ive been begging for help for years
being unheard just like a whisper
Left bleeding like a blister in the kold of a blizzard on my knees and u realize ur the one that let me freeze
So just keep me in ur memories an please let me rest n ease kuz ive never nown peace and im tired i jusg wanna go to sleep
Ksk
Sei mai stato in mezzo al freddo con la cassa che ti scalda?
Mo mi ammazzo lo hai mai detto in faccia alla tua cara mamma?
Compro un Carmol e lo rivendo come se fosse una canna
C’ho il coraggio ma di certo c’è qualcosa che mi scatta
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Monto un puzzle come sterco che metterei nella faccia
Di chi parla di chi intendo non chi c’ha una giornataccia
Di chi calca ciò che ho detto per tentar la figuraccia
Che brutta biaccia..
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Sto vivendo come se in questo momento stessi aspettando qualcosa ma non capisco più come render meno tenebrosa questa vita che non sfocia in nulla sai come funziona gente che manco c’ha l’ acqua.. tu che forse ce ne hai troppa
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Sai è tempo che rammento
Ciò che in due stiamo facendo
Fisso te come se leggo
Morirei per te di certo
Una tortura o un taglio netto
Come l’intestino o il retto
Come se mi stilo un ferro
In gola non lo fo di certo
Sento il cuore nel cervello
Fisso te come se leggo
Fisso te come se leggo
Morirei pure se adesso
Cercassi solo un pretesto
Con un figlio che detesto
Gli darei la pasta al pesto
Perché è ciò che non ho mai provato e sicuro detesto
Forse è questo
Che non penso
Quando resto
Nel mio letto
Li pensando come un fesso
Riguardando il mio successo
Continuando sto processo
Collassando nel silenzio
|. .|
Certo certo certo certo!
Non mi entra mai dentro il freddo
Perché so come mi vesto
Resto sveglio se non esco
Spengo il cuore come un action
Movie horror Richard benson
Non so cazzo sto dicendo
Tu cazzo ti stai sentendo?
I was kid who was bullied everyday
I became a castaway once
I started to age
I got growing pain
And binful of rage
No thanks to my dad he wasn’t there any day
Screaming in the darkness
Screaming in the darkness
I can’t handle this alone
I can’t handle this alone
How’s it going? You ask.
Well I gotta be honest
My life hasn’t exactly gone
Quite how I wanted
“Just keep swimming”
I need a lifeboat, I’m drowning
in my sea of self inflicted problems
I know how to create them, but just can’t seem to solve em
This cloud of anxiety
follows me around, can’t do anything now
My thoughts are so loud,
Saying Anything they can just to drag me down!
That I’ll never be enough
That life is tough
That I’m too weak to take it
That I’ll never make it
Wanting someone to pull me out this hole I created, so I
Plead to a god I don’t know if I follow
And hope to find strength till tomorrow
At least I don’t turn to the bottle
Like my mother did
Sorry mom but it made life harder
And dads not off the hook either
Walk on eggshells, avoid your temper!
Screaming in the darkness
Screaming in the darkness
I can’t handle this alone
I can’t handle this alone
I’m grown but my mind is still the same scared child
Don’t know how the world works, I need a pacifier,
Want mommy to hug me and tell me she loves me
But she won’t even answer when the phone rings.
I never learned the life skills I needed to know
So I’m out here tryna figure out life as I go
But I still don’t even know how to do my taxes
Never done em and I’m praying on no consequences
Feel like texting my ex just to tell him I miss him
Kinda funny since
I just wrote a song where i dissed him
Cause I realized I don’t really want him back
I just miss having someone
Who listens
I kinda regret
Writing the song to begin with
Forgiveness, its easier said than done
I’m not proud of my anger
there’s a lot of it-
I’m trying to be better
Pour my pain into unsent letters
Screaming in the darkness
Screaming in the darkness
I can’t handle this alone
I can’t handle this alone
Feel like I owe so much to others
But don’t have enough to give
I’ve spent so much time surviving
I don’t know how to live
For the people who have helped me I can’t thank them enough
If it seems like I don’t care, just know that I’m grateful
For everything you’ve done
I went from walking to racing
But somehow pacing and waiting for something to change
And I know that needs effort, it’s not up to fate
Yet still wake up everyday for a job that I hate
Having big dreams but don’t know how to pursue them
No matter what I do, still feel like I’m losing
and snoozing my life away
Every day is the same
Tomorrow blurred into yesterday,
I don’t know what to say
I blink and six months gone by
I don’t know where to start.
How can I be successful
Or make a living off of my art?
Screaming in the darkness
Screaming in the darkness
I can’t handle this alone
I can’t handle this alone
Screaming in the darkness
Screaming in the darkness
I can’t handle this alone
I can’t handle this alone
Well it's December
I really do remember
Us at the park
Our favorite song was
Well I can't think if the name of it now
All I know is it's been 4 years
Where the hell is my call
Why haven't you texted
I reached out a couple times
This ain't like you
I wrote an entire album
Got your name on it too
How have you not heard it
Everything I ever wrote was for you
I know you too well
Usually you'd be happy to hear from me
What's Changed
Something on ya mind
I get it
Maybe I did something you didn't like
Whatever it is
Can we just talk it out
All this nonsense
Your friends hate me
No really
Is it something I did
Cuz
Well it's December
I really do remember
Us at the park
Our favorite song was
Well I can't think if the name of it now
All I know is it's been 4 years
Where the hell is my call
Why haven't you texted
I deleted every pic and text
What do I gotta do next
Forget about you
Well I can't
Cuz it's been hard to stop daydreaming
When ya so damn perfect
In every way
Baby you're worth it
Anyways gotta go
But there's one last thing
Well it's December
I really do remember
Us at the park
Our favorite song was
Well I can't think if the name of it now
All I know is it's been 4 years
Where the hell is my call
Why haven't you texted
Why
This don't rhyme gang
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Way back in year three, I was already spittin' bars
When I had a pretty face, before I had these scars.
When I had an army, of fifty loyal friends.
When I was the fastest runner, why'd it have to end?
Some people peaked in high school, I peaked in year six
Playin' pranks on teachers, I had so many tricks.
So what the fuck happened? Where'd it all go wrong?
The only cope I have is to keep singin' this song.
I think it's because, when I was in year four
I stopped makin' friends because I didn't need no more.
By the time it was year seven, I forgot how to make 'em
got picked on every day- the pricks, I just wanted to break 'em
But I was a little scrawny kid, so there was nothin' I could do.
Got bullied more than the retarded kid in the corner sniffin' glue.
I tried to sort things out with teacher but that just made it worse.
No one wanted to be around me, it's like I had a curse.
A couple of times that year, I wanted to get a hearst
And just hang myself because it felt like I was gonna burst.
What followed was my lowest point, the year eight drama
Only friend I really had, was my baby mama
I was closer to the edge than I ever was before
Beaten and bruised every day, I was in the wars.
Had no money at the time, I was broke and poor.
Scarred for life, on the surface and at the core
Now where was I? Oh yeah- a little boy that's shy
So close to the edge I nearly ended up on thirteen reasons why
Wanted to enrol in another school, but I'd have to wait in line
Even at my darkest hour, God didn't send a sign.
Let's skip year nine, cause Jack shit occured
I wasn't as depressed, but I was still a nerd.
just before year 10, I made a promise,
to stop lying to myself, and start being honest
I'd let my hair grow long, how could I stoop so low?
Started eating lots of junk, I really let myself go
I had let go of the reigns, but I'm back to take control
Had no benefits at first, because I had to reap what I sowed.
I used to be poor, now I got some dough
I used to be shit, now I can flow.
How do I write a verse? I used to never know
Until I bought this album, The Eminem Show.
Yeah I use CDs, I'm a bit of a boomer.
Still waiting for puberty, I'm a late bloomer.
But I'll get there in the end, of course I'm gonna make it,
I wanna be an artist, cos I wanna make shit.
Up in the sky, there's always a sun behind the grey
Life's the toughest game on Earth, but everyone's gotta play.
I wanna thank everyone, who's been with me all the way.
If you wanna change your life- my advice is start today
Jesus loves y'all frfr John 3 16:>>
Mon gars, j'écris mes pensées
Dans le rap j'me suis lancé
C'était pas pour danser
Plutôt pour évacuer
Souffrance que j'avais accumulé
24 09, sur la tempe, mili 9
J'suis en chien comme dans Titeuf
Ma belle, t'as faillis commettre un meurtre
Ce poème en guise de cette alibi
C'était pas joyeux comme Alibi
Souffrance comme dans Walibi
On s'fait la, guerre, comme dans Sibérie
Remy d'auber berçait mes oreilles, quand j'étais duper
Mes démons faut qu'j'les fasse tairent
Car, mes sentiments me guidairent
J'ai porté mon corps dans une civière
Mon coeur perdu dans une rivière
Mon être, dans une pièce sombre avec une bière
La j'ai mon coeur qui fond
Je me sens comme Sifon
Pour accepter ton départ j'ai du boire une centaine de fus
9 mili dans mon coeur t'as tiré
J'ai ramené toutes mes affaires en pensant que tu serais la dernière femme qu'allait rentrer dans ma vie
J'ai boycotté mes potes en pensant qu'tu serais la dernière femme qu'j'allais aimer dans ma vie
Mon coeur il est blessé
Ma belle toi t'as tiré
Enfait tu m'as blessé, niqué
Le 2ème couplet mon cœur est essoufflé
Car avec mes sentiments tu t'en es amusé
J'te croyais bien enfait t'étais rusé
Ton prénom est dans tous mes versets
Toute ma haine, j'ai finis par deversé
Car tous ces mots me pesait en moi
J'avais besoin de parler à mon siamoi
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Quante le volte che penso
Le volte che penso le volte che penso
Ore sul letto le ore sul letto
Le ore sul letto le ore sul letto
X2
Sei mai stato in mezzo al freddo con la cassa che ti scalda?
Mo mi ammazzo lo hai mai detto in faccia alla tua cara mamma?
Compro un Carmol e lo rivendo come se fosse una canna
C’ho il coraggio ma di certo c’è qualcosa che mi scatta
/\
Monto un puzzle come sterco che metterei nella faccia
Di chi parla di chi intendo non chi c’ha una giornataccia
Di chi calca ciò che ho detto per tentar la figuraccia
Che brutta biaccia..
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Sto vivendo come se in questo momento stessi aspettando qualcosa ma non capisco più come render meno tenebrosa questa vita che non sfocia in nulla sai come funziona gente che manco c’ha l’ acqua.. tu che forse ce ne hai troppa
Sai è tempo che rammento
Ciò che in due stiamo facendo
Fisso te come se leggo
Morirei per te di certo
Una tortura o un taglio netto
Come l’intestino o il retto
Come se mi stilo un ferro
In gola non lo fo di certo
Sento il cuore nel cervello
Fisso te come se leggo
Fisso te come se leggo
Morirei pure se adesso
Cercassi solo un pretesto
Con un figlio che detesto
Gli darei la pasta al pesto
Perché è ciò che non ho mai provato e sicuro detesto
Forse è questo
Che non penso
Quando resto
Nel mio letto
Li pensando come un fesso
Riguardando il mio successo
Continuando sto processo
Collassando nel silenzio
Certo certo certo certo!
Non mi entra mai dentro il freddo
Perché so come mi vesto
Resto sveglio se non esco
Spengo il cuore come un action
Movie horror Richard benson
Non so cazzo sto dicendo
Tu cazzo ti stai sentendo?
(Ho finito sto trabocchetto)
Quante le volte che penso
Le volte che penso le volte che penso
Ore sul letto le ore sul letto
Le ore sul letto le ore sul letto
X2
La gente che poi becco in giro mi chiede perché io abbia un flow frate della madonna
Posso anche aggiungere che da piccino ho ricevuto qualche batosta
Cose che forse si scrivono ma C’ho
Uno scudo che non le fa mettere in mostra
Quello che vedi se mi vedi in giro non è la mia parte nascosta, è quella più rotta
Si che ho la fotta
Quella che fa fare danni
Che non ti fa risparmiare quando c’è il tuo frate che ti tuberebbe la donna
Quella che fa andare avanti
Quando ti serve solo una risposta
Mente corrotta solo perché esamino
Dentro me stesso mi buco con l’acido
Mi guardo dentro ma non mi do adito
Potrei bucarmi la fronte da quanto mi palpo pensando che non sei dello stesso calibro
No non mi passi come se saltassi 6 metri di ostacolo
Sono l’oracolo
Sono l’oracolo
Sono l’oracolo
Quello di lupus infabula
Quello che esamina
Quello alla cattedra
Quello che blatera
NENENE...
Take the gun aim to my chest not my brain, so much history, wish i can go back and change, they shouldnt forgive me, and inspecially pops and games, i suck at them, get a job thats your real game,, ima rise and over come adversity, roll it up and smoke it up like a bangery, i think im hungry buy some cookies at the bakery's, she so thick got me tripping, now i feel like scottie pimpin, i got real game'
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Hell has no escape, you’re trapped in this place, til death calls upon your name
Lock in up in madden, d took my prime away cant really forgive him😅😅😅
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The only reason I'm writing this
Is so this evening I won't be fiending to buy some piss
My mind is shifty, it's so deceiving at times
I know it's feeding me lies but it's so depleting to try resist
I'm overheating but finding drips
I'd go to sleep but I won't succeed 'cause it's 9-6
I'd like to visit my bros but even if I were to go and meet em tonight
I'd just know to see them's a heightened risk
I'm so over leading this life I live
I'm over seeing these rhymes exist
I'm overeating them, over and freaking ovеr
I'm over not being sober, I'm ovеr being a whiney bitch
I just flow the beat, just the time it ticks
And flick a lighter, the smoke releases inside my lips
This ain't for likes or loaded streams or subscriber clicks
I'm just tryna cope, that's the only reason I'm writing this
Tate McRae 'Greedy' Official Lyrics & Meaning | Genius Verified
[Verse 2]
The only reason I'm writing this
Is so this evening there's no proceeding to slice my wrist
My mind is shifty, I know I'm needing a psyche
But I don't believe that they're right so there's no receiving advice they give
They might insist on a slow increase when I try to quit
'Cause when I do I've been prone to seizures and violent fits
Prescribed a fix, I hope this treatment is right
The dosage seems to be light and there's no repeats for these type of scripts
Now there's no reliefs so the vices switched
No more meds, I'm just overeating and lighting cigs
So defeated, I'm over being at home where I'm only seeing a sofa
But know it beats the asylum bricks
So I chose to speak to this mic a bit
Though I was tired, it spoke to me like a cyclist
This ain't for hype or a post you see when you're liking clips
I'm just tryna cope, this the only reason I'm writing this
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Mop and ben didnt want me around its ok cuz brothas ive been a clown, acting envy to the realest no name, some one come put me on the bleachers.
what the BPM?
Singur, așa mă simt de mult
Nu pot să îmi revin, mă apasă crunt
I wan to. used tis beat
2 The No Life Kids Your Not Alone Be Better Please
I was a Young boy
with a liquor soul
Never ever had
no hands to hold
Just a devil with a choke hold
I was on my own
Down this road
All alone
Not single soul
Would ever know
All the pain that I suffered
Young brain, put through the thunder
Marry Jane, just keeping me under
My real father figure wanted to get up and leave
Had another family that was far away from me
Never ever was able to see me turn 3
While my step father figure was putting his hands on me
See I never understood why I never wanted him to leave
So I took the whips from the willow trees
While my back bleeds it’s okay cause I knew he never fucking leave
That’s what love meant to me
It was never enough
so mama had to act tough
Even if got rough
So she lied to her kids
Pushed down the stairs
she was sleep walking
I was just watching
Like mama why lie
But understood why
You don’t wanna see your kids cry
So you stuck with him and drank through night
Even if every day was another fucking fight
Like mama you alright
Mama you okay
I swear that I’m okay
I promise that it’ll be get better
But never ever did
So mama had some trust issues that was never ever solved
Just the bottom of the liquor bottle getting dissolve
Mama got locked up
I was on my own
Fell in love with girl
An I started doing dope
With the weed an the lust
It’s the only way to cope
When your feeling all alone
When you ain’t got trust
Just a nose full of coke
With a Glock you wanna bust
So hard to get attached
But it’s easy at the same time
When no one has your back
While your Blinded by the drugs
In the puppy love
Saying I don’t give fuck
Take another shot
Just ease the soul
If I don’t do it then my hearts gonna fold
Gotta keep it locked
Gotta keep it in the cold
Cause if I show my feelings then everybodys know
Never was a liar, never was a cheater, but after all the pain, something had change
1 dad 2 dad 2 bullets in the chamber
Look me in the eyes and tells me whos in danger
Cause not me
it’s every mother fucker that treated this family poorly
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I cant believe
Everything that
I see
I press my pen
Against the pages
In my composition
Now my pens
Leakking ink
These are my
thoughts
These are my
wishes
I dont give a fuck aBout
nothing
Thats who i am
A lost soul something
wrong
With the chemical Balance up stairs
Can i used this neat
Is this Thunder - Ta namaig medne eejee?
yoo just saw this today had no idea
aint you glad you have infiltrated my privacy and invaded my mind hope you can handle the mental dilemma bcuz its hard as hell
*Not me attempting to make a song to this and hoping nobody watches it*
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wokeup with a pack of smokes/stabbed my throat/ and blowed O's threw the hole/ so cold now that im a-lone/ stoned in some home/ thats not mine/stop cryin/ur embarrsing ur un-cle/he stopped-by/for a cudd-lle/uh-oh/my butthole/aint ready for this/im leavin tonight w the chevy in fifth/ etc etc
Ei flavio dove sei
Sono qua non ti sento
Pagherei per del silenzio
Mentre chiamo questo numero
Per non sentirmi solo
Dico aspetta o fallo adesso
È il momento
Non mi è mai fregato un cazzo
Io mi uccido adesso
La mattina sono spento
Muoio, vorrei morir davvero
Ma cosa penseranno gli altri
Quando il mio nome sarà in cielo
Incompreso, egoista poteva parlare almeno
I problemi si risolvono, ma un prezzo poi devi pagare
O con la morte o con i soldi
E con i soldi sei uno schiavo
Io piuttosto potrei uccidermi
Per morire da umano
Ma se lo fai diventi un pregiudicato
Una vittima di abusi
Non vuole più esser schiavo
You tell me what a single mother on well fair can do,
With two pennies give to her not even enough to provide some food,
Every day ashamed cause she can’t a afford lunch for school, ohh dear allah for give me if ask why life so cruel,
I know am greatly grateful to Allah for everything I ever had but yet still my thought sometimes are thoughts of a fool,
But don’t get twisted I wasn’t born with a silver spoon,
Everything I have I world hard for fom dawn to noon and hustled for underneath the silver moon,
Highly awaited are the tides when you guided by stars adventurous are the pirates till they rest in the tumbe,
Yeah
I’m not what I used to be, I used to dream
About being a rapper in the scene, stupid me
I’m like tobi(tobey) dispite the (the spider) man
How can i purchase this beat?
Contact me on my instagram @h1tmanbeats
@H1TMANBEATS hey I sent you a message!🤙
Hey, i need to buy it, if i want to cut this?
Depends how you wanna use the beat. Hit me up on my ig. @h1tmanbeats
Like USA likes to ryme ❤
I need an asylum, i need an escape, I’m not talking bout that crazy place
I understand you fr
@@KingMfDas18yeah bro just tryna be down to earth wrote a dif take if you’d like to see it. Regardless stay strong my brother
Not a tear
Falls from his eyes
Yet the darkest thoughts are crossing his mind , memories like movie scenes The man he used to be
Staring into a broken mirror dont reflect a damn thing nothing is as it seems like a nightmarish dream no escape from reality losing his sanity
Numb inside
Nothings brings a vibe
Nothing makes him feel alive
Except when hes high
He knows his loved ones can tell when he aint alright
And Latley thats been all the time
Doesnt want to hurt
His mother no longer
Whos terminally ill wishin he was stronger lashing out on His father
Long distance phone calls with his sister and brothers
They all got issues that wont resolve with tissues
Dont matter if he says the words i miss you
Still they cant save him from himself
He put himself inside this cell in his personal hell
So 3 past midnight strike
He headed towards the crossroads with only one thing on his mind
Suicide
THIS IS SOME ASS, DELETE THIS ASAP🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
this some assssss bruhhhhh
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Hi.im.riley.me.you.rap
Mai shant hu meri cheekhey koi sunra hai kya
Sapno pe kadhai upar vala bun ra h kya
Bhai gaand fat ti h ninde chaar pal ni h
Khoya andhere me mai mujhe koi dhundra h kya
Dark thoughts itne zyada hua mai tanned out
Khudki cheekhey sun sun k hua mai behra hu
Beh ni paara me bss ruk k khada hu
Life lene pe lagi h or me jhuk k khda hu
Likhne bethu toh thoughts block ho gye h
Jaise me no. Mera phone me uske kho se gye h
Aathvi class or meri height bhi ni khaas
Abhi 2-3 ladke aake mujhe todke gye h
Ek baar jutte pe ek baar blackboard pe muh
Ek ko dhaka ek bolu bag chhod de tu
Jisne collar thi pakdi use me dost smjhta tha
Tbse kisi se na mai zyada dosti kru
Gandi vardi dekhe baap bole ye ladke aaya h
12 bje gandi vardi firse school jaana h
Kapde Gande hote ldne vale k nhi pitne vale k
Kaise bolu ladka ldkey nhi peet k aaya h
Ladka vo Kaise baat kre inse jiske dost nhi they
Kanche lattu bhi haara kyuki saanjhi nhi thi ek
Jis umar me dekhe the usne tut te kanche
Usi me Umar bharey h pal jo use h todte
Kia hi kiya tha usne vo toh kabhi ladta bhi ni tha
Baap se pitke jaata school or vha bhi pit ta hi tha
Sabse akela chuchaap chhupke rehta tha vo toh bench pe vha bethe jaha se kuchh dikhta nhi tha
Bhukh bhi kaise hi lagti nhi vo lunch laata tha
Lunch se pehle period teacher se dande khata tha
Or school se bhaagke bhi vo kaha hi jaata ghar pe baap nashe hoga toh vo ghar ni jaata tha
Cricket bhi kaise khele jeb ni ball k paise
Or ye log baari nhi dete bas dete dhakke
Or jo aagyi baari kisi din khel liya jo late baap aake saare ldko k aage maare
Khush hota dekh aa rha koi hath milaane pr vo hath they milaate usme suiyaan chhupaake
Or is duniya ka toh dastur hi yahi hai chupp hona sikhaati h rula rula ke
Kisse galle lagu or royu koi galley hi naa mile
Aansu gire jinkandho vo kandhe hi na mile
or ye aaye mujhe bole kyu ni baat krta tu
Jab seekh lia rehna akela is dil ne
Ye hard muscles hai chhupaate uss soft boy ko
Hasne ki koshish bhi karey toh bss h roye vo
Hide nhi krta pain khud hi chhupa rehta. Andar psychoness bole uss traumatic joy ko
Kuchh bole egoistic rude
Duniyadaari se durr
Kahe na baat krta tu
Kahu samajh paaoge tum
Jab mai bolu slim shady ko mai feel krta hu
I mean i lost myself so much brain damaged me hu
Mere sir ki chautey boht h haavi ho rhi h
Aake kitni puraani h kahani keh rhi h
Aaj bhi mujhe vo classroom h yaad
Mai chup rehta hu jab koi kahey school k ky din they
Haa sahi mai school k kya din they
Jo aaj tak lage bhulne kathin hai
Insaan muskuraata jab h dhundli yaad aati koi or jab mai muskurau chehra mera jack white se mile
sigara dönüyor aynı kafam gibi
senin için bu yaşam demi
zor olanı başar şimdi
evine tıkanıp başlar teyp
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Im not a weak ass teen
I got a family to feed
In the night i just write and read
You dont even know how much knowledge i seek
Everyday i just follow my dad
I be getting scared i hope i dont do nothing bad
I dont wanna get my mother mad
She dont even deserve that
All these tears on my face screaming momma Don't be sad
Once i had a girl she broke my heart for another man
but you know what's more sad?
There is god and i forgot that
now i just cry in my prayers
God have mercy for my heart slayers
Every year matters even a day does
I dont have much friends i avoid them fakers
These bitches be lyin
running after money they be flyin
they just dont wanna know
What will happen after dyin
God have mercy
i wrote it on my jersey
My heart is clean
Just not dirty
All these bitches stay pervy
Even if they thirty
They just pray for the curvy
but momma
Dont worry
your son will be worthy
I need knowledge
Im thirsty
I ghosted people
They search me
No respect no mercy
You Just have faith
On me
Im saying this to you kinda early
Pray for me be a part of my journey
My mind so straight no curly
Masculine words no girlie
Vision so clear no blurry
I be goin slow but steady no hurry
Como vamos mi princesa hoy me acordé de ti pensé todo lo que hice ahí mismo me arrepenti recuerdo la última vez que tus labios yo senti aunque a pasado tanto tiempo que ya ni piensas en mi
Ya han pasado tantos meses si extraño que me beses, no pienso azararte mejor dicho bebé ni te estreses,solo quería decirte algo a ver si con esto me comprendes que no será lo mismo cuando te vea nuevamente.
Sabía desde el inicio que no somos ni seremos, pero todos los recuerdos esos si serán eternos, sé que no somos perfectos, nos paramos en pretextos apesar de tanto tiempo no aprendimos a querernos.
Y no lo niego, cuando estoy contigo yo no se qué es más bello si el color azul del cielo o el color de tu cabello o el de tus lindos ojos que interpretan un destello.
Ya ni te conozco, sé que has cambiado pero quiero conocerte y que vuelvas a mi lado, que cuando veo lo que subes yo me quedo hechizado, de todo he intentado sé que soy el indicado la mujer que más amo la mujer que he deseado.
Un domingo a las nueve estoy ansioso para cuando tus labios de nuevo pruebe pero será como morir de sed mientras veo como llueve.
Y se, que no vas a volver, pero déjate querer que si llego a la cima quiero que sea con usted, no piense que estando allá arriba seguire a su merced.
que así sea, eres mi libertad y mi condena, no quiero a nadie solo quiero te quiero a ti nena, si te dedicaba fondo blanco antes de irme de escuela, que si alguien te toca esta Beretta si se estrena.
Ahora sin pensar, este ijueputa amure no me deja consentrar, y no quiero ser vulgar pero la luna me dice que te tengo que llamar y buscar.
Todo lo que yo he perdido, te alejas y te alejas yo me hago el distraído, creo que cupido me flecho y es obvio que contigo.
Me cuestiono y ya ni puedo ser tu amigo, ya no sales de mi pecho es un tormento y martirio y lo digo extraño cada tarde acostado en tu ombligo
Soy un hombre, no sé qué es lo que me escondes talvez si me meto en wiros es pa que oigas mi nombre
Solo se, que aún no se va tu olor aunque he buscado en mil mujeres ninguna tiene tu sabor, sé que ya eres mayor, ya se me fue valor tu eras mi princesa ahora a todas les digo amor.
Dices que me odias pero tús ojos no mienten sabes bien lo que digo perfectamente eres diferente, lo sé de corazón me inspira locura ternura y satisfacción no es porque sean tus besos es porque besas con pasión
Yo pienso y recuerdo todo lo que hemos vivido cuando me besas me abrazas para no sentir el frio
The beat is really nice but there is a sound that never stops, why did you put this bro? (Dit, dit, dit, dit) very nice beat, it's messed up
what sound my friend? The bass?
He’s talking about the hi-hats
Yall know that Em already rapped on this with the Weeknd😂
Btw, sick beat
No he never
@@elory9576 I mean AI
hey sorry to bother you but im trying to become i new youtube music artis will you please check out my new track i posted please and thank you god bless
@@Shqdy4ever where lol?
go listen to why by skux I think he used da beat or smh
hey sorry to bother you but im trying to become i new youtube music artis will you please check out my new track i posted please and thank you god bless
Thanks for letting me know 🙏
ghzart lrabi madit kafi
ned3i lshabi eli tsafi
khir seba9 snin ykafi
wena bin enar eli edafi
Bin enar éli tekwi
Bin lghadara éli techwi
Bin m5a5 fel mochkel techri
Bin 9loub fhmoumha techki
Ghara9 Wel mouja neketni
Khara9 Wel 9owa gharetni
Ama Be9i 3ini louta
Netfaker nesi dazetni
N'es jebet atrah
N'es bhmoum enes terteh
N'es ta3ref t7aker
N'es ta3ref edewi jra7
N'es kol t3ich kif kif
Ama lma3den mesh kifkif
3ana n'es tafrah bdhif
Ama edhif mahouch ndhif
Jina men barcha blayes
W tlamina fel bloc
Wenti 3andek krarez
T7awel tokhrej M choc
Gamer lrachma Tji mlih
Daber rachfa 9bal ma tchi7
Daber saheb ywesik
Nhar tedhye9 w bik eti7
LKlem éli mche m3a ldhahk
Tfakertou wena mkarez
Lflous éli tnasi edahk
Weli t3almek zeda tfarez
Weli t3almek ta9ra hsebek
Weli t3almek Alf hseb
Ki t9aren rouhek b andedek
Dher mazelet fel koteb
Eli met rteh w thana
Weli 3ayesh mesh merteh
Ltawa Be9i yetmana
Ltawa Be9i ylawej fel mefteh
Theb flous Ma tjich blesh
Capitalek Baz t3ab
Theb mosmar fi hit
Kol chhar flous tetsab
To93ed wehed Mel 9ati3
Testana chbebek ydhi3
Tfi9 brouhek Ken kbert
Tetman Tarja3 radhi3
9alou L3inin m'a tekdhebch
Weli 9albou behi m'a yet3ebch
Weli mo5o te3eb 3al mahboul m'a yebeedsh
Death told me something in my ear. What he said struck me down with fear. Clock is ticking so my time is near.
“Grab that rope come along with me”. I felt I choked, couldn’t even breathe.
Hope you find the strength to keep fighting.
@@amyperretta649thank you just tryna help visualize my state of mind sometimes😭I’m okay for now though thanks❤️
All those times I wish I’d spoke better to my mother
She’s been there when my father wouldn’t really bother
Now I’m getting old and I feel the end is getting colder
Maybe if daddy would’ve been a bit more sober
We wouldn’t have to deal with eating leftovers
I’m always dreaming of a reality where money isn’t tight
Where I’d open the fridge and it ain’t empty at night
Where we’re together and not worry about paying the light
But it’s just a dream, which means I’ll have to fight
hey sorry to bother you but im trying to become i new youtube music artis will you please check out my new track i posted please and thank you god bless
و تمام … بدون هیچ اتفاق خاصی!!
I mess up the first one cant do it this time, i feel like the hulk in his prime time. , when he face the abomination in the streets,, thor took the hammer nocked him out then took his cheeks, dahmer is a beast with those muscles see, then he faced a black panther getting smashed like freaks. NENENE. NATURAL, big factual, getting smacked like a casual, horses are faster than a camel, glock 19 hit his top now hes creepers, shout out too bonnie she with clyde.
Screaming in the darkness
Screaming in the darkness
I can’t handle this alone
I can’t handle this alone
How’s it going? You ask.
Well I gotta be honest
My life hasn’t exactly gone
Quite how I wanted
“Just keep swimming”
I need a lifeboat, I’m drowning
in my sea of self inflicted problems
I know how to create them, but just can’t seem to solve em
This cloud of anxiety
follows me around, can’t do anything now
My thoughts are so loud,
Saying Anything they can just to drag me down!
That I’ll never be enough
That life is tough
That I’m too weak to take it
That I’ll never make it
Wanting someone to pull me out this hole I created, so I
Plead to a god I don’t know if I follow
And hope to find strength till tomorrow
At least I don’t turn to the bottle
Like my mother did
Sorry mom but it made life harder
And dads not off the hook either
Walk on eggshells, avoid your temper!
Screaming in the darkness
Screaming in the darkness
I can’t handle this alone
I can’t handle this alone
I’m grown but my mind is still the same scared child
Don’t know how the world works, I need a pacifier,
Want mommy to hug me and tell me she loves me
But she won’t even answer when the phone rings.
I never learned the life skills I needed to know
So I’m out here tryna figure out life as I go
But I still don’t even know how to do my taxes
Never done em and I’m praying on no consequences
Sent my ex a text last night, I told him I missed him
Kinda funny since
I wrote a song where i dissed him
Cause I realized I don’t really want him back
I just miss having someone
Who listens
Wanna post that song
but that’s not my mission
Forgiveness, its easier said than done
I’m not proud of my anger
there’s a lot of it-
I’m trying to be better
Pour my pain into unsent letters
Screaming in the darkness
Screaming in the darkness
I can’t handle this alone
I can’t handle this alone
Feel like I owe so much to others
But don’t have enough to give
I’ve spent so much time surviving
I don’t know how to live
For the people who have helped me I can’t thank them enough
If it seems like I don’t care, just know that I’m grateful
For everything you’ve done
I went from walking to racing
But somehow pacing and waiting for something to change
And I know that needs effort, it’s not up to fate
Yet still wake up everyday for a job that I hate
Having big dreams but don’t know how to pursue them
No matter what I do, still feel like I’m losing
and snoozing my life away
Every day is the same
Tomorrow blurred into yesterday,
I don’t know what to say
I blink and six months gone by
I don’t know where to start.
How can I be successful
Or make a living off of my art?
Screaming in the darkness
Screaming in the darkness
I can’t handle this alone
I can’t handle this alone
Screaming in the darkness
Screaming in the darkness
I can’t handle this alone
I can’t handle this alone