I encountered Jesus in my suicide attempt... my testimony, part two

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  • Опубликовано: 14 окт 2024
  • trigger warning: today I'm sharing part two of my testimony and it does cover the discussion of suicide and my attempt. if you are struggling with anything mentioned in this video, please use the resources below:
    suicide prevention: 988lifeline.org
    crisis text line: www.crisistext...
    innerroom counseling: www.innerroom.co
    P O D C A S T → podcasts.apple...
    M A K E U P → crunchi.com/brittanydawn
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    A M A Z O N → www.amazon.com....
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Комментарии • 488

  • @KyleChristian08
    @KyleChristian08 4 месяца назад +48

    From a Christian teen dealing with self-harm and suicidal thoughts... This testimony saved me... I can't ever voice how grateful I am to have come across this... This saved my life... I haven't stopped crying... Thank you and thank you for reminding me how amazing Jesus is

    • @roxstar555
      @roxstar555 4 месяца назад +3

      Praying for you🙏🏼 from another Christian teen who has also battled mental issues, anything can be surrendered to God. Check out Psalm 46, His strength will never fail🫶🏼 You are loved and chosen

    • @christianperi
      @christianperi 3 месяца назад

      Stay strong friend. God loves you. You HAVE purpose.

    • @rapturewatchjesusiscoming3143
      @rapturewatchjesusiscoming3143 3 месяца назад +1

      Jesus loves you soooo much precious one, and so do I. Don't ever take your own life... please ... my best friend hung herself, I am so worried that she is in hell, I pray Jesus will have mercy on her 🙏🏼 💔.

    • @kylielynn9398
      @kylielynn9398 2 месяца назад +1

      Stay strong. You are so valuable and so loved.

  • @williamwhite1596
    @williamwhite1596 Год назад +256

    My worst times in life with Jesus were better than my best times without Him !!! God Bless !!! Good works in His name !!!

    • @crummybunny777
      @crummybunny777 Год назад

      Jesus can help you 100% the devil will tell you Go to therapy that most of the time cost a lot of money or go to drinking or medicane or drugs or smoking or anything other than God it's one of the many things I've learned❤
      What many dont seem to realize is theres more to the word believe then just believing he exist if you believe theres a God live like theres one dont rely on yourself or others depend on God The devil doesn't rule hell religion can't save you only Jesus can christian is most hated bc it's true and the devil knows it
      Even zodiac signs they aren't real don't let the devil deceive you has anybody noticed they all have something to do with sin? No you are not easily angered Bc youre an Aries no you don't like the color black bc you're a Scorpio no youre not lazy bc you're a taurus literally sloth is a sin and black is the color of darkness and God is the light and the demons hate God so they love the dark and when I started following God he opened me and my sisters eyes to realize zodiac signs aren't real many go too astrology and tarot for their future or whats meant for them but never to God or the bible they want what's fun but sadly these are demonic things believe it or not :( me and my sister use to be so caught up in astrology and stuff like that but Not anymore so no you're not that way bc of zodiac signs it's your sins idc how accurate it seems don't be deceived ❤
      idk if you are gonna read this but i will tell you and everyone God is real 100% believe it or not and what good is it too gain the whole world and lose your own soul? The bible Aka Gods word never said Good people go to heaven and bad people go too hell Far from true! Nobody not no one can work their way into heaven you cant offer God nothing to get in its a free gift you receive it by faith!
      Repent from sin, sin desires evil things like LilnasX Meghan thee stallion cardi B im telling you and everyone Sin is very serious in the eyes of Our holy God Mrbeast idk if you will read this or not but think about how our world and the people werent like this 1000 years ago things have changed❤
      Guys the bible tells us more people go too hell than heaven if you live in sin and don't repent you won't be saved and god doesn't send people to hell if they go too hell they go of free choice! Hell was made for the devil and his angels you should watch billy garham give your life to Jesus we are in the last days and Jesus loves you and he shedded blood on that cross without the shedding of blood sin cannot be forgiven and sin is very serious in the eyes of god
      I was depressed to and sinned for fun I had suicidal thoughts I remember in my room one night I told god that of things don't change I'm gonna kms I was sorry weak and at sometimes so weak I felt like I was dying then I remember a really good day came a day I loved so much and wanted more of so on that same day I remember saying god, I'm just gonna trust you and when you try to do something right the devil attacks you so the next day was horrible
      I don't wanna say how it was it was just horrible! I stayed strong BC after so long of trying to go to anything else but god they all failed me so I held on to god as the reason let me skip to now and say I started off faithless now I'm so faithful in god I started off worried for my future now I know its something gods gonna handle I'm not feeling depressed anymore the whole year of 2022 was hard but with god I made it threw!
      Now I learned so much and love my relationship with god I know he loves and cares for me AND HE LOVES AND CARES FOR YOU TOO! I remember I was depressed and believed god didn't love me or care for me but that what the devil telling me lies and I had so many demons but now its 2023 I'm free!💗💕 give god your life today he can do things unimaginable👑😇
      please don't waste time we are in the last days the bible never said just be a good person and be nice to people and you will go to heaven No you need to be willing to give up sin anything evil bad is sin even evil thoughts come to Jesus today you never know when its too late💕 and also hell is full of constant suffering and nightmare and you are forever alone Guys the bible tells us more people go too hell than heaven if you live in sin and don't repent you won't be saved and god doesn't send people to hell if they go too hell they go of free choice!
      Hell was made for the devil and his angels you should watch billy garham give your life to Jesus we are in the last days and Jesus loves you and he shedded blood on that cross without the shedding of blood sin cannot be forgiven and sin is very serious in the eyes of god I was depressed to and sinned for fun I had suicidal thoughts I remember in my room one night I told god that of things don't change I'm gonna kms I was sorry weak and at sometimes so weak I felt like I was dying then I remember a really good day came a day I loved so much and wanted more of so on that same day I remember saying god, I'm just gonna trust you and when you try to do something right the devil attacks you so the next day was horrible I
      don't wanna say how it was it was just horrible! I stayed strong BC after so long of trying to go to anything else but god they all failed me so I held on to god as the reason let me skip to now and say I started off faithless now I'm so faithful in god I started off worried for my future now I know its something gods gonna handle I'm not feeling depressed anymore the whole year of 2022 was hard but with god I made it threw! Now I learned so much and love my relationship with god I know he loves and cares for me AND HE LOVES AND CARES FOR YOU TOO!
      I remember I was depressed and believed god didn't love me or care for me but that what the devil telling me lies and I had so many demons but now its 2023 I'm free!💗💕 give god your life today he can do things unimaginable👑😇 please don't waste time
      we are in the last days the bible never said just be a good person and be nice to people and you will go to heaven No you need to be willing to give up sin anything evil bad is sin even evil thoughts come to Jesus today you never know when its too late💕❤❤❤ deadly sins are lust greed gluttony sloth envy and more but I forgot💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

    • @Eric.Andre.Quiznos
      @Eric.Andre.Quiznos Год назад

      Google North Texas influencer Brittany Dawn agrees to pay $400,000 in deceptive trade lawsuit

    • @williamwhite1596
      @williamwhite1596 Год назад

      @@Eric.Andre.Quiznos No proof just hatred !!! unGodly jealousy !!!

    • @Eric.Andre.Quiznos
      @Eric.Andre.Quiznos Год назад

      @williamwhite1596 calm ur de-rection... lol

    • @bonsaibaby8257
      @bonsaibaby8257 Год назад

      😂

  • @David.124
    @David.124 9 месяцев назад +39

    This is one of the greatest testimonies I’ve ever heard.
    1. She was a believer, but she walked away
    2. She seemed things of the world that destroyed her. A beautiful body to eating disorders, wanting love to abusive relationships and soul ties, a sensational fitness influencer and role model to loosing self worth and self awareness, business woman to lawsuits and losing career, had everything she wanted but still wasn’t fulfilling.
    3. At a suicide attempt, right before it happened, Jesus met her and she had on the spot deliverance for hours.
    4. Her life has changed since then, and God has given her a new life and career that’s bette Ethan the one before.
    WHAT A TESTIMONY

  • @life_is_dope
    @life_is_dope Год назад +131

    Your testimony did change/turn around even just one life. Mine. Thank you Brittany.

    • @rosemaggard1273
      @rosemaggard1273 Год назад +6

      Amen❤

    • @Karin0031
      @Karin0031 Год назад +5

      Hallelujah!! 😍🙏

    • @paulmartin7053
      @paulmartin7053 10 месяцев назад +6

      Sister in Christ Greta I'm also a Christian amen suicide is raw and real and in my Christian faith I know that god loves me and he loves all off us saton likes to attack us in our faith I know that god will never leave us in our faith life does get hard we are Christian warriors together amen ✝️☦️🙏🌅✝️🔥🇭🇲🇱🇷🔥

    • @life_is_dope
      @life_is_dope 10 месяцев назад

      @@paulmartin7053 amen!

  • @Lacemary
    @Lacemary 11 месяцев назад +31

    Brittany…. Thank you for being vulnerable. Thank you for sharing this testimony. I praise God for what The Lord has done for you! Listening to both parts of your testimony has truly touched me. ❤️
    I was skeptical about you because I’d read the bad things the media said about you, and today I said, I’m going to listen to your testimony. Praise God I did! I’m so thankful to God I did! I pray this will reach many millions in Jesus’s name.
    May The Lord continue that good work He has begun in you. May He continue to help you lean on His understanding and not your own like He does with all of us, His children. May He continue to bless you and keep you sweet sister. May you never forget how loving The Lord is and always has been with you! You are His precious daughter. God bless you! Love you in Jesus’s name! ❤️

  • @alexisflores5463
    @alexisflores5463 Год назад +90

    I've been following you for years now and this brought me to absolute tears to think of how dark those times were for you! Your testimony is such a beautiful reflection of God's love for us. Thank you for being so raw and real. Praying that this testimony saves others who are walking through the same fire, in Jesus name.

    • @JenniferHoefsmit-r5v
      @JenniferHoefsmit-r5v Год назад +5

      Then you know how she scammed 100's of innocent women and then blocked them when they asked her about it. Why doesn't she just say that and take accountability? She still isn't walking with Jesus!

    • @adrianaamado473
      @adrianaamado473 Год назад +7

      @@JenniferHoefsmit-r5vshe just said what happened. You’re the one who perhaps still needs to be saved. I pray that you watch this again and listen to it. I pray that the Lord saves you and if you are saved but yet still bash on those who are, that the Lord works on your heart. ❤

    • @strangeclouds7
      @strangeclouds7 Год назад +2

      @@adrianaamado473 Uh no she didn't say what happened. Maybe look into what actually happened. Not the sugarcoated story and excuse of oh I was just naive and my business grew too fast. She's literally never taken full responsibility.

    • @crummybunny777
      @crummybunny777 Год назад

      Jesus can help you 100% the devil will tell you Go to therapy that most of the time cost a lot of money or go to drinking or medicane or drugs or smoking or anything other than God it's one of the many things I've learned❤
      What many dont seem to realize is theres more to the word believe then just believing he exist if you believe theres a God live like theres one dont rely on yourself or others depend on God The devil doesn't rule hell religion can't save you only Jesus can christian is most hated bc it's true and the devil knows it
      Even zodiac signs they aren't real don't let the devil deceive you has anybody noticed they all have something to do with sin? No you are not easily angered Bc youre an Aries no you don't like the color black bc you're a Scorpio no youre not lazy bc you're a taurus literally sloth is a sin and black is the color of darkness and God is the light and the demons hate God so they love the dark and when I started following God he opened me and my sisters eyes to realize zodiac signs aren't real many go too astrology and tarot for their future or whats meant for them but never to God or the bible they want what's fun but sadly these are demonic things believe it or not :( me and my sister use to be so caught up in astrology and stuff like that but Not anymore so no you're not that way bc of zodiac signs it's your sins idc how accurate it seems don't be deceived ❤
      idk if you are gonna read this but i will tell you and everyone God is real 100% believe it or not and what good is it too gain the whole world and lose your own soul? The bible Aka Gods word never said Good people go to heaven and bad people go too hell Far from true! Nobody not no one can work their way into heaven you cant offer God nothing to get in its a free gift you receive it by faith!
      Repent from sin, sin desires evil things like LilnasX Meghan thee stallion cardi B im telling you and everyone Sin is very serious in the eyes of Our holy God Mrbeast idk if you will read this or not but think about how our world and the people werent like this 1000 years ago things have changed❤
      Guys the bible tells us more people go too hell than heaven if you live in sin and don't repent you won't be saved and god doesn't send people to hell if they go too hell they go of free choice! Hell was made for the devil and his angels you should watch billy garham give your life to Jesus we are in the last days and Jesus loves you and he shedded blood on that cross without the shedding of blood sin cannot be forgiven and sin is very serious in the eyes of god
      I was depressed to and sinned for fun I had suicidal thoughts I remember in my room one night I told god that of things don't change I'm gonna kms I was sorry weak and at sometimes so weak I felt like I was dying then I remember a really good day came a day I loved so much and wanted more of so on that same day I remember saying god, I'm just gonna trust you and when you try to do something right the devil attacks you so the next day was horrible
      I don't wanna say how it was it was just horrible! I stayed strong BC after so long of trying to go to anything else but god they all failed me so I held on to god as the reason let me skip to now and say I started off faithless now I'm so faithful in god I started off worried for my future now I know its something gods gonna handle I'm not feeling depressed anymore the whole year of 2022 was hard but with god I made it threw!
      Now I learned so much and love my relationship with god I know he loves and cares for me AND HE LOVES AND CARES FOR YOU TOO! I remember I was depressed and believed god didn't love me or care for me but that what the devil telling me lies and I had so many demons but now its 2023 I'm free!💗💕 give god your life today he can do things unimaginable👑😇
      please don't waste time we are in the last days the bible never said just be a good person and be nice to people and you will go to heaven No you need to be willing to give up sin anything evil bad is sin even evil thoughts come to Jesus today you never know when its too late💕 and also hell is full of constant suffering and nightmare and you are forever alone Guys the bible tells us more people go too hell than heaven if you live in sin and don't repent you won't be saved and god doesn't send people to hell if they go too hell they go of free choice!
      Hell was made for the devil and his angels you should watch billy garham give your life to Jesus we are in the last days and Jesus loves you and he shedded blood on that cross without the shedding of blood sin cannot be forgiven and sin is very serious in the eyes of god I was depressed to and sinned for fun I had suicidal thoughts I remember in my room one night I told god that of things don't change I'm gonna kms I was sorry weak and at sometimes so weak I felt like I was dying then I remember a really good day came a day I loved so much and wanted more of so on that same day I remember saying god, I'm just gonna trust you and when you try to do something right the devil attacks you so the next day was horrible I
      don't wanna say how it was it was just horrible! I stayed strong BC after so long of trying to go to anything else but god they all failed me so I held on to god as the reason let me skip to now and say I started off faithless now I'm so faithful in god I started off worried for my future now I know its something gods gonna handle I'm not feeling depressed anymore the whole year of 2022 was hard but with god I made it threw! Now I learned so much and love my relationship with god I know he loves and cares for me AND HE LOVES AND CARES FOR YOU TOO!
      I remember I was depressed and believed god didn't love me or care for me but that what the devil telling me lies and I had so many demons but now its 2023 I'm free!💗💕 give god your life today he can do things unimaginable👑😇 please don't waste time
      we are in the last days the bible never said just be a good person and be nice to people and you will go to heaven No you need to be willing to give up sin anything evil bad is sin even evil thoughts come to Jesus today you never know when its too late💕❤❤❤ deadly sins are lust greed gluttony sloth envy and more but I forgot💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

    • @crummybunny777
      @crummybunny777 Год назад

      ​@@JenniferHoefsmit-r5vJesus can help you 100% the devil will tell you Go to therapy that most of the time cost a lot of money or go to drinking or medicane or drugs or smoking or anything other than God it's one of the many things I've learned❤
      What many dont seem to realize is theres more to the word believe then just believing he exist if you believe theres a God live like theres one dont rely on yourself or others depend on God The devil doesn't rule hell religion can't save you only Jesus can christian is most hated bc it's true and the devil knows it
      Even zodiac signs they aren't real don't let the devil deceive you has anybody noticed they all have something to do with sin? No you are not easily angered Bc youre an Aries no you don't like the color black bc you're a Scorpio no youre not lazy bc you're a taurus literally sloth is a sin and black is the color of darkness and God is the light and the demons hate God so they love the dark and when I started following God he opened me and my sisters eyes to realize zodiac signs aren't real many go too astrology and tarot for their future or whats meant for them but never to God or the bible they want what's fun but sadly these are demonic things believe it or not :( me and my sister use to be so caught up in astrology and stuff like that but Not anymore so no you're not that way bc of zodiac signs it's your sins idc how accurate it seems don't be deceived ❤
      idk if you are gonna read this but i will tell you and everyone God is real 100% believe it or not and what good is it too gain the whole world and lose your own soul? The bible Aka Gods word never said Good people go to heaven and bad people go too hell Far from true! Nobody not no one can work their way into heaven you cant offer God nothing to get in its a free gift you receive it by faith!
      Repent from sin, sin desires evil things like LilnasX Meghan thee stallion cardi B im telling you and everyone Sin is very serious in the eyes of Our holy God Mrbeast idk if you will read this or not but think about how our world and the people werent like this 1000 years ago things have changed❤
      Guys the bible tells us more people go too hell than heaven if you live in sin and don't repent you won't be saved and god doesn't send people to hell if they go too hell they go of free choice! Hell was made for the devil and his angels you should watch billy garham give your life to Jesus we are in the last days and Jesus loves you and he shedded blood on that cross without the shedding of blood sin cannot be forgiven and sin is very serious in the eyes of god
      I was depressed to and sinned for fun I had suicidal thoughts I remember in my room one night I told god that of things don't change I'm gonna kms I was sorry weak and at sometimes so weak I felt like I was dying then I remember a really good day came a day I loved so much and wanted more of so on that same day I remember saying god, I'm just gonna trust you and when you try to do something right the devil attacks you so the next day was horrible
      I don't wanna say how it was it was just horrible! I stayed strong BC after so long of trying to go to anything else but god they all failed me so I held on to god as the reason let me skip to now and say I started off faithless now I'm so faithful in god I started off worried for my future now I know its something gods gonna handle I'm not feeling depressed anymore the whole year of 2022 was hard but with god I made it threw!
      Now I learned so much and love my relationship with god I know he loves and cares for me AND HE LOVES AND CARES FOR YOU TOO! I remember I was depressed and believed god didn't love me or care for me but that what the devil telling me lies and I had so many demons but now its 2023 I'm free!💗💕 give god your life today he can do things unimaginable👑😇
      please don't waste time we are in the last days the bible never said just be a good person and be nice to people and you will go to heaven No you need to be willing to give up sin anything evil bad is sin even evil thoughts come to Jesus today you never know when its too late💕 and also hell is full of constant suffering and nightmare and you are forever alone Guys the bible tells us more people go too hell than heaven if you live in sin and don't repent you won't be saved and god doesn't send people to hell if they go too hell they go of free choice!
      Hell was made for the devil and his angels you should watch billy garham give your life to Jesus we are in the last days and Jesus loves you and he shedded blood on that cross without the shedding of blood sin cannot be forgiven and sin is very serious in the eyes of god I was depressed to and sinned for fun I had suicidal thoughts I remember in my room one night I told god that of things don't change I'm gonna kms I was sorry weak and at sometimes so weak I felt like I was dying then I remember a really good day came a day I loved so much and wanted more of so on that same day I remember saying god, I'm just gonna trust you and when you try to do something right the devil attacks you so the next day was horrible I
      don't wanna say how it was it was just horrible! I stayed strong BC after so long of trying to go to anything else but god they all failed me so I held on to god as the reason let me skip to now and say I started off faithless now I'm so faithful in god I started off worried for my future now I know its something gods gonna handle I'm not feeling depressed anymore the whole year of 2022 was hard but with god I made it threw! Now I learned so much and love my relationship with god I know he loves and cares for me AND HE LOVES AND CARES FOR YOU TOO!
      I remember I was depressed and believed god didn't love me or care for me but that what the devil telling me lies and I had so many demons but now its 2023 I'm free!💗💕 give god your life today he can do things unimaginable👑😇 please don't waste time
      we are in the last days the bible never said just be a good person and be nice to people and you will go to heaven No you need to be willing to give up sin anything evil bad is sin even evil thoughts come to Jesus today you never know when its too late💕❤❤❤ deadly sins are lust greed gluttony sloth envy and more but I forgot💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @adeline8369
    @adeline8369 Год назад +72

    This is one of the post powerful things I have ever heard. Brittany is even more proof that that Lord is really with us at all times. Thank you ❤

    • @crummybunny777
      @crummybunny777 Год назад

      Jesus can help you 100% the devil will tell you Go to therapy that most of the time cost a lot of money or go to drinking or medicane or drugs or smoking or anything other than God it's one of the many things I've learned❤
      What many dont seem to realize is theres more to the word believe then just believing he exist if you believe theres a God live like theres one dont rely on yourself or others depend on God The devil doesn't rule hell religion can't save you only Jesus can christian is most hated bc it's true and the devil knows it
      Even zodiac signs they aren't real don't let the devil deceive you has anybody noticed they all have something to do with sin? No you are not easily angered Bc youre an Aries no you don't like the color black bc you're a Scorpio no youre not lazy bc you're a taurus literally sloth is a sin and black is the color of darkness and God is the light and the demons hate God so they love the dark and when I started following God he opened me and my sisters eyes to realize zodiac signs aren't real many go too astrology and tarot for their future or whats meant for them but never to God or the bible they want what's fun but sadly these are demonic things believe it or not :( me and my sister use to be so caught up in astrology and stuff like that but Not anymore so no you're not that way bc of zodiac signs it's your sins idc how accurate it seems don't be deceived ❤
      idk if you are gonna read this but i will tell you and everyone God is real 100% believe it or not and what good is it too gain the whole world and lose your own soul? The bible Aka Gods word never said Good people go to heaven and bad people go too hell Far from true! Nobody not no one can work their way into heaven you cant offer God nothing to get in its a free gift you receive it by faith!
      Repent from sin, sin desires evil things like LilnasX Meghan thee stallion cardi B im telling you and everyone Sin is very serious in the eyes of Our holy God Mrbeast idk if you will read this or not but think about how our world and the people werent like this 1000 years ago things have changed❤
      Guys the bible tells us more people go too hell than heaven if you live in sin and don't repent you won't be saved and god doesn't send people to hell if they go too hell they go of free choice! Hell was made for the devil and his angels you should watch billy garham give your life to Jesus we are in the last days and Jesus loves you and he shedded blood on that cross without the shedding of blood sin cannot be forgiven and sin is very serious in the eyes of god
      I was depressed to and sinned for fun I had suicidal thoughts I remember in my room one night I told god that of things don't change I'm gonna kms I was sorry weak and at sometimes so weak I felt like I was dying then I remember a really good day came a day I loved so much and wanted more of so on that same day I remember saying god, I'm just gonna trust you and when you try to do something right the devil attacks you so the next day was horrible
      I don't wanna say how it was it was just horrible! I stayed strong BC after so long of trying to go to anything else but god they all failed me so I held on to god as the reason let me skip to now and say I started off faithless now I'm so faithful in god I started off worried for my future now I know its something gods gonna handle I'm not feeling depressed anymore the whole year of 2022 was hard but with god I made it threw!
      Now I learned so much and love my relationship with god I know he loves and cares for me AND HE LOVES AND CARES FOR YOU TOO! I remember I was depressed and believed god didn't love me or care for me but that what the devil telling me lies and I had so many demons but now its 2023 I'm free!💗💕 give god your life today he can do things unimaginable👑😇
      please don't waste time we are in the last days the bible never said just be a good person and be nice to people and you will go to heaven No you need to be willing to give up sin anything evil bad is sin even evil thoughts come to Jesus today you never know when its too late💕 and also hell is full of constant suffering and nightmare and you are forever alone Guys the bible tells us more people go too hell than heaven if you live in sin and don't repent you won't be saved and god doesn't send people to hell if they go too hell they go of free choice!
      Hell was made for the devil and his angels you should watch billy garham give your life to Jesus we are in the last days and Jesus loves you and he shedded blood on that cross without the shedding of blood sin cannot be forgiven and sin is very serious in the eyes of god I was depressed to and sinned for fun I had suicidal thoughts I remember in my room one night I told god that of things don't change I'm gonna kms I was sorry weak and at sometimes so weak I felt like I was dying then I remember a really good day came a day I loved so much and wanted more of so on that same day I remember saying god, I'm just gonna trust you and when you try to do something right the devil attacks you so the next day was horrible I
      don't wanna say how it was it was just horrible! I stayed strong BC after so long of trying to go to anything else but god they all failed me so I held on to god as the reason let me skip to now and say I started off faithless now I'm so faithful in god I started off worried for my future now I know its something gods gonna handle I'm not feeling depressed anymore the whole year of 2022 was hard but with god I made it threw! Now I learned so much and love my relationship with god I know he loves and cares for me AND HE LOVES AND CARES FOR YOU TOO!
      I remember I was depressed and believed god didn't love me or care for me but that what the devil telling me lies and I had so many demons but now its 2023 I'm free!💗💕 give god your life today he can do things unimaginable👑😇 please don't waste time
      we are in the last days the bible never said just be a good person and be nice to people and you will go to heaven No you need to be willing to give up sin anything evil bad is sin even evil thoughts come to Jesus today you never know when its too late💕❤❤❤ deadly sins are lust greed gluttony sloth envy and more but I forgot💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

    • @bonsaibaby8257
      @bonsaibaby8257 Год назад

      Where was he when when the kids were being SA in the church?

    • @Victornojiri
      @Victornojiri 29 дней назад

      @@bonsaibaby8257 Humanity is a fallen species. Thus, people are capable of evil and of great cruelty…including sexual cruelty. Blaming God for evil that people do is a mistake. He warned us not to eat of the damn fruit!

  • @MrsAbbyManning
    @MrsAbbyManning 3 месяца назад +12

    Oh Brittany... I remember when I was BC, I would see your content and look up to you in fitness and struggled with a lot of the same things you did. I had lost touch with you for awhile until I saw another fitness influencer making hate content towards you. I found Christ August of 2019 in an incredibly incredibly dark place too when Christ got a hold of my heart... I feel you on a soul level and I'm so proud of you. What incredible testimony of what the enemy meant for bad, GOD used for good. Praise Jesus. I ask that your testimony reaches and impacts millions, even those who have hated you - all for Gods glory.

  • @dena5558
    @dena5558 Год назад +52

    While it breaks my heart what you’ve walked through, your story is powerful, your soul beautiful, and your light bright. Thank you for sharing and reminding us all that we are not alone. We are all sinners and we all have a story and we can all have freedom in our Lord. Sending you love 💕

    • @crummybunny777
      @crummybunny777 Год назад

      Jesus can help you 100% the devil will tell you Go to therapy that most of the time cost a lot of money or go to drinking or medicane or drugs or smoking or anything other than God it's one of the many things I've learned❤
      What many dont seem to realize is theres more to the word believe then just believing he exist if you believe theres a God live like theres one dont rely on yourself or others depend on God The devil doesn't rule hell religion can't save you only Jesus can christian is most hated bc it's true and the devil knows it
      Even zodiac signs they aren't real don't let the devil deceive you has anybody noticed they all have something to do with sin? No you are not easily angered Bc youre an Aries no you don't like the color black bc you're a Scorpio no youre not lazy bc you're a taurus literally sloth is a sin and black is the color of darkness and God is the light and the demons hate God so they love the dark and when I started following God he opened me and my sisters eyes to realize zodiac signs aren't real many go too astrology and tarot for their future or whats meant for them but never to God or the bible they want what's fun but sadly these are demonic things believe it or not :( me and my sister use to be so caught up in astrology and stuff like that but Not anymore so no you're not that way bc of zodiac signs it's your sins idc how accurate it seems don't be deceived ❤
      idk if you are gonna read this but i will tell you and everyone God is real 100% believe it or not and what good is it too gain the whole world and lose your own soul? The bible Aka Gods word never said Good people go to heaven and bad people go too hell Far from true! Nobody not no one can work their way into heaven you cant offer God nothing to get in its a free gift you receive it by faith!
      Repent from sin, sin desires evil things like LilnasX Meghan thee stallion cardi B im telling you and everyone Sin is very serious in the eyes of Our holy God Mrbeast idk if you will read this or not but think about how our world and the people werent like this 1000 years ago things have changed❤
      Guys the bible tells us more people go too hell than heaven if you live in sin and don't repent you won't be saved and god doesn't send people to hell if they go too hell they go of free choice! Hell was made for the devil and his angels you should watch billy garham give your life to Jesus we are in the last days and Jesus loves you and he shedded blood on that cross without the shedding of blood sin cannot be forgiven and sin is very serious in the eyes of god
      I was depressed to and sinned for fun I had suicidal thoughts I remember in my room one night I told god that of things don't change I'm gonna kms I was sorry weak and at sometimes so weak I felt like I was dying then I remember a really good day came a day I loved so much and wanted more of so on that same day I remember saying god, I'm just gonna trust you and when you try to do something right the devil attacks you so the next day was horrible
      I don't wanna say how it was it was just horrible! I stayed strong BC after so long of trying to go to anything else but god they all failed me so I held on to god as the reason let me skip to now and say I started off faithless now I'm so faithful in god I started off worried for my future now I know its something gods gonna handle I'm not feeling depressed anymore the whole year of 2022 was hard but with god I made it threw!
      Now I learned so much and love my relationship with god I know he loves and cares for me AND HE LOVES AND CARES FOR YOU TOO! I remember I was depressed and believed god didn't love me or care for me but that what the devil telling me lies and I had so many demons but now its 2023 I'm free!💗💕 give god your life today he can do things unimaginable👑😇
      please don't waste time we are in the last days the bible never said just be a good person and be nice to people and you will go to heaven No you need to be willing to give up sin anything evil bad is sin even evil thoughts come to Jesus today you never know when its too late💕 and also hell is full of constant suffering and nightmare and you are forever alone Guys the bible tells us more people go too hell than heaven if you live in sin and don't repent you won't be saved and god doesn't send people to hell if they go too hell they go of free choice!
      Hell was made for the devil and his angels you should watch billy garham give your life to Jesus we are in the last days and Jesus loves you and he shedded blood on that cross without the shedding of blood sin cannot be forgiven and sin is very serious in the eyes of god I was depressed to and sinned for fun I had suicidal thoughts I remember in my room one night I told god that of things don't change I'm gonna kms I was sorry weak and at sometimes so weak I felt like I was dying then I remember a really good day came a day I loved so much and wanted more of so on that same day I remember saying god, I'm just gonna trust you and when you try to do something right the devil attacks you so the next day was horrible I
      don't wanna say how it was it was just horrible! I stayed strong BC after so long of trying to go to anything else but god they all failed me so I held on to god as the reason let me skip to now and say I started off faithless now I'm so faithful in god I started off worried for my future now I know its something gods gonna handle I'm not feeling depressed anymore the whole year of 2022 was hard but with god I made it threw! Now I learned so much and love my relationship with god I know he loves and cares for me AND HE LOVES AND CARES FOR YOU TOO!
      I remember I was depressed and believed god didn't love me or care for me but that what the devil telling me lies and I had so many demons but now its 2023 I'm free!💗💕 give god your life today he can do things unimaginable👑😇 please don't waste time
      we are in the last days the bible never said just be a good person and be nice to people and you will go to heaven No you need to be willing to give up sin anything evil bad is sin even evil thoughts come to Jesus today you never know when its too late💕❤❤❤ deadly sins are lust greed gluttony sloth envy and more but I forgot💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @graceruple3158
    @graceruple3158 8 месяцев назад +12

    I cried a lot throughout both videos about your testimony. I was able to relate to a lot. I became a Christian at 19 and then also fell away in my twenties and became sucked into the fitness culture - not to the same extent but enough to idolize fitness etc. I used to follow you back then - I may have even been a customer of yours. In my journey to unsubscribe to the world of fitness I unfollowed you (prior to you being cancelled) because I was honestly because I would look at you and other fitness jnfuencers and just feel inadequate and depressed. When I saw a reel of you talking about modesty and I couldn’t believe you were the same person. Thank you for sharing your testimony about our wonderful loving savior and His pursuit to bring you back to Him. I was crying, clapping, and rejoicing in your testimony sister! And even sharing about the ongoing process of “working out your salvation through fear and trembling” and the need for discipleship, community, and council. I pray you continue to bring others to Christ and encourage us with your content. Thank you!

  • @crystalcunningham5429
    @crystalcunningham5429 Год назад +55

    Part two, brought it all together for me. It's confirmed, this season that I've taken for myself will not be in vain. Jesus has always ran after me, and I fought, and kicked, and complained. Now, he's becoming the most important person to me, and the relationship I build with him that brings me closer to God. I'm humbled, and thankful you put this out here because believe me, its so needed. Thank you so very much Dawn ❤ you're a blessing, and God placed you here for me, and many others xoxo. Let's keep following him and seeking his love. It brings him so much joy!

    • @crummybunny777
      @crummybunny777 Год назад

      Jesus can help you 100% the devil will tell you Go to therapy that most of the time cost a lot of money or go to drinking or medicane or drugs or smoking or anything other than God it's one of the many things I've learned❤
      What many dont seem to realize is theres more to the word believe then just believing he exist if you believe theres a God live like theres one dont rely on yourself or others depend on God The devil doesn't rule hell religion can't save you only Jesus can christian is most hated bc it's true and the devil knows it
      Even zodiac signs they aren't real don't let the devil deceive you has anybody noticed they all have something to do with sin? No you are not easily angered Bc youre an Aries no you don't like the color black bc you're a Scorpio no youre not lazy bc you're a taurus literally sloth is a sin and black is the color of darkness and God is the light and the demons hate God so they love the dark and when I started following God he opened me and my sisters eyes to realize zodiac signs aren't real many go too astrology and tarot for their future or whats meant for them but never to God or the bible they want what's fun but sadly these are demonic things believe it or not :( me and my sister use to be so caught up in astrology and stuff like that but Not anymore so no you're not that way bc of zodiac signs it's your sins idc how accurate it seems don't be deceived ❤
      idk if you are gonna read this but i will tell you and everyone God is real 100% believe it or not and what good is it too gain the whole world and lose your own soul? The bible Aka Gods word never said Good people go to heaven and bad people go too hell Far from true! Nobody not no one can work their way into heaven you cant offer God nothing to get in its a free gift you receive it by faith!
      Repent from sin, sin desires evil things like LilnasX Meghan thee stallion cardi B im telling you and everyone Sin is very serious in the eyes of Our holy God Mrbeast idk if you will read this or not but think about how our world and the people werent like this 1000 years ago things have changed❤
      Guys the bible tells us more people go too hell than heaven if you live in sin and don't repent you won't be saved and god doesn't send people to hell if they go too hell they go of free choice! Hell was made for the devil and his angels you should watch billy garham give your life to Jesus we are in the last days and Jesus loves you and he shedded blood on that cross without the shedding of blood sin cannot be forgiven and sin is very serious in the eyes of god
      I was depressed to and sinned for fun I had suicidal thoughts I remember in my room one night I told god that of things don't change I'm gonna kms I was sorry weak and at sometimes so weak I felt like I was dying then I remember a really good day came a day I loved so much and wanted more of so on that same day I remember saying god, I'm just gonna trust you and when you try to do something right the devil attacks you so the next day was horrible
      I don't wanna say how it was it was just horrible! I stayed strong BC after so long of trying to go to anything else but god they all failed me so I held on to god as the reason let me skip to now and say I started off faithless now I'm so faithful in god I started off worried for my future now I know its something gods gonna handle I'm not feeling depressed anymore the whole year of 2022 was hard but with god I made it threw!
      Now I learned so much and love my relationship with god I know he loves and cares for me AND HE LOVES AND CARES FOR YOU TOO! I remember I was depressed and believed god didn't love me or care for me but that what the devil telling me lies and I had so many demons but now its 2023 I'm free!💗💕 give god your life today he can do things unimaginable👑😇
      please don't waste time we are in the last days the bible never said just be a good person and be nice to people and you will go to heaven No you need to be willing to give up sin anything evil bad is sin even evil thoughts come to Jesus today you never know when its too late💕 and also hell is full of constant suffering and nightmare and you are forever alone Guys the bible tells us more people go too hell than heaven if you live in sin and don't repent you won't be saved and god doesn't send people to hell if they go too hell they go of free choice!
      Hell was made for the devil and his angels you should watch billy garham give your life to Jesus we are in the last days and Jesus loves you and he shedded blood on that cross without the shedding of blood sin cannot be forgiven and sin is very serious in the eyes of god I was depressed to and sinned for fun I had suicidal thoughts I remember in my room one night I told god that of things don't change I'm gonna kms I was sorry weak and at sometimes so weak I felt like I was dying then I remember a really good day came a day I loved so much and wanted more of so on that same day I remember saying god, I'm just gonna trust you and when you try to do something right the devil attacks you so the next day was horrible I
      don't wanna say how it was it was just horrible! I stayed strong BC after so long of trying to go to anything else but god they all failed me so I held on to god as the reason let me skip to now and say I started off faithless now I'm so faithful in god I started off worried for my future now I know its something gods gonna handle I'm not feeling depressed anymore the whole year of 2022 was hard but with god I made it threw! Now I learned so much and love my relationship with god I know he loves and cares for me AND HE LOVES AND CARES FOR YOU TOO!
      I remember I was depressed and believed god didn't love me or care for me but that what the devil telling me lies and I had so many demons but now its 2023 I'm free!💗💕 give god your life today he can do things unimaginable👑😇 please don't waste time
      we are in the last days the bible never said just be a good person and be nice to people and you will go to heaven No you need to be willing to give up sin anything evil bad is sin even evil thoughts come to Jesus today you never know when its too late💕❤❤❤ deadly sins are lust greed gluttony sloth envy and more but I forgot💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @terrascension
    @terrascension Год назад +25

    Your testimony wrecked me Brittany. Thank you so much for being vulnerable and sharing with us - your ability to do so after all you’ve been through is a clear testament of the Lord’s power, strength, love and grace that he so graciously bestows on all of His children. God bless you 🤍

  • @cherylsHTX
    @cherylsHTX Год назад +19

    Thank you for this. Because of you and God working through you, I have gone back to Jesus. I feel like a massive weight has been lifted from me. God led me to your channel and I am so grateful to Him.

  • @juneduffy4502
    @juneduffy4502 10 месяцев назад +10

    Thank you Brittany 🙏✝️🕊️📖🙏 your story was so powerful and inspiring …. Your story is more compact than my life has been whole train crash the entire life and the shame is crushing …. I’m a new Christian and your sharing has made me dig deeper into my own journey - everything has gone no family no fitness lost job can’t drive - not even a home - I’m hiding out at a friends - reading my Bible trying to gain strength. Thank you 🙏🙏🙏✝️🙏🙏🙏 I am “appalled to be me” 😢 I can so relate 🙏🙏📖🙏🙏💜

  • @Savannah23673
    @Savannah23673 Год назад +17

    Wow!! Brittany.. your testimony is so powerful and I’m so proud of you for overcoming all of your troubles and my favorite part is Jesus came and said He wants you!! I’ve been following you here on RUclips for a while and I want you to know you have been such a wonderful influence on my life and I can’t thank you enough for that.. I am praying for you sister, I am standing with you in the power of Faith and Prayer! XO- ♥️ Jesus us and will always be with you!
    P.S. I’ve been listening to your podcasts too! I know I’ve said it before but I’m gonna say it again you’re truly the best influence in my life! Thank you!

  • @courtneyclark995
    @courtneyclark995 7 месяцев назад +2

    Wow this is the best testimony I have ever heard, incredible, I'm blown away can't hold back tears,this has opened my eyes to look at people so differently that no matter what people are actually doing deep inside they are still beautiful and worth loving no matter how they seem to be just like you all these things you were doing it wasn't really you,deep inside you were such a beautiful person and this showed me to never give up on people thank you for sharing.

  • @Emkeys-i1v
    @Emkeys-i1v 9 месяцев назад +7

    Brittany, this testimony really touched me. Because I could relate to the persecution, rejection, suicidal thoughts, lusts, etc. just in the age of 9 and when I was really young when I had struggled with deep sin. And God sent a housemaid who risked her job to preach the gospel to me and it took time but I eventually got saved. I think this testimony is so amazing that it inspires me to post my own. Love your vulnerability and bravery. I am 17 and I live in the other side of the world but I hope we meet each other in heaven one day ❤. May God strengthen you and give you a hunger that is unquenchable and a love for him so flammable 🔥in Jesus name.

  • @pamelajohnson4989
    @pamelajohnson4989 Год назад +35

    One of the most honest, raw, and beautiful testimonies I've heard. Thank you so much for your complete vulnerability! God is using your story to touch the hearts of many. ❤ I'm so proud of you!!!

  • @nikkistemmen2377
    @nikkistemmen2377 Год назад +7

    Wow… what a powerful and amazing testimony, Brittany! I know that must have been difficult to share but I have been down a very similar path with divorce, depression, and suicidal attempts. All Glory to God for His grace, mercy, love, forgiveness and for saving us!!! For giving us another chance at this beautiful life and bringing new people into our lives. For the opportunity to grow spiritually and thankful for hitting rock bottom so we can seek Him out. Thank you for being so relatable, Bri. Thank you for sharing. May God continue to use you to impact and reach other’s lives. Thank you Lord Jesus for blessing us and granting us the wisdom and discernment when we seek it. 🙏🏻❤️

  • @ladybliss101
    @ladybliss101 Год назад +27

    13 yrs ago I tried to commit suicide by cop. I faced a SWAT team. They threw a flash grenade at me and knocked me out. That night in the hospital the officer assigned to me told me I lived for a reason. He said God told him to come tell that. He traded with another officer so he could be by my side that night.
    I didn't believe him. Thought even God had rejected me.
    He told me You'll do some time but there's a light at the end of the tunnel.
    I did 5 yrs and ended up in a big city where now I feed,clothe and care for the homeless.
    I contacted that police dept. Apologized for all the trouble I'd caused and with the help of the police chief tried to track that officer down to thank him. Long story short can't find him. The officer on record remembers trading with someone but doesn't remember who.
    My pastor says it was an angel and the more I search I believe he may be right.
    You don't go until God calls you home
    We all have a purpose and I found mine at the end of that tunnel.

  • @jessicac6787
    @jessicac6787 Год назад +28

    God saved my husband my daughters and me out of Mormonism 🙌 we are now Born Again praise the Lord ❤

  • @Utah57668
    @Utah57668 9 месяцев назад +4

    God bless you young lady. You brought tears to this man's heart. May God continue to be a mighty presence in your life. Your testimony will change peoples lives. Bless you

  • @cynthiamarie9820
    @cynthiamarie9820 Год назад +19

    I needed this tonight. I feel hopeless and needed hope. I've been walking through fire since 2018 and I'm trying to rely on the Lord and His strength. It's not easy and I think maybe, He's peeling back my layers to get to my heart. It's painful but I'm trying to let it happen. I'm asking for His peace and joy in the midst of my struggle. One day at a time. Thanks for this. I sincerely needed to hear it.

  • @Nikkividaa
    @Nikkividaa Год назад +7

    I’ve been here through it all. My heart broke for you and I’ve prayed for you through all these years. Thank you so much for always being strong enough to show up. Thank you for sharing. Thank you for glorifying our father. 🙏🏼 so much love sister

  • @faya1969
    @faya1969 Год назад +9

    You are Worthy Miss Dawn.... I went through a time in my life that was dark, I was lead to the darkness by evil but Jesus never left my side. He woke me up and restored my faith and Never let me go. My path is so narrow now and I only have Jesus to thank for that. Jesus is the only way. He is my light, my first, my guide. Many Blessings to you my sister. much Love and Light to you....

  • @Nataliebeth444
    @Nataliebeth444 7 месяцев назад +2

    Oh, I totally relate here with many things you said, list goes on...I understand. I know who iam now and im on fire ONLY because of Jesus! Its going to keep getting better. My worst days Jesus is still by my side to give me strength. I commend you, your doing great ❤ keep up the great work and as you know, stay close to God. You can tell you are a born again, me too❤❤❤
    Nat-

  • @bryanwhite1615
    @bryanwhite1615 Год назад +6

    Brittany, I found your youtube channel a couple days ago; thank you for sharing your testimony. I believe that someone out there will come to know Jesus after hearing your story! You have also encouraged me to want to dive deeper into God's word, and for that I also say thank you.

  • @Tinga85614
    @Tinga85614 Год назад +8

    I have been a born again Christian for 30 years. I get such great inspiration from your channel. God Bless you.

    • @JH324
      @JH324 Год назад

      You need to be much deeper in your faith if you have been a Christian for 30 years and think this channel has any spirtual depth

    • @Tinga85614
      @Tinga85614 Год назад +2

      @@JH324 Your reply comes from the pit of hell and smells like smoke. I truly pray that you come to the saving knowledge of Jesus Christ.

  • @louisamolebeleli403
    @louisamolebeleli403 Год назад +7

    Wow, I am so emotional after watching this. Thank you so much for sharing.
    Your testimony has blessed me so much❤ thank you Jesus. May the Lord continue to bless you💫❤

  • @abigaillee4600
    @abigaillee4600 9 месяцев назад +3

    I love you Brittany. God is still going to use you to speak to millions. It’s just the beginning. This testimony is powerful and more people will hear it. It so blessed me

  • @NotFalling4it
    @NotFalling4it 10 месяцев назад +2

    Aww Brittnay, I remember the hard times you went through. I sent you a message of support and even though you were going through so much - you were so so sweet in your reply.
    I’m so happy to see you’re doing well.
    xxxx
    Melissa

  • @mansi_kamble
    @mansi_kamble 9 месяцев назад +2

    so many more people need to see this, thank you SO much for sharing so vulnerably and praise God for what he's done in your life!! Your strength and authenticity are so inspiring. Sending heaps of love Xx 💛

  • @Breezzzzy-i5l
    @Breezzzzy-i5l Год назад +5

    I’ve watched this happen to you for years but I knew god had bigger plans for you. I’ve gone through a lot in my life and now I’m thankful for it. ❤️ i see that in you now.

  • @lindseyh.9032
    @lindseyh.9032 Год назад +5

    Thanks for sharing your testimony of how we can be restored and made whole by just 1 encounter with Jesus. I’m praying for your continued healing and I’m excited about your future. God has so much in store for you. ❤

  • @internationalmatt1
    @internationalmatt1 Год назад +5

    The presence of Jesus is wonderful and I rejoice you experienced it and are with us sharing your testimony. It is comforting to know that Jesus experienced being bullied, harassed, and stalked while he was on earth by the Pharisees constantly hounding him, so he understands that kind of trauma I shared about it in my book Jesus Understands Trauma.

  • @jannissnaider3394
    @jannissnaider3394 11 месяцев назад +3

    You are a gem ...God Bless and keep you in HIS care all the days of your life ... Thank you for opening up your heart and inspiring many for the glory of God ❤

  • @jhssavedbygrace9460
    @jhssavedbygrace9460 9 месяцев назад +1

    I just listened to part 1 and now part 2. As a serious fellow believer I have empathy and am amazed with your testimony on God's goodness and mercy in your life. You can and are impacting the lives of many for Christ. I am well aware personally of the extent God must humble us and let us go as far as we think we need to yet He is there! to make us like Christ and allow Him to do what He needs to do in our lives for our betterment and for the Kingdom of God. I am praying for you and your ministry. I just discovered you on the RUclips feed so keep on walking. You are strong through the Lord, thank you.

  • @lilly5908
    @lilly5908 Год назад +3

    This testimony is so powerful. When you started talking about the downfall of your carreer it made me realize thar God needed to end all that even though it was painful it saved your life and your eternity.

  • @laurenmaria5023
    @laurenmaria5023 Год назад +3

    Thank you So much for sharing this, God bless you!! Some parts of my testimony are very similar to yours. I’m 27 now so seeing how you have handled some of these trials and tribulations is beyond beautiful, you’re like a spiritual (online) big sis to me, and I’m sure many others. You are so loved. Thank you for your vulnerability 🤍

  • @ViljoenDJ341Bass
    @ViljoenDJ341Bass 9 месяцев назад +2

    The most detailed and interesting testimony ive ever heard! It just shows how the world could not fill the void inside only Jesus. How He can bring healing to a broken person. Turning graves into gardens.Thank you for sharing.

  • @DeanaMarie71
    @DeanaMarie71 Год назад +24

    I just want you to know how proud I am of you for putting your testimony out there. We overcome by the blood of the lamb and the word of our testimony. I'm proud that you are still going even with the haters you still have. But let them hate because God sees it all and He will protect you. All glory be to God 🙌❤️

    • @strangeclouds7
      @strangeclouds7 Год назад +5

      The reason people hate is because to this day she literally has never taken responsibility for what she did.

  • @Adriana-wz3nn
    @Adriana-wz3nn Год назад +12

    Hi Brittany, I am sure that this is a coincidence, but on Feb. 14th, 2019, I similarly had a moment with Jesus, where I had never experienced His presence before. It's bittersweet to think about it, because I have been feeling like a failure a lot lately and because I didn't want to be the kind of person to blame the enemy for my actions, i've been putting the blame/hatred toward myself.
    The shame I have been feeling has become sometimes overwhelming recently, and unhopeful. I just wanted to thank you for sharing your heart and being extremely vulnerable and honest! I thought it was a coincidence that you mentioned the day I similarly sought the Lord met me and I felt like it was a reminder/touch from God reminding me through your testimony that I can put my trust back in Him and not myself. Thank you Jesus.

    • @Haleysala22
      @Haleysala22 Год назад +4

      Nothing is a coincidence, it is all from God. Praise Jesus for entering your heart and leading you down a new path. God bless ❤

  • @audrey.1216
    @audrey.1216 10 месяцев назад +4

    This was such a tearjerker!!! I cried myself. ❤ I am so sorry for everything you’ve been through, but you are forever saved and washed of those sins!! 🥳🩷🙏

  • @diegobloem6895
    @diegobloem6895 Год назад +6

    Wow this is probably one of the most reales testimonies I’ve heard ever.
    What the devil uses for evil god turns to good the truth will set you free and we all need freedom 🙏🌹 god bless you Brittany

  • @amyrebeccaperez5240
    @amyrebeccaperez5240 10 месяцев назад +1

    you are inspiring others to share their "heartbreak stories" & lifting up others to use themselves in an "honorable way" for God💗🙏💗...So glad you are still with us!!!

  • @The_faithful_princess
    @The_faithful_princess Год назад +14

    Thank you for sharing Brittany! I love you sister! I am so blessed to hear how God has turned around your life 🙏🏼 and parts of your story speak to some difficult areas of my own life

  • @Sidney051
    @Sidney051 5 дней назад

    Beautiful testimony!! Thank you for sharing this. I was watching your part 1 and was thinking the whole time that you looked like the women in Cassady Campbell’s prank video because I had seen that video before. When you revealed in part 2 who you were I was amazed. You are well known obviously, but now God will reach thousands and maybe millions for His glory. It’s so amazing how good God is.

  • @brittbartek
    @brittbartek Год назад +2

    Brittany, your testimony is INCREDIBLE. Don’t stop sharing. The Lord’s light shines through you! Praise God for His great purpose and plans He has for you! Love you sister! 💗

  • @naomi5562
    @naomi5562 Год назад +6

    You are such a beautiful soul ❣️What a powerful testimony! Bless you're heart for sharing it!❤ God is truly so so good and he never changes! 💓

  • @bacaworld7095
    @bacaworld7095 Год назад +8

    One day I believe we will be held accountable for not just our spoken words but also our comments left on social media. The pain you can cause someone with just a few words then walk away and live your life. We have to be careful and loving with people. Especially the church of Christ. We must do better! ✝️🙏🏼

    • @Momofukudoodoowindu
      @Momofukudoodoowindu Год назад +2

      I dont just believe it, I know it. The Lord hears out EVERY SIGH. He reads our every thoughts.

    • @bacaworld7095
      @bacaworld7095 Год назад +1

      @@Momofukudoodoowinduvery true. We need to be so careful.

  • @lightpinksalt
    @lightpinksalt 3 месяца назад

    The Holy Spirit stopped me from scrolling past your video!! Before this, I was questioning it’s worth it to testify in church and here I am, still in tears and astonished at how similar our struggles have been. Thank you for blessing us all with your powerful testimony. I saw some of the comments in your other videos and can’t believe that people are still being so cruel to you. God’s reward for you is great for enduring this persecution. I pray you will abide in Jesus Christ’s peace. To God be all the glory

  • @valerievos451
    @valerievos451 5 месяцев назад

    ❤❤ I have been with you since the beginning. I literally watched every video from you over the past 6 years, and im so glad you have come through this storm! You are beautiful and strong! God's mighty plan, sometimes, isn't our plan. But we have to just hold on!

  • @zoewilliamson_costarica
    @zoewilliamson_costarica Год назад +5

    Praise the Lord! Your testimony is POWERFUL! Thank you so much for sharing it.

  • @inthenameofJesus-
    @inthenameofJesus- 10 месяцев назад

    I watched you then, and I watch your videos now, and I praise my heavenly Daddy for the beautiful transformation that has taken place in your life as a result of that incredible pain. How good is Jesus to meet you in your darkest moments and deliver you in such a miraculous way, so that you could never ever doubt that it was 100 percent real. I love you my sweet sister in Christ. Thank you for sharing your testimony so openly, giving Him the glory for all that He's done. You were beautiful before, but now you are radiating His beauty from the inside too. What joy to watch. Thank you precious Jesus.

  • @ZB-esque
    @ZB-esque 7 дней назад

    I'm sad that you went through all that. The world is so cruel. I'm glad you're doing better now and pray your life continues to be blessed and stays beautiful. God bless you.

  • @sabrinanicholas7190
    @sabrinanicholas7190 9 месяцев назад +1

    This is so amazing thank you! I’m so glad I’m not the only one who backslide like that. I’m so happy God saved you! You’re so beautiful the devil tried hard to take you out cause he knew how powerful God was inside you and he knew you would change lives love you girl

  • @maygrantz4426
    @maygrantz4426 5 месяцев назад

    Hi, Brittany, that was vulnerable testimony
    to expose of what you went through.
    I want you to know that you are not alone and I hear you
    and most of all Jesus hear you and He cares about you
    and He never abandon you.We all come fall short and nobody is
    perfect . Words matter and I don't know you personally , but I can
    feel every words you said.Please, continue to your journey and share
    your voice and continue to grow and heal.

  • @rhodygal2566
    @rhodygal2566 Год назад +9

    We don’t see eye to eye on all things but I keep coming back because there is a light that surrounds you and your husband. God bless you both ❤🙏🏼

  • @JohanBuhler-mq4cr
    @JohanBuhler-mq4cr 7 дней назад

    You are so brave to share your testimony, and thank you, for that, and thank you Jesus, for not letting you down. keep growing and growing, and the word of God

  • @Aprilnori
    @Aprilnori Год назад +1

    How awesome you are to share your testimony! I experienced an abusive childhood and because of God’s love has shown me who I really am not who the enemy wanted me to believe I was! ! I have realized God is the only way!🙏 God bless your heart for sharing!🙏💕

  • @NikkiPhillippi
    @NikkiPhillippi Год назад +70

    Beautiful 🥹 Praise GOD!🙏🏻🙌🏻

    • @martylovellmusic.
      @martylovellmusic. Год назад +3

      What makes you qualified with your MLM business to talk about suicide and mental health.

    • @crummybunny777
      @crummybunny777 Год назад

      Jesus can help you 100% the devil will tell you Go to therapy that most of the time cost a lot of money or go to drinking or medicane or drugs or smoking or anything other than God it's one of the many things I've learned❤
      What many dont seem to realize is theres more to the word believe then just believing he exist if you believe theres a God live like theres one dont rely on yourself or others depend on God The devil doesn't rule hell religion can't save you only Jesus can christian is most hated bc it's true and the devil knows it
      Even zodiac signs they aren't real don't let the devil deceive you has anybody noticed they all have something to do with sin? No you are not easily angered Bc youre an Aries no you don't like the color black bc you're a Scorpio no youre not lazy bc you're a taurus literally sloth is a sin and black is the color of darkness and God is the light and the demons hate God so they love the dark and when I started following God he opened me and my sisters eyes to realize zodiac signs aren't real many go too astrology and tarot for their future or whats meant for them but never to God or the bible they want what's fun but sadly these are demonic things believe it or not :( me and my sister use to be so caught up in astrology and stuff like that but Not anymore so no you're not that way bc of zodiac signs it's your sins idc how accurate it seems don't be deceived ❤
      idk if you are gonna read this but i will tell you and everyone God is real 100% believe it or not and what good is it too gain the whole world and lose your own soul? The bible Aka Gods word never said Good people go to heaven and bad people go too hell Far from true! Nobody not no one can work their way into heaven you cant offer God nothing to get in its a free gift you receive it by faith!
      Repent from sin, sin desires evil things like LilnasX Meghan thee stallion cardi B im telling you and everyone Sin is very serious in the eyes of Our holy God Mrbeast idk if you will read this or not but think about how our world and the people werent like this 1000 years ago things have changed❤
      Guys the bible tells us more people go too hell than heaven if you live in sin and don't repent you won't be saved and god doesn't send people to hell if they go too hell they go of free choice! Hell was made for the devil and his angels you should watch billy garham give your life to Jesus we are in the last days and Jesus loves you and he shedded blood on that cross without the shedding of blood sin cannot be forgiven and sin is very serious in the eyes of god
      I was depressed to and sinned for fun I had suicidal thoughts I remember in my room one night I told god that of things don't change I'm gonna kms I was sorry weak and at sometimes so weak I felt like I was dying then I remember a really good day came a day I loved so much and wanted more of so on that same day I remember saying god, I'm just gonna trust you and when you try to do something right the devil attacks you so the next day was horrible
      I don't wanna say how it was it was just horrible! I stayed strong BC after so long of trying to go to anything else but god they all failed me so I held on to god as the reason let me skip to now and say I started off faithless now I'm so faithful in god I started off worried for my future now I know its something gods gonna handle I'm not feeling depressed anymore the whole year of 2022 was hard but with god I made it threw!
      Now I learned so much and love my relationship with god I know he loves and cares for me AND HE LOVES AND CARES FOR YOU TOO! I remember I was depressed and believed god didn't love me or care for me but that what the devil telling me lies and I had so many demons but now its 2023 I'm free!💗💕 give god your life today he can do things unimaginable👑😇
      please don't waste time we are in the last days the bible never said just be a good person and be nice to people and you will go to heaven No you need to be willing to give up sin anything evil bad is sin even evil thoughts come to Jesus today you never know when its too late💕 and also hell is full of constant suffering and nightmare and you are forever alone Guys the bible tells us more people go too hell than heaven if you live in sin and don't repent you won't be saved and god doesn't send people to hell if they go too hell they go of free choice!
      Hell was made for the devil and his angels you should watch billy garham give your life to Jesus we are in the last days and Jesus loves you and he shedded blood on that cross without the shedding of blood sin cannot be forgiven and sin is very serious in the eyes of god I was depressed to and sinned for fun I had suicidal thoughts I remember in my room one night I told god that of things don't change I'm gonna kms I was sorry weak and at sometimes so weak I felt like I was dying then I remember a really good day came a day I loved so much and wanted more of so on that same day I remember saying god, I'm just gonna trust you and when you try to do something right the devil attacks you so the next day was horrible I
      don't wanna say how it was it was just horrible! I stayed strong BC after so long of trying to go to anything else but god they all failed me so I held on to god as the reason let me skip to now and say I started off faithless now I'm so faithful in god I started off worried for my future now I know its something gods gonna handle I'm not feeling depressed anymore the whole year of 2022 was hard but with god I made it threw! Now I learned so much and love my relationship with god I know he loves and cares for me AND HE LOVES AND CARES FOR YOU TOO!
      I remember I was depressed and believed god didn't love me or care for me but that what the devil telling me lies and I had so many demons but now its 2023 I'm free!💗💕 give god your life today he can do things unimaginable👑😇 please don't waste time
      we are in the last days the bible never said just be a good person and be nice to people and you will go to heaven No you need to be willing to give up sin anything evil bad is sin even evil thoughts come to Jesus today you never know when its too late💕❤❤❤ deadly sins are lust greed gluttony sloth envy and more but I forgot💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

    • @crummybunny777
      @crummybunny777 Год назад

      ​@@martylovellmusic.Jesus can help you 100% the devil will tell you Go to therapy that most of the time cost a lot of money or go to drinking or medicane or drugs or smoking or anything other than God it's one of the many things I've learned❤
      What many dont seem to realize is theres more to the word believe then just believing he exist if you believe theres a God live like theres one dont rely on yourself or others depend on God The devil doesn't rule hell religion can't save you only Jesus can christian is most hated bc it's true and the devil knows it
      Even zodiac signs they aren't real don't let the devil deceive you has anybody noticed they all have something to do with sin? No you are not easily angered Bc youre an Aries no you don't like the color black bc you're a Scorpio no youre not lazy bc you're a taurus literally sloth is a sin and black is the color of darkness and God is the light and the demons hate God so they love the dark and when I started following God he opened me and my sisters eyes to realize zodiac signs aren't real many go too astrology and tarot for their future or whats meant for them but never to God or the bible they want what's fun but sadly these are demonic things believe it or not :( me and my sister use to be so caught up in astrology and stuff like that but Not anymore so no you're not that way bc of zodiac signs it's your sins idc how accurate it seems don't be deceived ❤
      idk if you are gonna read this but i will tell you and everyone God is real 100% believe it or not and what good is it too gain the whole world and lose your own soul? The bible Aka Gods word never said Good people go to heaven and bad people go too hell Far from true! Nobody not no one can work their way into heaven you cant offer God nothing to get in its a free gift you receive it by faith!
      Repent from sin, sin desires evil things like LilnasX Meghan thee stallion cardi B im telling you and everyone Sin is very serious in the eyes of Our holy God Mrbeast idk if you will read this or not but think about how our world and the people werent like this 1000 years ago things have changed❤
      Guys the bible tells us more people go too hell than heaven if you live in sin and don't repent you won't be saved and god doesn't send people to hell if they go too hell they go of free choice! Hell was made for the devil and his angels you should watch billy garham give your life to Jesus we are in the last days and Jesus loves you and he shedded blood on that cross without the shedding of blood sin cannot be forgiven and sin is very serious in the eyes of god
      I was depressed to and sinned for fun I had suicidal thoughts I remember in my room one night I told god that of things don't change I'm gonna kms I was sorry weak and at sometimes so weak I felt like I was dying then I remember a really good day came a day I loved so much and wanted more of so on that same day I remember saying god, I'm just gonna trust you and when you try to do something right the devil attacks you so the next day was horrible
      I don't wanna say how it was it was just horrible! I stayed strong BC after so long of trying to go to anything else but god they all failed me so I held on to god as the reason let me skip to now and say I started off faithless now I'm so faithful in god I started off worried for my future now I know its something gods gonna handle I'm not feeling depressed anymore the whole year of 2022 was hard but with god I made it threw!
      Now I learned so much and love my relationship with god I know he loves and cares for me AND HE LOVES AND CARES FOR YOU TOO! I remember I was depressed and believed god didn't love me or care for me but that what the devil telling me lies and I had so many demons but now its 2023 I'm free!💗💕 give god your life today he can do things unimaginable👑😇
      please don't waste time we are in the last days the bible never said just be a good person and be nice to people and you will go to heaven No you need to be willing to give up sin anything evil bad is sin even evil thoughts come to Jesus today you never know when its too late💕 and also hell is full of constant suffering and nightmare and you are forever alone Guys the bible tells us more people go too hell than heaven if you live in sin and don't repent you won't be saved and god doesn't send people to hell if they go too hell they go of free choice!
      Hell was made for the devil and his angels you should watch billy garham give your life to Jesus we are in the last days and Jesus loves you and he shedded blood on that cross without the shedding of blood sin cannot be forgiven and sin is very serious in the eyes of god I was depressed to and sinned for fun I had suicidal thoughts I remember in my room one night I told god that of things don't change I'm gonna kms I was sorry weak and at sometimes so weak I felt like I was dying then I remember a really good day came a day I loved so much and wanted more of so on that same day I remember saying god, I'm just gonna trust you and when you try to do something right the devil attacks you so the next day was horrible I
      don't wanna say how it was it was just horrible! I stayed strong BC after so long of trying to go to anything else but god they all failed me so I held on to god as the reason let me skip to now and say I started off faithless now I'm so faithful in god I started off worried for my future now I know its something gods gonna handle I'm not feeling depressed anymore the whole year of 2022 was hard but with god I made it threw! Now I learned so much and love my relationship with god I know he loves and cares for me AND HE LOVES AND CARES FOR YOU TOO!
      I remember I was depressed and believed god didn't love me or care for me but that what the devil telling me lies and I had so many demons but now its 2023 I'm free!💗💕 give god your life today he can do things unimaginable👑😇 please don't waste time
      we are in the last days the bible never said just be a good person and be nice to people and you will go to heaven No you need to be willing to give up sin anything evil bad is sin even evil thoughts come to Jesus today you never know when its too late💕❤❤❤ deadly sins are lust greed gluttony sloth envy and more but I forgot💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

    • @Holy-Spirit-33
      @Holy-Spirit-33 Год назад +1

      Praise God😢✝️🙏🕊️Testimony was so heartfelt ❤

  • @andredutoit8830
    @andredutoit8830 3 месяца назад

    Awesome testimony, precious Brittany ❤. Your beautiful testimony of healing and restoration is so encouraging and uplifting 👋. The BEST is yet to come 😍. Thank you for sharing xxx

  • @janenns9831
    @janenns9831 Год назад +2

    I recently discovered your videos and I’m shocked that you went through all of this. I can picture you going through all of this in my head and it breaks my heart. How could we as people be so horrendous to one another. BUT GOD allowed it to reel you in. The desert times are “ delicious “ as I tell my friends. We need to be more empathetic and kind. God is good and ultimately it’s only what he says that matters

  • @dilenastray8553
    @dilenastray8553 Год назад +3

    I thank God He saved you, and pray for more people to have open hearts, because I a m certain He speaks to all of us. We just have to listen.

  • @phoenix8888
    @phoenix8888 8 месяцев назад

    Ie: the reason i named my channel Phoenix RISING out of "my" ashes....Your testimony is such a beautiful thing to show how God NEVER let's go of us even at our darkest moments. I absolutely love you and your channel. God is a good friend ❤and father. I've been through a lot of the same things and have 😢 been struggling to find peace again if I'm gonna be honest.... I've tried twice to take myself out of this world but God had other plans. ❤

  • @jamesvolkel6438
    @jamesvolkel6438 9 месяцев назад +1

    Thank you for your testimony.
    Very heart felt and truthful. There is nothing like the love and forgiveness of Jesus. Looking for His return.

  • @jeremiahsitoy1297
    @jeremiahsitoy1297 9 месяцев назад +1

    Thank you for your testimony, it’s a great blessing for me. I really needed this message right now. I will pray for you sister.

  • @christopherhowell8841
    @christopherhowell8841 4 месяца назад

    Thank you for your heartfelt testimony Brittany. It was the most beautiful and sincerest display of emotional surrender that I've ever witnessed before in my entire life. As a fellow believer myself, this has given me all the strength and courage to withstand any attack from the devil who tries to discourage, deceive, & divide us every chance he gets if we allow him to. Only by giving our lives over to Jesus are we then able to overcome the things of this world through his precious blood he shed on the cross for the sake of our sins past, present and future 1 Corinthians 15:1-4 ✝️ May the Lord continue to give you favor in your walk with him always! God bless 🙏
    P.S.- btw, my older sister's name is Brittany also 😇

  • @thecharioteer4057
    @thecharioteer4057 2 месяца назад

    Oh my, I am so sorry to hear about all the hardship and devastating life experiences. Yet what a beautiful testimony about the mercy of God. How he long for a relationship with his children and how he can transform our lives. 😢❤

  • @Bethannjunee
    @Bethannjunee 8 месяцев назад

    Thank you for sharing this. It’s incredible how Jesus comes and rescues us in the moments no one wants us or we feel there’s no way out from the past. Thank you for opening up and sharing this ❤

  • @EnjoyLifePhilosophyKing
    @EnjoyLifePhilosophyKing 8 месяцев назад

    That is one of if not THE most intense clutch story of salvation I have eeeeever heard!! Thank you so much for sharing!!! It definitely helped me overcome some of my own messiah complex because it wasn’t me who saved you but Jesus.

  • @yvonneappolis1457
    @yvonneappolis1457 Год назад +5

    Hi Brittany, you definitely had me in tears. Praying that those who listens to your testimony will find Christ and deliverance. Keep on spreading the Love and Light of Jesus to this dark and gloomy world ❤

  • @yourfavoritetiktokers4112
    @yourfavoritetiktokers4112 8 месяцев назад +1

    This is the craziest testimony i ever heard. I thank the Lord and you for this testimony you have shared. You have helped me!!!!

  • @lettyperez9366
    @lettyperez9366 Год назад +7

    Thank You Jesus!!! 🙌🏼
    Beautiful testimony!
    He’s so so faithful. 🤍

  • @Dieselhorses
    @Dieselhorses 9 месяцев назад +1

    There is power in the blood! Thank you for your testimony. The joy of the Lord IS our strength!

  • @melaniesmith652
    @melaniesmith652 Год назад +7

    Sister I prayed for you fervently during those very dark times!!! But God. The world loves you!!!! Pray for the haters!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE YOU AND JORDON!!!

    • @DeanaMarie71
      @DeanaMarie71 Год назад +1

      I don't know either of you but I want to say ty for seeing her need and praying for her. I'm an interceder myself and I'm constantly praying for those that God points out to me. I know our prayers are heard and I know they move mountains! Your prayers could be the ones that saved her life not even knowing it. Hallelujah Ty Jesus 🙌

  • @RexusOutfitters
    @RexusOutfitters 9 месяцев назад

    Love it! Thanks for sharing. These are the kind of people who are beautiful in their hearts that Believers get to spend eternity with. Who else is with us?

  • @jaidanwhite1273
    @jaidanwhite1273 2 месяца назад

    I just want to say thank you for sharing your testimony its so powerful to see the way Jesus moved in your life and im proud that he restored every broken piece and made it whole he is soo good

  • @eparsons323
    @eparsons323 9 месяцев назад +1

    Very helpful. Thank you for sharing this. I'm so glad that God kept you with us.

  • @theoutlawpreacher7806
    @theoutlawpreacher7806 3 дня назад

    I want you to know your testimony.Touched me and convicted me.Thank you for letting the Lord use you the way he has I.Hope you have a blessed week

  • @Lonniieluvv
    @Lonniieluvv 2 месяца назад

    Thank you Brittany , this was so needed especially for the season I’m in now

  • @stephaniemeyers1971
    @stephaniemeyers1971 Год назад +9

    God bless you Sister in Christ! You’re testimony is inspirational! 💜✝️

    • @crummybunny777
      @crummybunny777 Год назад

      Jesus can help you 100% the devil will tell you Go to therapy that most of the time cost a lot of money or go to drinking or medicane or drugs or smoking or anything other than God it's one of the many things I've learned❤
      What many dont seem to realize is theres more to the word believe then just believing he exist if you believe theres a God live like theres one dont rely on yourself or others depend on God The devil doesn't rule hell religion can't save you only Jesus can christian is most hated bc it's true and the devil knows it
      Even zodiac signs they aren't real don't let the devil deceive you has anybody noticed they all have something to do with sin? No you are not easily angered Bc youre an Aries no you don't like the color black bc you're a Scorpio no youre not lazy bc you're a taurus literally sloth is a sin and black is the color of darkness and God is the light and the demons hate God so they love the dark and when I started following God he opened me and my sisters eyes to realize zodiac signs aren't real many go too astrology and tarot for their future or whats meant for them but never to God or the bible they want what's fun but sadly these are demonic things believe it or not :( me and my sister use to be so caught up in astrology and stuff like that but Not anymore so no you're not that way bc of zodiac signs it's your sins idc how accurate it seems don't be deceived ❤
      idk if you are gonna read this but i will tell you and everyone God is real 100% believe it or not and what good is it too gain the whole world and lose your own soul? The bible Aka Gods word never said Good people go to heaven and bad people go too hell Far from true! Nobody not no one can work their way into heaven you cant offer God nothing to get in its a free gift you receive it by faith!
      Repent from sin, sin desires evil things like LilnasX Meghan thee stallion cardi B im telling you and everyone Sin is very serious in the eyes of Our holy God Mrbeast idk if you will read this or not but think about how our world and the people werent like this 1000 years ago things have changed❤
      Guys the bible tells us more people go too hell than heaven if you live in sin and don't repent you won't be saved and god doesn't send people to hell if they go too hell they go of free choice! Hell was made for the devil and his angels you should watch billy garham give your life to Jesus we are in the last days and Jesus loves you and he shedded blood on that cross without the shedding of blood sin cannot be forgiven and sin is very serious in the eyes of god
      I was depressed to and sinned for fun I had suicidal thoughts I remember in my room one night I told god that of things don't change I'm gonna kms I was sorry weak and at sometimes so weak I felt like I was dying then I remember a really good day came a day I loved so much and wanted more of so on that same day I remember saying god, I'm just gonna trust you and when you try to do something right the devil attacks you so the next day was horrible
      I don't wanna say how it was it was just horrible! I stayed strong BC after so long of trying to go to anything else but god they all failed me so I held on to god as the reason let me skip to now and say I started off faithless now I'm so faithful in god I started off worried for my future now I know its something gods gonna handle I'm not feeling depressed anymore the whole year of 2022 was hard but with god I made it threw!
      Now I learned so much and love my relationship with god I know he loves and cares for me AND HE LOVES AND CARES FOR YOU TOO! I remember I was depressed and believed god didn't love me or care for me but that what the devil telling me lies and I had so many demons but now its 2023 I'm free!💗💕 give god your life today he can do things unimaginable👑😇
      please don't waste time we are in the last days the bible never said just be a good person and be nice to people and you will go to heaven No you need to be willing to give up sin anything evil bad is sin even evil thoughts come to Jesus today you never know when its too late💕 and also hell is full of constant suffering and nightmare and you are forever alone Guys the bible tells us more people go too hell than heaven if you live in sin and don't repent you won't be saved and god doesn't send people to hell if they go too hell they go of free choice!
      Hell was made for the devil and his angels you should watch billy garham give your life to Jesus we are in the last days and Jesus loves you and he shedded blood on that cross without the shedding of blood sin cannot be forgiven and sin is very serious in the eyes of god I was depressed to and sinned for fun I had suicidal thoughts I remember in my room one night I told god that of things don't change I'm gonna kms I was sorry weak and at sometimes so weak I felt like I was dying then I remember a really good day came a day I loved so much and wanted more of so on that same day I remember saying god, I'm just gonna trust you and when you try to do something right the devil attacks you so the next day was horrible I
      don't wanna say how it was it was just horrible! I stayed strong BC after so long of trying to go to anything else but god they all failed me so I held on to god as the reason let me skip to now and say I started off faithless now I'm so faithful in god I started off worried for my future now I know its something gods gonna handle I'm not feeling depressed anymore the whole year of 2022 was hard but with god I made it threw! Now I learned so much and love my relationship with god I know he loves and cares for me AND HE LOVES AND CARES FOR YOU TOO!
      I remember I was depressed and believed god didn't love me or care for me but that what the devil telling me lies and I had so many demons but now its 2023 I'm free!💗💕 give god your life today he can do things unimaginable👑😇 please don't waste time
      we are in the last days the bible never said just be a good person and be nice to people and you will go to heaven No you need to be willing to give up sin anything evil bad is sin even evil thoughts come to Jesus today you never know when its too late💕❤❤❤ deadly sins are lust greed gluttony sloth envy and more but I forgot💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @nicholascullen5204
    @nicholascullen5204 3 месяца назад

    Thankyou Brittany for your obedience and bravery to share your witness to Our Fathers unrelenting pursuit of your life. I pray that you/we all Like Paul would rather boast in our weaknesses so His Glory Grace Wisdom will be undeniably evident in Our lives
    God Bless you Brittany

  • @Shawn-c9h
    @Shawn-c9h 3 месяца назад

    Thank you for your testimony. I've felt extreme guilt and panic attacts for a very long time. So just know your not alone

  • @breuillois3750
    @breuillois3750 Год назад +4

    You are so precious ♥️ thank you so much for sharing your testimony, Jesus always win 🏆 you’re his treasure, be blessed sister ✨

  • @ciaramcclellan9584
    @ciaramcclellan9584 Год назад +6

    Amen sister .. thanks for that beautiful testimony. Love my sister in Christ !

  • @BrookeTheOutcast
    @BrookeTheOutcast Год назад +8

    " he had to remove every idol from my heart to get to me" man, that wrecked me

  • @SunnysLifeIs
    @SunnysLifeIs 8 месяцев назад

    I used to watch you like over 9 years ago If I'm thinking correctly annnd I'm so so glad you found Jesus!!!✝️❤️ I have now came back to him and glad to see and old creator I used to watch find him as well...💕

  • @raylouis4926
    @raylouis4926 2 месяца назад

    Powerful. I used to love Upper Room.and was a worship leader myself..but now in a severe depression with anxiety and nearly suicidal. Lust struggles as well.. Need a fresh intervention of Holy Spirit or I will surely burn forever.

  • @jessicakinnucan3822
    @jessicakinnucan3822 5 дней назад

    When I met my fiance, I had been a Christian my whole life. He had not. He told me he tried to kill himself a few years before he met me and he met Jesus too. It changed his life, and my relationship with God has never been this strong until we were together. Pain brings joy and filament, you just need to be strong and get through it because God knows the outcome. Just trust the process and He will lead you to JOY.

  • @andresbarcelona2182
    @andresbarcelona2182 Год назад +1

    Praise the Lord Jesus!
    He loves us… that’s for sure!
    Thank you for sharing your testimony sister. It’s so beautiful and encouraging to hear what our God did in your life. I’m sure this will touch millions of lives for the glory of our Father.

  • @Biblical_Nature
    @Biblical_Nature Год назад +5

    Im so sorry you went through All of that. The enemy Thought he could get a hold on you, and Oh did he try, But Brittany, Listen to this, God is SO INCREDIBLY proud of You for Getting through it and turning Back to Him in the end. The Fight you put up is the Reason you are who you are today. I Look to you in So much respect for the fact that every day you still choose to get up and get past everything you've been through. 🙌💕
    God loves you Sister, but I'm sure you already know that!
    I will Love you always! ❤

    • @strangeclouds7
      @strangeclouds7 Год назад +1

      Um you realize she literally scammed hundreds of women knowingly and has been court ordered to pay back 400k and is banned from doing personal training or giving diet advice.

    • @alishamarie5170
      @alishamarie5170 Год назад +3

      And God Loves her.

    • @adrianaamado473
      @adrianaamado473 Год назад

      @@strangeclouds7repenting of your sins and turn to Jesus Christ. If you can’t handle a raw and godly moment, leave her page.

  • @tw4987
    @tw4987 18 дней назад

    😢Ur courageous honesty symbolizes the strength of the Lord in the Holy Spirit,…hearing this confirms me, I’m not alone,…thnk U 10 fold 🙏,…so glad U didn’t die,…🥲but survived to be born again thru Jesus

  • @momozyo
    @momozyo Год назад +11

    This is so emotional. I’m glad you found Christ and the Holy Spirit is now in your heart. God bless you, Brittany.

  • @MrsBethGross1024
    @MrsBethGross1024 Год назад +4

    Wow! So raw yet humbly presented! Thanks for sharing!

  • @captainamerica6182
    @captainamerica6182 6 месяцев назад +1

    Beautiful Testimony from a Beautiful Lady inside and out. Praise our Lord and Savior.

  • @Mari-me5ww
    @Mari-me5ww Год назад +3

    this was beautiful thank you so so much for sharing brittany xx i love you

  • @Lina93307
    @Lina93307 7 месяцев назад

    The gift of deliverance is the most precious gift that the Lord has given us to fully utilize while we’re here on earth! Thank you so much for your beautiful testimony

  • @rosemaggard1273
    @rosemaggard1273 Год назад +1

    Im struggling. Ive struggled with depression, trying to get my mom to be a Christian. Ive struggled to get my mom to be a christian and love god and she has committed adultery, lied and making excuses to come to church and also the worst cussing. I dont know what else to do. Ive tried talking to her about jesus and left bible notes for her and nothing is working. I want to give up but i know god dosent want me to❤

  • @restored777
    @restored777 Год назад +3

    I have never followed her before but I remember a few years ago seeing that story break and I remember reading the comments said to her. I'm so proud to call her a sister in Christ! Look what Jesus can do!!