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  • Опубликовано: 22 авг 2024
  • Music: Cut - Plumb
    Lyrics in the video, enjoy :)
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    Pic Origin: Anime - True Tears

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  • @rinatokawaiiangel5173
    @rinatokawaiiangel5173 8 лет назад +152

    i was sad and depressed and then go to youtube to cheer up but then this was on my suggestion and i cried listening to thish Q.Q

    • @seiyashirayomi3382
      @seiyashirayomi3382 3 года назад

      I hope u r doing alright now
      Q.Q

    • @katherinehahn4911
      @katherinehahn4911 3 года назад +1

      Tbh we all need a good cry when depressed. I did the same thing tbh.

    • @danielspicer7554
      @danielspicer7554 2 года назад

      Your mistakes aways get noticed your sadness never, people tell you to put on a smile but it feels like it's fake, blood and cuts make you feel sane like your living, people think your an idiot and don't trust you and blame everything on you
      Bless the people who lost the people who didn't survive because your so much more you have friends and people who care about you please self harming is not the answer
      But for me it is

  • @loyaldarkness6966
    @loyaldarkness6966 7 лет назад +696

    People say that depression is just a bunch of stupid fake emo people who want the attention. I can tell you it's not like that at all. I have depression and anxiety and Schizophrenia. I used to cut everyday. It made me feel like I could control what I felt. One day at school a person accidentally hit me with the edge of a book and it bled. I didn't even know about the blood until I was walking in the hall and my friend had to tell me. I thought because I had cut I was becoming stronger. Then one day a guy told me I was beautiful. Said my boyfriend was lucky to have me. I told him I didn't have a boyfriend and we started talking. He went through some of the same stuff. Now we are happy together. 7 month next month. We both stopped cutting. We are happy together. I hope this story proves there is still hope in this world.

    • @aetherasna7232
      @aetherasna7232 6 лет назад +21

      Yeah ... That's the truth. Hum ... Sorry I can't speak english very well so I can't tell you what I feel now. Congratulation for you and your boyfriend. I hope you are happy now.
      Continue like this !
      (sorry again for my bad english :/)

    • @savannahholmes6145
      @savannahholmes6145 5 лет назад +6

      Loyal Darkness I have depression and i’m only 11 i have a constant pain in my chest and instead of using a knife i use a mechanical pencil i scrape myself until i bleed so what is the best way to stop it. I cant have a boyfriend and no boy in my school likes me

    • @parzival8863
      @parzival8863 5 лет назад +2

      It proves that your life was living and that there is something for you. for me on the other hand that is impossible due to the fact that no one loves me. no one wants to spend their life with a dumbass, piece of shit like me.

    • @Nour_Firestorm
      @Nour_Firestorm 5 лет назад +3

      @@savannahholmes6145 I too had a severe depression, it lasted like five years... And even if I don't know what is the "best" way to stop this, I would like tell you what worked for me : from the moment I became aware of the emotional state I was in and of what I was doing (and I think you are aware of your situation too), I managed to stay as often as possible away from any open window or sharp object. Quitting even using knives during meals because it gave me too many bad ideas. I do not really remember how long I held like that, but over time, I finally get used to it, and no longer touch it ... (Besides today I'm afraid of sharp objects, it is ironical).
      Today I'm only 16, and even if I'm not "in depression" anymore since two years, I totally understand and remember perfectly what it feels like. So I send you all my support. And if you want to talk about it, you can, because many people (including me) have experienced this kind of thing, and I think it's important to know that you're not alone.
      (Just, I'm sorry for my very very bad english, I'm french and I used Google translator for some sentences... Hope I made as few errors as possible !)
      Courage and support to you, I repeat, you're not alone.
      Bye :)

    • @jennr3614
      @jennr3614 5 лет назад +1

      Thank you for sharing your story I cut but I'm so fat and ugly. So this means i dont have a boyfriend I've always told myself that once i become skinny and pretty then someone will look at me that way.My parents try to avoid the issue and tell me that I'm okay and then they ask why I'm always in my room so I always prau for someone to kill me or to just take me and so I cut myself with one of my friends. I feel great I started now doing drugs so i hope someone can be happy because of me but even if its not that i hope i die

  • @thatdere2569
    @thatdere2569 7 лет назад +1793

    She paints a pretty picture, But the story has a twist.
    Her paint brush is her razor, And her canvas is her wrist.
    She paints a pretty picture,
    In a colour that's blood red.
    While using her sharp paint brush,
    She ends up finally dead.
    Her pretty pictures fading, Quite slowly on her arm.
    The blood is not racing through her,
    She can no longer do harm.
    She painted her pretty picture,
    But her picture had a twist.
    You see her mind was her razor.
    And her heart was her wrist.

    • @ab_mochi
      @ab_mochi 7 лет назад +46

      That Dere dammmnnn

    • @theinfantmetroid
      @theinfantmetroid 7 лет назад +69

      That was on fucking point

    • @beejay99ah
      @beejay99ah 7 лет назад +54

      wow, Im impressed. Im gonna save that. Not bad, son.

    • @Eycil
      @Eycil 7 лет назад +29

      That Dere
      Wow did you make this?

    • @DeianiraJax
      @DeianiraJax 7 лет назад +19

      YouAnA-hole piss off

  • @caitlin4265
    @caitlin4265 3 года назад +31

    I forgot about this song! This used to be what I listened to all the time when I was trapped in complete darkness. Wow. This brings back some dark memories

    • @Akropolix
      @Akropolix 2 года назад

      Man I used to listen to this when I was on some sort of Minecraft livestream

  • @Kitsune-th1st
    @Kitsune-th1st 8 месяцев назад +11

    I remember listening to this song on repeat, crying quietly in bed from the age of 12 up until 17. Listening to this song now at 21 makes me feel sad for my younger self. If anyone reads this just know things gets better, life won't be the same forever, there's genuinely a light at the end of the tunnel

  • @alya4445
    @alya4445 9 лет назад +283

    I find this song to have metaphorical meaning. Though everyone can find their own meaning to any song. But personally I take it metaphorically. Words can cut deeper than any blade. I was verbally abused and I have a lot of things that I keep hidden. I can't really make the point I'm trying to make since I'm not even quite sure what my point is XD But anyway, I adore this song and personally don't think it's about cutting

    • @lunallia2859
      @lunallia2859 9 лет назад +13

      Art is subjective, after all.

    • @littlemisssimsy5762
      @littlemisssimsy5762 9 лет назад +11

      I feel the same way. It's beautiful how you find alternate messages in songs. It is a beautiful gift to truly love musk and see further into a song than just its lyrics

    • @TopLaneChad
      @TopLaneChad 8 лет назад

      +Rehono Tharp "oh my gaw i was verbally abused!" No one cares. Nothing is in comparison to actually getting beaten up

    • @TopLaneChad
      @TopLaneChad 8 лет назад +2

      *****
      Woah since when can you change it to where it's a Year vs a Day?

    • @kathrine4826
      @kathrine4826 8 лет назад +9

      +Tank Elric I don't really agree... In my opinion, everyone has their own parameter of pain. That means they can only comprehend what they have experienced, and there are always something on the top that hurts the most - be it that either your cheated upon, or someone you loved deeply is lost - I think everything hurts "the most". And I'm not saying it's the absolute truth or anything like that - but I just wanted to share it.

  • @ibarawithagun
    @ibarawithagun 8 лет назад +142

    I've been listening to this song for months.. And I'm still wondering why there are 272 dislikes..
    edit: ayo this was such a weird comment that i made when i was like 9. don't be so judgmental, people can dislike a song if they want to. cheers!

  • @Derpypies-kz6fi
    @Derpypies-kz6fi 8 лет назад +773

    Ok... Alot of you down in the comments are talking about this cutting. Let me put this in both sides of the story, the one who is watching and the one who is doing.
    If someone cuts it's because something emotionally drove them to the point to bend and break, Like a plastic spoon. If you keep bending it it will eventually break but the break I am talking about is the emotional soul. When this happenes the person is very vulnerable at this point. They may go into "Society Laws" Meaning if you have difficulties you cut, everyone had seen this. But if you think about it, if you never saw someone cut you wouldn't do it.
    This is comparing to shave, in "Society Laws" the woman have to shave while the men can be hairy wherever they please.( of course ppl prefer other things then most like men shave their legs or wax their chest) but if you think about it. If these Society Laws were not there then the men would not have a damn problem with hairy woman, going back to the main topic. Many people who cut may or may not think is can solve a problem.
    Now if you are cutting is indeed the spoon snapped into two, but like a spoon broke you can always fix it, it wont be the same.
    I only share this because I was once the person who didn't understand why ppl cut until my spoon snapped. I'm not trying to give you my sappy sorry or want you to be sorry for me but I just want you all to know the real reasons of why people cut. It's not a joking matter and is not to be taken lightly. If you did take the time to read this then I appreciate it.

    • @xoppa09
      @xoppa09 8 лет назад +1

      +Derpypies 4205 yawn

    • @jojol.3814
      @jojol.3814 8 лет назад +1

      So true

    • @musicaltheatretrash8011
      @musicaltheatretrash8011 8 лет назад +3

      *claps* very good.......so true ;~;

    • @Anna-lh1jy
      @Anna-lh1jy 8 лет назад +8

      +Derpypies 4205 I answer because this is just so true... I was in a very deep depression, so I search horrible things on google and discover ( I knew that before, but I really realized this a this moment ) some people were cutting themselves to feel better... So I was thinking that maybe if all the people who were like me were doing this, I had to do this too... So I cut myself... What you say is just so true, because even if that made me feel better I thought I was the only one to begin because others were doing this... Thanks :)

    • @shannonrobinson65
      @shannonrobinson65 8 лет назад +2

      +Derpypies 4205 I must have you as a friend on Animal Jam... Please...

  • @piccolap
    @piccolap 9 лет назад +38

    Okay so since I've seen so many people commenting similar things, I guess I'll join in.
    I was a cutter. It just gave me a relaxing feeling, like all my worries and fears were trapped under my skin, and when I cut it open, they flowed out. Sure, it hurt, but that wasn't my concern at the time.
    My mom found out, and shit went down. Since a few of my other friends cut too, she thought it was a trend, and that I needed help.
    The thing is, I knew I needed help but I refused it, unless it was from my friends.
    I'm still a self-harmer, But I don't cut as a way of self-harm, and I'm anorexic and bulimic, and I have severe depression, along with a bunch of other disorders.
    The biggest mistake I made was pushing people away, even though I knew I actually wanted them to support me.
    I know the pain that depression has, and I'm always open to talk.
    I'm actually helping my best friend through depression, even though people say she's a lost cause, and it's no use helping her.
    Just don't give up.
    You're not alone.
    And remember, someone will always care.

    • @mysterytime5200
      @mysterytime5200 2 года назад

      It's been 7 years... I hope things got better

    • @shadowayiax
      @shadowayiax 2 года назад +1

      I still cut myself and want to stop, but it, feels so good to do so, it felt better than the depression and deep pain I was and still in. Now my mom is worried plus my boyfriend and friends. How can I explain to them when whenever I try to let it out by talking, ends up choking on the words and start breaking down to wear people call you crazy and that you need serious help. I did need help, and I still do but putting me on Anti depressants and other pills, I'd kill myself then taking medicine that I know and feel doesn't help me. But I'm not giving up.

  • @EvyKassandra
    @EvyKassandra 10 лет назад +116

    It's insane how many people can actually relate to this. It's so sad what society has done to so many of us. But please guys: don't cut yourself. It doesn't really helps, it cause more problems instead. Just wanted to say that, Keep your heads up guys:)

    • @nailedt0thecr0ss
      @nailedt0thecr0ss 6 лет назад +2

      People don't get the songs meaning. They go deep but the wrong way.

    • @Akropolix
      @Akropolix 4 года назад

      It isn't society, it's just me to think they're cool and pick a target. Funny thing is, it works. All of it works.

    • @Akropolix
      @Akropolix 4 года назад

      Sorry, text to speech isn't really reliable and trying to pick up my words

  • @violetjohnson686
    @violetjohnson686 8 лет назад +56

    This nightcore version is amazing!! This song is one of my all time favorites!!

  • @anonymousgirl2472
    @anonymousgirl2472 7 лет назад +179

    there once was a girl with the perfect life
    then when she went home one day she found a knife
    her arm said yes but her heart said no
    if only people would have understood her sorrow
    see the girl had a mask a mask so beautiful and strong
    so she wore that mask to hide what was weak and wrong
    i know this girl because she was my best friend
    she could not understand what she did wrong
    so she picked up the knife and thought of doing what felt like home
    her life was never nice, see the mask took over and did what it was meant to
    hide all what was wrong because she was told to
    i know this girl because she was my heart
    most people did not understand where to find the key
    everyone thought she was crazy but this was their doing
    if only she could turn back time and start from the beginning
    i know this girl she was powerful and strong
    this girl knew who she was but bullies got the best of her and made her weak and do things wrong
    i know this girl.. this girl is me

    • @amethystboo1195
      @amethystboo1195 4 года назад +7

      Hey, if you ever need someone to talk to I am here for you

    • @catmom3.062
      @catmom3.062 4 года назад +7

      Imma pray for you and This probably doesn't help but...imma send you virtual hug🤗

    • @brandonbradley4850
      @brandonbradley4850 4 года назад +2

      I'm sorry, if that helps.

    • @Akropolix
      @Akropolix 4 года назад +3

      You cut yourself because of bullies come on

    • @zackfoster8946
      @zackfoster8946 4 года назад +2

      I got bullies too. I feel really angry with those stupid bitches.

  • @wynteralexandra850
    @wynteralexandra850 8 лет назад +36

    I get emotional when she says I am cut. I love that part

  • @tofire2261
    @tofire2261 8 лет назад +10

    This is so beatiful...

  • @Arinaretina
    @Arinaretina 8 лет назад +260

    My life in one song

  • @jojop4650
    @jojop4650 8 лет назад +140

    I'm not a stranger
    No I am yours
    With crippled anger
    And tears that still drip sore
    A fragile frame aged
    With misery
    And when our eyes meet
    I know you see
    I do not want to be afraid
    I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
    I'm tired of feeling so numb
    Relief exists I find it when
    I am cut
    I may seem crazy
    Or painfully shy
    And these scars wouldn't be so hidden
    If you would just look me in the eye
    I feel alone here and cold here
    Though I don't want to die
    But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside
    I do not want to be afraid
    I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
    I'm tired of feeling so numb
    Relief exists I find it when
    I am cut
    Pain
    I am not alone
    I am not alone
    I'm not a stranger
    No I am yours
    With crippled anger
    And tears that still drip sore
    But I do not want to be afraid
    I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
    I'm tired of feeling so numb
    Relief exists I found it when
    I was cut

    • @pixelatedprincess3050
      @pixelatedprincess3050 8 лет назад +4

      +Hatsune Miku this song is so beautiful. it really gets to me every time. the meaning behind it is amazing. it makes me cry, though i find it so beautiful and meaningful.

    • @awesomenessrequired4787
      @awesomenessrequired4787 8 лет назад +2

      Thx

    • @Yuri-kq7if
      @Yuri-kq7if 4 года назад +2

      Not to be rude but can I just say one thing... The lyrics are ok the screen 🙃

  • @kookie_margang8380
    @kookie_margang8380 5 лет назад +5

    *This song, describes me very much... ♥*

    • @Akropolix
      @Akropolix 2 года назад

      So you (used to maybe) cut yourself

  • @cadhoffman
    @cadhoffman 7 лет назад +12

    I am just flipping through Nightcore songs and I am coming back to the songs that me and my friends should listen to like 3 yrs ago...
    Brings back good memories...
    Thank you Nightcore...

    • @lreismann9180
      @lreismann9180 Год назад

      Same rn but it's been like 7 yrs for me the nostalgia hits DIFFERENT

  • @devinlockwood1001
    @devinlockwood1001 5 лет назад +17

    I saw her in concert. she is absolutely amazing, literally was sobbing by the end of the show.

  • @rosellaknight3005
    @rosellaknight3005 7 лет назад +21

    9 months clean 👆🏽💪🏼😊😌

    • @kimibow1619
      @kimibow1619 7 лет назад +5

      Rosella Knight keep it that way

  • @gilliananderson6036
    @gilliananderson6036 10 лет назад +24

    My brother committed suicide, my parents got divorced and I moved 3 times when I was 12 and I told myself 3 things I can't bring him back I can't change the past crying about it is just going to make me sadder but when things are sad they always can get better it's your choice and because of the things that have happened to me I've become stronger. No matter what you're going through you're not alone.

    • @ambervlogs8349
      @ambervlogs8349 10 лет назад

      That must be hard on you good job on staying strong if it were me I would cry all day long

    • @lari9887
      @lari9887 9 лет назад

      Im so sorry ;(

    • @dimant35ify
      @dimant35ify 9 лет назад

      I feal only sorry for what happend ...

  • @princesslee8018
    @princesslee8018 3 года назад +4

    Ahh this takes me back to my 6th grade year. Everything was blocked on our iPads including RUclips. But kids told eachother secret sites and this song was on it. I Discovered it on there. Im glad that happened.

  • @notalexa8287
    @notalexa8287 9 лет назад +449

    Please stop saying things like "Cutting doesn't help" or "It's stupid" because whoever is saying that, most likely hasn't. And if you have and you're saying that, you probably just see that now. For some people it's the only thing that helps, as much as it may seem emo or idiotic to you.

    • @eminabekric863
      @eminabekric863 9 лет назад +34

      But, cutting isn't a good, healthy way to deal with problems. And cutting is 'stupid', because it doesn't solve anything. However, I don't blame those who does it or call them stupid, because they're desperate for help, care, and love, and has unfortunately turnt to cutting because of that - but cutting itself is wrong, although no one's some 'pathetic emo kid' if one uses it as a way to cope. Hurting yourself shouldn't feel like the last solution to cope with your problems.

    • @eminabekric863
      @eminabekric863 9 лет назад +7

      Sorry, my comment was for the original comment, not yours. I actually agree with your comment. Sorry it came off as if it was for you.

    • @kimibow1619
      @kimibow1619 7 лет назад +9

      not alexa well, they're not wrong. Cutting is fucking pointless and that's coming from a former cutter. Don't be stupid.

    • @StandAloneSoul
      @StandAloneSoul 7 лет назад +3

      i desperately hope for you that you're just a troll

    • @rosyletters1687
      @rosyletters1687 6 лет назад +16

      I don't mean to be rude but can you all just SHUT UP. I understand what you're trying to say but say it more gently because a lot of people think that cutting is helping. When you say it's stupid or you are an idiot, it's actually going to make them cut more. They might accidentally kill themselves. I am NOT saying that you should ignore a person cutting. I'm just do it in a more gentle tone and give reasons as to why cutting is bad. Just don't give them your opinion or else they will say things like "So? That's your opinion and I don't care about your opinion!" or "Thousands of people would disagree with you, me included."

  • @ennisivy279
    @ennisivy279 9 лет назад +178

    Society screams 'Don't get raped' not dont rape

    • @iamplant4569
      @iamplant4569 9 лет назад +3

      +S. Holmes is that ciel and sebatian

    • @ennisivy279
      @ennisivy279 9 лет назад +2

      lol yeah

    • @dat_senpai_guy4400
      @dat_senpai_guy4400 8 лет назад +5

      +S. Holmes people who rape know that what they are doing is wrong, they just dont care

    • @genericscout5408
      @genericscout5408 8 лет назад +5

      Enzo Cambauva Vieira Alot of this depends on how a person was raised. What moral values they learned or didn't learn. Rape is generally seen about control, but it can be about blind or misguided lust. Generally rape happens when a person is in the friendzone so to speak. With someone they like but that person doesn't return the feelings and never will. And then there's incest where its all just lust gone wild. I agree people know its wrong, they just aren't equipped to deal with just how wrong it really is.

    • @user-re5mn4vd9m
      @user-re5mn4vd9m 8 лет назад

      +Enzo Cambauva Vieira I don't think he means 'rape' literally

  • @Ally-uj3di
    @Ally-uj3di 8 лет назад +116

    Okay seriously guys. Who are we -people who haven't fallen that deep into depression- to say what a person can and cannot do to their own body? Like shut the hell up!
    Music says something about ones personality. Since we are all listening to this, this means that the lyrics or the soft melody has something to do with our current situation.
    We are listening to a song that is titled "Cut" what the hell did you expect to read in the comment-section? Comments about flying ponies?!

    • @anonymouswritingonthewall8249
      @anonymouswritingonthewall8249 5 лет назад +11

      Ally 123 I was kinda hoping for something about flying ponies...

    • @RoseMimick
      @RoseMimick 5 лет назад +3

      @@anonymouswritingonthewall8249 love your profile name

    • @brandonbradley4850
      @brandonbradley4850 4 года назад +1

      thanks, justb reading some of these makes me wanna die rn. Imma go cut rn.

    • @Glaycier
      @Glaycier 4 года назад +1

      The point is, we are all concerned for these users as self harm isn’t a healthy coping mechanism. It’s hard to stop once you start, and we know that, but all we want is the best for other people. Self harm shouldn’t be something someone resorts to because they deserve better. They deserve a pain free life where they can be happy and no longer shackled by the addiction, the need for pain.

    • @Akropolix
      @Akropolix 4 года назад +1

      Shut your feminist mouth up

  • @zoe7867
    @zoe7867 8 лет назад +95

    I wonder what it would be like to have friends.

    • @commissarluke2898
      @commissarluke2898 8 лет назад +7

      That's a really really good question...........
      Want one?
      Lucas.norberg2

    • @supernerd4158
      @supernerd4158 8 лет назад +3

      I would be your friend.

    • @hoodedsmoke
      @hoodedsmoke 7 лет назад +3

      Same...

    • @katiegjerstad2391
      @katiegjerstad2391 7 лет назад +4

      same. everyone hates me

    • @pantakoo.
      @pantakoo. 7 лет назад +2

      Some time ago I would wonder the same thing... Now that I looked around me better, I found a person that is there for me when others aren't. What I mean is that even if it is hard, and I know it hurts a lot try to find this one person that makes you happy and ignore the ones who hurt you.
      This is my advice.I know it is hard but try.
      Good Luck and I hope you find friends that worth your time and attention
      have a nice day

  • @morganlemons1694
    @morganlemons1694 9 лет назад +8

    I don't know if I should thank the person who made this song or be worried because I'm sure some people have ended up cutting because of it.

  • @akaneumi9807
    @akaneumi9807 9 лет назад +164

    not all emos are cutters and not cutters are emo in fact the two subjects don't even have any thing to do with each other self harming has been around a lot longer then the emo style. emo stands for emotional and has became a style as well so...ok then *backs out of room watching my back* '(^.^)

    • @haruko8526
      @haruko8526 5 лет назад +2

      Emotional? I thought it was emotionless

    • @urlocalbug7578
      @urlocalbug7578 4 года назад +3

      @@haruko8526 no its emotive which means emotional lol

    • @sharlivee
      @sharlivee 4 года назад +3

      I didn’t exactly search up the real definition of emo but I’d say it’s an emotional person who acts like they don’t give a damn anymore. I heard most emo’s like the color black and wear it most the time. Also, my friend when she was in 4th grade was “emo.” No she wasn’t, she was pretending to be emo.

    • @lilac7171
      @lilac7171 3 года назад

      @@sharlivee actually emos and goths have nothing or to w eachother

  • @hulvey6919
    @hulvey6919 5 лет назад +5

    “These scars wouldn’t be so hidden if you would just look me in the eye.”

  • @feeny9196
    @feeny9196 8 лет назад +20

    This song is like the window to my soul.

  • @LM-hl1nl
    @LM-hl1nl 8 лет назад +47

    I think the real reason people make fun of people with suicidal thoughts is because they just don't understand and when someone doesn't understand something usually trhey get frustrated by it,I'm assuming from personal experiences

    • @kimibow1619
      @kimibow1619 7 лет назад

      creepypasta fan_girl I was suicidal once upon a time and I joke about it constantly. Grow a pair and get over it

    • @LM-hl1nl
      @LM-hl1nl 7 лет назад

      I joke about it now,but I posted that 5 months ago

    • @brokenprincessofhell4743
      @brokenprincessofhell4743 4 года назад +1

      Depends on where you are. I joke about it to hide that it is no joke for me, but i hate it when others joke about it, because they often/normally have no idea how it is

  • @ash-jm9nu
    @ash-jm9nu 5 лет назад +8

    i found this song three years ago. this exact video. i remember how empty it made me feel, knowing that this was me - this was my life. i felt useless, a burden to my family & ultimately a failure. for years i would constantly come back to this song to trigger myself as a punishment, time after time, cut after cut.
    i can proudly say that this is the first time in three years i have come to this video not to punish myself, but to say goodbye. goodbye to all the pain and suffering. i finally have meds that work. i have a goal in life, something to be passionate about. my family continue to support me & show me unconditional love. i’m finally letting go of the misery. so i figured i’d say goodbye. i hope i don’t come back here. and too all those who are struggling, it gets better. i know that sounds like bs to you right now, i’ve been in your shoes. i know how it feels to not want to be here anymore. but the pain will end and you will find peace within yourself. i wish everyone all the best.
    goodbye.

    • @Akropolix
      @Akropolix 4 года назад

      Maybe you will come back, since it's a pretty decent song. And, this is the 1st comment that I feel like I shouldn't be an asshole about. Thank you

    • @fibromiteready2fight809
      @fibromiteready2fight809 11 месяцев назад

      Happy for you! Congrats.

  • @schtrash8962
    @schtrash8962 4 года назад +3

    Very relatable, I can be sobbing my eyes out but if I pull a knife out and roll my sleeve up, I stop and just watch my blood fall down.

  • @user-js3nk9lh8n
    @user-js3nk9lh8n 9 лет назад +12

    Listen to the song.... "I am not alone..." You are not alone, don't cut yourself, I'm sorry for what has happened in your life. Just remember please remember for me.... Your beautiful and your life is a gift not a piece of trash, after suffering for so long you will get happiness so hold on for me please...

  • @SarahIsAFishy
    @SarahIsAFishy 2 года назад +2

    First time I heard this version of the song, my self harming was getting much worse due to school as well more fricking issues. I was just listening to youtube while doing homework. This song had been next, I just began crying for a few hours as the song remained in my head. It reminded me of when it first started to how worse it was getting. Of how some 'friends' told me that if I didn't stop hurting myself they would leave me and hate me. How my family was disappointed in me. I still am struggling with it, as it just is what has been my solution my mind goes to that instantly with anything going on in my head or around me even. I am a few hours clean sadly...I am sorry for writing this;;; buh bai, be safe and have a nice week

  • @xfrogpondx5332
    @xfrogpondx5332 8 лет назад +68

    this song is my own personal National anthem

  • @elliniacorsello2310
    @elliniacorsello2310 7 лет назад +6

    if your reading this then you are beautiful. Everybody is beautiful in their own way and you should except that

  • @asystem7537
    @asystem7537 4 года назад +12

    Pancake recipe

  • @robinnjansson
    @robinnjansson 6 лет назад +7

    This song resonates deeply with me. I’m not one who cuts, but I was close to someone who did for years. If I could take all that hurts, and make it go away, I would. You are worth it, you deserve to be happy, and to have someone that holds you tight when you feel bad.

  • @bananapeelsstudios4953
    @bananapeelsstudios4953 6 лет назад +1

    This is the first nightcore song to make me cry... I..I have no words.. amazing..

  • @winter_wolfie25
    @winter_wolfie25 10 лет назад +6

    And the tears are falling again....... I can't even think probably anymore.....

  • @brendane28
    @brendane28 8 лет назад +109

    It's scary how much this song suits me 😨

    • @MsRat7
      @MsRat7 8 лет назад

      I know what you mean its the same for me

    • @brendane28
      @brendane28 8 лет назад

      +sam dunn yay im not alone!

    • @MsRat7
      @MsRat7 8 лет назад

      +Noel Williams it's nice to know someone else is in the same place as me emotionally

    • @starsnmarsd1984
      @starsnmarsd1984 8 лет назад +1

      +Noel Williams Trust a lot of people probably can.... Like us.......

    • @brendane28
      @brendane28 8 лет назад +1

      +Fluffee Kittah
      I can't trust anyone anymore..... after what happened.... I just can't

  • @iammiry7525
    @iammiry7525 4 года назад +3

    I havent listened to this song in more than 5 years and honestly this and looking back at all the careless days and gaming with my friends brought me to tears :,)

  • @benjammin12339
    @benjammin12339 8 лет назад +43

    Everyone is commenting about depression and suicidal thoughts and their problems.. I want to be able to say my problems.. but my body never let's me.. It always makes me bottle up my feelings. No matter what.
    So.. I can't.
    Welp.

    • @mjeurten5242
      @mjeurten5242 7 лет назад +3

      SomeoneWhoWasntNoticed SWWN I noticed you... And you are not the only only one with that problem... stay strong... I know what you are going through

    • @mjeurten5242
      @mjeurten5242 7 лет назад +4

      SomeoneWhoWasntNoticed SWWN what are your problems?

    • @boo_1944
      @boo_1944 7 лет назад +2

      glad to know I'm not the only one, I've tried telling one of my friends but she didn't listen to me...

    • @benjammin12339
      @benjammin12339 7 лет назад

      Kayla Warriorcat I want to tell my parents, but I know how they'll react, and my best friend for 4 years will leave me.. She's already been through it last year with some other girl.. I just don't think she'll want to deal with me.

    • @solaic-chan3926
      @solaic-chan3926 7 лет назад +3

      If you never take that chance, you'll never know. Clouding your minds with the thoughts of what could happen, is just so easy. The hard part? Taking that much, much tinier step. As time passes by, those clouds only multiply, until a single ray cuts through them. It only takes that one ray to split apart the skies. Take that step. Take that chance. Let light fill the gloom.

  • @eternalparadox2951
    @eternalparadox2951 10 лет назад +24

    I love the vocals in this song but what I love the most is the massage in this song YOU ARE NOT ALONE. Please remember that, if you listen because your loved one has died or are abused anyway-physically, mentally, emotionally- anyway, you are not alone, there is someone else suffering with you. Some times you are lucky to have them close to you but most times you are alone in that time of pain. Please remember to be strong because they are still here. No one can see your scars but you but you have to wear them like a badge of honour saying you got through it, that you are ready to take the world head on. Stand up and put that beautiful smile on you face because you ARE gorgeous in every way possible. If you have a prob please talk to me because I am here. I am not gonna give u shit and say stop when I know you have to choose on your own cuz cutting is sometimes the strongest thing to do.i know because I am not those people who think everyone's life is perfect because theirs is. I have gone through my problems, I think they are big but compared to yours it might be minuscule. If you have suffered, help another please. If you are suffering, tell someone who is with you and you trust. If you are causing suffrage, you are the dirtiest filth in the world, not worth my time cuz you are worse that the worms under OUR feet. I don't consider you as a human. If you are having problems so to get rid of them, you cause pain. JUST THINK!!! What are you doing? They are suffering because of you, what if they already have problems at him, huh? Just stop it and please tell people to stop cuz I know people can just watch it and walk, and I don't think that is humane. I am not saying this to be religious so those of you who go spout under here to do it for god. Go away. Because this is for humanity to survive, to live on and not go on wars and depend rage. PLEASE. I beg of you. Help those in need because although not in blood, they are you sister/bother as a specie. Please...

    • @eternalparadox2951
      @eternalparadox2951 10 лет назад

      es completely i hope there are more people like you who share this opinion ;D

    • @eternalparadox2951
      @eternalparadox2951 10 лет назад

      ur welcome if you ever want to talk, do NOT be scared, kay?

    • @tripleglitch2843
      @tripleglitch2843 10 лет назад

      rachana lama i love the qoute in this song, this song connects to me so much..

    • @eternalparadox2951
      @eternalparadox2951 10 лет назад

      don't be scared any of you. There is a phrase ' Remember always to be true, as true and honest as the person I KNOW you are. If you do that, you'll shine brighter than any diamond that has been specifically cut and designed to shine because you are not shaped, you are You. And you are beautiful.

    • @eternalparadox2951
      @eternalparadox2951 10 лет назад

      oh don't, do not be nervous, just face the world head on!

  • @MichiChan123
    @MichiChan123 8 лет назад +49

    It's sad that I can relate to this song so much

    • @spiralkai1207
      @spiralkai1207 8 лет назад +3

      you have no clue

    • @meowkat2050
      @meowkat2050 8 лет назад +3

      Same

    • @legitbobby5878
      @legitbobby5878 8 лет назад

      +Meow I'm depressed and I'm literally at the point where I'm starting to cut myself :((((

    • @nerdgaming728
      @nerdgaming728 8 лет назад

      +LeGit BoBby I here you that's me every day

    • @legitbobby5878
      @legitbobby5878 8 лет назад

      I'm trying to stop but idk I have scars on my arm rn trying hard to hide them from my parents

  • @fgngameplay6046
    @fgngameplay6046 8 лет назад +5

    This sent chills down my spine. The lyrics are just so amazing... "I am cut."

  • @cherryberry4214
    @cherryberry4214 9 лет назад +7

    CUTTING ALTERNATIVE: Clenching ice in you hand for 1 min. No blood. No scars.

    • @cherryberry4214
      @cherryberry4214 9 лет назад +1

      Reagaar Umm, excuse me? I'm trying to help people. And you might think so, but making a sarcastic remark telling people to "do something productive in their lives" is not helpful at all.Believe it or not, some people actually would take offense to that.Seriously

    • @cherryberry4214
      @cherryberry4214 9 лет назад +1

      Reagaar It takes a really long time to recover from depression. Not cutting is just one step. I'm sorry if you see my way of helping not helpful or useless, but that's no reason for a sarcastic comment

    • @Skyebright1
      @Skyebright1 9 лет назад

      Medications help they don't make it go away or people wouldn't be required to go through therapy, you have change how you think, it's not just balancing brain chemicals

    • @Skyebright1
      @Skyebright1 9 лет назад

      it helps it doesn't prevent everything, I still have a therapist, the job exists for a reason

    • @mandilogan7229
      @mandilogan7229 9 лет назад

      Reagaar Nope. You can't just develope one. And it's not genetic. Usually disorders like self harming, bulimia,anorexia, depression ect. Start when you have something sad on your mind. For example bullying, death of a relative ect. You now are one of those "bullies"

  • @issa8943
    @issa8943 8 лет назад +46

    I love the song..... hate what it's about. The concept of "Cutting" is painful. Not for the doer only but the people who do care. The people who have even the bit of light in their heart. Those cuts don't scar the cutter only, but the people around them. My heart has slashes from top to bottom and drenched in tears of bloody souls. Please stop. Look deep down and you'll find something. Something called "Hope" And live off of that until it fades from the world. That's what I choose, and I'm smiling. People, to everyone, smile to someone in need. All this crap might seem useless and I expect a lot of hate. After all, I use to believe that, but one smile and I pulled my friend out of a dark pit that she was drowning of blood in. Nina, if u see this, know I love u and u will forever be my twin. 8

    • @supernerd4158
      @supernerd4158 8 лет назад +1

      I wish I had a friend like you.😭

    • @Andreagustafsson13
      @Andreagustafsson13 8 лет назад +2

      if you could just "pull yourself" out of depression, people wouldn't be medicated for it.

    • @issa8943
      @issa8943 8 лет назад +1

      Well it worked. At least for me.

    • @issa8943
      @issa8943 8 лет назад +3

      +Beth Frotton Neltner Aww ty. I'm here for anyone if they need it so dw ^^

    • @genericmale3907
      @genericmale3907 7 лет назад +2

      Seeing the comments makes my heart bleed, I know so many people who have gone through this and I just want to talk to people to help

  • @alexanderhamilton7072
    @alexanderhamilton7072 7 лет назад +10

    I played this when I cut I get depressed and when I can't take it I'll play this and cry myself to sleep

  • @climatechange419
    @climatechange419 7 лет назад +16

    What's really sad but also ironic, is that I got an ad for depression medicine before this video...

  • @lauraotaku1410
    @lauraotaku1410 8 лет назад +109

    why 300 people dislike this 😟 il love this music 😊😊

    • @giuliacarolinekammradt6364
      @giuliacarolinekammradt6364 8 лет назад +3

      Nhe, who gives a shit :P

    • @nmutua1028
      @nmutua1028 7 лет назад +6

      Laura otaku they were like dis I like

    • @kimibow1619
      @kimibow1619 7 лет назад +1

      Natalie Reid why would they be jealous of some shitty nightcore video?

    • @TrayGChevorletCorvette
      @TrayGChevorletCorvette 6 лет назад

      Called a opinion bruh
      people have to have different ones

    • @-muffinlord-7690
      @-muffinlord-7690 6 лет назад +1

      Laura otaku they dislike it because they refuse to except themselves or other's pain and emotions and the thing's they are dealing with .........

  • @noneofurbuisnezs7003
    @noneofurbuisnezs7003 10 лет назад +117

    I used to cut my self but i have stoped and it it so hard for me not to cut and harm myself those poeple who do cut there self i feel there pain it hard to stop.....

    • @onnika2161
      @onnika2161 10 лет назад +17

      Everything will b- ok you know what? I'm going to give you a little slice of reality right now sweetheart. If hard. Its so fucking hard to stop. But if you cave in and let it take you over. I promise you, you will regret it. The way I stop is remembering my mothers fave when she found out...damn you teacher. But I caved once. I went 3 1/2 months without cutting, bit then...I was home alone, with a pencil sharpener and a screwdriver, and I started to hyperventilate...then, all those months, waisted because I was to week. Its not worth it. I promise you. It's not

    • @onnika2161
      @onnika2161 10 лет назад +12

      So I could tell you "oh everything will be ok" or " it will get better" no. That's all a bundle of lies and we know it. And I know you don't want to hear lies do you? Sometimes you want to feel like a piece of shit. So when your happy again you can say "wow. I got through that by myself" We all fall down, and that's ok

    • @EvyKassandra
      @EvyKassandra 10 лет назад +4

      Yeah, it's really hard to stop. But! it's possible. I've cut myself since I was 11, I was 2 years in therapy and now (I'm 15 now btw xd) I'm clean for over 8 months and I don't even think about cutting myself anymore. I don't need to cut myself anymore, I'm fully recovered. It may seems useless to try because it's hell to try to stop but it's totally worth it. And at some point you will realize that you don't deserve this shit, nobody deserves to know how it feels like to cut themselves! I really hope that you will feel better soon and recover. It's a long way, but I'm pretty sure that you will make it. Believe in yourself and keep your head up, always remember that you don't deserve this shit. Try to love yourself, even if it's hard. Just try it, that's more than enough. And if you relapse: It's not a shame. It's normal. That can happen but don't let that pull you down! Just try it again and belive that you will make it! Stay Strong

    • @christytran3860
      @christytran3860 10 лет назад +3

      You guys ate so sweet. This girl is my bestfriend and i really hope she get your message... I saw her crying a lot at school but shes more positive now that weve gotten rid of some negative things (aka frienemy problems) thanks for trying to help her

    • @noneofurbuisnezs7003
      @noneofurbuisnezs7003 10 лет назад +2

      Christy Tran you guys are so sweet thanks i have no idea wut to say

  • @purpledragon2678
    @purpledragon2678 6 лет назад +4

    Currently not depressed because I have mania. But I know the depression will come back so I relate to the song, sadly. All I want to say is this nightcore is beautiful and I hope everyone in the comments will hold on for a while a longer and hopefully get the chance to enjoy life. ❤😊

  • @Gfletch09
    @Gfletch09 6 лет назад +5

    1:56 - 2:23
    Omg I have repeated this part at least 40 times in a row. It's so pure, I love it!

  • @trucevideos
    @trucevideos 9 лет назад +1

    One of the first songs I heard from +NightcoreReality
    Keep making awesomeness, this gives me a lot of nostalgia

  • @rebycovers1596
    @rebycovers1596 3 года назад +7

    Guys I made it,
    I was here listening to this song for a very long time, suicidal and depressed as I can be
    But now I'm better, of course life cat be perfect or easy but since I made it I believe in you too
    I'm writing this comment here because I know what it's like listening to this song and what you feel
    So please believe in yourself
    There are so many precious people that just want to die
    But I don't want to let that happen

  • @mirandanicholas3934
    @mirandanicholas3934 9 лет назад +4

    Such a beautiful song... Speaks on so many levels. I've battled with self harm for 2 yrs and am currently 3 weeks clean

    • @genshinjaiki9117
      @genshinjaiki9117 7 месяцев назад

      Hey that Image is so beautiful🌃😍👌

  • @Bock_bee
    @Bock_bee 6 лет назад +4

    I hope the people who are saying everyone in the comments are “edgy” “attention seeking” etc. never have to go through depression, anxiety, self harm, etc. it’s not fun...

  • @witchywendigo5466
    @witchywendigo5466 9 лет назад +14

    ....this song is just

  • @nightowl6524
    @nightowl6524 4 года назад +3

    If chaos is a work of art, then my heart is a masterpiece.

  • @angelseki4141
    @angelseki4141 8 лет назад +27

    i cut.. people say its better to say it to a close friend, but i find cutting...well it might hurt but it lets out everything..i hate about myself, i cry myself to sleep, a guy broke my heart, i cut cause i'm inseure about myself..people call me fat and ugly..and this song explains alot

    • @saveme6816
      @saveme6816 8 лет назад

      +Flowey The Flower I am a cutter an your comment does not make me feel good...or make me want to stop. You came off more as rude and frustrated instead of supportive and constructive or whatever...

    • @abbeygoodridge5483
      @abbeygoodridge5483 8 лет назад +4

      Naivety. Have you ever been so depressed that you actually want to harm yourself, to rid of yourself. I am not cutter, I have never been depressed. Yet, am I rude to those who cut? No, I support them. I would assume that most cutters don't want to live on this earth. You know why more and more people are cutting? It's because of our society, and people like you who are making cutters feel even worse about themselves. So please, stop commenting things like that to cutters if you have never been in their position.

    • @Arinaretina
      @Arinaretina 8 лет назад

      +Miya_TheLittleBlueMaiden みやテューバべ at least you have the strength to actually hurt yourself. I'm so pathetic I can't even bring myself to be harmed because I'm so afraid.

    • @angelseki4141
      @angelseki4141 8 лет назад +2

      +Flowey The Flower you know why we cutters cut..? Cause of the society, have you even felt what i have felt..? Your comment didnt come off as helpful it came off as hurtful, dont you know i get slapped by my so called "friends" at times..? My bestfriend helps me, i am not alone at times, but it helps me to seem stronger, i dont want to be afraid anymore, i cry myself to sleep, its hard being a human being if people judge you

    • @angelseki4141
      @angelseki4141 8 лет назад +2

      +Flowey The Flower yes some people have commuted suicide, and yet why, depression, and the hurtful words of society, dont u call cutting stupid, it helps some people take out their anger on themselves, i do take pride that i am alive, i slowly lose pride cause suicidal people are angels that wanna go home, its not my fault society takes their anger all out on me, i dont like being hurt by society, do you..? I do not wanna die inside nor outside, but society drives people to cut or commit suicide, those hurtful stuff society says it hurts people who is sensitive, people who is afraid to get hurt by simple things, people who cry themselves to sleep, people who doesnt want their parents to know they are dying inside, people who think of others than themselves, people who are afraid to love, people who are depressed knows how this feels, i was almost anorexic cause people tell me that i'm fat, people hurt people by the most simplest words,

  • @owenmstar
    @owenmstar 4 года назад +2

    Aaaa going through a playlist And i found this, i havent cut in like 3-4 months because last time i did my girlfriend cried T^T

  • @kingjacob926
    @kingjacob926 6 лет назад +2

    This exact song saved my life many many times.

  • @MitoHoshi
    @MitoHoshi 7 лет назад +70

    I've been depressed for 6 years.
    My parents despise me and wants to put me up for adoption. I get bullied everyday, even by strangers on the streets. I've cried so much. But yet, why would there be a reason to get a permanent scar on yourself for no reason. Hurting yourself may help for a temporary problem. But even I can think logically. I've restrained myself countless times to suicide or cut myself. All I've wanted is for people to accept me or some people who has enough courage to support me. Even now I'm tearing up. My parents abused me when I was younger, they hit me with some stick and discipline me if I talked back at them. Because of this, I've become quiet.
    I've never told anyone this and I just needed to relieve myself.
    I'm sorry for being a burden.

    • @nalanimaxineeicker5629
      @nalanimaxineeicker5629 7 лет назад +14

      You're not a burden for anyone, and if someone thinks so, than he's an idiot. You just have to wait for the right people making the change, but until then, just don't give up. They will come. And then everything is different. I don't know much about your situation and I'm sorry if I interpret this wrong, but maybe it isn't that bad at all to get away from your parents and your old life so you can start over again. Maybe you will find there the things you are needing.

    • @kennedybucco3707
      @kennedybucco3707 6 лет назад +5

      everyone who doesn't care, tell them to go to hell, because you are amazing, don't be the way they want you to be, be yourself

    • @herbcat5066
      @herbcat5066 5 лет назад +4

      Ur not a burden, ur just hurt. I know u don't know,me but if u need someone who knows what its like to talk with, I'm always available

    • @koboz9321
      @koboz9321 5 лет назад +2

      Your parents hate you yet you have a phone, internet and a computer.
      Yeah your life must suck

    • @koboz9321
      @koboz9321 5 лет назад +2

      Maybe you're the problem if so many people hate you

  • @lethosphere9265
    @lethosphere9265 7 лет назад +12

    To everyone, not those who just cut, but everyone. Cutting won't give you anything and trust me, it won't only hurt you but the people around you. The thought of cutting itself disgusts me so much. I thought of cutting once but then, once, twice and it becomes your addiction. If it wasn't for my senses to come back, I would've been addicted. You cut because you're alone, bullied, abused, anything the reason might be, but you're hurting yourself more and more. There are people who care for you, I bet that even if you don't know, you have someone whose behind you. I don't know how many of you noticed, but there's always a light in your heart that'll glow for the one. EVERYONE has a happy ending, who cares if someone is with you or not during that moment? I don't. At least, I had a happy ending.
    I'm sick and bored of my life, like any other normal schooler but I respect the fact that I get to live. I've thought of killing myself and reincarnating and all the shit, NOPE, you don't know what will happen. You need to believe in yourself and the people around you, trust, love, care. If you aren't able to fit in, the fault isn't anybody else's, it's YOURS. Involve yourself and make friends. Keep smiling because one smile is the reason of thousands. Stand up for yourself at all times, put yourself first. Even if we're told to care for others, first look at yourself and then the others. It should be "I" and then "YOU".
    "When you self harm, here are the things you can NEVER do like you used to:
    1. Feel pretty inside.
    2. Feel normal.
    3. Have confidence.
    4. Smile.
    5. Can't feel the same ever again." (Quote taken from Pinterest)
    Why? Because you wasted that one chance of enjoying, smiling, running, falling, being broken, crying, getting up, hugging, kissing, laughing, making friends, LIVING.

    • @theinfantmetroid
      @theinfantmetroid 7 лет назад +2

      This is not all too helpful. For someone who is depressed and hates themselves so much they even cut, this comment will just sound like another "It's your fault". I don't care if that was your intention or not, it comes off like that and that's the point.

  • @riviellevy
    @riviellevy 5 лет назад +1

    really, 2014 is the best years of your beautiful nightcore

  • @sirkealenkaschaper4358
    @sirkealenkaschaper4358 5 лет назад +3

    clean since 31 days now, im so proud of me that i do not did it in so a long time

    • @hf5123
      @hf5123 5 лет назад

      @O E X O X dont you ever give up.. You can do it

  • @abbivibes
    @abbivibes 9 лет назад +362

    Think Life is hard? Cutting won't make it any better. I know you hate hearing things like this, but people only say it because they care.
    -I love my life, but I hate what others choose to do with theirs-
    Let me tell you a story, a story of a girl.
    She started off normal. Her family, they all looked after each other. Her mom and dad had gotten married, but she hadn't remembered much of it. Just things like dancing with her mother, she was about four years old at that point.
    Time went by, a few years.
    Her parents weren't getting a long.
    One of the only memories left of them together, fighting.
    Her dad was trying to reason things out, but she didn't understand why they couldn't get a long, why they weren't happy anymore.
    Another year or so went by, and they moved. They thought it would get them on a clean line again, but the fighting only got worse.
    One day, her mom and dad had a huge fight, and their dad left, promising to come back.
    Later on, the girls' mom ended up moving, her dad moved back into the house.
    She didn't understand anything. "Why don't they get a long? Why can't my mommy and daddy just be happy and live together again?" constantly ran through her head.
    Her dad and mom went their separate ways. Mom, got a new boyfriend. Dad, he got another girlfrind.
    The little girls' dad, still loved her mother, she knew that, but when she asked her mom if she still loved her dad "I'll always love him, just not in the same way" was her mothers reply.
    "Not in the same way" Isn't love just love? She thought.
    Many of her mom's boyfriends were agressive.
    But, the little girl wasn't alone, I guess I forgot to mention, she had one friend, a cat, his name was midnight. Whenever she had spare time, she would spend it with her bestfriend, midnight.
    Well, the girl's mom had a boyfriend, he was pretty agressive.
    When they moved out, she couldn't take Midnight. Her mom told the little girl that they would return, but they never did.
    The little girl went to school, one day at school, her mom's ex boyfriends kid told her that they had hit her cat on the road..
    She was heart broken, all those years. She had already lost her dog, from heart attack.
    After some time, the little girl decoded the only one she would allow to be her true best friend, was her mom. Did she have friends at school? Of coarse, but they were all a bit, well lets just say back stabbing.
    Her dad had been through plenty of girlfriends.
    Her mom had been through plenty of boyfriends.
    The girls' mom finally was in a stable relationship.
    He had three sons, that would still be a part of the girls' life to this day.
    Did the girl have siblings? Yes, at this point in time she would have two blood brothers and one sister.
    Only one of her blood brothers lived with her at the time.
    They moved together in a big house out in the country.
    The girl loved it there, she thought that her mom would finally be happy.
    Every other weekend, the girl would go to her dad's house.
    It was fathers day, so the girl gladly went to stay with her dad for the weekend.
    A few days had past, the girl wondered why she hadn't went back to her mom's house yet, or even to school.
    The girls' dad had her sit in the living room, he said he needed to tell her something.
    She did what she was told.
    Her dad sat infront of her, and spoke.
    "I know this world is unfair, and sometimes things happen, that we can't control.." the girls' dad had a sorrow quiver in his voice.
    "What's wrong?" the girl asked her father.
    "Your mom is really sick, she's in the hospital and they don't think she's going to get better."
    Instantly, the girl started to sob, she started to scream even.
    Her dad started to cry. He left the room, giving the girl some time.
    She continued to sob throughout the day.
    "What about my brothers?" she wondered.
    They ended up going to the hospital to see her, but the little girl didn't know it would be her last time with her mom.
    Her mother was in some sort of coma, so she couldn't talk. The doctor said that her mom had a stroke, and could only hear us, but not feel much or even open her eyes to see.
    Not even being christian at the time, she even prayed to a god, that she didn't even believe in.
    About three days had past, she got the news that her mom had died.
    The funeral, it was painful to even show up.
    She wasn't sure what to do with her life anymore.
    She didn't get to see her mom's boyfriend's kids very much anymore.
    Her life was torn.
    She became depressed for a while, but it faded away once she had a computer and internet. It basicly became her life. Sad, right? But I guess we all have a moment in life when we can't take it anymore. The only one she really had anymore was her oldest blood brother. She was drug into things that no other kid her age should've had to deal with. But for that reason, she understands a lot, more then people twice her age would understand.
    Her dad finally got another girlfriend, but they ended up losing their house.
    Her and her sister both had to move in with their grandparents.
    At the time, she was always getting bullied at school, they didn't understand how much she was already going through.
    Her family started blaming her dad, acusing her of being.. well not normal.
    They got angry at him, and started to tell him not to let me watch anime, take the internet away and the music she likes to listen too.
    They just didn't understand.
    She was always getting yelled at for everything, which only made the cutting worse.
    Once, she was even thought about overdosing.
    After a while, she had another brother, who she loves dearly.
    She also ended up having another brother, well, he hasn't been born yet..
    Life started to look up a bit.
    She got to see her brothers at school.
    Although she doesn't get to see her blood brothers very often, she still stayed in life's game.
    She is even going to move soon, going to another school and getting to start fresh.
    She doesn't cut anymore, how you ask?
    She just had to start letting the little things make her happy.
    Always telling herself, "someone always has it worse" and that's the truth.
    If you couldn't already tell, that little girl is me.
    I had to leave out a lot for personal reasons. There is still so much that I won't share.
    But anyone could be reading this, so.. you should understand at least that much.
    So just remember, you're not the only one going through things you shouldn't have to.
    Life is hell's playground.
    It is, indeed unfair, but you shouldn't give up!
    Follow your heart, I promise things will get better.
    You just have to try your best to stay positive and ignore those who won't accept you for who you are.
    And, it's okay to cry.
    I still cry about my mom. She was my bestfriend. I know it sounds stupid.. but unlike anyone else, I could say anything to her, she would not only listen, but understand and care, keep it a secret.
    I guess the only thing there is left to say, is thank *you* for listening! Yes, you just listened to my life's story.
    I hope this helped, even the slightest.
    If I can't help anyone in this sick place, then my life would have been wasted.
    I finally know what I want to do with my life,
    I'm going to change the world, and help those who need helped.
    Even if things might seem impossible, just do what you want to with your life.
    It's your life, and if people won't accept you, like I said, just ignore them.
    -Thank You.-

    • @Peter_schluss_mit_Lustig
      @Peter_schluss_mit_Lustig 9 лет назад +11

      im so sorry ;( are you ok now?

    • @abbivibes
      @abbivibes 9 лет назад +11

      Daniel Ciernioch I'm fine. Like I said, there is always someone who has it worse! Trying to stay positive. Something I can also add in, I lost a close friend today. She didn't even tell me why she didn't want to be friends anymore. "If someone won't accept you, they aren't your trouble"
      I'm not sure what I did..
      But you can only learn from other's mistakes.
      If she doesn't want to be my friend anymore, it's her loss.

    • @Peter_schluss_mit_Lustig
      @Peter_schluss_mit_Lustig 9 лет назад +8

      A Cute Skittle
      well thats sad, in my opinion if she just quits being freinds with you it cant be real freindship i mean: good freinds hold together
      ps: you can learn fom your own mistakes
      real freinds are rare

    • @MadamBisc
      @MadamBisc 9 лет назад +11

      DANG THATS ALOT

    • @dianacojocaru6029
      @dianacojocaru6029 9 лет назад +13

      You literally made me cry.

  • @KAlvisTube
    @KAlvisTube 8 лет назад +6

    Would love this song in any version

  • @nmutua1028
    @nmutua1028 7 лет назад +16

    the girl in the pic is literally the anime version of me lol, only my eyes are hazel

  • @dakotahp9686
    @dakotahp9686 8 лет назад +1

    This song just speaks volumes to me thank you

  • @alexandriau1816
    @alexandriau1816 7 лет назад +38

    I was bullied for 13years of my life and I started cutting when I was 9 and no one knew and they always say im worthless I couldn't fight back I just sat there letting them hit me punch me and abuse me I couldn't stand up for my self I just wanted to die last year I tried to hang myself but my sister found me before I could even do it and she said that she couldn't live without me but I asked her why are you and my other sister so spoiled and all I am is invisible I told her I dont want to live anymore but she said that she could help and she took the rope away and told me im worth something and to never give up

    • @kittykat2129
      @kittykat2129 7 лет назад +1

      dude thats deep a little too deep

    • @thebrokenpicture
      @thebrokenpicture 7 лет назад +3

      Alexa 143 you know youre lucky my older sister beaten me up when I was young and made me so upset I almost ran away but she still didn't like anyone else beating me up still I almost wanted to pretend it was a nightmare and I wold wake up with her being nice.

    • @anthea2610
      @anthea2610 7 лет назад +3

      Alexa 143 Awww so cute c: I hope u feel better now, bullies are just some dumb potatoes!

    • @SeudXe
      @SeudXe 7 лет назад +3

      You both have pics of a wolf. LOL. It's ok you are never alone. Stay alive so you can meet someone just like you. ;)

    • @alexandriau1816
      @alexandriau1816 7 лет назад

      Scorpio117 thanks

  • @nads3536
    @nads3536 8 лет назад +446

    Me when I get a papercut.... O^O

    • @Raghad-th9ew
      @Raghad-th9ew 8 лет назад +5

      ur comment cx it was published on my birthday :D

    • @nads3536
      @nads3536 8 лет назад +2

      :D

    • @kete2698
      @kete2698 8 лет назад +2

      You copied someone's comment... *fucking hilarious*

    • @nads3536
      @nads3536 8 лет назад +7

      Really? Well, I don't really pay much mind to comments. My friend gave me the idea.

    • @bean2096
      @bean2096 8 лет назад

      same girl xD

  • @Eycil
    @Eycil 7 лет назад +3

    PAPER CUT,PAPER CROWN,PAPER PAPER,PAPER EVERYTHING.
    edit (july 2019)
    wtf is wrong with me back then
    edit (march 2021)
    sooo. quarantine fucked me up, came here for nostalgia, how dare i question myself back in jul 2019 when i'm equally as cringy as before. but eh whatever, i'm probably gonna long for nostalgia in a few years and come back here again and see how cringy i was. so uhhh, ig i shouldn't be too hard on myself. hey future self, hope you're doing well :))

  • @wondergirl4876
    @wondergirl4876 8 лет назад +1

    It's amazing! I can watch this again and again!

  • @wynterwonderland3442
    @wynterwonderland3442 7 лет назад +4

    The 428 people who disliked are the people who have perfect lives. I wish everyone had a life that's perfect... but sadly, no one can be happy forever

    • @Glaycier
      @Glaycier 4 года назад

      Some people just don’t like Nightcore. Personally, I have as close to a perfect life as one could imagine, but I attempted suicide a few weeks back because the concept of death and how we never know when it will happen, and the anxiety as we wait for it is scary, and I couldn’t take it. I’ve had these thoughts since I was young, but never acted on them until recently. I’ve met people with perfect lives who understand and are willing to be there for you. They aren’t in their own world.

  • @barbarawesseling2670
    @barbarawesseling2670 9 лет назад +16

    Since everybody is sharing their story:
    Hi , im Barbara.
    Im 11 , most likely have social anxiety
    Im suicidal
    2 failed overdoses
    I cut too
    But im not giving up , and i can feel myself get better day by day
    My father and i dont get along most of the time ,he gets angry alot over little things like someone forgetting just a single thing. Im a bit too fat for my age , and that really makes me feel worse still. I find comfort in music and 'bad' weather. Bands understand me.
    My classmates make me feel horrible , they dont intend to , but they do. Their humor is insulting eachother
    My mother knows about my cutting and my teacher about me being depressed.
    Each day i smile when i feel hell and just want to break down on the spot.
    Ive gone trough two types of therapy
    -For me being antisocial (as in too much , my social skills are okay now)
    -for a horror movie , which we had to stop eventually due to a lack of communication.
    So i live in fear of anything everyone is just like: why would you be scared of that?!?!?!?
    There are alot of people who accept this. But a girl in my tent with scouting camp , put her teddybear to my face when i was sleeping , and when i woke up i basically screamed and such.
    People tend to tell me alot of horror stories too , and that makes me cry out of fear.
    My life is sh*t but i keep holding on
    And i want you guys to hold on with me
    Suicde does not end the possibillities of it getting worse , it eliminates the possibillity of it getting better ~ Vic Fuentes

    • @hiddensecrets7097
      @hiddensecrets7097 9 лет назад +1

      Barbara Wesseling I'm glad your seeing the positive instead of other kids your age just posting pictures of their cuts on Tumblr. I wish you the best and hope things get better :)

    • @kaorichan3860
      @kaorichan3860 9 лет назад

      Never give up. It will comes a day when anything is ok , wait for this day.

    • @bianca9878
      @bianca9878 9 лет назад

      Barbara, I am the shyest person you'll ever meet. I don't have much confidence in myself. But I can try to help you... Try smiling as you leave for school, try at least to make your way to the groups of students, react, ignore them. I believe you can do it, that's how I got friends.
      -Mackenzie

    • @cc_dumplings5005
      @cc_dumplings5005 9 лет назад

      Eva Sonntag hey my name is diana i always go through pain from my parents and i wait for that day im tired of waiting i want the pain of is cutters to end

    • @LBiV
      @LBiV 4 года назад

      lol

  • @simplyluna914
    @simplyluna914 8 лет назад +1

    THIS IS MY FAV SONG OF NightcoreReality :D

  • @candicoated2001
    @candicoated2001 8 лет назад +2

    I accidently clicked on this and love this song no regrets.

  • @timdaferretmailman7297
    @timdaferretmailman7297 2 года назад +5

    This comment is late, but I'm currently 3 years clean. Listening to this song kinda makes me feel good. It makes me think of how far I've come and how I've managed to survive a very dark place.
    Not that anyone will see this, but just tossing it out here.

  • @smukkediana11
    @smukkediana11 10 лет назад +15

    I HATE WHEN PEOPLE UPLOAD SHIT ALL TIME!!!
    so i'm happy you diden't

  • @thomasshea5747
    @thomasshea5747 7 лет назад +2

    NightcoreReality PLEASE get this on SoundCloud ASAP
    Love all your work, btw. Keep it up!

  • @s0me_Dude
    @s0me_Dude 4 года назад +2

    "Hey....."
    *"Beautiful Paintings"*

  • @alexm9410
    @alexm9410 7 лет назад +7

    we are Cut but we are good enough to wear a smile everyday :(

  • @kennedybucco3707
    @kennedybucco3707 6 лет назад +5

    My friend is suicidal and she keeps saying that she wants to kill herself, and her wrist is littered with scars and I tell her to stop and she says she will but then she does it again and tries to hide it from me...so now I got roped into helping her because she is my friend....and now I have to keep helping her...She still cuts and says she's gonna kill herself and now I listen to her...She just needs to be left alone...but I won't let her for alone if she decides to kill herself....then I'll be right behind her

    • @kennedybucco3707
      @kennedybucco3707 6 лет назад +1

      now my granparents and my dad think i need help because i listen to songs like this and just because i have scars

    • @Snomnomm
      @Snomnomm 6 лет назад +2

      I have a friend who cuts also and has tried to commit suicide twice, all I can say is try approaching her different, let her know that you are there for her. She most likely just needs to know someone is there for her to help her. You could also try round up people you trust with the secret and get them yo say something in a video about her, and how they would feel if she left you. She would see how many people care about her and maybe stop, I would have liked to do this for my friend but I didn't have the time science I had exams. It might be a long shot but if it makes her feel better then its worth a try.

  • @justagirlcalledme9293
    @justagirlcalledme9293 5 лет назад +2

    I have been clean now for one year and one month 💕

  • @southsideslytherin391
    @southsideslytherin391 7 лет назад +2

    ya personally i love this song
    i dont really deal with regular depression i personally deal with bipolar depression witch is both easier and harder to deal with i get threw and i am officially 3 weeks clean of cuts (yay) and going strong with help from friends and family

  • @Airavice
    @Airavice 6 лет назад +4

    So, I know you may not get the chance to respond to this comment but I want to personally thank you.
    This song, as well as your adaptation of 'Nobodies Home', took me through a very lonely and rough time a few years back during 2015. I was never much of a youtube addicted person, but when that time period came around I had to find something to help vent what was going on. Your videos were one of the few that helped me with that.
    Thank you so much, it was something I really needed.

  • @elisavetkaramichali6736
    @elisavetkaramichali6736 7 лет назад +20

    people with scars are angel who they don't like life on earth. They just want go back home

    • @Glaycier
      @Glaycier 4 года назад +2

      Don’t glorify suicide. It’s something serious.

  • @marabrewana6062
    @marabrewana6062 7 лет назад

    There are the people that tell you to cut and the ones that tell you not you never know who to listen to so your confused just know that you are beautifully made in every way you don't have to make cuts and scars on something BEAUTIFUL 😊

  • @simpleman3898
    @simpleman3898 8 лет назад +1

    i know this is a very serious song, but it's so well done. :) and beautiful

  • @SolemnShadow777
    @SolemnShadow777 9 лет назад +4

    Remember kids, it's not across the road, it's down the street. Much more effective.

  • @MalivoreKai
    @MalivoreKai 10 лет назад +3

    One of my favo songs from Vampire Diaries :3

  • @hannahtyler1492
    @hannahtyler1492 6 лет назад +1

    3 years ago I used to listen to this every night, not knowing what to do. I used to cut, I was depressed, and I overdosed (I'm thankful I'm alive.)
    But now I am getting help and realizing life is not as bad as I think it is. This will not last forever, you will find happiness.

    • @ash-jm9nu
      @ash-jm9nu 6 лет назад

      Hannah Tyler I’m happy for you x

  • @mossiris816
    @mossiris816 Год назад +2

    I cut for years, and sometimes on rare occasion I still do. I know why, but I really thought everything would be okay once I escaped my Kidnappers, but it seems like no matter how much time passes, nothing but death can heal those years of torture. I was there for over 11 years and no one helped me. I'm not sure those wounds, and those memories will ever go away.

  • @6_darkunicorn_987
    @6_darkunicorn_987 7 лет назад +4

    Has anyone cut onions because I'm crying here :(

  • @hulvey6919
    @hulvey6919 4 года назад

    Honestly it’s really nice to have a Christian artist who gets on this level

  • @journeykeene864
    @journeykeene864 5 лет назад +2

    Nobody could ever understand the relief I felt when I cut. It wasn't even the pain it was just the blood that made me feel real.

  • @mudfirethebengal10
    @mudfirethebengal10 9 лет назад +38

    Hm. Lots of cutters here. I wonder if that's the only meaning to dig up from the song. Hey, any metaphorical youtubers out there? I'm sure we can dig up something.

    • @watashiwa9310
      @watashiwa9310 9 лет назад +1

      Ayyyyyyyy

    • @jessicawinklerjessi
      @jessicawinklerjessi 9 лет назад +2

      I am sure she wants to live but she need help. I believe that she is searching for help, but doesn't know how :/

    • @raziakazmi2908
      @raziakazmi2908 9 лет назад +3

      She doesn't want to die but she wants to get out of the trouble

    • @SexyPants
      @SexyPants 9 лет назад

      ***** Why would you ever consider that she is crazy?

    • @SexyPants
      @SexyPants 9 лет назад +3

      ***** Okay, just checking. Mental disorders and being crazy are 2 different things. Mostly. It depends on which ones you have. Not that all cutters have mental disorders...