Living Hell is a story about my childhood. It’s a story about how I struggled growing up inside a real-life living hell in a tiny room in the Philippines. My whole life, I’ve been trying to escape my childhood trauma, my living hell, and no matter how much therapy I do, no matter how much medicine I take, and no matter how far I try to run away…it always comes back to haunt me. The music video is inspired by my childhood room. My room was yellow and had a lock on the outside. Yellow because it was a color I was forced to like growing up. It was my parents way of letting me know that they have the power in the house. And a lock on the outside because my parents wanted to make sure that I didn’t escape when I was in there. It was really hard for me to relive this while shooting the music video. I really want to talk to you more about it when I’m ready. Sorry for the essay the reason I’m writing this because I want all of you who are reading this and all of you who have supported me along this journey to understand that I love you more than you know. You guys are my escape. You guys are why I wake up everyday. You guys are the reason that I’m able to break free from this mess and in my darkest times, understand that things are going to be okay. I truly can’t thank you enough and I want you to know that I’m here for you the same way that you’re here for me. To anyone who is also going through their own living hell, you will escape and I'll be right there by your side. This one's for you💛
Can we just talk about the message of the song? I love how Bella is trying to convey such a deep meaning through her music. That is what makes me respect her, the way we can connect and relate through her music. She’s not gonna stop anytime soon, all her songs are amazing
Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaassssss wee need a Living Hell part 2222!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How sad that yellow symbolizes happiness and yet for Bella it's something traumatic, you're such a brave girl Bella, I admire you for that aside from being an artist. You'll found your peace and healing soon, keep moving forward! You got it girl
Her vocals are getting better and better. The melody and the production is just sick. The main verse feels very Bollywoody and I'm here for it. This is gonna be on repeat for me this week
This is my favourite song from you yet. The funny thing is, nothing I owned growing up was yellow, because I made sure my “family” never knew I loved it. I’d make up a different favourite color every few years in a cycle, because yellow would have been just another tool to control me. Since moving out, almost everything I own is yellow. Freedom. This video is a beautiful expression of a painful childhood, an inverted mirror. Thank-you so much for this song. 💛
I love the way you express urself am just treated the same way u are ... never given the opportunity to express my self always been locked from reality and treated like a second hand doll my great passion for music 🎶 was been discouraged by some family friends and parents but now my mom is dead I felt same way for music.. the only thing is for someone to help me prove them that there all wrong
The scene where the little girl was in the mirror i started crying cause it reminded me of so many things,i hope we all break free from things that hurt us the most,thank you bella so much i wish you a lotta healing and i love you sm❤️
This made me feel chills. A toxic household is so common in the Philippines. This is our battle and let's win it. Thank you Bella you are such a beautiful kind soul. You deserved a better family, were your family
It is sad to know that having a toxic household is common or considered normal in the Philippines. I hope that would change because any child does not deserve that crap.
It really is. My type is Filipinos & every guy I’ve met is a party animal drug/ alcohol taker that’s sleeping around still when they’re pushing 30 & all have family trauma of some kind. I wonder why there’s so much generational trauma but I hope this generation ends it
the music is REALLY good. sorry about everything you've been through bella.. long ago I've watched the H3 Podcast and knew about so much, you're very strong and we love you💓. loved the music video as well♡ hope you're dealing well with everything
The message in this song and the music video is so powerful. We’ve all had childhood traumas and Bella is showing how vulnerable she is through her music. But as a fellow musician, it is therapy in a different form. Love the song and love the message!
the fact that you made yourself this vulnerable to your audience knowing that they (**cough, cough** “family”) will potentially watch this, is so admirable and badass. i am proud of you bella and yes we are here to support you 100%.
If there’s one way to viscerally communicate the idea of parental/guardian trauma it’s the line “I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to”. Anyone who has been there knows the fear that instills, whether it’s been outright said or just implied. Thank you, Bella. This evoked an emotion I’d been failing to articulate.
My mother used to scare the absolute crap out of me. One day I was at my sisters (her and my mother had stopped talking). I'd been there all morning and I get a phone call off my mother. "Come home now". My sister saw me face and said she doesn't envy me that walk home. I'd be walking along panicking, wondering what I could have possibly done wrong. All I had done was dare to spend time with my sister. My mother never needed to say that line "I can make your life a living hell". She had a way of making you feel it. Took me a long time to find the strength to leave that situation and I've had to deal with alot of issues for a long time. Now I'm a mother myself and I constantly panic that I'll make the same mistakes that my mother did. It's a struggle. But this song hits me deep and so does Bella's story. I don't follow her on tiktok (I don't even have it, it's not for me), but I love her music and she's just cute as a button.
The lyrics are angry but her voice is calm and soothing. She's amazing! And the fact that she went from having a traumatic past to being this successful is such a motivation for people. Bella is such a good role model. She shows people that no matter where you're from, you can still manage to make it big. Her music is so satisfying to listen to as well. She has such a soothing voice. Love you Bella
she also sings in a horrory way i dont know how to explain but its just so unique to me, but yall check out ”living hell thnked remix” its such an good edit/remix of this song!
@@Bri-eb5bn maybe its a sign that she was forced to wear it? She was choked and forced out of her room to bathe in yellow goop, I think thats what it means..?
This song is so addictive.. she's got very unique and beautiful vocals.. I'm in love with this song bcoz the melody of this song.. it's literally stuck in my head..🙌
didn’t expect much coming into this tbh. just thought she would be another tiktoker trying to make a music career. but wow, she blew me away. what an amazingly written song, amazing production, those vocals in the chorus, the mv aesthetics. everything was so great. i can tell she genuinely cares about what she’s doing and has that artistry. i’ll def be checking out her future projects.
Idk about tiktokers but its kinda weird how people make assumptions about someone they know nothing about then act surprised, etc. I guess this is just how the world works 🤣
I'm a metal head but damn she has some amazing songs and this one cuts deep. One of the few popstars whose music I can appreciate! I hope she goes far.
I always appreciate people who express themselves through art, like this one. The anger, rhe sadness, every emotion was able to be poured out into something amazing, and i can see and feel it in this video
As someone who experienced feeling locked up, was locked up in a small room, and was under the household of abusive people, this song really made me cry. It's hard to express and open up so i can't really describe how amazed I am that Bella wrote her past trauma into a song. You're so strong, we fcking love you
The visuals, the lyrics, the vocals, everything…I can’t tear my eyes away from this. Bella is such a star. I can’t wait to see where the future takes her.
ATTENTION!!! Hell is real!!!! Your soul is the "real you". When your body dies, your soul will continue to live forever, in Heaven or in Hell. We can not hide our sins from God. Jesus Christ loves you and He died for your sins. If you will REPENT of your sins and put your faith in Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior and believe in the gospel, you will be saved and your name will be written into the Book of Life. Revelation 20:15 Anyone whose name was not found written in the book of life was thrown into the lake of fire. "Confession Prayer" (Repeat Aloud) Father God, I come to you, to confess that I am a sinner. I have done some things in my life that I am not proud of and I repent of my sins. I believe that Jesus died on the cross for my sins and that He arose from the grave and that He is alive today. I ask that you forgive me of my sins. I confess with my mouth, that Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior. AMEN...
this whole music video and the lyrics and melodies are so dark, yet so angelic. i love this combination and this genre and it really touched me, especially when i heard the story. we’re all here for you and this message really got to people be aware of that. this is why everyone doesn’t feel alone anymore and people really find themselves in your music. in my old house, where i lived with my toxic mom, the room was in yellow and white straps. before, it was a symbol of colorful and joyful life, until things turned around and our family was torn apart. after that i was stuck with her for a few more years without dad being there by my side whenever things escalated into something violent and mentally destroying. i could only run away to talk to him to feel better and since i had a ,,busy scedule” like she said i couldn’t see him more often then i did. so the colors that once represented joy and positivity in my life started making me feel pesimistic. until i got sick of it and started doing crazy things to get out of there. it changed me as a person but i’m thankful because i grew from it. i grew into a better person. i just miss that little part of me that faded trough time and wish it came back. i’m so thankful to hear i’m not alone, and this song is the first one that actually got trough me and i could relate to.
The fact that Bella is brave enough to share her trauma, let alone put it into MUSIC is a big deal in itself. She deserves all the love she gets and more.
The lyrics in the bridge really comes from her experiences as a kid. The young Bella deserves all the love and we know she didn't deserve that treatment before. 🙁
Bella Poarch, I am so sorry about your childhood trauma in the Philippines. I do not know why you are forced to like yellow . You have the right to like every colour and you have the right to be safe . Love from the UK ❤😊
And people still dare to say she's not talented, not hard-working or not deserving... I sensed this girl had it in her since the start, she's been killing it and the message of this song is amazing, we don't realise how hard it is to make these kind of projects that have to do with childhood trauma, but she did it and did an amazing job 👏🏻
Let's all be realistic here she did not get famous for her talents, she got famous for moving her face on tiktok... that's what people mean when they talk about her
@@IMPEBOIII huh? R u trying to say this song sucks? Fym bro, this song has the deep meaning. Well maybe ppl like u cant relate to it but u cant just say like that. Her songs r literally mostly about her traumatic past.
Okay personally, this is probably my favorite song of hers so far. It's probably because of the fact that this is the longest song she's released (but it still didn't hit 3minutes 😭) but I am in LOVE with the vocals. Her riffs and runs 😍
This song has left an impression on me. Knowing a bit of the backstory behind the lyrics makes them so much more important and meaningful. The music tells a story, and so do the visuals. I imagine it was difficult to put your memories and thoughts into this song and video. Even so, what you created is amazing. Thank you for sharing this music with us!
2:05 Bella's childhood in the mirror and the story about her life as a kid makes my eyes teary 🥺 Girl you have been through a lot but you made it out of that place,Proud of you
I love that shes so comfortable with showing her body and that shes so strong while still remembering all the horrible stuff that happened to her. We love you bella
I think the better way to say it, is that she's brave enough to show herself vonerable. Comfortable is maybe not the right way to put it. (I get your intention tho and ofc agree. She's amazing!)
Your song and music video are so good. Sorry you had to go through such hard childhood trauma. Glad you made it this far, see where you're standing now! Sending many hugs.
Her story is so inspiring. I wasn't a fan but now I'm in love with her songs. Channeling fear into talent is the hardest, but shes done it. Edit : tysm for the likes! Im having the song on repeat😶
ATTENTION!!! Hell is real!!!! Your soul is the "real you". When your body dies, your soul will continue to live forever, in Heaven or in Hell. We can not hide our sins from God. Jesus Christ loves you and He died for your sins. If you will REPENT of your sins and put your faith in Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior and believe in the gospel, you will be saved and your name will be written into the Book of Life. Revelation 20:15 Anyone whose name was not found written in the book of life was thrown into the lake of fire. "Confession Prayer" (Repeat Aloud) Father God, I come to you, to confess that I am a sinner. I have done some things in my life that I am not proud of and I repent of my sins. I believe that Jesus died on the cross for my sins and that He arose from the grave and that He is alive today. I ask that you forgive me of my sins. I confess with my mouth, that Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior. AMEN...
i love when artists are open about their traumas and real life experiences and express it in their art all i can say is i deeply relate to the anxiety and caged feeling and repeating imagery in this mv
Wow, seeing the part with Little Bella actually really made me tear up because you've come so far and done so well. I'm happy to be a fan and happy to support you, Bella. You're absolutely amazing and so fucking strong and I admire that. I cannot wait to see what's next for you and I can't wait to see your career skyrocket
Tiktok aside and how she got famous aside , Bella is one of those tiktokers that makes music that is actually talented . Every song that she has dropped has been nothing but amazing while in the process shows her growth . I’m not even a fan of her content on tiktok but I’m able to recognize that Bella music career is off to a great start.
Nothing unique here, another cash grab, she’s not even writing the songs 😂😂💀 Shes got a whole team for everything including her lyrics, she’s got multiple ghost writers.
Seriously though, this is such a brave move, ate Bella. 😭 I pray that you'll be able to achieve peace soon. This song is haunting (for the lack of a better word). Kasama mo kami, ate Bella. Sana, sa susunod na pagpunta ninyo sa Pilipinas, hindi na siya bitter memories for you. May this song serve as an outlet for your continuous healing, ate. Mahal ka namin. Legit.
agree! she's amazing. faced probably her greatest fear and expressed her desire to showcase it in her music, that sure speaks a lot about her. and this song gave me chills i'm not gonna lie, ang gandaa! i hope she copes with it though, her living hell. keep your strength ate bella, we are always with you!! ♡
So disappointing that her last 2 songs are getting less views now. These 2 songs, especially this one, is particularly good and showcases her vocals more. I got emotional watching this. Thank you for sharing yourself bella!
@@user-iw8js7ne3d I understand that u may not like her music, but that is not an excuse to hate on her. People have different tastes and tolerance is a very important character attribute needed when talking to other people, kindly grow up, thank you
Idk why but I became obsessed with this song recently, I love how most of her songs has a story behind it, And I am proud that she is trying to come over her past, she is so strong, I love her!!
2:43 I love how here it's almost as if her child self is mocking her for how she can't break out of her trauma and how herself is like a trick mirror were one side of her is how she tries to live and the other side is the trauma she faced as child growing up that will always be lingering.
If you are looking for the lyrics🙃: You know I don't believe in ghosts Or letting people close I'm good at letting go You kiss my lips until they're colder Think you're in control But I should let you know Well, the good guys don't always get the glory Can't you see the warning signs? I can make your life a livin' hell If I wanted to, wanted to Wish this was a love you never felt And you know it's true, know it's true Love me, love me Trust me with that heart of yours Feels so heavy Lying on the bedroom floor I can make your life a livin' hell If I wanted to, wanted to Chew you up and spit you out And still you come around So I can watch you drown Hate when you tell me that you'll wait Like you think that I could change When I've always been this way Well, the good guys don't always get the glory Can't you see the warning signs? I can make your life a livin' hell If I wanted to, wanted to Wish this was a love you never felt And you know it's true, know it's true Love me, love me Trust me with that heart of yours Feels so heavy Lying on the bedroom floor I can make your life a livin' hell If I wanted to, wanted to I'm haunted by the words you say When I can't say that I feel the same And that you'll always be alone And baby, you should I'm only gonna ghost I can make your life a livin' hell If I wanted to, wanted to Wish this was a love you never felt And you know it's true, know it's true (and you know it's true) Love me, love me Trust me with that heart of yours Feels so heavy Lying on the bedroom floor I can make your life a livin' hell If I wanted to, wanted to (if I wanted to)
As also a Filipino who also feels trapped with my thoughts and strict parents, this really paints a picture that can be shared with everyone. I love your music and you are a filipina inspiration
I'm addicted to this song... I also had childhood trauma and I still live in my childhood since I'm 15, something about this song brings up all I wanted in my childhood but the vibe is outta this world, we love and support you Bella! You are such an inspiration
This is why living in a Filipino household is a matter of how lucky you are to avoid nightmarish parents. Imagine the struggles of every Filipino offspring out there just to try and escape the chaotic reality of trauma and oppression within a household. I love how Bella did portray this reality through her music. This is such an amazing repertoire, a soothing masterpiece with deep meanings behind.
Why fillipino if her foster father was american? and nobody helped her while she was living and going to school in usa? its worldwide issue not filippino houshold
you don't know what you're talking about. Filipino parents (Asian parents) are literally a hundred times better than other parents out there. Kids are just getting rebellious today because they want to be like the American kids who don't know the word respect. Bella's stepdad is American too.
I love the fact that this song can have a double meaning. Her lyrics can be seen from the perspective of someone torturing themselves or from someone who abuse another person (how many times i can hear abusers say : i can make your life a living hell). That's why this song is so powerful.
Noooooo 😭 bring back the bad bella I can't handle to see her lose to another man when she was always beating them. Overall, this song is so beautiful and sad at the same time, and what makes it more sad is that she wrote it with her purest emotions. Don't be sad bella, you're fans are here supporting you, love from Algeria 🇩🇿
It's crazy to think Bella went through all this as a child. She has made it so far and I know that her parents/guardians are jealous and wish they treated her better. Great job Bella, this is an absolute masterpiece! I'd think it would be hard to bring back your childhood especially when bad things happened to you then. But that's all in the past, and Bella is an absolute star now! There's no doubt her guardians/parents are jealous now.
Fr. For celebrities, you would be thinking that they had an “amazing childhood” but you would never know what they are going through as a kid. I cannot even imagine being in a room the whole day. She has truly suffered a lot and she definitely does not deserve this.
After this song, my whole opinion over Bella changed. I never used to like her because of social media portraying her like they do. But after hearing her story, I actually respect her so much and now I love her. She is so so talented and I am so proud of her💗💗💗 Edit: omg guys please stop attacking I was just saying because of literally the whole media hating on her for becoming famous over nothing it made people angry, including me, but I realized this was good for her because she actually has talent and now that she has a massive platform she is using it to express her talent. I was just saying I wasn't fond of her either till I saw that she really has talent and her lifestory made me realize she didn't have it easy and I am proud of her for what she has done to her life regardless of her situation
*_lyrics_* [Verse 1] You know I don't believe in ghosts Or letting people close I'm good at letting go You kiss my lips until they're colder Think you're in control but But I should let you know [Pre-Chorus] Well, the good guys don't always get the glory Can't you see the warning signs? [Chorus] I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to (Wanted to) Wish this was a love you never felt and you know it's true (Know it's true) Love me, love me Trust me with that heart of yours Feels so heavy Lying on the bedroom floor I can make your life a livin' hell if I wanted to (Wanted to) [Verse 2] Chew you up and spit you out And still you come around So I can watch you drown Hate when you tell me that you'll wait Like you think that I could change When I've always been this way [Pre-Chorus] Well, the good guys don't always get the glory Can't you see the warning signs? [Chorus] I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to (Wanted to) Wish this was a love you never felt and you know it's true (Know it's true) Love me, love me Trust me with that heart of yours Feels so heavy Lying on the bedroom floor I can make your life a livin' hell if I wanted to (Wanted to) [Bridge] I'm haunted by the words you say When I can’t say that I feel the same Admit you’ll always be alone And baby you should know I’m only gonna ghost [Chorus] I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to (Wanted to) Wish this was a love you never felt and you know it's true (Know it's true) Love me, love me Trust me with that heart of yours Feels so heavy Lying on the bedroom floor I can make your life a livin' hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)
Bella is gradually becoming my most favorite honestly…she deserves the hype and the fame. She works so hard for it. She is amazing. Love you Bella 🥺♥️♥️
Can't imagine how hard it was to make this. I've recently tried writing stories to help process trauma myself, and I barely get past a few sentences/pages without scrapping it and needing to rest for days. Respect that you managed to make the video, and good luck with recovery.
She killed it again! Bella never disappoint us, she's so good. The symbolism behind the lyrics are incredible and very powerful, this mv is a masterpiece! Every second of this mv is so f'cking insane, this is like watching a horror-trauma movie holy sh't. She exceed my expectations! Love you Bella, keep writing songs and never stop!
@Mr Shaq just make good music and if people who listen to it if they like it enough they can share it by themselves you don’t have to be begging and spamming for views
Anyone who knows Bella's life before she blew up will be able to tell what this song is about. Another amazing song. Can't wait to see what she does next. In the meantime, I guess I'll have to put this song on repeat with the others.
yeah true. I wasn't a fan of her at first. I knew her when people were sort of hating on her and I was like she seems good so lemme follow her then I heard about her past and it broke me. In the music video I try to correlate everything she was saying in the music video to the interview and it breaks me. Hats off to anyone struggling with their trauma :')❤
As someone who has experienced trauma growing up, I felt the resonance when I saw Bella's comment explaining the video. Thank you for continuing to be here, you're a big inspo. Bc reality is, yes, it's hard to fight...I understand childhood trauma all too well...after reading her comment...I cried a lot bc it feels like no one sometimes understands...
I’ve supported Bella for such a long time as I saw some potential. I’m so glad I did as behind every music video there’s always a story. Even though I’m not happy that she went through childhood trauma, I’m glad she’s out of it now and able to get support from us. We all love Bella
It's funny how yellow is the color of betrayal/infedility/distrust even. Good message Bella as always, and I hope for anyone that is healing, it gets better.
@@JulieSings it is, but i forget too that its also used on street warning signs that tell ppl to yield and all that... im sure all the colors have a positive and negative pyschological meaning
@@JulieSings that's why it looks like a happy colour but it's really deceptive. Like with yellow roses, it can mean friendship but it could also mean a new betrayal.
Your songs just keep getting more and more relatable. Going through a living hell is what takes your childhood from you, and you’ve captured that in such a creative way. Thanks for all that you do :)
Her voice: 💫😍😻 The lyrics: 💀 Her song has a deep meaning. Wow Bella. You are amazing singer and tiktoker, keep doing your best. And I hope God in heaven will supply all your needs. Godbless you. 😍
I'm not your content fan but I'm definitely your music fan. All of your music is great! Just want to let you know that you're brave for sharing your story with us. I hope you have a happy life from now on :)
Lyrics:- You know I don't believe in ghosts or Letting people close I'm good at letting go You kiss my lips until they're colder Think you're in control, but I should let you know Well, the good guys don't always get the glory Can't you see the warning signs? I can make your life a livin' hell If I wanted to, wanted to Wish this was a love you never felt And you know it's true, know it's true Love me, love me, trust me with that heart of yours Feels so heavy lyin' on the bedroom floor I can make your life a livin' hell If I wanted to, wanted to Chew you up and spit you out And still you come around So I can watch you drown Hate when you tell me that you'll wait Like you think that I could change When I've always been this way Well, the good guys don't always get the glory Can't you see the warning signs? I can make your life a livin' hell If I wanted to, wanted to Wish this was a love you never felt And you know it's true, know it's true Love me, love me, trust me with that heart of yours Feels so heavy lyin' on the bedroom floor I can make your life a livin' hell If I wanted to, wanted to I'm haunted by the words you say When I can’t say that I feel the same And that you'll always be alone And, baby, you should know I'm only gonna ghost I can make your life a livin' hell If I wanted to, wanted to (If I wanted to) Wish this was a love you never felt And you know it's true, know it's true (And you know it's true) Love me, love me, trust me with that heart of yours (Love me) Feels so heavy lyin' on the bedroom floor I can make your life a livin' hell If I wanted to, wanted to (If I wanted to)
how tf are her music videos always SO detailed and incredible?! there’s so much effort put into them, and they’re so creative. she’s so good at portraying a story through music.
Haha she doesn’t deserve recognition. She’s talentless. She’s only famous for her looks. Real musicians deserve the attention. People who actually work hard.
Living Hell is a story about my childhood. It’s a story about how I struggled growing up inside a real-life living hell in a tiny room in the Philippines. My whole life, I’ve been trying to escape my childhood trauma, my living hell, and no matter how much therapy I do, no matter how much medicine I take, and no matter how far I try to run away…it always comes back to haunt me. The music video is inspired by my childhood room. My room was yellow and had a lock on the outside. Yellow because it was a color I was forced to like growing up. It was my parents way of letting me know that they have the power in the house. And a lock on the outside because my parents wanted to make sure that I didn’t escape when I was in there. It was really hard for me to relive this while shooting the music video. I really want to talk to you more about it when I’m ready. Sorry for the essay the reason I’m writing this because I want all of you who are reading this and all of you who have supported me along this journey to understand that I love you more than you know. You guys are my escape. You guys are why I wake up everyday. You guys are the reason that I’m able to break free from this mess and in my darkest times, understand that things are going to be okay. I truly can’t thank you enough and I want you to know that I’m here for you the same way that you’re here for me. To anyone who is also going through their own living hell, you will escape and I'll be right there by your side. This one's for you💛
love you bella
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If you're reading this, drop your country's flag in the comments🇵🇭 I want to know where everyone's from!!
Philiphines😍🇵🇭
Singapore 🇸🇬
United Kingdom (also bella please reply anything to me it would mean so much
United states of América
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Can we just talk about the message of the song? I love how Bella is trying to convey such a deep meaning through her music. That is what makes me respect her, the way we can connect and relate through her music. She’s not gonna stop anytime soon, all her songs are amazing
Imagine bella 10 years from now
To the person above me Bruh why ^^ that’s so pointless
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We need a living hell part 2 😭😭
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Yes she is so pretty & cuteness overload power 😊preying she is doing ok
Yaaa
So far all her songs are so damn well produced. So catchy, and addicting. Then there's the impressive storyline on all her mv connected to each other
So good!!❤️
its giving me pop melanie martinez
Yes they are
MY SONGS ARE WAY BETTER THAN BELLA POARCH
@@robinskull obviouslly, and i am a mars mermaid whos married with batgirl
How sad that yellow symbolizes happiness and yet for Bella it's something traumatic, you're such a brave girl Bella, I admire you for that aside from being an artist. You'll found your peace and healing soon, keep moving forward! You got it girl
@DON'T stop commenting this on every comment if we cared you would have subscribers
yellow also sometimes symbolizes madness.
@@musiqlover961 the backrooms?
Lurking in the background is the dark side of yellow: cowardice, betrayal, egoism, and madness. I think this is her what she means.
I was kidding💀
Her vocals are getting better and better. The melody and the production is just sick. The main verse feels very Bollywoody and I'm here for it. This is gonna be on repeat for me this week
his
Thats exactly what i thought! I thought i was trippenn
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Finally it's here
Bollywood 🤨🤨
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The fact that this song is still everyone's favorite after 2 years is just..
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Exactly
Fr
Bella's songs never gets old
Fr
100%
honestly Bella’s story is so inspiring. It’s amazing to see how far she’s come and I can’t wait to see what else she’ll come up with!
This is my favourite song from you yet. The funny thing is, nothing I owned growing up was yellow, because I made sure my “family” never knew I loved it. I’d make up a different favourite color every few years in a cycle, because yellow would have been just another tool to control me. Since moving out, almost everything I own is yellow. Freedom. This video is a beautiful expression of a painful childhood, an inverted mirror. Thank-you so much for this song. 💛
Tiktok will go crazy
Don’t read my name 🤠 .
I love the way you express urself am just treated the same way u are ... never given the opportunity to express my self always been locked from reality and treated like a second hand doll my great passion for music 🎶 was been discouraged by some family friends and parents but now my mom is dead I felt same way for music.. the only thing is for someone to help me prove them that there all wrong
Wow the victimhood is strong here. What a bs story.
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The scene where the little girl was in the mirror i started crying cause it reminded me of so many things,i hope we all break free from things that hurt us the most,thank you bella so much i wish you a lotta healing and i love you sm❤️
MELANIE MARTINEZ IS RELEASING NEW MUSIC!! MAKE SURE TO SHARE THE NEWS EVERYWHERE SO SHE GETS THE ATTENTION SHE DESERVES!!!! 💖
2:23 I don't know but this might be the MOST ATTRACTIVE part of the song, I mean...it's so beautiful and perfect!! 💕
This made me feel chills. A toxic household is so common in the Philippines. This is our battle and let's win it. Thank you Bella you are such a beautiful kind soul. You deserved a better family, were your family
It is sad to know that having a toxic household is common or considered normal in the Philippines. I hope that would change because any child does not deserve that crap.
It really is. My type is Filipinos & every guy I’ve met is a party animal drug/ alcohol taker that’s sleeping around still when they’re pushing 30 & all have family trauma of some kind. I wonder why there’s so much generational trauma but I hope this generation ends it
@@themore-you-know theres more in life about being a mother and being a wife she sings about cuz men take advantage of women
@@themore-you-know geez i feel like youre whole personality is having a male partner
@@themore-you-know she hasn’t “taken responsibility” cuz she did nothing wrong
Her acting skill are on point and her voice is a heaven's voice. Everything she has are perfections
y’all are lying 😭😭
Stop lying
MY SONGS ARE WAY BETTER THAN BELLA POARCH
@@annaoopatemybrotherandkill8479 You're everywhere. What a hater
@@amor7886 bruh its unique and good wym
the music is REALLY good. sorry about everything you've been through bella.. long ago I've watched the H3 Podcast and knew about so much, you're very strong and we love you💓. loved the music video as well♡ hope you're dealing well with everything
OMG!!!!♥️AURORA 😍🥰🇵🇭✨️
Queens Supporting kweens
I also hate the color yellow.
You are so supportive 💗 💕 ❤️ 💖 💓 💛
I love the music too, I hope Bella gives you a heart.
2024, get obsessed with this song !
The message in this song and the music video is so powerful. We’ve all had childhood traumas and Bella is showing how vulnerable she is through her music. But as a fellow musician, it is therapy in a different form. Love the song and love the message!
Ok dont read my name 😑.
Yesss ❤️
MY SONGS ARE WAY BETTER THAN BELLA POARCH
@@robinskull then who are you? I saw your comment on Bella's mv and it sounds like u love it...lolol
@@robinskull I had a look, and bro, your beats are like when xqc tried to make one for the first time. hahaha
the fact that you made yourself this vulnerable to your audience knowing that they (**cough, cough** “family”) will potentially watch this, is so admirable and badass. i am proud of you bella and yes we are here to support you 100%.
Her parents be like: omg sue her
yeah
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@Mr Shaq ❤️❤️❤️
I cannot with these fucking bots💀 but I agree with you. Bella slayed this album 💅🏽💅🏽
If there’s one way to viscerally communicate the idea of parental/guardian trauma it’s the line “I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to”. Anyone who has been there knows the fear that instills, whether it’s been outright said or just implied. Thank you, Bella. This evoked an emotion I’d been failing to articulate.
“I can do anything i want to to you cause you’re just my daughter” will forever haunt me :)
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She is so emotionally and artistically intelligent but people seriously overlook it
My mother used to scare the absolute crap out of me. One day I was at my sisters (her and my mother had stopped talking). I'd been there all morning and I get a phone call off my mother. "Come home now". My sister saw me face and said she doesn't envy me that walk home. I'd be walking along panicking, wondering what I could have possibly done wrong. All I had done was dare to spend time with my sister. My mother never needed to say that line "I can make your life a living hell". She had a way of making you feel it. Took me a long time to find the strength to leave that situation and I've had to deal with alot of issues for a long time. Now I'm a mother myself and I constantly panic that I'll make the same mistakes that my mother did. It's a struggle. But this song hits me deep and so does Bella's story. I don't follow her on tiktok (I don't even have it, it's not for me), but I love her music and she's just cute as a button.
The Satanic agenda is where you all reside unknowingly..
Bella is the perfect example of keep going. This is fire
The lyrics are angry but her voice is calm and soothing. She's amazing! And the fact that she went from having a traumatic past to being this successful is such a motivation for people. Bella is such a good role model. She shows people that no matter where you're from, you can still manage to make it big. Her music is so satisfying to listen to as well. She has such a soothing voice. Love you Bella
Frrrr
Her voice sounds sad and lonely, maybe a representation of what she felt during her childhood. It's pretty sad.
I noticed she wore the blouse that choked her at the beginning.. I wonder what that meant 💔
she also sings in a horrory way i dont know how to explain but its just so unique to me, but yall check out ”living hell thnked remix” its such an good edit/remix of this song!
@@Bri-eb5bn maybe its a sign that she was forced to wear it? She was choked and forced out of her room to bathe in yellow goop, I think thats what it means..?
This song is so addictive.. she's got very unique and beautiful vocals.. I'm in love with this song bcoz the melody of this song.. it's literally stuck in my head..🙌
Same here
Just asking do u care about her childhood past and how she was in a real life living hell
@Zlok stop lying
@@donttalktome313 who’s lying
didn’t expect much coming into this tbh. just thought she would be another tiktoker trying to make a music career. but wow, she blew me away. what an amazingly written song, amazing production, those vocals in the chorus, the mv aesthetics. everything was so great. i can tell she genuinely cares about what she’s doing and has that artistry. i’ll def be checking out her future projects.
MY SONGS ARE WAY BETTER THAN BELLA POARCH
@@robinskull oh yeah is that why no one has ever heard of you before?
+ the meaning of her songs are painful 😭😭
So perfectly said. ✊🏽🙌🏽
Idk about tiktokers but its kinda weird how people make assumptions about someone they know nothing about then act surprised, etc. I guess this is just how the world works 🤣
the fact that you write comment on all of your music videos and try to connect w ppl shows that u really are something else 🥺
I've suffered from childhood traumas and the lyrics and music video show so much meaning for me🙏🏼 🥺 Thank you, you're my inspiration! Love you Bella💖
@BeIIa Paorch Vevo 🅥 MY SONGS ARE WAY BETTER THAN BELLA POARCH
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@BeIIa Paorch Vevo 🅥 bruh fake
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She gave you a heart 😮
I'm a metal head but damn she has some amazing songs and this one cuts deep.
One of the few popstars whose music I can appreciate! I hope she goes far.
Yes²
Same
same
YOO NAH IS THIS BELLA POARCH THE SAME FROM TIKTOK????
@@BermieLostella3003 Yea, I don't have TikTok but it damn sure is
I always appreciate people who express themselves through art, like this one. The anger, rhe sadness, every emotion was able to be poured out into something amazing, and i can see and feel it in this video
Makes me cry 😪 ruclips.net/video/rzIHwoIewuQ/видео.html
Exactly!!
Tiktok will go crazy
Don’t read my name 🤠 .
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Bella is so good at singing
We can all agree, Bella’s voice is magical
she has a super unique style too! also definitely check out ”living hell thnked remix” its such an good edit!!!
As someone who experienced feeling locked up, was locked up in a small room, and was under the household of abusive people, this song really made me cry. It's hard to express and open up so i can't really describe how amazed I am that Bella wrote her past trauma into a song. You're so strong, we fcking love you
Just know you are not alone❤
The visuals, the lyrics, the vocals, everything…I can’t tear my eyes away from this. Bella is such a star. I can’t wait to see where the future takes her.
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Me too! Its too good
ATTENTION!!! Hell is real!!!! Your soul is the "real you". When your body dies, your soul will continue to live forever, in Heaven or in Hell. We can not hide our sins from God. Jesus Christ loves you and He died for your sins. If you will REPENT of your sins and put your faith in Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior and believe in the gospel, you will be saved and your name will be written into the Book of Life.
Revelation 20:15 Anyone whose name was not found written in the book of life was thrown into the lake of fire.
"Confession Prayer" (Repeat Aloud)
Father God, I come to you, to confess that I am a sinner. I have done some things in my life that I am not proud of and I repent of my sins. I believe that Jesus died on the cross for my sins and that He arose from the grave and that He is alive today. I ask that you forgive me of my sins. I confess with my mouth, that Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior. AMEN...
this whole music video and the lyrics and melodies are so dark, yet so angelic. i love this combination and this genre and it really touched me, especially when i heard the story. we’re all here for you and this message really got to people be aware of that. this is why everyone doesn’t feel alone anymore and people really find themselves in your music. in my old house, where i lived with my toxic mom, the room was in yellow and white straps. before, it was a symbol of colorful and joyful life, until things turned around and our family was torn apart. after that i was stuck with her for a few more years without dad being there by my side whenever things escalated into something violent and mentally destroying. i could only run away to talk to him to feel better and since i had a ,,busy scedule” like she said i couldn’t see him more often then i did. so the colors that once represented joy and positivity in my life started making me feel pesimistic. until i got sick of it and started doing crazy things to get out of there. it changed me as a person but i’m thankful because i grew from it. i grew into a better person. i just miss that little part of me that faded trough time and wish it came back. i’m so thankful to hear i’m not alone, and this song is the first one that actually got trough me and i could relate to.
The fact that Bella is brave enough to share her trauma, let alone put it into MUSIC is a big deal in itself. She deserves all the love she gets and more.
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THIS IS TRASH MY CONTENT IS BETTER!!!
I can relate to her
@@assassinate6638 Slowed+reverb ruclips.net/video/asZtxf5UtxI/видео.html
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how is that 😍😍😍
please comment😌😌
The lyrics in the bridge really comes from her experiences as a kid. The young Bella deserves all the love and we know she didn't deserve that treatment before. 🙁
💖💖🥺
Yesss ❤️💔
MY SONGS ARE WAY BETTER THAN BELLA POARCH
@@robinskull little boy, no one asks.
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Bella Poarch, I am so sorry about your childhood trauma in the Philippines. I do not know why you are forced to like yellow . You have the right to like every colour and you have the right to be safe . Love from the UK ❤😊
And people still dare to say she's not talented, not hard-working or not deserving... I sensed this girl had it in her since the start, she's been killing it and the message of this song is amazing, we don't realise how hard it is to make these kind of projects that have to do with childhood trauma, but she did it and did an amazing job 👏🏻
Let's all be realistic here she did not get famous for her talents, she got famous for moving her face on tiktok... that's what people mean when they talk about her
@@AldeMaestro_22 true, but yet they all blamed her for getting famous doing faces when they were the one gave her views 🤷🏻♀️
It’s not a good song ppl are gonna give her criticism for it it just dosent hit
@@IMPEBOIII huh? R u trying to say this song sucks? Fym bro, this song has the deep meaning. Well maybe ppl like u cant relate to it but u cant just say like that. Her songs r literally mostly about her traumatic past.
@@TanPeiPeii agree
Okay personally, this is probably my favorite song of hers so far. It's probably because of the fact that this is the longest song she's released (but it still didn't hit 3minutes 😭) but I am in LOVE with the vocals. Her riffs and runs 😍
@Tommylmit 🅥 tommyinnit flop
Ditto
SAMEEE
Fr tho
is that you in your pfp? 😳
This song has left an impression on me. Knowing a bit of the backstory behind the lyrics makes them so much more important and meaningful. The music tells a story, and so do the visuals. I imagine it was difficult to put your memories and thoughts into this song and video. Even so, what you created is amazing. Thank you for sharing this music with us!
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Nmtsfg
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True love = the love of God!
*God himself went to the cross for you out of love for you as a human being*
Philippians 2:5-8
@@jaafernasri2845 ошащнщнщ👍🐷🐂🖕🤝😚🤤😙😉🤲🏿🖖🏾🤏🏾💅🏼👏🏿🤜🏿✍🏾🤛🏻🦻🏾🫀👐🏼👍🏼🤞🏽👋👋🏽👌🏽🤌🏽🤏🏾✌🏾🖐🏾🤚🏽✋🏾👎🏼👰🏿
Because of her she helped me free myself from my own living hell thank you Bella for everything
2:05
Bella's childhood in the mirror and the story about her life as a kid makes my eyes teary 🥺
Girl you have been through a lot but you made it out of that place,Proud of you
She's so experimental in her visuals major respect to her and her team
Here's a gift 💝 I hope you like it
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As a survivor of a violent childhood, this song resonates with me deeply. So proud of you Bella, you’ve created a masterpiece
I hope you feel loved and valid until the end your days and I'm proud of you that you made it so far.
I wish you all the best! I noticed she wore the blouse that choked her at the beginning.. I wonder what that meant 💔
i wish you all the best and you are a strong individual for going through it
@@lyannawinter405 .
Same 😪 ruclips.net/video/rzIHwoIewuQ/видео.html
Im so sorry for your childhood❤ i love thissassss
She's not only a tiktok star. She's a legit lyricist and singer ♥️
9wol
Is.
this is beyond dumb..
Yes! She is a queen
Well said 🥹❤️
Didn't she cheat on her husband with some thug and bragged about it? Nice to see the youth if today just keep on winning.
I love that shes so comfortable with showing her body and that shes so strong while still remembering all the horrible stuff that happened to her. We love you bella
I think the better way to say it, is that she's brave enough to show herself vonerable. Comfortable is maybe not the right way to put it.
(I get your intention tho and ofc agree. She's amazing!)
Lots of Love from India❤🇮🇳
Your song and music video are so good. Sorry you had to go through such hard childhood trauma. Glad you made it this far, see where you're standing now! Sending many hugs.
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Tiktok will go crazy
Don’t read my name 🤠 .
She is just a perfect artist
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Her story is so inspiring. I wasn't a fan but now I'm in love with her songs. Channeling fear into talent is the hardest, but shes done it.
Edit : tysm for the likes! Im having the song on repeat😶
Damn you thought you'd just write a book on here instead of on paper and turn it into a published book about your life in a living hell?
@@lezliwelge9626 what ?
@@lezliwelge9626 I think more people would read it here than a book-
plus, this music vid is based on it
1k likes but only 8 comments? 😂 Goofy Ahh music industry. This whole video is filled with bot comments 🤖
ATTENTION!!! Hell is real!!!! Your soul is the "real you". When your body dies, your soul will continue to live forever, in Heaven or in Hell. We can not hide our sins from God. Jesus Christ loves you and He died for your sins. If you will REPENT of your sins and put your faith in Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior and believe in the gospel, you will be saved and your name will be written into the Book of Life.
Revelation 20:15 Anyone whose name was not found written in the book of life was thrown into the lake of fire.
"Confession Prayer" (Repeat Aloud)
Father God, I come to you, to confess that I am a sinner. I have done some things in my life that I am not proud of and I repent of my sins. I believe that Jesus died on the cross for my sins and that He arose from the grave and that He is alive today. I ask that you forgive me of my sins. I confess with my mouth, that Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior. AMEN...
i love when artists are open about their traumas and real life experiences and express it in their art all i can say is i deeply relate to the anxiety and caged feeling and repeating imagery in this mv
I am listening your song for the first time..I am in my teens and in a hell😢 just like you...I will support you from now on ..love from 🇮🇳
Bella Poarch deserves the rise to fame. She's pretty talented. I'm hoping her career will soar further. She's literally living like Cinderella.
Why include pretty? not saying your wrong
I mean... she sold her soul for it.
@@SH_Hof proof?
That is so true ❤️
@@WinniePooh33 pretty talented*
THE VOCALS, THE EFFORT, THE SCENES, THE MEANING, LITERALLY EVERYTHING IS JUST PERFECTION!
2:24 when the beat drop it's just so gooooddddddd
Mom: honey why have you been in the bathroom for 1 hour.
Me: uhhh none of your business.
Mom: is that’s mustard I smell.
Me: GO AWAY!!
Wow, seeing the part with Little Bella actually really made me tear up because you've come so far and done so well. I'm happy to be a fan and happy to support you, Bella. You're absolutely amazing and so fucking strong and I admire that. I cannot wait to see what's next for you and I can't wait to see your career skyrocket
😂😂😂😂😂он
Tiktok aside and how she got famous aside , Bella is one of those tiktokers that makes music that is actually talented . Every song that she has dropped has been nothing but amazing while in the process shows her growth . I’m not even a fan of her content on tiktok but I’m able to recognize that Bella music career is off to a great start.
Agreed
It's the same beat like everybody else with the falsetto singing. What are you talking about? There is nothing unique here. 😂😂😂😂
Nothing unique here, another cash grab, she’s not even writing the songs 😂😂💀 Shes got a whole team for everything including her lyrics, she’s got multiple ghost writers.
I disagreed with your comment the moment you wrote that she makes “music that is actually talented”
@@Paquetteism I didn’t say anything abt her music being “unique” I said she shown growth in what she’s releasing with vocals and visuals .
I really like your voice, it's so soothing and charming
Bro it’s bots
@Frostedflakey no her voice is real it's not bots
I feel sorry for your childhood wish you have more fun today and in your life :D
Seriously though, this is such a brave move, ate Bella. 😭 I pray that you'll be able to achieve peace soon. This song is haunting (for the lack of a better word).
Kasama mo kami, ate Bella. Sana, sa susunod na pagpunta ninyo sa Pilipinas, hindi na siya bitter memories for you. May this song serve as an outlet for your continuous healing, ate.
Mahal ka namin. Legit.
agree! she's amazing. faced probably her greatest fear and expressed her desire to showcase it in her music, that sure speaks a lot about her. and this song gave me chills i'm not gonna lie, ang gandaa! i hope she copes with it though, her living hell. keep your strength ate bella, we are always with you!! ♡
So disappointing that her last 2 songs are getting less views now. These 2 songs, especially this one, is particularly good and showcases her vocals more. I got emotional watching this. Thank you for sharing yourself bella!
@@user-iw8js7ne3d I understand that u may not like her music, but that is not an excuse to hate on her. People have different tastes and tolerance is a very important character attribute needed when talking to other people, kindly grow up, thank you
5.4 mil in 8 days isn’t bad
Exactly!! This deserves so much more
It needs a better thumbnail. Yellow goo made it look not interesting. And her, covered with goo, made her look like a yellow gecko.
She’s still getting MILLIONS of views lol
Idk why but I became obsessed with this song recently, I love how most of her songs has a story behind it, And I am proud that she is trying to come over her past, she is so strong, I love her!!
Frr
same
Same here I am obsessed
Teu how are you
@@sujatapriyambada1879 Sujata how are you
This is by far the best music video she has ever made.
2:43 I love how here it's almost as if her child self is mocking her for how she can't break out of her trauma and how herself is like a trick mirror were one side of her is how she tries to live and the other side is the trauma she faced as child growing up that will always be lingering.
I noticed that later on she is wearing the dress that suffocated her at the beginning of the video!
That’s a really good and heartbreaking point. This music video was definitely a touching one for many people in many ways.
Sndmnznnd❤
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Bella Poarch always working on new content is a living heaven.
@Dont go to my page rickroll most likely
Hehehe Opposite
@Dont go to my page
100 subscriber
Yaaaaaassssssss
@dontgotomypage4072nobody loves you
If you are looking for the lyrics🙃:
You know I don't believe in ghosts
Or letting people close
I'm good at letting go
You kiss my lips until they're colder
Think you're in control
But I should let you know
Well, the good guys don't always get the glory
Can't you see the warning signs?
I can make your life a livin' hell
If I wanted to, wanted to
Wish this was a love you never felt
And you know it's true, know it's true
Love me, love me
Trust me with that heart of yours
Feels so heavy
Lying on the bedroom floor
I can make your life a livin' hell
If I wanted to, wanted to
Chew you up and spit you out
And still you come around
So I can watch you drown
Hate when you tell me that you'll wait
Like you think that I could change
When I've always been this way
Well, the good guys don't always get the glory
Can't you see the warning signs?
I can make your life a livin' hell
If I wanted to, wanted to
Wish this was a love you never felt
And you know it's true, know it's true
Love me, love me
Trust me with that heart of yours
Feels so heavy
Lying on the bedroom floor
I can make your life a livin' hell
If I wanted to, wanted to
I'm haunted by the words you say
When I can't say that I feel the same
And that you'll always be alone
And baby, you should I'm only gonna ghost
I can make your life a livin' hell
If I wanted to, wanted to
Wish this was a love you never felt
And you know it's true, know it's true (and you know it's true)
Love me, love me
Trust me with that heart of yours
Feels so heavy
Lying on the bedroom floor
I can make your life a livin' hell
If I wanted to, wanted to (if I wanted to)
It's in the description
Yes I was looking for the lyrics in a comment after reading her life story . But the lyrics were in the discription. Anyway thanks
I uploaded a French translation of the lyrics on my channel to reach out an even broader audience !
MY SONGS ARE WAY BETTER THAN BWLLA POARCH
Pin this lyrics plz... It's a request
🇨🇲 I’m from cameroon it’s a country most people forget about, 😢it’s a country in Africa and I am a big fan of yours😊!!!!!!
As also a Filipino who also feels trapped with my thoughts and strict parents, this really paints a picture that can be shared with everyone. I love your music and you are a filipina inspiration
Yess 🍑ruclips.net/video/YtmjyhOsG2A/видео.html
your trapped in ur mind not 4 walls
Parehas
who asked
@@watermelonhigh8719 please be sympathetic to people that are having a rough time
I'm addicted to this song... I also had childhood trauma and I still live in my childhood since I'm 15, something about this song brings up all I wanted in my childhood but the vibe is outta this world, we love and support you Bella! You are such an inspiration
Hearing this song is like watching a whole movie specifically a tragic or sad story. It also feels like watching an opera.
0:10 this is when the song actually starts
This is why living in a Filipino household is a matter of how lucky you are to avoid nightmarish parents. Imagine the struggles of every Filipino offspring out there just to try and escape the chaotic reality of trauma and oppression within a household. I love how Bella did portray this reality through her music. This is such an amazing repertoire, a soothing masterpiece with deep meanings behind.
Why fillipino if her foster father was american? and nobody helped her while she was living and going to school in usa? its worldwide issue not filippino houshold
@@nahidaxnilou Agree
you don't know what you're talking about. Filipino parents (Asian parents) are literally a hundred times better than other parents out there. Kids are just getting rebellious today because they want to be like the American kids who don't know the word respect. Bella's stepdad is American too.
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Yeah I'm pretty sure she was just a spoiled brat that's why she's portraying it like that
I love the fact that this song can have a double meaning. Her lyrics can be seen from the perspective of someone torturing themselves or from someone who abuse another person (how many times i can hear abusers say : i can make your life a living hell). That's why this song is so powerful.
This is definitely her most hardest vocally song so far. The falsettos and runs are AMAZINGG
Ok dont read my name 😑 .
MY SONGS ARE WAY BETTER THAN BELLA POARCH
@@robinskull LMAOOOO NO THEY ARENT-
@@kyontheprize they are bots 🤣 they do probably suck
Noooooo 😭 bring back the bad bella I can't handle to see her lose to another man when she was always beating them. Overall, this song is so beautiful and sad at the same time, and what makes it more sad is that she wrote it with her purest emotions. Don't be sad bella, you're fans are here supporting you, love from Algeria 🇩🇿
It's crazy to think Bella went through all this as a child. She has made it so far and I know that her parents/guardians are jealous and wish they treated her better. Great job Bella, this is an absolute masterpiece! I'd think it would be hard to bring back your childhood especially when bad things happened to you then. But that's all in the past, and Bella is an absolute star now! There's no doubt her guardians/parents are jealous now.
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Fr. For celebrities, you would be thinking that they had an “amazing childhood” but you would never know what they are going through as a kid. I cannot even imagine being in a room the whole day. She has truly suffered a lot and she definitely does not deserve this.
i will support you bella
you are so inspiring 💖💖💖
That is soo true thet bella'd parents/guardian are soo jealous how she made it here ass a celebrity now even thout she have going throuh
After this song, my whole opinion over Bella changed. I never used to like her because of social media portraying her like they do. But after hearing her story, I actually respect her so much and now I love her. She is so so talented and I am so proud of her💗💗💗
Edit: omg guys please stop attacking I was just saying because of literally the whole media hating on her for becoming famous over nothing it made people angry, including me, but I realized this was good for her because she actually has talent and now that she has a massive platform she is using it to express her talent. I was just saying I wasn't fond of her either till I saw that she really has talent and her lifestory made me realize she didn't have it easy and I am proud of her for what she has done to her life regardless of her situation
Yea she's been through a lot in her childhood
Same here
That's why you can't always listen to social media before actually getting to know someone
@@skillissue9089 yeah but everyone does that sadly. But we can always learn
Same..
*_lyrics_*
[Verse 1]
You know I don't believe in ghosts Or letting people close
I'm good at letting go
You kiss my lips until they're colder Think you're in control but
But I should let you know
[Pre-Chorus]
Well, the good guys don't always get the glory
Can't you see the warning signs?
[Chorus]
I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)
Wish this was a love you never felt and you know it's true (Know it's true)
Love me, love me
Trust me with that heart of yours
Feels so heavy
Lying on the bedroom floor
I can make your life a livin' hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)
[Verse 2]
Chew you up and spit you out
And still you come around
So I can watch you drown
Hate when you tell me that you'll wait
Like you think that I could change
When I've always been this way
[Pre-Chorus]
Well, the good guys don't always get the glory
Can't you see the warning signs?
[Chorus]
I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)
Wish this was a love you never felt and you know it's true (Know it's true)
Love me, love me
Trust me with that heart of yours
Feels so heavy
Lying on the bedroom floor
I can make your life a livin' hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)
[Bridge]
I'm haunted by the words you say
When I can’t say that I feel the same
Admit you’ll always be alone
And baby you should know
I’m only gonna ghost
[Chorus]
I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)
Wish this was a love you never felt and you know it's true (Know it's true)
Love me, love me
Trust me with that heart of yours
Feels so heavy
Lying on the bedroom floor
I can make your life a livin' hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)
Thank you🥰
+rubyyjane
👏👏👏
Thank you
Спасибо огромное за текст песни. Теперь я могу не только слушать, но и подпевать, наслаждаясь ещё больше. ❤
you make me cry .I remember my childhood
Bella is gradually becoming my most favorite honestly…she deserves the hype and the fame. She works so hard for it. She is amazing. Love you Bella 🥺♥️♥️
Bella did not work hard for her fame. She's also not amazing.
Can't imagine how hard it was to make this. I've recently tried writing stories to help process trauma myself, and I barely get past a few sentences/pages without scrapping it and needing to rest for days. Respect that you managed to make the video, and good luck with recovery.
She killed it again! Bella never disappoint us, she's so good. The symbolism behind the lyrics are incredible and very powerful, this mv is a masterpiece! Every second of this mv is so f'cking insane, this is like watching a horror-trauma movie holy sh't. She exceed my expectations! Love you Bella, keep writing songs and never stop!
Dude so much respect
@Mr Shaq just make good music and if people who listen to it if they like it enough they can share it by themselves you don’t have to be begging and spamming for views
Yepp
Her voice is so beautiful
Anyone who knows Bella's life before she blew up will be able to tell what this song is about. Another amazing song. Can't wait to see what she does next. In the meantime, I guess I'll have to put this song on repeat with the others.
Same:,)
@XelloRecords no problem! Props to you for the grind :)
I noticed she wore the blouse that choked her at the beginning.. I wonder what that meant 💔
yeah true. I wasn't a fan of her at first. I knew her when people were sort of hating on her and I was like she seems good so lemme follow her then I heard about her past and it broke me. In the music video I try to correlate everything she was saying in the music video to the interview and it breaks me. Hats off to anyone struggling with their trauma :')❤
As someone who has experienced trauma growing up, I felt the resonance when I saw Bella's comment explaining the video. Thank you for continuing to be here, you're a big inspo. Bc reality is, yes, it's hard to fight...I understand childhood trauma all too well...after reading her comment...I cried a lot bc it feels like no one sometimes understands...
From the visuals, music and the message, everything about this masterpiece just gives me chills I'm so proud of how far she's come
Don’t read my name 🤠 .
so cool!❤❤🇰🇷
I’ve supported Bella for such a long time as I saw some potential. I’m so glad I did as behind every music video there’s always a story. Even though I’m not happy that she went through childhood trauma, I’m glad she’s out of it now and able to get support from us. We all love Bella
It's funny how yellow is the color of betrayal/infedility/distrust even. Good message Bella as always, and I hope for anyone that is healing, it gets better.
I thought yellow is a sign of happiness back then 😭
@@JulieSings it is, but i forget too that its also used on street warning signs that tell ppl to yield and all that... im sure all the colors have a positive and negative pyschological meaning
@@JulieSings that's why it looks like a happy colour but it's really deceptive. Like with yellow roses, it can mean friendship but it could also mean a new betrayal.
@@monkey6547 ohh that's dark
@@monkey6547 I don't really get the music video can someone explain it to me?
🇵🇭🇵🇭People in the philipines support u!
Your songs just keep getting more and more relatable. Going through a living hell is what takes your childhood from you, and you’ve captured that in such a creative way. Thanks for all that you do :)
i wish you all the best honestly! also i recommend you ”living hell thnked remix” its more dance version
Her voice: 💫😍😻
The lyrics: 💀
Her song has a deep meaning. Wow Bella. You are amazing singer and tiktoker, keep doing your best. And I hope God in heaven will supply all your needs. Godbless you. 😍
0:40 why does this melody sound so good damn
So true
We love u from Bangladesh 🇧🇩
Bella never dissapoints when it comes to visuals. MAHAL KA NAMIN BHIE!! ❤️
She just disappointed
MY SONGS ARE WAY BETTER THAN BELLA POARCH
@@robinskull BYEEEE i hope you're joking
@@annaoopatemybrotherandkill8479 she ate this up
@@robinskull no
I'm not your content fan but I'm definitely your music fan. All of your music is great! Just want to let you know that you're brave for sharing your story with us. I hope you have a happy life from now on :)
I agree
Me too
Same
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Finally it's here
2:24 best prt
Lyrics:-
You know I don't believe in ghosts or
Letting people close
I'm good at letting go
You kiss my lips until they're colder
Think you're in control, but
I should let you know
Well, the good guys don't always get the glory
Can't you see the warning signs?
I can make your life a livin' hell
If I wanted to, wanted to
Wish this was a love you never felt
And you know it's true, know it's true
Love me, love me, trust me with that heart of yours
Feels so heavy lyin' on the bedroom floor
I can make your life a livin' hell
If I wanted to, wanted to
Chew you up and spit you out
And still you come around
So I can watch you drown
Hate when you tell me that you'll wait
Like you think that I could change
When I've always been this way
Well, the good guys don't always get the glory
Can't you see the warning signs?
I can make your life a livin' hell
If I wanted to, wanted to
Wish this was a love you never felt
And you know it's true, know it's true
Love me, love me, trust me with that heart of yours
Feels so heavy lyin' on the bedroom floor
I can make your life a livin' hell
If I wanted to, wanted to
I'm haunted by the words you say
When I can’t say that I feel the same
And that you'll always be alone
And, baby, you should know
I'm only gonna ghost
I can make your life a livin' hell
If I wanted to, wanted to (If I wanted to)
Wish this was a love you never felt
And you know it's true, know it's true (And you know it's true)
Love me, love me, trust me with that heart of yours (Love me)
Feels so heavy lyin' on the bedroom floor
I can make your life a livin' hell
If I wanted to, wanted to (If I wanted to)
ok
I really like this song it makes me sleep deeply and calm 😅😅😅
how tf are her music videos always SO detailed and incredible?! there’s so much effort put into them, and they’re so creative. she’s so good at portraying a story through music.
Ok dont read my name 😑
the fact that this is only her EP and 4 of the songs in her EP has such good quality music videos. Only 2 songs doesn't have their own music videos.
Stop lying
@@MbitaChizi lol nice
I'm always so blown away whenever you release a new song. Your voice and talent is absolute perfection. This was absolutely incredible
Ok dont read my name 😑
Tf so many bots
After 7 months this song finally getting recognition it deserve
True it deserve mo recognition than build a b
Haha she doesn’t deserve recognition. She’s talentless. She’s only famous for her looks. Real musicians deserve the attention. People who actually work hard.
Fr
This is a masterpiece
Where from